#i haven't been here in a while

[spitsonyou1]

rises from the grave to give you this

[rosesaysdumbshit]

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i am literally Soul CCCC, in the sense that i have a crippling monster addiction.

[caramelpenguin]

Its been so long since I've properly been on tumblr!! How is everyone?!?! If anyone's up to it, feel free to spam my inbox mwhahaha <33

[troubatrain]

hi :)

[i-could-bee-an-angel]

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[tatortitty]

only just now realizing my reblog tags are just me repeating things over and over again when I really like it LMFAO

[tokruta]

damn i fell off

[cloudpalettes]

[inkskinned]

i had been used for my body before, i didn't mind it. i had a good trick about it - i didn't have to be there, not in my skin. i could wear the mirror, wear the puppet. you would see your perfect girl, a little monster i had concocted. she would glisten, distilled out of my own blood and venom. it meant i would be using you instead - you think you are taking from me? darling, i think this is a fucking joke, a role i am playing. you can't hurt me, i'm not present for the event. this is just a body, like a book is only words.

and then you came into my life, easy and honest. reaching for my hand in the crowded holiday market. passing me a water before i realize i'm thirsty. checking on me once, twice - the first time i said i'm okay, you knew i was lying. i keep thinking about the shape of your blue eyes and the wild of your hair the last time i saw you. how you got out of my car and when you looked back, i was looking back too. your quiet breathing in a hotel room.

you kissed me like you meant it, is the thing.

i don't know how to be a person yet, not fully. i don't know how to let you kiss me and touch bone. i tell my friends i hate this so much i want to throw up. your name slips into my head - i am no longer really ever alone. a little frazzled heartrate keeps splattering against my collarbone. my therapist asked yesterday - why are you afraid? what is the cost of vulnerability?

a terrifying thought: when i'm with you, it feels like finally coming home.

[benevolenterrancy]

May your hardened heart be woken By the soft and distant song Of all you left here unspoken All the shards we keep stepping on - Take this body home Take this body home Call the wind, and let her know Take this life outgrown Take this broken soul Call the stars, call them all And take it high, take it far, take it home

[dokjaism]

“Akira... why am i the only one talking?”

[fibrespace]

I posted about this project back in June, when I was having tension troubles. I almost frogged it halfway through, but instead, I gave her a nice long four month time-out to think about her misdeeds before circling back.

Mistakes were made, but it all worked out in the end. I forgot to knit the dinosaurs' eyes and just decided to roll with it, and it took a steaming bath and some serious ironing to get the fibers to relax, but she's finished.

[pastellpeachz]

Talya as Circe <33

[braisedhoney]

please

i can't bear this

just a little bit longer

please

[nanawaffles]

Sauron: *HIGH PITCHED SHRIEKS* GET YOUR FUCKING DOG BITCH!!!

Luthien: it don't bite.

Sauron: YES IT DO--

[smoothshine]

yet again having young royai feels on this lovely spring evening