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Just a reminder to all my antidepressant cousins: your meds could be fucking with your body'd ability to temperature regulate
To my fatigue issues cousins: don't forget that heat kicks your ass
To my non-air conditioned cousins: let's go murder the sun
#the low today is 101#i have zero appetite#which is very bad in this heat#because it takes extra calories to get through it#my knees are very angry#heat wave#fuck
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i just got called a bean ..i dont know how to feel about that-
#dustin says stuff#also btw. i think im like dying or something#my body doesnt feel like its mine lol#my limbs are heavy#i have zero appetite#my mouth is super damn dry even though im drinking water#and i feel super out of it#i can barely think#anything i try to eat„ the taste stays in my mouth bc its so weirdly dry#im not sure what's wrong with me
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I thought of this with a carnival in mind but feel free to interpret this any way you want. Looking at you, Radioapple shippers
#Hazbin Hotel#Lucifer Morningstar#Lucifer Magne#Alastor#Fanart#I love their dynamic so much#There are still things I'm not completely happy with but this took embarrassingly long and if I look at this any longer I'll go insane#So yeah. I thought the idea was funny#I hope nobody has thought of this yet. And if somebody has don't tell me bfjsjsjw#Yeah I'm still frothing at the mouth#The songs and characters have been bouncing around in my head ever since the show came out#Oh btw I changed their outfits just a teeny tiny bit#Namely the buttons and Lucifer's collar#Can you tell I had no idea what to do with the background#And that I have zero idea how to draw hands#Yeah those were not fun to draw. So yeah. Started making it had a breakdown bon appetite#My posts#My art#Swearing#Okay yeah click on the pic for not fucked up quality. Thanks Tumblr
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THE BITCH IS BACK, BABES !!
#NEVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE ANIMAL IS OUT OF HIS CAGE. THE ANIMAL IS FREE.#FUCK THAT PLACE. SHITHOLE OF A PLACE#i have a word or two for my doctor and it starts with F and Y#i got no help. zero. whatever they said i have already learned from the internet. lol.#also my anxiety was so bad in there i lost 4 pounds from a poor appetite.#and they gave me fuckin. lithium#my parents were SO MAD when i told them over the phone#anyway#i'm home and i couldn't be happier about it#just the thought of being trapped in that place makes me wanna vom <3#oh yeah i was put in the detox unit instead of the one for mental disorders or whatever it is#my dad was very mad i was put in with the alcoholics and drug addicts but they were very nice people#i was able to come out of my shell and have conversations with them pretty easily#that is the ONLY positive thing i can say about my entrapment#i missed you guys so much. i really missed my family#god and now they're gonna call me tomorrow morning to talk about whateverthefuck#and i gotta call my doctor in a week#god i don't wanna talk to these people anymore. LEAVE ME ALONE
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I ordered a bubble tea and like a gallon of miso soup from the fusion spot by the City Center and that was a genius move on my part. I can feel the hot broth and fermented soybeans healing me.
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my sister and nieces just left to go move to florida and i literally feel like all the air has been sucked out of me. i'm never going to get to see them, maybe once or twice a year at most. i don't even know what to do with myself right now
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Ok I changed my mind, these are my babies now.
Ok I will be the first to admit that sleep deprivation makes me hysterical, and all these guys needed was a good wash and dry. And I really ought to iron them as well, although I doubt I will. In my defense tho, I haven't woven with cotton in a while, and I forgot that warp-faced lifeless garbage washes into very sturdy and neat little things.
I mean, look at that--I havent washed the very first towel yet because I didnt hemstitch it, and the difference between it and a washed one is pretty stark.
Only thing is they did, predictably, shrink a lot. The two square ones I was hoping could be dish mats are much more napkin sized now, and I have once again produced. Small hand towels. Should have cut out one of the squares and added that extra length to everything else. I am still really happy with them though. Especially the hemstitching. I wasn't all that comfortable hemstitching before this--usually I did either rolled hems or fellstitching or else tassels--the last hem only took 2 and half minutes, and it's 190 ish ends. So it's way faster than I thought it would be ! Plus, my mom inherited a bunch of (much finer) handwoven Italian textiles from her dad, and they all had a very short fringe almost like this. Just with like 1/10th the epi xD.
...I really want a finer dent reed.
Anyway. Now I just gotta put my fuckin loom back together, and then the big blanket project that I've been putting off for months.
#weaving#cotton#towels#hand woven#the relief you guys.... its real#also finished steam cleaning my carpet and putting my shoulders and thumbs back in their stupid sockets#and now i am taking a smal break to celebrate and chug a monster zero and smoke several cigarettes#my newest migraine meds have decimated my appetite and old habits have immediately returned :/ RIP#yesterday all i had was a burrito and thats because my sister handed it to me#if she'd put it on the counter or in the fridge it woulda stayed there#anyway the cleaning is proceeding slowly but apace. and fueled by a lot of caf and nicotine and stress#ah well#might make more tabouleh tho#id eat tabouleh..... would never turn that down#hm..
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I do think the general rule of you can never add too much garlic is a good one, and important training wheels for normie midwesterners, brits, etc (sry 4 the cheap shot lol)…however I just spent literally over 30 minutes slowly browning onions and cumin perfectly for my mujadara and mixed it all up with the lentils and rice. And then I fucked it up supremely by adding garlic powder. Just stomped all over my painstakingly cultivated browned onion flavor :-( :-( :-( :-( what I have now is horrible quotidian lentil rice. My beautiful fleeting mujadara…she is gone…dead with all the things that made her special……….learn from my mistakes. Ouuuuuughhhhh :-(
#I’m so grumpy :-(#whadda waste of onions…#grrgrgrgrgrggrhrgrggg#I’m so fucking mad!!!!!!!!!!!#I will feed it to the roommate. but it’s one of those low resilience high emotional volatility days plus i m having SOOO much trouble#getting sufficient food in these days and I’d been thinking about the mujadara for hours and it’s all I wanted to eat and I ruined it.#this is not a real problem I’m just being a BABY#but WHY did I do that. why#and I made 6-7c like that was the base of 3 dinners auyuugghhhhhgghhhg#it’s just that I have zero appetite due to the vague health issues and I’m nearly six foot and I swim laps 5-6h a week like I have got to#be eating UGH…#and this was like the only appealing and palatable food I could think of. and the only reason it’s so hard is because I haven’t eaten#nearly enough today but I was planning to FIX THAT WITH THE MUJADARA…
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Augh. They weren’t kidding about side effects are really affecting my sides huh
#vrrm vrrm#tw medical#I’ve got some new meds and I have zero appetite#it’s weird and i don’t like it
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augh i have so much homework to do and a term test tomorrow but im suddenly sick with something. horrid
#i got a sore throat out of nowhere yesterday afternoon and its gotten worse. hot tea usually helps but i could only drink half a cup#zero appetite and kinda nauseous. i really hope its not covid but i worry that even if i test negative i might still have it#bc i heard that the at home rapid tests give false negatives#i dont want to overexert myself if im sick but i have no choice but to do this work
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I feel so inadequate today. I'm on this job without training or guidance or experience, and I'm fucking up a lot. And I don't have answers for some questions. And it's not my fault because I was never trained by anyone and I figured most of it out myself, but I hate feeling powerless in anything.
#personal#I'm also just scatter-brained so I make mistakes everywhere which is exhausting. I wish my brain functioned normally.#but I have zero talent or experience in things so I can't really find another job.... where I feel more confident#I'm only confident in customer service jobs..... because I'm good at anticipating other people's needs (quality I have and don't want)#on top of me feelings like this today I'm hungry all the time with zero appetite so food makes me nauseous#and while I was nauseous and overstimulted God was like#'Are you ready for fire alarm going of four times a row because your neighbor fucked up?'#do y'all mind if I....... die.
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I feel like basically all incarnations of Electra have high touch needs and needs to be pet and cuddled or they’ll wilt mentally/physically.
#electra being affectionate is adorable until you realize just HOW much he needs#especially if sick/upset#Honestly it’s ironic that i’m touch averse and have zero appetite for it but i totally get the idea of characters needing it
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Can pms be banned in every country please and thank you
#FUCK THISSSSSSSS#I have zero motivation#zero energy#zero appetite#everything sucks and I want my uterus gone pls#vent#Metaltea bitches#period mention#MY HAIR IS AWFUL TOO AND I JUST WASHED IT LIKE WHAT THE FUCK
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holy cow this month’s period is a bad one 😵💫
#my head is killing me and I have zero appetite and I’m bleeding SO much#my first day is usually a really heavy flow but I’ve already had to change pads Twice today when I usually only have to once at work#I’m also so ridiculously short tempered… more than usual lmao#I’ve been sort of perpetually caught between verging on snapping and verging on bursting into tears#oh and can’t forget the cramps. love when pain killers doesn’t make them go away completely. that’s always super great#i say things
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chocolate easter bunny incident 1 dead 1 injured
#shitposting of the persona variety instead#<- lives on the corner of bad decisions boulevard and zero self control avenue#i didnt even have an appetite for it i just couldn't stop#catsCANdraw
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In a lot of pain today 🙃
#im also apparently allergic to whatever tape they put on my face bc im broken out horribly#this painkiller ain't shit it's not even touching the sore muscles where they cut#and ive eaten maybe 400 calories in the past 2 days bc i have zero appetite and am scared to eat tbh#i hope this surgery was fcking worth it bc rn it feels worse than it did before when everyone kept saying id have 'instant relief'#personal
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