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Alright! I'm gonna lose it
#everything! I'm going to throw it all away! including myself!!#hm i think i am going to start my period soon doctor#guy :) guys im having a breakdown again#i need to go to therapy#maybe I'll try to figure that out next week#ren won't shut up#i HATE really opening up bc then i start crying and i cant talk when i cry 🙄#im so tired of making my own decisions when i dont know has ANYTHING works#i hate my anxiety#i think I'm going yo go on a midnight walk
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Carter and Newkirk took a weird turn on me in my current WIP…like they decided to go ROGUE! I’m all for it, but it doesn’t fit with the rest of the story, AT ALL. So I’m torn, do I scrap everything and rework it around where they decided this was going to go, or do I completely remove the side quest and move forward as the original plan dictates, figure out a way for side quest to make sense in the grand scheme of the original story, OR do I finagle out two separate stories?
P.S. The side quest is something I’ve never attempted to write before in this fandom ~cough~slash~cough~ (very mild, but still) and I always get overly anxious when writing anything I plan on posting on fanfiction dot net and this is just making things worse lol. I know I’m not a 13y/o kid anymore, but every time I set out to write anything I feel like I am lol
Please don’t hate me lol
#andrew carter#corporal newkirk#hogans heroes#stalag 13#writing problems#need help#I hate my anxiety#chances are everything is fine and I’m just over thinking anything#I just can’t get over how it used to be in the fandom iykyk#I want to write good#I put too much pressure on myself#why am i like this#this is supposed to be fun#but my need for approval makes this more stressful than coding someone#it is literally easier for me to do CPR and bring someone back to life than it is to write anymore#anyone want to beta read this for me lol
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FFS IT'S THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL AND I ALREADY FEEL AS IF I'M ON THE VERGE OF AN ANXIETY ATTACK!!!!!!!!!!!
#random#aaaaaa#silly goofy mood#personal vent#first day of school#senior year#class of 2024#i hate my anxiety
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I want to ask him on a date
but i’m chicken
#lulu ramble#maybe my brain while explose because of how much i think of this person#will ask my friends to cheer me up#i hate my anxiety
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I don't know why I make such a big deal of just going outside. No one is going to give a shit about me being out walking around.
Like I'm stressed now about going to the shop. I have no reason to, the worst thing that could happen, is ask why I come there so often, even that sounds stupid. I'm literally going to give them my money, Why would they care.
Idk, interacting with others is stressful, but I want to enjoy the outside world.
#i hate my anxiety#my lack of sleep is not helping either#I'm going to try to force myself to go to get accustomed to going out by myself.#i do sometimes wonder if i some degree of agoraphobia...#I already do have really bad claustrophobia#rich.txt
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Cym as criminal minds characters and leave out no one
This is a crime because I only have like 3 mutuals that I'm comfortable tagging 😭
THIS IS COMPLETE BLIND CASTING BASED ON VIBES
Emily - @redvanillabee
Penelope - @sexyspector
JJ - @bradshawsbaby
Reid - @funkylittledemon
Gideon - @dudleydidley-blog
IF WE'RE MUTUALS BUT YOU'RE NOT TAGGED I DONT HATE YOU IM JUST BAD AT THIS BECAUSE I ASSUME ONLY THESE PEOPLE LIKE ME
This is why I'm bad at tag games
Outside of these people, I assume everyone else hates me and finds me annoying
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So the job I applied to last month just now is getting back to me and I’m like he’s calling and didn’t reject me outright over email. Maybe it’s bc I’m at the company already and he’s giving me a courtesy rejection over the phone I don’t know but I’m Nervous
#since it’s been a month since I last heard anything#I assumed it was a no already#so I don’t know why I’m so nervous rn#he’s calling me in like 2 mins#ugh#I hate my anxiety
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You know I was gonna sleep and fix my god awful sleep schedule but my anxiety kept me up lmao
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i hate group presentations i'm actually freaking out over nothing
#1. i feel like im steamrolling everyone#but also 2. i feel like some people aren't pulling their weight and idk how we're going to present bc we never went over who's saying what 😃#i hate my anxiety#anne marie shut up pls :)
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IM SCARED. THIS PERSON I KNOW IRL ON TIKTOK BUT DOESN’T KNOW I KNOW THEM ON TIKTOK HAS A PHOTO OF ME WALKING. HELP. PLZ. I WANNA TELL THEM SO BAD BUT MY ANXIETY SAYS NO.
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Is anyone ever to anxiety filled to ask someone if they want to be friends or just converse so you deside to shove art at them and they'll some how get your very unspecific hint?
One such case is shoving someone's Wing of Fire oc's into Darkiplier and Wilford Warfstache cosplay on Discord. We chill I think.
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one step at a time.
one fucking step at a fucking time!
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Taking a small break. My mental health is taking a toll on me.
#mental health#mental health awareness#mental health problems#i’m trying#it hurts#anxiety#i hate my anxiety#smiling through the pain#trying to stay positive#trying to stay calm#trying to stay strong#trying to push through#trying to be happy#trying to be strong#trying my best
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A bitter sweet memory ❤️
Pre-Calamity flashback panel from my Zelink comic. Work in progress.
#my art#zelink#cue Muse's “Endlessly”#breath of the wild#loz fanart#legend of zelda#pre calamity#zelda fanart#zelda#tears of the kingdom#princess zelda#botw#the ANGST#They were both under so much pressure#unrequited love#link x zelda#Link secretly loving Zelda in silence while she “hated” him hdgsjsgjds#Link accepts being Zelda's punching bag. He understands her anxiety...#If he can be a safe space for Zelda to lash out#so be it T_T#Obviouly he wished things could be different hjdhjknhsjscu#sheik fangirl is making a Zelink comic#I'm trying to finish it but i want it to be perfect and special#sheik fangirl
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Habits
//warning for anxiety and a bit of blood (there is comfort)
#//vent comic#team fortress spy#sniperspy#team fortress sniper#tf2#bloody suit#knife party#team fortress 2#I hate my habits so much#so bloody suit makes it better^^#things I’ve learned from having such bad anxiety and how I try to cope#sorry I will try to render something real soon haha🙏#I like to think they both have an obsession with eachothers hands^^✨#tf2 fanart
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do any other artists feel like. yeah you're a 'good artist' because you draw things that look nice, but like. TECHNICALLY? you're really not great
i really hate that i can recognise that yes, my art is good, but is it VARIED? is it dynamic?? is my anatomy good? is it full of texture and colour theory? do i know how to do This? can i do That? no, not really. and that's quite painful actually
#ramble#yes this is the artist's perspective bs and yes this is anxiety because it's 1am#and yes i'm forever learning and growing but also#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.#drawing my little guys is fun but i am not good enough for the industry right now and that fucking sucks#i really feel like if i walked into a studio with my portfolio right now they would laugh at me#one of those days where i wish i'd done a more useful degree y'know#i'm going back through the phase where i don't know what i'm going to be anymore and it's scary#some days i really want to give it up and never draw again and do something worthwhile because i Know my life would be easier#and i hate that something i love so much makes me feel so hopeless#signs that i should go to bed ^^^^#i will resume my pity party tomorrow
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