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finally took some new photos !! i think this dress is finally on its last leg lol
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got triggered by my friend today :/ today we went to a cafe on campus, and while she got a 600 calorie sandwich and 350 calorie drink, i got a 300 calorie cup of soup with a 0 calorie soda. i grabbed the medium soup cup (not even the large one) and she laughed at me and was like “omg its so big! haha thats the biggest cup they have it’s huge” 😭 literally a few days ago i witnessed her eat ~1500 calories in one sitting worth of a sandwich, snacks and sugary drink and yet i didnt say shit 🫠🫠 i know how annoying and rude it is to have people comment on what you eat so i NEVER say shes eating a lot because it’s not my business and she’s allowed to do what she wants without me being disrespectful to her. but i hate that she said that to me in front of everyone it was so embarrassing :(( and not to mention we’re both 5’0 but i estimate she’s got like 50+ lbs on me (idk her exact weight but she told me she’s in the obese bmi category) and she herself said she hates it when her mom comments on how much she eats so why did she do that to me :/ i know she was just making a lighthearted joke but i couldn’t help but take it personally tbh
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Sorry not sorry but I need all 93 of those for my baby blue bird please and thank you!
OMG that took foreverrrrrrr!!!! Here you go!
93 questions…read below cut at your own risk!
Basics:
1. What is their gender? Female
2. What is their sexuality? Straight
3. What is the meaning behind their name? Do they have any nicknames? She was given the name Blue Reign by the fire chief because she arrived in the middle of the largest storm the city had seen, a storm that ended the day of her arrival. Cache calls her Blue Bird or Little Blue Bird
4. Do they have any siblings? How many? Are they older or younger? Which sibling are they the closest with? None that they know
5. What’s their relationship with their parents like? What about other relatives? Non existent, she doesn’t know who her parents are.
6. What would they give their life for? Her unborn baby
7. Are they in a romantic relationship? With who? How did they meet? Nope
8. What do they believe will happen to them after they die? Does this belief scare them? Not something she thinks of too much, but no she doesn’t really believe in an afterlife.
9. What is their favorite color? Favorite animal? Her favorite color is red and her favorite animal is the elephant
10. What are some of their talents/skills? She secretly writes poetry
11. If they could make a mark on history, what would they like it to be?
12. How old are they? When is their birthday? 18 years old October 10th
13. What do they do for fun? She loves playing video games and swimming…anything outdoors really
14. What is their favorite food? How often do they get to eat it? Steak and twice baked potatoes and almost never it’s too expensive, her favorite go to though is cheeseburgers, the greasier and cheesier the better. She eats those all the time.
15. What was something their parents taught them? That kids were disposable
16. Are they religious? Nope
17. Where were they born? New York is all she knows for certain, she assumes City of Dreams since that is where she was left.
18. What languages can they speak? Where did they learn these languages? Just English
19. What is their occupation? Waitress at 2 men and a griddle
20. Do they have any titles? How did they earn them? no
Personality:
21. What is their favorite thing about their personality? She can be very blunt
22. What is their least favorite thing about their personality? She can be very blunt
23. Do they get lonely easily? In a way she has been lonely her entire life, but not being lonely means trusting and that’s very hard for her.
24. Do you know their MBTI type? INFP would be maybe closest?
25. What is their biggest flaw? She doesn’t always think things through completely
26. Are they aware of their flaws? She usually sees it after the fact but in the moment not so much
27. What is their biggest strength? She’s very passionate about what is important to her
28. Are they aware of their strengths? She doesn’t see it so much as a strength
29. How would they describe their own personality? Loves to laugh and have fun, kind of moody at times…general pain in the ass.
30. When frightened, will they resort to “fight” or “flight”? Fight
31. Does this character ever put somebody else’s needs before their own? Who do they do this for? How often do they do this? She is learning to with the baby she is carrying, and she has in foster care before helping other people that were being treated unfairly.
32. What is their self esteem like? Pretty low in most ways
33. What is their biggest fear? How would they react to having to face it? Ending up a complete failure, she is doing everything she can not to have to face that, although she already has in a way with getting pregnant.
34. How easily do they trust others with their secrets? With their lives? They don’t trust anyone with their secrets, Cache is the only one she has trusted in the past and that was years ago so she’s wary of trusting him now because as she would say “people are always changing.”
35. What is the easiest way to annoy them? Chew with your mouth open
36. What is their sense of humor like? Give an example of a joke they would find humorous. She has a corny sense of humor. A type of joke she would tell…2 men walk into a bar the third one ducks..
37. How easy is it for them to say “I love you”? Do they say it without meaning it?
She has never said it to anyone
38. What do others admire most about their personality?
Hmmm if you ask her no one has ever admired her, but a girl in the home she was in last looked up to her because she was always standing up to the adult caretakers telling them off when they were treating people unfair, and she got into more than one fight protecting younger kids from older bullies.
39. What does their happily ever after look like?
Learning to love and trust enough to fall in love and make real friends, raising her baby to be healthy and loved and well-adjusted and being able to give him or her everything she didn’t have.
40. Who do they trust most? Is that trust mutual? Cache would be the only one she even kind of trusts..and she don’t know yet..
Physical Profile:
41. What does their laugh sound like? Do they snort when they laugh? How often do they laugh? She is definitely a giggler and yes she gives little tiny snorts if she laughs hard.. lately she doesn’t laugh much.
42. What is their favorite thing about their physical appearance?
Her eyes
43. What is their least favorite thing about their physical appearance?
Her freckles
44. Do they have any scars? If so, what are the stories behind those scars?
She has a scar on her thigh from a kid that pulled a knife in one of the homes and tried to violate her, he was caught before it went too far (is there such a thing really?) and sent away. She also has a few small circular burns on her left shoulder, from a foster mom that thought she needed the devil removed when she was young. She won’t speak about either incident.
45. How would they describe their own appearance?
A freckled mess
46. How easily can they express emotions? How easily can they hide emotions?
She has no problem acting happy or being excited, deeper emotions though she keeps very close to her chest, she’s not the kind of girl that lets just anyone see her hurt or cry because she views vulnerability as weakness and weakness has always been dangerous to show.
47. What’s their pain tolerance like? Pretty high actually
48. Do they have any tattoos? What are the stories behind those tattoos? nope
49. Do they have any piercings? Just her ears
50. How would you describe their style of clothing? How would they describe their style of clothing?
Whatever she can afford at the thrift store. Thrift store fumpulous !
51. What is their height? Weight? 4 ft 10 inches 80 lbs
52. What is their body type? Are they muscular, chubby, skinny, etc?
Too thin
53. What is their hair color? Eye color? Skin tone?
Light brown hair, very blue eyes, ivory skin
54. What is their current hairstyle? What have been some of their past hairstyles? Which was their favorite hairstyle? Pony tail she’s had it cut short before, but prefers it longer.
55. What is their alcohol tolerance like? What kind of drunk are they? How bad are their hangovers?
Pretty high for her size but that doesn’t say much..she is a very rowdy drunk and doesn’t get hangovers
56. What do they smell like? Why do they smell like this? (Is it the things they’re around or a perfume they wear?)
Soft vanilla except after work..then she smells like a diner…
57. How do they feel about sex? Are they a virgin?
Not a virgin but hasn’t had a good sexual experience
58. What is their most noticeable physical attribute?
Gonna have to say her eyes?
59. What does their resting face look like? Do they have RBF?
Definitely has a resting bitch face probably because she is so guarded all the time..
60. Describe the way they sleep.
Well she use to sleep with her arms tucked under her on her stomach, now she has to sleep on her side or back
Environment:
61. Which season is their favorite season?
Spring because its fresh and new
62. Have they ever been betrayed? How did it affect their ability to trust others?
Too many times to count and she doesn’t trust
63. What is always guaranteed to make them smile?
Sweets generally do the trick..
64. Do they get cold easily? Do they get overheated easily?
Normally she gets cold very easily..now she is more likely to overheat
65. What’s their immune system like? Do they get sick often? How do they react to getting sick?
Hardly ever gets sick but when she does she is miserable
66. Where do they live? Do they like it there? City of Dreams, New York. Its where she’s always lived so there is comfort in the familiar.
67. Is their bedroom messy? What about their bathroom? Kitchen? Living room?
Nope her home is pretty poor and old and run down but she tries to keep it tidy
68. How did their environment growing up affect their personality?
She grew up in a lot of chaos and nothing ever being hers really, so she is very attached to her stuff and needs a space that is quiet and just hers.
69. How did the people in their environment growing up affect their personality?
Most people taught her to be wary of people to not trust anyone, but Cache taught her that there were some good out there..and also gave her the bravery to stand up for others after he left.
70. How do they feel about animals? Do they have any pets? She loves animals but doesn’t have time for a pet.
71. How are they with children? Do they have any? Do they want any?
She is pregnant now, but hasn’t really been around small children since she was a child herself..
72. Would they rather have stability or comfort?
She wants both but forced to choose she would choose stability
73. Do they prefer the indoors or outdoors?
outdoors
74. What weather is their favorite? Do they like storms?
Thunderstorms so yes she loves them
75. If given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?
She’d fill it with words
76. How organized are they?
With stuff very organized..with her life and time management..not at all
77. What is their most prized possession?
Her journal
78. Who do they consider to be their best friend? I guess Cache but she wouldn’t call him a best friend because they just reconnected..just the only friend she has at this time
79. What is their economic situation? Very poor
80. Are they a morning person or a night owl? Night owl
Miscellaneous:
81. Are they bothered by the sight of blood?
Nope
82. What is their handwriting like?
delicate
83. Can they swim? How well? Do they like to swim?
She adores swimming so yes and she can swim pretty good
84. Which deadly sin do they represent best?
Envy I guess? Because she envies those who have easier lives and families and such
85. Do they believe in ghosts? Nope
86. How do they celebrate holidays? How do they celebrate birthdays?
She doesn’t celebrate either
87. What is something they regret?
Meeting Chris
88. Do they have an accent?
No
89. What is their D&D alignment? Chaotic Neutral or Chaotic Good…depends on the day..so probably definitely Chaotic neutral lol
90. Are they right or left handed?
Right handed
91. If they were a tweet, what tweet would they be?
A meme? Not sure really
92. Describe them as a John Mulaney gif.
Why do you do this?
93. What’s the most iconic line of dialogue they’ve ever said? Blue is my name not my state of mind..
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Clean Slate
Here I am, laying cozy in my bed with my wonderful big, fluffy duvet on top of me (my blanky).
I’ve been feeling this “Clean Slate” start happening back in mid-February of this year (2020). Who know that the world was also joining me with a Clean Slate.
Covid19 has taken place until the end of July, officially here in LA. & boy, do I tell ya... it’s pretty real out here with them face masks. I now carry one in my car & purse before heading out because literally, I mean literally, everywhere you go that’s based in LA, WILL NOT let you in without a mask.
Anywho - the real reason I am typing this is, because lucky for you guys, I am officially documenting how I am losing 35lbs of fat & keeping it off for good.
But before I begin,
Let me tell you this: I gained 15 lbs in 1.5 weeks.
How?
I didn’t stop eating. I gorged until i’d get sick, thinking “I know how to lose weight, done it before - do it again! & screw it, it’s quarantine.....:)”
My body starting swelling, my vision was getting blurred, my mind was foggy.. finally, this past Sunday, I lost all control. I fell into the hole.. of binge eating relapse. & I wen’t full out, rock bottom. And sat there. & faced everything that I just did to myself; mind, body & soul. It was a time-out. The only good thing I did during this purge was celery juice everyday! Which is honestly why I think I haven’t exploded yet. Like seriously...
Coming Monday, I chose to do a juice cleanse; because caloric wise, I already had ample. Technically my body doesn’t need real physical food for at least 2-3 days.. because I have enough energy (aka carbs {macronutrient} & calories {protein, fat & carbs}).
I began Monday morning with a fresh glass of celery juice & walked/meditated around my neighborhood. Then I made my favorite fat-burning detox drink that I found 5 years ago & use till this day: Grapefruit, Cucumber & Oranges.
Later, after being on my feet all day, I drank a Whey Protein Shake by 1UP Nutrition, mixed with a quarter cup of raw goats milk & water. This way, I was able to retain muscle mass without eating food. & the Goat’s Milk macronutrient content is Fat, Protein & no carbs.. which is like amazing. Because currently my goal is to burn fat, maintain as much muscle mass as possible & get lean.. with the ultimate goal of being shredded (with the hopes of quarantine being over by then -- Hello mansion & rooftop pool parties). In order to achieve my goal I have to do my best to drink as much protein & fat as possible, with very little carbs. Carbohydrates are energy, & if not being used, will store in the body as fat, as a survival mechanism to be used later if the body were to be malnourished.
I also sipped on regular water throughout the day. By 8pm I had so much energy. It was nuts, but by 10pm I was so hungry. So I made 2 scrambled eggs. (Fat, protein & a little bit of carbs) as a bedtime snack. But I woke up in the middle of the night like a fatty - gorged down two protein bars that are very high in carbs & are not even mine.. they were my roommates.. and I ate them... including her pineapple & papaya dried fruit..the whole fricken bag. Gone. Scarffed down my throat. Swalled. Gulp.
Today, I began my day drinking Zhi Cell & a raw egg yolk.
Ran 1 mile to pick up coffee for my morning walk & omg. Was I dying. Today I felt all the weight on me - a feeling I haven’t had in YEARS. Lately I have also noticed that my circulation isn’t the greatest. My toes and fingertips become easily numb and my knees hurt..
I ordered a Rose Coffee; Light Cream, Sweet Sativia & Hot.
It was so gross.
If I had it cold, on the rocks, it would have tasted fine. Or adding Heavy Cream since it was hot.. but I am too cheap to order iced coffee (did you know you get way more coffee if you always get it hot?) & I am currently too fat for indulgence of silky, beautiful Heavy Cream. Ugh, being skinny always feels so much better than what anything can ever taste like!
Drank water, had my celery juice.
Insta-Carted a quarter of Wild Caught Salmon because A) I am about to begin menstruating; Salmon has all the nutrients & minerals a females body loses & must replenish in order to have a smooth week.
& B) it’s high in Protein & Fat, low carbs.
Since I still had an egg-white left, I cooked it scrambled to pair with the Salmon. Yummy!
After I realized I ran out of celery & already made an instacart order, I panicked because now I had to come up with another $35 worth of groceries in order for Insta-Cart to deliver... Which I needed because my car isn’t working atm & going to grocery stores is like waiting in line to age 50 years.
To make myself feel better & take the edge off, I dove into one of the protein bars that my roommate has (I did replace the two that I ate last night.. but I also got myself ONE just because I knew I would want to eat hers -- there’s something about me wanting to eat other’s people food btw...its a little disturbing... or is it just me?)
Except... when I took the bite of the bar... I was full. It didn’t hit like it generally does. I was content.
Then I went for a walk and filled an entire glass jar of celery juice, which I enjoyed on my walk. Afterwards, I continued sipping water through out the day. & prepared my juices for tomorrow.
xx JLC
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5000 Question Survey Pt. 36
3401. How well can you read between the lines when others are talking? it depends how well i know the people talking. 3402. Would you ever speak in front of your peers about peace and social injustice? i’d have to learn a lot more than i already know about it to be confident enough to discuss it. 3403. Where does peace begin? in the masses. 3404. Does America practice the ideals it preaches? If yes when and where? If not, why not? let’s be real, not at all. 3405. In conversations do you assume that you know what will be said? If yes, isn't this a form of closing yourself off to new ideas? no.
3406. In what ways are you closed minded? i do tend to stereotype people in the way they look/dress when i see them for the first time but i’ll always treat everyone equally. 3407. do you prefer beans or rice? rice. 3408. who's a better tv dad?--dr. huxtable (bill cosby) or danny tanner? danny tanner. 3409. detroit or new york? new york, i’ve never been to detroit. 3410. What's your favourite Star Wars movie? none haha. 3411. What's your favourite Star Trek movie? none. 3412. How about Batman? idk. Indiana Jones? idk. Lord of the rings? never watched it. harry potter? i liked the second one. star wars? already asked. 3413. If you could ask one question and one question only to the following people, what would that question be: Saddam Hussain? George W Bush? John Lennon? an alien? how did you come to be and what is the history of your kind? God? Someone you knew who has died? Steven Speilberg? JD Salinger? 3414. Have you seen AI (artificial intelligence)? i have but i hardly remember the plot. If yes, what were the beings at the end of the movie? Do you see this as a possible future for humanity? What'd you think in general? 3415. If a-l-k-a-s-e-l-t-z-e-r spells 'relief' how do you spell: love? happiness? evil? sexyness? yummy? what? 3416. Have you ever been to a Braodway show? yes. What one? the lion king. 3417. Nighttime shows or matines (sp?)? night time. 3418. How are your family get-togethers, loud and rambunctios or quiet and formal? loud, very loud. 3419. Would you be able to survive shippwrecked alone on a desert island? i have no idea. i think i’d last a couple days. 3420. Speaking of islands, does Gilligan EVER get off his? no idea. 3421. What movie has the BEST soundtrack? aladdin. 3422. Do you ever go into chat rooms? If yes, what ones? years and years ago. do they even still exist? 3423. Is english your first language? yes. If not...How you say hello in your language: another word in your language + english translation: boob in your language: 3424. Make up a religion (make it up): no. what would it believe: 3425. Create your own country- Name of country: no. Ethnic background: Language (make it up): Other details: 3426. How would you celebrate these holidays? Dogs in Politics day: Magic circles day: Be bald and free day: National mole day: Syliva plath day: Increase your psychic powers day: Waiting for the barbarians day: Air day: omg no. 3427. -Why do you think Steve got kicked off Blue's Clues: maybe he just got over it? 3428. Hooked on heroin or hooked on phonics? lol wtf. 3429. -Have you ever taken an insanity quiz and said, "Hay, thats a good idea!" nope. 3430. - Have you ever covered yourself in blood and layed down on the side of the road to make it look like you were in an accident? You don't know what you're missing. nope. 3431. Can you flare your nostrils? yes. 3432. -do you want to swim in a vast lake of gatorade? or, any other beverage for that matter? hell no, i’d get sticky af after. 3433. -have you ever sneezed at the same time everyday, consecutively, for over 3 months? nope. 3434. -how did the first person discover that pigs feet would be so good that we call them a delicacy? no idea. i feel like in those days people would try everything they could to see if it were edible. 3435. -why did the first person to ever eat pigs feet eat them? to see if it was edible. 3436. -do you like the idea of 'like father, like son'? it’s not always true. 3437. Put the following musical acts in order from best to worst by numbering them..(1 for best, 2 for 2nd best, etc... 20 for worst). Avril: Ashanti: Joan Jett: David Bowie: the Bee Gees: The Doors: Tool: DMX: Iggy Pop: Creed: Weezer: Ministry: Thursday: Kittie: Adam Ant: Rancid: the Clash: Led Zeppelin: Moby: Tom Waites: not doing this, i haven’t listened to all these artists so it would be hard to judge. 3438. Would you rather be an evil dictator or a sitcom family member? sitcom family member. 3439. What is the wave of the future? technology. 3440. What's your favorite old movie (before 1990)? grease or sound of music. 3441. When someone tells you that their signifigant other lives REally Far Away..do you ever suspect that they are single and making someone up? no. 3442. Alaska or Hawaaii? hawaii. 3443. Why did Kentucky Fried Chicken change their name to KFC? easier to say. 3444. What is there no place to hide from? the truth. 3445. Which makes you happier, giving presents or getting them? giving. 3446. What can you never have just one of? undies. 3447. What comes to mind when you think of Hulk Hogan?/ the wrestler. 3448. What would you be the patron saint of? bath and body works hahaha. 3449. Do you still look at the world with wonder like you did when you were a kid? yes. 3450. For 5 seconds clear your mind. Good. Now write the first thing that you can think of!: the world lol. 3451. When was the last time you ate too much? on friday. omg. 3452. Describe the sexiest person you can imagine: no. 3453. What have you seen that's...bizzare? this drunk girl at a house party on the weekend, just casually chomping on a whole tomato. 3454. Are there any stores or brands or products that yoou boycott? What and why? no. 3455. Do you want things to REALLY get out of control? no. 3456. Are you too tense? sometimes. 3457. Where would you be without love and bubblegum? still here. 3458. Why aren't comic books popular anymore? i feel like they still are. 3459. Think of one friend (who?): my boyfriend. When is the last time you saw each other? yesterday. Do they smoke? yes. Do they believe in God? yes. When you first saw this friend what was your impression? ew. Their age? 26. The top five things you think they think about? me, family, friends, sports, work. 3460. Do you say what you mean? Do you mean what you say? yes. 3461. Could you eat meat if you had to hunt it yourself? if that was the only way i could survive, then yes. 3462. Order from greatest to least importance: spirituality, creativity, intellect, great body, open-mindedness, magicalness, great dancer, interesting dresser, wit and cleverness, niceness, stability no. 3463. Complete the sentence. When a problem comes along You must: try and solve it. 3464. Pick the two most important attributes for food-- fast, cheap, tastey, healthy cheap and tasty. 3465. What do you think is the best metaphor for romantic relationships? (e.g. a car wreck, a cruise): a rollercoaster. 3466. Kittens or no kittens, that is the question. no kittens. 3467. Is gaining 15 lbs in a night possible? i don’t think so? unless it was an operation of some sort. 3468. Do you get emotional watching movies? sometimes. 3469. What amkes you feel nostalgic? looking at old photos. 3470. Do you feel like you've been misplaced? no. 3471. Have you ever fought someone, just for fun? no. 3472. What gives you an adrenaline rush? traveling. 3473. What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else, and you could never have them? try my best to move on. 3474. Rank these events in order of best/most exciting to boring: drinking and dancing to your favorite music at a club: 6 taking a walk in the woods and a bath in a stream: 4 having great sex: 3 winning the lottery (one mil): 1 getting followed home by a stray animal: 9 meeting someone interesting to talk to: 7 seeing your favorite band in concert: 2 seeeing aa broadway show: 5 halloween: 8 3475. Can you keep a secret? yes. 3476. Where is the tenderness? in the heart. 3477. What's one song you REALLY like from the: 30's? 40's? 50's? 60's? 70's? 80's? 90's? 00's? lol idk. 3478. Would you rather have a video phone, an electric scooter, or a digital camera? digital camera. 3479. If a ban on all violent video games was put into effect, would you be outraged by this decision? somewhat. that’s probably more than half the video games out in the market. 3480. In your opinion, is violence in society inescapable? Why or why not? to a degree, yes. there will always be people who can’t control their anger. 3481. Have you ever mimicked a violent “action” from a video game you’ve played towards another person, whether it was to harm or just for play? no. 3482. Do you believe the violent content in video games influences aggressive and/or violent behavior in younger children? to some extent but it really depends on the individual. if they’ve been taught that violence is wrong at a young age they should be fine. there are millions of people, including children, that play violent video games. not everyone turns out violent because of it. 3483. What makes life a bitter sweet symphony? idk. 3484. Name four things that aare AWESOME: sleep, food, money, vacations. 3485. What's the most creative/funny answer you can come up with for this question: What are you doing? nothing lol. 3486. Can you imagine this world going on without you? yes. 3487. Are you the only person who really exists? no. 3488. Is everyone else a figment of your imagination? i hope not. that’d be lonely. 3489. Or are YOU a figment of my imagination? maybe. 3490. Can you prove you exist? How? my birth certificate. 3491. What do you HAve to get off your chest? nothing. 3492. If you cheated on someone would you confess to them? yes. 3493. Is it true that at least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you? Who? my immediate family and my boyfriend. 3494. Are you in therapy? nope. 3495. Do you go shopping on black friday? yes. 3496. What is the bane of your existance? rude people. 3497. Better movie: Weird Science or Caddy Shack? none. 3498. Who's the big winner? me. 3499. What are the 3 funniest: music videos? Movies? songs? idk. 3500. Guess what? no.
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oct/nov: week one
30: hm, i don’t know how i woke up at 9 / 10 am today... i got only 5 hours of sleep and i felt kind of awake the entire day. i felt a bit off but was pretty productive. kevin and i woke up at around the same time and he made breakfast and went to work. i didn’t eat but just went on the computer and started working on timesheet stuff. then i got on a call with phil. in the background, i did laundry and wrote down personal things i needed to do for the rest of the week. it was a pretty chill day. i just prepped for tomorrow’s session with phil and got on stand up. i folded laundry and then washed the blankets as well. i was going to take a nap but then i didn’t feel like sleeping when i got into bed. i actually got hungry and ate the last of the leftover fries from mindy’s fat cat order. lol. then kevin came back from work and i did about 50-60 minutes of random ab and cardio workouts in the apartment. i just didn’t feel like walking over to the studio and stuff. i was mentally tired.
i went to shower and kevin made beef stroganoff <3 omg, it was sooo good. he did use sour cream though... next time, we’ll look for a dairy alternative. i think maybe all of the dairy / junk food is catching up to me. my stomach feels pretty acidic and i feel fat and blubbery. we watched two episodes of yakitate! japan and then kevin washed the dishes and gamed. i stayed up a bit to watch youtube videos and a bit of anime. i got really tired though and just went to bed. lol i make it sound like i went to sleep super early. i slept at like 12 am or something though.
31: i am just flubber and blubber right now. i did a hiit workout in the morning, but i don’t know if i pushed myself enough. maybe my body is tired from lack of sleep? after my workout, i showered and made my smoothie before heading out to work. i got to work later than expected thanks to the weird time gap after the 8:55 am train. i got to work and did some tidying up and prepping for the last training session with this customer! :) i got on the call at 11 am and then ate lunch in john and cole’s office lol. they had already eaten their lunch so i just hung around and talked with them a bit before going back to my office for stand up. dave and joe didn’t come in so i had the office all to myself. after stand up, i worked on a few things but also focused on figuring out the best health plan for me. with the help of john and the trusty internet, i found a health plan analysis graphing tool and it made my choice a bit easier. i ended my day doing some quick surveys and then left at around 4:30 pm with cole. we headed to cha time and beard papa’s again and then walked to south station. kevin was already waiting for me and we shared the mango smoothie he wanted. i said goodbye to cole on the platform -- he was frazzled because he missed his train :(
the train was packed and i was separated from kevin. :( lolol but we walked back home together with him looking like a crazy head. his hair was all over the place LOL. he said he was a mad scientist for halloween... kevin went climbing a couple days ago so he asked for a massage and i massaged his arms and back. i’m glad he’s feeling better :) then kevin played some dota while i watched some anime. we stopped to eat leftovers for dinner and watched an episode of yakitate! japan before playing trine 2. the last levels made me crazy. kevin had to pause the game so i could breathe and not get super mad at him LOL. co-op games really test your patience with people :P we finished trine 2!!! the ending was pretty crappy tbh. my head hurt a bit so we didn’t play the DLC and kevin went to game on his computer while i stretched and finished up an episode of the ‘classroom of the elite’ anime i was watching. i stayed up until around 1 am and then went to sleep.
01: i feel really tired and unmotivated to work out. i think the feelings about my weight gain have caught up to me T__T i did get myself out of bed and into the yoga studio to do my morning arm workout. then i did some hip exercises before going back to the apartment, waking up kevin, showering, and making my morning smoothie. kevin made himself a breakfast sandwich and then headed to work. phil sent me a list of things to do and i got started on that right away. then i took a break and ate lunch while watching anime. then i hopped on a call and then got onto stand up right after. i started thinking about christmas presents and stuff. the thought of getting an advent calendar is consuming me, but i don’t really need / really want a specific one. i worked on my to do list during stand up and then continued until the work day was over. it is now the start of my 4-day weekend! woot! :)
i went back to the yoga studio and did more arms and some back. i tried to do less weight today and better form. after the work out, i felt like i didn’t push myself hard enough (the next day i was pretty sore though). kevin came back earlier than i expected but i finished up my work out and headed back to the apartment. he was cooking chimichurri chicken and rice today so i showered and made my protein smoothie. i think i just chilled and waited for dinner. i forget if kevin cooked right away or if he took a break before cooking, but i think i got hungry ahah. the wait was worth it though! i love this recipe (not as much as the beef stroganoff)! it was creamy and garlicky, but it could have been a bit more creamy somehow. we watched two episodes of yakitate! japan and then kevin went to game and i went to watch my anime. i caught up with all the ones i’ve been watching and continued watching ‘the classroom of the elite.’ i went to sleep after. i think my favorite hobby is watching tv or shows right now. i mean, i could do something more productive but i think my mind needs a break from reality right now.
i’ve been trying to embrace instagram again, but i still have some pretty negative thoughts when it comes to how people present themselves and the influence of social media on my generation and the generations after us. i just feel like so many teenagers and utilizing this as a way to get famous quick kind of deal. at first, i was really hyped about getting back on instagram and making a big move to increase my followers and stuff, but just looking at what my friends like (lol kinda stalkerish but i’m also just curious) i notice that there must be a million accounts with a ton of followers but that doesn’t mean they are successful or actually putting their true selves out there. i think that’s the biggest thing for me. i don’t want to ever post something that i don’t identify with and on social media and instagram, i don’t know what’s real lol. i’m the type of person to idealize people, situations, etc. so when i go on instagram and see all the highlights of peoples’ lives, i always need to remind myself that these are photos they choose to share with the world and it’s not the whole picture. i can get lost on instagram and feel real shitty about my life after scrolling a ton. but again, that’s just me and i need to remember that if i really wanted to change my life, i can at anytime. i just to be motivated and break through those obstacles. mmm, sorry... that was a tangent ahah.
02: sleeping in feels so nice, especially on a weekday when you’re supposed to be working :P this is day two out of six of my pto at home for the rest of the year~ kevin made me a breakfast sandwich and we ate breakfast together. then he was off to work. he was supposed to come back early to get a haircut but he left later than usual lol. i started my day finishing up ‘the classroom of elite’ anime. it was interesting... i might wait for season 2 but i’m not sure. the beginning was pretty slow but i feel like everything is going to speed up. then i started watching ‘knight’s & magic.’ the beginning of this anime is a bit rushed but there isn’t much of a real plot... i was super excited about the robots and magic though, haha. i ate lunch while watching and then stopped to try to install this laundry weighing stuff from a survey i signed up for. i realized their plug didn’t fit my washing machine’s plug and had to contact them. i put that aside and then got straight to cleaning the apartment.
i put on my ‘watch later’ youtube playlist on the tv and then thoroughly cleaned and vacuumed the kitchen. then i vacuumed the rest of the apartment and cleaned the entire bathroom. it took longer than i expected. i also didn’t expect to vacuum but there were so many crumbs on the kitchen floor T_T right after cleaning, i hit the fitness center at around 3:30 pm. i was scared away by a person in there (i was hoping no one would be there because it was the middle of the work day) but then i went in and did legs for more than an hour. i didn’t expect to do legs for more than an hour but my rest periods between sets was longer than usual. i used a 50 lb weight to do my sumo squats and deadlifts and i was about to die in the beginning of my workout. i’m still having a lot of trouble with bulgarian split lunges :/ i can’t balance well on my flat feet and my hips hurt a bit when doing them. maybe i’ll do them with less weight next time. my first workout took around 45 minutes, but i was supposed to do it in 30 minutes (was trying to fit two 30 minute leg sessions as i usually do on a regular weekday. i do 30 minutes in the morning and 30 minutes in the evening). so i pushed myself and did an extra 30 minutes on top of that. i did half with some weights and half mat work.
when i got back to the apartment, kevin reminded me that i volunteered to cook. this was a slow cooker recipe so i decided to wait out on my protein shake and showering. i made the sauce and when i took out the chicken thighs from the fridge, they were still frozen D:< it is my biggest pet peeve when i have to cook and my protein is frozen. so i left that out to thaw while i prepped the cabbage and carrots for slaw. i decided to work with them after i made myself my smoothie. my fingers hurt from pulling them apart, but i got the skin off of them and seasoned them and into the slow cooker with the sauce. at first, it didn’t look like they were cooking but they were (thankfully). kevin got back home and we played a steam game together. i forgot what it is called, but it enjoyed this one. we saved our progress after an hour of playing and then he went to run. i showered and then lazed around the apartment. we finished making dinner after kevin showered and the chicken was cooked. i shredded the chicken while kevin made the seasoning for the slaw and toasted buns. we made pulled chicken burgers with slaw for dinner. kevin loves this type of food but i don’t LOL. most of the time when i cook i don’t like what i make. the vinegar taste subsided with the bun so it wasn’t bad.
after dinner, kevin cleaned up and then he gamed. i continued watching my anime and almost fell asleep watching it. i got myself up to brush my teeth and hop into bed. i tried staying up watching youtube videos and then i almost fell asleep again so i just turned everything off and slept at 1 am. lol even on my days off, i can’t sleep too late xP
03: i feel like my eye bags get worse when i sleep in. they are pretty low and dark right now and i’m not sure why. hmm. well, i got up and then made myself a smoothie while kevin ate his breakfast. then he went off to work and i started day three of my pto at home this year ;D i finished watching ‘knight’s & magic’ in the morning; this anime was great and lighthearted. then i decided to watch ‘kimi no todoke’ because i wanted something sappy. then i spent some time packing up the laundry survey materials because i can no longer be a part of it :( the stupid plug is too big. sigh. i had to put in a service request to get someone to push the dryer plug back in because i didn’t have enough strength. lol, i felt super weak after the guy came in and took like 5 seconds to get it back in. ><’ i should have waited for kevin... around 3 pm or so, i went to the yoga studio and did a hiit cardio routine with a step :O it was intense! then i prepped for dinner and made myself a smoothie before showering. kevin got back and wanted to go running but i was hungry so we made dinner before he went for a run. we made shakshuka today and it was delicious!
after eating and digesting a bit, (lol actually, kevin was still in the apartment), i watched the latest episode of ‘jane the virgin’ and stretched. kevin was listening in as he was on his computer doing stuff hahaha. then kevin finally left and i finished stretching. the rest of the night consisted of complete relaxation. i think kevin and i played hammerwatch together for a bit and i watched ‘kimi no todoke’ for the rest of the night until like 3:30 am LMAO. the anime is so cute and addicting. my heart skips a beat when love scenes happen O_O” lol i feel like a haggard old lady.
04: i stayed in bed with kevin instead of working out lol. i really should have worked out before our massage but i wasn’t feeling it. i ended up doing 20 minutes or so of hip hop cardio later on in the day though. anyway, we slept in and then rushed to eat some scallion pancake with egg for breakfast and then left for our appointment at 1:15 pm. we got in and i had one of the best massages ever. my masseuse used the hot stones to religned or stretch out my muscles along my spine. it felt so good! i also got walked on today because i asked for a leg and back focused massage. i came out of the massage knowing that i was going to be super sore the next day. i felt like jello lol. we walked over to oh my tea and i got a hot honey oolong tea with boba and kevin got a large mango smoothie with boba. we shared an egg puff of course! we got back to the apartment and we were going to meal plan but i got so distracted by all the stuff on food52. omg, everything is so beautiful on there. i was also shopping at aerie too lol.
flo and john took the train from south station to our apartment and we went and got them. we gave them a quick apartment tour and then they both showered and got ready for the wedding they were attending. kevin and i finished meal prepping and then we sent them off to their wedding LOL. we felt like parents sending off their children. at this time, we both didn’t feel like going grocery shopping lol. i think kevin went and gamed and i watched videos and watched ‘kimi no todoke’ lol. i really didn’t feel like going outside but kevin wanted to get grocery shopping out of the way, so we did. we went to ikea first to return some items and also to get dinner. we were hoping to be in and out real quick because it was already 7 pm and everything closes at 9 pm. we went to the return area and there was a 20 person wait... so we got a ticket and then waited in line to get dinner. i got the salmon and kevin got the swedish meatballs and chocolate cake. after we found a seat, i left with kevin’s credit card and the stuff to return it. sooo ikea’s layout makes it so that you have to go around the store to get to the check out... i ended up doing that only to end up at the checkout area where there were a ton of lines. i would look super suspicious if i tried going through one of the closed lanes or passing others in line.
so i found this lady putting away stuff at the end of the registers and asked her if i could pass. she said that she didn’t know if i had stolen those and that i should have returned my stuff when i got in ikea. i told her i have the receipt and showed it to her. she didn’t care. she just shrugged and said she wouldn’t let me pass. OMG wtf lady?! so i called kevin clearly frustrated and then i walked all the way back to him. i was really upset. what a rude lady. so then kevin took a stab at it. he took the elevators down thinking it would lead him to the front, but nope, he also had to walk around LOL. good thing he basically finished his food. i wasn’t going to finish my food but i did and i also ate some of the chocolate cake because i was furious. kevin went up to a cashier (person wasn’t busy) and showed them the receipt and they let him through. good thing there were only 3 people waiting now. i had lost our position in line (physically. i lost the ticket in my frustration) but they passed our number already. so we got to return everything, kevin came back, we finished eating, and we dipped. omg, i hate ikea now. i don’t want to go there for a while -____-”
by this time, it was 8:30 pm. all thanks to the lady, we couldn’t finish our grocery run. ugh. we stopped by bj’s, got our stuff, and went back home. i was still agitated so i did hip hop cardio in the apartment to blow off some steam. ajfbsjkdfbsjfsd. then i played helldivers with kevin for part of the night. lol, i’m getting better at the gamee (: i showered at around 12 am and then stayed up watching anime while kevin gamed. flo and john didn’t come back until 3 am? well, it was 2 am minus daylight savings time haha. we let them in and then went to sleep right away. it was about 3:30 am or something when we slept.
05: flo and john woke up early for the time that they slept at. kevin and i got up at around 10:30 am and brushed and made breakfast. i made my smoothie for myself while kevin cooked up a scallion pancake, dumplings, and soup dumplings for him, john, and flo. after i finished drinking my smoothie, i made my orders on aerie and they went through! yay! then i joined the group as we talked about random stuff. then they told us about their trip to iceland and where to go. we planned on going to fat cat for lunch so we drove there and kevin parked further than i thought he would so i was freezing in the thin hoodie that i wore. there was also a 30 minute wait so we ordered to eat in the car. lol, i wish we could have gotten seated :( the receptionist wasn’t very nice either. while we waited for our order, i casually said ‘oh my tea is the best boba i’ve ever had. lol, after that, flo and john were like, ‘we must go!’ so we walked over and they got a strawberry mango smoothie with boba and kevin and i shared a lychee green tea boba. flo said it was the best boba / smoothie she has had in the united states :OOOO woot! we walked back to the car and then drove over to fat cat to pick up the food.
we ate in the car and i’m so happy they liked the food! we ordered lobster mac, calamari, and a seafood red sauce pasta. mmm. they ate as kevin drove to south station. there was a bit of traffic but the HOV lane came through and we dropped them off at the bus terminal with minutes to spare (: it was great having them over! we drove back home and then rested for a bit. i think kevin and i are a bit burnt out when it comes to hosting people. ever since late september or so, we’ve been non-stop hosting or doing stuff on weekends. we went grocery shopping and then i did laundry. i was feeling akfjnskjdfs. my stomach hurt physically -- i think it was all the food i ate from last week and this one. x__x; while the laundry went, i watched a few episodes of ‘kimi no todoke’ and then when i put everything in the dryer, i did cardio kickboxing in the apartment with no weights. i was feeling really tired and sore but didn’t feel like skipping my workout. i took it pretty easy though and didn’t do much jumping.
kevin made us korean rice cake soup for dinner so we could heal from all the eating out. :P we watched yakitate! japan and then cleaned up. kevin went to shower and game and then i continued watching my anime lol. i finished folding laundry and etc too. i finished the first season of ‘kimi no todoke’ and my heart has burst so many times. this anime is so cute! lol. i slept at 1 am because kevin and i make the bed together and i didn’t want to interrupt his game ahha. i ko’d once i put away my phone. zzzz. hopefully, i won’t be sore tomorrow.
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Omg tell me everything about your dog! I am always 110% down to hear anything about anyone's dogs ever. (And feel free to ask me about my dogs literally always because they are the best thing to ever happen to me) Basically, dogs are amazing.
This is Willow! We got him from the animal shelter when he was a very tiny puppy, and they had no idea what kind of mix he was. “Hound and something, because he’s got some white toes? He’ll probably be like 45-50 lbs?” He’s 80 lbs now, and, now that he’s grown into his chest, clearly at least half pit bull (which is very common around here.) His face is more shepherd-y, though? He still thinks he can fit in my lap.
He’s got a wicked crescent moon scar on his side from where he lost a fight with a spider several years ago (while recovering from knee surgery, no less) and it gave him a necrotic bite. He’s famous at our vet’s office.
He would like nothing more than to be petted 24/7, possibly with some breaks to shake a toy to death or dismember a tennis ball. The current bane of his existence is a blue-tailed skink that apparently lives on our patio and likes to run along the back side of the wooden supports for the screen, where he can see it, but can’t actually get to it.
Tell me about your dogs!
ask me a question?
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I decided to do it. This is so nerve-wrecking. Omg. (Idk why i am freaking out). Ok may I please have a rtm ship with Donghyuk and Johnny. (I may come in for a second round idk).
Ok some noticeable things about me. (Oh lord. I’m not that interesting XD). I’ve been doing music since I was 8 (when I started singing). I started rapping I believe it was 3 years ago? I started playing instruments when I was 10. I play pretty much everything, but I play trumpet (and vocals) in my Jazz Band. I also played sousaphone (the 50 lb. tuba thingy), accessory percussion, and xylophone in marching band. But my main instrument is the Bass Clarinet. I fluently speak 2 languages and am learning two more. I’ve been taking college (as well as high school) classes since I was 16. I absolutely love math. I was a boxer, and on a swim team for breaststroke. I’m that absolute mom friend. I also love to do fx makeup. I’m very indecisive, and i have the worst amount of self esteem ever.
This is legit all i can come up with.
I got 5 letters which spell out one word for you : C.H.I.L.L. Come in for as many rounds as you like I will make sure to knock you out with my writing 😂And your description is absolutely on point. Okay here is your much awaited React to Me:
DongHyuk
He would be so so so pleasantly surprised when he finds out you have so much musical talent
His eyes would go wide, his mouth form an O shape and he would just stare at you in awe.
“WOAH!!! WHAT?? MY ANGEL LITERALLY PLAYS SO MANY INSTRUMENTS?” he would say
He would be very proud of it and the smile that would appear on his face as a result of that would be so wide and bright
He might just crush you with a hug in excitement because I think to him it would mean a lot that you could understand his passion for music and support him
Whenever he hears you sing, he would just MELT.
He would keep on smiling, and the smile would grow until it reaches his eyes.
Your voice would give him butterflies and he would try hard to calm himself down but he wouldn’t be able to
“Your voice is music to my ears. Sing to me all day everyday and I swear I would never feel stressed ever again”
He would always ask you TONS of questions about the instruments you played.
“So how do you play so many instruments so well? I didn’t know you were musical genius” he would nudge you
I imagine him being very comically puzzled at your indecisiveness.
He would watch you in amusement as you tried to pick between sometimes two dresses or sometimes even just what to eat
Weirdly enough it would be something that would make him like you even more, no matter how frustrating it could be for you
Johnny
Johnny would be your personal cheerleader at any event you played at.
He would be the loudest person in the crowd, yelling and waving his hands frantically to show his support and love for you
“YESS!! Thats my girl everyone” he would say proudly.
Would insist on singing duets with you or just having karaoke nights every night
“I love love love your voice. So obviously I want to hear it”
No doubt I see him bragging about your skills and abilities to others rather proudly
He would literally gush over it to everyone and anyone he could. Strangers at the supermarket? Yes them too
“My girlfriend plays every instrument known to man. She is really great at it too” he would proudly show iff his smile while talking about you.
He would never be able to get over the fact that you take college classes in high school
“Holy shit you are a totally perfect person babe. I was never this smart”
His mind would be just blown away when he found out you were also a boxer
“Surprises everyday with you. What have you not done? How come you are s great at everything?” he would ask you.
Despite all this he would be confused why your self esteem was low
“If I had this much potential and talent I would flaunt it and be proud of it y/n. This makes you so unique. You should totally be proud of that about yourself”
I hope you like it!! Request again if you like :) I hope you make the day ahead of you a wonderful one!
Stay healthy. Stay happy. Stay beautiful
Love
Gia
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am i ready for this? i don’t think i’m ready for this. i downloaded the ep 5 hours ago, but had to take a stress nap from how NOT READY i was.
ok i dig the (longggggg necessary) haircut, but dude, that golden streak. so not you. 😕😕😕
i also like the t-shirt over the shirt look, but god that fucking suit. fucking burn it. 😖😖😖
are we talking about om? OMG FUCK YOU TEJ. 😧😧😧
where’s rudra? why isn’t he here??????? 😶😶😶
NO, DON’T PLAY ANGSTY LAFZON KA... 😥😥😥
DON’T YOU DARE THINK OF PULLING THE PLUG ON MY BOY, TEJ, OR IMMA REACH INTO THE SCREEN, PUSH SHIVAAY ASIDE AND FUCKING FIGHT YOU. DON’T TEST ME, MAN. I’M ON MY PERIOD AND FUELED BY PURE UNADULTERATED RAGE. 😡😡😡
my beautiful brOTP!!!!!!!!! I DON’T EVEN CARE ABOUT SHIVIKA RIGHT NOW, THIS IS ALL MY HEART HAS EVER WANTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫
shivaay has one more baby duckling under his wing now. 🐣🐣🐣 #brotherIndia #sabKaBhaiShivaay
no but really, the thought of these two coming together to deal with the fuckery of the last three months and being each other’s support system is legit making me cry a little. 😭😭😭
please, you’re not his REAL DAD, tej. shivaay has always been his dad, for all intents and purposes. 😒😒😒
SUPER DRAMATIC TADI WAALA STARING TIME. 😐😐😐
fight him, shivaay. FUCKING FIGHT HIM. 😑😑😑
“khud se shaadi nahi sambhaali gayi, doosron ko sambhaalne ki baat kar rahe ho”
lmao and YOU of all ppl have the right to say this, tej? YOU? “hello kettle, this is pot... you’re black.” 😆😆😆
goddddddddddd, that fucking jackettttt. y’know what, i agree with pinky, let’s do a shudhikaran pooja. AND FUCKING BURN THIS JACKET IN THE HAWANKUND. 😠😠😠
who’s pinky calling? ragini, right? 🤔🤔🤔
WAIT, WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?????????????? 😧😧😧
no way. this is a red herring. it has to be. IT HAS TO BE. no way pinky called anika. she had to be calling ragini. 😯😯😯
holy shit, my girl looks so fucking good though. #glowwwwwUp 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
LMAOOOOOOOO 200 KMPH ON MUMBAI ROADS? YEAH OK. 50 KE UPAR JAANE KO MILE, WOH BHI NASEEB HAI. 😂😂😂
this bitch planning to JOIN om in the coma????? 😒😒😒
sup ragini. hella ugly jacket. not AS ugly as shivaay’s but all the same. 😬😬😬
those sunglasses DO NOTTTTTT suit her. 😣😣😣
lmao shivaay’s passive “ugh, you” face. 😂😂😂
yup. knew it. also, what happened to that one job? 🤔🤔🤔
dude, i love chanda. #chandaTheBest 👯🏽👯🏽👯🏽
ew, i don’t like this #lowBudgetOmkara 😣😣😣
oh god, he got even uglier when he took the sunglasses off. 😖😖😖
whose picture is he staring at in his wallet and getting drunk in a damn chawl for???? ugh, why can’t my girl get a man who’s a NORMAL, MORALLY UPSTANDING CITIZEN???????? 😩😩😩
ok what’s with the way he’s looking at her? is he obsessed with her already? dono siblings be psycho, ouff. 😑😑😑
yuppppppp. totally called it. 🙄🙄🙄
damn, looking good in that white shirt/kurta hybrid thing shivaay. 😍😍😍
lmao “bachpan mein video games mein bhi gaadi speed limit mein chalaata tha...”
that doesn’t really sound like the shivaay we know, but ok... 😕😕😕
dude, has he slept once in 3 months? the bags under his eyes. jesus. 😬😬😬
“kaun kehta hai ki haadse khoooobsoorat nahi hote?”
godddddddd, she’s soooo creeeeepy. 😖😖😖
also lmao, shivaay’s reaction to that:
"yes, very thrilled by your dosti. so much fun.”
her voiceeeee. i hateeee it. 😩😩😩
kaunnnn siddharth? 😕😕😕
also, LIES. you’re a psycho and yeh tumhara LAMBA PLAN hai. i’m sure siddharth will very conveniently disappear from the scene last minute and you/pinky are gonna emotionally coerce shivaay into replacing him as the groom. 🙄🙄🙄
YOU KEEP THAT WORD OUT YOUR MOUTHHHHHHHHH! 😤😤😤
aw man, billu ki shaadi hogi flashbaaacks! 😭😭😭
yeah of course he hasn’t met him. COZ HE DOESN’T EXIST. 😒😒😒
aw, anika, girl. don’t torture yourself. 😔😔😔
SOMEONE TELL ME WHY THIS CREEP IS DAY DRINKING IN A DAMN CHAWL??? 😑😑😑
yep he’s def obsessed with her. 😫😫😫
also, anika, girl, go home and cry. why are you doing this in public? 😕😕😕
OMG HIS DIALOGUE DELIVERY. EVEN WORSE THAN ADDITI. LORD WHY? I CAN’T TAKE ITTTTTTTTTT. WHY COULDN’T THEY CAST BETTER ACTORS? 😫😫😫
ouff, now i miss karan khanna (daksh). at least he was a good actor, who was very charming, even as a psychopath. 🙁🙁🙁
ok he really is a #discountOmkara, with the ghatiya shayari and philosophy. 😒😒😒
fuck off outta here, humare paas already original hai. even though he’s currently malfunctioning. but he’s under warranty, because abhi tak ek saal bhi nahi hua. hum service centre mein deke theek kar lenge. tumhara duplicate maal nahi chahiye. 😑😑😑
samar. not aditya. thank god, my favt name hasn’t been polluted by this idiot. 😐😐😐
also, please keep the sunglasses on. obscures the ugly a little bit. 😶😶😶
bhaujaiiiii be calling gauri! 😯😯😯
really? she’s calling him? no way. another red herring? 😧😧😧
but oh man if it’s true, he’s reduced to doubling over at the very sound of her voice. my heart. i can’t. 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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question tags
I've been tagged in a few of these so I'm just gonna lump them together
if i tagged u in one of these and you want to do the others just do em and say i tagged you
Rules: Complete the survey and tag five people when you are finished
i was tagged by @baekhyeun 💕 (a lot of our answers are the same n i was just like did i tag myself???)
1. Are you named after someone?
nope
2. When was the last time you cried?
um i think it was last week but that was the first time i cried in like 2 years
3. Do you like your handwriting?
sometimes when its neat
4. What is your favorite lunch meat?
what classifies something as a “lunch meat”?? idk i dont really eat meat that much
5. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
um idk sometimes I'm annoying af
6. Do you use sarcasm?
when do i not lmao
7. Do you still have your tonsils?
i think so?? is everyone born with tonsils?? because i never had mine out
8. Would you bungee jump?
um no i can't even do rollercoasters
9. What is your favorite kind of cereal?
Oreo O’s and French Toast Crunch!!
10. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
If I don’t have to then i won't but if i can’t take off the shoe without untying it i will
11. Do you think you’re a strong person?
i guess? I dont lift or anything but i can draw a bow with a 40 lb draw weight. that probably doesnt mean anything to a lot of ppl lmao
12. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Hazelnut!!
13. What is the first thing you notice about people?
hair? face? idk
14. Red or pink?
Pink!!!
15. What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself?
um. I've changed a lot of myself to be how i want it so i dont really know? probably my legs
16. What color pants and shoes are you wearing now?
Im wearing black pants and no shoes
17. What is the last thing you ate?
mac n cheese
18. What are you listening to right now?
i have my headphones in but nothing is playing. I should change that
19. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
pink? or maybe black
20. Favorite smell?
👀 noir tease from victoria’s secret aka the one that jungkook used
21. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
someone called to ask me how much I'm paying for electricity each month
22. Favorite sport to watch?
I used to be really into baseball but i haven't watched a sport in like 5 years
23. Hair color?
black and pink
24. Eye color?
Brown
25. Do you wear contacts?
nope
26. Favorite food to eat?
carbs and sugar
27. Scary movies or comedy?
comedy
28. Last movie you watched?
hidden figures
29. What color of shirt are you wearing?
grey with the nasa logo on it
30. Summer or winter?
they both have appealing aspects to me??
31. Hugs or kisses?
both?
32. What book are you currently reading?
omg i haven't read a book since like 2015
33. Who do you miss right now?
my friends. kim taehyung
34. What is on your mouse pad?
i have a laptop so i dont have a mouse pad??
35. What is the last TV program you watched?
Cheese in the Trap
36. What is the best sound?
Jungkook’s laugh, tae’s giggle
37. Rolling Stones or The Beatles?
i only know kpop lmao
38. What is the furthest you have ever traveled?
Im from california in the US and the farthest I’ve gone is Vietnam
39. Do you have a special talent?
What’s considered special?? I'm a girl of many talents I'm p much Jungkook except i can't dance
40. Where were you born?
the US
i tag: @sonshinejimin @taenity @jungkookbunbun @hobikookie @vanillalattaes
5 things tag~
i was tagged by @bbangsthetic 💕
5 things you’ll find in my bag
lip tint
tissues
wallet
a granola bar or pack of trail mix
lip balm
5 things you’ll find in my bedroom
tv
my bts shrine (i mean what I'm not crazy)
my bed
bts posters
a pile of clothes on a chair
5 things I’ve always wanted to do
travel
get a tattoo
be able to drive on the freeway??
be good at everything
eat whatever i want without getting fat
5 things that make me feel happy
kim taehyung
bts
my best friends
food
boba tea
5 things I’m currently into
kim taehyung
food
kpop
writing
drawing
5 things on my to-do list
draw things !
write things !
get a job at school
become an engineer!
love my friends
I tag: @qtaes @ttaegiis @slutlingar @jungkookpd idk im shit at tagging ppl
Get To Know Me Tag
tagged by @aichan11 💕, and someone else i can't remember who???
Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.
THE LAST: 1. Drink: coffee 2. Phone call: this lady called to ask me how much I'm paying for electricity each month 3. Text message: to my friend bc i saw a Rude Jimin™️ 4. Song you listened to: Without You (chinese version) - NCT U 5. Time you cried: like last week
HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: no. 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. Been cheated on: no 9. Lost someone special: uhh i dont think so 10. Been depressed: constantly tbh 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: No
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: black, pink, blue
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Yes! lots of tumblr friends and i made a couple of my irl best friends in the last year 16. Fallen out of love: I've never really been in love with anyone but tae tbh 17. Laughed until you cried: yes. a lot 18. Found out someone was talking about you: like in a bad way? no 19. Met someone who changed you: yes 20. Found out who your friends are: yup! once i graduated high school only a few people stuck around 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: um no
GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them 23. Do you have any pets: no 😢 24. Do you want to change your name: i used to hate my name but in third grade my teacher said it was fancy so no 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i went to see BTS with my best friend!!! 26. What time did you wake up: this morning i woke up at like 6am bc i got the notification for namjoon’s vlive but i went to sleep after and woke up at like 10 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: talking to my friend. probably about memes 28. Name something you can’t wait for: moving in with one of my best friends!! 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: like 10 mins ago before she walked out of the room 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i enjoyed exercise!!! I'm lazy af!!! 31. What are you listening right now: the Cherry Bomb mini album from NCT 127 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: not that i remember?? 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: tbh my friend and i are trying to work out the furniture arrangement for our apartment and its very frustrating 34. Most visited Website: Tumblr
LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: i have a bunch on my arms and a few on my face. 36. Mark/s: um i dont think i have any? 37. Childhood dream: i wanted to be a singer or actress 38. Haircolor: black and pink 39. Long or short hair: Long. as long as possible 40. Do you have a crush on someone: does a thirst count? bc I'm currently thirsting after someone but idk if it’s an emotional attachment 41. What do you like about yourself: idk I'm vain af so almost everything 42. Piercings: i have three lobe piercings in my left ear and a double helix and 3 lobes on my right ear. so a total of 8. I'm planning on getting a helix on my left soon 43. Bloodtype: i actually dont know?? 44. Nickname: Kiwi, Adri, A 45. Relationship status: Single 46. Zodiac: Aries 47. Pronouns: She/Her 48. Favorite TV Show: i dont really watch tv 49. Tattoos: no but i want one!! 50. Right or left hand: Right 51. Surgery: just wisdom teeth 52. Hair dyed in different color: yup! pink. and i used to have red hair for like 2.5 years 53. Sport: i dont move very much but I'm pretty good at archery 55. Vacation: I'm going to hawaii in august and possibly LA for KCON 56. Pair of trainers: i have a pair of Nikes
MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: I'm really picky but i also love a lot of things?? idk 58. Drinking: tea or coffee 25/8 59. I’m about to: catch up on all the things I've been tagged in 61. Waiting for: moving!! 62. Want: $$$ 63. Get married: only if i like them enough 64. Career: my dream is to be an engineer at nasa
WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: both!! 66. Lips or eyes: Lips!! 67. Shorter or taller: Taller 68. Older or younger: i prefer people my age but I'm open to anything as long as its not too big of a difference 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach?? i guess?? idk 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive i guess 72. Hook up or relationship: depends on my mood tbh. 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant. I'm scared of everything tbh
HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: No 75. Drank hard liquor: No 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yes omg i can't find my glasses but thats okay bc my optometrist says i dont need them anymore 77. Turned someone down: Yes 78. Sex in the first date: depends on the person 79. Broken someone’s heart: id like to think i haven't?? 80. Had your heart broken: nope 81. Been arrested: No 82. Cried when someone died: no 83. Fallen for a friend: No
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: sometimes 85. Miracles: sometimes 86. Love at first sight: sometimes. 87. Santa Claus: No 88. Kiss in the first date: yes 89. Angels: idk
OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: I have three but i dont wanna be putting their names on the internet 91. Eyecolor: Dark brown 92. Favorite movie: i dont really watch movies
i tag: @sonshinejimin idk anyone else I'm too lazy to tag
82 Truths
i was tagged by @sevenkookiejars 💕
name: Adrienne blood type: ??? nickname(s): kiwi r/s: single zodiac sign: aries pronouns: she/her favorite tv shows: um i dont really have one long or short hair: as long as possible height: 159-160 ish cm
do you have a crush on someone: i dont think so??
what do you like about yourself: um almost everything tbh right or left handed: right list of three favourite colors: pink, black, blue
right now: eating: nothing drinking: nothing i’m about to: eat dinner listening to: Cherry Bomb - NCT 127 kids: no thanks get married: right now?? no but maybe in the future if i like them enough?? career: right now?? no
most recent: drink: coffee phone call: some lady asked me how much a pay for electricity song you listened to: Summer 127 - NCT 127
have you ever: dated someone twice: no… been cheated on: nope kissed someone and regretted it: no… lost someone special: i guess been depressed: constantly been drunk and thrown up: nope kissed a stranger: nope had glasses or contacts: glasses for like the first 18 years of my life before i got a new optometrist who told me i dont need them??? had sex on the first date: no broken someone’s heart: not that i know of turned someone down: ya cried when someone died: no fallen for a friend: no
in the last year have you: made a new friend: yes!! fallen out of love: nope laughed until you cried: yes met someone who changed you: yes found out who your true friends were: yup found out someone was talking about you: dont think so kissed someone on your fb list: no
which is better: lips or eyes: lips hugs or kisses: both shorter or taller: taller romantic or spontaneous: both sensitive or loud: idr what i answered earlier but sensitive i think?? or a little bit of both hookup or relationship: depends on the person troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant
first: best friend: her name was marie i was in kindergarten surgery: wisdom teeth sport i joined: archery vacation: canada
do you believe in: yourself: sometimes miracles: sometimes love at first sight: sometimes heaven: dont think so?
extras: how many people from your fb list do you know irl: all of them do you have any pets: no do you want to change your name: no what did you do for your last birthday: went to see bts with my best friend!! what time did you wake up today: like 6am and then i went back to sleep and woke up at 10 what were you doing last night at midnight: talking to my friend last time you saw your mom: she's sitting across from me right now what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i wasn't so lazy or scared of everything have you ever talked to a person named tom: no what’s getting on your nerves: i answered this earlier
i tag: idk anyone who wants to do it
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October 11th ☘️
Had a major heart attack this morning when I tried to use my new scale at home for the first time. I forgot for a minute that we live in an old house with wooden floors, so yeah.. I went to the bathroom and weighed myself like 10 times in different spots just to be sure I got the weight right.
CW: 58,3 kg [128,5 lbs]
BMI: 21,3
Dropped another kg! That means I’m only 1,3 kg / 2,8 lbs away from my lowest weight ever and that was almost exactly 3 years ago.. omg. Granted it took me about a year and a half to gain back 7 kg / 15 lbs so can’t really call that yo-yo effect. I can really see it on my thighs and hips already. I’m wearing skinny jeans that I always had to wear with a loose top because I had such a muffin top in them. That’s completely gone. I also tried on a pair of chinos I wore throughout summer and they look ridiculously big like I was wearing my bf’s pants!
CALORIE INTAKE
big apple and coffee with unsweetened almond milk - 127 kcal
300g mixed vegetable (carrot, brokkoli, cauliflower) - 99 kcal
slice of homemade pumpkin pie - 61 kcal
200g pickles - 50 kcal
TOTAL INTAKE +337 kcal
CALORIES BURNED
4497 steps - 136 kcal
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