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#fucking manhwa#every damn time#i find a fl i like#i mean like like#she's my type#oml#i know she's going to end up with a man#but I'm still over here like#rooting for the bisexual love interest only added for comedic effect#she's just so cool#manhwa#romance#saphic#yuri#why#ugh
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And thus, with the passing of 24 hours, Caeru's ambition truly comes to an end. Major Nemesis spoilers below the cut- we're talking endgame ambition business here. Mostly on a character RP front.
The Doomed Scientist made quite a few... choice decisions, in the end. Killing Cups once and for all, recording his story as one of grief-
And sparing what little remained of Mr Mirrors, leaving it free to roam Parabola as it sees fit.
Some of them, he can explain. Others, he's still left to feel... discontent.
Cups needed to die. That much was certain from the start. It was a tyrant, as all Masters are, and complicit in the bargaining and eventual destruction of four (potentially five) cities, as all Masters are. It was an obstacle. A murderer. A petty monster that felt no remorse even on its deathbed, and it went out of its way to ruin multiple lives just because it felt owed its own sick and twisted idea of revenge.
It killed his first love. It looked him in the eyes and he knew what it had done and he knew from the start it was going to die.
Perhaps, in the end, it knew too. And yet it still pleaded, and wanted to live, and-
It made a bargain.
A bargain Caeru didn't take.
Not because he didn't want to. Gods, he wanted to. He wanted it. He wanted it more than anything else in the world. To have Greylu back, to give him the gift of life, of love, to show him the wonders of the Neath and the beauty of the correspondence and all of the people Caeru has met and loved and found home with along the way-
But. He couldn't.
Because Cups was a monster. And no matter what, it deserved to die. And he could not, in good conscience, allow it to live.
Even if sparing it meant everything he's ever wanted.
So he's left here, now. With a bloodied traveling coat, and a bloodsoaked knife, and a favor finally fulfilled.
And nothing to live for. No resurrected lover, no charming visits to Helicon, no slow dances in the living room, no memories to rebuild and lives to live and he won't live again-
Nothing. All he has is a coat born of obligation, not to his love, but to people he's never even met. To lives he's never even touched. To a paramour, still alive, with hair of rose-pink, who doesn't even remember her own brother's existence.
Cups didn't die for Caeru's sake. Cups died for the sake of all who wanted it dead. For the revenger's court, and the ghost screaming in his ear, and the reckoning that will not be postponed indefinitely.
And Caeru, who acted as a tool to carry out their wills? Who all but betrayed his own lover, just to satisfy a cause he never knew existed?
All Caeru is left with, is regret. Regret-
-And grief.
#yin-thoughts#fallen london#fallen london spoilers#nemesis spoilers#so! nemesis huh!#i have. a lot of thoughts#overall i think heart's desire remains closest to my heart#but that's almost certainly bc of the obvious ''you always remember your first'' bias#there's a lot of problems with nemesis that have been talked to death by other people way more eloquently than i could ever express#(the big notable stopgates littered throughout. the weird pacing at the end. the fact you never meet your actual nemesis til the finale)#but overall i still liked it a lot!! i loved it actually!!! it singlehandedly made me like cups as a master!!!!#not because of anything nemesis actually DID mind you. i just really liked making up things about it#in place of nemesis. actually featuring it.#which could either be a plus or a minus against the ambition depending on what angle you look at it from#but. yeah. i'd say i enjoyed it. i enjoyed it a whole bunch#and now that ive played 2 out of the 4 ambitions and my FL hyperfixation evidently isnt letting up#it's safe to say we're all here for the long haul#tune in (insert miscellaneous time in the future) for when i finally after like a year and a quarter#get to find out what the fuck truly goes down in light fingers#and also keep an eye out for that caeru-centric fic ive been unsubtly alluding to and still need to write.#ive got a whole outline for it and it's. well#you'll all see when (if?) i finish it#i have some ideas abt how i wanna play around with the nemesis endings + what they mean to caeru#(and i do mean endings as in both of them)#and it all may seem. insane. when we get there#but i swear i have a direction plotted in my head#i swear#scoundrelventures#<- the scoundrel isnt mentioned At All in this post but that works as a general FL oc lore tag
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GOD I wish we could’ve seen the damn crew reuniting with Freelancer and Gavin after the ward opened after Inversion omfg
#I like to think that when the ward opened FL just DIPPED while carrying Gavin#Lasko and Huxley looked for them for a bit but couldnt find them or contact them#Lasko prolly thought they were dead until they called back an hour later 💀#…someone write that#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted lasko#redacted damien#redacted huxley#redacted freelancer#redacted gavin
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i can just imagine childe beating the abyss’ will down with a stick whenever it tried to make him take on a new form like it’s a particularly bad dog
genuinely unsure how to answer this ask because on the one hand yes, that's kinda funny and it would indeed be something like that had the abyss essentially come back to him time and time again like 'new form? 😳' and childe would've slapped it away like 'no!!!' like some sort of shitty spam email that lands on your regular inbox without fail, BUT
uh
the abyss only wanted him to take on one form. in cyanide that form was the foul legacy, and to be frank childe did take it. he just refused to remain with that form. and also like- for it to have reached the 'haha the abyss is like an insistent dog' status, it would've had to have been-
not agonizing. like i get the joke but the process of rejecting the abyss' insistence on taking the FL form was not only a one-time process, but also like- nearly cost him his life. so uh.
yeah
#IF the abyss had then returned with a new form for him to take and then proceeded to do that again and again#over the course of a long-ass time#enough time for childe to get powerful enough not to nearly die everytime the abyss insisted he change clothes#then yeah it would've eventually devolved into that dynamic#but i do remember childe menioning how the abyss 'offers' you one (1) form#it's not a thing that's constantly trying to turn you into a different monster#more how durin and the melusines and elynas see the world differently#and so the abyss sees all things differently#and by being within it you sort of subject yourself to its reality. and if its reality has you in a different shape#that's where the problems come#but afaik the 'different' sight the melusines and elynas and durin have isn't one that shifts and changes#i may be wrong on that tho#for the purposes of cyanide it's a set reality#it's just not one that aligns with the normal reality and that's what causes problems#what nearly kills childe is finding a way to remain in the shape he was born in as the abyss is essentially dismembering him#and the FL transformation is him gaining enough power to dismember himself into the form the abyss wants#and then dismember himself again back into his usual human form#so it feels- odd; to think of it like childe beating the abyss with a stick like a bad dog#not that i don't see the humor of course#like i said i don't know how to answer this ask hahah
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Something something something angst about the mantle of hero identities getting passed around to new people, the duty of other heroes to accept this because it’s important that civilians keep feeling safe, villains being the only ones to truly get to mourn the original heroes and choosing to step out of their villain identities because they liked fighting the person not the hero, etc etc etc
#listen I love sidekicks and titles being passed down and stuff like that#but there’s always an inherent angst to me in like. the loss of identity?#because yeah at some point they just get acknowledged as superhero titles#but at the beginning of all that was a person making a costume and band intrinsic to *them*#*name not band#I doubt anyone starts off being a hero with the thought that they’d pass down their hero stuff to someone else#then eventually there’s a third generation wearing their costume and stuff#because it’s important that their work continues and the whole symbolically the hero continues on in sone form and villainy doesn’t win#but do they even know about all the personal stuff that went into it from the first person who started that mantle#one thing I always think about is like (and I know this is sidekicks but stay with me here) the robin thing from b*tman#now I can’t remember if this was someone’s hc or if it was in one of the runs or whatever#but it goes that: robin comes from a nickname dick’s parents gave him#because they were the fl*ing gr*twins with their little birdie robin#*gr*ysons not twins god damn it#and again I can’t remember if that’s an actual thing#but imagine if it was#and there’s all those robins after him wearing his suit or some variation of it#calling themselves the hero name he gave himself to honor his parents as he tries to find their killer#no other way to think about for me it’s just. loss of identity#anyways#no fandom#heroes#supervillains#superheroes and supervillains in general
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As long as it's @valvertweek, here is one of my favorite Valjean and Javert scenes I've written (for my recently updated fanfic Annoyances):
“But I should have expected no better, as this is a false country— I have been compelled to see its falsehoods, to see that all of society and law and government and legislation and magistracy and sovereign authority and civil service and penal codes and all the dogmas on which rest political and civil security, can apparently only be summed up as a great farce someone is playing,” Javert’s words began to blend together into an utterly incoherent snarl of rage, “it is all deceit, deceit from on high, from the very forces ‘on high’ they tell you are incapable of deceit, they lie to their servants, so that their servants believe themselves honest when they are simply party to a great lie—and then they put their empty-headed imps of dandies into the uniforms of lieutenants, and they put their saints in the green caps of galley-slaves and brand them ‘forced labor for life,’ and they trick their honest servants into crime by dressing up the true authorities in the costumes of the false, and the false authorities in the costumes of the true! If there is any ‘true’ authority all! If one can trust in anything! If there is not a rift in the very firmament! If it is not all rubbish, waste, anarchy, a shapeless mass, ruin, chaos—If the very ground beneath our feet does not give way—!” “Oh,” Jean Valjean said, stumbling on a loose paving stone; he lost his balance, clutched at Javert’s coat, and dragged him to the side. Javert staggered. In a moment the two of them had fallen to the cobblestones in a confused painful tangle of limbs. “Hmm!” Javert said, extricating himself from underneath Jean Valjean. Then he rose to his hands and knees and shook the sewer mire off himself, like a dog shaking the mud out of its fur. “This is why thought is useless,” Javert explained with a wag of his finger, haughtily dropping his eyelids. “See there! I was too busy thinking over some nonsense or other I have already settled, that I did not see the loose stone. You see what it is.” “Ah,” Jean Valjean said, lying face-down on the pavement.
#when they fall i want you to picture it being like Our Fl*g Means Death#where like#they flop over and bounce and their shoes comedically fly off their feet#thats the energy#this is the Dynamic#les mis#les miserables#valvert#valvert week#jean valjean#inspector javert#also no one has commented about the 'javert shaking the mud of his coat like a dog shaking the mud out of his fur'#but i was really proud of that line.#it gets hard to find more Weird Unique Dog Things for Javert to do. deceptively hard#ya gotta add some variety between all the growling and snarling
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the guy she was interested in wasn't a guy at all is such a banger omg
I live for the cute dynamic, they r too wholesome omgosh aaaa
#its truly a feast for the eyes art wise and the mc and fl r too cute !!!#like yesss baby gays in love <333#gonna be buying physical release if I can find it
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“乖!等我买了房子就娶你!”
我可能遇到了救星 HI VENUS EP. 21: 把院长玩弄于股掌!( • ̀ω•́ )✧
#我可能遇到了救星#hi venus#cdramagifs#cdramanet#asiandramanet#asiandramasource#dailyasiandramas#曾舜晞#joseph zeng#jielin's edits#my posts#TO ELIMINATE ALL DOUBT. IF YOU CAN READ THE CAPTION. FL SAID THAT TO HIMMMMM#YES BE GOOD PUPPER DOGGO I WILL MARRY YOU INTO MY FAMILY <3#some love for 西西 bc the show is actually barely gifed here#it's such a good one#i too want so badly to knead lzx's face like a blob of dough#i've alr been thinking of gifing this since watching the show but phew finding a working source for this show was TOUGH.#lzx is basically fdb but more 狼狗ish#he also clings onto someone to 闯荡江(商)湖(场)伸张正义 i love him#once again. if you told me last year i would be watching zsx in not 1 but 2 dramas. AND gif smth from it. i would tell u u r crazy
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Wang Yilun Choice Husband (2023)
#choice husband#择君记#cdramaedit#asiandramanet#cdrama#userdramas#chineseartistsinc#dailyasiandramas#asiancentral#asiandramasource#wang yilun#tuserjade#mymymy#love me a fanboiiiii#3 random gifs of him because I find him to be very graceful in this like his character is supposed to be#i should say shadyyyy graceful cause yeah he got a somewhat fake personality lol#and i think he is such a typical 2nd lead *i dont really like you now but we allll know he will* guy and sighhhhh#his relationship with FL is a transaction in a sense and i feel no competition lololol#he is on the thinnnnnnnnnnnn line of being annoying but he keeps it chill and kinda comedic
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Okay I kinda get why some of you guys are Like That about the Judgements
#not that I was judging (ha) or anything before… but it makes more sense now#in related news I am attempting to create a family tree (of sorts) for the FLverse. I’m probably gonna end up in the Royal Beth for this#oh also if anyone has like a lore doc for smen stuff please dm me. struggling to find documentation outside of mechanical stuff#or any info on the red and the gold judgements. if there even is any info the begin with idk#fallen london#fl
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My thoughts on Volo’s Togepi loving him and him having multiple Pokémon who are friendship evolutions while also having “love for Pokémon” as a disliked topic in Pokemas is that Volo is someone who manipulates others for his own purposes. He’ll play the long game and take on whatever facade he needs to in order to get what he wants out of others, whether they’re people or Pokémon. The thing is, he’s done it for so long he no longer recognizes when those actions and feelings of his have sincerity to them. So I think he does love his Pokémon as much as they love him. But Volo may not recognize that the care he shows his Pokémon is real after so much time spent deceiving others. And maybe, after so much time putting on facade after facade, he doesn’t want to take the time to think about and realize those genuine feelings he has.
ANON IM SICK AGAIN
#U GET IT!!! U GET IT!!!!#i saw another take like this too#this reminds me of 1 josei smut manga#where ml is a manipulator who was abused#to a point where his kindness n affection are a facade n he sees everythng as an act#not realizing that fls love for him is pure#and his love is also just as pure#but the whole plot revolves around him manipulating fl#which leads to her almost being broken n him broken too#ofc love finds a way#but ya this is volo#he genuninely loves his pokemon. he just doesnt realize it#and he doesnt want to dwell on it#ask#anon#about pokemon
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BRIAR AND WESTLIE CAN BE FRIENDS
Tell me about Westlie!
Ah! They might be such interesting friends! Westlie is technically a Sunless Skies/Skyfarer character, so the stats are a little different, but her main skills are Iron and Mirrors.
She grew up as the eldest child of a Skies shipping magnate who wanted a boy, but got two girls, and raised her as heir to Fairweather Shipping and Co. She has a natural head for numbers, and if her life had been her own, probably would've become a navigator, but clerking was a decent substitute excepting her father's cruelty and ... lax... views of the law.
After some time of watching employees being treated cruelly and her furious assertions that his management was wrong, she decided to run away, frantically applied to several skyfarer captains for any sort of position, and was hired as First Mate by Captain Fitzroy of the Pyrrhus.
Her main motivators are stubborn fury at injustice, and a deep-seated belief that nobody should go without the love she did, although she's (very) emotionally stunted and can't communicate that as well as she wants.
She almost always wears a walking skirt and vest, and prefers skirts to pants: partly because Arthur wanted a boy so desperately and femininity is one subconscious way she can strike back, but mostly because she just like skirts.
(In the Liztlie AU, she's 23, and the circumstances are the same, she just stumbles into adopting a child and her protective nature +extra stuff spur her to run away.)
#I think she'd find Briar fascinating! I swear to god I drew this image of her 2 years ago and spat my tea at Briar's similar color scheme xD#It feels like they're exact opposites and Briar would probably be /better/ friends with her sister Morgan who is also#wild and extroverted; but 1. Westlie is so used to it. 2. their core nature feels so interesting to me.#Can you share more of Briar's backstory? :3 I feel like I missed a lot of it.#fl ocs#westlie faire#liztlie au#the crew of the pyrrhus#dnd
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completely normal roommates bonding over completely normal things like *flips through notes* murdering each other and having complicated opinions on giant alien bats
#continuing my brainrot over this weird bat i made up: the saga#yin art#fallen london#they're fallen london ocs. it technically counts. even if one is imported from another school#everytime i draw the scoundrel they get a little bit more creature and that is so wonderful#also their coattails became curly. i dont know how or when this happened. they've just sorta got a little train#like a loser#if the anatomy looks weird that is because i am also a loser and fail and lame.#anyway. the scientist! he made a cameo! he's just chillin! my lovely guy who exists to be tormented forever and ever#no he doesn't wash that coat. no he probably doesn't wash. stinky guy. he'd probably eat the soap if he tried#he is going through the horrors every second of every day and still he finds time to lace up his boots and serve like that#what an icon#also the scoundrel doesn't actually probably wear their robe like that. i mean they would but it's not like a design update thing#they just have it for this doodle bc it's a cute nod to their batsona#ive run out of things to talk about. guys. they exist. gestures at them. you can imagine the rest.#oh and there's a spade. of course.#because if you know you know 🏠#my condolences to everyone else in the FL tag who's normal and sane. makes you look at my cartoon ass ocs#no apologies to my followers however this is the price you pay for letting me exist unfiltered on your dashboard#scoundrelventures
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Fallen london involves collecting a full menagerie so it's very hard for me to not decide my OCs have animal companions.
Grietje has a messenger bat named Malachai— he has tremendous anxiety and takes triple the time to carry messages as he takes any route possible to avoid confrontation. (He gets bullied </3) He's actually a white zee bat Enoch gave her, and feels some calling East... but is just too afraid of the zee to seek it.
Grietje also knows Miserywhiskers. It is a stray cat who has adopted Grietje (It denies affection entirely but keeps coming back). Misery is old and scungy and doesn't get on with other cats (or anyone) but insists on curling up on Grietje's lap and purrs in its sleep.
Enoch does not like animals, except he does. He finds keeping a pet quite contrary to his lifestyle of hedonism/zee death. But one day there was a mutt found on his docked ship, sleeping by weaponry... who he named Gunner. Gunner loves zailing, though Enoch does not fail further than the cost when he's on board. He adores his dog soooo much but is also like "I must not show weakness or it will be used against me" and hides this.
#Mikhail is not into keeping animals unless they gave a use. She gets pets sometimes as gifts from paramours and. Finds a use#Birdie is a tourist and I haven't decided her future fully. She would probably be interested in buying a cool neathly animal#But also she intends to return to the surface and most Neath fauna likely can't.#Their ideal pet... well they'd think owning a goose would be fun as a kolomanian but would not like day to day goose lifestyle#Honestly I am feeling that birdie is an insect or arachnid fan. Maybe lizard. They want something that doesn't need constant care#But instead can be left alone to chill with and just observe. So maybe a terrarium with a cool bug will eventually occur#fl ocs#fallen london
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Was reading Villains Are Destined to Die and at first I was super happy as an autistic reader to have a female lead who was low empathy/self prioritizing until most of Eclies' plot started to play out. I think I wanted low empathy without the slavery and manipulation and lovebombing aspects, maybe. I'm only reading the manhwa so maybe the novel is better at handling it but honestly I switched up so fast the minute I realized Penelope was just fine with racism and slavery as long as it didn't effect her negatively.
#villains are destined to die#Eckles#or however you want to spell his name#i've seen like five variations of it#seriously i was so delighted to find a female lead who was doomed by the narrative and just like me#her priorities felt so much more familiar to me than some protags in similar stories#i'm not super in love with love stories so this felt like such a good take on isekai that none of her routes were even necessarily romantic#but she treats people like shit#went from oh she's just like me to oh she doesn't care about anything actually#if anyone has any recommendations for a similar fl who isn't a slave owner and quite this manipulative please let me know
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everytime someone in the hill house tag makes another post about how much they hate the show i kill another hostage. i cant take this anymore.
#i am speaking#like 'gwaaa its completely different...i couldnt even finish it....i hate fl/nagan' SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE SHOW WAS GREAT! THE BOOK WAS GREAT!! LETS ALL BE REAL AND GET REAL AND UNDERSTAND THAT ALL ITERATIONS OF H/LL H/USE ARE GOOD. GOD. GOD.#when i say im the ceo of h/ll h/use i dont mean the show and i dont mean the book. i mean H/LL H/USE. any and all versions of it.#u cannot find a version of it that i A- dont love dearly and B- am not the ceo of.#u ppl just dont get it..............#(obligatory 'i am being dramatic + complaining for fun and ppl are allowed to have opinions' tag)
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