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cryocannon · 10 months

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comfort character meme that’s going around

#myart #heather mason #sh3 #silent hill 3 #bucky barnes #winter soldier #i feel like this says too much abt me lmfao #like we get it u have scorpio placements #anyways this was fun to draw but it’s 2am and chronic pain aaa #gn everynyan

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daily-kagami · 1 year

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Day #78: Movie-goers

#miraculous ladybug #feligami #kagami tsurugi #felix graham de vanily #felix fathom #marinette dupain cheng #ml spoilers #<- well #feligaminette #<- LMFAO #anyways. did anyone else watch that ''''''movie'''''''#the only nice thing i have to say abt it was tht it was very pretty. gorgeous gowns etc etc #in terms of storytelling pacing plot and dialogue........... it sure had those things !#i really just do not understand what went wrong bc all those elements usually work fine in the show itself. like #idk other than visuals that was extremely messy. not funny not smart like it felt like a cheap copy of the characters...#AND OF COURSE. NO KAGAMI. ANYWHERE #automatic 0/10. chloes design was sooo cute though :)#see me trying to be positive. idk just saying i would not have made the movie like that. personally.#felt like so much wasted potential #IM REALLY TRYING TO LIKE IT TOO LIKE I LOVE MIRACULOUS SO MUCH THTS WHY IT FEELS LIKE SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT.......#anyways. if u havent seen the movie sorry. u can pretend theyre watching barbie or something

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jrueships · 3 months

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he looks like a predator lowkey

DAMN i mean 😭 damn,

tbh, not to get preachy or smthin, this is just my personal onion, im not the biggest fan of 'i always knew smthing was wrong with x' or 'he always looked like a creeper to me' / 'gave off those vibes' bcs i kinda feel like it diminishes survivors' .. surviving. And gives off this sense of 'as long as you look out for These Static Qualities that All Fucked Up People have, you will be SAFE' thumbs up quota kinda thing,,, which is very dangerous and way too broad for an unfortunately worldly and everslipping issue in society. SORRY ANON, i just wanted to get this off my chest and thot this was a good opportunity, it's just my personal probably underrated thots

#the most fucked up things abt truly fucked up ppl is sometimes not even being able to tell theyre fucked up #until irreversible shit happens #like before the giddey event my only opinion on him was he gave off american psycho vibes and in appearance #when the stuff came out abt him tho i was like damn that crazy #i dont wanna turn a coincidence into a sole cause tho bcs thats slippery #esp with a poc as the person of possible predatoration (this shit is NOT a word LMFAO WATEVER)#and this is NOT me saying only white ppl can be predators or smthing stupid like that #like the ones with the dahmer cut and the glasses and jakcet or whatever #bcs again that just lowers ppls guards and raises them at maybe inopportune times sometimes #but with esp poc appearance criticisms are very much eggshell walking bcs it's easier for Very damaging stereotypes #and just bad thot processes in general to follow them #in general #like i know when i was younger i was always avoidant and quiet to white girls who tried to approach me bcs i didnt want ppl making Bad joke #abt us just bcs *i* know bad (like BAD bad. not just white ppl love mayo jokes or wtver lol) ideas create those opportunities #and also i read a lot (i liked fictional better but read some history too) and also looking like. yea. u know #i knew #just in general... unfair assumptions create unfair actions/opportunities #try to be avoident of that in general.. even if u feel 'justified' sometimes thats just personal!#personal feelings should be specified as personal juust in case u know. it takes 2 seconds to safeguard #bcs not a lot of survivors get justification or Feel justified in surviving and #idk man #anyways #gets off my soapbox and shrinks ten feet

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piplupod · 4 months

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also fungus gnats or no-see-ums have come indoors while i had the (screened) windows open down here to try to get in a little fresh air, and now I keep getting tiny bugs in my face every so often no matter what room I'm in and idk which they are bc they look so similar so idk how to get rid of them other than just keep trying to kill any that I spot in here and never open the windows again 😭

#this is why i dont open the windows ever despite the fact that I love to get fresh air in down here #and parents scoff at me when i say the reason i keep them closed is bc of bugs #well. they have nice new windows up there lmfao. the ones down here are old and the screens dont fit right and the mesh is slightly too big #so these tiny flies can get in. or little ants. or spiders and weevils and carpet beetles thru the cracks along the screen frame #i appreciate the importance of bugs in the world but i am... so tired of having them in my living space #I've put up with centipedes and earwigs as well as all the aforementioned bugs #i have been kind to them and taken them outdoors as much as i could (except for tiny flies bc. theyre different idk)#but i am just so so so tired of dealing w this all the time fjfkfl #ppl talk abt exposure therapy but I think maybe being constantly exposed to these bugs is giving me new fear of them #i cannot see a weevil outside without having my nervous system act up #i feel like im going to have a breakdown when i see centipedes outside bc it reminds me of all the times I've had to catch them inside #i dont like this :)))))#i am also so close to getting rid of all my houseplants bc im so terrified of having a fungus gnat infestation again #the last time was bc of some potatoes I'd forgotten about in a cupboard. but they also like houseplants. so ummmm #also my isopod terrarium is prime egg laying real estate for them but i taped tea bag material over the openings #so they can't get inside there again lol #idk how to calm down to sleep tonight fjdkl i am so on edge now trying to figure out how to deal w all this #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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astrxealis · 5 months

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sorry to ffxivlovepost always anyway Man the way the devs & game did so good in making an mc that is Basically a blank-slate for the players, and there's so many opportunities to make your oc However you like but. the game itself adds so much story and character to that blank-slate guy. amazing

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა ffxiv ໒꒱ *·˚#i think abt this a lot. and also a lot of other ffxiv stuff LMFAO #it's amazing ..... drk is a huge example of this i think #bcs it plays into the guilt and whatnot the wol feels and all that. spectacular #endwalker !!!!! shadowbringers!!! the way the game uses the concept of hope is just always so beautiful and fascinating to me #and yeah bunch of games may have like. mc you create & design but not always can you like. ehvejfhsjf idk how to explain LOL #it is 4 pm i woke up 2 hours ago but priorly woke at 7 am after havingn a rlly. weird sleep.#to which my twin told me 'i wont tell u what time it is' as we went to sleep so it def was Really late #bcs we were going thru re2 and she was also playing games on steam i've been telling her to play #(to which i got her fav characters right and knew fr how'd she'd like the game LMFAO. twins amiright.)#actually that is also smth so fascinating to me bcs. i always have had someone w me in my life. i am literally never alone.#to which what i'm getting at here is Wow... it's like having a sleepover every single day. and i was a kid always sad never to have #sleepovers bcs my parents were strict (they r cool tho!) but i was a kid who wanted to experience all the kid things #but i didn't rlly but that's fine :P i am a grateful person LOL anyway back on track back on black #ffxiv... the game that u are.....#it's the 1st game that rlly actually made me invested in the ocs of others and also make a fully fledged oc that wasn't just originally mine #but for a fandom or something. and also it got me back into writing and Into making poetry and prose so. yeah.#it's amazing how much. oc x canon ???? yeah. ffxiv is so Wow #like eveyrhhting w themis or graha and how u can AAGGGHHH shit w your oc . so many possibilities #and that character. those possibilities. are already in game but also expanded by the player and the fanbade and #idk it's so beautiful to me WHAGHSGDJDH. and yes me saying themis or graha up there is self-indukgent bcs #both of them are so Insane it's so. insane!!!!! i will never forget what happened in abyssos in particular that Broke me #and anabaseios... :)) i cried so much it is almost embarrassing. and wow. asphodelos. wverything w themis just. yeah #anyway graha... self-explanatory if u know..... idk he's the character of all time to me. simply said. but themis is crazy bcs going thru ab #yssos made me think for a bit 'hey themis might be my fav character in ffxiv now' but No but also Wow. wow #kinda cute bcs me and my twin have a thing where she has a certain type of chara she likes and me too #so sometimes. most times. all times. we have our own characters we like anyway but sometimes they overlap but either the case we kinda #lowkey 'segregate???' idk if that is a good word but we do that w our fav characters. so like emet is her fav elidibus is mine.#and that was all the way in arrr alr and we barely knew spoilers so that's kinda crazy! anyway

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bibleofficial · 3 months

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i dream of being able to go get a couples massage but instead of w the love of my life it’s w my colon & she finally gets what the FUCK has been WRONG w her WORKED out 😭🙄

#stream #GET A GRIP #I HATE BEING ALIVE #i need to make a new tag where it’s literally just posts of my pussy causing my suffering #shitter nation #that’s it #that’s the one #swag #i say swag so innocuously that my chinese flatmate will just say it too & it makes me laugh like u know when someone has like an affirmation #& start saying it it’s that except i feel bad kind of bc the way i use it is literally butchering the word #me sitting on the bus & it stops: swag #it’s just so fucking funny ALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKALAKSLA like I CANT HELP IT IM CONSTANTLY SAYING IT MY BROTHER GOT ME STARTED DOING IT LIKE #THIS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#anyway #my family got hit by the hurricane yesterday & thank fucking GOD that PINE FELL IN THE OPPOSITE DIECTION bc YALL #literally it would’ve taken out the bedrooms #like the whole root system has TIPPED #but do we know why ? YES WE FUCKING DO & ITS BC FATHER KEPT CUTTING DOWN ALL THE BRANCHES bc ‘it’ll damage the roof!’ which i mean in this #case … FAIR …. BUT ALSO IN THIS CASE IT WAS SOOO TOP HEAVY #i mean like they always made ME afraid bc u can see them sway but i just thought ‘like a sailboat u need a mountain of a wave to tip’ &#hurricanes ? are the mountain … BUT SHE LASTED DURING ALL THE OTHERS #LITERALLY ALL OF THE OTHERS like this tree is older than the house & the house is OLD [FOR AMERICA] it was built in the late 70s/early 80s #like she took HARVEY & IKE FINE #which i was there during but i worry abt them bc of the lack of cell service wifi & power but i know its over so its just clean up now #sucks to be my brother bc my father sent pics of him w an axe having to cut the tipped tree from the road lmfao #wait why is he using an axe we literally have a chainsaw #probably bc the tree’s wet & it’ll fuck up the chain & it has to be out of the road bc that’s where it landed btw lmfao it was house or road #& it’s in the road thank FUCK - NO DAMAGE TO ANY CARS literally we were sooooooo LUCKY #ANYWAY i’m only on a few hours of sleep & tired & my knee kills bc it actually got damaged during the omar assault so ive a new knee brace #swag … :( im just so tired. i’m so over constantly feeling like im being watched 24/7 it has genueinly put so much stress on me

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sheathnknife · 4 months

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the vampire diaries 8.16 // louise gluck, crossroads

“and damon, like the voiceover tell us, he was worried he would never see stefan again. it was just elena assuring him that there would be peace. that we’ve dealt with this other side of darkness for several seasons, but there’s also light out there and there’s peace, and damon will find it. if you search for it, you will find it. and we wanted to get that last moment to see that [...] damon found it too, and it looked just like his brother.” — kevin williamson

#not really satisfied with this one but eh #i don't envy gifmakers who've giffed the tunnel scene btw bc the lighting. my god. a travesty #anyway. beating this dead horse of an ep to death to eke out every last drop of defan it has to offer #the contrast between damon's expression when reuniting with elena vs stefan kills meeeee #he's doing THE most for stefan but for elena it's go girl give us nothing dot jpeg fjskfjdj #also in typical spn brainrot fashion while listening to damon's anguished declaration of love toward stefan in the tunnel or whatever #i kept comparing it to dean's 7 minutes of incest ahh speech in the finale #and my god #like i'm aware pitting damon i-stole-my-little-brother's-gf-and-let-him-drown-while-locked-in-a-safe-for-three-months salvatore #against dean i-sold-my-soul-for-my-little-brother-and-i-will-do-it-again-without-hesitation winchester #is unfair to damon #but damon's speech is SO bland and half-assed in and of itself #and it absolutely PALES in comparison to dean's speech it's actually pathetic lmfao #i couldn't stop thinking abt dean confessing that he stood outside sam's dorm for hours before barging in #bc he was scared sam would tell him to get lost #and it made me think that the writers could've made damon's speech that much more personal and impactful #by maybe throwing in a line like “i didn't come back to mystic falls all those years ago /just/ for katherine”#it would've recontextualized their reunion in the first ep and given the hello brother moment so much more depth #give us something authentic! something the audience isn't privy to!#something only damon would know and keep buried in the deepest darkest corner of his black heart!#like!!! i'm sorry but damon's dying (not really) declaration of love toward stefan reads so generic lol #just smacks of lack of creativity on the writers' part #which. tbf. is like all of tvd post s3 lmao #maybe it's a me problem idk i just think the speech could've been. well. better #like once you sit down and start dissecting damon's words they don't feel /that/ weighted. if that makes any sense #ok so maybe i just wanted him to say he didn't come back to mystic falls just for kat ! sue me #ANYWAY. someone please for the love of god write me a post finale canon compliant defan fic #a defan-in-the-afterlife fic if you will #or a damon-being-miserable-after-stefan's-death-and-being-really-shit-at-coping fic. that works too #wowee these tags are a mess

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redstrewn · 1 year

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I wonder if vere doesnt get w anyone bc its just too easy to stop caring about others (im projecting)

Edit: no hes probably too passionate for that. He doesnt wanna get w ppl bc he knows he'll be a slave to love probably.

His fatal flaw is wanting power so love would be a weakness

#lets gooooo selfish monstrosity #redstrewn talks #i can stop caring about things and people SO easily its honestly scary #i was only a little less obsessed w other fandom and characters as i am w touchstarved now. and now? i dont think abt them at all anymore #same w some people. some people i forget exist at all.#my exes? its so scary how once i let go of them i completely let go. like i dont feel anything at all. do i hate them? theres #something to hate w everyone but mostly i just dont CARE #shaking how ppl say the opposite of love is not hate but *indifference.* i am screaming.#vere is a hater thou. maybe he loves TOO much.#tbh maybe vere doesnt get w anyone bc hes scared of being TOO attached #maybe hes scared of being a slave to love bc he will ALWAYS be hungry and NEVER satisfied and he doesnt want to be under #the mercy of something else like that #yeah its probably more of that and not the shit i was projecting onto him lmfao #vere gives me the vibe of someone whos TOO passionate for things #hes fiery like that #hes too passionate he knows not to care abt people or else it will consume him. or something.

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cheemken · 9 months

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NAW THAT'S SO CUTE storing this away for later. Just so fond of these dragon sibs fr

YEAH but when you look at what the Academy Special consists of, there's like ramen and french fries and jellybeans to name a few. Don't know what about it that barely needs chewing so shooting him with my self projection beams, it's more of a texture thing for him. Need a variety of textures and flavours in one meal or else he won't finish it

OUGH just the image of Iris giving Drayton a piggyback ride is so precious. How she's realizing the small, good changes and grateful for his friends that's helping. Maybe it'll reach a point where she'll struggle a little but it's worth it. What's the use of all that training if she can't carry her precious lil bro you know?

Also I just love the idea of the E4 looking out for one another. Like that guy's a slacker but he's their slacker y'know? I know in my heart that if anyone tried to mess with any of the other E4, suddenly there's an arm slung over their shoulder, a deceptively laidback voice suggesting they 'knock it off if you know what's good for you'

Genuinely nothing's scarier than seeing Drayton angry about something cause with how much he let slide off his back and be chill about it, you know you messed up big time if you manage to be the target of his anger

Oughgh your honour dragon siblings real

But oh real shit that's the academy special?? Tbf,,, you can eat fries without chewing them,,, don't ask, I just know lmfaooo but yeah, w the texture and taste oh god anon I can vouch for that. But augh,,,,, Drayton w that too, how there's really certain food he refuses to eat, and like, maybe he really is just lazy to chew lmfao, I picture him being fond of smoothies and ice cream bc yeah, those really don't need chewing, he can legit just gulp it down hahaha

But right the dragon sibs are just so soft your honour listen chxmbx listen imagine if they always did that back then too, when they were younger Iris always gives him piggyback rides bc he loves it and he gets all happy and it fills her heart to see her lil bro so happy, but goddamn did he carry that into his teen years lmfaooo well it's okay, y'know, not like he really weights much to her, she's used to stuff like that given her training w their grandfather, plus it's nice y'know that through that she found out he became heavier, which means he's really eating well, so it lessened her worries a lil bit

And yeah omf protective Drayton is so real it's real to me your honour, it's canon in my heart. I know I said back then that maybe Iris and Drayton's dynamic would be similar to Sans and Papyrus undertale, cause yeah I thought that maybe they're the same age or Drayton is older, but now imagine him having the Sans vibes when it comes to his friends

Like yeah, he's pretty lazy, he's laid back, his friends always call him a slacker but you're right, he's their slacker, they started calling him the local slakoth lmfao, but still y'know, I imagine when he's pissed off he doesn't even look pissed. More like, he still has that lazy smile on his face, but there's this aura surrounding him y'know, the atmosphere is tense, and they can just tell that no, he's not playing around anymore, he legit won't hesitate to call out Archaludon if they press on while Drayton is pissed

Y'know despite his dynamic w Kieran now, I always picture him kinda going on to the kids who are scared of Kieran or like make fun of him now to knock it off. If I remember right, Carmine asked one of the BB E4 how Kieran was doing, I think it was Crispin, and he said that Kieran was doing well y'know, some kids are just scared of him. I wanna say that despite Drayton also kinda pissing off Kieran w the whole ex champion and payback thing, he still sees him as a friend, and doesn't want people to mess w him. After all, why would they even go against Drayton? He's the second strongest in their school, once the Champion of their league, and was trained by a Champion, if they go against him they know they'd instantly lose

#this makes me wanna write smth abt dray and iris now tho but like #writing fight scenes drain me so much lmfaooo #but yeah itd be dope tho if iris trains him and he carries it on to his training w his friends #he is good at battles so yknow maybe sometimes when hes feeling more energetic than usual #hed usually help out when his friends are training #but ofc him being lazy sometimes hed just say stuff like do this and that and not really show them lmfao #i do have angst w the sibs too like when the champions visit unova #and dray's there kinda bitter abt the champions hahah #but yeah theres just stuff going on w him pls cbdmnd #pokemon hcs #an ask and an answer #anon

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madwickedawesome · 2 years

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im bitchless FOR A CAUSE ok 😤

#going on a tangent below #i think i would not work well in a romantic relationship #i think i come on too strong tee bee aich #like if i meet someone i rlly like i immediately feel like i fall in love w them #and suddenly all my thoughts revolve around them for like . a week #but im still super mood swingy so it goes away periodically and its Weird #i think thats too much unreliability for someone #i know like ‘but u can find someone who accepts u for that’ but like . id feel too bad #i fall in love at the drop of a hat then i grow too clingy and attached and its WEIRD LMFAO #im always all like ‘haha confess ur love to me😂’ bc it is nice to pretend someone wants me like that #like i would love to be loved and to receive as much as i give . does that make sense #this whole thing is weird i just wanna like say it somewhere #i am also just a Strange Fella so that probably adds an element to it #i guarantee there r very few people on this earth who would be like ‘i wanna kiss that guy’ after i get distracted n go on a rant abt like #flowers LMFAO or like some breed of cow or smth #im charming but not in the ‘oh id like to kiss him’ way i think #i am just too clingy and weird and strange to be in a relationship but honestly im ok w that #i love to give to the world either way yk #SORRY i just wanted to say this somewhere #u can ignore all of that its just me ranting

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panb1mbo · 1 year

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what do you mean i can't immediately be great at everything all the time?

#this is about my vagina lmfao #i am tired of tampons n pads n trying a new thing but trying new things is sometimes hard #i am not used to that i am an overachieving perfectionist with a fear of underwhelming bitches #so when i am not flawless at something i wanna quit #also there's the impostor syndrome of being a doula right?#fuck that i have happy clients fuck that my first client was overdue n went into active labor within hrs of meeting hehehe anyway #besides the point #irrelevant #where was i??? oh yes i feel inadequate at my job sometimes bc i feel so dysphoric n out of tune with my own body sometimes that i???#i guess i feel like everyone else can see i'm fronting and i don't know what i'm talking about n i am not good at what i do #but... if any of that were true i feel like my clients would have sm to say about me but also i would have TOO much to say abt me jfc #i already annoy myself a lot i wouldn't do this work if i wasn't built for it bc i'd be insufferable to myself bitch #dumb ass shit ☾☁️ ࣪ ִִִִִִִִֶֶֶֶֶֶֶֶָָָָָָָ⭒𓂃🐇

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butchvamp · 1 year

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honestly my blog being fucked and this website overall just becoming so actively hostile (the userbase and the staff/website itself) might actually finally make me log off

#its crazy how much a website full of ppl i dont even know gives me anxiety #idk definitely not romanticizing old tumblr cus it was batshit back then too #but overall i feel like tumblr (and twitter and tiktok etc) has gotten SO needlessly hostile in the last year #like every time i log in ppl are being so nasty to each other for no reason #and i just hate this environment of ppl constantly willfully misinterpreting and arguing the most bad faith shit #and making up guys to get mad at (which to be fair i have done myself as well. that's part of the problem)#like i just want to scroll pictures and relax. not see discourse constantly #and i dont even follow discourse stuff!! like as soon as i get a whiff of it i tend to unfollow ppl cus i dont like seeing it #but its like. inescapable now. no matter what you're posting abt someone will have some shit to say #and especially being a lesbian like... literally cannot look at or talk abt lesbian stuff without seeing some shit shoved in my face #like just constant lesbophobia here. lmfao #anyways. going to play coral island all day and not think about anyhting

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galactichelium · 2 years

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Sometimes I feel a little silly bc it feels like I have every problem ever

#Currently my probably RA issues and my probably (mild) scoliosis issues are both causing problems #Note: A doctor has said that it's ''probably scoliosis'' but haven't received proper diagnosis #And for those that don't remember. Currently on the waiting list for the rheumatology clinic #So ig it hasn't been Confirmed that it's RA either but it's at the very least some type of inflammatory arthritis #(But it lines up Very well with RA so. Lmfao. But who knows! There's apparently like over 100 types of arthritis?)#I'm only specifying all this bc I feel bad saying I ''probably'' have both of these things #It's not my fault that the medical system is shit so that despite my efforts I haven't been able to get diagnosed w anything yet #Fun fact. When I went to the doctor abt my back problems. I already said that he said it's ''probably scoliosis'' but like.#He ordered an xray but said we'd only hear back if it was ''bad enough for surgery''. Obviously we didn't hear anything back.#AND THEN. He gave me a print-out of these ''wellness stretches''... That exclusively stretch the upper back #WHEN MY PAIN!! IS IN MY LOWER BACK!!! Because SURPRISE!!! My pain isn't from hunching over!!! QUITE THE OPPOSITE IN FACT #My back curves IN too much. So my lower back is the part that's straining.#I told him this. He even examined my back. He Definitely should've known that my pain was in my lower back. He just didn't care #But yeah anyway lmfao #Iron text

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kimmkitsuragi · 4 months

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also gonna be soooo insane for a minute re:prev post. not me looking at the helsinki gp like 👀 and going hmmmmm 👀