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0minimity · 18 days ago

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so yes im purposely tryna fatten up because i tink id be so much hotter. but its weird coz. on one hand the only community ive found around weight gain is feeder kink stuff. which good for you but im not!! into that!! & on the other paw all the fat positivity shit i see is more about not trying to lose weight, nothing about trying to Gain it. and then i feel a little bit like im Fetishizing this. which i dont think is Necesarily bad but also i dont think i Am anyway. coz its not much more of a sexual thing to me than anything else is. like yeah id be hotter with a bit more fat but im also hotter with dyed hair & i dont have a fuckin colour kink so. does this make sense. what am i trying to get outta this i dont know. sh

#rambling #fat positvity #fat positive #weight gain #gaining weight on purpose #chubby #fat #i dont knowww theres a lotta shit i wanna say that like #tends to come off badly even when its wellintentioned #and im saying it about myself but #iunno if that makes a change #nd i feel weird about. talking about this in general #coz do i really have any right?#how much do i have to weigh to call myself fat #i dont think anyone (other than my mother) would #so i dont fucking knowwww chat #</3 #what are we on about #why is This my fuckin wave thats such a weird thing to collapse over hollis

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