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if anyone asks 1) I think anyone dying anywhere ever is a tragedy but especially civilians and 2) what is unfolding in Palestine is a genocide
#they can both be true.#what happened in israel was a tragedy. it never should have happened and any antisemitic rhetoric is disgusting#but the reality is that palestine does not have the defense capabilities of israel and people can only be human shields if you're the one#pointing a weapon at them. im so freaking tired and done with my country funding genocide. my God what have we done??#what are we doing??#i have no idea what can be done. im going to pray they are protected.#i dont know what else to do.#current events
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tumblr making me homicidal fr
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I will be utterly honest y'all. I need money. I need it bad.
I don't care what I need to sell, be it art, writing, or pictures, but I need money. This isn't a joke, this is literal desperation. I...really need fucking money.
If you have any interest in adoptables, commissions of writing or digital art, or hell, anything else I can do, please dm. I am begging. Please, I need money.
#desperate#commissions#adopts#writing#im so fucking desperate#i need money so badly#i dont know what else to do.
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havent been able to write anything in months aside from like. one small thing a little while ago but like. for some reason the mere act of writing feels awful and not fun like it used to be and i dont know why it's been so hard just getting words out of my head and onto a page. my brain blanks after writing only a small bit (a few sentences, if i'm lucky) and i just can't continue with anything i start.
it's been so unbelievably frustrating. i WANT it to be fun again. i have a lot of emotions for the things i want to write about, so it's not a lack of passion or inspiration.
both writing and drawing has been incredibly difficult all year so far. i'm not entirely sure what's going on but something just really feels off with my creativity and i feel like i'm going insane
#spectre says#ive tried so many things. i've tried mixing up the way i write. ive tried 1st person. 3rd person. bullet-points. journal style.#ive tried doing that thing where u just put stuff in brackets [like this] if you dont know how to write something#so u can just continue writing the stuff you are sure of and then go back and edit the bracket scene later#but even that didnt help#i dont know what else to do.#i just feel mentally exhausted the moment i go to sit down and write anything but the desire to get the ideas out is there#hyperfixations aren't helping me either. normally that's what triggers a huge burst of creative expression#but ive been like. insanely hyperfixated on things this year and like. even then i'm struggling#so idk.#im just. really tired#btw not really asking for advice or anything tho im just venting#negative#delete later
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im actually losing my shit sorry for personal vent posting but fucking christ the shit im dealing with is so frustrating. ive spent all day moving shit and in pain now because of it, have to clean every single dish i need to cook because once again the dishes are a fucking suggestion and me being able to eat while im at home doesnt matter. i have to explain things so many times purely because im just being ignored or treated like an idiot. i have communicated in every healthy way i can and ive run out of patience. I want to fucking date a man, not a child.
#vent#sorry#the weaponized incompetence is too real and im losing my mind#i do so much today and the first thing i hear other than hello is explaining to me how to grind enough weed for a joint bc i did too much#on accident which i apologized for. but are you fucking kidding#i dont know what else to do.
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spiraling
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#gojo satoru#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#the minute i realized how tg coded the composition n colours were i decided to turn it up to 11#i was racking my brain trying 2 figure out how to get the layered tissue paper look tht i talked abt ishida's cover art having#cycled through all my usual layer modes n nothing ws Quite right#until wouldnt u know it . divide n subtract!!!!! i NEVER use divide or subtract bc theyre impossible#but fr this??? its like they were made for it oh my god#it makes the greys look translucent n all my textures pop in a way that makes them appear splotchy n Bruised#which ws the whole point thts the Look god i am so PLEASED#when the layer modes tht notoriously get No love finally find their niche <33 peace and love <333#filing this away fr later i am going 2 have a lot of fun with this new information i think#im very happy w how the colours look n i dont think anything else wld have kept the right Mood#but i am always so >:/ when i have to use a palette tht forces me into giving megumi blue eyes#had to set aside th green eyed megu agenda fr the Aesthetic unfortunately#anyway i knew from the minute i saw it that i wanted to do smth involving the opening panel of 268#bc that panel is S tier#i figured tht if nothing came 2 me i wld just redraw it as-is bc it's alr so good but as i ws sketching i was like#u know what u havent done in a while? art tht looks like u r going Insane#art tht makes ur family ask whether everything is ok#so i once again tucked megumi's knees up 2 his chest and apologized insincerely to him fr making the third megumi angst piece in a row#:)
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comic i made about out-aging the person i've been grieving
#tw death#tw dead body#tw blood#tw sibling loss#idk what else. i dont know#gio arts#i kind of made this partly to get over my fear of drawing you. i dont know how ive been using art to reflect pains and i still couldnt do t#that#anyway#LONG POST#THAT TOO
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jizzie as flynn rider and rapunzel,, ignore the shitass quality i dont know why its so bad im gonna tweak out
#smallishbeans#ldshadowlady#jizzie#shadowbeans#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#ldshadowlady fanart#lizzie ldshadowlady#what else do i tag#my art#im gonna tweak#ignore the hands#i hate hands#I STILL DONT KNOW WHY THE QUALITY#IS SOOO BAD#tumblr hates me
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unorthodox murder mystery
#zosan#one piece#roronoa zoro#sanji vinsmoke#fanart#okay so basically this concept is ok so basically#its a murder mystery where those who are murdered on the ship actually turn into VAMPIRES#but theyre like#guys. how the fuck do we not know who the vampire is#like what do you mean you are literally still alive after being 'killed' and somehow you dont remember who killed and turned you#zoro: well whatever. im still gonna be the greatest swordsman#sanji: right ok so hello FUCKFACE. DUMBASS. GREATEST SWORDSMAN THAT IS ONLY AVAILABLE DURING THE NIGHT OR WHAT–#sanji: CAN WE FOCUS ON THE FACT THAT WE JUST DIED THAT WE JUST CAME BACK TO LIFE THAT WE'RE IMMORTAL NOW. THAT I CANT TASTE THE FOOD I MAKE#zoro: wat dat gotta do wit me#sanji would be suchhhh a good vampire feeder but a terrible vampire I think#thats my opinion stop throwing rocks at me what the hell#anyway i dont actually know who the vampire on the crew woudl be#thats the mystery#its a mystery to the creaotr of the au as well obviously... or else whats the point.....
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Bold of you to assume I can tell apart gender envy, romantic, sexual, aesthetic, and platonic attraction
#thoughts and such#i dont know anything okay#i hope to fucking god itll get clearer with age or else idk what to do
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Edit since a lot of people seem confused - your "real" name is the name that you want to be referred to in real life. It doesn't have to be your legal name. So if you're trans and you have a different name to whats on your birth certificate, even if not many people call you by the name, it still counts as your real name.
Edit 2 : Holy shit guys please stop reblogging this post my poor inbox im getting like 20 notifs an hour asjfhkajshdkh /lh /srs
#FUN FACT : charlie isnt my real name :]#i decided to go with the name charlie because i didnt wanna use my real name and i like the name charlie#my parents were gonna call me charlie when i was born but didnt in the end#i dont really know why i dont just tell you lot my real name because its a super common name#another thing that using a diff name online has caused is me seeing “charlie” almost as a different person#theres “[wearegonnapretendiputmyrealnamehere]” and then theres “Charlie” and they are two different people in my mind#idk aksjffhkajsshdka#anyways this is the second poll ive made today what is my deal with polls#i should make a seperate poll tag for all my fucking polls that i make#I MAKE A LOT#ill tag all my polls when i think of a good name lol#anyways woah i got a bit rambly there#did i make a whole ass poll just because i thought you might find it interesting that my real name wasnt charlie?#yes. yes i did.#(DO NOT take this as me not wanting you lot to call me charlie i would prefer you use that name over anything else lol)#polls#tumblr polls#random polls
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Man that sure is a Situation where two 14 year olds push the limits of each other’s trauma responses until they both reach extreme breaking points. and then they deal with the aftermath basically all by themselves. Isn't that super awesome and totally not kinda fucked up at all.
#anyway i was thinking of the mob and teru fight. as usual. and i dont know how to voice my thoughts beyond. whatever i just drew#also ‘pushing the limits of each other’s trauma responses’ means both intentionally (teru) or unintentionally (mob). not to justify Someone#anyone else think about how one of teru's first lines is#“if i show these guys how big of a gap there is they'll be more restrained in the future”. cuz I do. whats his deal.#Mob psycho should have been about mob frolicking in a delightful field with various friends and family members#having a joyous time forever (no bad things happen)#mp100#added ID in alt text !!#mp100 fanart#my art
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It's a beautiful new day (hey!)
happy 1 year to the mario movie! :D
#super mario bros#mario and luigi#mario bros#nintendo#mario#luigi#smb#my art#please take this away from me i've been working on it since last year aughhh#cant do anything else to it!! i dont know what else to do to it!!
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Hello everyone,
Brazil is underwater, and we come here asking you for your help.
As some of you may know, the state of Rio Grande do Sul (RS) has been getting torrential rains since last Monday (29/04/24).
In four days, it has rained 436,2 millimeters (17,2 inches), which’s triple the normal amount in a month, which is 140 millimeters (5,5 inches)
More than two great rivers in our region had their volume duplicated, or sometimes, triplicated in size.
This means all the cities that are close to these rivers ended up completely underwater
There were more than 110 towns flooded and the estimate is that more than half a million people have been affected by this climate disaster. There are also thousands of people who are arriving in my city (the state capital, Porto Alegre) as climate refugees, coming from communities displaced by the floods.
Through this unprecedented tragedy we have been really happy to see entire communities mobilizing to help others. Still, there are people who have lost everything, especially those in marginalized communities living in precarious, unsafe and unsanitary housing.
That’s where you come in. We need money. Money to buy food, clothes, medicine, basic hygiene products, mattresses so that refugees have a place to sleep, basically everything.
Right now, the biggest demand is drinkable water: my city is almost completely out of water, because the water treatment stations have been flooded.
We understand that you may be able to give very little, but also what is little to you means A Lot more to us. Just a dollar is enough to buy 5 liters of fresh water.
Here are the links for international donations:
(these donations are managed by people I know and trust. if you can, donate to them and not the government, but I’ll include that below as well. we don't trust the government to do anything right now, basically)
This is another option:
Government donations:
And here is some international news coverage of what’s happening:
PLEASE share and donate anything you can. Everything is greatly appreciated.
#donations#please donate#signal boost#climate crisis#climate catastrophe#natural disasters#brazil#im desperate and i dont know what to do#this is a living fucking nightmare#idk how else to tag this but yeah#please share
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i like when people draw grian being the only one awake in the void after s8
i also like the idea that while travelling through the Void he sees an ancient Watcher for the first time, they're giant grotesque birds covered in eyes and too many wings
bonus he can feel it looking at him
#my art#hermitcraft#hc s8#grian#hes clinging to mumbo's arm btw#sketching#watcher grian#his wings are also in a bag. i dont know. he has a full astro suit on ok what else to do with the wings
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there is just something about the difference between edwin's love interests and having the cat king's reaction to edwin in hell being "i'll be waiting when he gets back" vs charles "no version of this where i don't come get you" rowland convincing a powerful trans-dimensional being to open a door to hell just so he could get him back
i am insane
#like YES i know there is obviously so much more history between the boys than edwin and the cat king#and for everyone who's like “well how would the cat king have gotten to hell”#yall charles got LUCKY that the night nurse was there to open a door for him#you can bet your ass that if she hadn't been there he still would've figured out how to get there no matter what it took#but the cat king calling himself a romantic because he'll wait vs charles GOING TO HELL TO GET HIM BACK????#absolutely insane#i cannot handle these two#like i can vibe with the cat king#but charles x edwin for the WIN#obviously the circumstances between the characters are a lot different#but to me that changes absolutely nothing about the fact that charles who only thinks of edwin as a friend would do literally anything#vs the cat king who claims to have fallen for edwin doing literally nothing and just sulking about it#i don't even care if you dont ship charles and edwin#the love they have for each other will forever outweigh anything else#(ps if you ship catwin you simply do not need to interact with this post. you will not change my mind)#(you do not have to interact with posts you don't agree with)#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#charles rowland#edwin payne#the cat king#painland#payneland#dbd netflix
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