#i don't have like any offical diagnosis for jazz like that so I cant confirm nor deny

[theghostshost]

Thinking back on it- im like 80% sure i was just /LH Annoying for my art teachers to deal with back in Highschool- Like yeah I draw, ALOT and I did my art and projects in the class and outside of said classes. But now Im starting to realize that my teachers wanted me to make more "Meaningful" art, rather than just what I usually did and drew OC's or like Fungi and buildings. They wanted to push me to make art that had a more deeper purpose and feeling, ya know art that's like trying to say "Heres my struggles and anxieties." or "a representation of my fear for this reality" and jazz like that- but that all completely flew over my head. /Gen I was so oblivious to what they were trying to push me to do. They didn't Tell me out right "Draw what you feel/Make something about some struggles you have", of course not, but BECAUSE they didn't like tell me at point blank that's what they wanted me to try and make, I just drew OC's KJHSDGKJGHVKJSGJK. I don't know WHY all the little nuances they were trying to give me, just completely phased through me and left me with Nothing- but i think it's silly. After I finish a few projects, i'll try to draw more "purposeful" art. But not for me directly, it'll ofc still be OC/Characters from media based ahahah-