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dummerjan · 3 months

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why oh why did past me decide i am going to the opera tonight i don't want to go i want to stay at home all alone and be stressing over how much i'm procrastinating on my assignments

#meins #at least i am going by myself #i couldnt do with company #and it's close by #and russian. even if it's easy to pick out who isn't a native speaker or doesn't speak russian as a foreign language #less three hours and i don't know what to wear #i dont want to do my hair #i want to stay in sweat pants

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slavhew · 2 months

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jakey + dirkjake sandwiched between my organic chem notes. a poem in there somewhere

#homestuck #hom3stuck #home24uck #home2t4ck #jake english #dirk strider #erisolsprite #brobot #dirkjake #admin draws #fanart #ok so the latter two are. a bit old and drawn in a rush because as usual i had thoughts about dirkjake and hair BUT ALSO #while reading the post-timeskip chatlogs i was like hm jake's hair looks kinda long here. i might be crazy tho #and then i continued thinking. because Ive had jakes haircut and t has to be trimmed often and i dont trust his ass to competently do that #so i think brobot helped out there and post entry it fell on dirk to trim it #and i think as their relationship worsened the first thing to properly go was the haircuts. because jake couldnt be assed to sit in dirk's #company for the duration of a haircut. direct line of strider word vomit while ur held captive basically (massive overdramatization)#so. its a good thing he got interrupted after trying to cover the tattoo up. because i guarantee you he wouldve been waking up on that #quest bed with breakup bangs.#finally formatted this one in drafts to post so im not leaving yall too high and dry again #i see my askbox and i appreciate it btw! its terraria night but i hope to be drawing tomorrow :]

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senselessalchemist · 7 months

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Bow problems (+ other nonsense)

#saroart #dead cells #the beheaded #the collector #they just wanted a nice bow #the collector can do a lot of stuff but i don't think he's good at bows #i was drawing a lot of antagonistic beheaded/collector content so i wanted to do some more cute junk #okay a lot is an exaggeration. still #need some guys being buds content sometimes #weird monster guys doing domestic shit is my favorite genre #i got a bonus at holiday time and im tempted to buy a tablet i can use portably #esp because holy fuck i don't know how to draw anymore #but also i just spent stupid money on tickets to live podcasts so i probably shouldn't #unrelated im very upset today because fucking UPS didn't ring my goddamn doorbell and so “”missed me“” and couldnt deliver my specialty meds #why must i get my meds through ups #because the us is a hellscape and i am beholden to my health insurance company #ups who has literally never managed to get a package to this apartment #tbh im stressed as fuck about having to go through this every goddamn month

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plan-3-tmars · 2 months

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thinking about how in kazui's first birthday timeline he tells haruka that he enjoys his birthday because it gives him a good excuse to start a conversation with friends he hasn't seen in a while,,

"Hey, it feels like it's been a while, doesn't it? /

Oh, by the way, it's my birthday today. / Want to have a smoke together?

- 2023 Bday Timeline with Shidou

"Well, come over if you feel like it. Staying alone all the time will make you feel down. I can keep you company if you need to relieve some stress."

- 2024 Bday Timeline with Mikoto

#smoker trio means so much to me #im still holding out hope they reband in t3 idc how unlikely it is #anyway. kazui using his birthday to reach out and make sure his old friends r okay in these trying and stressful times...#i love him dearly #i was going to make a comparison to how this behaviour could have been affected by hinako's death #like reaching out to ppl in this way. do you need a break/ i can keep you company if you need to relieve stress that kinda thing #but i couldnt word it without it sounding like i was reaching so it mightve just been me projecting icl #milgram #kazui mukuhara

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moon-lords-lower-body · 1 year

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I feel like a lot of terraria fans have like their 1-3 bosses/enemies that are like. Uber favorite for whatever reason. Like they're not just your favorite your soul is bonded to them. You have stake in this enemy. What are yalls mine is the lunatic cultist and cultist archer/devotee

#terraria #moon lord and lunar event enemies including the pillars are close behind as second favorites #but none of them i quite feel that same immediate connection to like i do with lc #i couldnt tell ya why i have stake in like. the company of the cultists either. i saw them on the first day of 1.3 being out on june 30 201 #when i was 10 years old and ever since then those have been my arbitrary best friends #maybe not entirely arbitrary but

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rugwurm · 11 months

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excuse me sir, there must be someone youve confused me for

#scribbles #limbus company #ishmael #couldnt decide so you get both!#who up listening to charlies inferno..#really need to finish some pieces but for now all i do is sketch haha

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revehae · 3 months

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we need to kill everyone at sm entertainment

#you know how i said i didnt want to elaborate on RJ’s bbl messages #because i would go on a tangent about how sm doesn’t protect their artists #yeah well imagine how i felt when i saw them made him apologize for that stupid ass shit #like really making your artist seem like the bad guy when he has psycho bitches invading his privacy #for 2 seconds of attention #not even positive attention btw #like can you imagine getting calls from random crazy bitches when you’re just trying to live your life #ppl who aren’t supposed to have your number #freaky ass fuck #but no they dont gaf how that makes him feel #they aren’t even imagining it #brainless fucking cunts #and even worse the company you’re under is doing bare minimum if even that to keep you safe #or to even make you feel some semblance of safety #like genuinely evil as fuck #it doesn’t even end with that #ppl crawling through vents to see hc #breaking into his fucking house like maniacs #like bitch are you out of your rabid ass fucking mind #company taking forever to address hc/jn’s scandal #which was false btw #and you have their unintelligent fucking fans believing the shit immediately and throwing photocards out like they killed someones mother #over something they couldnt even wait to see was true or not #bc if it’s in a headline it must be true right #wrong #but that’s an entirely different issue #honestly all of this just goes back to how kpop companies market their artists as like minimum 5 sublevels below human #not just sm #which is really stupid like you’re grown as fuck shivering shaking throwing up at the IDEA of your idol getting pussy #like he’s grown asfk

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vere-licious · 1 month

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i uninstalled genshin

#i couldnt do it #i had so much high hopes for natlan and i got so disappointed that i cant even stand the game anymore #i dont want to play the AQ i dont wanna explore i dont want anything #it soured my experience sm and its such a shame cause i had c2 r1 arle in there but I CANT😭😭😭#they way they are trying to lure u in to play with shitty rewards IM OVER ITTTTT #the story has so much potential but it feels like they cant execute it for shit #i remember that leak that said Genshin is not the companys fav game or smth and i can see it so clearly #i felt like i was running in circles and they just added little lore here and there to not be bored

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wesblr · 7 months

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very rough ref of doc since my good friend ballcrusher74 posted a drawing with him in it

#lethal company #lethal company oc #cleanup crew #kind of? hes not a part of the main storyline #doc #my ocs #wes.jpg #some misc info thatll be on the ref sheet when i make it:#hes middle aged (somewhere around his late 40s early 50s)#before he worked at the company he was a doctor but he grew disillusioned by how much death he saw and couldnt do anything about #he thinks incredibly highly of the company #he views the death cycle hes trapped in as a gift rather than a burden

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dynamitekansai · 2 months

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The last shining ember of Queen's Quest burns out as darkness befalls the once Golden Phoenix and dying along side it, their eternal rival Oedo Tai. In name, at least. Now to be known simply as HATE. Following behind Konami, Saya Kamitani has officially joined the rebranded faction led by the new World of Stardom Champion, Natsuko Tora. HATE IS HERE.

#joshi puroresu #stardom #natsuko tora #saya kamitani #oedo tai #hate #h.a.t.e.#queen's quest #so i couldnt find a official post that summed it all up in one go so i decided to be obnoxiously incoherently poetic with my caption lmao #SPEAKING OF POETIC #incredibly poetically stupidly funny for oedo and qq to die together by way of the qq to oedo heel turn pipeline #(but when momo has a irl heel turn bc no matter whos booking they will give that belt to anyone in that company but her ajsjhd)#anyway im not pretending to understand wth stardoms doing with factions these days #but a lot of people are big mad and i think i find that entertaining probably bc i (reasonably) dont like wrestling fans #can not cosign the dumbass new name though #ITS NOT VERY SEARCH FRIENDLY. STINKY. BAD.#neo genesis is a suck ass name too btw

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loredwy · 7 months

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Mmmmm okay but honest question tho

The KOSA regulations would need to be implemented even if the companies offer their services only outside of the country? 🤔 And if they are established on another country and offer its services to usa, they need to implement the regulations right?

Because like, I was thinking of how mihoyo moved from china to avoid the censorship regulations globally, for example

And like, couldnt then social media companies preassure the goverment about doing that too, then

Like, even if they had to censor stuff for usa, they would be losing a lot of potential interactions because of the content theyre hiding, so if they had to censor everything in case of being established in usa (even if it is content being shown outside of the country), wouldnt it be better for them to just move the company to another country then. To continue having those extra interactions from "censored posts" shown to other countries.

Or even, if the cost of filtering the posts was too high, its possible some companies would choose to not offer their services to usa anymore. Idk how taxes to big companies work in those cases, but that would be a loss for them in the long term too right.

Like, isnt the whole bill a bad idea even commercially?

And couldnt it happen that companies publish a statement about getting out of the country in case the regulations were stablished?

#kids online safety act #kosa bill #stop kosa #politics #capitalism #I mean. spotify did a statement here about the changes in copyright laws #threatening to not offer their services anymore because they didnt want to pay extra #for example #so like. couldnt social media companies also do that in usa. about internet regulations #its a honest question #or are they scared of losing their conservative users. as they may talk shit about the company because of refusing the regulations?#or could it be fear of retaliation from the government/cia/stuff??? wouldnt it just be better for them all to move out of the country then #I just think its lowkey weird how the companies that would be affected by this regulations have been staying silent #are they just confident the bill wont pass then #lmao #long post

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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hmmmm having angsty Lights Out thoughts

#i know when i post about it i usually make it Lighthearted if not outright Memey #but oh boy. this au is dark. like - like beyond the literal meaning #imagine being abandoned by your creators without so much as a warning #one day the lights go out and thats it. no answers. no comfort. no friendly faces or explanation #show's over. curtains closed. doors locked. they're all gone #it's just waiting in a pitch black room because surely the lights will turn back on. the next day will come #but it Won't. the next day won't come. it will never come. your friends won't open their eyes again. it's just you now.#you've always had company - friends and the comfort of feeling Watched Over by something beyond your understanding #but you blinked and its gone now. it's just you. no matter what you try or what you do - its. just. you.#days and weeks and moths and years of silence and a complete lack of color #burning matches down to your fingertips just to remember what shade of yellow your fleece is #its still wrong. firelight stains the color.#slowly forgetting the sound of your friends voices and what their smiles looked like and what the memories you made with them were #what was your best friends favorite joke? what was his hotdog order? how did he laugh? he used to pose for your paintings didnt he?#you can't be sure anymore. maybe the neighborhood was always dead. maybe You're dead. how can you tell?#you don't breathe. they don't either. they used to didn't they? you never did but they used to. ...right? you hope their dreams are sweet #one of your friends starts sleepwalking. you're so happy. she hurts you. you know she didnt mean it. you're scared anyway.#you can only see with one eye now. it feels... Wrong. all of your chalk drawings start coming out wrong too.#you keep missing when you reach for things. just one more thing to adjust to #were the lights ever on? or was that your own dream? you thought that was something you couldnt do.#you also thought the lights always come back. you were wrong about that. what else are you wrong about?#wh lights out au #wailing sobbing screaming etc over lights out wally... this poor little 12 apples dude...#aimlessly wandering through the town... walking through the buildings....#eventually getting so fucking lonely and desperate that you keep your best friend's severed arm for comfort #all you can do is protect your eternally sleeping friends from the Things crawling out of the shadows #mark another tally on the ground for each full circle the town clock's short hand completes #and wait for the day you fall asleep and join your friends dreams. it will happen someday.#you can feel it in the pitch seeping from your eyes and mouth. more with each decade that passes #just a little while longer. some more waiting. just you. in the dark.

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good-beanswrites · 7 months

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Just wanted to plant an idea if you wanted a bit of fuel: Mahiru asking Yuno to come to her cell before everything goes down.

Edit: I forgot the ask didn't say it but this is part of Kyanako's incredible Order Of Attack AU!

Didn't mean for this to become a mini Mappi study but here we are ✨ Thank you for the request! I fully intended to write them hanging out, but it's more right before they hang out lol. Went a bit on-the-nose with foreshadowing, but isn't that the fun part? It has become Emotional Over Mahiru Hour...

I kept things vague, but TW for mentioning her boyfriend's state of potential self-harm

Mahiru tried not to act superstitious, she really did. As much as she loved the idea of little luck charms, or avoided easy signs of misfortune, it was easier to keep quiet about such ridiculous things.

Maybe catching a bride’s bouquet meant no guarantees; maybe there was no real harm in stepping underneath ladders, maybe a coin tossed into a fountain had no real magic to its wish. However, the one thing she knew for sure held power was a lucky presence. Being in the right place at the right time could alter everything. And today was the right time for something. There was this waiting in the air. The prison had been holding its breath. Mahiru knew it was time to release it all.

“You must be so lonely, why don’t you let big sis Mahiru keep you company?” She beamed at Amane.

She often recalled the good fortune that she and a certain young man had crossed paths on the university terrace. She used to laugh with him about the wonderful coincidence of bumping into each other outside of the bakery, then the convenience store.

Though she’d never spoken about it to him, she was also grateful for many occasions where she walked in on him at the precise moment to talk him out of something reckless. She always told him that they’d do everything together. He didn’t need to be alone anymore.

“I wish to be alone. I need peace of mind to think.” Amane turned away from the cell door.

It was a good thing, too. Mahiru’s smile wasn’t as convincing as she said, “o-oh. Of course.”

She made her way around the panopticon, hearing Fuuta pace his cell in anticipation. He must have felt it too, this holding of breath.

Or perhaps not. He turned down her offer for a bit of company, including a few more colorful words than Amane had. Mahiru just apologized for bothering him and headed back to her cell. She wasn’t sure where Mikoto was at this hour, but she didn’t feel like smiling through a third rejection.

She shook her head back and forth. She wished the motion could rattle the voices inside, she wished she could shake them all away. With her arms secured in place she could no longer cover her ears. She used to hum to keep them at bay, but lately they’d been too loud to stifle. They just kept on talking.

Their words told her the two were right. Nobody needed her company. No – nobody wanted it. Being together hadn’t helped her boyfriend. In fact, being together had been the very thing that got him killed. No wonder Amane and Fuuta wanted to avoid her.

So then, this was for the best. She would rather deal with the brief sting of refusal than stumble in one day to find them hurt… or worse. As much as she tried to avoid the superstition of it all, the voices reminded her that her very presence could mean life or death.

“Mappi, are you alright?” Mahiru hadn’t realized a tear had slipped down her cheek until she hurried to swipe it away in front of Yuno.

“Hah, I’m fine! Just fine.” It was impossible to fool her, Mahiru had learned, but that never stopped her from trying.

At least she always spoke tactfully. “Rough morning?”

Mahiru shifted her arms in her uniform, making a small sound of agreement.

“Can I do anything to help? What if I stay with you for a bit? I can do your hair, and…”

The voices were right. Amane and Fuuta knew it, too. Presences did hold power, and Mahiru’s was cursed.

But she would sound foolish admitting such a fear to Yuno. She'd heard plenty from the voices about how stupid and airheaded she was, there was no use in getting the same lecture from someone as grounded as her.

Mahiru managed a weak protest, unable to explain her real reasoning. Yuno was insistent. She didn’t give much of a choice. Could she feel the strangeness of the prison, as well?

At last, Mahiru allowed her shoulders to sag. Yuno was lucky. And kind. Having her nearby would do her good. Amane and Fuuta would be alright. Mahiru had tried spending more time with them after verdicts were announced. Now, she made a mental note to pull back. If her love couldn’t save anyone, at least she could spare them from her curse. They would be safe.

“Yes. Please stay. The truth is... I don't want to be alone.”