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I’d like to apologize to everyone who knows me since I am, in fact, a Leo.
#pondhead rambles#‘sorry I’m a Leo’#except I really am sorry#i cannot shut up sometimes#i don’t actually put any weight behind zodiac signs and their personality traits but I thought it was funny
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Are you bisexual or are you just showing hole -
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Teehee
The way she looks at Ada sometimes is so>>🖤🖤
(Little wip I probably won’t finish but I just love her and needed to share that again)
#in my Hecate era now I fear#art#digital art#digital drawing#fanart#artists on tumblr#the worst witch#tww17#tww2017#tww fanart#the worst witch 2017#miss hardbroom#hecate hardbroom#my art#mya draws sometimes#I’ve been rewatching this series and omfg the scene where Mr daisy makes her dance with him😭😭 my girl is STRESSED#but also just wahhh I’m so fr the way she looks at ada/interacts with her like MY HEART😭😭#yeah I might fw hackle so what (shut up mya you sound insane)#literally cannot make a single hb post on here without sounding like a genuine crazy person in the tags- my and my silly shows I swear
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i giggle so hard whenever i see one of my posts on someone else's blog like omg..... i'm actually liked by people..... blushing rn
#just happened to me and every time i smile so hard#i am filled with an overwhelming gratitude today#ilysm guys </3#my babiiiiiiies#i cannot explain the comfort this little blog brings me#i've met some of my best friends here#and i'm so grateful ☹️☹️☹️💞💞💞#thank you so much truly😭🩷🫶🏻#not to be sappy. but#i have never felt as valued and grateful for everything and by everyone i have in my life before this silly little blog#i love u sm#thank you 🫶🏻#i think at my core i am a very selfish person. i often do things for myself and myself alone#even the nice things are for my own benefit a lot of the time#i want to help people but most of all i want to help myself and it makes me feel bad sometimes#because i know a lot of people in my life online and irl see me as this kind selfless person#but only i know it doesn't always come from a place of kindness for others#i think there's some underlying problem there i need to look into genuinely. but i am so grateful for u guys genuinely#i love you all w my whole heart 🫶🏻#ok ill shut up now#thoughts ୨𖹭୧#girlblogging#it girl#wonyoungism#girlhood#pink pilates princess#girly tumblr#this is what makes us girls#girly stuff#girlcore
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With the resurgence of Gravity Falls, it got me thinking about my old oc,,
And man, she sure was an oc I made when I was 10,,
#don’t get me wrong. I love her and I greatly enjoy changing her lore#but good got damn ..#gravity falls oc#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#stan pines#ford pines#grunkle stan#grunkle ford#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls art#gravity falls stanford#gravity falls stanley#gravity falls original character#(minor lore drop bc i cannot shut up about her sometimes)#(daughter of ford and raised by stan after the portal incident)#(won’t be introduced into the show until mid late season 1 after stan gets all of the journals)#(I just genuinely love her and wanted the twins to have more tragedy to their story)#stars art
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"You never know what can save a person. Sometimes, righteousness can lead people straight to their death"
Wow. This sentence did hit a lot stronger than I expected. I had a pause after that. Alfons is so straight confusing for me because the whole conversation I was like: 'Yeah really antagonistic and self centered of you' and then he dropped the last sentence and I stopped. Because he is right. You can do all the good in the world and sometimes it will not help. Idk I like how Alfons just brought us down to earth. Orz
Alfons :'>
I am really excited to figure out why he thinks like this. I need more lore and backstorieeesss. But no spoiler pls
#alfons sylvatica#alfons#ikevil#ikevil alfons#ikemen villains#ikemen villains alfons#he makes me always so thoughtful#its so weird the things he is saying sometimes is just aggravating and weird and then i am sitting here not able to rest my thoughts#sometimes he so deep???#he is still confusing#and delusional#and sadly i cannot stop thinking about him#i am more tired than usual so maybe thats the reason i am thinking more#help i just should shut up now
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I love my beloved sb moots but it is imperative when I import to everyone part of the reason I like them so much and it’s fucked up is that there have always been 5 Jaces. This is not a bit. 5 Jaces sounds like a bit but. Jaceprime is the center of Porter’s world which makes him different from all the other disposable Jaces. But Jaceprime also was built on top of a person that was dead since the beginning of FHJY. Porter loves who Jace is—was—but also loves who he thinks Jace can be and should be. But the thing is. Porter loves who Jace was (real, first Jace) while also loving the idea of Jace & who he thinks Jace can and should (post shatterstar Jace). But Porter also loves who Jace is (post shatterstar Jace) while also still being hung up on the person this jace could be. Used to be. (Real, first Jace). He grieves someone who is still here. Am I talking in circles here
#shut up Janelle#THE THING ABT PORTER IS THAT HE IS NOSTALGIC FOR A PAST THAT IS ALREADY GONE. HE COVETS WHAT HE CANNOT HAVE#i need to import that the way he loves Jace is weird and circular#it is wholly encompassing but always kinda looking for a person who is not there#he IS devoted. but is he devoted to an idea or to a person. if you crafted a person into your idea. and you miss the person.#what have you done#can we go back. can we go back#I realize I said I love my beloved which is kinda redundant. fuck this#and it is bc his politics suck. that’s why he’s like this. sometimes you like a character and they are the worst#starbreaker
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was talking to a friend about the fact that AI outperforms doctors in making diagnoses and tbh completely unsurprising given the fact that doctors are increasingly expected to diagnose patients in twenty minute checkup windows. because i'm sure there are a lot of things a doctor could do better than AI in a world where hospital staff and patients were both being valued. a doctor fully integrated into the community they are treating who has time for hour long visits where they can more freely take time to diagnose and discuss a patient's lifestyle concerns, goals, and the logistics of meeting said goals can do a lot of things that AI cannot. but for a plethora of reasons doctors are increasingly not doing that - they're doing twenty minute checkups with the intention of diagnosis. and if that's the only value doctors intend to provide and the only value others in turn are demanding of doctors, of course AI can do it faster and more accurately than they can. of course it can.
and to bring this back to fandom things. of course it upsets me that people are feeding fics to AI and see what the program pops out. of course the idea of someone doing this with my fics makes me feel cheap and used and commodified and disposable. like the wrapper for a candy bar, instead of a human being who put in a lot of effort to collect their thoughts on the things they've studied and felt and experienced, and express it through an artistic medium they love and admire. but as much as it upsets me it doesn't *outrage* me, frankly, because that feeling is old news. kudos culture, personal entitlement, every time someone has gotten upset with me for writing a narrative with a conclusion that was not meant to - and never meant to - provide easily digestible escapist romantic wish fulfillment. and i am not discounting that i myself have probably contributed to making other artists in fandom feel this way too. but if all we are offering as artists, and all we are demanding from artists in turn, is inoffensive tropey emotional fulfillment of our two favourite blorbos kissing (or hugging, or kicking bad guy butt, or going to therapy and learning how to be a well-adjusted person without any of the actual upsetting work involved in that, or w/e). if exacting character analysis, the craft of creating an interrogating and thematically consistent narrative, or the bravery to create a headcanon that there is no basis for other your ability to write it convincingly - if none of that matters, then of course AI can write better and faster than I can. of course it can.
#sometimes i just want my doctor to shut up and give me the meds#and sometimes i just wanna read/watch something fun and simple and unchallenging#i cannot stress enough that i am not above this just like- rrrraaaagh#if all you want from a person is for them to behave like a computer of course a computer can do it better#when we are already failing to devote time and energy and money on valuing one another as people#it should come as no surprise when ai replaces us#status update
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Being a Marius girlie is the hardest thing someone can do
#like i love him sm but i cannot defend the way he talks about cosette im#he's my best friend he truly is but sometimes shutting up is the way to go !!!
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alright!!!! kitchen CLEANED ‼️ carry on PACKED ‼️ now i just need to do my homework and then maybe take a really really really quick (4 hour long) nap before dinner/online class. then i will grind on the silly silly why did i decide to do this animation meme/animatic until 3 am hits and i've gotta hit the port. the AIRport :3
in exchange for my incredible unprecedented productiveness i made this little doodle just now. i'm actually a liar i did this in school but still
#honestly killer could be doing fuck knows and i wouldn't even know. still love him though#at this point???? at this point i dont even keep up with his characterization i will not lie#horror and dust are my favorite children im sorry killer. you'll get your time to shine when the seasons change#which is probably soon idk man whatever i love them all ewually :333#anyways killer's just not sleeping in that one. bro's had the longest streak of no sleep he aint breaking it now#erm ACTUALLY he's looking at the viewer and therefore breaking the fourth wall and thats soooooo cool#triglycercule what are you on#why are they all sleeping in the same bed#well obviously because they didn't wanna deal with multiple#but also they cannot be bothered to cuddle close together#dust kicks too much. horror steals too much space. killer sometimes just sits up for several periods of time#worlds craziest sleep#killer actually could be sleeping in that one but i just dont know#but triglycercule didnt you draw this and therefore should know what he's doing?????#idk man killer's an enigma i cant control him 💀💀💀 he does his own shit whatever#i lov making killer so crazily abnormal its so silly#who cares about canon (i do) ok well still im having FUN doodling#shut up and get back to rereading askdusttale and horrortale and something new#alright........ (pitifully limps away)#i tag some things rants when its actually art but i just dont want my art tsg 2 be littered with doodles#maybe thats bad. maybe i should start tagging properly#ok rant tag removed........ iGUESS this is art#euaghhhhhh but its just a DOODLS!!!! IT DOESNT DESERVE TO BE CONSIDERED GOOD ART WORTHY OF THE TAG#but triglycercule art is art no matter if doodle or not. stop belittling yourself for naught!#i hate when i get inspirational and supportive on myself man can i just suffer without some knowitall up my ass#i sound insane rn what am i doing. the bit is not funny#and i changed my mind this is a rant again not art#tricule rant#see it WOULD be both if i wanted to do dual tags. but i dont
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Started watching Hannibal cause j heard it was gay lol
Anyone who's seen it can tell me anything without spoiling?
Anyway I'm literally will graham I don't care what anyone says about it /j
#anyway will and hannibals relationship is so weird i cant figure it out#also not another fucking tv show that makes me wanna change my career choice#watch me become a private inverstigator cause of this shit#wish i could think like him tho#also i cannot take either hannibal or will serious when they talk to fancy smanshy like its ridiculous sometimes#will is so pretty btw#wish i looked like him#thanks gender envy#but in all wasy except physical i am will graham /ref#gay#hannibal#will graham#hannibal lecter#someone tell me to shut up
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Martha Jones - Jesus Christ parallels (never thought i'd write a sentence like this)
there's the other one who has sent me
For I did not speak on my own, but the Father who sent me commanded me to say all that I have spoken. I know that his command leads to eternal life. So whatever I say is just what the Father has told me to say. (John 12:49-50)
Very truly I tell you, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life and will not be judged but has crossed over from death to life. (John 5:24)
I judge only as I hear, and my judgment is just, for I seek not to please myself but him who sent me. (John 5:30b)
I have much to say in judgment of you. But he who sent me is trustworthy, and what I have heard from him I tell the world. They did not understand that he was telling them about his Father. So Jesus said, “When you have lifted up the Son of Man, then you will know that I am he and that I do nothing on my own but speak just what the Father has taught me. The one who sent me is with me; he has not left me alone, for I always do what pleases him. (John 8:26-29)
[...] for I have come here from God. I have not come on my own; God sent me. (John 8:42b)
etc., and so on...
#all i could think of was that one poll - who suffered more?#and i'm not the biggest fan of seeing martha as some sort of messiah#i'm just kinda good at making references to bible during conversations as one may refer to songs. poems. other books or films#simm!master rewatch#and i guess they wanted to show us how alien to us are time lords; how powerful; (above?)#and the doctor's god-like descend powered by humanity?#he could kill. he could devastate. he could turn back time.#and he's chosen to forgive#weeell i guess both ten and martha are written as a saviour/messiah here#ok i should shut up#(but don't we sometimes need to project our culture and/or religion into a different form?)#(don't we long for some mighty being out there?)#(ok. i shut up.)#(and even you can perceive doctor as some sort of god (sometimes) he's not a good one)#(he's cruel and selfish and rude - and yes; trying the best he could to be good)#(but it's not he's basic attribute)#(i'm really shut rn)#martha jones#save my girl#the doctor#tenth doctor#doctor who#dw#the sound of drums#the last of the time lords#the girl who walked the earth#(why are there only 5 posts in this tag?)#for a mentally unstable asshole#it crashed multiple times#and now it tells me i cannot upload gif?
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one like and i go upstairs and steal my partner's keyboard and mouse and throw them in the garbage like ron swanson
#ari rages#the day the elden ring dlc comes out i will finally be free (friday)#that man keeps slamming his stupid mouse on the desk and it is going to drive me fucking nuts#and then wonders why his stuff doesn't work like it used to. like be fucking for real lmao#sometimes i feel like i live with a child who just cannot fathom not playing a game that pisses them off#+ it's different than elden ring. at least in ER i've got no one to blame but my own skill issues. he's playing smite#which is similar to league and y'all know how league guys are. this isn't much different.#im going to the gym in a bit to escape but holy fucking hell like SHUT UP!!!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP OMG
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the array of things that can make me believe my life is unsalvageable is truly so vast these days... and every day I get to discover a new one too... like i knew we had period week, ovulation week, pre-work-event dread, caffeine withdrawal, and anyone criticizing me for anything... but did y'all know that migraine hangover also does the job now??? cool!!
#excedrin does extremely fucked up things to my blood sugar or pressure (i cannot tell which bc they feel the same when they're off)#that being said#i need psychological help#this entire blog is a cry for help actually#personal#sometimes i'm like imagine following me bc i write kind of decent fanfic and you want cute landoscar content#and then i just immediately shatter the illusion by depression posting on main#i yearn to be a cool good-vibes creator like so many on f1blr are... but alas. i am doomed by my inability to shut my mouth.
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God I am so mentally exhausted by my coworkers this week. We had an entire meeting to talk about our feelings and a bunch of people want to have an anonymous way to report issues as if that's not going to immediately turn catty. And I was like "I feel like the need to say things anonymously is part of a deeper issue because that means there is a level of distrust or fear that shouldn't be there" and they're like but I am BRITISH and I have SOCIAL ANXIETY that makes it hard for me to speak up!!! and I'm like. trying not to rip out my hair
#THAT IS ON YOU THEN#you either get the guts to say something or you put up and shut up#maybe this is just me american-ing americanly but your inability to speak up should not be anyone else's problem#UNLESS there is a deeper issue with management not being able to take feedback. which is what I was trying to say#but if you have no issues with your bosses and they're receptive to feedback and you still won't give it#that's you. that's your problem.#having anonymous forums just feels like a recipe for trouble#I just cannot view ''I am afraid to point out a problem'' as anything other than either a character flaw#or a systemic issue that needs addressing#and it's a flaw I have too sometimes!! but the difference is that I fucking recognize it's a flaw#instead of trying to find some other excuse not to challenge that part of myself
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I mean this from a social perspective not a health one : why does everything feel weird right now. Like yes I’m heartbroken about the reality of my position in the lives of my so called friends but now I just feel confused. I don’t understand why I’m not important and why I can’t change to be important to others, nor what makes a person important either.
#like okay yeah I’ve been lowkey crying in the middle of the night because of how unimportant I feel but that’s down pat now we get it#I just want to know why am I not ? like am I doing something wrong ? I could’ve sworn I’m trying my best to not be annoying frustrating and#to be there but the reality of things is that I can’t always be there given my condition#sometimes I wonder how hard it is to ask me a simple ‘are you okay’ or ‘how are you’ or god forbid that I am missed lmao pls fniesksn ignore#the last one I think that’s too much but at least the other two#I don’t want to tell people to ask me these because then it feels fake and that they’re doing it just for the sake of getting me to shut up#about it but I don’t know#dora daily#a reason why I hate insta with my whole life because it just never fails to prove how worthless I really am#like I could’ve died yk … and it’d still be the sahara desert there#anyways I like being alone a lot something I’ve found out about myself#(I hate it actually but I only like it because I cannot make myself do anything like even talking seems so very exhausting so I can manage#with the loneliness when I’m ill but I can’t cope with it when I’m even a smidge better)#sigh.#just sigh. where did I get my friends from and why does everyone seem to love their friends so much but I cannot#don’t get me wrong I talk about how much I love them to everyone and if I don’t I obsess abt them in my head but it is not reciprocated to#be honest. not at all#and that’s what makes me sad. I still love them because I love unconditionally it seems#but from a conditional viewpoint they do not cut it#and that makes me disappointed#that’s why I’d kill to be loved or heck even remotely liked the way I like others even half of that yk#I am not a good person in my eyes but I would do so much just to be liked like that I wish I knew why I’m not worth being liked only worthy#of being tolerated.
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