#i can't expend energy on performative interactions

[cosmicdreamgrl]

got a text from someone i used to be acquainted with on twitter and i'm like, the fuck? i deleted my account 3 months ago, you didn't notice or care and now you randomly drop by to be like 'omg bestie, how are you?' the way i deleted it asap because if you weren't bothered before, then please don't behave otherwise

[amazoniangrip]

You can't roleplay, but can you why?

Vaan(The Mod): Psychological issues prevent me from expending a lot of mental energy in social interactions. As much as I would like to roleplay all day, I simply don't have enough energy to do that. THAT coupled with both untreated depression as well as Insomnia induced by having ADHD, really leaves me with very little energy for roleplaying. Answering asks is indirect interaction, and thus takes a lot less energy than roleplaying.

It's essentially the difference between sprinting at full speed and walking. I CAN do the former, but it's so much easier for me to perform the latter of the two.