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had another one of those moments where i went "woah, did my friday edible already hit?" before remembering that i definitely have not taken it and that i simply have very low anxiety right now and am feeling happy
#i didnt do anythng special#i did my normal work stuff#i ate regular meals#i talked to some friends#i made myself a tomato mayo sandwich#and im watching a twitch stream with a stuffed animal#like. 3 hours of watching a lecture. 2-3 more of programming#idk man. gimme more of this every day baby#it wont happen! but i can dream#i can strive#and know that sometimes i am happy and dont have anxiety#and it did not take anything significant#but frankly this is a feeling i am so unused to that it throws me off#because also having an edible doesnt stop me from being anxious that isnt why i take them#edible mostly reduces my attention span for anxious topics and slows down the mind so getting to sleep is much easier
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Kindly Miquella... I see you've thrown away... Something you should not have... Under any circumstances.
#elden ring#elden ring shadow of the erdtree#elden ring fanart#miquella#st trina#finished the dlc...perchance... i am gamer?#i really liked miquella as a villain or rather his journey into becoming one#loved that as a player you follow his traces and slowly come to realize that he's losing sight of who he was and what he was striving for#how can you save others if you cannot save yourself? god that old guy at the cross was asking the real questions
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brexit <3
#my art#guilty gear#guilty gear strive#ggst#bridget guilty gear#bridget#can you tell a shitload of feelings about trans pride went into this one :')#MAN I SHOULD'VE ADDED A LITTLE SHARK IN THE BACKGROUND PATTERNS
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#im going to put a leotard version in my reblog of this#EDIT: I WILL ALSO DROP A LINK TO THAT IN REPLY since ill be posting more art and it'll get buried#guilty gear#guilty gear strive#ggst#elphelt valentine#putting it in the rb's is the only way i can think of making it an extra addition w/o forcing everyone to rb it LOL
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Maybe it's the eternally distrustful loveless child in me but idk something about the way DC has been writing familial relationships in recent years rings so false to me. There's no room for the complex, nuanced, unnamed relationships Batman and Nightwing used to have, nothing like the warped mother-daughter-sister thing Barbara Gordon and Cass Cain had, nothing like Superboy's weird obsessive hero worship/bone-deep dread of his clone fathers or Max Mercury's weary undefined protectiveness of Bart or Wonder Woman's dogged loyalty to her little "sisters". Cause — for me, at least, I know I actively seek little moments of connection in stories; when I write or when I read it is to seek comfort. I think that's why DC has made this shift. Readers like me gravitated to those little warm moments, and DC noticed that we did without stopping to think about why.
But there's a point at which I notice diminishing returns of comfort from fluffy writing — it ceases to register as real. It's too good, too saccharine, too empty of any of the pain and frustration it takes to express genuine love for the other person. It's all hand-holding and no sweaty palms. It's so easy for someone to say they love you. It's so easy to see when it's all just words. And part of this is, yeah, bad writing; all that stuff about show not tell. They're trying to tell us these characters care about each other without giving us any real proof. but. idk. I need my love to be real. I need to feel the bones behind each embrace. I can't accept affection without struggling my way into it. Honestly I'd rather get a grim gritty Batman who forgets he HAS kids until they throw themselves into the line of fire than a milquetoast helicopter Batdad who tells his kids exactly what they mean to him without actively being in a state of bleeding out.
#idk don't listen to me i haven't read any comics closely since they killed alfred#but what i see in screenshots makes me. incredibly dissatisfied#maybe love is all about the striving!!!! maybe it's about the blood under your nails as you claw your way back to your beloved!!!!!#maybe it's hugging your dad and all you can think about is how stiff and unwieldy it is around the body armor and utility belts#y'know#and i DO enjoy wayne family adventures. it can be nice. but yeah i can tell that i would not endure it if that was all i had to read#dc#oli rambles
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triple autism creature attack 💥💥💥
#yippee! yahoo!#as you can see the brainrot is throttling me#now i actually have to get back to my uni work#guilty gear#guilty gear strive#guilty gear xrd#ggst#ggxrd#ramlethal valentine#asuka r kreutz#idk how to tag the clone version of the twink#bedman#romeo f neumann#digital#fanart#my art
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#bridget#guilty gear#guilty gear strive#mine#id in alt#I only draw the handcuff like a third of the time because I can never figure out how to make it work in the poses I choose...
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Elphelt Valentine... save me...
#you do not understand i just fell in love the moment i watched the video#like YEAH i gotta catch up with the gg story but. oh my goodness hiii i wanna know everything about you girl...#as an i-no main i can also say she looks so fun to play PLEASE I JUST NEED MONEY UEUE#elphelt valentine#guilty gear#guilty gear strive
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guilty gear stuffs :3
#can u tell i like asuka#guilty gear#ggst#guilty gear strive#asuka#asuka r kreutz#bridget#bridget guilty gear#bedman#aba guilty gear#aba#sin kiske#happy chaos#yaayy i think thats everyone
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There are similarities between tfo D-16 and tfp Bumblebee, but their finals are different.
Something was taken away from both of them.
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They were bullied and subjected to excruciating torture.
Both take the lives of those who tormented them
But....
He was seeking He was striving for revenge peace
Thus, one remained a hostage of the past, absorbed in his hostile thoughts, while the other moved forward, carrying with him a message of hope and reconciliation.
#transformers prime#transformers one#tfp#tf one#bumblebee#tfp bumblebee#d 16#d16#tfo d16#tfo d 16#tfo megatron#megatron#tf one spoilers#parallels#I really like that in the final image Megatron stands alone above everything#while Bumblebee is surrounded by his companions and is on the same level as them#How different inner aspirations can shape a person's destiny and influence the world around them.#The desire for revenge often begins to corrode the soul making it hostage to resentment and hatred#On the other hand striving for peace requires great courage and spiritual endurance from a person.
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consumed by the inevitable
#messyr#you know- I kept thinking: One day. The cage will be open but I feel like I'll stay. Because if I run- I'd wind up dead from their bullet#so I just- tend to- follow as much as I want to rebel and put sense into this fuckass household. I hate seeing the others in pain as well#and it hurts more that it feels like I can NEVER be the one to break this cycle of abuse- when I knew from the start- when I knew too much#but here I am ending up like the rest of them- helpless and unable to do jackshit about the situation. I cant say or do anything at all!#I dont want to end up like them- if anything I want to BREATHE- i want all of us to LIVE without this pain that has existed for generations#I want to help so bad no matter how much I know I am unloved.#no matter how much hate i carry- no matter how much burden- Underneath it all- I'm devoted to them- that's how fucked up I am#i know i'll never be enough. I know how often I think of death and wish it.#But I have a dream to achieve and I am not planning to die until I reach it. Not yet. If pain is where I strive best then so be it.#doodle#vent art#artists on tumblr#bpd#toxic behavior#learned helplessness
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i’m all blinged out now
it was a super fun challenge! all done with acrylic paint.
#redid the eye painting and found a ring for it. i’m a lot happier with it now#so glad i can wear them all out now! :-)#giving old rings new life is now what i strive for#my art
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my very wise robot fucker friend once said there are two types people who draw johnny: normally, or down horrendously
...anyway jnnnoy
His Blue Eyed Jumpscare
#guilty gear#guilty gear strive#ggst#guilty gear fanart#johnny guilty gear#johnny ggst#digital art#fanart#you can tell which of the two categories im in#i think its obvious skull#i dropped bridget to only use him in order to get used to his kit#now whenever i try out another character i feel like a hound set loose bc i can RUN?!?!#mfw a character can run
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whats the point of making the shorts dip like that and theres no hair. ram is first on my agenda of giving characters body hair. this is also the first time ive drawn ram
#this was supposed to be fast. it was not fast.#ramlethal valentine#guilty gear strive#guilty gear#art#over the course of drawing this i got used to seeing her with body hair and whenevr i hid the layer i was so confused.#and u can do it too thumbs up emoji
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HELLO, sorry for not posting for, like, about a week! I WAS in the process of brainstorming ideas for my Guilty Gear x Splatoon design thingies but art block hit me right in the face! :'] I'm working on them now though!
In the meanwhile, have these short not really short drawings of some guilty gear characters I did to catch myself up!
Original pictures below:
#my art#digital art#guilty gear fanart#fanart#guilty gear#ggst#guilty gear strive#Haha#You can tell when I started changing rendering styles#Whoops#a.b.a guilty gear#paracelsus guilty gear#slayer guilty gear#sharon guilty gear#sin kiske#elphelt valentine#ramlethal valentine#asuka guilty gear#that man#sol badguy#Aaaand I forgot to add the character tags#and had to come back a few days later to actually do so#Whoopsie doodle#:]
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BIG ABACELSUS ART DUMP from like late June to early August. These are all stuff I posted on twottr during that time...
After this I became a Bedman kin and drew him a bunch LMAO
#guilty gear#a.b.a#paracelsus#abacelsus#guilty gear strive#gbart#sorry i never post here tbh i juts forget.#i have a lot more backlog (mostly gg stuff) to post but i'll do it later#you can see my paracelsus design changing from drawing to drawing LMFAO#i'll upload his latest laterrrrrr
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