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Okay okay okay okay okay i am not okay
So. Hello hi. Time for some more pain. This bitch has finally focused enough to listen to clancy. I made 4 pages of notes, most of them are incoherent screaming, but yeah. The album made me feral and i went back to this post RIGHT AWAY to read it (i didn't want to spoil myself before!!)
AND. AND!! ALL OF THIS FITS SO MUCH, YOU GUYS. I AM YELLING. DEMAVERSE IS GOING TO BE MY ANOTHER ST-LORE MULTIVERSE PART, FOR REAL (i have 48596 different interpretations for st lyrics and this one is just added to the lot).
I am. Kissing both of your foreheads. But also. How could you do this to me.
I have some more notes, random, bc i am unable to make sense now:
"Can't change what you've done" vs "I must be someone new". There is. There is a lot to unpack here, especially connected to your interpretation of things but i am too dumb to form any words about it!!!!!!!! Vessel realising what's been going on by TMBTE and euclid being the culmination of realising it!!!!!!!
Oh god the water references. I could write a whole apart post about it. And the fucking. Islands from the Dema lore. THE GIOLENCE ISLAND, REALLY???? Gnawing the bars of my enclosure.
The whole album (clancy) is so depressing. I think it's more literal than the previous albums, which makes me think about the entire ST discography too.
"The reassuring you keep comin' around, it's tough to find good company", TYLER IS BEING VISITED BY THE APPARITION TOO, METHINKS
Oh wow, Darya's question about trash the dragon made me think now, what if it's him appearing in the dreams (biiiiig stretch here tbh, but i'm putting this here anyway)
Vignette made me think of ST too, with all the bites and peeling from the bones stuff. Idk how that would fit into the lore tho 😔
THE BIRD NOISES, GUYS. THE FUCKING. BIRD NOISES. IN TMBTE AND PALADIN STRAIT. I AM GOING TO CLIMB MY CEILING AND START EATING THE WALLS
if you'll allow me some space to share my ✨thøught✨ for the day:
obviously we see the parallels between tyler & vessel. i think they're opposite sides of the same coin. vessel gave in willingly to his adversary (sleep) and tyler was captured by his (blurryface). while vessel remains under sleep's power, tyler is constantly trying to run away. they both made music used to garner support for their adversary, yet vessel did it willingly and tyler did not. as you said, vessel yearns to sleep because that's when he's at peace, but tyler hates to sleep because that's when the bad things happen. and there's so many more but let me get to my thøught:
(come to looney town with me and imagine that sleep and blurryface are the same. sleep is the deity connected to vialism.)
clancy and vessel are two sides of the same coin. they followed the same path into dema, yet vessel gave up. never tried to escape. he allowed himself to be overtaken by the bishops. he committed to the religion, dreaming of his neon gravestone. he spreads the message they give him (he wears black body paint. come on. smearing). clancy doesn't let himself follow that same path, so he runs. vessel only fights back when he hears of clancy's triumph.
(i'm sorry i hope you enjoy my word vomit. happy timezones lovely🫶🏼)
Em darling, respectfully, I'm kissing you on the mouth and taking a nap on the deep-ass wrinkles of your galaxy brian 🧠🌌
@fivewholeminutes Alex once you hear the album please come here, because we've had some Conversations™ about the ST x TØP parallels before and I know you'll love this.
(omg this is so long I'm so sorry)
Okay but this makes so much sense? Because in Vialism, in order to reach the status of glory and ascend to so-called Paradise, you must die and become a vessel (!!!!) to the bishops, who control your body through those antlers (!!!!!!!!!!!). VESSEL IS LITERALLY A VESSEL TO THE BISHOPS. HE IS DEAD AND IN "PARADISE".
The night comes down like heaven
Of course it does! That's what Sleep aka The Bishops want you to believe you silly boy 😭 Of course the night does not belong to God, it belongs to them. That's why Clancy can't fall asleep/dream - he must stay awake so the dark doesn't take over him (ODE TO SLEEP AAAAA).
What if Vessel was also trying to escape in that car with Clancy, before he surrendered aka Ascended?? What if Clancy made it out to Voldsøy alone, but Vessel was seized by Nico and therefore never met the Banditos? That's why he never references yellow. It's always red and blue.
Maybe the gold in Chokehold and Aqua Regia is him still holding on hope that the Banditos exist, that the myths are true. But he never made it out of the car with Clancy, so of course he wouldn't have known.
But in that case, just like Clancy is special and isn't affected by the powers, maybe Vessel also has a resistance? He surrenders to Vialism, to Sleep/Blurryface, gives up his name and identity in order to reach glory and fame and spread His word (omg how is this fitting so perfectly lmao), but a part of him is still aware of it all. He isn't really dead - he is asleep.
OH OKAY WAIT. SO! We know Keon is the most compassionate Bishop right? What if Sleep isn't specifically Nico/Blurryface, but a combination of the Nine? Or possibly the force behind them?
What if Keon was the one who had Vessel under control (possibly representing the romantic/affectionate nature of Vessel and Sleep's relationship), and since Clancy stabbed him, he severed that tie and allowed Vessel to regain some control of himself? Which leads us to Take Me Back To Eden aka Vessel fighting back. Maybe Euclid is what happens after Clancy reaches Nico's tower and have that final confrontation?
I don't think we know how Clancy initially reached Dema, but I'm assuming it has to do with his past - Dema offered an alternative/solution to all the pain he felt *if* he followed their twisted propaganda.
It took a while for Clancy to see what was wrong and gather up the courage to leave, so I'll assume it's the same for Vessel. They tried to escape but Clancy met the Banditos and the rebellion, which offered him a real alternative - hope. Vessel never did so of course he succumbed to Sleep/ the Bishop's brainwashing and accepted the deal - just like you said, he did it all willingly, while Clancy/Tyler didn't.
Also - Clancy was never alone since he had the support of the Banditos, of the Torchbearer, and of Ned. Vessel had to fight all by himself 🥲. Boy's got no friends 😔 (they are as brainwashed as he is).
AND THAT'S WHY!!! That's why TMBTE ends with Euclid, a song about hope and breaking the cycle - renewal - while still mourning for the life he lead up until now in Dema/ under Sleep's influence, while Paladin Strait is all about sacrifice, about the last effort to finally reach some peace.
I have a feeling the Paladin Strait mv will end with him dying - maybe his death will bring forth the liberation of the citizens of Dema and by consequence, of Vessel.
Also! Things I find interesting but can't really fit here but please latch on them (mostly typing this so I don't forget):
Trench has a lot of snow and trees, which could fit into the "diamonds in the trees / ancient canopies" imagery. Vessel spent more time there under Sleep/Blurryface's influence
The beach!! The water!! Both of them make a lot of references to water and That Beach aka sacred shores aka where Clancy and Torchbearer emerge from aka the only way out of Trench
CHLORINE IS A NEUTRAL CHEMICAL. NOT ACID NOR ALKALINE. The one used in pools (aka Ned's pool in Chlorine) is slightly alkaline according to Google. Coincidence???? I think not.
Also in Chlorine - Tyler makes a reference to the taste of lead. Hmmmmmm there's a connection there with Granite kinda? I'm reaching BUT!!
"And I'm done dancing to alarm bells" maybe it's a reference to him being done with SAI's propaganda/distraction?
The burning car / car crash references from both.
"I'm a waking hell and the gods grow tired" -> Vessel never fully ascended as the Bishops intended which causes a lot of friction between them
Josh and ii are the same person too. ii is Vessel's Torchbearer 🥹
Look. It's late (as I type this) and you come here with that amazing brain of yours connecting dots, and I can't help but latch on to them. I feel insane just typing this all out but!!! It makes SO MUCH SENSE OMG.
I wonder how Ned and Thrash fit into the narrative 🤔
#i am unwell send help#i'm gonna tag it as#sleep token't#bc it's more focused on dema anyways#but also. i will never be the same. my brain will now think of the demaverse 24/7
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#aesthetic#mentally tired#mentally fucked#depressing quotes#mentally exhausted#drugs aesthetic#iv drugs#edgy theme#mentally unwell#i am unstable#depressiv#tw depressing thoughts#please help#send help#girl interrupted#i need heeeeelp#chronic illness#mentally unstable
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i am so normal about kenshi takahashi
#kenshi takahashi#johnshi#mortal kombat#art#digital art#i am mentally unwell#I can’t stop thinking about him#when does the hyperfixation stop#men with stubbles own my life#please send help#do I tell my therapist ?
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burrich
#rote#realm of the elderlings#my art#rote fanart#burrich#chivalry farseer#fitzchivalry farseer#nettle farseer#molly chandler#farseer trilogy#royal assassin#assassin's quest#i am seriously unwell about this man#i cant stop drawing him. someone please send help
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You seem to be following the steps of the poet, Phraya Sisunthonwohan. Soon you'll have about 10 wives under your arm. Lovers? One is enough for me.
#i feel you linger in the air#thaidramaedit#i feel you linger in the air the series#nonkul chanon#bright rapheephong#asianlgbtqdrama#asiandramaedit#perioddramaedit#ifylitaedit#prangon gifs#khun yai! you can't just recite love poetry while laying on a man's lap!!!#you sir! are romancing the heck out of him#both of you caressing each other's hand. wrist. fingers#please i am unwell#they have captured me body and soul#don't send help#let me stay here forever
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Gojo actually died. We know this. So imagine if, in his dying breath, he cursed Kenjaku/Geto like Rika did to Yuta. Since we got “Geto” panels this chapter, we could get a Satosugu reunion where Gojo is a curse. In this essay I will-
#jjk leaks#JJK#jjk 270#jujutsu kaisen#satoru gojo#gojo satoru#geto suguru#suguru geto#satosugu#i am mentally unwell#send help#queuwue
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Toons ranked based on how strong they are!1!1
made another tier list since the other one got a lot of likes loll props to my friend alex for this idea
I headcanon shelly to be really strong despite her size btw
#dandys world#dandys world shelly#vee is fr vox#vee dandys world#send help#poppy dandys world#dandys world boxten#glisten dandys world#dandys world razzle and dazzle#dandy diddys world!1!+#dandys world teagan#astro dandys world#pebble dandys world#cumso dandys world#dandys world toodles#rodger dandys world#flutter dandys world#dandys world tisha#dandy's world brightney#finn dandys world#dandys world shrimpo#scraps dandys world#goob dandys world#i am unwell
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if you’re holding back any benjicot/davos blackwood one-shots i beg you to stop holding them back it has become a matter of health i am going insane i need to read about this man
#davos blackwood x reader#bloody ben x reader#benjicot blackwood x reader#house of the dragon#i am unwell#send help#kieran burton
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woke up at the buttcrack of dawn and wrote a devastating minho finding thomas and newt after you know what happens fic
#this is crazy#what is wrong with me#I haven’t written fic in years#the maze runner awakened something long dormant in me#I am unwell#send help#newt lives except they don’t know that whoops#and it’s preslash#thominewt#of course#and minho centric bc my boy does not get enough attention#the death cure spoilers#minho tmr#tmr#the maze runner#newtmas#tominho#minewt#maze runner#thomas tmr#newt tmr#the death cure
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sillies <3
@sonderfairy
#the moth prince#the moth prince fanart#fercade#I love me a good slowburn#I literally am unable of thinking of anything else other than these idiots send help#waiting patiently to see them hug for the first time#I just KNOW fern will be so clingy I am v excited#that mf is so touch starved I can just tell#consequences of living in a cave for a year#I would presume that that event would result in them realizing that they are in love with arcade#but honestly I fear the denial would just get worse LMAOOO#and lemme be the first to say I am SAT#number one fav thing in a slowburn is never ending denial that just keeps getting harder and harder to rationalize#anyways fern and arcade are the silliest sillies to ever silly and I am unwell about them have a good day 👍
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AHHHH NEW HIPERFIXATION HITS HARD
i so fkn love putting ig filtres on thats shit
*hlibny dar - cheap ukrainian brand of vodka (horilka) which i used to eat during weeks recently
oh and i had a birthday so im like 19 now
#metalocalypse#toki wartooth#nathan explosion#william murderface#pickles the drummer#pickles metalocalypse#skwisgaar skwigelf#like ahhhh#im gay as fuck#please send help#i am unwell
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Hello lovely! I was curious how you'd rank Will's outfits in TF. Which look is your favorite?
Love, Jess 💜
Jess
JESSS.
This ask has thoroughly destroyed me but I am so grateful to you and the thots that have come from it, so thank you very, very much. 🥵
These were not easy decisions, and it took a lot of time staring and researching, but here are my rankings:
The Polo.
Come on. The fit of that thing? Fuck me. The way it stretches over his broad shoulders and his firm tits and how it showcases those arms of his?!? I'm wrecked. Every single time I see THAT scene I am incoherent and making noises and there's drool.
Not only the shirt, but the jeans?!? They cover those legs of his in a way that makes them go on for DAYS. The belt? The way he makes a point to hold the belt as he's talking? Fuck off, Captain Miller, you're too sexy for words.
The Grey Henley. (I couldn't find a better gif 😩)
Just. Yeah.
I hardly have words to explain this one.
I mean, he could've undone that last button which probably would've put this outfit at number one, but god the fit of it is purely carnal and I'm unwell. Points for rolling up the sleeves to show off his amazing forearms which are a favourite feature of mine and a whole kink in itself. And pairing it with those cargo pants? 👌 A+ Will.
I'm calling this next one The Warrior Outfit.
The plaid shirt. The slutty scarf. The tac vest with all his gear and weapons 🫠 (hey, Captain let's put those zip ties to good use…) We have another appearance of cargo pants, this time equipped with built in knee pads (🥵) I can't begin to explain how this outfit gets better over time with him being soaking wet from rain and swimming across that river, the mud and dirt and grime, plus the blood from his gunshot wound….I'm starting to think this needs to move up in the ranks but I'm honestly such a mess right now I can't make a decision to save my life.
The Hoodie
I know that polo is under it 👀 Imagine how warm he is in that? I would like to bury myself in it and never be seen again please and thank you. He just looks so comfy and cozy and thicccccc in it and I really love this casual look on him. For some reason it screams Husband to me 🫠
The “I’m a professional and this is my fancy shirt” Button Down.
He's just so fucking sweet in this shirt. I imagine this is like his “date” shirt. I want to rip it off of him. Points for tucking it in those fucking jeans again 🤤 and rolling up the sleeves. 💦💦
Honourable mention to this outfit
Which I'll call The “this was rolled up in my bag for a week but it matches my eyes” shirt
It looks comfortable. Linen and breezy. Clearly effortless judging by the wrinkles 🤣 and fuck me the way it compliments his eyes in that last scene has me screaming. I'd really like to see him in just that white t-shirt that's under it though.
In conclusion;
William Miller can wear anything or nothing at all and it will severely disarm me no matter what.
#I am unwell#send help#send Captain William Ironhead Miller to revive me#will miller#will 'ironhead' miller#triple frontier#charlie hunnam
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so i just finished obx 4 ep 10.
I am not okay.
send prayers and wishes.
#starspeaks!#outer banks#obx#obx season 4#jj maybank#kiara carrera#john b routledge#sarah cameron#i am not okay#so unwell#send help
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guys
did anyone else catch joe using they/them on darcy????? and there’s a scene of the gang cutting darcy’s hair????? and kizzy edgell is transmasc???? is darcy non-binary in the next season??????
#I AM SO UNWELL#screaming crying throwing up#SEND HELP#heartstopper#heartstopper on netflix#heartstopper tv#heartstopper darcy#darcy olsson#kizzy edgell#non binary
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As Sunlight passes through the Storm
Lucanis leaned in slowly, voice lowering to a hushed tone as he repeated her name. “Rook.” The sound felt different in the air between them now, weightier.
Rook’s eyes closed for a moment, savoring the sound of his voice wrapping around her name.
When she opened her eyes again, they were soft, inviting. “See? It's not as striking in Tevene,” she said with a light laugh.
#I am fanfically unwell#Send help in the form of a short Possessed Antivan Killer#Finish Veilguard they say#you'll get it out of your system they say#amount of chills: 0#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#the veilguard#Lucanis#Lucanis Dellamorte#Lucanis fic#dragon age: the Veilguard#DATV#DAV#Or is it DAVE?#cynnedits
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***POSSIBLE EPISODE FOUR SPOILERS FOR RINGS OF POWER***
Uhhhh...I just saw the short episode 4 teaser and...I was NOT prepared for how it ended....
Actual footage of me being VERY pleasantly surprised:
#adar#rings of power#please send help#the rings of power#lotr#sam hazeldine#adar rings of power#uruk#trop#pretty sure i almost peed myself#i sounded like the chicken Hei Hei from Moana when i screamed#the number of times i had to rewatch it to make sure it wasnt a beautiful dream#he did not just use his gauntlet to extinguish a flaming arrow#the fuuuuckkk#i am unwell#kicking screaming crying throwing up#my boyfriend's back and you're gonna be in trouble#of course they would do this to me so i have all day to be hyper focused on it#pretty sure i just had an out of body experience#the way i fangirled the neighbors probably thought i was being murdered#well hello there#Instagram
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