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grimallkine · 1 year ago

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So I made some more headcannon's about my Murder Drones X Transformers Au.

More specifically Bumblebee. Soooooo. Here see some interactions.

"I see Optimus as a parental figure, and thus I gotta make sure to give him a spark attack at least once a month" (Bumblebee talking to Ratchet)

"As your older brother I say that Optimus, can suck it, we are going out!" (Bumblebee to Sari after Optimus denied Sari's request for McDonald's)

"I will literally lay my life down for you, I love you so much! You adorable little one!" (Bumblebee talking to Sari)

"I may look adorable, but don't let that fool you, I am a piece of shit." (Bumblebee to some random autobot that visited earth)

"You hate yourself? Omg. Same! I hate you too! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)" (just Bumblebee in general)

"I'm in your walls" (the same as the previous one)

"Hey y'all. How's yo day been, cuz i just had to witness my man eat roadkill." (Bumblebee after Blitzwing ate a dead rabbit from the side of the road)

#i love them #transformers #murder drones #transformers crossover #murder drones crossover #Transformers X Murder Drones #i am in pain #i am still demotivated #but god has MADE me live another day #not because he cares #not because i believe in him #but because he is afraid kd what he has created

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moeblob · 3 months ago

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As an attempt at a polite "going forward" comment...

I do not plan to draw for Three Houses or Hopes for a long while. I know a lot of my followers are from the past four years and I appreciate that you followed me at all! But if you are only interested in the art of those characters I wanted to be clear and say you can unfollow me at any point if what i draw no longer aligns with what you want to see.

I might draw for other FEs (like Heroes or 13/14/17) but I do not want to get involved with 3H any more. I do have other interests and across tumblr, twitter (now inactive), and sometimes on discord I've heard enough "I thought it was (FE3H character)".

This is not one person doing it and it is not simply one character being mistaken. I simply want to distance myself from 3H and have unfollowed a few people that reblog art of it because it just leaves a lingering bad taste in my mouth.

Thank you very much for your time and I hope you can find artists who can provide art for topics you like.

#moe talks a lot #not art #again this is NOT the fault of one person its been accumulating for a loooong time #its not even other franchises entirely being labeled as 3h oopsies!#i think one of the most frustrating was a twitter exp where i drew felicia and flora from fates and someone said thought it was marihilda #its just very demotivating and makes me feel like im nothing but a machine for the 3h fans and i want to move past that #i would far prefer no comments or tags than the constant barrage of mistaking a character when i draw for anything else #i know (or rather hope) people who do this are not doing it to be mean! but ! it hurts to put time into something to have it devalued #im sorry to those that really liked my 3h art but i am extremely burnt out on some comments and being asked to justify my doodles #i just want to draw stupid things and it got to the point i had to explain my stupid things #which defeated the stress relief of it being stupid #half of the asks i never replied to were like this so again it is NOT just one person doing this ! its just finally added up #to me needing to be open and clear #i tried to be concise in the main post but it still looks really wordy #opened the ask box again temporarily but not open to anons so we will see how this goes

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thebrookesnook · 2 months ago

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my tabs rn are a mess. rip my patience, trying to find the tab i need.

On another note...

...nom nom

#eve babbles #my sakura animatic wip staring at me as i open ibis paint and me hovering past it for suosaku is heartbreaking ngl #Like guys i swear its on its way to being done #im like 2/3 of the way finished #im kinda demotivated on it rn because im having self-doubts on the style of lyrics and ig overall??#like the first thirds of it is great #im still so proud of that #but then the second half is kind of #meh??#i dont think i did a good job on the transitions but ales said i am but idkk #anyways sorry for the ramble

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jarold-rat · 3 months ago

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Nooo please dont make me selfshippp 😢!!!

#Ill post other stuff soon trying to get back to drawing since i am still demotivated…#self insert #selfshipping #colress #colress x chris FOREVer #gabs posting #snowmachineshipping #hope this ship name isnt taken …

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marc--chilton · 1 day ago

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(mgv) house makes insensitive jokes over the ideals but does not really believe that his "worth as an omega" comes down to how many pups he has (or anyone's worth for that matter). his self worth comes from his intellect as, in his eyes, that's all he's really good for, all he's really good at that even means anything. he doesn't even really think he wants kids most of the time.

but then oops! having a pup with wilson now i guess! and even though wilson is pretty good at being as normal (their brand of 'normal') as possible, house can see how privately overjoyed he is, didn't miss how, when he stole wilson's wallet, a copy of the latest sonograph was carefully tucked inside. and he figures, well.... if i can do this right, if i can be good about this, i can finally start paying it forward to the man who deserves it the most. and if i am worth something to him, i am everything.

#mgv #hilson #house mgv #thinks about the date with cameron and how house said those things abt himself............#a pup would NOT fix him just to be clear #it delights wilson though so house starts prioritizing his happiness instead of like idk. positive affirmations or whatevr #which is not a. great way to deal with those issues but it's? better?#house detaches on and off for the pregnancy to cope with the dread #as there's always been a stubborn demeaning little voice of john house in his head that quietly berates his omega-ness #so even though john's dead by then house still struggles with even some baser instincts #and all the responsibility afterwards? to care and love and not irreparably damage a little sponge of a person that had the great >#misfortune of having himself for a mother? terrifying #he nearly relapses a few times but what stops him is knowing if he takes something it will affect >#their pup too. it would hurt wilson (good demotivator) but it would hurt /wilson's/ pup too (better demotivator) >#and he'd rather have the muscle ripped from his other leg than endanger a pup that's half-wilson #(even though theyre also half-house too)#but yeah so like basically.......... house hinges waaayyy too much of his emotional wellbeing on wilson #what else is new am i right

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tooies · 3 months ago

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every time i start to feel good about myself my dad latches onto some life choice or mistake i make to incur a whole new wave of self-loathing. not on purpose it's just that i'm his way of relieving stress. and yes he has been doing this for literally my entire life as far back as i can remember, to the point where my earliest memories involve him getting mad at me in some way and me feeling like shit about it but not knowing why he was mad or what was going on because i was literally 3 years old

#if i ever get the chance to be fully independent from him and no longer rely on him for anything i will probably go as no-contact as i can #unfortunately i don't know if that could ever happen due to the fact that retail is like the only thing i'll ever be capable of doing #and that just doesn't pay the bills. but i don't know maybe there's some potential in me for some really obscure job #that i have never heard of before that i could actually do #but unfortunately it just comes down to the fact that i am lazy and slow and weak and not really smart #and that just kinda locks me out of everything except for low level minimum wage retail #but i can still pretend that there can be a future for me where i can support myself without having to step on the backs of other people #because otherwise i just get too demotivated to do anything

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dreamtuna · 5 months ago

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I haven't been able to write at all. idk just nothing is coming out. It sucks. Feels empty.

#been feeling like shit lately idk i'm just so demotivated by everything #i was about to type “all my hobbies are hard to do rn” and i was like “oh that's just depression”#but i'm like why am i surprised i already KNEW i was depressed LMAO i literally see a doctor regularly for it #idk just know that i might be quiet but its not through lack of love for my fandoms and you can always reach out #i do check tumblr most days still #i'm just not in a mental position to reach out myself rn :(#tuna talk 🐟

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sysig · 1 year ago

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I’ll be fine, I just have to get it all out of my system (Patreon)

#Doodles #Spoiler alert: It has been got out of my system by this point lol #I had a bad writing day and it was terribly demotivating :P I've gotten over it lol #It was an Offline Monday and the previous several days had been such good writing days! To the point where I was worn out lol #But not recognizing that and expecting to just be able to Keep Going - well it led to a minor crash lol #Again nothing bad just complainy and demotivating I'm fine ♪#I am a little :/ about my devices being in the state they are that certainly doesn't help #My laptop's hinge and my iPod being so old and janky and my poor old tablet - still the main one I'm using lol #I think most of my USB drives are shot on this poor laptop so my new tablet that needs more than just the one just....doesn't work lol #It's a good backup to be sure tho! I do still kinda want a standalone proper-like... Investing in an iPad at some point is probably...#Well I'll worry about it more when it's an Actual Problem - for the moment everything is still working! Not the best but it's Doing!#Back to the writing et al lol - It was my Big Project which I think I've pretty clearly gestured at being an Adventure Time comic lol #I have not in fact rewatched the series beginning to end since finishing it - I've watched certain episodes but not just a front to back #I think a rewatch would be very entertaining! Seeing how all the pieces align from knowing the ending going in :)#But I'm good for the moment lol - I've got enough to work on to keep me going for a while yet haha #And as always I want More More More Tamagotchis #I've got my three but I want more!#Always about money huh :P Slowly but surely

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koko2unite · 1 year ago

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#oooooo #vent #feeling inadequate in my drawings rn #and sooo demotivated #i recently changed style in the hope that it becomes easier but it ended up being not difficult but... tiresome #even though i adapted this because i want to make things easy #this happens every month so i dont want to worry #but i still havent started my 2nd batch of comm #half of the art i wanna do are still untouched #i probably should take a break but with how slow and demotivated i am at drawing #on top of playing bg3 every time I'm demotivated #aka almost every night #i already passed that point #like unknowingly i already took my break and should be motivated and energized to draw #but somehow it doesn't #probably my mental illness #oh well

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glimpsesofeuterpe · 1 year ago

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i am still sick but feeling better (had like 20 hours sleep time)

#blahblah #oversharing in tags #yeah i cant smell nor taste anything even as no its still just a dumb flu #finger crossed knocking on wood its not going to last longer than three+ days #otherwise i am kinda fucked #....... as if i already didn't have ages of struggles with eating enough (barely feel/dont at all hunger #at this point i dont even know if its due to autism or depression or both or whatever)#if tasteless becomes like a default glitch holy shit wont i become even skinnier #i see no sense in eating if i cant taste it and the lack of sense and meanings demotivates a lot #no need to be dramatic esfer shuttfup we all know you will force yourself to eat to survive anyway #gdfgdfgfdgdfgfdgdfgdfdfgdfg #i mean i had tasteless glitch before #but it never lasted for longer than a day #it's real weird #how others managed to deal with it for weeks+

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upperranktwo · 2 years ago

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God this website is so dead its shocking...

#hope the KNY fandom picks up on sunday but i really doubt it #remember when ppl used to rb on here?#everyday i get more and more demotivated its not even funny :(#if it seems like i'm complaining it's because I am #sky rambles #can't wait to post all my stuff this weekend and get 1 note and that one note is myself self reblogging #i'm literally commited to posting stuff at this point so that's why i'm even still bothering #but it's why i've really reduced my manga colourings because i literally put absolutely hours into things #and then it just gets a couple likes and that's all

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grimallkine · 1 year ago

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So when working on the Murder Drones X Transformers Au. A friend of mine asked why I gave bumblebee a very feminine body.

And thus this fact about my au was born!:

So why do you have a femme build now. Every other disassembly drone has male ones?

Bumblebee: I like how flexible it is. I also like to confuse people as to what my gender is. It's a win-win.

#i love making up shit about my Au's on the spot to annoy my friend #i also love gender fluid OC's #and also GENDER UNKNOWN OC's #they are the best fr fr #fun fact about my au #i love them #alternate universe #Transformers X Murder Drones #:) hehe #i am still alive #i am still working on his design #but hey #the autism is autisming #and i love it #i love Bumblebee #iam very demotivated #because my mom is making me paint things i don't want to #but i can't say shit about it #so i am sucking it up

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tellie-vision-art · 2 years ago

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Wanting more Priyaxel content but also knowing if I want it that badly I will have to make it myself bc it feels like no one actively ships it/makes content for it anymore 😭

I feel like a loser here in my corner hyped up over something no one else cares about and I’m kinda embarrassed about it 😩 like I have thoroughly convinced myself now that I am dumb for shipping it bc no one sees it like I do and people are perceiving me as weird and overdramatic about it 😔