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simply-windy · 2 months

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Me when people tell me they love how I portray chars:

#windy talks #LIKE PLEASE #SOBBING #Y'ALL ARE SO SWEET CRYING CYEING CEYING #i have so many thoughts in my head about chars #i have so many ideas of how they'd act #and i just #I JUST GOTTA PLAY THEM OUT!!!!#I GOTTA SHOW THEM!!!#and the fact people are willing to sit down and listen to me ramble????#it makes me so happy since i've always self-conscious when it comes to that stuff #i am EMOTIONAL rn

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bloominghands · 2 years

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— “Blood on the Snow” by Hozier is such a Robin song & I am sobbing about it

“I've walked the earth and there are so few here that know how dark the night and just how cold the wind can blow.” - “I’ve no more hunger now to see where the road will go. I’ve no more kept my warmth than blood upon the snow.”

#;ooc #I am emotional rn #she’s been through SO MUCH

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tulkuns · 2 years

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https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRgQFFqu/

#I am Emotional rn

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noxtivagus · 2 years

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#tbd maybe #help i went on twt . mistake #🥺 i saw an en/stars (uhh slashing for tags?? idk how that works #thing tho n their hair r so pretty ! i love men with braids #wataru is so pretty man is so goddamn pretty #n ren's uh #'how do you fully enjoy a moment in time' SOB #I AM EMOTIONAL RN #i hate my mood swings man i feel insane rn #nah i'm good again i am thinking about final fantasy xiv n the fictional worlds in my head #imagining is my way of coping #bcs it actually sucks fr i am a pretty down to earth person with reality #but i'm also somewhere in the ocean #drowning? struggling to breathe? or maybe i'm relaxed #nah i'd more describe it like #the waves. sometimes its shallow sometimes its deep #i wouldn't compare myself to air in a sense that #idk how to explain but i'd relate myself more w the water #bcs even if i am brain empty or not thinking there really is just a lot of stuff laying underneath #that connection w water is even more poetic imo when yk the moon . it affects water right #i am actually so brain dead rn #like in overwhelmed n thinking too much but im not really processing anything in particular #i hate it. even if it hurts i'd rather be more certain about things #god there's so much to do #i'm wasting my time thinking about all this #oh god im thinking about so much stuff again this is so useless i should just be productive #gaslighting myself wooo hahahahahahhahaa joke #i know but for fucks sake its just so hard. i am so fucking incompetent #it's not enough i need to be better i need to do more. i'm meant to be so much greater #i'm too harsh on myself but fuck it's so hard to be kind to myself when. time is. and i'm. oh god i hate this so much i need to do better

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fuzzy-melonlord · 1 year

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(He curses as he gets to his front door and realizes they’re gone.)

Fuck!

- Asher

@sam-collins

#imperium reset 1.0 #Aster hurts theirself in their confusion #i am emotional rn

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 2 years

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oh right, technically i sell t-shirts

i forgot about that

#holidays are coming up and it would make a terrible gift #that's the main selling point #anyways these exist and can be exchanged for legal tender #the cost is the listed price + the emotional expense of knowing that i am judging u #bc i am. i am judging u #why would u want this. why would u exchange currency for this #there are so many other things you could exchnage currency for instead #a grocery store shrimp platter for instance #with the nauseatingly red cocktail sauce that is SO much better than a t shirt any time #hmm chicken picatta at a local Italian Eatery perchance? i am. a big fan of anything picatta #oh oh i know! 3.6 POUNDS OF FRESH OKRA #FOR THE COST OF THIS FRIVOLOUS T SHIRT U COULD INSTEAD PURCHASE 3.6 POUNDS OF FRESH DELICIOUS OKRA #and then --hold on i have a recipe--and then what u do is #so it is basically sacrilege to suggest this but what u do is u skip the cornmeal entirely #my southern ancestors are shaking a wooden spoon at me right now but LISTEN. u skip. the gotdang. cornmeal #instead: wash chop and soak (for 10 min) the okra in a mixture of 1 egg to tblsp water #then coat in flour #THATS IT JUST FLOUR #No cornmeal. i am betraying my heritage rn but I'm RIGHT #coat in flour sprinkle liberally in S&P and FRY that suck in veg oil high heat #until crispy & brown & u hear your arteries clenching in apprehension #so. so yeah #that's what u should do instead of buying this shirt go fry the shit out of some okra #(but buy local and young & tender if u can bc the grocery store is full of old-and-therefore-super-stiff specimens #pro tip (aka grandma tip): if u can't chop okra smoothly with your normal cutting knife then it's too old and tough.#...i mean u probably CAN still fry the shit out of it I've certainly done that before it's just much less delicious #ANYWAY. anyway ANYWAY. shirt. okra. farmers market. that reminds me of a post i made back when we first started selling these dang shorts #shirts. shorts shorts. oh shit i should make a crop top option.#i. i don't Know How to make a crop top option #HUH . . . i need to lie down now and contemplate the constant and irreconcilable limitations of the human experience good night

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explodingstarlight · 6 months

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doodling teetles

And here are some close-ups (might put them on their own backgrounds one day, but it's 5 AM and I'm tired so):

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bunnyboy-juice · 3 months

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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???

#personal #i am emotional yes #over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme #nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post #and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity #especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making #if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care #i just needed to scream #and this is one small thing #but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks #saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that #my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten #i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked #-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also #and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb #a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u #idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit #im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved #im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does #wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun

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plantswithme · 5 months

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sneak peek of whats coming in the tfatws steelbook on april 30th!

watch it here too

#why am i getting emotional over bloopers rn #sam wilson #bucky barnes #sebastian stan #anthony mackie #i’m tagging sambucky fuck it #sambucky

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royalarchivist · 6 months

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Fit: Like I said, I still can't believe Ramon... Ramon is a year old already. Who would've thought that a Minecraft Egg would change my life? Crazy to think about, crazy– changed OUR lives. 'Cuz it's not my Egg, it's OUR Egg. It's not my Egg, it's our Egg. It's our Egg. Our son [Laughs] That's right, he's a whole year old!

Fit: "Is this your way of shoving child support on us?" I mean... Look, I'm just going out to get cigarettes, that's all. I'll be- I promise, I'll be right back, I'm just going out to get cigarettes.

Fit: No don't worry, I'm not gonna pull a Spreen. I'm not gonna– I'm not gonna leave Ramon. Don't worry.

#FitMC #Fit #QSMP #sobs #April 3 2024 #emotional over q!Fit and Ramon rn #<- lying. I am always emotional over them #I love that Spreen hasn't logged on in months and isn't even part of the server anymore but he'll never escape the shade

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b4kuch1n · 2 years

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same teacher, different lessons

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#sonic the hedgehog #dr. ivo eggman robotnik #miles tails prower #sonic frontiers #SPOILERS. THERE ARE SPOILERS IN THIS COMIC BY THE WAY.#SONIC FRONTIERS SPOILERS #smiles gently I can not believe I let sonic the fuckign hedgehog ruin my life #(I can I totally can)#hi <3 if you follow me because I drew this sonic comic. don't!#don't do it! follow me bc I'm funny and hot and devastatingly smart don't follow me bc I draw sonic stuff. bc it won;t happen again #I mean it. not bc I dont like or want to do sonic stuff. but bc I am literally in the middle of a job rn #one that I want to invest 100% of my time and brain in #this comic is actually an effort to win my brain back so I can do my job lol #because I finished miss penny snapcube's streams of this game and it force fed me emotions #I just! I just thought sonic would come tell eggman abt sage!! idk seems like something he'd do!!!#and also the whole thing abt letting the characters move on and have a future and change and develop #vs Killing My Baby Little Guy Daughter For Like Ten Minutes #thematically interesting! also for some reasons I had. a pretty easy time drawing this #I was mouthbreathing galloping like a horse to finishing this. Because I Need To Work #I didnt expect to have a good time with these designs tho idk why. probably bc I most suck shit at drawing animals #but to be fair yet again sonic and tails are little guys. theyre animal but theyre also like dudes. also sonic's design is kinda perfect #as far as character design goes he's really pretty goo- wait I made a continuity error hol on #okay. okay I fixed it. no problem. no matter 's all good now #okay. I go sleep now. today has been very noisy. but this actually got me through it okay #thank you sonic the hedgehog. that was pretty cool of u #have a good night guys! absolute freedom is probably really really sad #long post

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starz4valen · 1 year

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i love aromantic love. i love qprs. i love close friends. i love caring about everyone the same amount. i love having no hierarchy in relationships. i love being affectionate with your friends. i love appreciating your friends. i love all of it. aromantic love—partnering or not—is fucking beautiful

#aromantic #aromantism #aromantic love #qpr #queerplatonic #i love being aro #i love my aromanticism so much i am amazing we are amazing #im so emotional for aromantic love rn im sorry guys

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qkmlh · 1 year

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I loved Into the Spiderverse and it was a beautiful and game changing movie but Across the Spiderverse?? Oh it is special!!

Seeing Rio and Jeff and Miles and the way they communicate and the spanglish and Mile’s B in Spanish immediately riling his parents and the panadería with the lady decorating the cake and telling Miles to write shorter and the counselor’s let’s play up the struggling immigrant family angle that isn’t even true and everyone gathered around the way the do and Mile’s tia immediately going míralo!! Look how big you’ve gotten and the way she gets so close exactly the way tias just do and all the different dishes and the carne guisada con papa y zanahoria and Rio’s “I bet she doesn’t even speak Spanish” looking Mile’s and Gwen’s way and!!

“Bendición mami.” y “Que Dios te bendiga, mijo.”

And Miles’ grabbing Miguel an empanada and immediately going Tio!! And the ever so detailed difference between Miles’ and Miguel’s pronunciation and accents and speed and fluidity of which they speak Spanish and English and Spanglish because there’s also the generational differences and and and!!!

All of it!! Every single beautiful and wonderful detail I can’t remember right now because this is getting long but that’s so easy to see and process and feels just right and so natural because it’s done with such care and love and respect it is so so special!!

#Am I crying rn thinking of all these details that feel so fitting and natural and make me feel /seen/?? Because that’s like my family that’s #like my tia and carne asadas when everyone is there and that’s just like the people I know and see each day and all of it all of it is done #with such love and knowledge and respect it overwhelms me with happiness and laughter and sadness and so many emotions in such a good way #Miles Morales #Rio Morales #Jeff Davis #Miguel O’Hara #Across the Spiderverse #Spider-Man Across the Spiderverse #Spider-Man ATSV #Ani Rambles

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crazycometspecular · 10 months

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#my art #adventure time #finished watching all of the show I am only emotions rn #fern #finn the human #fanart

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silusvesuius · 3 months

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nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am

#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils #but it's ok i just needed a nap #something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me #wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas #something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh #i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn #(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeee😢😢😢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e #i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real #i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel #also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay #is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level #when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic 😑BRU #look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it #at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal

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gods-and-accolades · 3 months

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I just had the most beautiful tarot reading with Lord Apollon where he basically expressed his unhappiness in how I don’t really come to him all that often when I’m struggling, and he wants me to start reaching out for his help more because he’s not happy with the disconnect between us. And I just,,,, when he’s normally pretty strict and harsh with me, then to suddenly feel that level of care and concern from him,,, I just,,,,,,

#probably delete later I’m just emotional rn #Lord Apollon I would die for you I am so serious #hellenic polytheism #hellenism #apollon deity #apollon devotee #pagan

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