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vivi-ships · 2 years

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I feel like I'm the silence but sort of reversed

Like yeah, I only exist when people are perceiving me but instead of them forgetting me once they aren't looking I forget that I exist. When I'm alone I cease to feel and function like a person and time becomes somewhat of a blur.

I'm not real unless someone is watching

#i have a lot of dissociative issues #also my fiance is gone for the night so im home alone and like dont get me wrong i love being alone #im an introvert. a hermit even #but when there's nobody in the house SOMEWHERE i get so paranoid #also my executive dysfunction literally paralyzes me like wtf why cant i get up to eat or pee or whatever the fuck else people do??#anyways sorry ab that im unwell #derealization #dissociation #osdd #the silence #doctor who #i am an unsupervised sim and without somebody to click commands i will probably just set myself on fire

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