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sideblogformentalhealtshit · 22 days ago

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My fucking internet went out while drawing and that for some fucking incomprehensible reason glitched out my drawing program and deleted fucking everything i'd done. I'm going to fucking kill myself

#i seriously can not wait for the day i finally pass away #like i'm not interested in hurrying that along bc there's things i still wanna do #and the world's got plenty of things i like abt it #however it also does suck and the knowledge that eventually i'm gonna be Gone and never have to deal w #any of it again is the only thing moving me forward #like yeah this sucks but ive gotta live w it to keep doing the fun things and eventually i'll die and this'll never happen again #there being an end to this life is the only reason i'm interested in living it #AAAAAAAAAAAA all my work. nothing kills my motivation harder than this #personal

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