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got a new skirt and its so pretty however. my god is it hard to move in
#i’ll draw what it looks like later probs#but its a black velvety skirt with a slit down the side and ough so cool#but its tight and hard to walk in#hopefully its just cuz its new#thoughts in the void
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#talked to my credit union about pre-approval for an auto loan. im gonna frow up#tldr; i just started a new job after completely depleting my savings over the last couple months#and my fucking car has decided that NOW is the time it wants to begin its death throws after 17 years & 190k miles#so rather than wait for the engine to explode on the highway or something i'm spending money i don't have#(many thousands of dollars that i will need to borrow. specifically. 🤢)#to shell out for a newer & hopefully more reliable car before winter hits. and then i'm just gonna pray my new income can cover it!!!!!#on one hand i'm excited cuz it'll be the first car i've ever owned that wasn't a shitty hand-me-down with over 150k on it already#and i am absolutely drooooooling over the one i'm gonna test drive tomorrow#but on the other hand. it feels very precarious to take on this amount of debt right now and i'm FREAKING THE FUCK OUT.#i was worrying this morning tha ri was rushing into things and maybe it would be better to try to hold off for a couple months#but then i had to use my own car for work today instead of a fleet vehicle and the engine started displaying Silly Behaviors*#(*RPMs doing whatever they feel like randomly & a noticeable Clunk whenever i'd shift gears)#and since this thing has already cost like 1k in two emergency mechanic trips in the last two months#i feel justified in my decision to just take the L and hope nobody will look at it too closely when assessing its trade-in value 😔#ctxt#money talk cw
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i think ill try doing requests !
ill just post when reqs are closed sjskjeskj cuz don't think I can do a lot whwahaehjgewhg BUT ILL DO MY BEST
for the requests btw It can be something other than enstars but pls be specific if you're requesting a character or whjawgjhaw ykyky wdakjhwgdakkgwad yes
#my art#enstars#ensemble stars#shino hajime#hajime shino#yo watch this flop LMAO but its fine i just need this to get used to my new drawing tablet and hopefully get rid of my art block#but for now i slep cuz its literally 5AM and my neck is GONE it is DESTROYED i need to fix my posture fr#engurishu☆art
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sniffs. man. i really want this job :(
#misc#TLDR:#a recruiter calls me coupla weeks ago; says she wants me on their production - and in that same exact call ends up saying#“oh actually i'm not sure you fit. this might not happen” cuz she actually read my resume this time.... while on call with me?#how about you take a proper gander at my resume before calling me to offer me a job and then change your mind....#ended the call saying “contact me again on January 8th if you're still interested and i'll see if i can squeeze you in as a junior”#(which. okay. first off why would you have to “squeeze me in” when you actively called me for the job.#Also i'm not a junior. but sure we'll see what the pay is like)#so i contacted her on the 8th and she was like haha actually i doubt we'll have any spots left for you! smiling emoji#and just earlier rn she sent me a new DM asking if i have an updated portfolio since the one they have is from 3yrs ago#so she revived a little bit of hope i know i shouldnt have cuz i HIGHLY doubt they'll hire me for this prod given how things have been goin#its late now i doubt ill get any news one way or another before sometime next week (hopefully)#ugh...... i really want this job man.#i've had too many feature film opportunities slide from my grasp. please let me have this#having this one experience will make it easier to get hired for more. i'm fucking begging on my knees
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finally got the new desk set up in my room and cleaned out my dresser nd closet (had barely touched anything in there for Literal Years cuz of how much of a mess they were). feels surreal
#we still gotta figure out a new chair situation cuz the one ive been using#is Not Good its this awful office chair my dad had since before i was even born and its the most uncomfortable thing ever#also theres still a lot in my room that needs to be cleaned…….namely everything on top of the dresser XD#nd i gotta sort out a lot of my closet still ive been using it to store all my art n stuff for years its piled up so much stuff#that ive been meaning to get more organized AND scanned since its just. so much theres no real way i could take all of it#whenever i end up moving out.. i want to be able to still look back on it even if its not all physical#i found some goofy stuff while throwing out these old binders frm middle school i might post em#inquisitivewaltz.txt#realizing as im typing this out its a little. silly that this feels like such a big accomplishment#my rooms been fucking disgusting and an absolute mess for years now and im not very good at taking care of. well anything#so little stuff like this feels sorta relieving like. im kind of getting my life together in some sorta way#idk#oh wait also we didnt end up having to move as much as originally expected which im#pretty happy about i was really reluctant abt getting the new desk purely cuz itd completely alter the layout of my room#….which isnt very good rn but i didnt want to have to deal w the new thing i know for a fact what my parents had planned wouldve been worse#also the new desk has shelves so have more room to put shit and itll hopefully be actually more organized instead of#just throwing things onto my dresser and forgetting it even existed in the first place becuz it gets completely buried by everythint else
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anyways shout out to when i gave braids to sunset she looked sooo cute
<333333 i soo need to like get my own mlp dolls again omg i lovee brushing their hair
#rambles#i still have my two customized dolls that i have not posted cuz one needs wardrobe repair 😭😭😭#but my mom got new yarn so imma steal some and use it for her its sonna look adorbs#erhmmm#hopefully i remember to or at least just try
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You built your own computer today? 👀
This sounds like a story for stream, but perchance I can ask how that went- or for a little more- in this here ask?
I DID! All the parts finally came in a bit faster than I thought so after class today I have just been building and setting up my computer, it went pretty well, some pretty easy troubleshooting. i guess here is as good a place as any to show my build.
#I think its clean as hell#and works#which is a plus for my first pc build#asks#but HELL YEAH NEW PC#I can't wait to stream bigger games#and hopefully premier runs better as well#just waiting on another monitor now cuz ive been spoiled with my 3#pc build
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sour apricots and loud floor fans. it's almost summer :D
#just me hi#i don't like sour fruits but today i will have them hfsh :>#+ turned on the fan cuz i like to be just-cool-enough and also the white noise <33#funny how the fan is like a lullaby. calming and will put you to sleep if you're not careful lol .v.#/also discovered that standing up while listening to my music lets me just start Dancing so we're doing that hbfvhs#fun stuff :D#//anywho i discovered a new way to set the nose on the face so i think i'm going to practice that today :3#and upside-down heart in the middle of the face seems to work pretty well! i tried a long triangle before but they always turned out Way to#long fghbhfsbv#the main problems i have with the face is putting the eyes too high + the nose too long. been working on that so yea!! :>>#Also i've been practicing drawing the jaw from below for a minute- i Am getting better :DD#//i <3 music ouhghguhguhogh#[boings and shimmies]#//also <3 cleaning up my email lol#sounds silly to me but it's nice :>>#//blah speaking of i have to clean my space#i haven't vacuumed in a hot minute. eeeuurghhh#cuz i have everything set up in the Most inconvenient way for a vacuum to pass through hhhghfsh#'why don't you just rearrange it?' this is the best way i can have my stuff set up to have maximum privacy so i dunno hhghfh#any other way and my desk will be facing its back towards the door; My back towards the door lol#i Could put it sideways but then you can still see what i'm doing when you walk in. not ideal !! hbfsh#oh wells. sigh. i will vacuum later at some point. hopefully today. i think it'll be today :>#//Okay gonna go do my things now#my things and stuffs. see you on the other side - ciao ciao toodles :3
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been shitting myself over joining one of these outdoor socials but I was rly brave + showed up to one of them but there's no one HERRREEEE
#AM I IN THE WRONG PLACE???????? girl help I'm still new to [city] idk my way around that well 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#at least its not as embarrassing as it could bc cuz the parkrun just ended so theres tons of ppl milling around in gym gear#i blend right in...#this is so sad tho i was hyped now im gonna have to go home tail between my legs and do a weight workout instead :^(((((#i think they normally meet in other places so hopefully next time. ill show up the right place LMFAO#I swear theyre in the wrong place tho. like this is the exact postcode and building they put in the ad????????#wish I had one of their numbers so i could text and ask where tf they are. or if it got cancelled#AUGHHHHHHHHHHHH#ok well. at least i tried that was so brave of me <3#.diaries
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This is the most expensive paint I own now
#it was 18.99#i had a michaels gift card and they didnt have the thing i was actually there for so i got myself a lil treat#most of my paints are walmart paints cuz theyre the best cheap paint (and also the cheapest acrylics ive found)#but i have some liquitex basics that i also bought with a gift card#those were my most expensive paints#i also got myself some teeny detail brushes cuz ive been wanting some that i didnt get in a paint by number set lol#ALSO#my replacement light curtain got here today#unfortunately one of the thumbtacks holding them up broke and i cant reach it without a ladder to replace it#and moving my bed out of the way is way too much effort so i guess ill just suffer that part of the curtain drooping down farther#than the rest#its a lot brighter than the other one#which. that one was 3....? years old. so that checks out#honestly im impressed it still turned on but it was having enough issues i went ahead and got a new one#same brand#hopefully it lasts as long#cuz most reviews i read of other ones thought them lasting for more than 4 months was impressive#so clearly them lasting 3 years of constant use is unusual for these types of lights#i had to go to 4 stores today#i was just gonna go to michaels and target. but then dillons sent me a text reminding me to pick up my prescription (it auto refills)#and walmart had colanders and mixing bowls cheaper than target ($2 each instead of $4 each)#so since i was gonna be over there for my meds anyway i decided to stop at walmart for those things since theyre for rinsing my rocks off#so id rather just go with the cheapest options#but i still had to go to target cuz its the only place that has my favorite granola#BUT the granola was on sale today so thats good#.......gift cards dont expire right? i have a hobby lobby gift card from last Christmas that i havent used cuz i dont go to hobby lobby#but i need to check if they have a jar lid with a soap dispenser on it cuz michaels didnt have any and i have a skull jar i wanna turn into#a soap dispenser cuz my current skull soap dispenser is a cheap plastic one i got at walmart and it sucks
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GUESS WHOS GETTING A NEW JOB WOOOO \^o^/ can leave this awful place lol B)
#getting a barista job :)#itll be like almost half the hours i currently do but 1. the pay is better and 2. i was told i can pick up more shifts so it id still enough#for me to get by with rent and groceries and stuff#and i hopefully wont be constantly frustrated at existence and filled with as much internal dread lol#do think its funny tho cuz the last converstaion i had with my current job was them hassling me about my disability again and now the next#time i see them im gonna be handing in my notice lol. serves them right#does mean i have to have the stress of learning a new job (will cry myself to sleep the first week of a new job lol) but it shoulf be good#once ive got the hang of things and feel less overwhelmed!!#ive always liked the idea of being a barista as well :)#only worked at my current job 2 months and that still feels like too long lmao. people never last very long here from what ive heard tbh#which just goes to show how shit it is#anyway!! a bit nervous but also very relieved
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[pulls out a giant nerf gun] [hits new dream with repression and miscommunication of the rocky traumatic start of a relationship beam]
#(it's not actually that bad) (they just have 0 idea how to deal with Fucking Anything)#healthy coping? never heard of her!!!#ao3 deletes my draft today. so i'm gonna make a new one and speedrun the rest of my fic the next time i have like four consecutive hours#and then send it to my friend to read over it#and then fix stuff#and then POST#i was so focused on creating a masterpiece that i forgot that i was doing this to be mushy and fun and to FINISH IT!!!#my main goal was to finish it lol#my rewrites have been good though!!! and i have my plan for the end i just need to write it lol#reading a lot of fanfic yesterday reminded me oh yeah. i can just be mushy. and i will still like it!#and hopefully others too#of course i have to be Right#i couldn't bear it if i wasn't right#but i can be mushy :)#tangled#bluebird.txt#i love it when the girls fight they need to fight more and by god i'll do it all myself if i have to#other people can write the fluff#i wanna make these bitches FIGHT!!!#and then make up and be cute or whatever#but i think ive accepted i can't really write romantic fluff. its just not in me.#kissing? like...maybe#for all intents and purposes just assume my version of new dream is ace because i cannot possibly be assed#to figure out the minds of sex-enjoyers#i'm a sex ambivalent person myself but it's still like. whatever.#in fiction makes perfect sense. in real life i guess also? but less. so i will not write it cuz who give a shit someone else has surely#written it#anyways#[takes my giant nerf gun out] HEY '''FLYNN''' CHECK THIS OUT
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Used a lip balm given to me and it smells sooo nice!!! It smells like candy... I love it <3
#aria rants#i dont think ive ever once used a lip balm before nowd i think bout it. my lips get cracked easily so i rarely use anything on it#(cuz im mainly peeling the skin off it resultin in many tiny wounds) but for a while now ive been using vaseline for it :3#its a cute tiny lil thing meant specifically for dry lips that ive been using for 1? 2 years now and its nice!#it doesnt smell like anythin tho so using this lip balm that Smells like smth is such a new experience for me. i smell sooo nice. tasty!#i still have a lot left for the vaseline tho. so im gonna still use that i just wanna try the lip balm to see if its okay on my lips#i think so far it is? not sure tho am gonna wait till tomorrow once i wake up :3 if not then oh well thats a pity. but if it is then#yeeeeeeeeeesss i love this one!!! gonna take awhile for me to use it again tho but at least! so hopefully its okay on my lips!
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Did some rearranging of things so a certain spirit in a skull could have its own place of honor. The energy in my room is so warm rn
#spirit work#it was upsetti with me but hopefully this will help patch things up a bit#personal#this also further reinforces my hoarding tendencies#cuz see look i saved an object jic for years and its perfect now#i used a big mass of tree roots as its new perch/pedestal#my dad gave me the roots several years ago#like maybe a decade?#it seems happy with it#like as soon as i placed it on the roots the room was just flooded with energy#can i identify said energy?#no#cuz i have to relearn how to read energy since my sensitivity is not what it was but its fine 🙃#tbc the skull was collected with offerings given and permission received#i was just dumb
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U should watch young justice
I want to and do plan to!! there's just so many cartoons to choose from and i'm still trying to choose which one is next after BTAS kjdfhf
#ask#anon#like cuz i know there's other cartoons specifically like. in the BTAS continuity/timeline?#but also. do i *wanna* watch batman beyond or move onto something more recent and therefore hopefully less sexist sdkjfhf#BTAS is so weird because s1-3 are like. yeah theyre a little sexist but like its the early 90s and seems pretty period-typical#and also less sexist than others 90s stuff ive seen for SURE#but then you get to BTAS s4/New Batman Adventures which is the late 90s and the sexism jumps up like 10 levels#and the show is just generally Less Good like definitely a batman i vibe with less based on his actions/interpretation of him#so like. do i WANNA watch batman beyond and see what happens with the sexism and old bruce and new batman there or is it time to moveon lol
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so. um. 👉👈
hi guysies.
Ig I should just say like. Hi
I haven't been posting here as much cause. Idk. Might be depression? I keep thinking its cause I've been so busy, which also wouldn't be not untrue, but these past, like, 3 weeks I think so far? I've had some free time but I haven't cause. I dunno, then again, I haven't been doing too much in general? I gues, besides very mandatory things, hell I've even been lacking in my regular skyrim hours of playing.
That, and as said, I get super melancholic when I remember just how sad and bittersweet it is that t0h is. Actually legit over. The show and experience, that is.
Oh all that and also becuz my headphones broke! Fuck! That's like number 2 in my bare necessities for when I post, do almost anything really! It's seriously been painful this past month going without headphones holy shit. Dude I've been scratching at the bit for some relief for headphones, I NEED music legitimately. Even right now, as I'm typing this on my phone, my music is on low levels.
But yerp. Its been. Rough. Really rough. I really do appreciate yall, everyone of yall. Have a sweet week everyone, ✌️!
#the butts chronicles#ogh but yea. been rough.#as said I have no idea if we'll keep this house cause man shits been fucked#uhhhh. lets see. recently my sister got into a fairly nasty argument with her husband since they were both drunk and hes a bit of a. hm#quick to being mad guy? I spose? but yea they made up and he actually apologized to me and my family for that so. its okay?#OH YEA FUCK LOL a few weeks ago fuckin tecksas got hit nasty with a hurricane and GUYS. I FREAKED OUT SO BAD LOL#cuz there was hail with the rain but since. I dont think we even ever experienced hail here I was scared that my ceiling roof broke again#and that it was the rain leaking to my room ceiling and was about to burst my ceiling so I legit started hyperventilating and panicking#with like. short and heavy breathing and almost crying badly until I went to look outside and saw hail and only slightly calmed down#oh but yea it was nasty lol. then the next day almost the entire block lost power and apparently sparks were happening cause fallen trees#uhhh. lets see. hmmm. OH OH RIGHT DAMN I FORGOT WE GOT A PUPPY LOL#we've gotten a lil pup all the way back from dec? iirc and she is now older and a shit lol shes in her teething phase and whatnot#still p cute tho and very puppyish. oh yea also during dec our power went out and ogh man dec was so freezing literally.#almost as bad as the one from. uhhh I cant remember the exact year but I remember it being within these past 4 years at least cause I read#a t0h fic during it lol. oh yea speaking of. we also changed our light company and damn. its been not bad so far! we had to pay up to 300#in our old company and now we dont even get to 200 so far! hope Im not jinxing it! hmm oh did I already say before that I had to get a new#phone? cause I did and I did not enjoy it lol. had it for a while and now and its arguably worse cause no damn headphone plug-in#I think I did mention this but in case. I did finish counseling. well more accurately they required payments again since things and whatnot.#I think? I mentioned the stuff I got for my bday and chmisas. I got mostly neat stuff. I guess. one of them has still yet to arrive lol#uhhhh. hrm. I did get Mr. Martinet's autograph as a present! hrmmm#my other sister got another surgery a while back and its been relatively the same since. hmm. my only other living grandparent passed away#me and my ex got into a. not great argument cause mistakes and whatnot. raccoons in the attic thats hopefully taken care of for now#aaaaand the plushes I ordered a damn near year ago have been technically canceled cause of unfortunate circumstances for the creator#who just kinda. posts things now lol ig.#but yea. lots. holy shit guys. lots has happened. fuck man. I think Ive been way more tired than I thought.#not to mention the past weeks of just. reflecting. man#uhhh#long post#LOL i gues#but yerp.
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