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Mischaracterization in the CCCC fandom: a yapsesh (alternative title: Erm... What the Gore is Going On?)
Hi. Woaw. I'm actually making that post I talked about.
So. One thing I've noticed in the CCCC fandom is this weird fixation on gore, torture, violence, etc. Usually a level of graphic content that makes your average horror flick look... pretty tame!
Don't get me wrong, I enjoy horror! I even think a horror story based around psychological conflict similar to CCCC could work well!
But is it just me, or has this fandom COMPLETELY lost track of what the characters are like in the source material?
Like. Let's be real. Nowhere in the album does Soul do gruesome surgeries on Mind, nowhere does Mind go ripping people to shreds like Doomguy, et cetera. The closest thing we have to an implication of violence is what most of us call the "Juno incident"- as even "tines stabbed through eyes" is clearly a metaphor with the next line: "that the sides have condemned."
Im gonna talk ab the characters themselves under the cut
I feel the biggest victim of this mischaracterization is Soul. In the album he's... kind of a victim, really. He toughs out being dismissed and fought over and pushed aside and outright dehumanized for so, so long. Are we seriously just... going to characterize him based solely on his lowest point in TSE? Spring and a Storm and Mucka Blucka are also songs where he's present- along with his presence in Just Apathy that the fandom seems to outright deny to keep their characterization of him as some violent, abusive monster. (Which, again, is quite literally never alluded to! He's honestly kind of a victim, if anything!)
Ohhkay. Next topic. Mind. Oh boy I have thoughts on how people characterize Mind.
He's not emotionless. If you believe this, you've fallen for his stoic facade. All of his songs are just. So full of so much rage. Maybe even a little bit of grief and sadness and fear, masked by said rage. He isn't some emotionless robot- (Heart calls him an automaton as an insult, but that's another rant.) and honestly it feels like such a disservice to such an interesting character with so much unexplored depth to portray him as such.
Heart. Oh boy. Where do I start. Heart what did they do to you.
Heart is the emotional side, yes, but that isn't just some... smol innocent uwu baby who cries all the time. Emotions aren't small and cute and timid. They're INTENSE and PASSIONATE and EXHAUSTING. Strong emotions leave you so, so drained, good OR bad. This is so much more interesting than portraying him as some "uwu hai dere!!" type of character. Which is nowhere in the album.
Whole is hardly even a character. Soul worshipping and praying to whole is fanon.
This fandom's weird obsession with creating shock gore and one-upping each other in a violence competition has spiraled pretty far out of control, and it's honestly crazy. How do you go from an album about internal conflict to violence that would make even the cast of Resident Evil cringe? Brah.
Final notes uhhh. Soul is a victim who got pushed to his limit, not an evil heartless abuser. Mind is angry and unstable and hurt, not some emotionless robot. Heart is the entire emotional spectrum, not some innocent baby. Ok i . I think that's all. Have a good one
#chonny jash#cccc#cj heart#cj mind#cj soul#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cccc heart#cccc mind#cccc soul#character analysis#guh. Guhhhhh#im especially mad ab how this fandom treats soul. what a shocker#hey guys did you know hes my favorite. did you know hes my favorite. did y#i want to see GOOD ANALYSIS OF HIM not him uncharacteristically acting like some mad scientist
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i've already seen people be negative about bit city... and honestly i wasn't expecting it?? i should just move on, since everyone is allowed their opinion, but it's upsetting me. idk, i liked it?? not ever single moment was equally funny but there were very good very funny moments in there and it's clear everyone is having a blast working on it so... it's a good show?? it's a good format. not every episode is gonna hit the same i'm sure, but like anthony said, this format allows them to change it up and make very episode completely different. i have high hopes for this show and i'm looking forwards to new episodes
i guess i'm just a little baby and i don't like hearing negative things about the stuff i like lol
#smosh#bit city#shriggy talks#discourse#honestly being in this fandom is exhausting#everyone is always criticizing everything smosh does#don't y'all get tired? oh my god
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if you literally cannot talk about a character in any context that doesn't involve a ship, i don't think you actually like that character
#being aro in fandom spaces is exhausting sometimes#okay sure you like the ship but do you like the CHARACTERS that are involved in that ship?#can you understand that the characters in the ship are individual people who are just as complete on their own?#also honestly a lot of the time this is just straight up misogyny#sure you SAY you like that female character#but you only seem to be interested in talking about her in the context of her male love interest#wonder why that is
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if i wasnt for my mutuals i think all of my events would have flopped
#auburn's rambles <3#gahhh its so dumb but like#events are my way of trying to connect w the twst fandom#and i have been so desperate for any sense of community here lately#i feel like im just screaming into the void#and i dont know why it feels like nobody new bothers talking to me anymore#i think its because people are scared of me but i wish they werent#ive tried my best to seem approachable and i tell people over and over that they can talk to me#but nobody does#ever since 1.8k really#its just been my mutuals talking to me and nobody else#and i love my mutuals but i want to have what i had when i first got here#i dont know if this is a twst Fandom problem or if its just me but#its like theres nobody here anymore and its not the same#im so tired of people being intimidated by me#im literally just like you i am just like ALL of you#its exhausting honestly.
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just saw a post saying "the 'problem' is only in your heads" about people complaining about the utter saturation of exclusive shipping focus in fandom and the constant devaluation of platonic relationships that oh-so-often comes with it because "it IS platonic in canon and shipping can't change that" AS THOUGH THAT IS THE PROBLEM WE ARE COMPLAINING ABOUT AND I AM GOING TO SCREAM
#unpopular opinion perhaps but I think arospec people should be allowed to complain about feeling ostracised and excluded in social spaces!#ignore me I'm venting#this one is getting SO heavily unrebloggable-ed bc I KNOW what would happen if this had the chance to break containment#i'm just. it's getting to me. it's getting to me today#I know people are having fun! okay! I don't resent people their fun! but it's EXHAUSTING and it's LONELY and I think we should be allowed#to complain about it sometimes without having our feelings on the matter invalidated#honestly it was the putting 'problem' in sarcasm quotes and saying it's all in our heads that go to me on this one.#aaaaaaaagh#anyways on a more positive note thank you to the df fandom for always being so eager & excited about my qpr heromix agenda#and so utterly enthusiastic about analysis about their friendship#even though they are also a very popular ship#you have no idea how refreshing and wonderful it is having a space where I know both interpretations are given equal weight in importance#<3
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#really fucking wish people in this fandom would stop throwing around whatever fucking buzzword is their favorite at the moment#in order to shame every goddamn person who has a slightly different interpretation of a character#love how in the past two and half seasons of this show i (as a bisexual woman by the way) have been accused of#being homophobic for reading eddie as bi or demi instead of gay#being misogynistic for not fawning all over lucy constantly (and i don't even dislike her i was just slightly critical of her introduction)#and now biphobic for both thinking buck could have behaved better on their date AND for being slightly critical of tommy#while actively expressing love for both characters#this fandom is so fucking exhausting honestly#911 discourse#911 negativity#i guess#except it's not about the show it's about the fandom
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there is truly something in the air abt getting my first hate comment on breaking patterns/mending threads two years after i finished writing it, and that it happens to be during one of the worst periods of my life
#don't even know what to tag this as#it's not personal bc arguably it's what this blog is for in the first place#but i don't want it showing up in my fandom tags#i don't even want to mention the comment itself bc it's not on them for being upset that i ended it the way i did#but there is something so triggering abt phrasing it as being 'disgusted'#about something very emotional that i honestly relate more to today than i did when i wrote it#if it feels like that whole fic was a projection of certain emotions#it probably was#a dissection of what i write about vs my personal life draws very clear emotional similarities#i've grown a tough skin abt legitimate criticisms on my writing#in fact i genuinely like being told the ways in which my writing is shit#so that i can improve it#but something abt this being abt the fic being too depressing#and having hope but not necessarily happiness#and having that relate to disgust abt the way i presented something that contains emotions that i have felt#and continue to feel bc life is a fucking nightmare and yeah i relate to the impoverished fucking asshole with the desire for affection#it's exhausting to experience this sort of thing even in a fandom space#where expressing my feelings is still not realistic or palatable enough#i get that people have triggers but i put trigger warnings in every single chapter#and you can't put a trigger warning in a comment#or know that i'm having a particularly bad time#it just reminds me why i stopped actively participating in fandom anyway#like i said. triggering
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I'm a brony in a way that I don't want to learn your head canons or opinions ever
Friendship is magic sure but I refuse to share this interest with you
Seeing MLP fanart always makes me conflicted because YES I love these characters and NO I was supposed to be the only one to ever know about them
it's MY little pony BACK OFF
#shitpost#Idk how to explain it#Selfish perhaps would be a good word#If I ever end up writing MLP fanfic I'll straight up make it impossible to comment I think#You can watch. Do not talk to me#Honestly I don't even know what I want from any given fandom#Talking to people is exhausting but DST fandom is one of the best I've been in and people I talk to there are cool af#Sitting quietly and pretending I'm not interested in the thing at all makes me sad and I don't like being sad#And there's no comfortable middle ground.#I'm just yapping at this point
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Realizing the adultification and demonization of Duke and Damian is just. Not gonna stop. El oh el
#demonization more in Damian’s case#and not in the characters can’t do bad things kinda way#but in a writers and readers are so racist they’ll never even acknowledge that they don’t grant him the same grace they do anyone else#especially their white faves in comparison#and with the way they keep tryna spin Ra’s and Talia as being like. perfect parents maybe slightly absent or evil back then but family ppl#at heart it’s just gonna be more excuses to demonize a brown child bc now the very basis of his previous attitude will be gone#i mean for some of you it was never existed or acknowledged but there’s a certain bitterness I’m feeling when y’all can point to a panel#written by someone who’s only read WFA for background and say ‘see its canon that he’s just a murderous asshole for no reason!’#same mfs who can’t tell me three bad things Tim’s done that they don’t fw bc either they’ve never read it or they justify it in their minds#and for Duke it’s like. just removing every aspect of his character bc god forbid u pay attention to a black child who’s not an easy stereo#that’s the difference Damian’s early appearance was very easy for a lot of y’all to stereotype even and at times especially Talia Stans#for Duke u can’t call him ghetto and u can’t call him one of the good ones bc there’s no ‘bad’ ones as a comparison point so he’s just a guy#he’s a good bro :) he’s there :) u don’t know enough about him to speak :)#and honestly if they keep going down the Al Ghuls are perfect route they might shoehorn Damian near that position too#that’d make it three for three when you involve cass. wow the poc of the family being reduced to no character besides propping up the yt#cast. maybe if we go that route and it happens to all three of them some of y’all will make a ‘fandom has a problem 🥺’ post and dip#like always el oh el so exhausted#batfandom racism#tim drake#jason Todd#dick grayson#bruce wayne#Lemme be a bitch today#Duke cass and Damian Stan’s I won’t clog ur dash with this#actually some of u cass Stan’s are….#I’ll just say it a lot of you are racist as fuck and can’t say shit about cass besides she fights good and deserves the world#batfam#wfa#anti wfa
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can we stop treating our participation in the voltron fandom as something horrific and shameful or is every single voltron post going to be prefaced with self-deprecation and disgust
#before anyone jumps down my throat I am being hyperbolic#but also!! I think we can all agree that vld deserves criticism & its ‘16-‘18 fandom had some miscreants#I think we all collectively understand that custody of these characters/this universe has been revoked from dw by the remaining fans#the miscreants have retired. they left. you’re safe#you can make positive posts I promise I swear to god you don’t have to justify being in this fandom to the rest of us… also in the fandom#yes even in 2024 who cares#use your filtered tags and enjoy your stay my liege#I am just exhausted by the constant negativity and the qualifiers and the criticism of other fans just?? expressing themselves normally#‘I don’t like this trope’ ok cool!! it’s actually way easier to scroll away and not think about it than to make a post shitting on it#we don’t need to know that you don’t like it honestly#filter it and enjoy never seeing it again!#but considering how small the fandom is now there’s a good chance the person who created that piece of art or that fic is going to see your#post proclaiming your hatred of it#idk just leaves a sour taste in my mouth#everything doesn’t have to be For You#anyway there are so many fandoms in the same boat as Voltron where the fandom has largely disengaged with the source material bc it’s bad#and not just bad but at times painful to consume#rant in the tags
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This isn't an article, this is a reddit post where people are speaking about the topic like grown adults, I don't really have a stake in whether these allegations are true, but it bothers me that, like usual, the internet will go into a hysteric frenzy.
Which, again, I don't personally care whether some rando rich people get "cancelled" or not, lord knows I have many fave shows/movies made by shitheads. What I suggest to people, however, is please always be cautious of news, and he said she said. Picking sides is not a requirement, its not needed at all, actually.
Keep enjoying your favorite shows, and chill the fuck out.
#hannibal#nbc hannibal#star trek#star trek discovery#heroes#pushing daisies#fandom#Humanity Trips Into the Wrong Timeline#fandom wank#purity culture#personally Im just irritated by the outrage - year round#the internet as a whole has been exhausting honestly#and if Im being real the people on the internet have constantly spread lies - about everything#so idk if he's actually been a possible shithead before this - or people are just too sensitive about everything#checking the wiki - this is the only allegation so far#checking reddit AND tumblr only gets me antis - so I can't even fathom#also someone being a dick is kind of a meh reason to believe this before we know for sure#just because I think Ta*ika is a grade A piece of shit - doesn't mean I think he's a harasser.#it just really says a lot about a person to jump to any conclusion here - and I urge everyone to be reasonable#rather than get into 'a mob frenzy" - this goes for literally everyone else too
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it is just the slightest bit annoying that i've spent nearly two years never talking shit about characters/dynamics/fan behavior i hate and despite my efforts i have not had an iota of peace
#bell.txt#not counting actual fandom crit bc thats like. im literally pointing out misogyny not discussing a dynamic i dislike#i have been so fucking nice for so long#this is not just about the post earlier its just in general#it feels like im the only person who ever bothers to try being nice and it sucks#bc i have legitimate criticism that i could express over shit you people pull#but its not worth arguing over so i keep it to myself#the misogyny stuff is just as exhausting and it honestly feels useless bc i see ppl rb the posts and then pull the same shit over and over#its like shouting into a room and stuff echoes back but theres no actual response or impact#anyway. it just sucks feeling like the only person who actually tries to be respectful
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hiding out in my Ryoma corner and avoiding Danganronpa fans on Twitter 🧯🛡️
#bit of a rant/vent about my day in the tags so feel free to filter out the // rant tag#// rant#i'm honestly so tired of the constant 'V3 bad' discourse that constantly appears in the fandom#like we get it!! you don't like it!#almost every month it's the same thing again and it's extremely exhausting#and the fighting/arguments that occur because of it is depressing#i know it's just a video game but honestly it needs to go#i just want to celebrate a fictional character's birthday in peace#not that they're celebrating the day before like they did with kokichi :/#for context it's currently ryoma's birthday in japan and i've seen nothing on the western side#i'm like the only one who really cares and it feels lonely#then again drtwt isn't very fun#the danganronpa topic section is just the same type of content over and over#also it's chock full of outside people being mad about the games existing#like it doesn't matter if you're critical of dr or not you're still gonna be put in the hot seat#which isn't fair#like why do i get punished#anyways i'm tired i just want my tennis blorbo in my brain all day#long post#sorry
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people be normal about miguel and miles challenge
#this is about multiple subjects and also extends to gwen and hobie in some aspects#honestly being a poc in a fandom / rpc is utterly exhausting. always something no matter what#if it ain't racism then it's fetishization. it's making the teenage characters ADULTS just so people can make smut about them#why are people drawing miguel with a muzzle?? like do you not about the implications??#white people piss me off so bad#tbd.#*think about
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Ik i don't talk abt bnha much anymore (I tend to wait to binge read stuff anyway and do go thru phases of being obsessed then completely ignoring stuff for months to years until I remember I Like It, but admittedly I've lost interest with it a lil bit regardless) but like. I get baffled when ppl lump bnha in with 'crazy fandoms' or whatever. yeah its a big fandom and im SURE theres discourse the likes of which i could never imagine (I am very good at blocking and blacklisting tho lol) but. it was genuinely, for me, one of the MOST positive fandom experiences I've ever had! ppl were always very very nice to me and supportive and I used to get so many nice ppl leaving comments or sending asks, and it actually makes me a lil teary to think abt bc. I am a very shy person tbh! and I always kinda worried the type of content I posted wouldn't be received well, but it was always met with kindness, and even when ppl disagreed with me they'd stay polite and thank me for explaining why and it always stayed very civil? so its hard not for me to look back on it fondly.
like for whatever problems I have w the series or direction its taken my experience was OVERWHELMINGLY positive and idk if thats just because I was firmly in the villains stan camp or what but. very grateful for it idk I'm just rereading old reviews and getting very nostalgic and happy if I could make ppl happy with it bc it made me happy too ;w; ill always be fond of the lov and a lot of the characters anyway. I still care for them very much. whenever bnha ends u guys gotta lmk if they get happy endings bc if not I'll be glad to write a fix it fic 👍
#to be FAIR. ive never had any super BAD fandom experiences either. i like to think im p good at being chill and reasonable and maybe that#kinda attracts similar ppl?? or. idk honestly but im glad for it lol#but bnha fandom overwhelmingly was supportive like. i had the nicest anons for it...i got the cutest merch sent to me for nothing?? that#was SO NICE I STILL HAVE IT BTW. i wonder if the person who sent it still follows me even tho i dont post bnha...#i mean i do every now and then when the mood strikes but ye#oh also danny phantom fandom was rly nice too abt my oc!!! my god she still has more notes than ANY oc post ive ever made#baffling how many cool ppl liked her and i got fanart for her too???#im always like. ugly crying when i get fanart of any kind JKASDHKF or fan works!!#very very very cool and nice....#sanchoyorambles#i want to write more fics sometime but i am STILL burnt out on writing from nano tbh?? it was SO EXHAUSTING#i HAVE fic concepts altho not bnha exactly#i do have bnha fics i could add to the wip comp that im never gonna finish but post regardless#altho tbh that wasnt received the best so maybe not...#:thinking:#there are some warm healer wips in there....i think#??#would have 2 check#also very funny bnha fact my sister is also a lov stan and has spinner merch in her car lol#same hat. we r truly related#me and a friend were talking abt smth related to this earlier#i dont get into good/perfect media much#bc i have this need to FIX THINGS#bnha fits that. i could fix her#ive never claimed its the Best Anime Ever but I CAN FIX HER *with a sledgehammer*
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Ughhhhhhhhhh
#fandom life is exhausting me lately#redownloading twt is honestly so bad for my mental health but also it’s the most efficient way to stay updated on things#fnc being so shady lately LIKE USUAL#also like 4 of my fandoms be feuding which is exhausting to watch play out#like srsly is it so hard for ppl to get along??#but also fandom life is like the only thing giving me any joy atm#real life is just ughhhhhhh stressful#fucking hate adulting#personal
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