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[tewwor]

SHIPPING INFO // ANSWER THE FOLLOWING FOR YOUR MUSES SO PEOPLE KNOW HOW SHIPPING WORKS ON YOUR BLOG.

WHAT IS YOUR OTP FOR YOUR CHARACTER(S)?

🧍 you know how long that'd take me to list out??? anyways, i'll limit the ones that have made me the most feral over the years —

@huntershowl + litho : yall want to talk about slow burn? that moment where we both clapped and they mushed faces together will forever be ingrained in my brain. 4 entire years worth of waiting....

@hnjwn / @cordoliae + chanyeol : insane. they're insane! the sheer depth they somehow fumbled into is just.. outstanding tbh. even though they're both hibernating, i had to mention them

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?

i'm personally only comfortable with romantic age gaps of around 10ish years. and, yes, i'll admit that does bleed into my characters a lot.

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY ARE CONSIDERED NSFT?

just before sexual foreplay + more. not that i really delve into that a lot anymore. but hey! if the stars align and the mood's right, then it still might happen.

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?

with mutuals? no..... god no........ granted, chemistry is still a very big thing. not every random pair of muses will stick and that's okay! but if you have even an inkling of joy with a romantic ship between our muses, i'm almost always on the same exact boat. so please never, ever be afraid to voice that!

WHO ARE OTHER CHARACTERS YOU SHIP YOUR CHARACTER WITH?

**please know that i probably missed a ton ( rip my work shocked brain ), but these are just the first ships i can think of where we've had in threads or yapped ooc!**

currently established:

@huntershowl / @icarusplunged + seph/litho & seph/jie/ricochet & seph/adal/lior & rusa/ricochet — need i say more? the original marked dating sim hard launch tbh OHGAWOIGH anyways, doesn't matter how long either of us go on hiatus. one of us keeps crawling back

@miidnighters + bella/jie & hartley/cruor/iris — the way both of them just stuck? it's amazing, jaw dropping, heart warming!!! every aspect of a robust, well rounded relationship can be hit in either, i love them both so, so much.

just starting ( and super excited for ):

@xinxiins + jie — don't get me started on how many times my heart's ached already. there's such a cultural connection that guts me Every Time 😭

@chth0nia + cruor — every time i think of them, i think of that crying dog pic you sent. exactly how i feel about them!!!!

@bloodykneestm + whoever you want lbr — i've yet to write those starters for iggy and alastair but just you Wait……

@interxstitial + literally anyone — like, okay yeah there's ravi sure ( i do love them though ), but if there's anyone else that piques your interest... you just let me know and i'll fedex express ship them over. i'll even cover the cost dw

past:

@temporalobjects + botan/clarence/pildo & iwai + chanyeol : i don't think i've ever had a canon latch onto a ship so quickly before? and the fact that it's technically post canon and he's lumped with two sunshiny loveable dorks! then there's... yknow.. the other two that keep dancing around each other. shed many tears from angst and laughter over both ships, drawn at least 1 or 2 things for each ♡

@womanlives + mercy/jie & dez/clarence : my 'missing you' letter. i hope you know that those two ships have brought me such immense joy and tears at the same time. truly have a special place in my heart ♡♡♡

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?

more like showing interest, i feel like? asking can be sooooo anxiety inducing ( i know it can be the same with just mentioning it ), but there's a very good chance i'm already jumping up and down in glee with the exact same thought so! just let me know!!

ARE YOU SHIP-OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?

it's toned down a bit ( barely ) ever since i've been overtaken with how dear and important other types of connections are. but yeah, still love ships with all my heart

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?

n/a

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?

just let a clown know. yall know where to find me in my lil' clown corner. if you're more plot heavy, then hell yeah! we can chat up a storm! if you're more 'throw things at the wall and see what sticks' intensive, then hell yeah! i love punting these idiots out and see what happens in the weirdest ( or saddest ) situations. applies to both monogamous and polyamorous ships!

tagged by : i was tagged... in it so that counts right? ( thnkx @huntershowl muah muah )

[tewwor-moving]

* & don't think i forgot about this one too :o) — @hnjwn

It’s only when the look of ravenous scrutiny mirrors onto Joo-won’s face, does his own start to slip. An imaginary breath is nearly robbed clean from his lungs. To see such severe features shift into a cutting smile, have the full attention of that intense stare. 

How utterly breathtaking it is.

He’s known to dive headfirst into anything tempting ( always edged with danger, of course ), but this — he is on a whole new level. There’s simply no other option than to be captivated, enraptured for as long as Joo-won desires.

Not that he’d make the taking easy, though. 

“Whoa, whoa— first you ask the most vague question in existence, and then you barrage me with a million?” If this was anyone else, he would’ve slipped in a laugh to draw things out even longer. Really take his time to shuffle the ball back in his own court. But this was Han Joo-Won and time was never of the essence whenever it came to inquiring on a personal level. So he saves his breath. Sorts out what he wants his counterpart to pick apart first.

“I persist because you also hold your cards so tightly to your chest that it needs to be pried free even for the smallest detail. You're peculiar in a way that most people don't bother to understand. But I want to. I'll put in the effort and jump through any hoops just to know more about you. Why?" He scoffs lightly, smiles that much more tender relaxed. "Same reason as why you take the time to figure me out even though you say I'm annoying and foolish and a fucking know-it-all. You don't even like to converse with people that aren't concise or align yourself with society as a whole."

"Yet here we are. Here you are, asking me the same things you've probably asked yourself like the answer could be something different.”

[tewwor-moving]

@hnjwn

I love the phrase "they get along like a house on fire". It's perfect. You and me have perfect chemistry and it's setting off the carbon monoxide detectors. People are calling emergency services to get us to stop being so chummy. Someone died

[guttersniper]

@hnjwn​​​ said: you remind me of myself at your age.

how much of these hills is gold.

something in mutt’s face, slowly, shifts as joowon admits that. not quite a softening, not quite a melting away, but a sidelong slip from the harsher edge of a wolf’s wary snapping toward something that, still watchful, carries with it too a hint of something almost resembling confusion in the furrow of his brow.

that’s not a good thing, he wants to say. it only goes so far as to show in a brief heart’s pulse flicker in his eyes. he could remind him that they’re really nothing alike, that he doesn’t know the full weight behind what he’s saying, but -- everyone’s got their own shit, and it isn’t a competition, and he doesn’t want him to feel less than in his anger, his grief, because he didn’t go through exactly what he has. there are locked rooms inside of everyone. 

“ you must’ve been a pretty shit kid, then. “ it’s one of those half-defiant, half self-deprecating comments he might remember being used to from him.

[prtcts]

@hnjwn liked

little town, big cop, bad combination; at least it is for her. he is the son of one of the most powerful men in korean law enforcement- someone hanako had had the displeasure of meeting several times over the course of her career. but blood, she knows, does not promise anything. his merits are his own, and that’s what makes han joo won a problem for her. because he isn’t arrogant, not really, just very good at his job.

there’s a halting, wary, respect for law enforcement. the times she’s worked with them, times she’s worked alongside them, taught her that some members of that thin blue line are really in it for the right reasons. other times, more often, she’s seen the corruption that slips through the cracks and rots the system from the inside. she’s worked with those ones too. of course, there’s always to possibility that an officer with a sharp mind and solid set of morals could take a less than savoury interest in her work; unregistered weapons, ability to kill, history of it. but that doesn’t worry her too ardently - the only problem it raises is being separated from her charge. the corruption will pardon her eventually. he is one of those officers.

“ you look tired. ” it’s the first thing she says to him, no greeting, it’s not necessary, at least in her opinion. “ this sleepy little town not as sleepy as it appears? exhausting it’s officers? ”

[ragedagainst]

hi, jyn, who is your favourite coworker :-)

i saw an ant in the bathroom the other day and didn't kill it so probably that

[sommerfelds]

@greenelight and @hnjwn sent 🍒  :    how much does my muse value companionship?  do they constantly keep people around them,  or do they prefer to be alone often?  do they have or desire to have many friends?  do they see every meeting as an opportunity to make a new friend?  

          samuel vacillates pretty dramatically between being a social butterfly and a bit of a shut - in.  on one hand, he  does  absolutely value and crave companionship and he does  want  to have people around him  ...  up and to a point.  the flip side of that is that he does have a tendency to self - isolate, especially when he’s having a depressive slump or when he’s having a particularly deep creative period, during which he tends to basically push everyone away, isolate himself, and just   write.   in social situations, he’s not withdrawn necessarily, but he’s also not constantly putting himself out there ;  

          ultimately, there’s also this issue where he kind of  ...  romanticizes  his social life either one way or the other.  he’ll romanticize and idealize his friendships   (  or relationships otherwise  )   the same way he’ll absolutely romanticize being alone.   (  bohemian artist vs. tortured genius, is really how he subconsciously frames it  -  and he’ll lean into either, depending on how his life is generally going.

FRUITY HEADCANON PROMPTS.

[tewwor]

no vending machine this time, just a bad hand and even worse poker face — @hnjwn

For a moment, a silly almost-concussed second, he nearly thinks Joo-won's serious. About an actual romantic proposal — not the banishment. That's a no brainer. Word will travel fast about how royally fucked this location's been busted by yours ( plus reluctant accomplice ) truly.

"If it means I get to spend more time with you.. Yeah. Spices things up, wouldn't you agree?" No, Joo-won will not agree, but that's the fun of it; this sort of one sided push and pull. "Oh, loosen up, it's not so bad!" That last consonant has a particularly airy ending. Almost as if he flitted on a wheeze from just having his ribs kicked in.

"Look, listen— how about.. If we get out alive then I'll plan the wedding. You won't have to do a single thing except rest that pretty little head of yours." A few steps towards the right and he squints. "Window or door?" Both of which are barricaded to the teeth. If it's not thick oak slabs then it's barrels full of god knows what. Well, there is the third option of going back where they entered if they want to meet the remaining gang head-on.

[tewwor-moving]

when do you gaze at your soulmate?

WHEN THEY DON'T SEE YOU —

you love them and you're not sure they know. but that's okay. you're used to loving more than you are loved. you give more than is given. and maybe others don't understand but you don't expect more. you tell yourself the love in your heart is not meant to be savored by anyone other than you. it's more than enough to get to exist at the same time as them. you stand in their shadow and you thank the sun for casting it. they touch your arm but they do not feel the same warmth which lingers on your skin for days. you gaze at them and they might even be looking right back but they are not seeing into your soul the same way you have memorized theirs. it's enough you tell yourself. it's enough. it's enough. but what if it's not? and what if you're wrong. what if they see you and all this time you have been too scared to ask what they're looking at.

tagged by: @ohsunshine tagging: @hnjwn @grapefruitey @huntershowl @kurjaks @lovepurposed @pohlepen @ohshadow @thanatologies @womanlives @natterghast + you

[kyberborne-a]

happy happy birthday libby !!!! i hope you have the bestest loveliest most wonderful day ahead of you and that this new year in your life will be a chapter you can go into and later back on happily <3333 may your year and your day be surrounded by kindness , goodness , warmth , wonderful people and moments , and comfort whenever you wish for it . i am so happy to know you and always have such fun chatting and writing with you , you are such a ray of light to me . love youuuu happiest birthday my friend 💘💘💘💘💘💘

thank you SO much vic this is so kind and your well wishes make my little heart warm<3 🥺 i wish all of that for you as well and i hope you've been doing good this year so far!! i love you!!

[tewwor-aaa]

interaction call ( accepting ) | @hnjwn

“My mother believed I was born a hoarder,” Chanyeol begins, as if he’s reasoning with the fresh bundle of flowers held between both hands; each petal still vibrant and in full bloom. “How I ate our receipts, flowers from bouquets, hundreds of snowglobes from weekend trips I’d already forgotten. If I encased the cities in glass, I thought, memory might be more than an airport souvenir. How every song that kills me I play into nothingness, using up my grief like an eraser at the end of a pencil.”

The first snip of sharpened shears to a green stalk cuts through the already fragrant air. Herbs had been prepared earlier in the morning for his brother — cut and twined to hang dry over the next week. “Then, one day, the snow globes dried.” A pause. “I didn’t know it was possible.” Still spoken plainly, simply, but with a dullness, the start of an ache that crowds familiarity through the veins. “In the back of my closet and in my throat: maps and maps and maps and photo albums, roses that smell of decay, and cities without snow.” The neutrality starts to lose footing. Fine lines fade at the corner of each eye as they watch the methodical process of trimming and plucking and arranging and— A swift prick to the finger and the room feels more solid.

One long breath.

He settles back into himself again.

“I mourn what I can no longer feel and I hoard because I am hungry to feel again.” Solemn, now. Though only until he presses the pearling red against his apron; let it bleed freely across the fibers of green cloth. Lets the black of his eyes slide over to the listening ear nearby. “Because I lie awake frightened I might forget the taste.”

[guttersniper]

@hnjwn​ said: ‘ you get into a fight, or did you beat him up, or what? ’

ja/mes b/aldwin.

“ -- you’re nosy. “ he fixes him with ever-sharp gaze, looking at him as if he could smell his naivety. “ i wouldn’t give a cop the answer to that question, anyway. “

[prtcts]

@hnjwn said: ❛ You can’t skate by on talent and luck forever. ❜ - accepting

they aren't friends. hanako knows that he equates her far too much with his father's associates to ever be much more than chillingly cordial with her. because those clients, with their public positions and their demand for discretion are unscrupulous and corrupt. but they're not the worst she's ever had to deal with, not by far. but she understands, even if he doesn't see it in her. she doesn't want anyone to see it. being honest meant he had never needed the kind of protection she offers, which means he doesn't know how it works; as if that would change the way he looked at her and saw a for sale sign - as if it wouldn't make it worse.

and yet there is something comforting in his contempt for her, familiar and consistent in a way so few things in hanako's life can be; their acquaintance dances on the edges of pleasant, with a mutual understanding of their distrust, and the sound of her native language on someone else's lips. and when he insists on bothering her - demanding information as though she were free to give it - it doesn't irritate her. most of the time. but when she shrugs off his question she sees that he's more boy than officer. his suspicions aimed far more squarely at the deputy commissioner than at her. because his anger is palpable and sudden, the furnace in his chest bursting from glowing embers to white hot flame. she watches it in his eyes. he threatens her, and for the first time in a long while, he gets under her skin.

" luck and talent? is that what you think? " she raises one brow behind dark glasses, " that i'm blundering through life with my fingers crossed? " fourteen years. fourteen years of relentless training and studying. drills run over and over and over again until the memory of defence was so ingrained in her muscles that reflex is faster than the firing of synapses could register consciously. a childhood devoid of affection or imagination or leisure - only knowing that wasn't the norm because they were taught how to separate relatives on jobs because families care. fists and swords and bullets raised her, natural talent is a myth. hanako was built to fulfil her duty. there is no such thing as talent. just dedication. " have you ever thought that maybe i'm not skating by? maybe there's just nothing for you to know? "

arms fold across her chest, and the cruel twist of her lips is indicative of the attack that leaves them a moment later. " i'd rather skate by on talent than nepotism. "

[ragedagainst]

libby thank u for being around and for writing one of the best characters in one of the best portrayals ever and for sharing it with us and for always growing in your writing i just feel so delighted and amazed when i see your writing and just you on my dash it makes my days better <3333

VIC OH MY GOD wtf this is literally going to make me cry? thank you so much for this, i want to print it out and then eat it to gain its power and it means a lot coming from you because i am always in awe of your talent and creativity across all of your blogs, not to mention how kind and wonderful you are, and how lucky i am to know you and be your friend!!

[choicescreen]

@hnjwn

“ oh, look at you two. “ arms folded loosely across her chest, she’s leaned her hip against the bridge. the creek babbles quietly underneath them, smoothing and turning rocks with time. a small simper appears on her face, looking pleased with herself. “ catching stuff for me to cook later, hm? “ 

[svyatoiy-arch]

𝐔𝐍𝐔𝐒𝐔𝐀𝐋  𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄  𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.

spice:     cumin. weather:     the sun beating down,  warm enough to cause sweat but not heat strokes. colour:     gold.   (  #c2aa6d  ) sky:     sunset,  with gold and pink tones swirling across the sky. magical power:     photokinesis essentially.     manipulates / summons sunlight and starlight. shoe:     combat boots. house plant:     english ivy,  especially if hung from the ceiling. social media:     instagram solely so she can mass post pictures of oncat! makeup product:     eyeliner. candy:     she’s more of a snacks girl,  big fan of popcorn and sour cream and onion pringles. fear:     abandonment,  loneliness,  to ever be separated from her powers  (  🤡  ) ice cube shape:     she’s not very fancy so the regular square / rectangular ones. method of long - distance travel:     trains!!   she loves sitting in silence with a good book or staring out the window watching the world pass by.     definitely goes on interrail one summer and has the time of her life. art style:     surrealism. historical period:     mid 1800s. mythological creature:     white stag,  ice dragon / sea serpent,  firebird. piece of stationery:     charcoal and those quirky pastel highlighters. three emojis:     🦌 ☀️ 🗺 celestial body:     the sun.

tagged by:     the angel and icon @hnjwn 💛 tagging:     @voidbeings​   (  ira!  )   @listmny  @rubyfall   (  ulla or cardan!  )   @appleyed  @henddriks  @dhufeainnewedd​  and anyone who wants!