#hmmmmm idkkkk

[blushouyo]

ummm. yeah !! my son !

under the cut is some extra information about him that i was worried the sheet didnt fully convey or otherwise didnt make it in !!

first and foremost, i dont think i made it clear enough that his younger brother is nere (though the full name i crafted for him is neeralin'llar and nere is just his nickname like how vals fullname is valddrin'draa) and that he was just a baby when house iltral fell. whilst otherwise pretty cold, his love for his bother was pure and it absolutely wrecked him when he died.

he was a devout follower of lolth and served as a tracker and assassin of deserters and threats to lolths reign. for prayer purposes, he always carried a lolths candle but he shattered the only one he had on him in a rage when nere died - signifying his revolt against his god that forsook his brother. he now carries the iltral signet ring that he had given to nere in its place.

less important to lore reasons, i also just wanted to mention the swords that he carries are the one that the drider drops and the one from the shrine of eilistraee.

speaking of eilistraee, val seeks her patronage and protection post-game as lolth had already began punishing his abandonment - his scars on his lips being the beginning of his transformation into a drider, though the process has been slowed by the various other **** he has going on.

on to the companions, he is really only close with astarion and shadowheart though he has mostly positive relationships with the others as well.

he fell for astarion during their time in the underdark and specifically when astarion, despite his previous complaining, parleys with nere in vals stead after val took a mortal blow during the prior fight. astarion was slower to fall but vals attitude change and loyalty from this moment onwards eventually ensnared him as well, their only serious disagreement from that point on was the fate of the cult - astarion wanting to rule it but val wanting to destroy it (as it had led to the death of his brother).

his relationship with shadowheart is much more familial, their struggles with their religion mirroring the others. their bond solidified for val when shadowheart helped perform the funerary rites for his brother during the gauntlet of shar. he occasionally slips into his doting-older-brother mode with her and overall does his best to guide and protect her like he failed to do with nere. shadowheart grows quite dependent on him and they share most of their free time together.

[cynicallyneutral]

i care them

[ninefuckingoneone-ssideblog]

MIYA TWINS BRAINROT IS REAL

[callme-ophelia]

in the mood to consume someone’s soul or cough up a dangerous amount of blood

[sewer-sermon]

can i ask about my guys. wimble or gabby. alternatively: sanf

ill do ya one better friend ILL DO ALL THREE! will be splitting it up into 3 different posts tho if ya don't mind 🫰

JIMBLETON FIRST! WHY NOT!

HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS CHARACTER:

Objectively Funny As Fuck Guy. i sincerely hope we never find out what's wrong with him. i don't think i could fix him but god i could make him so much worse. and at the end of the day, isn't that what love and the power of friendship is all about? he's also genuinely very compelling i think his Thog No Caare attitude is interesting as FUCK

ALL THE PPL I SHIP WITH THEM:

Oouhh let me pull up the list. tricky, sanford, deimos, cpot...Nevada's Most Wanted, for sure! (im not a multishipper btw these all just coincide In the exact same canon. to me. Hank has a lot of hands) (also no 2bhank, sorry y'all :( i think they're funny in the right circumstance but i am Not a fan of how the majority of the fandom uses it to reduce Hank to a mindless beast! and I just don't get much out of it as a dynamic LOL)

MY NON-ROMANTICAL OTP:

hmmmmm. toughie 4 sure. is it enough to say his dynamic with the auditor absolutely captivates me? how much auditor cares, how much he Doesn't? i think they're hilarious. im watching them with a theater monocle and a bucket of popcorn you must envision

MY UNPOPULAR ONION:

idkkkk Idkkkk i think ppl are kind of fucking weird and annoying about giving hank character agency. "he's a construct of the employers" "he's a mindless beast" "he's basically an animal as a MAG" all irritate me very badly. like i think the objectively funniest and most interesting way to look at hank is to view him as a regular ass person, bc that's what he is at his core- just one that's been granted a very dangerous loophole around dying.

ONE THING I WISH WOULD HAPPEN TO THEM IN CANON:

dude when the fuck ISNT stuff happening to this guy. i think there should be an episode where hank struggles really hard to have a Regular Day Without Violence. that's all

[angel-baby479]

What do you think donnie’s favorite mcr song is

-🐰

for some reason the sharpest lives came to my head first, vampires will never hurt you and i dont love you are also contenders tho hmmmmm... tricky question-

cemetery drive or boy division also .3. guhhhhhh idkkkk

imma say boy division yeh lmao that "save me from my self destruction" line he'd eat that shit up fr imo

[we-couch]

got tagged by @auds-and-evens to do this fandom tag game!! thaaank u <33333

name: iia

first fandom you became a part of? this is a toughy bc ive been hardcore obsessed w various things but never rlly IN fandoms. i'd say it's a toss-up between dan&phil and exo the kpop group when i was like 12

what was the first tv show fandom you joined: i lurked big time in shadowhunters but i didn't properly JOIN a fandom until iasip in 2017/18

how old were you? like 14/15

latest tv/movie fandom you became a part of? shameless! when i join a fandom it's my home for years. so i haven't been anywhere else since 2020 i fear

a tv/movie fandom you haven’t joined but like to creep on?: hmmmmm it's hard to say! prob none at the moment. i just hang out here in my corner of tumblr lol

your favorite fandom? in its prime? iasip 100000%. there was nothing like it. i got so many amazing friends from that fandom that i still talk to daily in a server even though it's been years and none of us are active in the fandom anymore. shoutout og sunny server i can't remember all your urls but i love u sm<33

the tv show that gives you the most brainrot? shameless rn<3

the fictional couple that gives you the most brainrot? can you guess.....

guilty pleasure fictional couple? idkkkk im not in any other fandoms !!!!! maybe macdennis even after all these years...

guilty pleasure tv show? glee. although its not even a guilty pleasure i just love it. also the kardashians...my s/o made me watch it once and now we watch all the new seasons. it's literally so stupid and brain destroying but they sure know how to make a tv show.

and finally, something that made you happy this week? getting tagged in a lot of these games!! feels so nice to be thought of :)<3

once again i'm a lil late to this so i'm sure everyone in this fandom and their moms have been tagged so ill just tag some buddies @cleardishwashers @meggiscat <3

[maliciousmace]

Hmmmmm idkkkk this one's pretty close

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[writing-multifandoms]

Wait ... Empire fans .. how would y'all like if I wrote for those characters

Andre

Hakeem

Perhaps even Lucious or Cookie ???

It would be reader insert ... Hmmmmm

[fagdykevash]

the nonbinary lgbt-hyperfixated urge to make a mogai coining blog...

[cacaitos]

hhhhgg.

[esiphine]

Ahhhhh my mom bought pizza what to do what to do like I don’t even like pizza that much hmmmmm I gotta do something something idkkkk omg idk I’m being dramatic just like simply don’t eat it but I want to oh no I wish I could just make myself faint until my brothers eat all the pizza and I’m like oh noo how sad you left none for me guess I gotta stick with my veggies but obviously I can’t do that oh nooo TT I uhm kinda want to but at the same time no but idk dude idk what do I do?? Like pizza is so unhealthy but I love it and honestly the healthy version of pizza taste waaaaaay better but we don’t have any so idk like it’s not even that good so I should just not eat it right? Just grab some veggies and shove it down my throat but I know if I go up there I’ll eat it but if I stay here I’ll eat some other junk food trying avoid the pizza but ahh true true I guess that makes it to where I’ll binge mph omg the war in my head why tf did she buy it TT like it’s Friday but stillll hum idk this sucks like I said before it’s a hard bad habit to break TT but nothing will change if I don’t start now so…I guess…I’ll just not eat it….not eat anything….maybe I’ll dance or something…I mean I’m already proud of myself for going back to my room and not just shoving the pizza down my throat like im getting so much better at self control I’m so happy and as I’m typing this paragraph my want for it is fading so I’m already feeling better omg I’m so prouuuud Agh okay I’m better I choose to not eat the pizza like I know what it taste like, I’ve had it before and after I lose another like 20-30 pounds I can have a slice of actually good pizza not the oily not very well made pizza thats in the kitchen. I also really hate oily foods so in my head I’m imagining it as a lot more oil than it actually has and it’s ruining my appetite…now I’m just imagining people drinking straight up oil icky okay yeah I’ve lost my appetite ahh good job Esi good job now to dance!! Thank you my loves ♡ （ゝ。∂）

[thebandersnatchoftheshire]

❀ Coffee: What was the last hot beverage you had?

❀ Cozy: What would you need inside your potential cottage to be able to feel cozy?

❀ Pond: Did you ever feed ducks?

❀ Wool blanket: How many blankets do you usually use to sleep?

hello, wifey 💕💕💕 i'm doing chores right now. i'll be with you in a sec hahaha (i spent the whole day working out and I passed out pass lunch time hahahaha)

🌸Hmmmmm tea with honey💕

🌸 omg our cottage I would definitely need plants, really cozy/ homey stuff like a really comfy couch, warm blankets... idkkkk just the vague bright and warm vibe. And a garden!!

🌸I have fed ducks! But then I found out bread is bad for them☹ But I havent done it reccently actually my aunt has her own ducks right now, but I need to visit them👀

🌸I always have my sheet and weighted blanket but one two or three more depending on the time of year😂

Stay safe wifey💕💕💕 I've missed youuuu

[hearrtrender]

Bronze, Gold, Brown.

Bronze - are there any hobbies you’d like to pick up?

OMG YES SO MANNYY, I want to play my guitar more often, I’d like any form of a creative hobby cos i have none, i’d just like to do SOMETHING with my time cos i do nothing (ik i said so manny but i cant think of them rn for some reason my brain has blanked out lolll)

Gold - how would you describe your personality?

yeeesshh I am really annoying ask anyone lol, hmmmmm and like I do like laughing and making people laugh, I think I’m nice idk tho...but i can also be scary and evil when i want to be, I do get mad/annoyed easily sometimes so idk loll

Brown - describe yourself in aesthetic things

light rain, a warm cup of coffee, fantasy novels. the woods, sunset, bright sunlight (i think lol idkkkk)

[neverlandparker]

A Writer’s Questionnaire

I was tagged by the amazing @peterstrainingwheels a few days ago to do this! hooray :) (I changed some of the questions a little bit, hope you don’t mind)

Short stories, novels, or poems?

I hope this is referring to what I like to read...I like reading books and I love reading short fanfics like one-shots. Very rarely, I will read a series. 

What genre do you prefer reading?

I love me a good mystery book and I also love anything fiction and specifically fantasy or romance I guess?

What genre do you prefer writing?

(Slight) romance hehe.

Are you a planner or a write-as-I-go kind of person?

Hmmm I used to write-as-I-go, but recently I’ve found making a plot line/outline really makes your work better. 

What music do you listen to while writing?

Hmmm something chill and relaxing or none at all 

Fave books/movies?

Books: some of these are books I’ve read a long time ago I’ve been super super busy these last couple years and I honestly haven’t been reading as much I would like to :(

The Harry Potter series by J.K. Rowling

Keeper of the Lost Cities series by Shannon Messenger

Wonder by R.J. Palacio

Wings of Fire by Tui T. Sutherland

Movies:

Spider-Man Homecoming

National Treasure

Avengers

To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before

Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse

Indiana Jones

Mission Impossible

Any current WIPs?

Kind of...I’m working on another fic for @thothollandd‘s writing challenge and I’m sort of working on another mini series called “Love, Peter Parker” which is a really adorable fluffy series of love letters from Peter to the reader/y/n. 

If someone were to make a cartoon out of you, what would your standard outfit be?

Nike Jacket with leggings and vans slip-ons :)

Do you like incorporating people you actually know into your writing?

I actually try not to, but sometimes I will actually incorporate parts of my day into my writing like the school fics are kind of related to me.

Slow or fast writer?

It really just depends!! I’m fast when an idea flows out of me, but slow when I kind of hit a block.

Where/who/what do you find inspiration from?

Honestly things in my personal life or other works I have seen/read on here.

If you were put into a fantasy world, what would you be?

Maybe Hermione Granger from Harry Potter idkkkk? I like to be neat and organized :) or Lara Jean because she likes writing? 

Most fave book cliche? 

Most favorite book cliche?

enemies to bf/gf

best friends to bf/gf

roommate to lovers (especially in fanfics)  

Fave scenes to write?

Hmmmmm honestly just anything cute with Peter stuttering because he’s adorable lol :)

Most productive time of day for writing?

Usually after school from 4-5 or like at night 9-10.

Reason for writing?

I got inspired to actually start writing by some super amazing works I've read over like the last year and I wanted to try it out for myself and I like it too because honestly I used to love free writing but when we started doing boring and strict essays in English, I kind lost my interest for writing...but I’m glad I have this opportunity to share my writing with others :) 

[surveysonfleek]

104.

How many syllables does your first name consist of? two.

Do you know someone who is allergic to chocolate? no. the closest would be my friend who’s allergic to nuts and has never tried nutella. Do you know someone who has asthma? yes. Have you worn a dress [casual, formal, etc] within the past week? nope. it’s winter. too cold.

What is the most controversial thing you've done? probably soft drugs. nothing exciting.

When was the last time you saw the last person you kissed? last night. Is that person your significant other? yes. Who texts you more: your guy or girl friends? my boyfriend. Last person you talked to on the phone and what was it about? my friend asking me where i was. Who was the last person that said comforting words to you? hmmmmm. my boyfriend. Are you comfortable with where you are right now? yes. i’m in bed. Got any plans today? renewing my driver’s license and meeting my sister after work. Is there someone else you’d like to be right now? not really. i’d just rather be a better version of myself. Were you born in an odd or even numbered year? even. Did you drive anywhere at all today? yes, just to the local mall to meet my friends. Which of your parents did you see last? my mum. Describe your current outfit: pyjamas. Other than interviews, do you ever “dress to impress”? only if we’re going clubbing or the venue requires people to be dressy.

Are you currently listening to music? nope. When was the last time you got really nervous? i’m always nervous. maybe yesterday. Do you have any older siblings? no. Are you the youngest in your family? nope, oldest. Do you fill out your own surveys or do you think it’s just weird? i don’t make surveys. What was the first thing you ate today? a hotdog lol. Where did you buy the shoes you last wore? glassons. What was the last thing you randomly thought about? what to do tomorrow night. Last disappointment? my boyfriend. Do you still talk to the person you first kissed? yes. Have you ever had one of those elementary-school boy/girlfriend? i didn’t :(

Did you seriously believe that the opposite sex had cooties back then? no. Do you live in the United States? If not, where? australia. Did you take a nap today? yes. Do you collect anything? yes, perfume. Does your computer have a webcam? yes. What does your desktop look like? the wallpaper changes every five minutes of like different cities around the world. Name something random in your car: a work booklet. What’s your cell phone ringtone? just one of those iphone ones. Have you ever made your own ringtones? i did back when you could make your own ringtones on the really old nokia phones. Last person you held hands with? my boyfriend. When was your last haircut? years ago. i really need one asap. Did you hang out with any friends yesterday? yes. Are there people you regularly hang out with like a sort of unspoken ritual? yep. not always often but whenever we’re free we’ll just chill. What are three things you and your best friend have in common? we both think we’re hilarious, same taste in music and outgoing.

What was the last piece of fruit you ate? What about vegetable? banana, green beans. Do you own anything with a touch-screen? yes. Have you ever disliked your sibling’s significant other? she doesn’t have one. What is the last song you listened too? i forgot.

Whose birthday did you last celebrate? jess. If you could have dinner with any two people, who would it be? idkkkk. maybe my mum and dad. together lol. Have you ever been come up to by a model scout? no. Has a stranger of the opposite sex ever complimented you? yes. What is your favorite food and drink? idkkk. sushi and root beer? When is the next time you’re traveling out of state? no idea. Is your city prone to natural disasters? no. Has your least favorite color ever been your favorite? nope. Has your favorite color ever been your least favorite? nope. Who in your family do you tell the most to? no one haha. Have you traveled outside the country? Where to? yes. i’ve been everywhere so i’ll just list continents. europe, asia, north america and africa. When is the last time you went to sleep smiling? no idea. never hahaha. Do you help out around the house often? yes. Do you have any homework to be done? i need to clean out my wardrobe. When is the last time you wore a dress? hmmm. i don’t remember. Will you have a Valentine this year? next year, hopefully. Is there anyone in the room with you right now? nope. How many people have you kissed in your life? enough. What is your favorite ice-cream flavor? rum and raisin or cookie dough. Are you excited for winter to end? nope. i love winter. What have you done today? went out and had dinner with friends. Do you like Kanye West? i don’t mind. Are you mad at anyone right now? yes more annoyed than mad. Do you kiss on the first date? i’m not opposed to it. What’s your favorite restaurant? don’t have a favourite.