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#haechan#haechan fanart#nct fanart#kpop fanart#my art#traditional art#my sketchbook#hmm idk what's up with me#i had a really productive art day yesterday#but i still feel so unsatisfied by everything i made#maybe i miss digital.. especially since most nct fanartists out there use digital#and i know whenever i draw with ink or with colored pencils that it's going to be imperfect#and even though there's something sweet about little imperfections#and even though digital art has become less and less appealing to me; it feels a bit lifeless somehow#but even still it's hard to not compare my wonky drawings to such hyper-perfect digital paintings i see :( and to feel frustrated..
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i saw these posts where G-Man was drawn based on photos of willem dafoe... so here's my (very late) contribution I made while playing around in S2FM
bonus: the sillyyyyyyyyyyy
#half life#gman#shitpost#s2fm#my stuff#i swear the first picture still cracks me up so bad. like what is this pose!!!#imagine if alyx opened up the vault cage and gman is just... doing this pose. or a damn split#also isn't it crazy that you can kind of control gman's tongue in s2fm??? idk about sfm but it wasn't possible in gmod lmao#i do want to animate the last one and have gman do the 'ah... eto... bleh!' thing...#but i'm a bit too intimidated to do any kind of animation in s2fm haha#why is gman holding a snark and a bread? why is willem dafoe holding two oranges... one of them moldy? hmm?#okay i'll shut up now shdfajk
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It's so fucked honestly that people genuinely believe that others Need to put effort into their appearances in order to be attractive. Like I dunno about you guys but I fucking love people's natural appearances, messiness and all. We are not the same.
#speculation nation#like sure i love a cool outfit as much as the next person. but i never base my attraction off of that alone.#and honestly i personally find extensive makeup Less attractive.#not that it makes someone Ugly. but by that point it's more like. idk. an art form?? and im not attracted to art.#im attracted to real people. sweaty hairy people with laugh lines and messy hair and WHATEVER else#real people!!!!! both men and women!!!!!! shut the fuck Up with your 'id be more attracted if they put in some effort'#i care about someone keeping up with basic hygiene sure. mostly bc my nose is very sensitive to smells lol#but thats not what they ever mean by this. they see an average guy just existing and go 'hmm he needs to put in more effort'#like shut UP if you dont like the average joes then go away!!!! more for me!!!!!!!!!!!
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The real tragedy about Jays death is that it didn’t need to happen. Like yeah yeah he was in too deep yeah yeah The Operator microwaving his brain and all that, but he had a million and one chances to back down. For fucks sake in Entry 80 he was standing by the door a few moments before Alex shoots him. He could have left and he probably would have lived, but he didn’t. Jay rejects every single opportunity he has to leave and it ends up killing him. Because at any point in the series he could have put the camera down and walked away. He almost did at the end of season 1. Alex was only able to find him because he kept doxing himself, if he just put the camera, stopped posting and just moved out of the state he probs would have made it out.
But he didn’t. He needed answers. He needed to know and that’s what killed him.
#also his plan in entry 80 was kinda stupid#‘hmm alex has a gun…lemme just charge right in there unarmed this is a good plan!!’#even if he thought Alex was still tied up he should have brought a knife#bc even if he was tied up what was Jay gonna do??#strangle him with his bare hands??#make out with him???#idk Jay’s dumbassery infuriates me but his death makes me sad#marble hornets#mh jay merrick#marble hornets spoilers#alex kralie
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Day 11: 8-BIT
MARIO MARIO MARIO MARIO MARIO MARIO
#angelo tag#chonny jash#jashtober 2024#i didnt really like what i originally had for 8bit so i drew this like 2 hours ago omg#yeah u know how i said that i would draw thdevil as an apology for todays???#ur not getting that im sorry#unless....#hmm#wonder what mario is looking at#one more thing i know that mario 64 isnt 8bit i dont think but have mercy on me pls#close enough#idk i was a wii kid not a nintendo one#wait let me look something up#wii is nintendo??#oh#i guess i was a nintendo kid lmao
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okay im back with more for this arranged marriage AU! Heres the last thing i wrote
this time i made something longer--Asmo and MC doing their little meeting/date before agreeing to marriage its fun check it out :]
the only warning is "an upset asmo getting in ur personal space'" other than that i think thats it!
Tomorrow you were supposed to meet your possible future fiancé. This type of affair was not a first time thing for you so you already had an idea of how things would go. Which was the two of you being forced to interact for several hours.
Though you knew what was coming, was it not possible to be a little nervous considering who it was you were meeting?
Asmodeus Morningstar--one of the most influential families in Nefarelin. Their was no shortage of exceptional members in that tree. And to be crass, every other potential spouse you met before were like dried leaves in comparison.
And this didn't even factor Asmodeus's own appeal and popularity. You'd only seen him in passing a few times but you could tell he was quite beautiful even from a distance. On top of that, the general public were strangely obsessed with him. You weren't completely sure why, but he must be very likeable if that's the case.
God, how many people have probably asked for his hand in marriage by now? You could only wonder.
All around it would be pretty foolish to turn this down. And that's why you were nervous…. Your parents were giving you a choice. But it was one of those choices where the answers were 'yes' or 'hmm, okay I suppose'. You did not want to know what would happen if you dare declined.
You'd already considered the logistics of this situation, dwelled on it for days. And it would definitely be a loveless marriage from your side. And that was something normal…but you were fine with how your life was currently! You didn't want to deal with any expectations romantic or otherwise from a spouse.
And what about Asmodeus.
He was well loved by many, had a reputation for enjoying the nightlife and being the center of attention. It seemed highly unlikely that a man like him was looking to "settle down" all of a sudden!
Your hands stop fiddling with your hair.
Wait.
Maybe this arrangement could work.
~
God this is so uncomfortable.
Maybe you underestimated Asmodeus. For some reason the first time your eyes met his saccharine ones, you struggled with maintaining contact. Each time, it felt like he was staring straight into your mind.
Perhaps it was just your nerves but either way you were overwhelmed. You didn't feel like yourself so had trouble talking.
Luckily for you, Asmodeus didn't notice or didn't care as he had been talking nonstop this entire time.
"Hellooo?"
"Oh--sorry what did you say?"
Asmodeus repeats his question while fanning himself. "I asked if you wanted to rest for a minute. I need a break from the sun."
"Okay…"
It was sunny today but not too hot to take a walk. Though you had been outside for a good while with Asmodeus. You both make your way to a gazebo that provided good shade around this time of day.
You rest your elbows on on of the railings and prop your head in your hands. A small sigh escapes you.
"Can you make it any more obvious that you don't want to be here?"
Asmodeus rests a small distance away, smiling but you're not so sure if he's being lighthearted about it.
It was a fair observation. These meetings always felt like a waste of time to you. They were forced interactions. The worst type. And you already knew you'd agree with the arranged marriage at the end anyways.
"Sorry, I'm just a little tired."
You look back at him and try to give a friendly(?) smile. Actually why not just be straightforward now?
"It's kind of hard to believe you want to get married. It doesn't seem like something that would interest someone like you."
"Eh…I guess there comes a time in everyone's life where they think about these things."
Very vague.
Asmodeus leans back in his chair, looking up as if he's scraping through his brain. "But I don't recall running into you beforehand. I definitely would have remembered…so how would you know that?"
"I've heard a lot about you. Kind of impossible not to."
You had a bit of an idea about him before this whole situation. But once it got out that he was "interested" in proposing, well the maids had no problem telling you everything they knew. It was definitely not all true, but it pretty much confirmed what you already felt.
"That makes sense. Isn't it great that now you get to experience me in person instead of by word-of-mouth~"
"…Uh huh. Well I feel like I should tell you now. That I plan to say yes."
"Say yes?"
"Say yes to marrying you."
You watch for any negative reactions but nothing. Though you were still sure he wasn't really interested in marriage.
"…Oh?"
"Listen I understand if you were forced into this position. In fact, I'm sure that you were. And to be honest I've never been partial to marriage myself. I always thought it wasn't in the cards for me…"
You take a step away from the railing closer to Asmodeus. "But wouldn't it be foolish to say no? Outside of the benefits it would have for my family. You're definitely one of the most sought after bachelors…and well just look at you. I'm almost a little envious…"
Asmodeus's curious face changes to something else. Something you can't really place your finger on. You just knew he didn't look very pleased.
"Well at least I know you're not blind." His fingers play with his fringe. "And that's all fine and dandy but…"
When Asmodeus stands and looks back at you your heart skips a beat. You take a step back as he takes one forward. "I hope you're ready to handle me because I don't think you can."
Oh my god what was happening?
You were frozen in place as Asmodeus trapped you against the railing between his arms. You didn't even think to push him away and just stood there stupidly.
"I-I…"
Rustling sounds from a nearby hedge, but when you both look in the direction of the noise there's giggling and the sound of retreating people.
You sigh. At least someone was enjoying the show.
You gently push at Asmodeus's chest so you can make space.
"Sorry sometimes the staff gets bored haha…er should we h-head back?"
"If that's what you want."
Asmodeus turns away from you. "I just want you to know that since this marriage is just a title I'll be sticking to my usual. Hope you don't mind~" He walks away humming to himself.
Your brows furrow…that man. Why'd he have to do all that? You weren't expecting anything different in the first place?
You let out a huge sigh. Was this going to be the norm from now on?
Well at least you both were on the same page about the marriage…. but you couldn't help but think a serious misunderstanding just occurred.
#U know when ur playing a game and you pick the wrong dialogue choice#Anyways got kinda lost there at the end#I was like...hmm i hope this makes sense!#i dont wanna overthink this and get tired too fast cause i would like to come up with more stuff before i get bored#obey me asmodeus#obey me asmodeus x reader#obey me asmodeus x mc#obey me nightbringer#anyways...not me using miscommunication for drama#dont worry itll be fixed quickly cause mc cant take the heat for long#and is like...whats ur freaking problem?? i didnt do anything to you??#and asmo is still being passive aggressive but explains#and mc is like...im not trying to use u??#i thought we could have a kinda mutual beneficial relationship here...?#or something like that#idk shits happening yall lol#Nefarelin is a made up place#i pulled from thin air#cause i didnt wanna say devildom lol
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My hope for a reconciliation between Dick and Kory is there but if they really just put it aside and gave Kory a new love interest who just throughly loved her and if they wrote it beautifully I would be so grateful. Not only does she deserve it but like Kory is such a great character with so much potential that she would surpass even Dick’s popularity and many others if DC just decided to actually invest in writing her. And by writing her I mean actually writing her well! Like I know some are upset in how Dick and Kory’s relationship gets treated but really if they moved on and wrote it well for Kory it would also just be the biggest finger to DC for how they have treated her. Here she would be having these new stories and moving forward meanwhile dick would be in the same redundant stories and relationships that feel like an equivalent of trying to drive a car that has flat tires.
#also being a love interest isn’t a bad thing#that’s for another post but I have feelings about the whole “just a love interest” and yeah I say that sometimes but what I really mean is#like you can be a character that was created to be a love interest and also be other things in the narrative as well#I feel like Lois is a character that’s a good example of this#not perfect but still up there#Selina and Talia are examples on the opposite scale of that for different reasons#idk the whole love interest thing is complicated for me#because it’s not a bad thing but depending on the context of things like..#hmm#like some characters benefit and others don’t#and like love and being in love isn’t a shameful thing#being the one someone loves isn’t a shameful thing#like a whole other thing that deserves a post is like character romantic independence being seen as a sign of a strong character which isn’#like idk it’s complicated#koriand'r
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the rest of teyvat when natlan got a huge fucking abyss flower over it
#genshin impact#natlan spoilers#genshin spoilers#imagine fontaine cast seeing traveler and paimon off#then like a few days later abyss flower of doom shows up in the sky#fontanians after surviving one apocalypse but now another one is coming: 😧#imagine the adepti fucking SCRAMBLING (they have cataclysm trauma)#also i wonder what the knights of favonius in natlan were doing#and the archons tbh#zhongli chilling on a balcony when. boom. abyss flower.#zhongli: 'well my retirement didn't last lon- [sees mauvika] nvm haha'#makes me wonder if each nation (in lore) has some kind of illusion barrier thing#because the sky changes depending on the region#and i'm 'hmm' at that just being game stuff because i think chenyu vale uses the same skybox as the rest of liyue?#despite coming out AFTER updated skybox (which dropped with desert region)#but idk man probably just game mechanics
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this post might be a little controversial, but i feel like if DC just listened to its fans once in a while... they would've come up with something much better than joker: folie à deux 🤷♀️ just sayin' — like, i will never not be amazed that they passed up the opportunity to make a batman beyond movie drawn in the same style as the spiderverse movies!! but they DID
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#am i going to tag this as negative? hmm... maybe but it's honestly just me stating an opinion that i feel like some other people (???) may#share as the DC fandom honestly has SUCH talented people in it that create these super rich and awesome stories but then-#there's the people who are actually behind the comics making wack decisions (at least in my opinion) like making alexis kaye or punchline#some sort of e-girl that KILLS people on a stream while these supposed 'fans' of hers are in the chat cheering her on? like?? why???#i genuinely don't get it y'all 😭 and just look at what they did to jason... goddd. but anyways i'm getting off track here JSJSJ#at least they are making a nightwing + red hood movie which i sincerely hope they don't mess up but anyways the fact that they#didn't even allow lady gaga to really act in the movie and just included scenes with her singing in it is doing her a great injustice#because for anyone who hasn't seen her on screen before she is a great actor! but they just said like... nah we are just going to take out#majority of the scenes that you're actually acting in like whyyy. DC exec's listen to your fans bc some of these decisions you're making-#in the comics and movies imo are just. AWFUL but anyways that's enough of me being a mad nerd / j sksks LOL i'm kiddinggg#but yeah. idk i just had to bring this up as i feel like so many of the writers in the DC fandom are making stories that are sooo much-#more intriguing than what they're actually doing in canon so they should take some advice from us but idk#tw: negative
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BTW even if you go on about how 'it's not enough to count' or 'I'm just white though' or whatever, it's still weird to bring up the 'cherokee blood' you think you have. Like. Why does it matter that you think you have distant cherokee ancestry if you aren't taking any action to learn about it. I see so many people seemingly recognizing how frustrating it is that so many people claim cherokee ancestry without learning abt it and think that as long as they say 'it's not enough to matter lol' then it's ok when they do it. I see people going 'well my great grandmother was fullblood cherokee but I mean I look white so whatever haha'
It's partially frustrating that it's almost always fake and completely wrong and even claiming it at all is kinda just annoying to see. But also just claiming it without making any effort to learn anything about us, why even mention it at allllll. It's like you think saying 'oh but I'm white' gets you off the hook and means you can claim it without putting any effort in to actually verify and learn abt it
#both of my crew leads at my conservation job claim to be native#one is from kentucky and claims cherokee [of course] and like. even has a fucking tomahawk and peace pipe tattooed on his arm#the other will bring up being native like. if people are talking about ancestry he will say he's 'mostly native'#which apparently comes from his dad who was... part of a group of Cree that moved to fucking georgia ?? hello?#like. idk whatever i guess#but can yall like.. stop treating native ancestry as if its the same as claiming german or scottish ancestry.#people seem to think that everyone surely has Some native ancestry Somewhere#like.... not really.. ? idk#i might delete this later its late and its been a long day#my friend just pointed out that this is a way to claim the ancestry without having to actually put the work in to learn about it#or deal with the consequences at all#like. 'oh i have cherokee ancestry but no im not Actually Claiming It lol so dont expect me to know anything about it at all haha'#makes me wonder what yall think of white or low bq or disconnected natives since yall think being white low bq and or disconnected means#you have no claim to the ancestry hmm.
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Prev reblog, imagine if they all fought for Fernando's love 🥹
Flavio who devoted and then killed his career in service to Fernando, Carlos Sr. who Fernando has looked up to and known for 20+ years, Lawrence who can provide for Fernando with his deep pockets, Adrian who has the potential to build Fernando a winning car
Who will he pick!!!! I vote Carlos Sr 🤭🤭
#uhhhhh hmm what are the tropes#idk i feel like both flavio and lawrence have a sugar daddy vibe but in different ways#like lawrence is a straight up sugar daddy literally putting so much money towards fernando#Flavio was/is more like offering a path on which Fernando can succeed#adrian is hmmmm yeah idk if theres any trope for that hsjfjf#like. to me i feel like newey was drawn to aston for several reasons#1. money obv 2. location/ease 3. the potential to build a midfield team into a top team#HOWEVER 4. finally getting to work with Fernando which he's said he'd like to do#so the trope is like. getting to give him a redemption arc#(<- i wanna cry cause ive seen Nando say he probably won't stay long enough to reap the rewards UGH)#anyhow#carlos sr is obviously longtime friends to lovers#aaagghhh even apart from joke shipping i really think their relationship is so cute 😭#there were so many moments in his show that made me 🥹 like wow they're such good friends#anyways. having many old man yaoi thoughts lately......#i think its so funny how we consider him to be the old man of f1#but he has like at least 4 actual old men who hes sedu- i mean befriended and works with of course#time to make ship names everybody!!!#(i is why he was nicer to seb after he came back. cause he was an old man! dhfjkf in the context of f1)#fernando alonso#f1#catie.rambling.txt
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Posting just in time for guy fawkes night! The sillies….
#jeeves and wooster#i am Never going to clean this up so. bam get posted#actually posting art again as well woah!!!!!!! what!!!!!!!#(posting art online makes me nervous but. the they the guys.)#bertie wooster#bertram….#posting??? art??#cut this close. only a few minutes until it isnt guy fawkes night anymore#i normally call it bonfire night idk why ive made the switch to the dude it’s actually named after#hmm. going to bed after thjs#i am just saying shit now. love to ramble in tags it is like a diary almost except way different
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i feel shy talking here when i dont have anything worth sharing but i cant help feeling like ive said things in the tags that could be brought up in court
#im joking#i think i just get embarrassed saying smth that most ppl can see out in the open. its like when prey animals are grazing in a pasture#and then they hear a twig snap yk. im like that. but talking in the tags is more comfortable because it just feels more.. hidden?? quiet???#its kind of like how i prefer responding thru asks than DMs.. idk if it has something to do with space or less pressure#i also use these as an excuse to ramble a little abt recent events so. ive worked a little bit on shuffle and prestos backstories ^_^#i was thinking abt giving them a shared past where they knew each other as kids and forgot but i also though hmm.. idk if it would drive th#story i want bc i think itd be better if they bonded over similar experiences instead of the fact that they knew each other before. i get#that reconnecting and reconciling your idea of someone now and then is a good concept but id have to think abt it.. i dont want it to feel#like they owe each other to be friends again just bc they were as kids. ive experienced that a lot and all it did was make me feel guilty#so i think id want to write it as u can be friends with someone who had similar experiences and make u wish you knew each other then#i also know theyd hate each other but idk HOW. i suck at writing conflict so idk if theyd try to make each other eat glass and why#idk if itll ever come up but id also like to see if theres a way i could rationalize why they have animal ears.. normally i say aliens#but ive had an idea for a species and background for that too. although its very abstract and it probably has a lot of holes#smth abt peoples souls attaching themselves to smth they identify with.. although i dont know to what extent like if it can#be called a sona or if it can even be smth mythical like a unicorn or god itself.. its very weird rn#yapping#oc talk
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au where through training for the,,, fuckin skate olympics or whatever alejandro did he realizes how shitty his family is and manages to leave the situation (probably getting disowned,, living off of money won through skate competitions or smth idk) and years later reunites with josé on ridonculous race to try and rekindle a real family relationship
#sorry everyone i thought 'hmm skateboarder alejandro????????' and this was born#actually why havent we done more with that skateboarding fact.#scratch that what could we do w that fact............#new fic guys where alejandro has the shittiest time ever learning to skateboard (i do not skateboard)#this also probably has something to do with me currently watching rr who knows#uhh idk who they would replace....... any of the earlier elimination fodder i guess if you switched the order of some things#a shame rr doesnt have 3 person teams we couldve had all the brothers#actually no. carlos comes down to uhhhh wherever alejandro is for sports or something#< theyre on fantastic terms. however José#this is also also partially an outlet for the family dynamic for all three of them which ive completely made up. in my head.#alejandro does not go on world tour im thinking..... now for total drama dirtbags#i could. i could. josé could compete in world tour#too many ideas. too late at night for this#rambling in the tags again hmmm#kijorambles#total drama#total drama au#< horrifying. i am terrified of putting this on main tags#will delete those later if i become too Fearful
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I've been having this impulse to have Cale has two Rok Soo with one being his hyung while the other is his partner in the same world
#og!cale henituse#cale henituse#trash of the counts family#kim rok soo#rokcale#twin#what the hell happened to me..#so mess up#is it?#hmm#idk
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Did you know that in Minecraft canon, allays are sad when they give up items, but simultaneously happy to know they gave it to their bonded player? (2:40 into this video)
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The game designers wanted to capture this "interesting, complicated feeling" when creating the sound the allay makes when dropping the item. In the subtitles, this sound is "allay allays."
I love the in-universe implication that early players met this new creature and it made a noise and/or expressed an emotion they could not define, but which seemed important to their new friend, so they call it "allaying." Thus, the allay allays.
Another sound subtitle (and the "Meet the Allay" article on Minecraft.net) says that when allays have no item, they yearn. What a peculiar creature full of sadness and joy. Someone please give it a teddy bear.
This video and "Meet the Allay" both say the allay forms a magic bond with the player and that's why they become immune to damage from that player. Perhaps this bond lets the allay share in the joy of receiving an item, even though they let it go?
Also, shout-out to a second behind-the-scenes video titled "The Secrets of Minecraft: The Allay" where the characters discuss its behavior (i.e. approaching you to ask for an item and promising to return with more) and they act like it's a scam artist slkdfj
Another thing I encountered in earlier research is that Minecraft Legends has a golden variety called a build allay (while the blue one is the gather allay). One of my favorite lore tidbits is that in Legends, allays can turn netherrack into grass. What a cute magical thing for them to do.
#Minecraft#Minecraft allay#videos#Pix Impf worldbuilding#?? The early allay concept (wisp) looks like Foop from Fairly OddParents... I'm shook#Funnily enough I'd seen the wisp before because it came up in my MC Dungeons research. Didn't know it was the allay prototype. hmm.#Shout-out to Sophie Austin who wrote Meet the Allay and was like 'It will probably sit there locked up watching me fail to free it-#-and if that doesn't create an unbreakable bond idk what will. Except giving it an item.'#Youtube#/me coming back hours later. what on earth I don't remember tagging this YouTube. Is that automatic? what.
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