#hhhhhnnnnng

[andi-o-geyser]

hey, sorry um. bad news i called the Kansas Regulatory Board on your boyfriend. yeah, the one who started dating you and is now taking you on a trip to Paris after spending over a year with you for individual treatment and then couples counselling with your ex-husband. i'm then going to personally throw a football at his head for being such a piece of shit therapist. sorry.

[ethereal-eudaemonia]

hhhhhnnnnng

difoap

fishaodpa

dishaps

dishsoap

[cutiecubie]

Me: I'm gonna go to bed early to build a better routine for myself :)

Also me: does the exact same thing I've done all month in which I tell myself I'm gonna go to bed early for 3 hours, but in actuality I never will

[minikawa]

it’s still a fight to draw without feeling like i’m not good enough, or without comparing myself to others. i’m still fighting to reclaim my love for drawing, even if i’m not that good at it. i’m trying to challenge myself to try new things while at the same time remind myself that i’m drawing for fun, that it’s not a competition, and that i am where im at and if i keep going i’ll improve. but it’s still a fight. it’s hard not to get frustrated whenever my drawings don’t turn out how i wanted them to be. it’s a fight trying not to compare myself to others, and put myself down because everyone else is so much better at it than me. and it’s a battle trying to push past the voice telling me that i’ll never be enough, and that nobody will care about the things i make. it’s like with every scribble, i’m fighting a war with myself. and at this point im not sure who’s winning. 

sometimes i’ll have a mini rage quit and i’ll give up for the day. other days i’m able to scribble something and not hate it. i’m not at that point where i can be happy with myself completely, and i know i still need a lot of validation cuz im dependent and needy like that flewkjflw. im still learning to be patient with myself. 

[mrs-mikko-rantanen]

[verycorrectlotr]

Faramir: Mooordooor??

“isengard”

“is that where bilbo lives?”

[onria]

holy shit............ bros................... i might be sapphic...........

[wingwaver]

"battery running low"

[drphitheguy]

I done drew Lotte as Brief, because delightful orange-haired nerd children amirite?

[ming-how-are-you-so-cute]

Hhhhhnnnnng I'm anxious for my therapy appointment but that's exactly why I need a therapy appointment

[s7ar7ic]

intense thinking: thibault brainrot hhhhhnnnnng

[isa-ah]

me, wanting your acnh commission: hhhhhnnnnng also me, 4 days into the game with 3,000 bells to my name: HHHHHNNNNNNNGGGG

omg dwdw I'll probably do these more as i get into more expensive parts of the game like upgrading my house n building community stuff hdjdbd

[skeletonyiffer69]

Hhhhhnnnnng...... Sphinx and the Cursed Mummy is on sale on Steam...... To buy or not to buy......

[prettisetsky]

anyone but you, Monika, thanks.

[septic-dr-schneep]

I just want him to be happy is that too much to ask ;_; the Host has been through so many things he doesn't deserve this hhhhhnnnNNG

“Host, you completely misread my intentions --”

“The Host does not misread reality! He sees reality in ways that Darkiplier can’t possibly fathom, much less judge!”

“Yet you still don’t understand what I’m trying to explain to you. Listen to me willingly, or I’ll find a way to coerce you to.”

“...So you still think the Host is yours to be used?”

“I...hm. I was foolish. I never intended to use you. I intended to employ you.”

“Darkiplier shouldn’t think to use semantics on the Host; he can see right through them.”

“Then you’ll know if I’m telling the truth, will you not?”

“The truth? The Host believed Dark was telling the truth when he spent countless nights telling the Host that he was important to him, when he defended him from the others’ scorn, when he came for him when he fell, when he said that they were stronger together!”

“Host. You were meant to be my partner.”

“The Host was meant to be Dark’s subordinate.”

“Subordinate partner, perhaps, yes, but a partner nonetheless. It never entered my mind to push you away. Never. I told you that you were integrated into my life and that was the truth.”

“...”

“Do you think I would share my life force with you after you were discontinued if I didn’t want you at my side?”

“Dark shared his life force because the Host was required.”

“Yes, but not just because of that. I require you, but more than that, I want your friendship. I first approached you because I was intrigued by your power, but more than that, I saw you as an ally -- not a tool. And tell me, tell me if I’ve ever once abused you or pushed you toward a choice you wouldn’t choose of your own accord.”

“But Dark intended to.”

“I intended to gain your friendship and your trust so you would choose to ally yourself with me of your own accord -- I intended to prove myself to you.”

“...”

“Allow me to prove myself again. Against the odds, when you were blind and wayward and you had no idea how to cope, I gained your trust, did I not? I’ll begin again, if I must, but I want to regain your affection and trust. They were never a burden.”

“...”

“I...am sorry. Forgive me.”

“Would Darkiplier forgive himself if the Host did not?”

“...No.”

“Then the Host will not forgive him until he earns his trust again. Only when -- if -- he can trust Dark again will he forgive him.”

“I can agree to that.”

[rookfern]

I didn’t need her, but hhhhhnnnnng

Meet Nirah.