#hehehe my immediate thoughts when i first saw the top ;w;

[wisteriaphyte]

softly tugs

[marshieee]

Different

Asahi x gn! Reader

Warning: angst to fluff

Requested by: @redbabydoll “I have no clue how to use tumblr so I’m sorry if this is not the right place to do a request 🥲 but if you’re willing to do it could you please do like an angst to fluff with Aone or Asahi or even Yaku? I feel like they’re so underrated and I struggle to find content about them. Anywho have a great day!!!!! 🙃🙃”

A/N: AHHHH MY FIRST REQUEST 😭❤️, oh no worries darling I’ve been there! It’s understandable, you could request in my asks though so yep i do hope that i made it angsty for you. A special thanks for proofreading and beta reading this @reallifemoana labyu bitch😘🥰❤️

It was a surprise when you accepted Asahi’s feelings, he was ready to get rejected yet you held his hands and said yes, he changed his mind he was ready to marry you.

To be fair everyone was shocked when they got the news about you and Asahi dating, The volleyball club was happy for him and was enthusiastic yet other students didn’t like it.

You were popular at school, some would say you were on par with Kiyoko Shimizu. People like you and are always around you that’s why Asahi thought how could someone like YOU, basically a celebrity at school, notice HIM of all people?

Nevertheless you two were having a pretty steady relationship… but not until people started to get restless and irritated. This was when your once steady and stable relationship started becoming a rocky and bumpy road.

“So are you dating anyone?”

You looked at the random guy who just came to flirt with you, confused as to why he even bothered asking that. Everyone in the whole school KNEW that you’re dating someone so why is he still asking this?

“Yes i am”

“Ah… you mean that volleyball dude?”

“He has a name you know and yes I am still dating him”

“Aw damn! And here I thought you two would have already broken up”

“Excuse me? Why’d you say that?”

“I mean come on, look at him! You’re seriously gonna keep on dating him?”

“Compared to your sorry ass, yes, yes I am”

Of course this wouldn’t go unheard about with boyfriend as he was their main target. Getting a lot of whispers and murmurs, a lot of back handed compliments even though the team and you encourage him to not let any of that get to him, it still does.

It became his biggest insecurities, he started doubting himself. He’d constantly question himself if he was he even worthy to call himself your boyfriend? Maybe not.

Because of that he started to avoid you as much as possible, short text, short calls, whenever you two would go home together the walk remained silent and awkward even if you tried making conversation he would reply with short and curt answers.

This continued for two weeks until you finally had enough. Asking for the volleyball team to lend you a hand, since Asahi wasn’t doing well at practices either and it started pissing coach Ukai off.

“Make sure that Asahi is in tip top shape tomorrow y/n or else I’m gonna make hinata our new ace”

“Don’t worry Ukai-san leave it to me”

Asahi looked confused when he got kicked out of the gym, i mean sure he was off his game lately but that’s why he’s practicing right?

“Don’t come back here not until you talk to them”

Daichi said in a stern tone with his arms crossed, while Suga was ready to ‘negativity begone’ Asahi’s ass in the background.

But before Asahi could answer they immediately slammed the door in his face, leaving him dumbfounded.

“Talk to who?” he asked himself…

“Hey babe”

Asahi tensed up as he heard your voice, slowly turning around to see you standing there with a smile.

“Can you come with me for a sec?” you asked

He reluctantly followed you to the schools’ garden and avoided making eye contact with you as much as he could. Once you both arrived at the garden you turned to look at him with your arms crossed over your chest.

“Why are you avoiding me?” you asked him with a stony face.

He looked at you but then looked away right after , he doesn’t want to answer that, not to you at least. Pursing your lips together you took a deep breath.

“Asahi why are you avoiding me?”

“I’m not”

“Yes you are! You can’t even look at me”

You were getting frustrated, he wasn’t making any sense and all you wanted to know is why is he was being so distant.

“Y/N look I’m not avoiding you ok? Now I need to go back to practice”

He was about to walk past you when you grabbed his hand. He’s not getting away, not until he explains himself.

“Asahi please” you pleaded

“Y/N not now”

“It’s because of me isn’t it?”

He turned to look at you just to meet those sad eyes, no it wasn’t because of you, it was because of… him.

“No”

“Then why?”

He sighed as he stood in front of you debating whether he should tell you or not.

“It’s… it’s because of me, Ok?”

“What? What do you mean” Confusion evident on your face.

“Y/N look I- I’ve been thinking....is it really ok for me to be your boyfriend?”

That question shocked you but it also pissed you off.

“What the hell Asahi?! What kind of question is that??? Of course it’s Ok!”

“No”

“What do you mean no?”

“No it’s not ok”

You were confused as to why he was saying those things, why does he think it’s not? Is he dumb?

“Y/N you know people says that too right?”

“Asahi how many times—“

“Look y/n i know that I’m not the best person for you-”

“Babe—“

“And i know! That someday you’ll leave me because you’ll find someone better than me ok?!”

You just stood there, his words slowly sinking in. What the hell is he saying?! Find someone better?! Leave him?!

“What the hell are you saying? I won’t leave you, ok? I won’t leave you because I LOVE you”

“You’ll break up with me eventually”

“No I won’t, that’s not true”

“Yes it is y/n”

You’re starting to get dejected with every passing seconds, he looked away not wanting to meet your eyes.

“I’m no good for you”

“How can you say that as if it’s a fact?!”

“BECAUSE IT IS A FACT!”

The sudden raise of his voice surprised you, his eyes still reflects frustration and it looked like he doesn’t have any plans on cooling down.

“HOW CAN YOU! YOU Y/N! HOW CAN YOU EVEN LIKE ME?! WHY?!”

“BECAUSE YOU’RE KIND!”

Asahi snapped out of his thoughts as he watched those frustrated tears drip down your face non-stop and now it was your turn to glare at him.

“BECAUSE YOU’RE KIND, AND YOU’RE SWEET, YOU’RE A GENTLEMAN”

You were trying to keep your voice sturdy, wishing that your words would at least get through his head.

“AND I’VE SEEN YOU PLAY AND I CAN TELL HOW PASSIONATE YOU ARE AND I LIKE THAT! NO I LOVE THAT! I LOVE HOW HARDWORKING YOU ARE, OK?!”

Standing there speechless, Asahi let your words sink into his mind and heart.

“I LIKE YOU FOR YOU ASAHI!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT?!”

Asahi was about to say something but he decided to let you express all your pent up feelings, he wanted you to tell him how you really feel, he wants to hear you.

“SO WHY?..WHY ARE YOU LETTING THEIR WORDS GET TO YOU INSTEAD OF MINE?! WHY WOULD YOU DOUBT YOURSELF?! WHY WOULD YOU THINK THAT YOU’RE NOT ENOUGH FOR ME WHEN IN FACT YOU’RE MORE THAN ENOUGH! YOU’RE MORE THAN I COULD EVER ASK FOR”

You were starting to hiccup furiously as tears continuously streamed down your face which made Asahi panic, slipping his hand out of yours he ran to his bag he got his water bottle out to give to you. As you finally calmed down Asahi just stood there, he wanted to hug you but he didn’t deserve that right now. So instead he let his chin rest on the top of your head.

“Why can’t you just believe me when I say I love you?”

“I do”

“Then why did you have to say stuff like that?” You asked sniffling.

Asahi sighed, his reasons were very invalid, he knew that, and he new they were just insecurities caused by what others would say about your relationship.

“Because...because you’re different than me, I think that you’re on a different level than I am..that’s why I said those things”

He kissed the top of your head then let his cheek rest atop your head.

“I’m sorry” He said with a frown on his face.

“You’re not forgiven”

Asahi quickly pulled away, that’s when he really started to panic, you looked so serious he started stuttering on his words.

“E-eh? Huh? W-why? I’m so sorry that I said those things- um- um I’ll make sure to not say those again! I PROMISE! S-so uh- can you please please PLEASE forgive me? I really am sorry” He asked pleadingly.

“No Asahi”

“N-no?”

“If you’re gonna make promise, do it properly”

“How?”

You held his large hands in yours, gently squeezing them, in which he squeezed back, slowly intertwining your hands with his.

“Promise me that you’ll never doubt yourself”

You looked into his eyes silently telling him that you were dead serious.

“Promise me that you won’t let their words get to you, because all the things they say about you...about us is nothing but bullshit”

“Y-Y/N! Language”

“Oh hush, just promise me that ok? Because you’re already the best person for me”

“Really?”

“YEAH! NOT ONLY YOU’RE THE ACE OF THE COURT BUT YOU’RE ALSO THE ACE OF MY HEART!!”!”

Asahi blushed furiously and laughed, this was you’re Asahi, the Asahi that you love.

“Y/N that was so cheesy”

“Hehehe really?”

He smiled at you and gave you a soft gentle kiss on the cheek.

“Yeah”

“So do you promise?”

He slowly nodded in agreement.

“Yeah”

You both giggled.

“ARE YOU TWO OK NOW?”

You both turned around and saw the whole team approaching the two of you. Hinata noticed your face and immediately gasped.

“ASAHI-SAN MADE Y/N CRY!”

They all turned to glare at Asahi and for the third time he started to panic, holding his hands up he started to think of excuse.

“N-No! Well you see...the thing is! Um..haha”

“A-SA-HI”

As soon as they all reached you two, Suga instantly hit Asahi on the head.

“ACCCK”

“HOW DARE YOU!”

“NO WAIT LET ME EXPLAIN!”

You noticed coach Ukai approaching you all and you gave him a smirk.

“I told you I’d return him in tip top shape”

“Heh, good to have our ace back”

You smiled as you watch the team scold Asahi for making you cry.

“Yeah”

“By the way that was so cheesy”

You blushed and looked at him with a surprised face.

“YOU WERE LISTENING?!”

“I accidentally heard it calm down”

“WHAT THE HELL UKAI-SAN?!”

“HEY KID LANGUAGE!”

[pepperful-qt]

hello!! i saw that your requests are open so,,, anyways, can you please make a hcs of kenma, kuroo and any other hq boys u like and their reaction when their s/o sends a video of them with i love you written on their cheeks? thank u and always take care!! ♡♡

this is so cute what🥺 almost went with Suna but decided on Tendou bc i just did something for him recently! & he deserves something like this tbh

Kenma, Kuroo, & Tendou when their s/o sends a surprise video with ‘i love you’ written on their cheeks 

*****

Kenma

you don’t send it to him in when he’s in public which he is thankful for

you do, however, send it out of nowhere. no special occasion or anything, which makes it so much more special to him tbh

you guys are video chatting while playing minecraft or stardew valley if you’re like me (or another online game of your choice) and you pause yourself and say you’re going to the bathroom or smth and mute your mic

it’s not really a big deal, so he doesn’t think too much on it and just continues building his redstone mechanism or w/e 

until he gets a notification from you

his first thought is that you ran out of toilet paper and he’s like why would you text me we’re not even in the same house-

but, that’s not what he sees. instead, it’s you in one of his hoodies that you stole 

you painted your nose and drew cat whiskers, with ‘i love you’ as the top whisker on each cheek and two lines beneath so cute wth

he thinks so too

it’s a short and sweet message, but clearly something you put thought into

but-

achievement unlocked! you broke him

seriously, he stops breathing for the entire video

he’s an absolute blushing MESS currently pulling up his hoodie to cover his face. pulling the drawstrings and everything

direct affection like this always makes him flustered. always

which is why it’s so cute hehe

he’s not much for pda or anything so you take your chances where you get em

little did he know, you were hiding just off camera where you could see the whole thing and you are currently 🥺

you just hear your name in an exasperated groan from the call

“y/nnnnnn” muffled by his hoodie ofc

you’re smiling like an idiot bc✨mission accomplished✨

“hehehe did you like it?” 

you still have the makeup on and his soul leaves his body

“why would you do that to me?”

“awww can’t you read?”

more blushy blushy 

he wants to hug you or hold you so bad in that moment like it’s absolute torture

and next time he sees you, oh boy is he stuck to you like glue. good luck getting him off you ever

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Kuroo

you decide to drop this on him while he’s en route to nationals. you weren’t able to come until the second day for school or work reasons, but you still wanted to show your support for your bf, esp for something so important to him!

you know he’s the type to keep his phone on dnd or airplane mode while he’s on long trips, as he prefers to sleep or read in peace

and you use this information to plan the perfect surprise! you send the video during his trip so he’ll see it when he’s going through notifications when he finally arrives

you tell/bribe Kenma to record his reaction for you too, which he may or may not do

your relationship with Kuroo has always been one of teasing and banter. for pet names you call each other ‘babe’ or ‘sweetheart’ as easily as ‘dork’ or ‘dumbass’

so it’s very very amusing to him when you start the video with “hey dummy~” while you have ‘i love you’ written in red on one cheek and ‘Nekoma #1′ on the other

the moment he sees you this guy has the biggest stupidest grin on his face. not even in a smug or cocky way, just completely lovestruck

he’s doing that thing where he covers part of his face with his hand and shakes his head a little bc he finds you so adorable

the video is actually really sweet with you hoping he got to the inn safely and wishing him good luck, and promising him a special kiss if he wins so you can see him play the second day

talk about motivation ammirite ;)

and your surprise works; he’s totally caught off guard

by the end of the video the genuine grin definitely turned devious lol, and he’s not one to blush easily, but you definitely got him a lil bit

some of his teammates heard a very ominous giggle from their captain, and his expression is even more disturbing

no one who asks is allowed to see, you're for his eyes only, but he does brag about the wonderful video his s/o sent him

excuses himself immediately so he can facetime you

if you’re still wearing it he just starts laughing again, and try as he might he can’t stop smiling

says some stupid cocky playful line

“hey baby, you got something you wanna tell me?” or “looks like you can’t contain your love for me” smh

partially scolds you for trying to catch him off guard (in public) 

“i love you too but you’ll regret that” etc

okay this mf is suggestive af fill in the rest

you better be looking forward to more than just a kiss when he sees you is all i’m saying

* * * 

Tendou

happens at like 1-2am on a school night when you’re both texting memes back and forth bc you enable each other

and tbh you’re feeling a bit delirious,, like at this point you’re actually laughing irl at the stupidest things he sends and muttering to yourself

so once the idea pops into your head your impulse control may as well not exist

he doesn’t really notice your absence too much, just keeps sending da memes. in fact he’s spamming so much he doesn’t even notice what you do send LOL

so you’re sitting there like 👉👈 waiting for him to react,, until eventually you’re like: ‘hellooo?? did you see what i sent??’

LEAVES YOU ON READ LMAOO before a keyboard smash and then silence

bc he is freaking out

like Kenma’s, it’s a cute, sweet message where you’re just gushing about how much you love him

it’s a little rambly and your words are a bit slurred but that just makes it all the more endearing

“tendou~~ look i just love you so much i need the whole world to know!!” while pointing to your cheeks

poor bby is about to cry fr he's overwhelmed

he’s just watching it over and over again like🥺🥺🥺

and you’re back to waiting for a reaction and you’re starting to feel a little silly. you’d already accepted that he’d tease you over it but now you’re embarrassed--

but you know what? he sends his own video back, with 'i love you my angel!' haphazardly scribbled on his forehead 

“y/n~~~” he’s totally mocking you “i can’t believe you love me so much you’re gonna make me cry~” doesn’t mention he already did a bit “i can’t believe i’ve been blessed with such an angel--” 

he’s just going on and on until he hits the video size cap

congratulations you’ve absolutely ruined each other at 2am and you have a test tomorrow and he has morning practice

but do either of you care? no

he cannot stop smiling the next day he’s just glowing and is just all over you

and you didn’t realize you’d written in sharpie so there’s still a little bit visible that you tried and failed to hide with concealer

he’ll never let you live that down😌😘

*****

THIS REQUEST MADE ME SO SOFT WRITING IT JFC😭

[dilvcslut]

Sero x Reader oneshot

warnings: ⚠️SMUT⚠️ oral (receiving), fingering, ¿public sex?

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You and Sero were on a date. You went to an amusement park called Knoebels. You both first went to the tea cups and spun around really fast. (Thanks to Seros big veiny muscular arms- ANYWAYS) Then you went to go get food AFTER your stomachs settled so you wouldn’t throw up. You got hamburgers and Alligator bites to try. “Here babe, try this. It tastes like chicken” Sero said. “Nooooo I don’t wannaaa” you said in a whiny voice. “If you do I’ll reward you~” Sero swears he’s never seen you eat something so fast in his life. “Okay! What’s my reward?” You asked with a little grin. “The Ferris wheel!” He said excitedly. “he knows what he’s doing” you thought.

So you and Sero went to the Ferris wheel and waited in the line. “The line is so long, can we just go on a roller coaster or something?” You asked with a pout. “Sorry, but we get to go after the next round. Just wait a little longer okay?” He said.

When it was finally your turn to go on, you got in a yellow colored cart with walls and two windows so it was closed off from everything else. It started going up and stopped 2/3 of the way at the top. Sero has put his hand on your thigh. “Do you still want your reward?” He said with a smirk. “But- I thought this was my reward. I mean, I only ate a few alligator bites” “yeah I know. But the alligator bites were like, $5 okay? I could’ve bought a Bang energy drink with that. But- do you still want your reward?” He asked. “Y-yeah sure I... guess” you said cautiously. Sero then moved his hand up until it touched your clothed flower.

“Don’t get too noisy. You don’t want anyone hearing” “w-what are you- aah~” Sero started rubbing your clit over your clothes. He then kneeled in front of you and unzipped your bottoms. “What did I say about getting noisy? Hmmm?” Before you could answer he pulled your panties off and blew on your cunt. “A-ahnn~ d-don’t tease me” you whined. “Fine~ but only because I don’t wanna waste time” then Sero licked a stripe up your flaps and repeated that a couple times. “S-Sero~ hurry up” you said needily. “Okay, okay. Impatient much?” He then spread your flaps apart and dove in.

You started whining and he kept at it. He would suck your clit, fuck you with his tongue, and then suck on your flaps, and repeat. Your moans grew louder when he put a finger in you. “Baby~ I said don’t be too loud” but Sero didn’t stop. He added another finger. And sucked harshly on your clit. “O-oh ffuck. Sero~ aaah~~” you moaned. The ride started moving again and Sero started going at an ungodly pace, trying to bring you your release before you got caught. “W-wait- it’s- the Ferris, aahhg~ it’s almost done” you said. Sero then added another finger and that’s what tipped you over the edge. Sero used his other hand to put his fingers in your mouth to quiet your moans.

He pulled your panties and bottoms up. Then he helped you get out. The controller of the Ferris wheel called you over. You were nervous because no one else got called except you and Sero. “Excuse me but you have been banned from coming here again. We have cameras in each cart to make sure these type of things don’t happen. Please leave immediately” you and Sero were embarrassed as ever. You both ran out of there. “Well- can’t go on dates there anymore” He said after you guys got in the car. “Hey, but what about this?” Sero pointed you his crotch. He had a raging hard boner. It looked painful

“Deal with it yourself. You got us banned.” You said and crossed your arms. “You said you wanted your reward though...” “I DIDNT SAY EAT ME OUT IN A FERRIS WHEEL! AND THERE WAS A SIGN OUTIDE THE RIDE THAT SAID THEY HAVE CAMERAS!” You yelled. “...oops, heheh.” While Sero drove back to your guys apartment you took a nap. When he got there he saw you asleep and didn’t want to wake you. So he picked you up, carried you up the stairs to your guys apartment, layed you on the bed, then went to the bathroom to relieve himself. Well, at least you guys can joke about it later on...

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AAAAAAAAA 🥺 I’m actually really proud of this. I hope you like it!

@bakugous-bbygirl

[notcatherinemorland]

More Hamlet Thoughts because i leave everything to the 11th hour . production continues to be the 2018 globe w/ Michelle Terry

Hamlet and Ophelia’s uhhhhh fight 

Ham’s personality twists into cruel mockery of her at the line ‘Where’s your father’ and OHO the facial expressions

Ophelia kept trying to hold onto Hamlet’s hand and body and curl her fingers around hamlet’s hand and it was very heartbreaking . Hamlet was a ball of chaotic energy who scrabbled her hands off himself. rlly interesting to watch

this turned around with hamlet scrubbing over her face as he presents her to the audience’s 4th wall for the make up lines. and shoves her down to the floor at the end

the physical manipulation hamlet takes out on ophelia is a super interesting segue to the players scene

2 b / x 2 b

ham sat in the middle of the front of the stage and held the hand of an audience member who he talked he speech to. very intimate and closed and really interesting interpretation

im a nerd so i really like the juxtaposition of such a grand and philosophical speech being told on such an intimate and small scale

Hamlet’s still got his smudged clown makeup on

hamlet and horatio come across Very gay in the ‘something too much of this’ line. i vibe 

hamlet decimated his friendship with R&G and i LOVED how Horatio held him and then forced him away to give him just a touch more character. this Ht loved R&G as well and i appreciate the bit of character we all try to give horatio

Horatio’s Emotions over R&G’s impending death is a++ give this man some emotional range

OH the ‘if your mind dislike anything, obey it’ can we PLEASE listen to horatio the lone voice of reason within elsinor’s halls

that’s not me being gay, that’s a legit analysis of Hamlet in that everyone in Elsinor has a twisted sense of reality and morality and Horatio as an outsider is immune and must watch in horror

the argument is flawed with R&G but hey it’s not my theory.

THE TRUMPETS . there’s live trumpets 

the music they played to signal the half time of the play was wonderfully dissonant and i VIBE WITH THAT that is the ENERGY of Elsinor right there

honestly im annoying and i don’t particularly care for the play scene as an audience member. like academically the play within a play is rife with analysis but like. to just sit and watch it feels like such a halt in the energy

plus i really dislike it when they use gross physical comedy in the dumb-show because again. im annoying

anyway they only do the dumb-show (more tollerable than a lot) and they use drum beats and purcussion in place of lines, and have hamlet explain what’s going on with his lines. it’s certainly different and its a lot quicker than the text is

This Claudius is Prime Smarmy Politicians and is very indignant as he tries to pray and i REALLY LIKE HIM

The scene transitions are .. non existent in this play and i LIKE IT 

the lines follow on immediately between scenes as the other characters are leaving the stage 

i love how it supports the theme of acting this play has and how it breaks down the barrier for the audience of personal vs private 

thats not quite what i want to say uhhhhh. in other productions some of the scenes are really discreet from each other- like how pearl necklaces have stoppers between the pearls- and that’s especially evident in films, but here it’s the opposite and the scenes bleed into each other to create a really fast paced and chaotic energy and i REALLY LIKE IT

‘personal vs private’ is on god my favourite theme in hamlet and the way it works with the audience creating it here is GREAT

Closet scene... OH BOY

this hamlet is CRUEL oml 

the ghost enters after hamlet spends 3 minutes berating his mother and she’s crying on the floor by the audience and hamlet immediately stops and starts weeping 

‘oh save me’ sounds so small and childlike and it really showcases the love between them

not that kind of love, sigmund fucking freud. get your mind out the gutter

the disdain hamlet has for gertrude absolutely breaks my heart but that’s a me thing because i haven’t been able to see my mother in person for coming up on a month due to quarantine :(

added an extra hug before ham leaves .. v sweet

Claudius comes barreling in and picks up ham’s dropped sword. :eye emoji: doesn’t put it down until Hamlet’s brought in for questioning. but he’s still holding a book (english dictionary presumably?) and this act of holding a sword for 2 scenes WILL be reiterated time and time again in ever hamlet essay i write forever to whatever end i so desire because it’s easy to manipulate to my own purposes. bless this moment

There’s a seagull that keeps interrupting claudius at perhaps the funniest possible moments in his soliloquies and honestly WHERE is it’s Olivier

Ophelia’s madness isn’t as explicit as it is in other versions, but watching her tumble into emotions and lack of restraint is so, so heartbreaking.

this is one of the productions of hamlet that makes a really convincing case for ‘madness’ in elsinor being synonymous to speaking one’s mind and being truthful about one’s heightened emotions and like. i Love that interpretation

lets be real i love 99% of hamlet interpretations

the 1% is freud. fuck that guy

I’m Digging the parallel of Ophelia’s emotional outburts of grief (in madness) to Laertes incensed outburst of grief . ohoho

Laertes gets rosemary and pansies, Claudius gets fennel and columbines, Gertrude gets the rue, Audience member gets the daisy and the thought of violets

unfortunately i once wrote a shite poem about gertrude and weather she know of the poison in the cup at the end and unfortunately that’s all i can think about for the last 40 mins of the play hfdhgjgghjhgj

im annoying so i read along with the play and the duets Claudius and Laertes make of the meter and the word formatting on the page comes across really different on stage, which is super interesting. 

not to be really fucking dramatic but i read in the info packet of this play that the pillars on the stage are actually tree trunks carved and painted to look like marble and considering how many times i had to hear the words ‘appearance vs reality’ in my english class, i think im allowed to use the smirk emoji about how the setting of the globe is Integral to Hamlet as a play

i am itching to write an entire 4000 word tirade about the use of the physical body in hamlet because between the actual acting on stage, polonius, ‘one auspicious and one dropping eye’ and all whole host of references made to physical body parts i am going feral 

PLUS this one incorporates sign language 

i actually hate the word incorporates but needs must  

The Ophelia’s death speech is of course wonderful, but i can’t stop thinking about how John Everett Millais made his model (who’s name escapes me in a terrible irony because i got this information from an exhibition about the female pre-raphalites) sit in a cold bath for hours on end whilst he sketched and it made her very ill because the fire went out and she was sat nude in a bath of cold water for hours.

Gravedigger only has the songs and the hamlet interaction, and he wears a high vis jacket. he’s also played by the ghost’s actor, which whilst understandable in such a small cast, amuses me greatly

Hamlet’s got his hair tied back and in a military style jacket, and marches around with Horatio who’s in a hoodie and a black duffle coat (absolutely a student) and the same tight plait. Ham’s definitely meant to be sane now, he speaks very brusquely and all but marches around the stage

Not To Make An Edelgard Reference But edelgard’s cause in 3H was also cemented by a timeskip and a military outfit and a brusque personality hehehe 

Hamlet gets into the ‘grave’ to chat to Yorick which, again, i will use in every relevant essay i will write and manipulate this scene to whatever end i desire and on god i thank this production for this 

a level me would have gone feral

current me is also going feral

Grave Scene: a terrible one for your family to walk in and ask what the fuck you’re watching

Polonius’ actor plays the priest. yes, capsule wardrobe of a cast, i know but i’m an english student it’s my duty to wring every irrational inch of analysis out of this thing

i won’t trail on about unsubstaniated interpretations of Polonius’ parenting skills and fate in Hamlet but on god i will find an essay about it

i always enjoy it when someone leaps in the grave .. the melodrama... the meaning... the liminal spaces...

the DRAMA of seperating feral laertes and the really calm and imposing hamlet is excellent and a bit hilarious and the camera is going nuts

i’m very aware that everyone is now traipsing about over the grave in the middle of the stage and THAT’S a fun dynamic you don’t get from film or text

ok I’ve just noticed the video has the ‘top chat replay’ going and the very first line i saw is ‘what if hamlet had tiktok’ and i am CRYING 

Ophelia’s actor also plays Osric and is a) absolutely hilarious and b) again, capsule wardrobe of a cast will not stop me from analysing everything and anything this play may or may not offer me. 

im not saying hamlet is a play about inheritance and the burden of it, but also... isn’t it :eye emoji:

if bloody fire emblem fates can do it so can i, step off

Fencing scene: oh thank god it’s nearly over

The hearts on their fencing get ups parallel Hamlet’s clown outfit with a heart on the sleeve Very Nicely

Gertrude isn’t wearing her headpiece anymore .. ohoho dispelling the trappings and suits of dishonesty, if you will

The duel is a) bloody terrifying because sword fighting and b) judged by Osric (Ophelia) and the poetry of having ham & lae’s duel waged over and judged by Ophelia is absolutely excellent

Claudius’s aside (or to laertes? camera didn’t follow) had no right to be as humorous as it was jdfsghfkd

Gertrude figured out it was poison in this one. Nice

I like the call and response effect of ‘Treachery! Seek it out! / It is here Hamlet’ they made with Hamlet running around they stage to find little propped up Laertes

The dramatic eye contact of Hamlet and Claudius as he forces him to drink the poison.... OH HECK YES 

the way they sink to the floor in a pair, with hamlet crawling over his body to make sure he dies... oh LORD 

the swing hamlet does with his arm to the audience to cast them as ‘the unsatisfied’ was EXCELLENT and i would like that in every production of hamlet please 

the tussle of horatio and hamlet over the cup..... iconic.... and i enjoy the parallel of that to hamlet with claudius as they’re stood in the same corner 

The harsh projection of Hamlet’s voice and the blunt manner of his words about Fortinbras’ inheritance of denmark against the soft way Horatio rocks Hamlet back and forth ... i want to CRY

Horatio got to have emotional range in this production .. wonderful

i always enjoy the way the play tails off with politics in a room of dead bodies.. the layers the absolute onions

how none of the drama within the castle has any meaning to anyone outside of it is Excellent 

and then the way the prison and enclosure of elsinor is finally broken with military force in parallel to the tumultuous interpersonal relationships within it... i vibe yet more

they actually ended with ‘go bid the soldiers shoot’ which i enjoy a lot!!!! and the music is wonderful

then they all start doing this dance which i think is meant to be about the themes of the play and to be perfectly honest it’s a bit crunchy for me but the music absolutely slaps!!!

final thoughts:

that sure was a hamlet production and i thought it had a lot of heart and did some new things very very well!!!

and i loved the emphasis they put on the costuming!!!! 

overall: a solid hamlet. very nice. i greatly enjoyed it!!!! 

[egg-emperor]

Do you have any headcanons for your self insert and Eggman

OHO you bet I do, especially since I have a bunch of fics of my s/i and Eggman that I’m literally never gonna post sdhkjdfhbkgbs //^w^//

I really appreciate your interest in my s/i because I don’t talk about him often thinking that people just might not really like to know. So it means a lot thank you :’D

Julian previously lived with a self-formed pack that mostly consisted of wolves and a few dogs. The point of them was to combat against Eggman’s Forces and basically serve to protect the place they resided. Of course having this connection meant that Julian heard about Eggman and all the terrible things he did all the time, being told about the latest news and past stories by the pack very early on in his life.

Despite being very well aware of how dangerous a man he is, Julian was always more intrigued than afraid. Having no idea when what he could possibly do next with how unpredictable he is was the exciting thing happening Julian’s life. He was very good at hiding it from the others though.

Julian was never a physical fighter so his position was to be the lookout, the one that warns the others of oncoming danger.

He didn’t do his job properly on purpose though lmao. Out of his fascination with all of Eggman’s creations from the biggest of mechs to the smallest of robots, he wouldn’t warn the others about seeing badniks because he didn’t want to contribute to them being destroyed. Despite them being programmed to be hostile, Julian would try to get as close to the odd motobug he saw just to get a better look at them.

He had absolutely no regard for his own safety and that only reached higher extremities when he’d sneak not far behind the pack to get even the slightest glimpse of Eggman in person. He still remembers and treasures the first time he got the closest he been yet. Which compared to now, was still very far away as he was up on top of a building lol. But he managed to see him there in his egg mobile just before he left and that was special to him!

I have multiple stories for how they first met personally but I’m still deciding on which one is the ‘canon’ version to my main story of them. Because I’ve settled on combining all my favorite parts into one, I’ll share what I’ve decided on for certain atm.

Eggman visited to see if there was any useful terrain for a base or more healthy animals to use for his pawns. This time he had his forces seize some of the most important members of the pack on the scene. Julian just happened to be one of the random extras they grabbed since he was lurking there. While that was everyone else’s horror, it was his luckiest day!

Eggman had a lot of ideas for what punishment he wanted to give the significant members that he had targeted. But first, he wanted to make sure he could break them down and control them to the point that they feel miserable and defeated, acknowledging his power and greatness for being the winner of the annoying ongoing battle between them. Before dealing with them immediately though, he had them temporarily work for him so he could mock and toy with them some more.

Since Julian was not a trained and skilled fighter like the others, he wasn’t closely involved until the third meeting. That’s when he was unexpectedly brought in and the former leader explained his position of being the lookout. As long as he could be useful to Eggman in the meantime, he could also serve some type of purpose rather than just sit in a cell until he decides it’s time to rid of them all. So he gave Julian a role in his current main base’s security room.

Eggman quickly noticed how visibly focused on him he was the entire time he was talking. Of course, when he can feel the attention on him it further boosts his confidence to the point where everyone can tell that he’s deliberately showing off. But Julian is just like me and recognizes him as a total asshole and finds that attractive about him along with everything else. Eggman announced to the others that he was an example of how attentive the others should be.

During the short time the pack had to follow Eggman’s orders, they were often scared into submission by his threats so much that hardly anyone dared to act up. They knew that their sentence would only become even shorter if they made their unwillingness too clear to him. Julian didn’t have to be told twice to do anything and served him the most willingly the entire time. The second he saw someone even consider an attempt to escape, he’d make sure Eggman knew about it.

It really didn’t take Eggman long to notice how much Julian was into him. He was already getting ideas the first meeting he attended but there was so much besides that which really made it obvious to him. The way Julian’s tail would wag like crazy when he entered the room. How happy he looked whenever Eggman was jolly, especially when he’d laugh. How he failed to hide his reaction towards even the slightest bit of physical contact between them. Even indirect contact like using something after he had, like drinking from the same glass as he did was something that he seemed oddly delighted about.

Most importantly he had many assets that Eggman found useful, such as his enthusiasm to hear him talk about himself and his work, how quickly he’d jump at the chance to serve him. Everything he did wasn’t even in an attempt to impress him or make him notice that he liked him, he did it all simply because he couldn’t help it. He just enjoyed stroking his ego and his satisfaction came from seeing Eggman happy and proud. The way he didn’t expect him to give him anything in return was also helpful in getting Eggman to realize that he had some worth lol

After he’d rid of all the other pack members he’d captured, Julian didn’t even seem to care what happened to happen to them. Instead, he was instead thrilled that he was kept alive for some reason because he still didn’t know why yet. That almost convinced Eggman that his desire to stay on his side was genuine. He was considering keeping him in management of his security and that’s why he was spared.

But he wasn’t going to reveal that to him just yet because he was soon thinking back to the times where people working under him would try to betray him or get something out of him, even after seeming to be pretty devoted to serving him. Even though Julian seemed to have the deepest passion for him beyond working, he wouldn’t overlook the possibility of him being a good actor and spy of some sort.

So he decided that he’d confront him about it and test his willingness. That way he could attempt to understand his true intentions. It’s not like he’d stand a chance against him if he did try anything against him in those moments, so he went for it. He ended up having Julian pinned up against the wall, demanding that he prove to him that it’s all real.

He said that there were no security cameras around, so he can do whatever he wanted and nobody would ever find out. He expected Julian to understand that if he had some plan to attack or betray him, now was his chance. But that’s not what he thought of with those words. And oh boy, did he know how to prove how he really felt. It was after that where Eggman knew for certain that it was real and things escalated between them from there when he took full advantage of his desire for him.

When Julian was staying with him at the base everything went well. Eggman liked how much the wolf made it clear that he would never ask so much out of him, never interfere with his work or speak against his orders because he understood and supported him in a way that no other person had done before.

Julian especially cheered on all his biggest dreams for Eggmanland, any latest plans and projects that he revealed to him and he loved to hear of all the stories of the evilest and cruelest chaos he’d brought upon people, lands and the entire planet. Hearing of it all from his perspective had been his dream ever since he’d been told about him.

The surviving (hint hint) members that had never been captured by Eggman attempted to come and ‘rescue’ Julian, but it was never a group effort. His former partners would take it upon themselves to go alone to find retrieve him, believing that he was being held there against his will. Most of them never figured out why he was so calm about being there and even after they reminded him of how dangerous Eggman is.

They were furious and appalled when they finally realized his betrayal of them for Eggman and how he completely supported the man’s actions. But it didn’t matter because none of them ever left the base unscathed to tell anyone else of their discovery. Eggman would threaten them and take action upon them himself so they’d never be able to even dare to try to come back again. Julian didn’t care what he did to them as long as it got them off their backs.

So yeahhh, Julian doesn’t have the power to be labeled a true villain like Eggman but he definitely isn’t a good guy huh XD He knows how to look and appear innocent and hide his much darker side. Eggman definitely helps bring it out of him and is a very bad influence without even really trying though heheh. They also have a lot of very deep and dark secrets that nobody else will ever know or hear of, if they do then they won’t live to tell the tale anyway. Eggman especially has always made sure of that. 👀

As time went on he realized that despite hardly being able to contain his immense amount of love for him, Julian was still very good at keeping the secrets they had together too. That’s why he eventually decided to also give him the role as a type of spy that could act and blend in well with their enemies.

He’d later go on to fool the Resistance as his spy by joining them and reporting back to his beloved with any necessary information he’d gathered. Despite a lot of close calls, Julian’s biggest accomplishment is that he managed to play the part right up to the moment where Eggman was about to drop the sun down on everyone. Then he finally got to join his side again and despite not expecting anything, he got quite the reward for that effort ;D

[angelic-writer]

Differently Morphous Headcanon Dump: Bianca x Victor

So, Bianca had this big crush on Victor for a while, but she didn’t have the courage to talk to him. After her friends encourage her to have a conversation with him, she’s stuttering and fumbling with her words.

Like “H-Hi, Victor. Um, I heard about what happened in the reports. Y-You know, those bloodthirsty fairies? I-I’m really glad you and Adam are o-okay. W-Well, I’m glad that Mia is o-okay too, but-”

Victor, being his usual jerky self is like “Oh brother, stop stuttering so much and make a proper sentence.”

“Ah- I-I’m sorry! I just- Um... My friends kinda- Ah...”

It was just awkward all around. Bianca is trying to talk to her crush, but failing while Victor is tapping his fingers on the desk watching this girl make a fool out of herself.

Eventually, she had to excuse herself to run to the bathroom just so she doesn’t die from embarrassment in front of him.

Mia watches the whole thing from afar and is like “Do I really have to babysit this girl? As if Catherine wasn’t bad enough...”

And so she, along with Alison, accompany Bianca to talk to the pyrokinetic. More awkward bumbling ensues.

Meanwhile, Mia and Alison were like “So... How was your day?”

Eventually, with time, they graduate to walking home together after work. Bianca tries to talk to him some more, but it was mostly small talk on her part.

Meanwhile, Bianca is trying her best to look good for Vic. Make sure her hair looks good and there aren’t any blemishes.

She would be stressed out beyond all belief because she wanted to look good for him. She would be constantly worried that the slightest imperfection would make him think less of her.

Catherine keeps telling her that Victor is not that shallow. Bianca knows it, but, you know, anxiety’s a bitch.

One day, while getting some breakfast with Victor, she bumps into someone and gets her breakfast sandwich all over her shirt. She was unable to contain herself. Now, Victor will laugh at her. She will never hear the end of how the girl from the Ministry made a complete fool out of herself in front of the field’s top agents. Overwhelmed, she ran to the bathroom away from Victor’s sight.

Fortunately, Victor’s not that big of a jerk so he waits for her outside the bathroom. Bianca was crying pretty loud so some people asked him if everything was alright. He responds with “Lady problems.”

Later, she comes out and is surprised to see Victor waiting for her.

“Victor!” She looks away from him. “I-I thought...” She starts tearing up again, but Victor shushes her.

“Shh. We’re in a public place. With how loud you’ve been crying, people thought your dog died or something.”

He passes her a tissue which she accepts.

“Here. I got some spare clothes back at my place. We can stop there real quick and you can get changed.”

“Huh? B-But-”

“No buts! There is no way you’re going into work looking like that.”

And so, they go to Victor’s apartment and Bianca changes into some of his spare clothes.

And that’s where she got her trenchcoat.

When they both arrive at work, Mia asks her why she had Vic’s clothes on.

“Oh, I accidentally got some of my breakfast sandwich on myself, so... Victor gave me some of his clothes to wear for today.”

Mia looks at Victor, smirking. “Really. He did, huh?”

Victor gets all defensive, his cheeks turning red. “What?! My place was much closer to the Ministry than hers, so it was much faster than going half an hour to her house!”

Mia just goes “Mmm-Hmm” while Adam side-eyes him a bit.

While all this was going on, Bianca totally forgot to get breakfast. Luckily, Victor is right on it and gives her some food from the dining hall.

“Oh, thank you.”

“No problem. Don’t expect me to do this all the time.”

“Ah, don’t worry. I’ll pay for my own food. I’m not cheap.”

Now, notice that Bianca isn’t stuttering anymore. Something about the way he said it... It made her confident. Like, she finally has the courage to speak to him without getting nervous. After what happened at the sandwich shop, she realized that she was getting worked up over nothing. Victor waited for her while she had a breakdown in the bathroom and even brought her over to his apartment so she can change. If he was being this nice to her...

“Again, thanks for the food. It was really nice of you.”

“Hey! Don’t get the wrong idea. I only did it because I didn’t want you to starve. Again, don’t expect me to do this all the time.”

“Hehehe. I know. But maybe if we go somewhere. You know, like a restaurant, you can pay for your half of the meal and I can pay for my half. You know, split the bill.”

Victor is absolutely floored. So is everyone else and Mia is like “Oh my god, did she just-?”

“D.... Did you just ask me out?!” He sputters.

“Well, not exactly. It was just a suggestion. Although, if you want to...”

Victor takes a second to regain his composure. “Of course. Maybe we can make time for each other in our schedules.”

“Hmm... Are you free this weekend?”

“Hm, I guess so. If those Werewasps don’t come back to wreak havoc again, we can go somewhere.”

“Alright. Sounds like a plan.”

After that conversation, Bianca later realizes what she just did.

She mentally freaks out, “Oh my god, I just- Oh my god, I just asked out Victor Cassen! Holy cow, how did I do that?!”

Their first date was at a restaurant. It was nothing fancy. Just a small, little restaurant. Bianca and Victor are happy with it regardless. Neither of them are really experienced with dating or love, but they are willing to learn.

Now, a thing you need to know about Bianca is that even though she is not allowed to use magic due to her heart condition, she is allowed to go on missions as long as she doesn’t overwork her heart. She and Victor are in two different groups. Bianca goes with Catherine while he goes with Adam and Mia.

Whenever she goes on a mission, she always brings her gun. That way, she still has a way to defend herself.

Now, she might get into some trouble with a lake monster. She and Catherine are called to take care of it. They thought it would be a simple extermination and Catherine likes to be a lil’ gremlin. But, things go south really fast.

The monster would try to kill Bianca by grabbing her and pulling her down underwater, essentially trying to drown her.

Luckily, Victor and the gang were in the same area and they came to the rescue.

Even more luckily, Bianca didn’t drown, otherwise it would be really bad. (Although it would guarantee some mouth to mouth action. Dammit, Victor!)

After that, she and Victor begin to hang out a lot more. They always come to check up on each other after they get banged up on the job. Don’t even get me started on the aftercare!

Like, they bandage each other up when their wounds aren’t severe and they bring each other food and stuff. It’s great!

While all this was going on, they start to go on more and more dates. Victor had no idea what to do, but he had help from Adam, Mia, Alison and surprisingly, Dr. Diablerie.

Fun fact: The sapphire heart necklace that I imagined her having was a gift from Victor.

It was when they were strolling along the beach that they had their first kiss.

It was sweet, tender and, for Bianca, it was like a dream come true.

They would come over to their places frequently to hang out. At some days, they would be at Bianca’s place and they would definitely be at Victor’s on weekends.

Their favorite activity to do is watch movies, although Bianca watches those really trashy romance movies that Victor nitpicks at and Bianca is not a fan of horror.

One time, she got scared when someone was killed onscreen and Victor comforts her.

“You know, if it makes you feel better, Mia dared me to watch those Saw movies with her and... I almost threw up.” He says to her.

“That sounds like her, all right.”

So, to compromise, they decided on suspense thriller. That way, Mia won’t be scared that easily while keeping Victor’s interests in mind.

Sometimes, when things get too intense, they would have someone there. At Bianca’s, she would have Catherine and her pet Fluidic over as moral support. (Catherine named her Fluidic Kat, by the way.) At Victor’s, Adam is there.

Despite that, they really enjoyed it and eventually went to the local cinema.

Soon, Bianca lost her virginity to him.

It was after the usual date at the cinema. They are hanging out in his room, giving their thoughts on the movie. Adam’s out shopping for groceries, so they are technically alone. Then, Victor asks her a question.

“So... Sorry if this is awkward for you, but... Have you ever... had sex?”

Bianca’s face went completely red. Sure, she had heard of it, but she never had it with anyone. Victor sees her reaction and immediately starts to apologize. Like, “I-I’m sorry! It’s just that I thought about it and I just wanted to make sure that-”

“N-No, no! It’s fine. I totally get it. Well...” She pauses. “I’ve never really... dated anyone before. You’re pretty much the first person I’ve ever been in a relationship with.”

“Ah... Well,” Victor scratches the back of his head. “Adam and I never really gone out with any girls before either, so I could say the same thing.”

*Silence*

“Well... Have you?”

Bianca shakes her head.

“Me neither. I mean, if you want to...”

“Um...” Bianca nervously fidgets.

“We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to. I don’t want to make you uncomfortable.”

“But... I want to.”

Victor looks at her, surprised. “You do?”

“Yeah... Although I am a bit nervous. I’ve never really done this with anyone, so...”

Victor holds her hand. “Don’t worry. I’ll make sure it doesn’t hurt. I don’t know what I’m doing, but... I’ll do anything to make you happy.”

Bianca was nervous, but this is Victor. They’ve known each other a lot by this point, so she trusts him.

And oh my god, the way that Victor makes her comfortable during the foreplay is glorious!

Like, he is so sweet and gentle with her that Bianca relaxes and lets him do whatever he wants to her.

(NSFW ahead!) Whether it’s him giving her hickeys, sucking on her breasts, or fingering her, Bianca is turned on.

At one point, Bianca grows impatient and tells him to just be inside her already, but he doesn’t. He wants to be absolutely sure that her body is ready so as to not accidentally hurt her.

Eventually, she is wet enough for him to enter easily. After putting on a condom, he enters her. It was a little uncomfortable at first, but Bianca doesn’t mind. Victor has been very gentle with her, so it doesn’t matter. Their first time doesn’t have to be perfect, that much is obvious, but she is so into the moment that she doesn’t care if there is a little pain.

So, while they were doing it, Bianca’s moans of pleasure and saying his name sensually turn him on as well. ;33

After that, they are closer than ever before. The other agents noticed that Victor seemed to smile a lot more now and Bianca is becoming more confident in herself. Everything just seemed to be perfect.

But things begin to change when Bianca starts acting... odd.

Now, you see, the events of the Fluidic massacre are still felt around the country, especially the Department.

Nita is still going around, trying to be all “progressive” and all that and that starts to take a toll on Bianca’s mind.

One day, she was yapping on about some “offensive” things that have been going around. Everyone is just sitting there, listening to her go off and suddenly, Bianca snaps.

“Oh my god, just shut up! No one cares about your f̶u̵c̶k̴i̴n̴g̵ ̶p̶r̵o̵p̶a̸g̵a̶n̷d̸a̵, okay?!”

Everyone is stunned into silence, including Victor. No one had heard her swear before, but they were more concerned about the fact that Bianca’s voice changed...

Bianca suddenly realizes what she just said and runs out. They are all confused. What’s going on? Why did Bianca talk like that?

Victor eventually discovers that Bianca is a person possessed by an Ancient or as Nita calls it “A person of dual consciousness”.

Victor does not take the news well at all at first. I mean, who could blame him? He almost died to an Ancient himself. But, he calms down and remembers that’s his girlfriend in there. Despite what happened, she is still his girlfriend.

After work, he confronts her about his discovery. Bianca is scared out of her mind. She’s afraid that Victor will leave her for having a creature inside of her and that leads to them arguing.

Although, Victor gives her a comfort hug and tells her that he’s gonna trust her, Ancient or not.

“God, I hope I’m making the right decision...”

Still, that would’ve put a huge strain on their relationship.

Things continue to go downhill from there. Bianca starts to get more ruthless on her missions and is starting to use her magic more often, causing her to collapse many times.

Richard Danvers talks to her in the infirmary after an emergency regarding her.

“God, Bianca... What are you doing? You shouldn’t be using your magic so frivolously. If you continue to do that, you’re going to die!”

“Well, I’m sorry, Mr. Danvers, but I’m going through a really tough time right now, so can you please leave me alone?”

“What’s gotten into you? You never talk back to me or Elizabeth. First, you snapped at Nita, then you’re using your death magic and now, you’re talking back to me?! Bianca-”

“Look!! I don’t wanna talk to anyone right now!! Especially someone who has daddy issues with The Hand!! Now leave!! Get out!!”

Everyone is both appalled and scared by Bianca’s behavior. Something needed to be done soon or else Bianca will either die or be punished.

Soon, everyone starts having dreams about Bianca. And they are... horrifying to say the least.

For Victor, he, Adam, Mia and Alison discover Bianca crying in the hallway and when she turns around... She is bleeding from her eyes. Like, full on crying tears of blood. She immediately starts screaming and tries to murder Alison and Victor ends up having to...

For Danvers, he dreamt about Bianca, but her appearance was... different. Her hair had turned snow white, she had the blood tears and she had angel wings, but they were dripping with blood. The glowing halo above her head was... blinding to him.

“How do I put it...? She was beautiful, but terrifying at the same time.” Danvers recounted.

While this was going on, Victor and Adam start to learn more about Bianca’s past.

It eventually culminates to Bianca writing a letter to everyone at the Ministry, apologizing for her behavior as well as saying that she will resign. But as the letter goes on, the handwriting starts to become more jittery and illegible. They even start to see spots of blood on the paper. As the letter nears its conclusion, she writes to Victor, apologizing to him for everything - For keeping her Ancient secret, for getting in his way, for being weak... She tells him to forget about her and be happy. They then look at the back of the letter. There, written in blood, are the words

PLEASE HELP ME

That gets everyone worried so Victor, Adam, Mia, Alison, Danvers, Diablerie, Catherine and Chris all go looking for her.

They eventually find her at the beach and Danvers realizes something. She’s sweating, wobbling like she’s dizzy - She looks like she’s going to faint...

“Bianca?” He calls out.

She slowly turns around. “Guys...? Why...? Why are you here?”

“We were really worried about you, what with your concerning letter and such. Please... Come over here.” Adam says.

“Why...? Aren’t I just a burden to you...?”

“You weren’t a burden to us. You helped us with every mission and you've made everyone here so much happier, especially Victor. He hasn’t smiled as much before he met you.” Alison starts to talk. Bianca looks down. “I can see that you mean a lot to him. He’s willing to be with you, flaws and all. So... Come over here and we can talk this out.”

“...........I can’t.”

“? Why? I-I know the things Nita says were harsh, but I promise you, the world’s not that bad. I had to learn about that the hard way, so...”

“That’s the problem, though. The world is full of terrible people. Robbers, murderers, rapists... This world is full of sin.

À̴͍ñ̵͙d̴̯́ ̸̯̐ḯ̴̦t̵͉͗ ̶͖̅n̴͇̋e̷̤̋e̷̡͝d̷̪̅s̷̯̏ ̶̧̈́ẗ̸̟́o̸͖͆ ̶̹͌b̴̗͑e̴̺͑ ̷͉̋p̶̨͠ü̵̥r̶̞̓g̵̮̐ȩ̷̊ď̸̺.̶͙̈́”

She started to breathe more heavily as her shaking grew heavier. Everyone could see that she’s sweating bullets now. Her breathing started to get labored as she began to cry. But, it wasn’t normal tears. No, there was blood dripping down her face. Her heart was beating a million miles an hour as she was thinking ‘No... Please no... Not again...’

She wanted to say something. Anything. To Victor, Mia, Adam, anyone. When she tried to speak, her voice wouldn’t come out. Her throat was closed.

She then felt searing pain in her back and she collapsed, screaming in agony. Her back was starting to bulge and blood started to seep into her trenchcoat. Danvers tells everyone to step back despite Mia and Alison wanting to help her. Victor could only stand and watch as his girlfriend transforms into something monstrous.

And then, “Please.... Don’t do this to me!! I.... I don’t wanna die!!!!”

With grotesque cracks, angel wings burst out of her back, spraying blood everywhere. With a flash of white light, she is transformed into something different.

Her hair was completely white, the whites of her eyes have become red, still streaming blood from her eyes and her clothes appeared to be torn. A bright halo was floating above her head and she started to fly.

Everyone was in complete shock, Danvers saying “No....”

“A̴̮͘l̶͖̓l̶̳͑ ̴̯͂o̸̢͂f̷͉̾ ̵̹̕ỳ̸̜ǫ̴͊ù̴̙ ̸̻̔w̶̜͋i̴͔͠l̷̘̈́l̶̞͝ ̴͕͒n̶̢͘e̵͓̅v̷̭̇e̵̬̍r̴̦̐ ̶̤̓u̶̟̍n̷̮͝d̴̜͑e̴͍͠r̶͕̽s̴̙̈́t̷͎͛a̷̳͛n̴͇̓d̷͖͝ ̶̹̎ṭ̵͠h̸̭́e̶͚̾ ̶̧̍ę̸̊v̷̛͚i̴̐͜l̸̤̍š̵̥ ̶̱͑o̵͕̐f̶͍̀ ̵̨̄ț̶͗ĥ̷̪ê̶͉ ̵͍̾w̷̨͠ō̶͓r̶̪͛ḻ̴͐d̷͙͑.̶̱̑ ̵̱́N̵̩̂ǒ̷̜n̶̯̐ȩ̸͆ ̷̣͝o̷̹̕f̴̺̄ ̸̛̟ȳ̷̮o̶͓̎u̸̠͌!̸̞͋!̵̯̐ ̵̢̈Y̶̻̽ọ̷͛u̵͖̓'̶̦̎d̸͙͋ ̸͎̃r̷͕̽a̷̛̰t̸͈͘h̷̟̑ȇ̸͜r̵̞͠ ̸̹̿s̷̛̮t̴̯̏a̵͍͗ẏ̵͈ ̷̟̊i̸̹̓n̴̂ͅ ̵̹́ỷ̸̧o̶͇̒u̵̠̓ŕ̷̲ ̵͛ͅl̶̫̀i̵̮͝t̷͔̋t̷͖́l̴̪̈e̸̘͒ ̸̞̽ẽ̸̗c̶̓ͅh̴̰̊ơ̶̼ ̵̠͆c̵͈̉h̷̗̀a̷̹͂m̴̰͒b̵̫̊e̵̙̚ȓ̶̘ ̶̠̓i̵̠͌n̶̄ͅs̴̲͛ẗ̵̖e̶̠̾a̷̰̓d̶̫͝ ̶͓͒ŏ̷̖f̸̥̎ ̷̺͂ṣ̴͌e̷̜͝e̶̤͝i̵̯̇ņ̶͊g̴͈̓ ̸̨̋t̷͉̀h̵��̥a̶̭͌t̷̖͒ ̵͈͑t̴̞͒h̵̯͒e̷͖͑ ̵̹́ẅ̴̝́o̵̧̓ř̴̙l̵͎͛d̴̪̅ ̵̾ͅi̴̹͊ṡ̷̗ ̷͚͆f̴̙̏ŭ̴̖l̸̫̔l̴̘̈ ̸̂ͅò̶̞f̶͎̑ ̶̗̂e̸͓͐v̸̹̕ȋ̷͎l̷̠̕!̷͖̊

She attacks them, but Chris was able to block the blow with his shotgun.

“Bianca, please!! Don’t talk like that!! The world is not full of evil! Please, come back to us!! We need you!” Alison shouts.

The Bianca creature smiles. “Ý̶͚o̷͠ͅǘ̵̧ ̵̳̓k̴̤͌n̴̻̿o̶̱̊w̶̡͑,̷͚̄ ̴̥̈́Ǐ̶̪ ̷̦̇w̶̡̋a̷̙̓s̵͕̋ ̷̞͋l̴͖̒i̶̱̚k̸͉̚ē̵̘ ̸̣̈́y̶͖͊o̷͙͌u̷͔͘,̵̧͊ ̸̝̊A̴͈͊l̸̜̕i̶̍ͅs̸̜̈́o̵͔̊n̶̡͛.̵̫̅ ̶̤̚N̵̯̔ȃ̵̗î̷̦v̷̡̾e̴̦̎,̴̯̾ ̶̰͑ḭ̵͌n̵̗̾n̴̲̾o̷͖̚c̵͓͐e̵̹̔n̵͙̓t̵̯͆,̶̲̈́ ̵̝͛ạ̶̓n̴̪̊d̷̹̏ ̸̨́w̴̯̄i̷͇̐l̶̡͋l̸͉͐ị̵̚n̷̢̎g̴͚̍ ̴̝̚t̷̖̃o̴͙͂ ̷͖̋s̶̄ͅe̷̯̔e̸̠͝ ̶̩̚t̶͖̊h̵͕́e̸̱͗ ̴̝̉g̷͕̅o̶͍̿o̵̝̅d̴̫̿ ̴͉͠i̸͝ͅn̴͈̍ ̷͙͆t̸̺͛h̵̟́ë̷͇́ ̷̫̃w̷̙͑o̴͂͜r̴͈̓l̴̥̾d̸̳͂.̸̝̐ ̴̟̏Ḃ̵̜u̵̯̐ẗ̵̳́ ̶̙͛y̸̬͋o̵̫͂u̶̹̍ ̶͈̒ṉ̸͗e̴̝̿e̶̱͠ḍ̴͌ ̴͓̇ṱ̵̆ó̴̗ ̷̤͗u̵͖͗n̵̦̆d̷͚̍e̸͈͛r̴̻̈́s̴̮̊ẗ̵̥́ȁ̵̭ṇ̸̆d̸̝̀ ̴̫͝s̷͓͆ȏ̶̬m̴̨͆ē̴̺t̴̥͘ḩ̷̏ĭ̸̝ń̴͕g̵̤͆ ̸̤͠a̵̦̅b̵̲̅ō̷̩u̵͖̎t̷̝̋ ̵̳̈́m̷͍̍ę̶̂ ̵̟̆a̶͗͜ñ̴̨d̶̝͝ ̸̢̐m̵͉͒ÿ̴̭́ ̴̪̈́h̶̨͆o̵̠͆s̵̮̅t̴͇̿.̷̝̿ ̸͈̕Y̷̹̾ô̴̪u̵͓͝ ̷̰̕s̵̳͠e̴̎͜e̷͔͘,̷̫͝ ̸͙̿I̶̝̔ ̶̻̅p̷̺̅r̸͔̓o̸͈̔t̷̻͘e̴͓̾c̷̞̑t̶̛͓e̴͙̐ḓ̸̑ ̷̜̏B̴̜̑i̵̡͠ȃ̴̰ñ̵̲ċ̶̹a̴̭̓ ̷̺̏f̵͉͛r̸̡̅ȏ̸͙m̷̦̀ ̵͈̏t̴̩̄h̶͚̉ë̴̤ ̴̠̓b̴̥̉a̸͎͗d̴͐ͅ ̶͊ͅp̵̳͆ê̶̢ỏ̸̫ṕ̴͉ḽ̸̀ë̵͍́ ̶̱̽b̵͖͆e̷̲̅c̷̬̀a̸̟͐u̵̖̇s̷̙̔e̸̥̚ ̴͇̌I̴͍͠ ̷̢̿k̸̜̎n̴̤̄e̷̖̽w̸͈͌ ̵͖̽s̴͖̕h̶͖͒e̵͈͘ ̵̼̽w̶͔͊a̷̙̚š̶̻ ̵̨̎f̴͕̋r̵̢̅a̶̭̎g̴͓͝ḯ̶̞l̶͖̃e̵̛̝.̶̹̅ ̴͎͝H̷̳̉e̴̤͊r̷̝̓ ̶̤̓h̶̙̒e̷̱̔ǎ̷̮r̶̰̽t̴̖͑ ̵̫͋w̶̤̕ö̶̳́ú̷̝l̶̲̑d̸̡̓ ̷̟͌ņ̸̒o̴̡̚t̷̼͐ ̴̊͜t̴͈͐a̴͍͂k̵̝̂e̸̜̊ ̵̫͋t̶̡͠h̷͙̉e̴̛͓ ̶̡̓ȃ̷̲b̴̘͛u̵̮͑s̸̪̓ẻ̷̱ ̶̟̐ä̵̟́n̵͍̆d̴̪͗ ̶̊��h̵̗͛ȅ̵̡ä̷͍́r̷͙̋t̷̤̔a̷̖͐c̴̩̾h̸͕̀e̶̹͌.̸̥̌ ̴̹͆S̴̼̾h̵̟͘e̶͖̔ ̷̳̾ǧ̴̗ȧ̷̦v̴̙̊ë̸̢ ̵̻̕h̷̤̎e̵̫͗r̶̫̂ŝ̴̝e̵̺̾l̵͗ͅf̵̰̄ ̷̹̒u̸̺͒ṕ̶̞ ̶̱̾a̷̯͛n̷͖͠d̶̙͘ ̴̖̈́ä̴̧́l̴̠̄l̷͔̀ő̸͇w̴̩͆e̸̮̍d̷̳͐ ̷͔͠m̴̝̊e̴̥̕ ̴̹̽t̵͙̆o̴̮̒ ̷̬̈t̶͚̑ạ̶͛k̴̞͒è̵̜ ̵͚̍o̵̢͂v̸̠͛e̸͕͌ŕ̷͎.̸̛͙ ̸̖̐N̴͍̄ŏ̸̳ẃ̶̪,̵̛̞ ̸͍͠I̸̙̊ ̷͔͗s̷̬͌h̵̹̐ȁ̴̦l̷̻̏ļ̶͋ ̸̤͠r̶̪̆e̷͍̾c̴̩̓r̷͙̾e̶̡̊a̴̜̔t̶̩̉ë̴̳ ̴̼̃t̷̨͝h̶̭́i̴͙͘s̴͖̈́ ̶̙̉w̵̺͊o̵͕͆r̴̭̉l̷͔̿d̷̮͑.̵̲͂ ̵̺͛A̵̰̍ ̴̹̐w̷̫̓ǫ̸̇r̸͍̈́l̵͍̂d̷̛͈ ̸̺͐w̴̱͠ị̴̒ṱ̸́h̵̬̆ ̵͚̈́n̵̰̈́ȍ̶̼ ̷̪̈́ḧ̷̢u̴̢͋n̴̙͗ḡ̷̗è̷͕ȑ̴̖,̶̟̋ ̷̯͆ṇ̶̑o̶͉̅ ̴̫̒p̸̮̄a̸͎̕ỉ̵̝n̸̜̍,̶̘̊ ̸̝͝ṇ̵̊ỏ̴͔ ̸̼͝w̷͍̉a̵̛̜ṙ̷̹.̷̧̌ ̶͕͌J̶͕̍u̶͇̾s̶̰͐t̶̖̀ ̴͙̑p̴̫̌é̴̺a̷̦̿c̴͎̀e̸͋͜ ̶̘͊a̶̹̚n̸̖̔ḍ̸͊ ̵͎͊ȟ̵̳à̸͕p̴͎̓p̸͜͠i̷̪̎n̶̳̋e̸͈̍s̶̜̆s̴̝͘.̸̦̀ ̶̠͗ ̷̳̈́J̶̪͝ü̸̟s̵̗̈́t̷̯͒ ̴̛̭ļ̶̇i̶̟̚k̵̲̚ȩ̵̄ ̵̣̃s̴̯̓h̴̲́ě̶͈ ̴͉̅w̶̥͝a̶̔͜n̷̓ͅẗ̷̜́e̵͊ͅd̴̡̓.̴̬̏

She goes to attack again, but this time, Victor attacks. Since he has an ability suited for combat, he overpowers her with little effort. However, when he is about to finish her off...

“P̴l̴e̶a̷s̵e̴.̸.̷.̸ ̷D̷o̶n̷'̷t̴ ̸d̵o̸ ̴t̷h̸i̵s̵ ̶t̴o̷ ̵m̵e̸,̶ ̸V̴i̶c̷t̸o̶r̸.̷.̶.̸ ̴I̸.̵.̵.̵ I love you....”

Victor hesitates. What is he doing? Here he was, ready to win an easy battle. A chance to redeem himself after he let himself get motivated by Aaron’s stupid speech. But... He couldn’t bring himself to do it. Because this wasn’t Jessica Weatherbee. This is Bianca Walker. The first person he had ever fallen in love with. He had been given a chance to not repeat the past and yet... In the end, he couldn’t do it. He could not bring himself to kill the person he loves.

It was only for a second, but in that moment, the Bianca Ancient attacks him with a concealed weapon, hitting Victor.

“Victor!!!” Adam shouts and runs to him despite Danvers telling him to stay back. He gets him up and realizes the damage she had done. There was a massive wound on the side of his torso and his head and nose was bleeding. He needed medical help, fast.

They look up to see that Bianca is holding some kind of sword. Its blade was glowing a tint of blue. Now, the second round begins.

Everyone gets to fight her individually. Chris tries to shoot her with his gun, but Bianca puts up a protective shield to deflect the bullets. Then, he tries to send his animals, but she pacifies them and frees them from Chris’ control. Next is Dr. Diablerie.

Now, Diablerie actually put up a good fight with her. It surprised everyone. Well, except Mia who already knows who he is...

But that wasn’t enough because soon, he was defeated.

Catherine tries to use her telekinesis, but she couldn’t bring herself to hurt her best friend.

Same with Mia. She tried to use her magic, but Bianca was able to break her with a simple sentence. “C̸̠̍'̷̺̆m̴̲̾o̷̰͗n̷̘̊,̸͇͗ ̷̧̑n̵̝̏o̷̯̚ẘ̴̦.̸̫͛.̷̱͂.̵̭͆ ̵͔̈D̷̡̛ỏ̴͕ ̴̯͝ȳ̷̱o̴̤̓u̸͇̎ ̶̨̎r̶̥̅e̸̟͌ą̸̛l̴̙̔ḽ̴̐y̷̛̩ ̷̮͑ẃ̴̱a̴͕͌n̵̟̏t̸͍͗ ̴̠̇ṭ̷́o̶̼̅ ̵̤̂ḩ̵̆ṵ̴̍ŗ̵̀t̷͇̒ ̸͕̏y̴̛͙o̷͈͒u̸̡̓r̸̦̆ ̶͇̃b̸̠̐ê̵͉s̷̞̒t̴̩́ ̷̭͠f̵̲̆r̵̙̕i̵̠͝ê̸̗ń̵̮d̷̢̎?̷̜͒“

At one point, she swoops in and picks up Alison, lifting her high in the air, and dropping her with the intent of her falling to her death. Luckily, Diablerie catches her in a nick of time.

Meanwhile, Adam is trying to get everyone to safety, especially Victor since he is bleeding a concerning amount. But he is resistent, saying he can still fight.

At some point, the sapphire necklace falls out of Victor’s coat pocket and onto the ground. The Bianca Ancient stops and picks it up. The moment she does, memories start to flood back to her. Memories of her time with Victor and her friends. How happy she was. She starts to shake once more, telling everyone that she’s sorry. Sorry for everything. Then, she starts to transform back to her normal self. Her hair turns black, she stops crying blood and the feathers on her wings begin to molt as they disappeared. Her eyes go back to normal and her skin goes back to a normal pale color. As soon as she’s back to normal, she collapses on the sand.

Danvers and Alison run over to her as Adam tends to Victor.

“Are you okay?” He asks.

“Yeah. I’m alright. Nothing that a little stitching can’t fix.”

“Um..... Guys....?” They hear Alison say to them.

They look over to see Alison looking at them with a worried expression and Danvers almost panicking. At that moment, they realize...

“Oh god.... Bianca!!!”

The pain that he was feeling a moment ago vanished. Adrenaline was rushing through his body as he got up and ran over to his motionless girlfriend. Adam shouted for him to come back and ran after him.

He gets on his knees and shakes her. Nothing. Her eyes were closed, her face was ash grey... ‘Don’t tell me...’ He puts his fingers on her neck, trying to look for a pulse as Adam does the same, holding her wrist.

Nothing. No heartbeat. No breathing. She was as still as a corpse.

That thought shot through Victor like an icy arrow through the heart. Bianca... She’s...

Bianca suddenly finds herself in a void. There was nothing around her as far as the eye can see. After a while, a figure appears in front of her. He was bald and he appeared to be wearing a red, tattered robe...

“Bianca?”

“Who are you? W-Where am I?”

“Go back, Bianca.”

“What? Go back? W-What happened? A-Am I...?”

“Dead? Not yet. Not fully. Your mind and soul are drifting apart from your body, but with enough power, there is still time to pull them back. But you must have the will to return.”

“The will to return...”

So, she has a choice. She will either return to her body or go into the afterlife. She is faced with a heavy choice.

Go back (Good ending)

Stay here (Bad ending)

(I'll let you guys decide which ending I'll do first. ;3)

[cutegirlmayra]

Recalling when Sonic called off his race with Tails just to get eggs for Amy, I can't help but think that maybe their relationship developed into something of slowly going romantic where they'd act couple-y without even realizing such as when Sonic fetched eggs for Amy like the "good boyfriend" would or a hypothetical scenario: Sonic wants to taste something Amy is eating, so Amy hands it to him and Sonic just bites it down casually. How's that for a headcanon? Or is it too far-fetched? XD

Please remember that Prompts are on Shutdown! Do not send me any! Sorry! I still have a lot to do!

Prompt:

“W-woah!” Amy was attempting to shimmy across the thin, tree-plank that led to where her and her friends were adventuring to retrieve a valuable artifact disturbed by Knuckles’s antics. While trying to move across, she saw a bug and lost her usually perfect balance.

“Amy! Take my hand!” Sonic, just ahead of her, stopped and reached back. She immediately, while moving left and right on one leg, grabbed it and sighed, seeing him lift it up to the rope above their heads.

“Thanks, Sonic. B-but now-!” the rescue caused a shift in the rope as well, shaking as Amy placed both hands on the rope.

“Grrr…” Sonic judged the situation quickly, biting his teeth down as he looked around him. “Okay.” He nodded, then lowered Amy’s hand that he was holding so they were down in the middle of them. “Just use one hand to cross, I’ve got you.”

“Alright.” Amy nodded seriously, and the two continued to scoot across the branch.

Sticks narrowed her eyes behind her, “Hmmmrrmmm…” she seemed to be sizing up their activity…

-Later~-

Sonic was in the market place, looking over things before seeing something shiny and pink. “Hey! It’s a bracelet!” he looked it over before a goofy smile skimmed his cheeks. “I bet Amy would like this.” He placed it in his chart, and on the other side of the market place, Amy was eyeing a blue watch that made racing car noises. “Haha!” she giggled into her hand, “Oh, Sonic would love this!” she placed it in her basket and walked on.

Sticks, popping her head out of the ‘expired/no good’ waste bin dumpster growled once more, narrowing her eyes at the two…

-Another time~-

“Oh! These cookies just don’t look right.” Amy frowned, wearing the pink bracelet as Sonic was fiddling with the blue watch, making it create car engine noises.

“Hehehe…” he giddily fixated on it’s endless fun, but Amy’s sigh suddenly drew him away and he looked at her cookie tray she had placed out of the oven. “What’s wrong with it? It smells great!” Sonic sat more upright, lowering his knee that was up a moment ago and turning more directly to Amy.

His eyes stayed glued to hers as she spoke, “Oh, it’s just that… well, the picture made them look so good… I hope they’re okay… I was going to give them to those poor, sweater-less orphan penguins but…” she put her hands to her hips, “I can’t give them these!”

“What about these?” he picked one up, “Ow! Hot, hot, hot!” he shook his hand, burning his glove a little bit on some melted chocolate on the side of the cookie.

“Oh no! Here…” Amy reached over, about to bite on the gloved-finger to get the chocolate off.

“Hey! This chocolate’s mine!” Sonic immediately withdrew the hand and sucked on it himself. “I went through all the hard work of getting it!”

“Oh, but it would have burnt your finger!” Amy protested, but he just shook his other pointer finger at her, as though telling it ‘nuh-uh, this one’s all mine!’.

Then, his eyes widened. “Emmm~ These are good!” he went in for another, taking a bite. “Amy! You can’t give these to the children!”

“H-huh? Why not! I thought you said they were good!?” Amy quickly took the tray away, holding it back from him and examining them. She placed it by the window as he continued-

“Because they’ve got to be all mine!”

He laughed, thinking himself funny but Amy just rolled her eyes, “You really like them? I mean, I guess I could add some ‘flare’ to them, that way, their presentation is a little more decent…”

“I say let the kids have them the way they are!” he relaxed back, smiling brightly to her in comforting optimism. He placed his hands behind his head, closing his eyes, “They’ll be shoving them in their mouths before ever having the time to look at them!”

His cheeriness brightened up her insecurity, “Ohhh… You!” she jumped over the table to hug him, disorientating him a moment as his arms flailed out from her sudden affection.

“H-hey! I was only stating my opinion here! Ames!”

“Hehehe~ And I encourage you to state it as much as you want!”

“Well, that’s a first.”

Amy laughed. The two were distracted so much, they didn’t see Sticks’s camouflage into a plant’s top-level foliage as she growled and reached in, grabbing a cookie and ducking back down into position.

-Tails’s place, again, at a later date-

“I don’t get it, Tails. It’s like a conspiracy… but it isn’t.” Sticks gripped the table, looking angry for some reason.

“Is this about aliens and the government again?” Tails didn’t even bother looking up from his inventions, but Sticks just snarled on the side of her mouth.

“Grraawwwhhhh… It’s not about the government, Tails!” she flung her arms up, “This is of a whole new caliber of lies and deceit. It’s been right under our noses… no… this has to do with a company… a friendly sort of company of friends… friends who can’t even noticing how deceptive they’re being towards each other and their other friends!” she gripped her head, showing her own confusion as Tails’s ears finally perked up.

“Sounds like corruption in the market, if you ask me.” He thought she meant a literal company…

“Ugh.” She shook her head, seeing he wasn’t getting it. “Whatever, I’ll keep eyeing the two before I make any further assumptions. But I’m tellin’ ya!” she rose a finger up. “Something fishy is going on with Sonic and Amy! They’re all giggly lately, talking about each other from across the way, trying out cookies recipes and the like!” She threw out some words that made Tails finally lean up, away from his gear.

“Wait… you mean… they’re not fighting or anything, right?” Tails seemed concerned on her second comment.

“What? No! I said giggly! Weren’t you listening to me!?”

“D-don’t get offended! You said they were talking about each other behind their backs… I got worried.” He put his hands up, covered in black gear-gunk to try and calm her down.

“Oh. I said across the way! Not behind their backs!” she defended, “Just come see for yourself.” She started to waddle to the door, looking more ticked off than ever before…

Tails finally followed her, giving her to her ‘spying’ ways and saw the two walking down the street.

“They just look like they’re talking.” Tails seemed a bit skeptical, hiding with Sticks in a bush. “Doesn’t this invade their private friend-life?”

“Ohhhh, it’s far from being started yet, Tails.” She passed him the binoculars. “Destruction of trust between friends in 5….4….3…2….” she pointed as suddenly a puddle came out in Amy’s way.

“Oh no!” she flinched her foot up, but Sonic bowed graciously and suddenly dived backwards, turning at the last moment with Amy’s gasp to push himself up and create a bridge over the puddle.

It was so extra, it made Amy giggle girlishly, covering her face a bit from her blush and walk over him.

It was a terrible idea though because even though Sonic was showing off his strength and chivalry, it also caused discomfort walking over his quills that poked or scratched up against Amy’s ankles.

“Ow, oh, ee!” she passed and then smiled down to him as he got up and looked over at being separated from her by the other side of the puddle.

He could have easily spin-dashed over it, but to be dramatic, he pretended to reach for her, throw more rocks in the water to create a bridge, and then hopelessly despair as Amy continued to laugh at his jokes.

Tails’s mouth hung down as Sticks’s anger peaked, tapping her finger on her folded arms. “They’re so adorable… it’s like they lied to our faces and then each others!” she was about to jump out of the bush. “YOU TWO ARE LIARS-!” she was thrown back into it by Tails.

“No, Sticks!” He held her down as she tried to struggle back up from his grasp.

“Let me at those lying, good for nothing-!”

“Calm down, Sticks! They probably don’t even know what they look like!”

“How can they not know how it looks like!? If they’re together, they should at least have the decency to tell their most trusted friend ever—that is to say me. But instead, they lie to our faces and continued to call each other ‘a good friend’. If THAT’S a good friend, I want to know what they think a dating dance looks like!” Sticks gestured furiously over to them, showing she didn’t buy that crap for jack!

Tails sighed, shrugging with his shoulders slightly. “Honestly… I’m glad they’re getting along so well. It wasn’t always like this… They probably just don’t want to ‘rock the boat’, so to speak.” He nervously twiddled his fingers a moment, blushing. “I-I kinda get that, you know? When the friendship’s going so well… you don’t really want to disrupt it by asking something kinda embarrassing like that.” He smiled over to Zooey, working daintily at her stall.

“I-I-It might ruin the great, wonderful… charming interactions you already have with each other…” he melted as the red on his face grew brighter. “Y-you know what I mean?” he looked around, seeing Sticks had disappeared suddenly. “S-Sticks?”

“Move, loser. I have some so-called ‘friends’ to bust.” She tried to move around a dude holding flowers out in front of her.

“B-b-but-!” the poor boy was ignored completely as she side-swiped around him and dashed to Sonic and Amy, his arm held out to her as she took it and they walked towards a movie theatre, just chatting excitedly to each other.

Sticks shook her fist, “GET BACK HERE-! YOU TWO ARE MESSIN’ WITH MY SANITY AND THIS MUST END!”

“No! Sticks!” Tails took off after her, “Oh, pardon me!” he maneuvered around the boy, before seeing how disappointed the stranger looked and realized…

Sonic and Amy weren’t the only ones who didn’t notice blossoming romances that were right in front of their noses…

The stranger nervously ran behind a wall, “Phew, that was close! If Sticks knew who I was then…” The boy took off his covering, revealing his intern-self. “Then I’d have to introduce her to my mother. And after all the times she’s come to Meh Burger and asked for extra fries… I don’t know, man. My mom might think it’s serious!” He clutched his head in fright.

Ever since that plane ride, her asking to ‘get closer’, he’s never looked at her the same way as all the other customers…

But that’s a misconstrued story for another day.

[spring-emerald]

"Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you" - its so angsty but this line stuck

Hello anon! Thank you very much for sending one in! I apologize for taking too long and hope you’re still out there. And yes, this line is quite angsty, but on some days, I can find my around it. Today is one of those, hehehe… (although I have been writing this in parts, but minor details).

I also picked KuroDai for the ship, because let’s face it, who else am I going to write it for? (i mean there’s some UshiMoni too because i have no self-control…) Enjoy! 

Daichi raises an eyebrow at the drink that Moniwa unceremoniouslyputs down in front of him.

“It’s from Kuroo,” Moniwa says before Daichi canask, taking the seat beside him.

Daichi makes a disgruntled expression and slowlypushes himself up from his leaning position, moving away from the drink in theprocess. “You shouldn’t have taken it.”

Moniwa gives him a meaningful look over the glassof beer he’s drinking, one that spells ‘yeah, right’ to Daichi. “Well, he wasbeing pushy.” He shrugs, putting his glass down on the countertop.

Daichi gives him the ‘yeah, right’ look back,before he peers at the drink. It looks harmless enough, doesn’t seem alcoholicwhat with the cherry garnished on top.

“Shirley Temple. Non-alcoholic, but quitecitrusy.” Moniwa recites. “Or so he said. He actually gave me different onebefore this, but changed it when I said that you can’t drink too much since you’reour designated driver for tonight.”

Daichi watch as condensation trickle down the coldglass with a pinched expression. Accepting this drink somehow feels likedefeat. He knows it’s just his pride talking, but dealing with anything relatedto Kuroo is the last thing he wants to be doing. It’s why he came to the partyin the first place.

Then again, he should’ve known that Kuroo’s goingto be present as well. While they technically don’t move around the same circleof friends most of the time, there are a few people from their respectivecircles that know each other. Daichi knows some of them personally, even. So,there’s really no way of avoiding having him and Kuroo in the same place.

He thought he’s going to have some peace, sinceKuroo didn’t make any move on approaching him since he’s arrived with Moniwaand Ushijima. But he guessed that all good things must come to an endeventually. He just wonders what prompted Kuroo to make a move only now andignores the feeling of relief that came along with it.

“It’s just a drink, Sawamura,” Moniwa comments,probably noticing his pinched expression.

Daichi smoothens his expression to reassureMoniwa. “Yeah… I know.” He pulls the drink closer to him, but not beforecircling it around the water halo that has formed at the bottom, although hestill doesn’t drink it. He casts Moniwa a sideway glance when he feels himshuffling on his seat beside him.

“Uh-oh,” Moniwa says, stepping down from his stooland putting his beer down. “I’ll just go over to Ushijima. Bokuto’s beentalking to him for a while a now and I think he’s convinced him to join thebeer pong tournament.” He looks at Daichi with mild concern. “Will you bealright?”

Daichi nods and waves a hand at Moniwa. “Yeah. Gobefore Bokuto completely corrupts your boyfriend.”

Moniwa rolls his eyes at Daichi good naturedly,then pats his shoulder, before swiping his glass from the table and walks away.Daichi looks over his shoulder and sees Bokuto’s arm draped on Ushijima’sshoulder, with the latter bending a little sideways. Bokuto’s grin is too mischievous,while Ushijima looks earnest as his expression would allow. Moniwa has everyright to be suspicious.

Daichi shakes his head and hopes that Moniwa willbe fine. He’s just going to prepare himself for whatever happens to the two ofthem. He returns his attention to his drink, regards it with mild curiosity,but still isn’t compelled to drink it. His pride still isn’t allowing him to.

Which is petty, now that he thinks about it. It is just a drink. Maybe he’s looking toomuch into it or putting too much meaning into the gesture, but a part of him,the one that has been doing this back and forth with Kuroo for god knows howlong already, just feels… resigned.

He just wants this push and pull to be over,before he damages his heart beyond repair if it turns out to be just aninconsequential game for Kuroo. He’s always been shit at keeping his feelings incheck, this he knows. He sighs. This is what he gets for agreeing to thatstupid bet.

He’s playing with the cherry, swirling it aroundthe drink by its stem, when he bristles at the startling realization that he’sbeing watched. He raises his head and looks at the direction where he thinksit’s coming from and meets Kuroo’s gaze.

Kuroo’s standing casually on the other side of theroom, appears to be talking to someone. Appears to, because instead of payingattention to whoever he’s conversing with, he’s looking at Daichi. He raiseshis glass, as means of greeting when he noticed Daichi looking back and sendshim a wink.

Daichi immediately looks away, then mentallyscolds himself for being too conscious of Kuroo. The other would surely hold itover his head the next time they meet. This thought sparked the competitiveinstinct that Kuroo always easily manages to bring out of Daichi.

He isn’t stubborn for nothing.

He glances at Kuroo again, hopefully moresurreptitiously this time, and finds him still holding a conversation with hiscompanion. He looks far too smug for Daichi’s liking, judging by the smirk thathe could make out on Kuroo’s face. And while he’s paying attention to hisconversation partner, he keeps looking at Daichi’s way.

Daichi sees him take a sip of his drink, before helooks away again, his mind going through things he could possibly do aspayback. It’s juvenile, but he can’t let Kuroo have the last laugh, if he canmanage it. He looks down on his drink, the cherry floating around with theremaining ice, and inspiration struck him.

He positions himself on the stool, angling himselfa little towards Kuroo’s direction, and slides the glass to the side, so he canstill easily access it with his other hand. Kuroo needs to have a perfect view,after all.

He then takes a page out of Kuroo’s book andstares at him, while his hand is mindlessly swirling the cherry yet again. Hedoesn’t have to wait long for Kuroo to notice him. He was taking a sip of hisdrink when he did.

‘Perfect’,Daichi thinks, showing Kuroo his own smirk, before he lifts the cherry up andbrings it in front of his face. He tilts his head back a little, maintainingeye contact and puts the cherry directly in front of his lips, feeling a dropof liquid fall on his lips. He licks them, before he darts his tongue forwardand curls it under the cherry, bringing it inside his mouth. He bites down atit, cutting it off from the stem. He winks at Kuroo at the same time he pullsit away.

Kuroo chokes on his drink while Daichi basks insmug satisfaction. He keeps on coughing but it doesn’t stop him from sending aput out glare at Daichi, who just casually drinks his beverage, downing atleast half of it, before he ups and leaves.

If Daichi had been close enough, he would’ve alsoseen how Kuroo is red in the face.

—–

Daichi makes himself scarce after that, movingfrom corner to corner, mingling only when needed. He’s already spent a momentlocked in the bathroom, evaluating his life choices and washing his face withcold water, in attempt to will away the embarrassment. He’s somewhat relievedthat Kuroo hasn’t found him, but he’s also a bit disappointed that he wasn’tactively looking for him.

He wants to bash his head on the wall just forthinking that. And it’s probably his cue to leave the party. He’s been here fora while, and it has mellowed down to a quiet buzz and occasional loud outburstof drunken laughter. Even the music had been turned down considerably. Peoplewould leave soon, and he doesn’t mind being one of the first to do it. He justneeds to find Moniwa and Ushijima. They weren’t in the room he last saw themheaded before.

He walks through the hallways, peeking inside therooms he pass by. He successfully sees them on his fourth try, in a dark roomilluminated only by a wide screen television. They’re slumped on the couch, Ushijima’shead is resting on top of Moniwa’s and he has his arms wrapped around him,while Moniwa is contently snuggling him. They’re both dozing off, probablylulled by the video game music playing inside the room.

Before he can step inside the room, he feels atight grip on his arm and everything that happened was a blur. The next thinghe knows, he’s being pushed against the wall and someone’s boxing him in.

“Finally caught you,” a familiar voice says in alow whisper that sent unexpected shivers down Daichi’s spine.

Daichi knowsthat he should push him away, but he doesn’t find the urge to do so. Ifanything, he wants to pull Kuroo closer -a thought he immediately dispels fromhis mind. He does neither and says “Took you long enough” instead.

There’s still a good amount of space between them,but the air gets noticeably charged and the tension slowly increases.

“You’re surprisingly stealthy, when you want to,huh.” Daichi shrugs and doesn’t say anything.

Kuroo moves a bit closer, looking intently at him,and Daichi resists the urge to swallow at the proximity and stubbornly sets hisjaw in a challenging manner.

“That was quite a show, Sawamura,” Kuroo says, quicklyglancing at Daichi’s lips, before meeting his eyes again.

The room they’re currently in is relatively dark. Thelight coming from outside, making its way through the windows casts half ofKuroo’s face with a soft glow. Up close, his eye has a certain molten look onit. It’s doing a great job of distracting Daichi.

“You seemed to enjoy it,” he says finally, when hegathered some of his wits back, raising a challenging eyebrow.

Kuroo scoffs lightly. “Yeah, well. I would’ve enjoyedit more, if my drink hadn’t gone down the wrong pipe.” He gives Daichi abegrudging smile. “And then you disappeared. What was that about?”

What it was about is that Daichi couldn’t face himafter he did that. He didn’t think he was capable of it, but apparently he was.However, as certainly emboldened as he was, the sooner he also felt incredulitychurn in his stomach. Worse, he did it just as when he’s contemplating on comingoff clean and confessing his real feelings for Kuroo. With that little show, hecan only wonder how successfully that would go, without Kuroo thinking that it’sjust a part of their game.

Why did this rooster head have to make everythingso difficult? No, wait, scratch that. Why did he have to make it difficult for himself dammit.

“Why are you looking at me like that?” Kuroo askssoftly, a bit unsure.

“Looking at you like what?”

“Like you want to kiss me,” he says easily with asmirk. But it’s lacking the teasing quality and the bravado it usually has.

Daichi isn’t sure if that’s how he really islooking at Kuroo, but he does adjust his expression into what he thinks wouldcome across as thoughtful as he hums. “Actually, I can’t decide if I shouldslap you or kiss you.” He says lightly, despite the nervousness.

Kuroo’s eyes widens a bit, flickering down atDaichi’s lips again. “Well, why don’t you slap me with kisses?”

Daichi blinks once, twice, letting a few secondsof silence pass, then he snorts and full out laughs. Kuroo groans, letting hishead fall on Daichi’s shoulder, even as he’s jostled because Daichi can’t stoplaughing.

“Shut up,” he mumbles, but even he starts laughingat the lame line that just came out of his mouth. “Dammit, Sawamura, stop it.”He lightly jabs Daichi on the side with one hand, successfully tickling him.

Daichi moves away, but didn’t get far, becauseKuroo’s head is still resting on his shoulder. “Really, Kuroo? ‘Slap me withkisses?’” He chuckles again. “Not your best one.”

“I know.” Kuroo whines. “Put me out of my misery,please.”

The last vestiges of laughter fades away fromDaichi’s face, being replaced with seriousness. He tilts his head up, gatheringcourage. He breathes deeply and releases it, once he thinks he has enough, orbefore he can change his mind.

He brings up the hand closer to Kuroo’s head, andputs it on Kuroo’s nape. He feels the other freeze for a moment, then relaxesonce Daichi starts playing with the fine hair, stroking it a few times. Hefeels the hand that tickled him a while ago rest on his hip.

Daichi turns his head slightly to the side. “Ireally like you, Kuroo.” He whispers softly. He can tell the exact moment thatKuroo realized what he said, because he tenses under Daichi’s touch. He slideshis hand away from Kuroo’s nape when he starts lifting his head up.

Kuroo looks at him again and studies him, looksfor something in Daichi’s face, a sign that he’s kidding him. He finds none,and the realization makes warmth rush to his face. He swallows before asking “Forreal?”

Daichi bites his lips and nods, unable to speak, whatwith the nervousness clogging his throat. He feels Kuroo’s hands on his face, holdingit up to look at him clearly and making him blush.

“For real?” He asks again, sounding too sober andlooking far too happy.

Daichi starts to smile, because Kuroo’s happinessis contagious. He also starts feeling lighter, the apprehension hounding himfor the past few hours slowly dissipating, being replaced by giddiness andexcitement.

“I can take it back,” he says, couldn’t resist thethought of teasing Kuroo.

Kuroo let go of his face and instantly pulls himinto a tight hug. “No! No take backs! You said it already!” He says, squeezingDaichi. He mumbles something into his temple, although Daichi didn’t catch it. Hepulls away and cups Daichi’s face again. “I really like you too, Sawamura. So much.”

Kuroo’s boyish smile lights up his whole face andDaichi can’t help but return it with one of his own. How he got from mopingaround, to seductively (cue embarrassment) eating a cherry, to confessing hisreal feelings and have Kuroo happily return it, he has no idea. He figures itdoesn’t matter.

[clownsgobeepbeep]

A Change In Plans

This is a smut drabble in between Caroline and Stripes when they were younger. Ignore this heheh...

"What?"

The clown furrowed his eyebrows as he stared at the much shorter woman stand a few feet away from him. Her arms were crossed as they clutched onto the coat she wore, standing with her legs pressed right next to each other. Stripes' head was turned as his back was hunched, since he had originally had been fixing the sole of his old boot.

"You heard me Stripes." Caroline replied before she slowly stepped towards him, and he now realized that she was trembling."I want you to..."

She closed her lips and gulped, not being able to repeat what she had said earlier. Caroline shifted in place before her eyes darted down to her feet, and Stripes stood up from his crossed leg position to then turn and look at her.

"You want me to participate in the act of intercourse with you."

The woman snapped her head upwards with wide eyes and a reddened expression, right before she turned to the side and cleared her throat.

"Yes...but damn you make it sound so much stranger than it is-"

"And if I may ask, why is it that you are requesting this out of the blue?"the clown questioned as he now stood in front of her, and he crossed his arms with a stoic expression that glanced down at her while she now rubbed her arms.

"The other night when...when you attacked Harold, he tried doing something I wasn't sure I would be able to do in that moment, especially not with him."Caroline started, and then cleared her throat before looking up at Stripes."It made me realize that on our wedding night...I will be expected to do that something but I have quite the few problems with it."

"Are you what is considered asexual?"Stripes interrupted before the woman shook her head.

"No,no,no. The problem is...I've never, participated in any sexual acts..."she said, her voice quieting down as she said every single word with an embarrassed look that made Stripes raise an eyebrow.

"You, the tease who flirts and seduces everybody...has never done anything sexual?"

"Don't make it sound worse than it is! I just need you to shut your mouth and do me this one favor D'Vitt!"

Stripes slightly flinched back as she snapped at him, something she never really did unless very angry or like in this case, desperate for something. He blinked to look at her: Caroline's eyes glared yet pleaded at him while her lips twitched and her body shook in obvious nervousness. He thought of her request and wondered why he himself was making such a fuss out of it: it was just sex, something he had done quite the few times without a care since it was so that he could eat. Although, the situation was a little different this time, or at least that was what he felt. He pondered at it for a moment since this was his...friend...and soon enough, he let out a sigh as he uncrossed his arms.

"Alright, then get on the mattress."he said before turning to walk back to said item in his cave. "And let me start off by saying that I will not be removing my costume, you may chose to remain with your clothes on if you like."

"N-n-now!?"Caroline stammered out, and Stripes stopped to turn his head with an unfazed expression.

"I have other important matters to attend to later on and your wedding day is approaching. It's now or never, Wickes."

The clown turned back and ignored the woman who blinked for a few seconds, and she then shook her head before letting out a shaky breath that then took her to the mattress Stripes was currently sitting. Caroline stood in front of him with her coat now removed as he had his legs propped up, his now exposed hands placed on his knees before he lifted them, and soon grabbed her waist to pull her in.

Caroline yelped as she was pulled into him,and her eyes widened when he tugged on her neck to bring her face down to his own. Although, they became even wider when she felt him push her lips onto his before she realized they were now kissing, and quite intensely if it weren't for her nervousness.

For a moment she flailed her arms around until she relaxed into the kiss and slowly closed her eyes, then placing her hands onto the clown's shoulders which was a sign to him that she was less shaky and a somewhat able to now do what she wanted.

In a swift yet cautious movement, Stripes pressed her against her chest before he switched the positions and now had her back against the mattress. Caroline had not realized it for her mind was far too focused on the kiss the pair had still not parted from. Though, that was easily changed when the woman detached herself to let out a gasp after one of the clown's hands landed onto her thigh before it trailed up in between her legs.

Caroline gripped onto his shoulders as his hand rubbed itself against her clothes, and Stripes found it fortunate that she was merely wearing a dress with her undergarments. The woman's legs trembled as she tried kicking off her heels, then doing so as Stripes lowered himself.

His red nose was pressed against her clothed area, and he not only felt but sniffed the heat that was clearly radiating off of her which to his own surprise, made him feel the slightest bit aroused. He shut his eyes before bringing his hands back up to her thighs, and he slid them up to where the hem of Caroline's underwear hugged her body. He gently grabbed the cloth and slowly began pulling it down, always staring at Caroline who was breathing heavily as she looked at the side with a flustered expression.

Stripes pulled the cloth all the way down until they reached her feet, and he discarded them off to the side before he turned his attention to her now exposed womanhood which made him gulp before he shook his head and his hands landed on her thighs to spread them. His tongue slid out of his mouth before it licked at her entrance, and he heard her let out yet another loud gasp.

"What is it?"he asked, now raising his head to look at the woman who only shook her head rapidly.

"N-nothing! Just keep on g-going!"she stuttered out, and the clown shrugged before he did as he was told and brought his head down to lick her again. He placed his purple tongue onto her leg before he allowed it to slide down to her womanhood again which resulted in Caroline placing her hands on his head before she gripped onto his hair.

Stripes let out a few more licks before he inserted his tongue inside her, thus tightening her grip on his blonde locks as she sucked in a sharp breath. The clown shut his eyes and he continued his treatments, secretly enjoying each and every sound that the woman was letting out.

Little whines and whimpers and moans filled the quiet cave as a few slurping sounds were heard here and there, and boy was Stripes enjoying every moment that passed by. His hands that were still on Caroline's legs felt them shake and twitch which told him that she was near her end, so he immediately stopped everything before pulling himself away.

"W-why did you stop?"Caroline breathed out with her head raised, and she saw the clown straighten his back as he remained on his knees, though his hands now reached down to her dress which was ripped off in a single move. "Stripes!"

"Calm down Wickes, you know I have spares in the corner."he said to make her quiet down, and she continued to let out pants as he removed her brassiere to then grab at his costume. "We have to finish this right, because just a few little licks are not what you're going to get from your sweet Harold."

He meant to mock her in that moment which he succeeded in, since he saw her turn to the side with an obvious frown. Although, it didn't appear to be bothered but much more disappointed than anything, and just the sight of that made him realize that when saying those words, it was like he practically spat them out with venom dripping out of each one. Especially the last one.

He shook his head and removed his neck ruffle before the sash around him and his boots were taken off too. Soon he opened the center of his costume and slid off the top part to reveal his white chest and arms that made Caroline blink a few times since this was a literal first. His costume alone was enough to make him look thin, but without it, he appeared somewhat thinner, though not too thin.

Her eyes examined every inch of his somewhat toned body that was only being uncovered more and more until Stripes was now bare. The woman's brown orbs lingered on him for a little too long, and she snapped out of her daze when she heard him clear his throat before she widened her eyes and had her mouth gape open like a fish's.

"W-what is that!?"she exclaimed as her eyes now landed to what was in between his legs, and it was not white like his skin nor was it what she expected.

"Look, when I'm not in my much more human form I have this.Just try to ignore it."Stripes mentioned before he placed his hands onto her hips and he scooted closer to her. Coraline threw her head back, fearing the non-human appendage the clown had. She shut her eyes and waited for him to do his business, but never felt anything.

"Caroline, are you sure you...want to do this?"she opened her eyes and lifted her head to look at the clown who had a somewhat worried expression. "I understand that you are nervous and tense which is no aid to you during this situation."

"Stripes..."the woman said before gulping and nodding. "Please, let's just get this over with."

The clown blinked for a moment before he nodded and slightly clawed into her skin, then thrusting his hips forwards to then slowly insert himself into Caroline who bit her lip and brought her hands to her chest so that they could hold onto each other. Ironically, it looked almost like she was praying, but Stripes ignored that and leaned down to let her grip onto his shoulders.

Caroline brought her hands to them before she wrapped her arms around his neck and brought him down to embrace him as he continued going inside her. He looked at her face as she shut her eyes, and it was obvious that her current state was increasing the discomfort she was feeling and he scrunched his nose not knowing what to do. He usually didn't deal with such a tense partner, so he did what he believed would at least make her feel the slightest bit better. Stripes brought one of his hands up to her face and moved her hair away before he leaned down and placed his lips onto hers before he felt her return his kiss.

Caroline felt his hips touch hers as her legs now wrapped themselves around his waist, and they both pulled away from each other when Stripes pulled his hips back to then thrust back into her. She let out a gasp when feeling their hips collide again and her grip on his shoulders got tighter before he continued his thrusting.

Stripes heard the woman let out moans and pants as he still pleased her, eventually taking a sniff of the air to see that his favorite scent was now on her: ecstacy. He opened his eyes that were now a purple color with a mere black slit, and he opened his mouth to reveal his viper like fangs that eventually bit down onto her shoulder which made her let out a scream of pleasure.

"S-Stripes!"she moaned out as he kept his mouth on her, digging his fangs deeper into her skin as his appendage thrusted deeply. He licked at her new wounds as she continuously moaned out his name. Her drops of blood dripped with the sweet flavor he loved, and somehow it made him feel some of his own ecstasy as he eventually felt himself near his climax which was apparent in the woman.

"I love...I love..."Stripes brought his head up as his eyes turned into their normal green color and their eyelids felt heavy and he continued thrusting with an open mouth for he let out some pants as he waited for Caroline to finish the sentence. "I love how y-you're making me feel!"

Stripes dug his head into her neck once he gave her a final thrust and he heard her moan out his name loudly one more time. She held onto him, almost as if she were hugging him with the fear of letting him go as she felt herself finish around his appendage.

Once he reached his climax, he pulled her tightly against his body as he filled her small one up with his seed. He continued holding her until he was sure he was done and could feel the liquid drip out and down Caroline's thighs as she let out fast and heavy pants. Stripes loosened his grip but continued to hold her before he looked down at her and it was much more than clear that she was tired.

"How was t-....you should rest now."he mentioned before lowering her trembling body down onto the mattress, then grabbing one of his blankets to place it over her as she let out a small smile.

"Stripes?"she whispered which caught his attention as he sat down next to her.

"Yes, Caroline?"

"Thank you..."she whispered before shutting her eyes with the same smile, and she immediately fell into a deep sleep as Stripes looked up ahead.

The clown turned his head to look at her exhausted figure, and his green eyes followed the curves of her body before they landed on her face. Unlike all the other times they were together, she looked so peaceful and not angry or irritated behind her mask of a smile she always put up. He bit the inside of his cheek before releasing a sigh as he stared at the wall of his cave.

He closed his eyes before opening them again to let them glance at Caroline who gripped the blankets in her sleep with that smile he realized was the first time he saw. It was such a soft, sweet and sincere one, and he knew that he was the only one that had ever seen it. Stripes smiled to himself before shaking his head with a roll of his green eyes, and he placed his chin on his hand that was held up by his knee.

"This can not be happening..."

[crying-saeyoung]

Can I request RFA reacting to MC proposing to them? c: Was thinking about that earlier today !! lol

I’ve read this HC before and I loooooovee ittttt sooo much I love this headcanon aaaaa I hope you guys like it as much as I do!! -Green

Yoosung:

-honestly, it wasn’t planned at all. Kinda. You did have a whole plan for a date, very romantic and a night to remember for sure.

-but when you woke up and saw Yoosung right there, sleeping so peacefully, you just had to do it. God, you just had to marry this man. Right now .

-so you get out of bed as quietly as you can, and you whip him up a sweet cup of coffee that he taught you from his barista club, and some strawberry pancakes with whip cream 

-this boy loves sweet things so you write on the side of the plate with caramel ‘will you marry me, baby?’ 

-you did some basic latte art on his coffee, just a simple heart but you thought it was cute 

-you put it all on a small tray and brought it over to the bedroom, where Yoosung was still sleeping 

-you set the tray down on the nightstand, and sit right next to him, petting his hair and kissing his shoulders and cheeks to wake him up 

-his lil sleepy eyes are so cute that you wanna ask him right then and there but you SomeHow resist 

- “I brought you some breakfast in bed, honey” you give him the tray and he’s already surprised because !!! he loves your cooking, but what’s the occasion???

-first yoosung smiles at your cup art and drinks some of that, complimenting how cute you are and how good you are at making coffee!!! maybe even better than him?? ooo

-when he looks at the plate to see what you made, he almost misses the little words by the side. but he does see it

-at first he thinks it’s a joke. were you reinacting one of your books or something?? 

-but when he looks back at you to see you on one knee by the bed with a ring in your hand he actually screams

-without even thinking he totally throws the breakfast off the bed the coffee is safe on the nightstand thank god and jumps into your arms 

-making the two of you fall on the hard floor but he doesn’t care because “yeah!!!! yeah!! yeah, i wanna marry you!!” he doesn’t even say YES he just keeps saying YEAH. because. YEAH!!! we’re getting MARRIED! 

Saeyoung: 

-saeyoung deserves the best of the best okay

-so you make a GAME out of it 

-you make him search for the ring and it’s so complex that you honestly forgot where you put the ring

-you hid it the other night and woke up at the butt-crack of dawn, waking up your soon to be fiance along with you 

-he’s cranky about it, but once he hears that you two are going on a scavenger hunt he’s BLASTING OUT THE ROOM 

-saeyoung please put on clothes we’re going outside 

-it’s really fuckin cold in the morning so you guys have to dress up warm, which to Saeyoung means 707 layers of jackets heheh

-the puzzle was made to be really challenging because you know how smart Saeyoung is, even if he pretends he isn’t 

-it’s kind of like his Valentines Date (DLC) except a lot less romantic ,, and more adventurous 

-one moment your in the bathroom until he breaks it apart to find a key, and the next moment you’re in the garage unlocking one of his babes. inside there you find a tub of ice cream, so you go to Saerans room! You find a bouquet of flowers, so now your suddenly at the supermarket! Just like that, and it goes on FOREVER  

-the last stop (where the wedding ring is) is at the top of the hill in a small dog park where the two of you had your first date. by the time you get there it’s the middle of the afternoon 

-Saeyoung isn’t even TIRED. he’s having so much fun!!!

-he has to climb one of the trees to find the ring, and you’re down on the ground and you kinda just go “o. that’s where i put it” because, again, you fucking FORGOT 

-he hangs from one of the branches and hands the ring to you, and you see the confusion on his face, but also the playfulness 

- “what could it mean??? i don’t remember a ring in our relationship. hmm… you truly are a master, because frankly, I’m stump-ed.” bu-dum cccchhhh 

-you join on in, observing the ring curiously even if you knew what it looked like.

-it was a beautiful ring. you didn’t want it too flashy, that didn’t really match his personality. it had a diamond in the middle, with two moonstones shaped in crescents to hug the diamond on each side. one reason because it was his birth stone, the other because. it was a moon stone. spaaaace

- “hmm, the only time I remember there being a ring in our relationship is when I proposed to you??” 

-Saeyoung laughs because it’s like lololol funny joke MC but then all the sudden your getting on one knee and he’s kinda just like. w h a t 

- “don’t tell me you’re going to say no and ruin the adventure already? we still have to go to the moon, you know.” You try to be cocky but your voice is trembling. you’re literally proposing to Saeyoung who is hanging upside down from a tree like a damn monkey 

-he falls off the tree 

- “OH MY GOSH, ARE YOU OKAY??” you try to help him but he’s scrambling away from you. Your heart breaks a lil bc of that,,

-and then you see that your boyfriend is crying and he’s trying really really hard for you not to see and you don’t know if that’s a good sign or not 

- “are you crying because you love me or because you’re hurt because I’m really worried about both” a legitimate question you have to ask

-AAGAHHH it’s cause he loves you!!!! hell yeah he wants to marry you!!!

-that’s what he wants to say but he’s crying so much it comes out as a bunch of nonsense. “h yeh.. wa -nanabb… maaaarrRRYYyy-mmm y-yo-uugh-ouuu ehhhehHH!!!”

-after you get him calmed down he kinda just bursts into tears at random times the rest of the day because he’s so overwhelmed with LOVE FOR YOU 

Jumin:

-you don’t even beat around the bush with this fuckin dork. You’ve TRIED. it DOESN’T WORK Y’ALL 

-if you don’t tell him outright about something, he’ll never know what you mean 

-you’re out at a very very fancy dinner. You don’t want to propose there because of paparazzi. you figure that the dinner will help the romantic mood though 

-after the dinner, you two go out to his private garden, and you spend the rest of your date there, walking and talking

-at one point you stop the two of you at a small little bench and request to sit down

-you continue talking while you make a flower crown for the both of you because he’s a very pretty boy and you can’t resist.

-also you need something to do with your hands because you’re so nervous and jittery 

-by the time you’re finished with them, you place one crown on your head and then offer him his 

- “would you like to be my prince, Jumin?” 

-he smiles at you, because gosh. u are… so cute. Of course he wants to be your fuckin prince !!!

- “forever. be my prince forever, okay?” 

- “okay, MC. I promise.” 

-you place the crown on his head, and without really thinking about it you place the ring on the top of his head too 

-Jumin is like “?????” 

-very confused

-when he picks it up, and sees it is an engagement ring, he almost laughs because when Jumin looks at you again you are struggling to get on one knee in the grass 

- “are you asking me to marry you, MC?” 

-UGH YES JUMIN YES I AM aSGHHGH HELp me

-Jumin full out just giggles. He’s got a little blush on his cheeks and everything. he looks damn beautiful. It’s like the guy is shining under the moonlight 

- “please god marry me Jumin Han” kinda just slips out of your mouth before you can think about it 

-he brings you up to him and gives you a very deep kiss before putting on the ring. 

- “MC, if you need me to, I’ll be your king.”

Jaehee:

-you had brought the whole RFA together at your apartment for a casual get together and game night

-and you planned to propose with everyone there 

-you just wanted it to be fun and memorable for the both of you, and to have your RFA family with you sounded amazing

-you were. v v nervous but you couldn’t tell anyone because literally everyone in the RFA would snitch without even thinking about it they’re terrible

-the party was finally at that calm, but fun air you wanted it to be. Yoosung and Saeyoung playing Just Dance on the TV, Jaehee and Zen chatting about their daily lives and his musicals while you were preparing food with Jumin.

-I think out of everyone in the RFA, Jumin is the happiest for you two, whether he say it or not

-and really…. he was the only one who wouldn’t snitch…. 

-so while you were pouring drinks for everyone, you told Jumin you planned to propose to Jaehee tonight but you weren’t sure when the best moment would be

-surprisingly he gave you a?? side hug??? 

-he was so proud of you guys aaaaa

-Jumin wasn’t the most romantic person, but he did give you good advice. Let it come naturally. Don’t think of her saying no, just think of her saying yes, because she will. Jaehee will say yes

-and that was such a relief to hear that you gave Jumin a big ol hug and a smooch on the cheek before bringing out the food 

-an hour goes by and you all are playing monopoly 

-Saeyoung and Jumin are getting all the expensive houses and constantly competing for each others cards. No one knows how Saeyoung got so much money. 

-Yoosung is making a little home with all the really cheap blocks and Zen is pulling his hair as he has to pay Jumin yet again

-then there’s you and Jaehee who watch the fire burn and maintain a normal board of moderately expensive houses. 

-and you just feel so good at the moment. You and Jaehee cuddled in a blanket with your friends all around you 

-so you turn around, kiss her on the forehead, bring out the ring and ask her to marry you

-ALL EYES ON YOU 

-the fighting IMMEDIATELY STOPS and everything is so quiet

-…

-..

- “DAMMIT JAEHEE IF YOU DON’T SAY YES, I WILL” Saeyoung SCREECHES at the top of his lungs and he looks like he’s gunna c r y 

-Jaehee does finally find her words and says yes, then the two of you kiss and everyone is standing up and cheering for the two of you 

-they force you to do a slow dance together and really you wouldn’t have it any other way 

Zen:

-you don’t want to do it in public, because of paparazzi, but… Zen does love attention..

-so you decide to propose to him after one of his shoes back stage 

-you watch the whole performance with a nervous heart and shaking hands 

-the whole time you just stare at Zen and you watch how beautifully he sings and preforms. He’s amazing at what he does. You just… feel so proud of him

-you really, really hope he’ll say yes. You need him to. You don’t think you could ever get over it if Zen said no. 

-When the show is over, there’s usually a meet-and-greet with all the actors so you have to act quickly before he leaves for that and is too tired for a proposal 

-you greet him with a big hug and a kiss, which he appreciates a Whole Lot

- “hey, Zen, I was.. wondering something today.” 

- “yeah? what’s that?” 

- “would you ever… in the future.. would you ever like to get married?” 

-you catch him off guard and now he’s blushing like a FOOL 

-of course!! especially if it’s to you, and he winks. He’s just casually flirting but you’re just like THE TIME IS NOW 

-you slam down on your knee so hard that you actually start crying and Zen is just ????!!!!!! what h a p p e n e d 

-you explain in tears while bringing out the ring that you wanted to propose but you got too excited.. 

-YOU’RE SO CUTE, O H MYG OD,,,

-Zen just laughs, picks you up and gives you a really big SMOOCH on the lips. pretend i didn’t say smooch because it was actually really romantic 

-he dips you, what a nerd 

-god, he loves you. he’s looking at you with such a sparkle in his eyes as he says ‘yes’ and putting on that ring, you forget all about your injury and go in for another kiss as he spins you around

-after he smugly shows all his fans the ring in pride

[r3almellow]

Body Heat Prt 1

A/N: I don’t know why I’m posting this, but here! This was the first NaLu fic I ever wrote and has been stuck on my computer for almost a year now. I broke it up into a two-shot because...I kinda didn’t finish...hehehe, but if you guys like it I can finish and upload part 2! Please let me know! For those who asked about Nothing More, Chapter 10 is done and is going through editing! I have also started chapter 11, so please be bare with me!

Series: Fairy Tail

Ship: NaLu

Rating: T

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It was Lucy’s first winter in Magnolia and the experience was anything but magical. Not being able to use her fireplace in forty-five degree weather was not her ideal way of living. She sighs softly huddling up under her pink covers, wearing her normal pink pajamas. Her choice of clothing barely kept the air from touching her delicate skin. It was times like this she envied her friend Gray, who was probably enjoying the weather by wearing only his boxers or nothing at all. Something told Lucy it was the latter and where there was a naked Gray, a giddy Juvia was not too far behind. Lucy laughs at the thought. She could have sworn she saw her own breath mixing with the cold air as a few giggles escaped her lips.

Cana predicted that a cold front was to hit the town later that night, but the opportunity to prepare for what was to come had slipped the poor blonde’s mind. Her forgetfulness had caused her to use her remaining matches as a result. It was too much to ask for the fire to stay lit until Lucy drifted off to sleep. When a gust of wind blew her windows open there was no time to save her only source of heat.

For the past ten minutes, Lucy pondered on ways to create at least a simple flame. It was harder than expected when she was so use to having a fire wizard for a friend. If you needed a roasted fish done in seconds or have a few bad guys that needed to get charred, Natsu Dragneel was your wizard. A shame he wasn’t around to set anything ablaze. It was probably for the best. Natsu was the type to do things over the top when it came to his flames.

The thought of her apartment burning to the ground and her landlady presenting her with a bill for property damage was more than enough to send Lucy into a state of panic. “I’d rather freeze to death than have his fire anywhere near this place.”

“Why do I get the feeling you’re talking about me?” A familiar voice echoes throughout what Lucy thought was her empty room. Immediately Lucy shot up from under the covers with irritation written all over her face.  ‘Speak of the devil.’ She thought when her brown eyes met with the grinning pink haired dragon slayer who sat at the edge of her bed. Normally she would have kicked him off her bed, but that would require complete separation from her blanket.

“What are you doing in my apartment?” She was sure her tone indicated one of annoyance, but that didn’t faze the fire breather. It never did.

“My Lucy’s in trouble senses were tingling and since your fires out I wanted to make myself useful!” His grin widened.

“I don’t need your help! If you’ll excuse me, I need to figure out how to make my own fire.”

“Why try to make fire when you have me?”

“Because you’ll probably burn down the place.”

“I’m not that reckless!” Was he serious? For the time the two friends had come to know each other, Lucy was well aware that her pyromaniac companion was anything but subtle with his handy work.

“I can write a book about all the careless things you’ve done! You could easily destroy this place and me along with it.”

Silence fell in the room. Natsu’s feigned hurt is quickly replaced with seriousness. Did she say something wrong? It wasn’t often Natsu looked at her as if she stabbed him in the chest. In fact, it was almost as rare as Happy turning down fish. “Na-“She began, but was immediately cut off by his sudden movements. He takes her almost numb hands in his and squeezes it tightly. In an instant her frigid fingers were engulfed in flames.

“I’d never use my fire to hurt you, Luce.” His voice was firm. Shock spreads across Lucy’s face as she looks from their joined hands to Natsu. The orange colored flame dances around their hands in a slow, mesmerizing motion. How could something that caused so much destruction time and time again be so beautiful?

A small blush forms on Lucy’s cheeks once she realizes just how close Natsu had gotten. In one swift movement Natsu found himself on the floor after being pushed by his blonde friend. “Way to ruin the moment, weirdo.” He frowns rubbing the back of his head.

“I’m not the one lighting people on fire! Now get out!” Lucy cautiously rubs her hands together inspecting them for any burns. The numbness was returning as fast as it left and all the she wanted to do was feel his warmth once more.

He shrugs making his way over to the window. If he left that meant she would be alone to fend for herself in her ice box of a room.  “If you wanna turn into a popsicle be my guest.”

Natsu reaches out to open the window and panic formed in Lucy’s eyes. Opening that window would mean sudden death for Lucy, she had to stop him from leaving. “Wait!” She pounces on the unsuspecting fire wizard almost sending the both of them off the bed.  If it wasn’t for Natsu’s quick reflexes the pair would have surely plummeted to the floor.

“What the hell, Lucy? Are you trying to ki-?” He couldn’t finish his sentence noticing the faint blush on her cheeks. It was then he realizes the compromising position they had gotten themselves into and just how close she was.  

He had one hand wrapped around her slender waist, while the other was used to support the two bodies from falling to their feigned demise. She was straddling him with her hands firmly resting on his clothed chest, her nose was barely touching his.

She smelled good. Really good. Like sunshine mixed with a hint of lavender. Her scent was intoxicating and it wasn’t until she lightly pushes him away, that he noticed he was staring a bit longer than expected.

Lucy felt awkward more than anything. In her attempts to have her friend stay, she made the situation uncomfortable for the both of them.

Clumsy Lucy strikes again.

Lucy rolls off the young man, scurrying back under the covers.

“Sorry about that. I just…I’m sure I would have died if you opened that window.”

Natsu sat up with his legs crossed. He stared at her intently before responding with a casual.

“Don’t worry about it.”

Awkward silence filled the room again. She had to say something to clear the air or this was about to be problematic for her health.

“You’re really warm.” Lucy mentally smacks herself for coming up with such a lame conversation starter. The embarrassment subsided once she saw his usual grin. She loved seeing him smile like that. His smile was one of things that motivated her to do give it her all on a daily basis.  

“That’s the benefit of being me! I’m my own personal heater!”

Lucy giggles remembering the time Gray had used Natsu as a dryer of sorts when they had gotten their clothes wet. A benefit indeed.

“Would you mind being my personal heater for the night?” Did she just ask that out loud? What was wrong with her tonight? Did the cold freeze her brain or was she so tired that she put herself on autopilot. Being embarrassed was a clear understatement as the faint blush that had crept on her face before now mimicked that of a tomato. He was staring at her again at first with a quizzical look and then a pensive one.

“W-what I meant was, would you light me on fire? I mean fire me up? That is to say…” Lucy was going nowhere fast. Her ramblings were going to dig her a deeper whole than she intended. “Just ignore me.” She sighs pulling the comforter over her head. Maybe if she hid away from him, he’d take the hint and go home.

Lucy felt movement on the bed as if someone had gotten up and she sighs in relief. Her victory was short lived when minutes later there was shuffling on the bed for the second time. Then her pink fortress was suddenly compromised by the same body Lucy tried to avoid.

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A/N: If you want more let me know!! Comment please!

[missingmorethanmyskull-arch-blog]

✂ -- for Tallow's Frisk

Send me ‘✂’ and my muse will kill yours. Right now. Brutally, horribly, bloody.

It had been some time since there had last been a human. Arum wasn’t exactly sure how long. A few weeks? A few months? He was hungry. His brother was hungry, too. And so he had intended to immediately split the next human right down the middle, when it fell, to go halfsies on a feast, only save whatever leftovers they decided not to eat at once. No carefully rationing it, they were going to feast.

That was what he had thought, anyway.

                            Before he saw who it was.

                                               Before he remembered her face.

Which he didn’t, at first glimpse. Oh, it had been so many decades. And the face was not just like how it had been. She was older. An adult, not a child. But there was no mistaking that hair, or those eyes.

The hole in his skull b e g a n  t o  i t c h.

He was a foot in front of her within seconds, moving faster than he usually did. The grin that was stretched across his face was not natural.

Was not sane.

Neither was the way his eye alit with unbridled dark joy. The way he lifted his cleaver, not yet to slice, but to press against her pretty, thin neck, while his other hand was held out to the side, glowing red, holding her soul in place with blue magic.

“it’s y o u,” he crooned, voice raspier even than usual, and somehow softer. Almost tender, in a jarring contrast to the murderous aura surrounding him.

“it’s you. oh, it’s you. you’ve come back. s e v e n. you’ve come back. hehehehehehe….”

His wheezing giggle covered the sound of the quiet cry the human made, as his cleaver’s edge trailed slowly down her neck, enough to draw a thin line of blood. The sweet scent of it nearly sent him into overdrive, nearly made him lose it all and just bite, swallow, kill. But not like this. Not for her. He pulled the cleaver away and drew a magic tongue along the blood, allowing himself just a bit, just a taste to keep him sated. His giggle finally faded then, but the delighted expression on his face did not. He looked nearly.

Reverent.

“seven… t h a n k  y o u.

                    i  n e e d e d  t h e  p l e a s u r e  of

                                              k i l l i n g  y o u  m y s e l f!”

The first thing he did was push her down with blue magic, shoving her hard into the snow. His weapon swung high, then pierced the air as it came down near the middle of her right femur. Flesh, muscle, and bone parted, blood spattered between them. Her leg was clean off from how sharp he always kept his prized weapon. Now, there was no more point in using blue magic, so he let her soul go.

She could not run from him now.

There was no one to save her.

He picked up her leg and pulled off the shoe and sock, tossing them aside. Clothes did not taste good.

And he was going to enjoy this.

“do you know… what you did to me?” he asked, watching her scream in the snow, struggle to even sit up. “do you know what you did to a l l  o f  u s…? you were the real monster. destroying our lives. our hope… hehehe… i thought that, in that moment.”

He tossed the leg aside, then lifted his cleaver again, but not as far. Only to the top of her sternum, where he pressed, slowly but insistently, until there was bloodflow, until there was the quiet cracking of bone.

“but you did more than that, seven…”

His voice was still crooning, quiet, almost gentle. As if he were singing a lullaby to someone he deeply cared for. As if he wasn’t starting to d r a g his butcher knife down slowly, from her sternum down, slicing her chest open in a way that his weapon was not actually meant for, but in a way he found quite fitting.

“you were not only the worst kind of monster… you turned me i n t o  t h i s…”

                  “i n t o  s o m e t h i n g  e v e n  w o r s e

                                                                      t h a n  y o u…”

“hehehehehehe.”

He tightened his grip, his diluted red pupil suddenly getting smaller, as he grinned impossibly wider. He wrenched the cleaver down, splitting her belly, spilling her guts out over his knife, over his clothes, over her body that was now at last dying. Her heart was failing. She was probably no longer conscious, only barely alive.

But he spoke again anyway, leaning over her body like a lover, pressing his free hand to the snow beside her face. His forehead touched hers, his good eye staring into her glazed ones, listening to her breath fade away.

“wait for me in hell, seven. some day, i’ll be joining you.”

“and it’ll be so nice to see you once more.”

He leaned back again, lifted his cleaver one more time, and brought it down upon her neck.

She was already dead by that point, he had been inches from her face as her essence faded.

But he took great pleasure in chopping her head off anyway.

Only then did he drop the cleaver, and gently took hold of both of her cheeks.

He lifted her head, his knees still on either side of her waist, to sit straighter. Now, his grip was gentle. His demented smile softened.

“not that i won’t see you before then. hehehe. look at you. your flesh will be delicious, but this? you? your pretty eyes, they’re still open. good.”

“n o w  w e ‘ l l  g e t  t o  s e e  e a c h  o t h e r  e v e r y  d a y.”

[clarenecessities]

5/1/17

son i have just had the most delightful day of my got damn life. i know a daily clare post where i’m not just complaining about my life in unnecessary detail is unusual but honestly i just had a swell time

we had language class this morning & admittedly i did ask way too many questions and tell a girl she was pretty bc i have no filter when i’m tired (she is pretty, it was just a weird time to say it)  but i learned a whole bunch! sean has been good with like, maidin mhaith and such but most of it is in one ear and out the other (except conjugation, which is blessedly simple) but we have a new teacher up from teelin & she has us repeat stuff like, excessively. it’s actually pretty reassuring. icr what she was having us chant but at one point we were just going in like gregorian style.

only complaint about anna (the new teacher) is that her accent is different from sean’s so she says ‘dh’ as a [Ghy] instead of a [dJ] so simple shit like “god” and “second” is absolutely fucked. i’m hoping she’ll give us some leeway bc i learned from the Horslips if we’re being quite honest. she’s really adorable though--she taught us how to say we were tired (thank god; a sentence i can use) and she was like miming falling asleep. Ta.. tuirseach oram, i think? she didn’t spell it for us but sean said she’ll teach me on wednesday how to spell everything so i’m flying blind for a while.

we went up the cliffs to look at the napoleon-watch tower--it was pretty chill but the journey nearly killed me. between classes i went up to the store & got some deodorant and a popsicle-thing (it sucked, it was like unsweetened frozen orange juice) and the deodorant here is weird it’s all either spray on or roll-on liquid, so it feels like you’ve just put mosquito repellent on your armpits lmao. anyway yeah it was about four miles but it was a little too steep for a malnourished cripple such as myself to tackle on pepsi & popsicle alone. only fell once though, and saw a load of sheep. the girl who i inadvertently complimented taught me about flowers (i asked the name for harebell because i’d forgotten it, and then i was like “hey what’s this one! what’s this one) which made me feel better bc i’d been a bit worried i’d made her uncomfortable. she was singing a song from the last unicorn at one point & we ended up gushing about that for a bit.

up at the top, when we got to the tower, a small parade of our classmates attempted to scale the side & get up to the door (about ten feet) while our guide was distracted--he hadn’t told us not to do it, he just went back for stragglers and didn’t see. we were all sort of standing around speculating & saying it looked like reasonable holds but nobody really wanted to try after the hike, except, cue hunter, the oft-pseudo-offensive manchild i grow less fond of every day (yesterday he was saying sauron was the good guy & like while it was clearly to ‘troll’ people he was also saying some straight up fascist shit in his too-well-assembled arguments). anyway hunter got up onto the pile of rocks, reached the handholds, and immediately surrendered, saying he’d do it the day he could do two chinups. next up was ben, who was volunteered by a few of us because he’s tall and relatively strong--he also got his hands in the holds, but retired immediately on the basis of being too lazy to actually haul himself up. third was chris, who (if you ask me) saw it as a sort of challenge and just went through the effort to show off, which was what hunter was trying to do but couldn’t back up. frankly i’d have been more impressed if i wasn’t a bit leery of chris--he’s not said anything bad to me, he just has a very condescending vibe that i find Incredibly Irritating.

hmm but then we looked out over the cliffs, and our guide told us a story about a sea stack called “the devil’s dick” and we found our way back down about an hour after it was supposed to have taken. idt he was counting on so many of us being so slow, but he had about five of us lagging for various immutable reasons.

class was supposed to start up again at 7 but we’d only gotten down the mountain at about 6, so i decided to forgo the half hour line for the chipper & grab something from the shop (ultimately some pound cake, bc i’m so healthy). outside the shop, who should turn up, but the black cat i’ve been trying to impress for three days!! she was waiting outside the cafe for food (despite having already been fed) so she didn’t run away, but she wouldn’t let me pet her until ashley--one of the workers i met yesterday--came out to smoke, and sort of.. cat-vouched for me? the cat was wary but she clicked to it, and since she’s the one feeding it i think it trusts her opinion heheh. she advised me not to pet it since it was probably covered in fleas but i was like God Himself cannot stop me from petting this cat.

it was wonderful, she just laid down and rusted in the sun, and she looked so happy and peaceful. i hope this means she’ll let me pet her in the future bc i think i love her

she went off back to the shop after a while, so i headed back down the road for class & ran into kelly and matt waiting for their chipper food, and they were like “hey come hang” which i was thrilled to accept. kelly may be the only one who understands how incredible the cat situation was heheh. we decided to call her heather--kelly had been considering matilda but she’s saving that for her own black cat. chris came out the pub & joined us around then, and he and kelly have this sort of pseudo-aggressive banter going where like they’re both clearly not crazy about each other but neither is offended so much as annoyed, and they play it off like a comedic rivalry. it’s actually an interesting dynamic lmao--it’s like the ways that people cope with each other & the things we’ll do automatically you know? interesting.

ben and adrionna came up around then, i think they’d been in the pub too, and they were sweet as always. adrionna and i talked some more about the last unicorn, but were sidetracked by the arrival of: another cat. This one’s a tuxedo tom with crusty eyes and dandruff but he’s so sweet, he’s so good. he was clearly angling to get some of kelly and matt’s fish and chips, but i didn’t mind. we didn’t name him bc we weren’t sure if he was the one named tinkerbell or if it was the other black and white cat, who lives up by our cottages. 

we had to head back down bc class was supposed to start at seven, only come to find out it was seven thirty now, so we just sat out front and waited. the black and white cat who may or may not be named tinkerbell made a brief appearance, but took off down a sheep field before i could approach her. on the way down kelly and i went over our beeves w people, which is probably the oldest and fastest bonding method known to man--we agree on people for the most part, which isn’t too surprising given our mutual affinities for cats & communism

while we were sitting out front we were blessed by a visit from--get this--a fourth cat. at first i thought it was heather bc it’s also black with green eyes, but as it got nearer it was clearer it wasn’t. he’s a tom, older, bigger than her, with a square jaw and less rust in his coat but much more in his purr. we decided to call him gorse to keep up the theme. there’s some speculation that he’s heather’s father, as she’s still quite young, but i expect we’ll find out. if the crusty-eyed potential-tinkerbell isn’t in fact a tom, they may be the mother, and then heather and smaller-potential-tinkerbell would make good sense as their offspring. a black and white cat and a black cat birthing a black and white kitten and a black kitten? almost poetic, in a way.

evening class was awesome, not the least of which because i’d gotten to pet three cats by that point. we had a professor out from galway who’s co-writing a book with sean about joe heaney, and he’s an o’leary himself (well; an o laoire) so i kept joking he was my grandson (sean was the only one who laughed but it may have been pity). he talked for a long while about folklore and living traditions, and bealoideas and etymology and poetry--he recited the Planter’s Daughter, which i’d never heard before--it’s really good tbh. he also said at one point that folklore was sort of viewed as the domain of “slightly deranged maiden aunts” & i was like finally, a calling for me!

we learned the first few stanzas of a song--it was really nice because he took us through the lyrics talking first, instead of jumping right to singing like sean (yes we learn it faster, but we learn it wrong bc we don’t know what we’re saying). as i was looking over the lyrics i realized ONE of the words looked FAMILIAR--a gconra chlair. i was like hey,,,,, that can’t mean what i think it means can it, so i flipped it over and the translation was “coffin”.

heheh so i asked him about it and i was, in fact, right--it’s a coffin of boards. a wooden coffin, really, a poetic device, but there it is, folks--the etymological origin of my name put to practical use!

my first time seeing it in a sentence and it’s about a coffin. what’s better than that honestly

he also told me there’s a different pronunciation of “gconra” down in Cork (i had mentioned my people were from Cork (he laughed and said mine too--i told him they were the same people but tbqh i don’t think he heard me)), so whereas in Galway they’d say it like “groan-rah” in Cork it’d be “G-cone-ah”

so of course, me being the tremendous nerd i am, i asked him about cnudanai, which i happened o have written on the back of my notebook (see: tremendous nerd) and he taught me the cork pronunciation as a counter to sean’s donegal/connemara blend of “croo-dah-nai”. in Cork it’s “c‘noe-daw-nai” like the word canoe’s been truncated. good shit grandson. good shit.

mm and aftter that i just came on back up to the house! we got off at 9:30 so i’ve been slacking off since then tbh. i got a bit of planning done on the hike for my spooky fic, but i’ve not written it down yet. got weirdly sidetracked by fanart of inuyasha’s parents haha

but now it’s 1 am here so i’m out. pray for my muscles to heal miraculously in the night, please

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The Killers Inside Ch.16

-- Delirious' POV --

My eyes fluttered open to a complete white room without a bed or anything besides my book from earlier and the visiting window, and the room was covered with big padding. So I went to go pick up my books but couldn't move my arms I looked down and saw I was wearing a straightjacket.

"Well fuck." I said to myself

"Hey at least you got three kills in a row." I hear a voice of some one familiar but I hadn't seen in for a long time, I turn and saw Someone I know pretty well He would always be rocking up In a adventure time black Finn the human or Dinosaur suit when playing anything to do with GMod.

And a fucking badass outtro I gotta say his is the best besides Nogla's

"Sup Delirious!" He waves at me I went to wave back but remembered that I couldn't. "Hey! What are you doing here?" I asked him. "I wrk here. have been for 2 months." "Have I really been here that long?" "17 weeks yeah sorry man." "Nah it's all good Marcel, I have Vanoss visit me every day and every night I dream of finally doing it. It's so close it can practically beat the fucking life out of it, hehehe ahahahahaaaaa." I laughed "Alright then what is it?" He questions clearly not faised by my creepy smile and the tone of madness in my laughter, but he chuckled and smiles in return. "Killing everyone of my high school bullies especially Brock!" I yell looking at the ceiling. "So how was that going then?"we sat down on the ground.

"Uh well I managed to kill 1 but somehow 3 of them had already died I never found out who did or how it happened I'm just glad it did. Then there was the reason I'm here I nearly got Brock if fucking David and Brian weren't holding me back and Lui calling the police on me."

"You know the only one to ever help me or at least try only to be held back by the guys. The only one was Evan." I looked down at my feet. *Knock knock* I heard and immediately looked up and I was filled with joy again I nearly shed tears as I went to run up to the window. But I fell on my face. "Oh gosh are you ok Jonathan?"Evan asked worried. Marcel helped me up and walked me over to the window. I put my head against the glass looking into his chocolate eyes staring back at me. "Hey." He says "Hi." I answer back "Ahh I hate this space between us!" Evan placed a hand on the glass and I just nod. "Hey Vanoss!" Basically waves. "Sup Marcel, hows the Job going?" Evan winked at him, which confused the hell out of me. "Oh yeah its great, Scotty's on break, how about on your end?" He questions. "Say about 2 weeks with 3 to go." Vanoss answers. "What?" I stared at them. "Oh right uh? Those 3." Marcel says and points at Vanoss. I thought for a minute then it hit me. Those 3 targets of mine that I hadn't kill were dead because of him. They watched as my face lit up in happiness. "You did?" I felt the tears run down my cheeks, oh how much I now just have an even bigger urge to just be held by him. "Thank you." I whispered as the tears trickle down my face.

After that Marcel left us to just talk the rest of the day, and then Evan left and I sat there in the middle of the room staring at that window and waited till the next day to see him again.

Eventually I fell asleep

(Dream is 3rd person in his head)

Vanoss walked through the crowd of his fellow Senior students with tears falling his face and walked down the the halls of the building. As he walked he had kicked something on the ground. He stopped to pick it up. It was a dimly light hall but he could just see that in his hand was........"H2O." was written on the inside of a mask. "Delirious' Mask?" he whispered to himself as he heard sobbing and lifted his mask off his head walking down the hall and around a corner to see Jonathan 30 meters away sitting curled up in a ball against the lockers in the dark.

Evan stared for a bit at his crying friend. The one he rejected as a date to have a girl. "D-Delirious?" his voice crocked Jonathan's head shot up from his legs and saw Evan standing there. "V-Vanoss?" his voice was quiet. Vanoss saw him, clown makeup smudged and running on his face.

They looked at each other for a little till more tears rushed over Jonathan's face and looked angry

"Go away!" Jonathan yelled, Evan flinched at his friends loud voice echoing the halls. "What did I do?" He asked "I ask you to Prom tonight and you go and ignore it by telling me about some girl!!" Jonathan continues to cry out. "She only accepted to get back at he Boyfriend for dumping her!" Evan yells back. "Oh well I'm sorry for your sake." Delirious gets up. "I'm sorry." Evan says quietly. And Delirious turns and walks away. "We're are you going?" Vanoss asks, Jonathan stops looking at him. "Home. Enjoy your Prom Vanoss." And starts walking again tears still streaking down both their faces. "No Wait!" Evan yells, holding out his hand, running towards Jonathan and grabbed his wrist pulling Jonathan towards him.

Turning him around swiftly and suddenly their faces just close enough thier lips touched. Evan shut his eyes tightly And Jonathan with shock his eyes stay open and widen by the second. And eventually he snapped out of shock and surprise kissing back, Evan let's go of Jonathan's wrist to hold his waist bringing them both deeper into the kiss. Jonathan slowly moves his arms around Evan's neck.

They released from the kiss looking into eachothers eyes. Evan looks at Jonathan Hungrily his eyes start to turn completely black with a slight red glow. And kissed Jonathan's neck licking and biting softly, and slowly moving towards the lockers pinning Jonathan against them, Jonathan softly moans and Evan's two K9 teeth started to grow sharper as he bit. His fangs slowly impaled into Jonathan's neck. A slight pain shock waves through Jonathan from his neck to his feet. And felt a warm liquid trickle down his neck, after a few more bites Evan licked it off the red liquid from Jonathan.

Jonathan slightly arching his back, played with Evan's raven black hair lightly pulling on it as Evan left bites and marks on Jonathan's neck. Both breathing slightly heavier Evan wiped Jonathan's blood from is lips looking at him. "There's something I want to ask you." Evan says quietly looking deeply memorized by Jonathan's deep Ocean blue eyes. "W-What is it?" "Why are you wearing a trench coat?"

"Because I didn't want everyone to see what I'm wearing." "Can I take it off?" Evan asked, Jonathan blushed and stared at him before nodding slowly.

Evan gently Unbuttoned the coat and it slipped off the reaval That Jonathan was wearing a beautiful pastel pink, red and mostly Light blue dress with sleeves that just go pasted his shoulders exposing the rest of his slim arms, and layering ruffles on the skirt of the dress, a little yellow ribbon tieing it all off and tight around his waist, lastly with a light flower Pattern.

Evan stared at Jonathan astonished at how amazing he looked. "It's bad I know I shouldn't have let you see it." Jonathan started to tears up looking down and away from Evan. "No! you look amazing." He says softly lifting Jonathan's chin towards him and took Jon's hands in his and kissed them.

They walked back down the hall to the Gym where everyone was still dancing. With their masks on again they made their way on to the dance floor. As Evan dragged Jon through the crowd a slow song came on and Evan turned around looking at Jonathan. "May I have this dance?" Held out his hand, lightly biting his lip, in hope Jonathan would take it. He hesitated at first but took Evan's hand, Evan took Jonathan's other hand and put it on his own shoulder then held Jonathan's waist.

They swayed to the music, Jon and Evan where to lost in eachothers eyes to notice everyone looking at them and made a space for them in the middle of the room. They both closed their eyes Jonathan laid his head on Evan's chest and he rested his head a top Jon's.

They stayed close till they heard. "Woow yeah go Delirious!!" They looked up embarrassed To see that it came from his friends, it was mostly Lui. A few couples came in the circle and started dancing.

Jonathan recognised them. One the two he saw in the bathrooms the other day. Dan and Phil. Two the two that he saw talking when he asked Evan to the Dance. Sean and Mark.

Then more and more till every one was on the floor not a single person was a wallflower. Jonathan looked into Evan's eyes again and smiled. He smiled back and whispered in Jonathan's ear. "I love you too Jonathan." Then lifted both there masks and kissed him.

I woke up to the sound of His voice saying my name. I went to him and like always we talked all day.