#he knows jamie is too 'pathetic/cowardly' to actively kill himself & that he'd back out of it if he allowed himself the time and opportunit
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#ymataedit#ymata#you me and the apocalypse#ariel conroy#mat baynton#mathew baynton#*mat#*#you can see how fast he's talking and the glint in his eyes. he's so excited to be saying all this#he loves that he gets a chance to tell jamie about doofus and rub it in his face#he has also definitely considered all the ways jamie would khs prior to this. probably fantasising about it#because he went with two of the more passive options that don't require much other than a jump/kick of a chair tbh#as opposed to actively taking something and sitting with that knowledge/harming himself because he knows jamie and has CONSIDERED IT#he knows jamie is too 'pathetic/cowardly' to actively kill himself & that he'd back out of it if he allowed himself the time and opportunit#ariel has Thought This Through and likely so has jamie with how shitty his life has been thanks to ariel and doofus#so this probably really does cut jamie deep because it will have been those he's thought about#'what if i just threw myself in front of that train?' jamie thinks glumly two years after layla disappears#'it would be so easy to hang myself. it'd be over so fast' he stares at the chair he'd have to kick away. he remembers layla sitting there.#ANYWAY *clears throat* didnt mean to get that deep into such a dark topic ahem ariel does this to me he makes me Think Things#i feel like i'm the right amount of mentally ill to appreciate ariel fully#but what do you guys think? or do you not think this deeply about the specific things ariel says?#ariel thoughts#suicide tw#suicide ideation tw
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