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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#tulu xuanwu#Something about changing the action sequence to something gentle is hilarious to me.#The lesson here is “Be nice to turtles. They are gentle creatures. And many are very endangered.”#don't get me wrong here; I love this scene a lot. LWJ's string technique is one of my favoyrite things.#We do get a fair amount of LWJ fighting but I always loved how the theme of strings comes into play.#There is actually a lot to unpack with LWJ being associate with 'strings'.#The musicianship: Of dedication and rigor in one's practice.#The tension between following along a path or composing your own way forwards (playing what has been written vs composing)#A string is a tightly coiled/taunt entity; The same tension that makes it sing so beautifully can be it's downfall if pushed too hard.#And as a non-musical string - something that binds. Be it to his sect and family or how he binds his fate to WWX -#LWJ cannot exist without his binds. It is not something which ties him down though. It keeps him together.#And he himself *is* a bind. He 'ties wwx down' in ways that are initially negatively viewed ('come to gusu' - feels like: come be trapped)#But later it is shown how (despite being introduced as a free spirit) WWX truly wants to be bound to something and someone.#Marriage is a bind he wants. He wants to be tied and grounded by LWJ.#It's starting to sound like innuendo. Let's call his fondness for being literally tied up smart thematic writing.#Finally. Sex scenes that are important to the plot and characters
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I feel like if Chujin was still alive during the events of Undertale Yellow, his and Clover's relationship would be incredibly rocky. Pacifist!Clover could bring him around to tolerating them (after all, they have that sort of effect on everyone), but it would be more in a "this human is the only 'good' human" manner than a "maybe I should reevaluate my opinions on humans overall because you can't judge an entire group based off (very biased) stories and one bad experience." Even then, that opinion would be subject to change should Clover ever get frustrated or behave "too aggressively" or act in any manner that isn't perfectly docile. If Clover ends up attacking a monster then it's "humans are just as horrible as they were in the war stories, I should've known better" regardless of the circumstances that could've pushed Clover to fight. Suffocating expectations and endless demands for patience when he wouldn't ask the same of a fellow monster.
And heaven forbid he ever meet Clover on a No Mercy Run...
#undertale yellow#i hc that his parents were involved in the war and he was born after monsters were sealed underground#so he's one degree removed from all that trauma which is understandable why he'd be so afraid#but at the same time Blackjack had similar circumstances and he came around to liking clover and judging based on character#instead of by who someone is.#sometimes you need to sit down and realize that the problem is you and your views instead of everyone else but he doesn't strike#me as the sort to do that type of self reflection.#Chujin is a character who is absolutely ruled by his fear. he leaves kanako and dalv alone after they were attacked by a human#to sicc axis on integrity. he hinged his whole career on building guard robots (and judging by some of the paperwork in the Steamworks#he was the only one who wanted to build guard robots).#he destroyed his health and left his wife a widow/his child fatherless to craft a serum to defeat humans.#he experimented on a human (child's!!!!) soul and ordered his wife to k.ill an INNOCENT human.#he literally says that humans are incapable of decency in any form!!!!! the writing is on the wall!!!!!#not to sound like I'm bashing on his character because he did do a lot of good for the underground. he made the honeydew resort heater#and Martlet's balcony. and it's implied he built the bridge between the wild east and Starlo's family's farm with the fox-bell#symbol on that bridge. he inspired martlet to take up woodwork which put her on the path to joining the Royal Guard and meeting clover#he likely did a bunch of other good things as well that never got brought up. he did do some good actions.#but he is not someone that i would call a good person.#(realized i ended up with a long string of tags down here. if someone wants to screenshot it and add it to the post go for it)#edit: i find it utterly fascinating that he calls humans incapable of decency yet acknowledges that there can be a pure human SOUL#what an utter hypocrite! i doubt the contradiction ever even occurred to him!
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My brother recently got into Demon Slayer so I wanted to make a kny oc for him since I did it before with both me and my sister and never got around to my brother :)
But I started by refreshing my own design because wow?? It’s been 4 years since I first made my kny insert character and a lot of things are now outdated! Not to mention my art has improved a lot, I hope. More details under the cut!
Meet Ebisu Koharu: youngest of the Ebisu family and physically the weakest. They only barely passed Final Selection by hiding for the entire week and surviving off tips from their older siblings. Nonetheless, they still want to contribute, which is why they hold onto a thick, leather bound book that records every demon they’ve ever met in precise detail, with labeled diagrams and scribbled calculations in the margins of different strengths and weaknesses.
After spending a few years on the job, and properly seeing their data contribute to the successes of other demon slayers, they’ve come a bit more into their own as a competent researcher and fighter, though they still do tend to request paired missions with friends and family to act more as a support role rather than a fighter.
The Ebisu family is one of scholars. The eldest daughter Kaoru is a doctor, and the eldest son Shougen is a chemist. By nature, fighting is not necessarily their strong suit, which is why their family breathing style and techniques are all poison-assisted. Of the three, Koharu is the weakest and most averse to combat— they wield a short half-length blade, with more of a smooth ceremonial hilt and sheath than any practical weapon.
#kny oc#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#it’s so much fun seeing my brother be so late to the party for kny lmao#I love him but his takes are kind of shit ngl.#his character will be absolutely hilarious to do as well#because you better believe I’m going to lean far into how much he simps for giyu#looking for names is so much more fun when I can read some kana and am not using google translate#I found out that the combination of me and my sister’s names form kanari which i will not stop thinking about for ages#four years of improvement and four years of character development! Better character design and research skills#it’s a lot of fun thinking more about details when designing now#I.e. brushes are wildly impractical tools for writing on the go so koharu’s main choice of stationery is an imported fountain pen that cost#a decent amount of their savings#and they wanted their records to last longer so they also invested in a proper leather bound journal (also imported) rather than#a normal string bound book like their normal daily journal. this is also why the books open in different directions#in the event that their fountain pen breaks they Will Cry but they will also commit the details to memory and write them in with a bruh#with a brush after the battle ends
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Day 765372893 of seething silently over the cathal infantalization in the official clashcord server babes what else is new
#toontown#toontown corporate clash#ttcc#cathal bravecog#cathal ray toby bravecog#multislacker#its like they actualy dont even realize hes not an 8 yr old#like ppl genuinely seem to think cathal is an infant#i think hes on the younger side but hes still an adult with a job#no bc today there was a STRING of messages#all calling him baby and small#the motm panels where u see how small he is compared to his dad has ruined the cathal community#now everyone treats him like a tiny wittle baby bc of that comic#MY BROTHER IN CHRIST ALL THE COGS ARE THAT SMALL COMPARED TO ALLAN.#HE IS AN ABSOLUTE UNIT#cathals not even that small compared to a lot of the cogs#look at brian and cosmo#fandom when a character has a close relationship with their dad#and their dad helps them get a job and wants the best for them#like cathal doesnt do anything themselves but its clear that they CAN. they just choose not to.#they are not an incapable infant they are a fully capable adult#who takes advantage of their position to avoid any real work.#call me holly grayelle the way im gatekeeping cathal from these ppl
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,,, little lemmings in line...
#adamandi#needed this. idk. shameless fluff. i. sjdhdjfhfhfhfhf viewing this doodle just makes me happy ok#something silly. i feel like lately i've been a lot more earnest on this blog and it's nice!!#the imagery that the lyrics evoke.... goes so hard actually. consider this maybe an outtake of the last 'where can i run' thingy#yes i get the whole lemmings off a cliff thing but also i think taking it at face value would be cute therefore this#since basically they refer to the rest of the students as lemmings.. he's human in this one i guess.#quincent thoughts. many many. but also i have been maybe avoiding engaging with quincy on a more intense level? until i am in a better#mental state to do so. because the whole academic perfection and self harm is a Thing i would like to engage with Properly without spirals#yay on me for being healthy about media! not normal and never normal. but healthy is good i guess#... hm. family is being iffy lately because you're supposed to have good acads And not stressed but i refuse to feel guilty anymore.#after this period i'll go bonkers over him and in the meantime unfortunately they won't feature as much in the content.. :<#anyways. fun fact about lemmings is that it's not necessarily a derogatory blindly leaping to deaths thing when it comes to the actual ones#like that's the phrasing and connotation right. but apparently it's more of they leap off cliff into water below or smth to migrate and onl#the rare few die (skill issue??um) and apparently the whole association was propagated by some documentary wildlife drama thing that kind o#.... hastened the chasing of the poor things off the cliff and filmed it. a bit messed up. and like i guess what a nice metaphor for the#academic context here? or a different one at least. where only a few die so they keep doing it but also for the Average lemming following#following the system is not inherently bad.. maybe i'm projecting.#anyways peep the tiny character shorthands now.. ambrose has the jacket/ bea has the hat and gloves with strings: portia has the bow on hea#quincy has the bowtie and glasses /(beatrix also has glasses. i forgot about those until i was drawing quincy's.)#'avvy why are they standing up' you ask? because four legs looked weird with ambrose's jacket. 'why did you give lemmings glasses?' ummmmm#i guess recognisability? don't look too much into it#outtakes of this include vincent standing in a circle of lemmings. it's badly drawn and frankly hilarious because they're all tiny and#below the knee.#'avvy these don't look like realistic lemmings' you are very right. i am sorry. i looked for a crowd of lemmings on google images and all i#found were political cartoons... i Can draw animals technically i swear#anyways! emotional support adamandi doodle out. going to start work now!#oh i forgot to tag the characters... hm... i guess i'll leave out the lemmings..#?#vincent aurelius lin#.
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i'm so proud of him i love him SO MUCH
#the fact that i literally called this too#i told my dad that what i thought would happen was he was going to step down from leading the band#but instead take like a mentoring role and be kind of pulling the strings from behind the scenes#i fucking CALLED it let the record show#oh i'm so in love with copia. my heart hurts#i have to get myself together because i have to be at work in like an hour and i've just been hysterically sobbing and yelling#luckily with the streaming premiere thing you can rewatch it for two days after so i can like. pick up on details maybe#this is a lot. i'm happy but this is just a lot#what do you have to say doll?
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living in the inbetween hell where I dont hate or love ttpd enough to agree with anyone on the dash so im just sort of flinching whenever I see a post about it from any side
#barry.txt#taylor swift#im not disappointed bc i didnt have the highest expectations for ttpd#but im also not wowed#a lot of the songs are fun and interesting but the writing on most of these tracks structurally is hanging by a thread#a lot of the rhyme schemes are bizarre and awkward#in my least favorite taylor style where it feels like shes barely stringing them together into these sort of purple prose poems#where she really just wants to fit in words she likes to the detriment of the lyric itself#a lot of jacks production feels unfinished and unimpactful esp compared to waht we know he can do#it feels like a lot of interesting songs that only got like one or two drafts before getting recorded#and it just doesnt hook me#however i do like the songs other ppl hate#and i love that she gave a massive middle finger to the fandom even if its 100% not going to stick#and i love florence and a lot of the second album#i like i hate it here even if its weird and bad#i dont think its her most honest vulnerable or human album but it is her vent-iest like shes just letting it all out#idk#i hope she wraps up eras ant the TVs and then takes a looooong break and does intensive therapy and gets into TTRPGs and chills#anyway the black dog and the manuscript and clara bow best tracks. my final message#probably not bc j have so much to say but
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you know who wouldn't pull his writing punches? brian clarke from the mortuary assistant. he would never do me like this
#he said My Most Popular Character Will Victimize You. And Others.#and through that we will get an endlessly intriguing story about control and cycles of abuse. about patterns of addiction.#god#im in my feelings tonight about what this game (datv) could've been#and ik there are plenty of people who genuinely have no problem with the writing#but if i can be so mean for a second i'm like. ik you only consume children's media. ofc you're happy with it.#and it's not even just the writing i feel like the music has a lot to do with the tone shift#it's one thing to have bel throw a goofy fit when she can't get the nadas dirthalen to work#it's another for it to have quirky flutes and jaunty strings playing a real children's fantasy backdrop for it
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Like sometimes I just feel like I'm a keyboardist trapped in a guitarists body
#i can still learn piano however the issue is ive gotten this far with the guitar and i feel like between all of my musical obligatjons#i dont have time to actually properly learn like i need to do what peter gabriel did after he quit genesis and like#take 2 years off of everything to just go take music lessons and like focus on getting better at it but i dont have time 😭#Love stringed instruments but i sometimes really wish i had taken piano instead of violin and viola lessons growing up because it would be#a lot mroe useful to me and my musical tastes and what i want to do#im glad i play guitar but im so sick of it like i feel like it really limits me especially with songwriting .. but whatevs#like im just gonna continue learning and trying to get better slowly but its agonizing cos im so bad at it and it takes forever and im#like my ambition to play and do stuff on this instrument far outweighs my capacity to actually play it and its gonna take me like over a#year of dedicated practice to get there so fuck my loife
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cocker spaniel family!!! caramel (pronounced care-a-mel) has a little name collar, caramel (pronounced car-mel), and cara (lil kinz baby!) <3
i love them dearly
#my webkinz#webkinz#webkinz cocker spaniel#kinzblr#no new names 4 duplicates. theyre all variants of caramel#if i find another lil kinz cocker spaniel.. whcih im not planning on. but if i do#id name her mel#it wld be funny i think#the lil kinz cocker spaniel has such a different fur texture than the regular ones#i actually like it a lot more sensory-wise#i cant cuddle the caramels because if their string fur touches my face it feels bad#i can hold them and stuff though. its fine on my hands and arms. just not face#im rambling sorry!#he/she for collared caramel and she for the other 2 btw :]#moon howls
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Whump month!! I tried to make it a sort of mix between both days 1 and 2 but i really just ended up focusing on the burn part of it so.. just day one! (thank you to @cirrus-ghoulette for making this!)
GHOST BC WHUMP MONTH DAY 1: BURNS
Characters featured: Sparrow (OC), with a mention of Dew
CWS: Burns, Blisters, Improper burn care, Improper wound care, Blood
Summary: Sparrow finally gets a chance to harness her fire.
Sparrow had never been one with magic.
She’d seen her family and peers use it as second nature, from making cool breezes in the pits of gluttony to warming a cauldron with their own hands in the cold nights that had followed the scorching hot days. She’d seen her friends hunt, an air ghoul removing the air from an animal’s lungs as a fire ghoulette swooped in to cook the flesh. And yet- her magic could not manifest. Close to barely grasp, but not enough to harness, to bring up to her fingertips or any form of her body, until she was pulled out into the cold, yet welcoming Earth. During her visits with the other ghouls, she’d learned about the instruments the Ministry had possessed; Items enchanted to give that small boost to allow the powers to flow out. From then on, he had begun to search for a guitar- the Element of fire, the one he couldn’t reach. In the cover of darkness, the ghoulette had snuck into Dew’s room.
And now, the Stratocaster was in her hands, the low light of the practice room making it harder to see- It’d be too risky to put the lights all the way on, after all. She’d pulled out a spare pick and tabs for a random song- Which one didn't matter, she just had to let the warmth out, to pull the fire out from the depths of her soul and harness it, like everyone else did.
Her hands slowly went to the strings, holding and playing over and over again, trying to engage with the embers deep in her chest, in her soul, in her being. She kept her hands steady, even when the heat had begun to rise up, her brown eyes lighting up in the process, leaning into it to bring it up further- just as the many, many people had told a younger her to do.
The excitement was short-lived, the joy suddenly turning into pain, a scorching, burning pain as he felt a scream bubbling in his throat, keeping it down and instead trying to play more- maybe the more he played, the more he could control it, as the fire crackled its way through her veins and made its way onto her hands, the heat causing the strings to begin to melt through, snapping them string by string, the metal snapping against her soft hands and allowing for crimson to seep down, with painful licks of fire peeking out from the wounds as she tossed the Stratocaster away, her hands palms up with fire dancing its way up her arms- unable to stop the force even as she tried to pull away from the connection, her breathing quick and pained, stifling the pained exclamations as they tried to bubble up but she wouldn't dare whine or yell, this was her fault and her fault alone.
Maybe she should have tried air, she should have taken a synth or keytar or something other than this, but it was too late.
It took her fifteen minutes in order to calm the raging element down enough, the licks of fire against her forearms dissipating into discolored skin and small blisters that would most likely grow in the morning, but she couldn't care, leaving the discarded guitar as she stumbled back to her room in the dead of night, trying to not gain anyone's attention, even if nobody was there, she had to be sure. This was her own fault, she'd deal with it in the morning, maybe grab some burn creams out of the infirmary or something, but as her head hit the pillow it had all fell to black, as her body attempted to gain the energy to fix the mess she'd made.
Sparrow had woken up late to the sounds of banter outside her room, unable to understand, she groggily stood up, staring at the burns in the mirror, the blisters unsightly, the wounds on her hand a bit cauterized, but not enough to quit the bleeding, which it had done the night prior, leaving crimson stains on the bed. She pulled together an outfit as the conversations outside continued, a black t-shirt with stars on it, blue jeans, and a gray jacket, wincing as the fabric brushed against the burns, taking a couple of breaths as the pain rippled through the forearms.
After it had become a bit more bearable, she went out to join the banter of the others, her wings occasionally twitching as the fabric had continued to rub against the burns.
It was her own fault, her own carelessness. She'd take care of it soon enough, maybe.
#ghost oc#ghoul oc#nameless ghoul oc#nameless ghoulette oc#ghoulette oc#if you love them then you gotta cause them some form of pain :3#its just how it is#the band ghost#whump month 2024#im always so nervous to post these for some reason#its the perfectionism i think#maybe#i dunno#this isnt like#proofread or anything#(aside from research about burns and guitar strings)#anyways#for a bit of context#i have a headcanon#that multighouls cannot reach their abilities on their own#they have to do so by using instruments of their element#these instruments can both amplify and restrict elements#for example#dew might need to be bound to a guitar for a bit of an extra boost in his element due to the fact that he transitioned#but alpha on the other hand might need to be bound to a guitar so he doesnt start an extremely devastating fire#stuff like that yknow :3#also just as a general hc#dew was a pretty decently powerful water ghoul#he just had the multighoul gene and was able to transition to fire#but there wasnt a lot of magic in that aspect
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tfw you’ve been actively collecting dolls for 15 years and can tell you won’t like a doll body just based off pictures posted online.
#ball jointed doll#legit bjd#i’ve owned a lot of different dolls with a variety of joint systems and stringing styles#and i absolutely know exactly what i do and don’t like#and i can tell when fuckery is happening based off the promo images lmao#this thought blurb comes to you sponsered by me looking over the withdoll mini boy body#and being like ‘ok i could probably put up with those fiddling looking hip cup pieces….’#then i saw a video box opening of one and turns out the legs are only strung to each other#and not throughout the entire body#absolutely fucking not babe count me out#if i get a theo he is getting a different body#personal bloggity
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concert pianist!xiao is currently on the brain…
#i simply cannot emphasise how much he strikes me as a musical person#especially in a modern au#unfortunately he probably had a very strict/ harsh upbringing (parallels the cruel god) in which he was forced to practice insane tons a da#and that’s why he became so talented a prodigy#like paganini!#anyway yeah that’s the vibe i get from him#i could turn this into a long fic methinks#~10k+ words maybe#of course i’d need to differentiate it substantially from ‘that one time debussy got you a date’ but i think i can manage#who’d the reader be in this?#a singer? but i don’t know much about singing and i’d prefer to stick to instruments i know for accuracy reasons…#(i say while writing about the flute and harp and pipa but shhh i promise i did research for those okay)#maybe some stringed instrument#or maybe they wouldn’t even be a musician#although i do like characters bonding over music a lot (as is evident throughout… practically half of my xiao writing)#OOH. how about childhood friends to lovers?#xiao from the really limiting and strict household while reader lives next door and is much more relaxed than him#mealsothinks this could be quite fun#okay time to put this on the waiting list#concert pianist with trauma. childhood friends to lovers. let’s go.#r’s random thoughts
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whats tough about like. Having Chemistry and spending time with someone at the start of the spring semester is that valentines day is coming up and its like a make or break point with what you may or may not Be and you have to question what direction things are headed in and its a pressure just Not present in the fall semester idk. idk
#we uhhhh. kinda hit a bump in the road ...... idk.#hes. been very gentle and kind and understanding about where im coming from and so we havent talked in a couple days but just ....#god ok fuck it. we were hanging out saturday night and at some point we were going somewhere where parking sucked so i just suggested we go#in his car rather than separate bc finding parking for ONE car is a Struggle. anyways so afterwards we went back to where i parked my car#and i hahahhaaaaa was NOT leaving. it was just past midnight and so we were just hanging in his car talking for abt an hour#in there at some point i told him about that last crush and how it dragged on and he was like jesus CHRIST sia thats a lot#i was reclined in my seat and shutting my eyes listening to the music and i caught him looking at me a couple times andddddd uh#yeah basically i ended up in his lap and then we were kissing and touching and grinding for like the next hour and a half#and he asked if i wanted to go back to my place and i was like uhhhhhhhhhhhh not now so we stayed in there and just made out & talked more#and then he TOLD me. basically hes in a similar situation i was in this time last year. like a girl he liked and was talking to actually#has a bf. hes sorta in limbo and she still talks to bim and is stringing him along and playing off his hopes theyll get together for.#entertainment ig. everyone at this school is fantastic btw. jesus fucking christ.#so yeah he told me bc he said he didnt wanna hurt me or end up fucking me over and that i deserved full honesty and didnt want to get my#hopes up. which i REALLY appreciate. we talked for 8 days he got carried away once and immediately owned up. i do appreciate that#so like. he said that we can just be friends with or without benefits and i said id think about it. then at like 3 am we went home and he#check in with me to make sure i was alright since he could tell i had a LOT on my mind. i said id call him the next day and so we talked#and basically i explained the reason for my apprehensions and why i said no to hooking up (csa) and he was really understanding#and then like. i just asked him more about what was going through his head the night before & he described it as a heat of the moment thing#(which i agree it was) and like. he was genuinely concerned about me tho. idk#i told him that after i got home i had to shower for an hour scrubbyat every place he touched me and that im tired of feeling used#and he really heard me out and listened. he also asked if he hurt me and i said no but it def could have gotten to that point and i#and so he said 'im sorry for making your life at all hafrder to deal with' and i REALLY really#appreciate him being as honest as he was. so i said its cool we can be friends but i just need some space rn & he once again was really#understanding & said 'for as long as you need. just let me know whenever youre ready to just be friends again & if you need me to stay sway#from [xyz places we hung out] just let me know and if you need anything for class just feel free to reach out'#and. GOD i appreciate him. so that convo closed out on good terms. i was worried id need WEEKS but it rlly was just a few hours after that#i was ok again. traumas all about narratives and before that convo all i could see was another instance i was usee but like.#after actually talking it out all the fear around it dissipated and i can just see it for what it was: 2 friends who got carried away#but i really REALLY appreciate how hes handled this and we're both single & attracted to each other and so the question im thinking now is:#crushposting
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ouhghgh , , , reached the point where my throat is in so much pain i can't sleep, even with cough drops , , , , i keep waking up every hour coughing so hard i start to throw up by the end , , , , it looks like my fever might finally be going down (original peak of 100.9, now down to 98.8) but god , , , , the agony , , , , , ,
#i gotta sleep too because i have a mandatory orientation at 9am tomorrow#(online conference thank god)#i'm just. frustrated and feeling helpless.#laid into my brother a bit over discord when he gave me a non-apology when i told him to keep this whole mess in mind#next time he plans on leaving his mask at home#i want to feel better soon ; ; ; ;#i have work i need to do and notes i need to take and i miss my partner a lot ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ;#i'm constantly thinking about how much of my room is just coated in covid particles at this point#and how hard it'll be to disinfect all of it when it comes time to end quarantine ; ; ;#i'm trying to cover my coughs but when i'm literally choking to the point that i'm practically retching into my trash can it's. hard;;;#ughghg ; ; ;#i'm frustrated i'm frustrated i'm frustrated ; ; ;#i want to go back in time and yell at my brother a hundred different times for all the stupid selfish ways he's been so careless#“ough this has just never happened before even during all the other times i've gone without a mask :(((”#“it seems my bad luck and poor immune system just got the better of me :(((”#just say you've gotten bold and careless and that this was just one huge risk in a long string of risks you've been taking since day one#you figured you were immune to consequences and now i'm paying the toll#couldn't even get him to promise to take a mask with him everywhere from now on until i laid into him for several minutes . . .#. . .
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speaking of which the only way i can really swim underwater is by humming underwater as opposed to slowly exhaling thru your nose because i guess ive just always had a hard time exhaling slowly underwater and a counselor + longtime friend recommended i try humming so as a kid when i was swimming the other kids would surface and ask who was singing underwater lmao. they thought it was weird but didnt really care
#misc#he also saw i didnt know how to tie my shoes like how most people do it with the pulling the string thru the loop and he taught me the like#bowtie method where u make two loops then tie them and i LITERALLY tie my shoes the exact same way to this day#i can do it the other way but it's easier muscle memory for me to do it this way and i think abt alternative methods of teaching he taught#me a lot. it wasnt like it was a hard thing for him to do i just really appreciate it however many years later#and i guess specialized education is basically my job now (in laymans terms) so ive been thinking about my childhood and the educators who#made an impact on me#basically blah blah blah blah i like swimming but i havent done it since i learned i was trans#which has been . nearly 10 years. throws up a little#man if i swim again my ass is probably gonna drown LMAO 10 fucking years
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