#having a normal one rn and not panicking at all in the slightest actually

[exculis]

why was i born to die of black mold poisoning that i wasnt even responsible for? why has this been my fate? hm?

[expensive-rainbows]

im actually kind of pissed rn and i actually have a reason this time, im not just pissy for no reason.

theres a lot of words under the cut so i didnt wanna force everyone to read it all

today at work my shift lead was quiet and it made me feel like i was in trouble. no one else noticed or cared but i had the sentence you fucked up repeating underneath everything i did. im usually weird around him and it didnt help that it was all guys and then me. no one else noticed that he was quiet but my brain saw that he was giving the slightest vibe of being mad and started panicking. to the point where someone handed me something and i said sorry. it seemed like he was wishing me a long fiery painful death. and just me since no one else seems to notice. but on the plus side i made a friend! we stand quietly next to each other and sometimes we joke around. and we also work well together with soft serve (24 flavors but we have 30) bc one of us will put the ice cream in the little things, then the other will put the flavoring in and blend it, and the first person will put it in a cone or whatever its in and announce it. anyways i asked him about my shift lead once he left and he said hes just built like that. he said hell talk to him and make sure everythings all right and according to him the conversation bassically just goes a (my friend): hey is everything all right? L (my shift lead): *in way deeper voice than normal* yeah *leaves* so yeah i think it was all in my head. but still. my dad gets angry really easily (he doesnt hit us or anything i promise) and it only bothers me. my moms just tuned it out at this point and idk abt my brother but it doesnt seem to bother him. when i was like 8 i told my mom that it scared me when my dad was angry and she was like "no its not scary its annoying" if your 8 y/o child is telling you that theyre scared of their dad that should raise alarm bells. you should not correct them, you should talk to your fucking husband about going to therapy to manage it easier, instead of letting him fucking stomp around like hes tryna break the walls with his feet. anyways i think the way i reacted today is from my dad getting angry all the time. i mean its entirely possible its from something else, but all the evidence points to my dad. my mom made a joke about making him go to therapy, and i didnt realize it was a joke and i got so fucking excited. like that should raise alarm bells by itself. my mom was talking to me about him getting mad and she was like "hes gotten a lot better, he used to be mad all the time when everyone was younger" bitch what are you even talking about he gets mad every night. he comes home and stomps around, finishes his work and opens a beer. then he goes and slams stuff around and opens youtube on the tv. that is not a good environment for kids to be raised in. and if hes gotten better since then what was going through your head when you brought kids into this relationship. "oh yes lets bring emotionally and physically fragile beings into our care where theyll have to walk on eggshells all the time so their father doesnt scream at them" (to be clear i love my parents, it just gets hard having to tip toe around everyone since when my dads angry my moms not angry, and when my dads not angry my moms angry. my brother fits in on top of both of them trading back and forth, and i never get to be angry)

[samwrights]

Clueless

Raise your hand if you’re personally victimized by this ask 🙋🏻‍♀️ ngl this prompt gave me trouble probably because its my life story?? I have no idea when people are flirting with me?! Like my (now) husband just went up and kissed me and I was like wait you like me? 💀 also, kiss your friends. Just now rn. Cause ya know. COVID.

Iwaizumi;

To me, Iwaizumi doesn’t flirt like a normal person.

He strikes me as the person that “flirts” with blunt statements and very obvious, possessive touching and then wonders why you don’t recognize that he’s flirting.

So of course, it doesn’t make sense to you that he’s flirting.

But for you, it was a total norm to give him and the other third years good luck kisses before a game.

Apparently, the way his hands grip your waist when you do it isn’t obvious enough.

You may or may not have yelled “that’s my baby” once or twice when one of them goes up to serve. On the regular.

Outside of volleyball, Iwa totally let’s you sit in his lap during free period and lunch because he wants that contact

And yet, you’re too busy complimenting the other third years to even notice Iwa is getting pissed.

“Oiks, my beautiful sunshine” was his least favorite.

“Makki, are you gonna challenge Iwa to another arm wrestling match? You know I love seeing you flex” was another one he really hated.

It’s actually the reason Makki’s never won. Iwa goes extra hard to make sure you notice his arms which honestly how tf can you not.

“Dude, next time we’re doing this when [name]’s not here.” Hanamaki groans as he’s awarded with his 167th loss.

“Hey, why’s it matter if I’m here? I wanna watch!”

“Cause he wants to impress you, [name]~ Iwa’s so in love with you—“ that earned Oikawa a head butt to the face 💀

But wait what? Since when?

“Y’know, I’m not even sure why I like you at this point.” The now embarrassed Iwaizumi points out, covering the flush of his cheeks in his hands as he buries his face.

Akaashi;

Oh this poor, sweet boy.

He thought he was so obvious with the way he’d walk you to and from classes

Akaashi always gave you a tight hug that he felt lingered just a tad too long when the two of you parted ways.

Not that you ever minded—dude is a great hugger.

But so are you, and everyone loves your hugs.

Especially Bokuto.

Mostly because your “hugs” are actually you jumping up and wrapping your arms around his neck and your legs around his waist.

Bokuto calls you his little koala, and it pisses Akaashi off.

So the setter tries to become a little more bold—longer hugs, hand holding, walking you home.

He’ll throw in a decent number of compliments, like how pretty you look today because he notices when you’ve done your hair differently or if you decided to part it to the other side.

Akaashi gets bold bold, cause he’s real fckn tired of Bokuto snagging all your attention bc you’re his goddamn koala.

He’s currently walking you home, hand in hand while you talk about your school day, and before parting, Akaashi gives you brief little peck on the cheek.

But when he doesn’t get a reaction out of you, he’s starts panicking.

“Uh, I’m sorry, did I overstep my boundaries?”

“No, no! I just didn’t think you liked me like that!”

Please say sike rn

Kuroo;

Oh boy.

Literally everyone already thought you were dating with how blunt Kuroo was.

He’s not one to shy away from PDA in the slightest, so you can imagine him going for all the kisses and tickles.

And, you being you, never stop to think that he’s being serious. You platonically kiss him and Kenma all the time!

Though Kenma isn’t a big fan of it.

Ya know who is? Yaku, Yamamoto, and Lev.

So fuck it, platonic, playful kisses for everyone.

And while we’re at it, sit in their laps too cause that’s just how you roll.

Oddly enough, Kuroo doesn’t get jealous because they all know that you are his.

That and this was so typically you that if you stopped doing any of the acts above, something was wrong and the world was ending.

Though, none of them would ever attempt to flirt back because Kuroo would probably kill him.

He may not be jealous, but he is very territorial.

So you come to watch them at nationals because ofc, you love these boys with your whole ass heart.

Before you head off to the spectators section with Lev’s sister and the cheer team, Kuroo stops you and pulls you in for a quick kiss before shrugging off his warmup jacket.

“Here baby, it’s cold in here. You can wear my jacket.”

“Kuroo, it’s not even chilly, why—“

“Maybe I just want my girlfriend to wear my jacket, duh. “

“Wait what”

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