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freedomfireflies · 1 year

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Take Me*

Summary: An extra for Teach Me*

The one where you and your best friend, Harry, decide to move in together.

And christen every inch of the new apartment.

Word Count: 4.6k

*Contains Mature and Explicit content! Please only consume what you feel comfortable with!💞You are so much more important!*

“Harry, you can’t be serious—”

“I am. Sit.”

With a huff, you step closer to where he’s lying on the floor, those beautiful, big green eyes peering up at you. “We have a ton of work to do, okay? And the movers will be here any minute—”

“Don’t care.” He shifts a bit, back arching from the carpet as he smooths his shirt down, getting ready. “Sit.”

Your hands find your hips and you toss him an amused frown. “Harry—”

He grabs your ankles. Tugs until you lose your balance and go crashing to the ground. And he catches you, palms on your waist to make sure you’re steady before sliding them down to your thighs.

“Harry—”

“Shh. I’m busy.”

He pulls you to his face, fingers slipping around the crotch of your large cotton shorts until he can pull them aside. He smirks when he sees there’s nothing else underneath.

“Well, well, well,” he tsks, and you could smack the dimples off his face. “Seems you forgot something.”

You snort. “All of my underwear is packed, okay—”

“Sure.” He grins. “Yeah, no, I’m sure that’s it. I’m sure you definitely didn’t think to leave any out for today. Especially since we’re doing so much packing. And moving. And running around.”

Your expression gives you away. As does the subtle whine that rips free when he lets the tip of his nose ghost across the tender skin of your leg. “Harry…we can’t—”

“We can.” His voice is resolute as he trails his lips closer to your cunt. Tongue licking his bottom lip in anticipation. “This is our place, baby. We can do whatever we fucking want.”

Our place. It makes your heart as warm as your cheeks, and you can’t help but smile.

It’d taken a bit of convincing from Harry to get you to move in with him. But after some extensive apartment hunting, you both found the place you wanted to call home.

And now, here you are, in your new home. Surrounded by boxes and somewhat empty rooms as Harry insists on christening this new adventure with you by having you sit on his face.

In fact, you’d no sooner walked through the door and set some of your stuff down before he suggested it.

And proceeded to throw himself onto the ground in wait.

“Harry,” you try again. A desperate whimper that seems to urge him on.

“Darling,” he retorts, fingers curling around your skin as he plants you above his mouth. “Just let me have a taste, hm? Wanna remember today like this.”

And you’re barely able to reply with a fatigued nod before he yanks you down and sucks you between his lips.

He starts fast. Quick licks to your folds and clit. Just enjoying you. Enjoying how easily you fall apart. Your hands in his hair, scratching and pulling. The pain.

He loves the pain.

Teasing you is far too easy. Circling your hole, feeling you out, flicking the delicate nerves. But the sounds of his lapping at you like a dying man with a drink of fresh water is excruciating.

It echoes around the empty room and it’s so very loud. But it’s everything. And he’s beautiful. And he’s doing this to you purely for his own enjoyment. He loves to taste you. Loves to make you squirm on his face as you plead with him for mercy.

Everything is wet. So goddamn wet. Your pussy, his mouth, his face. He's not trying to remain poised. Not trying to keep clean. He wants all of it. Wants to share his saliva with your already soaked pussy and drink you down until there's nothing left. Let his tongue slip in, out, and through you until you can't breathe. Until he can't breathe.

His hand suddenly smacks your thigh. Once. Twice. Three times, and the sting makes you clench around the little bit of his tongue he’s taunting you with.

He grins. “Keep going, baby. Ride my tongue. Go.”

So, you do. Hands finding the floor beside his head as you roll your hips over his face. Over and over until you feel dizzy. Until his hold on your body is the only thing keeping you upright.

It’s sinfully sweet, but before you can really lose yourself in his lips, you hear the giant moving truck parking down below. Hear the men opening the large door as they begin unloading your furniture and carrying it inside.

However, Harry doesn’t seem to be stopping, and the idea that these men will hear you as they approach is mortifying. But just when you think it’s game over, he nips your clit with his teeth and pulls.

Dazed, you smack your palm over your mouth and cry out, the orgasm ripping through you. You feel weak, nearly wilting in his hold as he struggles to keep you up right. Smirking with endless amounts of satisfaction as your thighs squeeze his head.

The moment you’ve caught your breath, there’s a knock on the door, and Harry chuckles as he calls, “Just a minute.”

He gently pinches your leg and readjusts your shorts before he’s dragging you down for a kiss. Palm around the back of your neck as he slips his tongue in beside yours. Allowing you a taste and then some.

And you whimper through every second of it before he’s suddenly popping off your mouth with a gleeful hum and jumping onto his feet to answer the door.

Leaving you to sit on the apartment floor with your heart in your throat.

“Bee, shit…fuck, I can’t…I can’t—”

“You can. Know you can, baby. M’so close…just hold on a little longer for me, okay?”

Harry’s eyes roll back while his arms tug on the heavy rope keeping him tied to the headboard.

His expression is pained but blissfully fucked. Sweat collecting in his hairline as his swollen lips part for a desperate groan.

You figured this was the best way to break in the new bedding you’d purchased for the room. The beautiful king-sized mattress with a sturdy headboard.

And after seeing him flop down onto the freshly washed duvet, you knew what you wanted to christen next.

So, you’d grabbed the restraints and wrestled his wrists to the bars. Keeping him stuck as you begin yanking his pants down his legs.

He was intrigued, to say the least. And more than willing to put the control in your hands once you grabbed the cock ring.

But he had no idea what you really had in store.

“Bee,” he tries again, gasping the closer he gets to his orgasm. Watching as your tits bounce directly in his face. “Bee, please…please, lovie—”

“I know,” you coo, one hand scratching down his chest while the other squeezes your nipple between determined fingers. “Soon, I promise. Doing so fucking good—”

“Shit.” His head drops back as his hips buck up. Body wrecked with inescapable pleasure that he can’t seem to find.

You’ve kept him edged for almost an hour now. First by taking him into your mouth and sucking him right to the brink before leaving him there.

Then by fucking yourself with his cock, hard and with fervor only to pop off just when he was about to cum.

And finally, to really make sure he got the most of your torture, you’d slid on the vibrating cock ring, and began bouncing on him again.

He’s felt you cum around him twice already, and each time, it’s nearly killed him. Because it’s brought him that much closer before abandoning him there.

You have to admit, he’s doing incredibly well. Even when he had the chance to cum, he held back as best he could. Obeying your instructions as you got the most of his prolonged erection.

And he loves it. Loves when you use him as your own personal toy. Perhaps even more than you love it.

“Can’t…fuck, can’t hold it,” he pants, eyes pleading with you before he looks down at where your cunt is sliding down his incredibly hard cock. “Shit…shit, please. Bee, please. Do anything…anything, please—”

“Anything?” you hum, biting back a smile as you roll your hips forward just to hear him whimper.

He nods quickly. “Yes, anything. Fucking anything you want, swear…I swear…”

He sounds so depraved like this. A submissive tone of voice that breeds a certain yearning deep in your stomach.

You love this man. Love how beautiful he sounds when he’s begging. Love that you get to live with him and start a new chapter of your lives together.

You’ve never felt so lucky.

“Okay, baby,” you murmur, lifting yourself off as he whines quietly and glances down at the arousal you've left behind on his cock. “M’gonna take the ring off, okay? And I want you to tell me where you wanna cum—”

“In you,” he says before you can even finish the question. “Fucking please, Bee. Please let me cum in you. Please…be so good. Need…need to cum in you.”

You grin. “In me where, hm? You want my throat?”

His head shakes, lips pushed into a pout.

“No?” You slide the toy up the length of him, making him hiss through gritted teeth. “Do you wanna cum in my pussy, then, sweet boy?”

He makes another noise that nearly breaks your heart as you toss the ring to the other side of the bed and return to him. “Yes…shit, yes. Please…please—”

“So pretty when you’re polite, you know that?” you hum, reaching out to cup his cheek.

In turn, he nuzzles into your palm, seeming to settle gratefully. Looking at you like you paint the stars in the sky.

You take hold of him in your other hand and guide him back to your fluttering hole. “Okay, baby. Want you to cum for me, yeah? Give me all of it.”

He steels himself, attempting to straighten up despite the way he’s bound. Placing his feet flat on the mattress while your knees come down beside his hips.

It doesn’t take long for him to reach that inevitable end. Only a few thrusts up into you as you clench around him until he’s finishing. And you don’t even mind because he feels so good. Fucking love the way he spills inside of your cunt. The way it drips back out the minute you lift up. The way it looks, smearing across your thighs and the tip of his cock.

You both moan rather lewdly, surely horrifying your new neighbors, but you don’t mind. Because this is everything you’ve ever wanted.

Everything.

“Har? You awake?”

The perpetually sleepy man hums as he nuzzles his face further into your neck. One arm draped over your stomach while the other is tucked beneath your neck. “Yeah.”

You smirk. “Are you sure? You seem a little out of it. Do you wanna go to bed?”

His head shakes slowly as he takes another deep breath, lashes fluttering against your skin. “No, m’fine. Just comfortable.”

You reach out to brush your fingers through his curls, smiling when you hear him sigh contently. “We can finish the movie another time, H. Come on, let’s go to bed—”

His grip constricts around your hip as he keeps you planted to the sofa. “No,” he repeats, lips disappearing into your shoulder. “No, we spent all day getting the TV and speakers set up. Wanna sit here with you and enjoy it.”

“But you’re not enjoying it. You’re sleeping,” you insist playfully. “We can finish it tomorrow, really—”

“No,” he breathes. Unrelenting. “This couch is really comfy and if you move, I’ll cry.”

You grin a bit bigger. “Fine.”

“Thank you.”

The next couple of minutes are quiet. His face is still nestled just beneath your jaw. Happy. But he’s not watching a single thing that’s happening on the screen and you have to bite back a laugh.

You love a lot of things about Harry, but one of them is his inability to admit when he’s tired. He’ll keep himself awake all night before he’ll acknowledge how sleepy he really is. In fact, he could be mid-yawn and still insist he’s fine.

However, just when you think he’s begun to drift off, you feel the hand on your hip smooth down your stomach. Stopping near the band of your sweatpants—almost innocently—before quickly dipping inside.

Warm fingers dance beneath the lace of your underwear until they can find your folds. A mindless action. Stroking softly and without devious intent. Almost as if touching you just to touch you.

You press your cheek into the top of his head. “Whatcha doin’?” you whisper.

“Nothing,” he hums. “S’just comfortable.”

“Touching me is comfortable?”

He nods once and continues gently moving his digits up and down. “I like playing with you. Makes me feel relaxed.”

“Yeah?”

“Mhm. Like a stress ball but better.”

You lightly scratch your nails down his scalp. “You’re cute.”

“And you’re soft,” he murmurs, taking a deep, content breath. “Always so soft, Bee. And warm. Have no idea how good you feel.”

“I mean, I have some idea,” you tease. “It’s not like I haven’t touched myself before.”

“Funny.” His movements are lazy. There’s no alternative motive, he simply wants to feel you. “M’very happy.”

Your heart leaps into your throat as you glance down. “Yeah?”

“Yeah.” He rolls his head back to meet your eye. “Wanna warm my fingers in you…can I?”

There’s a racing in your chest that can’t be contained as you nod and spread your left leg a little further. Allowing him the room he needs while he pulls his hand out and sticks two fingers into his mouth.

He sucks on them slowly, coating them just so before dipping back in and smoothing the soaking digits down to your hole.

You exhale shakily at the feel of him stretching you slowly. The way your body draws him in, bends to his intentions. Clenches around him and keeps him warm.

He makes a satisfied noise of approval before nuzzling his face back into your neck, seemingly oblivious to the way you’re beginning to squirm.

But after a moment, the ache begins to dull. And you feel happy to merely lay with him like this, one of his legs tucked over yours, his fingers sitting deep in your cunt.

It’s serene, this moment. Perfectly blissful and endlessly safe.

Here in his arms.

“Harry…if you don’t stop—”

“What?” His grin is cheeky as he aims the showerhead down at the tile floor, allowing the water to dance down the drain. “M’just helping you get clean.”

“No, you’re being a menace,” you correct with a smirk. “I told you, no funny business—”

“I’m not being funny.” His finger taps along the cord, almost as if readying himself. “I mean, what’s the point of having a handheld showerhead if you don’t use it?”

You can’t argue that he has a point. After all, this was one of the features that drew you to the apartment in the first place, but you also know that he’s deliberately trying to tease you. “Harry, we came in here to shower because we have to leave in thirty minutes—”

“So—”

“So we don’t have time,” you remind him, handing him the loofa. “Okay, so clean yourself off, and we can try it out another time.”

However, he doesn’t accept the sponge, instead stepping even closer to you as the stream of water begins to rise. “That was before I saw how pretty you look…all soaped up and wet.”

You shoot him an amused yet playful frown. “Har…”

“What?” His eyes travel down your dripping torso and toward your cunt, the stream seeming to follow his line of focus. “I’m just helping you rinse off. S’what you wanted, right?”

The warm water feels amazing against your skin, but the pressure feels…

Your lashes flutter as you reach back to press your hands against the shower wall, needing something to brace yourself with as he continues stepping closer. “Harry…”

“What?” he says again, but it’s soft. Dangerous. Keeping the water on your inner thighs before moving up to your clit. “Tell me to stop and I’ll stop.”

But you couldn’t tell him even if you wanted to. Because the sensation of the pointed stream hitting you just right is turning your muscles to jello. Your vision is hazy, and your head is spinning, and your body is trembling—

“Har,” you whimper, undone by the look of adoration on his face as he loops an arm around your lower back. Holding you steady as he angles the water a bit lower. “Please…”

“Please what?” His voice is a soft purr. Sexy and silky and you feel powerless to resist him. “What do you want, Bee, hm? Tell Daddy what you want.”

Your head falls back against the tile, needing some stability. You’re too far gone, too lost in his eyes. In his need to unravel you. Legs shaking as the water does everything you need it to.

Slowly, he begins to lower himself into a crouch. Now eye level with your pussy as he readjusts his grip on the showerhead. Studying you with purpose as he works you closer.

“Come on,” he coos, glancing up through wet lashes. “Come on, lovie. Let me take care of you, yeah? Just wanna make you feel good—”

Your fingers reach for his freshly washed curls, tugging hard on the soaked strands as you whine. “Don’t stop.”

He smirks. “Never.”

With that, he lowers the water, and surges forward. Lips wrapping around your clit until you gasp out his name and thrust your hips toward his mouth.

He rotates between using his tongue and the showerhead. Pushing and pulling you toward that sweet release as all other thoughts and cares melt away.

“Just like that,” he murmurs, one hand reaching back to knead your ass in his palm. Practically tugging you down before landing a firm spank to the wet skin.

The sound echoes around the small room, the sharp contact making your pussy clench as you nearly lose your balance.

“That’s my girl.” He massages the flesh before smacking it again, and your eyes nearly roll out of your head. “Gonna cum for me, Bee?”

You nod quickly, chest heaving as you settle into the steam rising around you. “M’so close, Har…please…”

“I know,” he says, dipping down to nudge his nose against your clit. “Can see your pretty little hole fluttering for me. Just so…fucking…empty.”

Two wet fingers slip inside you, and it’s nearly impossible to remain steady with the way he beckons the orgasm out of you.

The pressure of the water against your clit, the fingers in your cunt, the goddamn smirk on his face. It’s everything and everywhere and you lose your grip on reality as you’re dragged through such euphoric harmony.

He rides you through for a couple minutes more before he’s standing back up and pressing his body into yours. Chest to chest, wet and flushed. His lips effortlessly capturing your own as you whimper against his tongue and throw your arms around his neck.

And maybe being late isn’t the worst thing.

Harry is beautiful.

In every way. And it’s not just his face or his body. But his heart. The way he speaks to you. Speaks to others. The way he carries himself, carries you. Protects you, loves you, fights for you.

The way he betters himself for you.

And now, you get to wake up to this man every day. In this beautiful new room with large windows and sunshine and promise. A moment of tranquility reserved just for you as you count the faint freckles across his nose. As you press your finger into the dimple on his cheek. As you study the rogue, messy curls that are matted to his forehead.

You could watch him sleep for hours. Would happily lay beside him until morning turned into afternoon.

But today? You have other plans.

It doesn’t take long for him to realize, eyes shooting open as you take him further down your throat.

He chokes on a strangled breath before glancing down, mouth dropping open with the sound of your name.

You pop off long enough to smile and whisper, “Morning, baby,” before you’re dragging your tongue along his tip.

His head falls back into the fluffy pillows, too heavy to stay upright. Streams of golden light dance through the curtains and hit the side of his face in the most magical way you’ve ever seen. Setting that beautifully structured profile aglow in the warm hue as he sighs gratefully.

Your hands curl around his thighs, squeezing gently as you scoot closer. Getting comfortable while you bob your head up and down the length of him.

His stomach is beautiful. Muscles quivering and skin soft. Littered with a few tattoos. The same tattoos you love to run your hands down. Your lips. Your pussy.

You could stare at him for a lifetime. And your heart feels like it’s going to burst inside your chest as you suck the man you love further into your mouth.

You love waking him up like this. Granted, it’s a rare occurrence, but each time, it’s ceaselessly enchanting.

And it’s another kink the two of you have found you adore. After giving each other consent to use the other’s body as a wake-up call, you found that there was something…safe about the experience. About knowing you trusted each other enough to allow them to decide for you.

It might not happen often, but you’re grateful for the times it does. Like now. When you get to see him look at you with lust and appreciation.

“Bee,” he whispers, reaching out to brush his hand along your head. Cupping it gently and without force. Letting you choose how much of him you want to take. “God, m’so lucky.”

You hum around him, and he groans. “Taste so good, Daddy. Just had to have a taste.”

His thumb brushes along your cheek, feeling the way it swells with his cock. “Can have anything you want, baby girl,” he sighs. “You know that. I’m all yours. Can take whatever you want, whenever you want it.”

You’d smile if you could, instead squeezing his thighs three times to tell him you love him.

“There you go,” he grunts when you lean back to spit on him. “Fucking just like that…shit. So fucking good, baby—”

Your hand works the base of him while your lips and tongue focus on the tip. Spreading the extra lubrication around until the room fills with the sound of your pumps.

His hips are bucking up, but you can tell he’s resisting the urge to drive himself into your mouth. He wants to be gentle for you. Wants you to have the control, but he’s losing the battle quickly.

So, you shoot him a soft grin, and murmur, “Fuck my throat, Daddy. Just wanna feel good for you.”

Which is all he needs to hear in order to weave his fingers through your hair and tug.

“Is that right, hm?” he whispers deviously. “Then be a good girl…and fucking take me.”

So…you do.

The paper towel roll goes flying to the floor, along with a bag of coffee grounds and the mail.

Harry has you bent over the kitchen island, cock deep in your cunt while his hand tugs on your hair.

“That’s a good girl,” he groans, forcing your cheek into the marble. “Fucking take me, Bee. Just like that.”

Your tits are pressed to the cold counter as you whimper something that resembles his name. Followed by a very lascivious moan when he angles his thrusts up.

He’s been insatiable all afternoon. Starting with eating you out at the breakfast table, just to edge you with seconds to spare.

Then, the firm smacks to your ass every time he walked by. Along with sneaking up behind you to scatter hickies along your exposed neck.

And now this.

You’d been unpacking some of the kitchen utensils and newly bought groceries when the idea hit him. Wild eyes watching you closely as you sat atop the island and rummaged through a box.

He’d slipped his way between your dangling legs and began to kiss you. Hand dancing down to your shorts to feel you out. Toying with you until you realized what he really wanted.

Not long after, he had you down on the ground. Your panties shoved around your ankles as he took you from behind.

And you figured unpacking could wait.

“Har,” you whisper now, attempting to meet his rhythm with gentle rolls of your own. “Please…”

“What, baby girl?” he coos, feet kicking your legs further apart. “Isn’t this what you wanted?”

And it is. It has been ever since he started eating you out on the newly built table. Warm and deliciously skilled mouth on your cunt as the dishes and plates rattled beside you.

You’d cursed him to hell for stopping before you could finish but you’re more than grateful for his remedy now. Because while his lips and tongue are divine, his cock is what you really crave.

He pulls out and lands a firm spank to your dripping and sensitive cunt. The sensation and the sound nearly making your knees buckle until he has to slip an arm around your stomach and keep you still.

Then, he does it again. And once more for good measure before he’s driving himself back in.

“Fucking hell,” he murmurs behind you, his palm still pressed to your head to keep you down. “S’fucking pretty. This sweet little hole just takes me so well, you know that? Gets me all nice and wet. Lets me fuck it the way I want. Fucking begs for me, doesn’t it?”

You nod beneath his hold, nails scraping down the counter in bliss.

“So fucking pretty.” His other hand comes back to your thigh to squeeze it harshly before moving for your ass. Spreading you even further so he can see the way he disappears into you. “God, just like that. So cute when you’re desperate. Know you aren’t gonna last much longer, are you, lovie?”

“No,” you whimper, gasping when his cock brushes the perfect spot. “Shit, no. Can’t…can’t hold it.”

“Then you better fucking ask, hm?” he taunts, quickly yanking on your hair to force you up. “Ask me to cum. Beg me to let you cum on my cock—”

“Please,” you obey without pause. Desolate and deranged. “Please, H, please—”

“Do better,” he hisses, spanking your ass in retaliation. “Know you can do better than that, Bee. So come on, let’s hear it—”

“Daddy, please,” you correct, tears in your eyes as you try to hold back the pleasure threatening to escape. “Please, I’m so close…can’t hold it—”

“No,” he grunts, landing another smack to your skin. “Again.”

You choke on a moan and work to find the right words. Or any words at all. “Please, Daddy. Please let me cum on your cock. Need it so bad, can’t…can’t fucking stand it. Just need you, Daddy. Need you, please…”

You feel him twitch inside you before he’s growling through a clenched jaw and murmuring, “Good fucking girl…go. Right now, Bee. Fucking cum—”

And you do. Only seconds before he inevitably follows, and the overwhelming rush nearly breaks you. The way he spills inside you, the way he holds you upright, the way he presses his fingers to your clit in order to drag you even further.

He ignores your whimpers and cries for mercy, tugging your squirming frame back into his chest until you go quiet. Lips nuzzled to your cheek as he whispers, “There you go, you’re all right. Deep breath, baby. You’re okay, just want one more—”

“Daddy—”

“Shh. Just one more.” His voice is gentle although his touch is anything but. Pressing and rubbing against the overused nerves until you’re actively arching in his hold. “One more, baby girl, you can give me one more. Know you can. Doing so good—”

It doesn’t take long for the second one to find you, and you feel him smile against your jaw as you come down from his fingers.

“There you go,” he praises quietly before taking his hand away and crouching down. The tip of his tongue ghosting up your inner thigh as you sigh.

You feel him smirk.

“Now…let's do something about this mess.”

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nicollekidman · 2 months

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you're a career politician, body riddled with coronavirus, the top movers and shakers in your party are telling other people to tell you to kill yourself already, the general public are answering polls like "we think his brain is outmeal slopping around in his head and he only locks in to continue a genocide", nancy pelosi is on your tail like a bloodhound, your most earnest and fervent supporters halfheartedly repeat things like "he was nice to me when i met him at a rally in 1982", and kamala harris brat edits are taking over........

#absolutely incredible way to end this.

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gurugirl · 8 months

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Can We Start Over? | Ch. 2 The Job Offer

Series Summary: From the first day you and Harry meet, your relationship is beyond complicated. A one night stand leads to hurt feelings and then a job opportunity that you simply can't pass up is offered. But can you handle working for a man like him? rich!harry x plus size!reader | enemies to lovers

A/N: This is a 5 part series commissioned by @justfattiethings (thank you hon!).

Chapter 2. Summary: You can't stop thinking about what happened the night you met Harry and how much you hate him. But then you get some really good news about a new job. Except there's a catch.

Word Count: 9k

Warning: 18+ only, angst, alcohol consumption

Can We Start Over? masterlist

“Oh my god, Y/n. What a fucking dick. But your response was gold! I wish you’d stayed to see what happened. Holy shit!” Brandy laughed as she clinked her glass with yours, “That was some gangster shit right there!”

You both laughed at your recount of what had happened with Harry. You met your best friend Brandy for Sunday brunch at your usual spot. You had called her on Saturday after your exit paperwork was taken care of with Mr. Spector and said you had some very interesting news to tell her but that you wanted to share it in person. This wasn’t over-the-phone kind of gossip. It was a with-a-martini-in-hand face-to-face kind of gossip.

“And besides… the most important thing is at least you got off. Typical fuck-boy, good in bed but an absolute slut.”

You nodded, “Exactly. And it doesn’t bother me too much, really. Not now. Plus Mr. Spector gave me a really nice parting bonus. And I’m sure I’ll be matched with someone soon for another gig but even if it takes a few months, I won’t have to dig into savings thanks to him.”

And it was true. Mr. Spector presented you with the check and a hug and well wishes and you were nearly in tears by the time you left his estate. The movers were there the whole time, taking furniture out of his lovely home. A home you’d gotten to become very familiar with over the years. You held events and small parties there, you helped him redecorate the master suite and all the bathrooms (well you organized it all and helped the decorators and builders with the design and material selection). You even had your own room there. Not that you often needed to stay but that was part of your job description as a personal assistant. Sometimes you needed to stay. But usually, you’d go home at night.

The service that you worked for assured you there were a few clients in need of a personal assistant and if it was a good match, they’d refer you. That was important. To have the right match. You were lucky you were single and without kids. That meant you were more flexible. But that didn’t guarantee a good match.

You were sure you’d be enjoying a couple of weeks off work off to do nothing. It sounded fantastic.

. . .

You hadn’t expected to get an offer so soon. When Monica emailed you on Monday afternoon with the file and details of your new assignment (if you accepted) you perused the document with your mouth agape. You’d been matched with someone with what was known as stealth wealth (most were), who traveled frequently. You’d need to keep a bedroom in their home (not out of the norm) and travel with them from country to country. You would negotiate holidays and time off once meeting in person but the salary offered was the first thing you saw when you looked at the contract. There was no pressure to sign but how could you say no to an offer that would erase your college debt and allow you to buy a home in a year? You couldn’t let this one slip away.

You emailed Monica back right away that you’d accept it and like to move forward. The next step would be to meet in person. Then, you’d find out more about who you’d be working for. The service was very discreet. The client was always given absolute anonymity until it was time for the first meeting.

You stared at your computer screen as if to will Monica to respond faster. Sipping your coffee you tapped your foot against the floor in anticipation. You kind of would have enjoyed some time off. A week or two of downtime. Sleeping in. Catching up on all the movies and shows you hadn’t had time to watch on Netflix. Order in pizza and Chinese, and day drink in your pajamas. But this opportunity wouldn’t be on the table for much longer. Another person would snatch this up in a heartbeat. That dollar sign alone would see to it.

When Monica finally responded you placed your mug of coffee down, held your breath, and clicked the email.

You’ll be meeting with the client tomorrow at 8:00 am at an address that will be sent to you via our private messaging app at 5:00 am. He requests you bring a physical copy of your resume and if you both agree to terms tomorrow he’ll bump up your salary 10% automatically. Confirm this is okay and I’ll set up the rest. Monica

You squealed as you quickly typed back a resounding Yes! Book it! Thank you!

You stood up and paced. Okay. So you learned the client was a he. Well, you’d blow him away. You’d make him want to hire you on the spot with that lovely little 10% bump.

You already knew the outfit. Thanks to working for Mr. Spector, you’d been allotted a stipend for very nice, and well-tailored outfits for when you needed to look chic and professional. Great for a first meeting, your double-breasted jacquard wool coat in neutral colors with a pop of blue, and your blue silk button-up tucked into your jacquard wool skirt, matching the coat. Stylish, flattering, and appropriate for meetings with a wealthy man who would undoubtedly be dressed very nicely as well.

It was perfect. You couldn’t believe how lucky you’d gotten. A new assignment so quickly and one that paid so well? It felt like fate.

. . .

Harry had his house manager, Lucio, contact a highly recommended service to find a personal assistant for himself. He hated to find someone new because that was just one more person who knew his business. And he preferred having very few people in his circle. But Thasi was dumb. He couldn’t bear to have her working for him another minute. She had trouble with very basic tasks, like adding events to his calendar. She’d even missed two flights that he had booked for her and the last flight she missed he only realized it when she came into his study with a folder asking him about an account he needed to close out.

He stood from his desk and looked at the girl in astonishment, “Thasi. Why are you not 30,000 feet in the air right now? Why are you here standing in my house asking me this question? You are meant to be headed to New York City.” His voice was firm. Irritated.

The girl dropped her mouth open and blinked her eyes until it had finally dawned on her that she had forgotten to make her flight to meet with an art dealer on Harry’s behalf.

“I take it by the look on your face that you now realize your irreversible blunder. You’re fired. I’ll have your things sent back to your home by tomorrow afternoon.”

The poor girl couldn’t even argue with him. She knew she’d blown it. That was her second missed flight, of equal importance. And Harry felt he’d been quite generous and patient with her by giving her another chance. But he shouldn’t have.

So when he learned about Personal Premier Services from a few of his colleagues he decided to look for a PA that way rather than on his own like he had with Thasi. Harry’d had good luck finding staff for everything he needed for the last five years without help. The personal assistant was something rather new to him as he usually did most of his own errands by himself or had Lucio do them. But things were changing in his business and he needed an assistant quite desperately.

Harry woke before the sun rose and took his morning jog. He loved getting his day started earlier than most people. It meant he had time to do things like, exercise, catch up on world news, meditate, shower, and eat breakfast all before most other people would even be out of their beds. He also wished he could just stay awake forever. Wished he didn’t need sleep. There were so many things he could accomplish during the hours he wasted sleeping. But, being that he was only a mere human, his body required sleep.

“Sir? Y/n Y/l/n has just arrived. I have her waiting in the sitting room. Would you like me to bring her up?”

Harry cocked his head and looked to Lucio as he sat his pen down, “What did you say her name was again?”

“Y/n Y/l/n.”

Why did that name somehow feel so familiar?

“No. That’s okay, Lucio.” He stood from his chair, “I’ll go and greet her myself. Thank you.”

Harry’s immediate instincts told him that name was familiar. But why? And oddly, he first let his mind wander to it being you. But it couldn’t be. You were at the ball and he was certain you were wealthy just like him based on your outfit and your demeanor. He’d only gotten your first name that night, not your last name. And while Y/n was your name, the person looking for a job waiting for him downstairs certainly wouldn’t be the same woman who had put a used condom on his hotel door’s handle only to have his now ex-friend-whatever-she-was find it.

Yes. The ex-friend. Aster. He knew he should have stopped their little arrangement before she got too attached. It was never meant to be anything serious. From the start, he told her he was seeing other people but she never wanted to hear about anyone else he might have been sleeping with. And when he realized she started getting attached he should have recognized it was time to end it. But he didn’t.

Harry clenched his jaw and swallowed.

The knocking on his door had come a lot faster than he’d hoped. Aster wasn’t even supposed to be there. Her flight had been canceled so she wasn’t going to make it to New York City. He told her he’d see her the following day when he flew back. But of course, she rebooked a later flight without him knowing. As a surprise. And the call from Aster telling him she was on her way had shocked him and really put a damper on the night he thought he’d be enjoying with you. He just hoped she hadn’t passed you on her way to the door.

As soon as he opened it up, Aster slapped him across the face and held up a napkin with a blush-colored lip stain on it and a scribbled note. But what really had his attention was a droopy condom on his doorknob. Fresh with his come.

“What the fuck, Harry? What the fuck?!”

“Aster, I don’t… what is this?” He knew goddamn well what it was. It was you. “I think someone is just playing a joke on me. This isn’t mine…”

“The note, Harry? Whoever it is knows your fucking name.” Aster pushed passed him to make her way into the room.

Harry looked down the hallway and then cringed as he pulled the condom from the knob with the discarded tissue he picked up off the floor.

“Babe, this was just a cruel joke from someone–“

“Don’t you dare call me babe! And I don’t believe you. Who is going to play this kind of joke on you and then write your name on a napkin from the event you were just at?” She tossed him the napkin, “Hmm? I bet I know who. Someone you just fucked and kicked out because you didn’t think I’d come.”

Harry looked down at the napkin. Sure enough, it said A Secret Garden in the City with Alfred Spector’s company logo printed on it, as well as the note you’d written – Thank you, Harry xx. Bitch. He dropped the napkin onto the bed and ran a hand through his hair.

He didn’t know what to say. And it wasn’t like he’d been all that serious about Aster to begin with. She was gorgeous and they’d known one another for a while but that was where his attraction ended. In all honesty, he didn’t like her that much. Perhaps this was for the better, as much of an asshole as that made him seem.

“Aster, look…” he sighed and sat down at the edge of the messy bed, “You and I weren’t exactly serious. It’s always just been casual. You know that,” he looked at her with her hands on her hips, red in the face, tears just breaking her lash line. “I’m sorry. You and I were never headed for marriage. It was just some fun for a bit.”

“Some fun? I flew out here to see you on a whim. Not because I thought you were just a bit of fun but because I actually did like you. But you know what? You’re right. I don’t think I could have ever pictured myself marrying someone like you. Selfish, pathetic, overly regimented. You’re doomed to die alone, Harry.”

She pressed her lips together and waited for a response but when it didn’t come she stomped toward the door, slamming it behind her on her way out.

Harry smoothed his expensive blazer out and brushed off the feeling he was getting as he walked through the hallway to the foyer and then peeked into the sitting area where his interviewee would be sitting and waiting for him.

He nearly jumped back when his eyes met yours. Both of your faces held the same expression. Complete shock lined with minor disgust.

“This must be a joke,” you stood up from the plush silk-lined chair you’d been sitting in and looked around the room as if someone were going to pop out and tell you that you were on that show, Candid Camera, and it was all for a good laugh.

But the only person in your sight was the man you had a one-night stand with. The cocky asshole who’d treated you like garbage and then kicked you out of his room when he got a call from someone.

“I think there must be a mistake… You’re… are you a personal assistant? I’m confused.” Harry mimicked your body language, pivoting himself to look around to see if he could find someone and demand answers.

“Yes. That’s what I do for a living. But clearly, I have no intention of working for anyone like you, so if you don’t mind…” you picked up your briefcase and began to walk toward Harry to move past him and see yourself out.

But just as you walked through the threshold of the sitting room to the foyer Harry spoke, “Y/n.”

You stopped and turned to look at him in question.

“Come. Let’s have a chat,” he turned and began walking toward the grand stairwell that led upstairs, turning back to make sure you were following.

You blinked your eyes and scoffed as you looked down at your red-painted nails. Should you follow him? What would be the point? Just to hear him insult you and turn you away at the end anyway?

“You are looking for a job, are you not?” Harry spoke from the bottom of the stairwell, his hand on the lacquered wooden banister.

“I am. But… I don’t think this would work out.” You gestured at him.

“You and I are professionals and you come highly regarded. I’m in great need of an assistant. At the very least we can have a discussion and see where it takes us. I don’t like my time wasted and I’m sure you don’t either. You came all the way here. Let’s at least talk.”

Harry thought you looked cute and he could see the gears turning in your head. He could deal with the one night he’d had with you and the very improper thing you’d done which outed him to Aster if you were good at what you did.

“Yeah, but we…” you chose your words carefully, “Friday night? I honestly don’t think–“

“I can look past that if you can. This is strictly professional. I’ve no interest in anything more.”

What were you to do? He hadn’t just been a one-night stand. He was an asshole. Could he really pretend that none of that had happened? Could you?

But. There was the matter of the salary he was offering. An enticing and frankly irresistible number that could have you swallowing your pride.

“Fine. But I can assure you I will not tolerate being treated like…” you paused to carefully choose your words again. You were certain his house had staff listening in.

Before you could find the word you were seeking, Harry spoke, “Like an assistant who is paid to do her job flawlessly?” He began to take the steps upward and you followed.

You frowned at his description. As if you wouldn’t do your job flawlessly. You weren’t sure what he was implying but you had a bad feeling about this.

When you followed him into a large study with dark woods and big windows with heavy drapes, a huge walnut desk with an expensive chair and bookshelves lining one of the walls he closed, and locked, you noted, the door behind himself, “Sit.”

You looked at the plushy green velvet chairs with tufted cushions and ornate carvings in the arms and legs and placed your bag down on the chair next to the one you sat in. He sat in his own chair at his desk and looked at you, a harsh expression on his face. He was far more intimidating in this setting.

“Let’s get one thing straight,” he spoke clearly as he kept his eyes pinned to yours, “What you did when you left that night is unforgivable in a personal setting. And because of that, you and I will never be friends. But that doesn’t mean we can’t work well together as boss and employee. I expect complete discretion and a professional attitude from anyone that works for me. Is that a problem for you?”

You felt your ears growing hot as your anger slowly rose, “I am the most professional and discreet personal assistant you’ll ever find. Anyone else will disappoint you and I would also expect that any employer would treat me professionally and fairly. What you did to me that night was insulting and something I will never forget nor forgive. So don’t worry, I’d never want to be a friend to anyone like you.”

Harry clenched his jaw at your response and nodded, “Fair enough. Now that that’s out of the way, let’s talk job details and salary.” Harry looked down at his folder and opened it up.

“Salary? That part was already determined. Plus 10% on top if we come to an agreement on terms of employment today.” You reminded him.

Harry laughed and looked up at you with his head tilted to the side as if he were curious about you, “That was before I knew who I was offering such a generous salary to.” He looked down at the paper in front of him, marking something out and scribbling over it. He held the sheet of paper out to you.

You squinted at him and leaned forward to take the paper and your eyes widened at the new number he’d written in on the contract. You laughed and crumpled the paper as you stood from your chair, dropping it onto the floor and lifting your bag, “Goodbye, Mr. Styles.”

Turning and walking over the grand Persian rug that took up most of the floor you reached for the handle and when you pulled realized the door was locked. You placed your fingers over the keyhole and turned back to the smug fucker. He sat comfortably in his chair with his brows raised at you, unimpressed.

“Unlock the fucking door. This conversation is over.” You were fuming.

“And why’s that? I feel like that’s just a starting place. A negotiation if you will. Tell me why you deserve more and maybe I’ll consider it.”

“This isn’t a game. You had a perfectly fine offer that I was willing to negotiate off of but now you’re just insulting me, once again might add. I’d never work for anyone for that wage. Much less a self-absorbed man who treats women like rubbish.”

Harry folded his lips into his mouth as he tampered his grin. His cocky attitude was infuriating, “Oh please. Save the dramatics. Sit.”

You scoffed and shook your head, “No. You’re an overly egotistical moron with nothing to back it up. I will not stand for being insulted this way.”

Harry pushed himself out of his chair and began to walk toward you, “Nothing to back it up? Wrong,” he grinned as he looked around his extravagantly decorated room and back toward you, “This home is a great example of what I’ve got to show for my accomplishments. My bank accounts as well,” he slowly walked to your side and put his hand onto the heavy oak door you were standing in front of as he licked his lips and looked down at your outfit before looking directly into your eyes, “And I’m pretty sure I had you crying my name over and over again when I made you come. I’d say that’s a great reason for my inflated ego. You certainly thought I was great when I had my dick inside of you.”

You swallowed and then scowled at his nerve to bring up such a thing, “Well, like you said, I’m a bit dramatic. I was overplaying it that night because I didn’t want you to feel bad. Now open the fucking door.”

Harry’s smirk didn’t fall as he leaned in closer, “Liar. You loved it,” then he backed away, giving you enough space to breathe, “Not that you’ll ever have a chance to experience it again.”

“Like I’d want that little thing anywhere near me. Now, are you gonna open the door or do I need to call 911 for attempted kidnapping?” You dug into your bag and pulled your cell phone out.

Harry laughed and you watched in dismay as his dimples appeared. He looked too handsome to be such an asshole. He put his hands up in surrender, “Okay. Fine. We’ll go back to negotiating off the original salary plus 10%. Okay?”

You sighed. You hated that you were even considering it. The salary he was offering was too good, though. You could handle him if he kept personal matters out of your working relationship. The worst-case scenario would be that you quit and told the service about him and how he treated you (of course you’d gather evidence so no one else had to put up with his shit) and then find another job working for someone else.

You rolled your eyes and moved past him to go back to your seat.

Harry rounded the desk and sat down, putting his elbows on the desk once again, just like he’d done when you both first sat down to negotiate terms, “There we go. Money talks doesn’t it?”

Unfortunately, he was right. Money does talk.

You rolled your eyes again and looked at the back corner of his office to relieve yourself from his intense gaze.

“Less attitude, Y/n. Let’s begin, shall we?”

You suffered through an hour of going back and forth on expectations with Harry but at the end realized it wasn’t that bad. Once you both got out your frustrations at the beginning it seemed to flow smoothly after.

You even talked him into paying you 15% more, rather than just the 10%. Which you felt was a big win. Harry didn’t seem that phased by it.

He led you to what would be your room, which had your jaw dropping to the floor. It was… gorgeous. Like the rest of the house, it was grand and old but well-kept. The wide plank dark floors were covered with a light cream wool rug with small yellow, green, and blue flowers woven into the fabric. Long soft, lacy drapes hung from the ceiling and brushed against the floor over the tall windows that overlooked the massive back garden full of trees and flowers and fountains. The king-sized four-poster bed had a pale yellow, silk canopy with tiny blue birds sewn into the material. The bedspread was white silk with the same yellow and blue birds sewn in. Ornate, heavy wooden side tables, a dresser with a big vanity and silk-covered cushion sat across from the bed. An antique chandelier hung in the center of the room, high above the bed. Flowers and potted plants with green leaves rounded out the space. There were two closed doors. One led to a small closet (not a surprise it was so small for the period of the house), and the other to a fully updated, spa bathroom which… you really had to pause for a bit as you took it all in.

Harry handed you keys to the house and a fob key that would allow you in the gates that surrounded the home and told you to arrange to have your things moved in by the following day (on his tab) and that you would start work at 8am sharp.

You called Brandy the moment you drove out of the gates to tell her what had just happened.

“It’s him. It’s the asshole one-night stand. I just accepted the offer to be his assistant.”

“I’m coming over with a bottle of wine. I need details in person.”

“Brandy, I’ve got to make arrangements and get everything ready, I don’t know…” you hemmed as you drove down the road with your heart beating fast in your chest. You couldn’t believe you’d just accepted to work with Harry Styles.

“Don’t make stupid excuses with me. You can do all that with a glass of wine in your hand.”

. . .

“I see why you took the job. Damn. I’m jealous,” Brandy spoke as she stood in your bedroom doorway while you packed up things you’d need right away. Harry explained that you’d be staying at his house more often during the week than your own apartment. He ran a tight schedule and driving an hour to his house every morning didn’t sound appealing and he didn’t like to be kept waiting.

“Yeah. I was going to say no. I really was but… how can I turn down that offer? I’ve never made so much in my life and honestly? Probably never will again. I figure it’ll be like a trial run. We’ll see if he can be professional.”

You called around and found movers and arranged for them to have everything delivered to Harry’s address the following afternoon. It was still early in the day so you scheduled to have a set of your spare keys delivered by a courier by 5 pm so they could have access to your apartment the following day as you’d be gone.

You were busy the whole time Brandy was there but you were glad she was with you. You marked items you needed to have delivered and printed out a sheet of paper for a checklist for the movers.

But by the time your keys were picked up by the courier and you were halfway through the bottle of wine, you’d finally had time to sit and relax.

“You two are totally gonna fuck again,” Brandy grinned as she looked at the TV.

You scoffed and smacked her arm, “We are not. I’d never go near him again. Not after that night. I actually, fully despise him.”

“Yeah… sure. I mean… I know he was an asshole but also the way you spoke about how good he was in bed? How do you turn that down? You two are gonna practically be living together and traveling together. I don’t know… I looked him up. He’s hot, Y/n. An asshole but… we all have needs.”

Shaking your head you sipped your wine and ignored her. The thought had very very briefly crossed your mind but it was quickly pushed away because the reminder of how he treated you Friday night couldn’t be ignored. You’d never ever forget the way he made you feel so little and so disgusting.

“He literally cheated on someone while he was with me. He had a girlfriend. He fucked me as she was on her way over. Like…” you flailed your arms dramatically, “how could I possibly sleep with someone that is a cheater? I mean willingly? Now that I know?” You shook your head.

Still, Brandy didn’t seem deterred in her assumption, “Yeah… but we don’t really actually know who called him. And if it was someone he was seeing? I mean… come on. It’s not as if they were married. We can gather that much. Yeah, he’s shit for what he did but like… I don’t know,” she shrugged, “It’s not like he cheated on his wife or something.”

Brandy had always looked at things through rose-tinted glasses which was annoying. Where you were more practical and stubborn. There was no way you’d end up in his bed ever again. You didn’t know the excuse for why he kicked you out after he spoke on the phone and called someone babe. But that was beside the point. The more important factor was the way he treated you and that was simply unforgivable.

. . .

You were running late. You couldn’t believe it. Your alarm had gone off on time. You showered, ran through your quick morning routine, double-checked that all your things would be delivered to the correct address, and then you were on the road by 6:45 am. You allotted an extra 15 minutes in case of extra bad traffic.

But traffic is unpredictable.

“Hello?” Harry spoke into the receiver. You had your phone on speaker.

“Harry? Mr. Styles!” You corrected yourself, “Um… I’m stuck on the highway and it’s a bit backed up. I’m just giving you a heads up that I’ll be like…” You sighed and looked at the clock trying to make some kind of conservative estimate, “twenty minutes late?”

You heard him grunt in response and then sigh, “Fine. Please come up to my office the minute you walk in.” And then he hung up. That was it.

And of course, you half expected such a response. He gave you little indication of his opinion on you being late. You just hoped he didn’t hold it against you on your first day. It had genuinely been out of your hands. But then again, you being at the house with him on subsequent mornings would mean that being late in this way wouldn’t happen ever again.

When you parked at the front of the house you finagled your suitcase out of the backseat and lugged it up the front steps just as the door opened, “Good morning, Miss. Can I bring this to your room for you?” An older man stood with a smile as he scooped your suitcase away from you.

“Oh. Uh… Okay. Are you sure?” You followed him inside.

“Absolutely. Mr. Styles is expecting you right away.”

You swallowed and watched the man walk away as you took a breath. Your first day working for Harry Styles. Possibly also your last, depending on how everything went.

You climbed the stairs toward his study and knocked twice before pushing the door open gently.

“Come and sit.” He spoke right away. He didn’t even glance your way as he continued typing at his computer when he spoke.

You sat in the same chair you had the day previous and waited for him to finish whatever he was doing.

He cleared his throat and squinted at his computer screen, “I’m an art dealer as I mentioned yesterday. But… it’s more complicated than that sometimes. I deal in art and cultural artifacts that can sometimes be a bit…” he looked at you, “morally grey in the way they are handled. It’s rare but I do occasionally have opportunities and come across certain pieces when a collector is willing to pay an exorbitant finder’s fee for the item.”

“Morally grey. Which means illegal.” You corrected, keeping your eyes on him.

He shook his head, “No. Nothing I do is illegal. Some take issue with some of the items I procure and where they come from, but ultimately, everything I do is technically legal.”

You nodded. You didn’t know what he meant exactly. But you assumed you’d be finding out soon enough.

After Harry explained in detail your schedule from day to day, he had Lucio give you a quick tour of the parts of the house you didn’t see the day before. He even had a binder with your tentative weekly schedule, important numbers to have on hand, addresses, passcodes, a new laptop, and passwords to his login details for various online accounts. He also handed you a credit card, “You’ll make all your own arrangements as well as mine. The limit on this card will cover the cost of flights and accommodations. You and I will be traveling frequently, as I mentioned yesterday.”

Your morning was filled with short bursts of Harry giving you information and what to expect, but half of that consisted of you waiting while he spoke on the phone and typed out emails. You couldn’t imagine why an art dealer would be as busy as seemed to be. Clearly, he was making lots of money so there was no doubt that he was busy with clients. But why?

You researched the ins and outs of being an art dealer the evening before, once Brandy’s Uber arrived to take her home. The typical art dealer did not make the kind of money you knew Harry had. Most also typically worked through auctions, galleries, and museums. Harry seemed to be his own entity doing deals as an individual. So you knew he wasn’t typical in his field.

At lunchtime you were hungry. You’d eaten something small before dashing to your car that morning but that had long been digested.

“Mr. Styles?” You looked at him from your spot in your chair as you closed your new laptop.

He looked at you with an eyebrow raised.

“It’s lunchtime for me. I was hoping I could get something to eat if that’s okay? You should probably also eat. I can bring you something if you take your lunch up here.” You honestly couldn’t have cared less if he ate, but you were so used to making sure Alfred ate that asking Harry was automatic.

Harry’s brows scrunched together and he looked at his computer screen, “Hadn’t realized the time. Sure. Feel free to make something for yourself or you can ask Carl to. I’d like a vegan cassoulet.”

You stood and looked at him in confusion, “A vegan… what?”

“A vegan cassoulet,” He pronounced the word obnoxiously, “Carl will know what I want. Just tell him.”

You repeated the word to yourself. Cas ooo lay – cas ooo lay… You thought it sounded like one of those French dishes you’d never ventured to try.

In the kitchen, you found Carl right away and told him what Harry wanted.

“And what for you?” He began to pull out pans and got to work right away.

“I can manage. I think just a sandwich. Is everything here in the fridge?” You opened up the door and immediately were overwhelmed by the amount of groceries and items packaged inside. The fridge itself was state-of-the-art. Everything in the kitchen was.

Carl laughed and stepped up behind you, “You can find everything you might need in this kitchen yes. But perhaps we’ll leave the cooking to me today, just until you get used to where everything is. What kind of sandwich would you like?”

“Oh. Maybe that’s a good idea. You don’t mind?”

Shaking his head, Carl reached passed you to pull out some vegetables, “Not at all. This is what I do. How about a French bread panini? I can slice up some turkey and Swiss, load it with vegetables? Or maybe you’d prefer grilled chicken and pesto? Egg salad? Or are you vegetarian?”

You laughed and shook your head, “I’m definitely not vegetarian. And the first one sounds fine. Turkey and Swiss panini. Any veggies you put on it will be good. I just don’t like mayo.”

It was wild to be having lunch made for yourself by a professional private chef. And Harry’s cassoulet looked divine but after googling it you learned it’s usually made with various kinds of meat and that the duck confit is what makes the dish. But since his version was supposedly vegan, you couldn’t imagine it tasting anything like it was probably supposed to.

You also learned that Carl wasn’t just a personal chef. He also did all the grocery shopping.

After lunch, your belongings arrived. The movers placed everything in your new bedroom and handed you the key to your apartment before they left.

“This is it?” Harry asked standing in the doorway as he looked around at the boxes and bags you’d had delivered.

“Yeah. I don’t have much I need to keep here. You’ve got the room fully furnished. Just my clothes and essentials.” You shrugged as you opened up the box near the bed.

You could feel Harry’s eyes on you as you dug into the box and pulled out your potted Pothos plant. “What?” You looked at him as you placed the plant on the floor.

“Nothing. Um,” he scratched the back of his neck, “I think it’s a good stopping point today. We’ve got you set up on everything so you can unpack and relax. Normally our days will be longer but since it’s your first…” he put both arms down by his side and stopped fidgeting, “It’s good for today. And like I said earlier, you are free to watch TV in the main room downstairs or get anything from the kitchen you need at all. You don’t need to just stay in your room all night unless you choose to.”

You squinted at him, wondering if there was some kind of catch. He was rather pleasant, you had to admit. After you both got everything out of the way the day before things had been fine. Normal even. But you still had to keep your guard up around him. And all it took to remember who you were dealing with was what he’d done that night.

You decided against going downstairs to watch TV. Maybe you’d feel comfortable enough to do that later on but that night, it felt nice to take a long bath and listen to music and then curl up on your soft, silky bed with your laptop and Netflix.

Though you did get thirsty. And a bit hungry around 8. So you ventured down and hoped to not run into anyone.

Except of course, you ran into someone. When you entered the kitchen you saw Harry standing in front of the refrigerator looking in. Apparently, he had the same idea as you.

You cleared your throat and Harry turned to see you there, “Oh, hey.” He closed the fridge and faced you, “Need something?”

You nodded and stepped toward the pantry, “A little hungry and thirsty. Is it okay?”

“Of course it is. Help yourself to whatever. I was just about to make some pasta. Something simple. Would you like some?”

“Yeah. I can help you make it. What do we need?” You neared the fridge and opened it up, pulling out a glass pitcher of water.

Harry ran down the list of ingredients, which weren’t many, and you helped him slice garlic while he boiled the pasta and poured a can of San Marzano tomatoes into a small pot.

Everything came together quickly and you both sat at the island to eat the late-night meal together.

“Tomorrow we’ll book a trip to Vancouver. Someone has a few pieces I’d love to see in person.” Harry explained what to expect on the trip as you listened.

Then you got to talking about your parents and then college. Harry shared a little about himself but it wasn’t much. You didn’t expect that he would, but he did tell you about his mom and sister. You could tell how important they were to him just by the way he spoke. It made you feel warm toward him in a way knowing that he cared about people other than himself. Something you hadn’t been sure about as he seemed so cold.

When you were both done you tried to help him clean up, “You don’t have to do this, Y/n. I’ve got a housekeeper who will be here in the morning. Why don’t you go to bed?”

“Are you sure? Are you headed to bed?” You asked as you placed the forks into the sink.

He nodded, “Yeah. Time to call it a night.”

“Do you always go to bed this early,” you grinned as you refilled your water to bring it with you to your room.

He raised his brows, “Yeah. I get up at 4:30 in the morning to start my day so 9:30 or 10 is about when I go to bed.”

You cringed to yourself. 4:30 in the morning? That sounded like hell.

You both went your separate ways as you bid Harry good night.

. . .

You had a busy morning. You booked a trip for the following week to Vancouver for yourself and Harry. Two nights at The Four Seasons (2 separate rooms, connected), first-class airline tickets, a reservation for the 2nd evening at a nice restaurant for four people, an on-call driver for the whole visit, and set-up details with someone’s assistant named Lana for the meeting.

Harry wanted everything to be perfect so you had to work at extracting as much information from Lana as possible. At first, Lana sent you an itinerary that was rather simple and would have most people feeling good about the meeting. But Harry took one look at it and knew he needed more information. So you spent the majority of your morning speaking with the young woman and filling in details that appeared to be missing.

“This is excellent, Y/n,” Harry looked up at you as he stood from his desk. The itinerary and all the bookings were taken care of. “I’m leaving to take care of something personal. You can have the rest of the day off. Thank you.”

You felt pleased. So far, working for Harry hadn’t been all that bad. He was picky and hard to please but you could handle him. You just hoped that the momentum you two had would continue into the weeks ahead.

. . .

You met Brandy out at your favorite club. You wore a cute black dress and black booties and your black leather jacket.

“Oh damn, girl! You look good!” Brandy called to you when she spotted you through the crowd.

“I can’t stay all night! I have to work in the morning, so I stop at 2 drinks!” You spoke loudly so Brandy could hear.

Brandy’s side eye told you that your friend would be trying to get you to enjoy yourself for longer. But you couldn’t. The last thing you wanted to do was to be on Harry’s bad side and be hungover the next morning.

But, Brandy was convincing. Too convincing at times.

Four martinis in and you were painfully aware that you wouldn’t be driving back. You’d need an Uber and that kind of sucked because Harry would know when your car wasn’t there. But… since you’d already need to Uber and you were already out, you had a fifth martini and danced with Brandy and forgot all about your promise to yourself.

The night grew blurry and you couldn’t stop talking about your boss.

“He’s so put together too,” you slurred as you and Brandy leaned into one another, too drunk to dance or drink anymore.

“I know. You keep saying that. And how big his cock was,” Brandy laughed and you pushed her, causing her to stumble back dramatically so you reached out to steady her but wound up falling with her to the floor in a fit of laughter.

Yeah, you’d gotten sloppy drunk.

“I need to go,” you pushed yourself up to stand as you reached for your cell phone. You could hardly see straight, and pulling up the Uber app was simply not going to work. Instead, you called the second to last person you’d texted, Harry. You really hadn’t put much thought into it.

He answered the line and you pushed your way toward the front of the club to go outside, dragging Brandy with you, “Harry!” You howled loudly.

“Where are you?”

“I’m at Club Yega. Can you pretty please come pick me up? I’m so drunk.” Your voice was scratchy and your words were watery.

Once you got outside you repeated your question, unable to hear what Harry had responded to you.

“Okay. Just wait for me outside. Is there anyone with you?” He sounded concerned.

“Brandy is here and the security guy standing by the door,” you said matter-of-factly before hiccupping.

Harry told you he’d be there soon and Brandy wobbled into your side as she used one eyeball to call an Uber for herself.

You were unable to recall how long it took for Harry to arrive, or when Brandy had gotten into her Uber and left but when you saw him, he was standing over you with his hand out, “Up you get,” he grasped your hand and helped you stand up. You’d been sitting on the sidewalk.

“Should be more responsible,” Harry chided you as he helped you to his running car, “No one’s watching over you. Where’s this friend you had with you?”

“She was here I promise but her Uber came to get her,” you stumbled into his car and plopped down into the seat with an umph!

Harry looked back at the front door security person and nodded to him as he rounded the car and got inside.

“Harry, I’m sorry. I was going to only have 2 drinks. Swear.”

“It happens. But you should have called me sooner. Don’t like that you were sitting out there alone like that. It’s late. And we have an early day tomorrow.”

You turned to look at him as he pulled into the street and reached a hand up to the curl that covered the top of his ear, “You’re so pretty. Which is weird because you’re such a fucking dick.”

Harry shook his head and laughed to himself as he kept his eyes on the road.

“I’m serious. You’re too pretty for it to be real. Your voice even.” You croaked.

Harry glanced at you quickly, “Oh yeah?” His grin widened. He knew the alcohol was talking but he certainly didn’t mind hearing your thoughts about him while you were inebriated.

“Yeah,” you lowered your finger to his shoulder and then poked at his bicep before dropping your hand back into your lap, “Nice everything. Except you’re not actually nice are you?” You let out a garbled laugh and closed your eyes for a moment.

“Hey… Come on. You’re drunk. Just close your eyes and we’ll be home soon.”

You shook your head and looked back at him, “Bossy too. But it sucks because it was so good that night. God I still think about it… and then I remember how you kicked me out like I was filthy. That was mean. Hurt my feelings.”

Harry sighed and stayed quiet. He was not going to engage in this kind of conversation with you while you were drunk. He was sure you wouldn’t remember any of it anyway.

But you didn’t stop there, “I wish I could stop thinking about it, though. S’not fair.”

Harry kept his eyes on the road and listened.

“The way you sounded when you were coming. I keep hearing it,” you squeezed your thighs together and looked out the window with a soft sigh. “Never had it like that before. But fuck you.”

Harry swallowed and blinked his eyes. He was a little surprised by your drunk confession. He liked that you thought fondly of some aspects of that night. Clearly you had enjoyed the sex. But to hear you saying how your feelings were hurt and that you were still angry about it all?

He looked over at you and down to your thigh where your dress had ridden up quickly before looking back at the road. He still refused to engage in this. You were drunk. Very much so.

“And your hands, Harry…” you reached over to brush your fingers over the back of his hand that was gripped on the steering wheel, “Oh god…” you breathed your words, “Your fingers. How good you are with them,” you bit your lip and leaned your head back into the leather seat and closed your eyes. “But still fuck you.”

When you were silent for a few minutes Harry looked over at you and noticed you were asleep.

He was glad you’d stopped staying the things you were. Your words had him confused. You were going from hot to cold fast. But he knew you wouldn’t ever reveal such things to him if you hadn’t been so far gone.

Waking you up gently, he put his arms under yours to help you out of his car, “We’re home, Y/n. Let’s get you up to bed.”

You were able to use your legs, but things were spinning. You clung tightly to Harry as he slowly brought you upstairs to your room.

When your bottom hit your mattress you laid back and sighed, “I might throw up,” you said.

Harry laughed quietly and shook his head as he helped you out of your shoes. He knelt down and unzipped the leather to pull each one off. He didn’t intend to let his eyes wander over your legs and your thighs, but your dress had gotten bunched up so he could practically see your panties. And then they were fully on view when you scooted yourself into your bed further.

Harry leaned over you and pulled your blankets up over your body, “I’ll be right back with water.”

He couldn’t believe how adorable he thought you were. Even though you were still angry at him over what he’d done he liked the sass a little. He was definitely attracted to you. There was no doubt in his mind about that. He tried not thinking about that night with you but after you’d brought it up he couldn’t help himself but to indulge in thoughts of the way you felt and how wet you got for him. Your body, your voice… You were good with your hands too, he smiled remembering your comment about how you liked his hands. But of course, the smile fell from his face when he remembered how the night ended. How shitty he’d been. But now things were too complicated and he wasn’t sure that any kind of apology would ever be enough.

When he got back to your room you were asleep. Out cold. He placed the water on your nightstand and brushed his fingers along your forehead. You were cute.

He plugged in your cell phone and smiled at your sleeping face.

“Good night, pretty girl,” he whispered as he turned off the lamp next to you before leaving the room and closing the door behind himself.

Part 3

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harrywavycurly · 1 month

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I would love to see our lonely couple moving in together in the house they picked out together 🥺

Hiiii lovey!! Thinking of them moving in together makes me all soft, as if they aren’t fully getting married 😂 but sure I’ll give you a little something that shows them on moving day!💖

-find all things Lonely here✨

A/N: You have a question for Harry while he is just wondering if you read anything other than romance novels, enjoy✨

Harry has officially lost count of how many boxes have been brought into the house that have “books: romance” written on them in your pretty handwriting, he brings a hand up to rub at the back of his neck as he wonders if that’s the only type of book you own because at the moment he can’t recall if he’s ever seen you with any other type of book in your hand. He gives one of the movers a smile as they carry in a box that has your handwriting on it but before he can read what it says to help direct the man on where to place it he sees you standing at the top of the stairs, taking all his attention as you place a hand on the railing while your other one comes up to rest on your forehead as you look around at the piles of boxes scattered throughout the living room where Harry is currently standing. He knows moving isn’t an easy process under normal circumstances and the two of you are far from moving in together under normal circumstances seeing as the two of you were just friends not even three months ago, not to mention the added stress of your wedding that’s still in the planning stages, he knows it’s a lot to deal with.

“Sir? Where does this go?” Harry is forced to look away from you and towards the man holding the box with your writing on it. He takes a look at what you’ve written on it and he wants to laugh when he sees it’s yet another box full of books.

“That can join the others right over there in the corner.” He points to the stack of boxes tucked away in the farthest corner of the living room where you’d already decided your library was going to be since there was already built in bookshelves on that wall. “Thank you.” He adds as the man heads over to place the box with the others.

“Harry?” Your voice is soft but there’s also a small hint of worry laced within it as you lean over the railing, Harry just smiles as he looks up at you to see you motioning for him to come upstairs. “Can I steal you for a moment please?” Before you can even finish your sentence Harry is making his way to the stairs, you can’t help but let out a sigh of relief when you feel his arms wrap around your shoulders pulling you into his chest just a few moments later.

“What’s wrong my darling?” You feel his chin rest on the top of your head as your cheek rests against the soft fabric of his worn out Rolling Stones shirt. Harry runs his hands up and down your back as your arms snake their way around his middle. “And please don’t try and tell me nothing because I’ll have you know I’m a bit of an expert when it comes to you so I know something is bothering you.” You want to roll your eyes at him and call him ridiculous but you can’t, because he’s right there is something bothering you but you feel silly bringing it up to him.

“I just need to ask you something.” You mumble into his chest and you can tell by the way he gives you a little squeeze that he heard you.

“What is it love?” He asks as he pulls away from you just enough so he can look down at you, he feels the corners of his mouth drop to a slight frown when you refuse to look up at him opting to keep your cheek flush against his chest instead. “You can ask me anything you know that right? I’ve asked you to marry me twice now so there’s no need to feel silly or weird about whatever it is you want to ask.” You hate how well he knows you but at the same time you find comfort in his words because over the years the two of you have found yourselves in strange situations resulting in asking each other odd questions so the one you want to ask him now actually seems normal.

“Well there’s four bedrooms in this house-”

“Our house.” You lift your head off his chest so you can look up at him after he interrupts you. “You meant to say there’s four bedrooms in our house.” He has a soft smile on his face as he looks down at you and sees it click in your mind why he felt the need to correct you in as gentle of a way possible, with his hands still running soothingly up and down your back as your arms stay wrapped around his middle. You just give him a small nod because he’s right, it’s not just some random house anymore it’s the house you and Harry picked to move into together.

It took two weeks and looking at ten houses all in different parts of Malibu and the surrounding areas before Harry knew the two of you had found the perfect house. He knew it the moment he saw your eyes light up when you walked in the front door and saw the spacious living room, the way you practically dragged him up the stairs to look at the bedrooms and how you just laughed along with him when he teased you about how big they were compared to the ones in your old place but the moment that really made him realize this was the house for the two of you was when you were stood in the kitchen with a hand on your hip and a dreamy look in your eyes as you looked at him and listed off all the things you could cook and bake in it as well as mentioning hosting holiday parties. It didn’t take long after the first initial walk through for the two of you to decide to put an offer in and luckily it was accepted and a few weeks later here you are with all the papers signed and the keys to the front door hanging on your keychain that’s attached to your purse that’s currently sitting on the kitchen counter downstairs.

“Our house has four bedrooms.” You repeat with the correct word making Harry smile as you turn your head and look towards the end of the hall where a set of double doors lead to the master bedroom. “I was just wondering where you wanted me to put my stuff?” You can’t look at him as you ask the question because you know the look he’s going to give you but before you can even think of retreating back to hiding your face in his chest you feel his index finger and thumb under your chin gently turning your head so you’re looking at him.

“Your stuff? Do you mean things like your ridiculous amount of sweatshirts and that collection of t shirts that you swear you didn’t steal from me? Because if those are the types of things you’re wondering where to put I can happily help you pick a closet.” Harry knows that’s not what you meant by stuff, he knows exactly what you’re really asking him but he can’t pass up a moment to make you roll your eyes at him because he just loves the look you get when you’re slightly annoyed with him. “I do think there’s a few to pick from but I think the one in the master bedroom would probably be the best place to start wouldn’t you agree?” He adds as he looks down at you with a quirked brow as his hand moves from under your chin to gently cupping the side of your face.

“Are we sharing a bed?” You feel your cheeks get warm as you blurt the question out and Harry just smiles at you because this is what he knew you wanted to ask the moment he saw your eyes travel down the hall to the bedroom door.

“Do you want to share a bed? I don’t want to make you feel weird or uncomfortable.”

“I mean we’ve shared a bed before?”

“Yeah we’ve shared hotel beds and we’ve spent the night in your bed and there’s been a few times in my bed.”

“And it wasn’t weird right?”

“No!” Harry clears his throat when he realizes how quickly and loudly he answers your question making you laugh as you lean into his palm that’s still cupping the side of your face. “No it wasn’t weird love. I think this is just going to be different that’s all but a good different.” His voice is quieter and more soothing this time as he answers your question for the second time.

“A good different?” You raise an eyebrow at his answer and he just nods as he leans down and places a kiss to your forehead as he drops his hand from the side of your face.

“Yes because we will be sharing a bed as more than friends so it will be different but in the best way possible.” He begins to explain as his hand lands on your hip giving it a playful squeeze. “I’ll actually be looking forward to you touching me with your icicle feet because you hate the feeling of socks in bed and I won’t have to worry about keeping my hands to myself when I want to just reach for you in the middle of the night to pull you closer to me.” You smile at the thought of him wanting to reach for you in his sleep and you feel yourself relaxing as he places a kiss to the top of your head. “Most importantly the first person I’ll get to see when I wake up is the one person I just so happen to be madly in love with and also the person I somehow convinced to marry me so yes sweetheart I’d very much like to share a bed with you if you’re okay with it.” You just look up at him with a grin on your face and nod as you reach up on your tiptoes to place a quick kiss to his lips.

“You’re madly in love with me huh?” Harry just shrugs as you pull away from him making you laugh.

“Was it too much? Do you prefer hopelessly in love with? Or maybe over the moon in love-”

“Excuse me? Sorry but where do you want the boxes that say H S Clothes?” You quickly unwrap yourself from Harry at the sound of one of the mover’s voices coming from downstairs. Harry turns around and looks at the bottom of the stairs and sees a dolly stacked with boxes right next to the mover and Harry just smiles and points behind him.

“All clothing boxes can go in our bedroom.” You don’t miss the little glance Harry shoots your way when he says our bedroom, making you feel your face get warm as you look down at your feet. “Last door at the end of the hallway.” He adds making the nice man at the bottom of the stairs just nod as he walks away to let the other movers know all boxes marked clothes can be taken up stairs.

“I’m not sure all your clothes are going to fit in our closet.” You tease as Harry grabs your hand and heads towards the master bedroom. He just playfully rolls his eyes and ignores your comment as he opens the door and lets go of your hand so you can enter the bedroom first. Harry takes a moment and leans against the doorframe as he watches you stand in the middle of the empty room, he feels a grin spread across his face as he watches you place your hands on your hips as your eyes go a little wide while you slowly spin around allowing yourself to get a full 360 view of the room.

“I’m standing in our bedroom.” The tone of your voice is a mixture of shock but also excitement as you stare at Harry. “Like this is our bedroom that’s at the end of the hall on the second floor of our house.” You feel like you want to pinch yourself as Harry pushes himself off the doorframe so he can walk over to you and place his hands on your waist.

“I quite like the sound of that.” You smile as he rests his forehead against yours while your arms loosely wrap around his neck. “Our closet.” He mumbles as he places a kiss to your cheek. “Our bedroom.” You fight back a giggle as he kisses the tip of your nose. “Our house.” You feel his breath on your neck right before his lips place a kiss just below your ear before he pulls away just enough so he can look at you before he leans in for a sweet kiss that leaves you smiling when he pulls away.

“I love you.” Harry smiles as you play with the hair at the back of his neck before pulling him down for another quick kiss.

“I love you too sweetheart.” You giggle as his hands gently give your waist a little squeeze. You have to stop yourself from frowning when you feel him let go of your waist making you drop your arms from around his neck so he can open both doors allowing the movers more room to bring in boxes and furniture, a new bed included because both of you agreed this new chapter the two of you are beginning deserved a new bedroom set but you secretly just didn’t want to sleep on a mattress Harry had slept with other people on but he didn’t need to know that even though he probably already did. “Oh by the way have you always had a thing for romance novels love?” He asks as he turns to see you looking out the window that looks out towards the pool in the backyard.

“Yes because there’s just so many different types and I enjoy an easy read in between my more heavy stuff.” You answer as you watch some movers place your patio furniture outside near the pool making you smile as you see the orange and pink striped cushion, the same cushion you were sitting on when Harry told you he wanted to be your husband.

“Baby there’s like ten boxes down there with romance novels in them how have you accumulated so many?”

“Oh well most of them I haven’t read yet and then I always like to keep my favorites around for when I need a pick me up so it just adds up.”

“You only read one at a time though so why do you get so many to read when your shelf is already full?”

“Harry you have twenty pairs of sunglasses but only wear two of them but I don’t say anything when you buy more for your collection do I?”

“That’s fashion love you can’t compare fashion and books they aren’t the same thing.”

“They both take up a lot of our space.”

“That’s-well okay yes I guess that’s true they do both take up space.”

“Mhm they do therefore making me?”

“A smut slut? Or do you just like the general title of book nerd?” Harry has to bite back the laugh that wants to escape him as the words leave his mouth because he knows what you want him to admit but he’s never been one to give in so easily.

“Just say it Harry.” You turn around and cross your arms over your chest as you look at your fiancé who is also standing with his arms over his chest and a smirk on his face as he stares at you. “I promise you won’t die if you say the words.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yes I’m sure. Why would I tell you to do something that’ll kill you before we are officially married?”

“Oh so once we’re married and everything is signed then it’s fine if I die?”

“Harry just say the damn words.” Harry laughs as he takes a few steps towards you while you remain by the window with a playful glare in your eyes as you look at him.

“Okay here we go.” He takes a deep breath and dramatically lets it out through his nose as he reaches out for your hands. “You’re right.” You laugh as he looks around after the words leave his lips as if he is checking to make sure nothing is going to happen to him.

“Can you say that again but slower and maybe-”

“Not happening.”

“But you’re madly in love with me remember? Doesn’t that get me something?”

“It gets you a house with a bookshelf that will fit all your little romance novels.” You just smile as he leans down to give your lips a quick peck pulling away just in time as a mover walks into the bedroom with two boxes in his arms.

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natashaslesbian · 2 months

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Another Mother (Pt 2)

Summary: it’s your first morning in Scarlett’s house and after an argument with your dad you find yourself leaning on Scarlett

Word Count: 2.1k

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You flopped down dramatically onto your mattress, hitting it slightly harder as it was only laying against the floor. “Thanks Dave” you said as you rolled onto your back “no problem darl” he smiled. Dave was one of the movers helping you and your dad move into his girlfriend’s place, he had single handily got all your furniture up to your new bedroom on the second floor. In just a few hours you had got to know Dave well, it was nice to talk to someone who didn’t see you as the girl whose mom had died. Dave picked up the last of cardboard boxes on the floor “welcome home darl” he said. You smiled politely but couldn’t quite thank him, because this wasn’t your home. It was Scarlett’s home. Yes, Scarlett Johansson. “Bye Dave” you waved as the mover gently closed your door. You sat up slowly on your mattress, looking around at all the furniture you would have to re build tomorrow. In reality, the size of the room made it look like a lot less work, you were worried about how you would fill all this empty space. You heard laughter from downstairs, reminding you of the two love birds down on the first floor. Colin, your dad had managed to fill his empty space, but you weren’t quite so open. You didn’t want a new mom, you wanted your mom.

It was late by the time everyone was someone settled and Scarlett decided to treat the three of you to takeout, as if it was a dent in her purse spending $30. You decided to eat in your room, wanting to be alone for a while. Your dad had tried to convince you to sit with them but you knew you wouldn’t be able to stop the gag in the bag of your throat seeing them so lovey dovey. “Ok Kid, we’ll come say goodnight in a bit” Colin said as you trudged back up the stairs. “She hates me” Scarlett sighed, looking down at her engagement ring. “She doesn’t hate you, she just doesn’t know you that well yet” Colin said as he wrapped an arm around his partner. “It’s not been easy since her mom, she’s not as adaptable as me. It’ll take time but one day you and her will be the best of friends” he said. “Do you think so?” Scarlett asked “I know so. She’ll never admit it but when she was little I tried to get her into superhero’s. Black widow was her favourite before she watched Harry Potter and decided that that would be her entire personality” Colin smiled, Scarlett smiled as the little story. “I know deep down she’s excited to get to know you, she’s just scared. She thinks I’m replacing her mom, I just wish I could tell her that would never happen. But I have moved forward, and I’m happy. I’m so happy with you” Colin said as he lent forward to kiss Scarlett’s forehead. “Let’s eat, then we can say goodnight to y/n and snuggle up in OUR bedroom” Scarlett said with a wide smile.

Waking up in a new unfinished bedroom felt strange, what felt even more strange was the sound. At your old house, you would wake up to the birds singing, no matter the time. Living next to a large field had its perks and you loved the fresh air that came rushing into your bedroom every morning. You felt stiff having slept on a thin mattress against the bare floor, stretching out your sore muscles felt so good. You checked your phone briefly, seeing it was still very early. Your stomach growled as you looked over at the untouched takeout from last night, food had been the last thing on your mind sitting in your new room. You figured it would be a bad idea to eat next day cold chicken, so you ventured down to the kitchen in search of breakfast. It had only just gone 6am so you were surprised to hear cluttering coming from the kitchen. Shuffling in slowly, you saw Scarlett at the stove, pouring what looked to be pancake mix into the pan. Your heavy footsteps alerted the blonde to your presence “morning y/n” she said as she turned around to give you a warm smile, making you cringe internally. “Morning” you said as you crossed the room.

Scarlett continued her actions until she noticed your confused glance “thought I’d whip up a little something for breakfast, I’m a bit of an early riser so was gonna surprise your dad with breakfast in bed” she said as she flipped a pancake. The sweet tone of her voice infuriated you and without thinking you spoke your true thoughts “my mom used to do that for dad, she made her pancakes from scratch though” you coldly said, not missing the slight frown in Scarlett’s features. “Well I’m not the best at cooking” she said as she painted a smile back on her face “I did get a vegan mix tho, your dad told me you don’t eat dairy” she finished. “You’re making me pancakes?” You questioned, feeling slightly guilty at your earlier outburst. “Oh if you want something else feel free to help yourself. I have oat milk for cereal and there’s some eggs if you’d like those” Scarlett said, delicately moving the hot pancake from the pan to the plate. “I could make you some bacon if you’d prefer or perhaps some sausages?” Scarlett continued as she listed off the long list of breakfast items she had. “Can you just stop!” You yelled out suddenly, Scarlett froze at your outburst. “You don’t have to do…all this! I can take care of myself ok. I know you weren’t expecting some random teenager to be dumped with you when you got involved with my dad but I wasn’t exactly expecting a new mom. And just so we’re clear, I’m not looking for one either!” You yelled as you stormed out of the kitchen and stomped back up the stairs.

The noise from downstairs had woken Colin up and you brushed past him on your way back to your bedroom. “Y/n?” He said as you stormed past him with tears coating your cheeks. Your dad decided not to press you straight away, he’d learned early on after your mom passed that it was important for you to let out your emotions. Colin headed downstairs to see if his fiancé might be more open to talking. Walking in slowly, he saw a saddened looking Scarlett standing by the stove “honey?” He said softly. “You’re supposed to be in bed” she said as she turned to Colin “I was making pancakes for you” she said sadly. “What happened?” Colin asked as he made his way over to Scarlett. “Does y/n think I’m gonna replace her mom?” She spoke quietly. “Is that what she said?” Colin asked “well sort of” Scarlett said with a large frown. Colin ushered his fiancé over to the kitchen island where they sat together hand in hand. “She just said that she’s not looking for a new mom. She got upset when I was giving her some ideas for breakfast” Scarlett said. “Oh my god she’s so dramatic” your dad sighed “I’ll have a word and get to her apologise, she’s not gonna get away with being so rude” Colin said angrily as he rose from his seat. “I don’t think she meant it like that” Scarlett called, pausing Colin’s movements “she just got…overwhelmed. Maybe I came on too strong, I just wanted her to feel welcomed” the blonde frowned.

Back in your room, you sat in silence letting the guilt consume you. It was only when you heard the thumping footsteps outside your door did you finally return to reality. “What the hell is the matter with you!” Colin shouted as he threw open your bedroom door “I told you that you would be respectful to Scarlett and then you go and talk to her like that!” He yelled. “I’m sorry” you whispered under your breath “I’m not finished!” your dad screamed as he interrupted you “I am running out of options with you y/n, this behaviour has to stop! You are not the only one who lost your mom and it would be nice if you could just appreciate that I am happy. You may not like it but I am with Scarlett now and you are just gonna have to get used to it because this is reality now! I’m getting sick of you.” Colin said as you just sat and took your medicine. He didn’t even give you a chance to explain or apologise before he was out the door, bumping into Scarlett on the way. “You’re supposed to be taking a shower” she said with a disappointed glance. “I’m now going” Colin said in a huff as he brushed her off. “If that’s how you talk to her it’s no wonder she gets riled up so quickly” Scarlett said softly “what would you know? You’re not a mother are you” Colin said as he slammed the bathroom door closed.

Your door was gently pushed open and you glanced up cautiously to see Scarlett carrying through a tray of food. “Brought you some pancakes” she said brightly, slowly depositing the tray atop your desk. You could see the glimmer of sadness behind Scarlett’s eyes “I heard what my dad said to you, I’m sorry” you said. “It’s not your fault y/n” Scarlett said as she sceptically came to sit with you. “If I hadn’t made him angry he wouldn’t of said it, so I’m sorry” you sheepishly said “and I’m sorry for what I said too” the blonde placed her hand on your shoulder in what she hoped was a comforting touch “does he usually speak to you like that when he’s mad?” She asked. “You heard?” You said in an embarrassed tone “could hear him from downstairs” Scarlett replied. “He expects a lot from me, especially since mom died” you frowned. Scarlett had never seen such an angry side to Colin, she found herself feeling somewhat protective over you, despite her unconditional love for your dad. “He shouldn’t have yelled at you like that” the older woman said “he’s just going through a lot” you said, trying to find excuses for your dads behaviour. “So are you” Scarlett said as she rested her arm around your shoulders. You felt tears well up in your eyes and couldn’t resist but to lean into Scarlett’s embrace. You didn’t expect it to be so warm and so comfortable, something that felt almost like home. You forgot for a second that you weren’t basking in the comfort of your mom and sat up quickly to wipe your eyes. “Sorry, you shouldn’t have to deal with me being all hormonal and teenagery” you said while rubbing at your nose with your sleeve “thank you for breakfast” you said ending the conversation. Scarlett smiled as she stood up and left your room.

It was lunchtime when you next dared to venture out of your room, once again in search of food. Silence followed you throughout the large house as you journeyed towards the kitchen. You helped yourself to an apple from the spotless fruit basket on the corner counter. “Hey kiddo” your dad said from behind, startling you slightly. “Hi” you said questioningly over your shoulder, you watched as Colin took a seat at the island counter and assumed he wanted you to do the same. “Y/n I’m sorry about this morning, I shouldn’t have spoken to you like that” Colin said “it’s no excuse but I guess the move has been harder on me than I thought it would. I know you miss your mom sweetie and so do I but I just want you to get along with her” he finished with a face full of regret. “It’s okay, I forgive you” you said quietly before taking the first bite of your apple. “Scarlett said you got a bit upset, it was her who made me realise I was wrong, she was really mad at the way I spoke to you” Colin said with an uncomfortable laugh. “Oh mother of the year everybody” you said sarcastically, making your dad raise his eyebrows at you in a warning way “sorry” you huffed. Assuming the conversation was over you made a break for your bedroom “fancy a movie night later?” Your dad said pausing your movements “the 3 of us, your pick first?” He said as he walked up next to you “I think Scarlett might like another little hug” he said with a cheeky grin. you watched as he went into the living room, slightly annoyed that he knew about your slip up. Deep down, you knew the hug felt nice, but you remained decided - Scarlett isn’t your mom, she never will be.

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Day 29 here. Start from the beginning here. Day 31 here.

Journey

He looks up the stairs and thinks about the journey that brought him here.

He was always going to end up back at 221b, wasn’t he?

Something Sherlock said yesterday has stuck with him. I wasn’t even in the story until you came along.

And maybe that’s true for the both of them. Maybe the story—the journey—didn’t begin until he climbed these 17 steps for the first time.

No, that’s not quite right. Maybe it began when Mike spotted him in Russel Square.

Maybe it doesn’t really matter when it began at all. Maybe all that matters is that this is where it continues.

He used to see his life in black and white. Right and wrong. Triumphs and regrets. It was a foolish and simplistic way of viewing the world. He finally understands that he is allowed to feel many things at once. He is allowed to remember those early days with Sherlock fondly while still recognizing the period as one where his demons were left to fester and grow. He is allowed to wish Sherlock hadn’t jumped while still recognizing Rosie as a gift and someone he could never live without. He is allowed to feel sorrow that Mary died while simultaneously feeling incredible joy that he has a future with Sherlock.

To ignore the good is to ignore the bad and vice versa. It’s all a part of his story.

He looks down at the box he’s carrying. It’s filled with a random documents and mementos that he didn’t trust to the movers that Mycroft booked (who are all dressed in suits and look suspiciously like agents that must have far better things to be doing). Some of the contents are from this story—Rosie’s birth certificate, his wedding album, newspaper clippings of early cases with Sherlock—but others are from another life. His mother’s favourite necklace, that friendship bracelet Harry gave him when he was 8, his army ID discs and medals.

Rosie bounds into the doorway at the top of stairs. Her face is covered in jam and he can see a glob in her hair. Definitely a bath night. “Coming Daddy?” she asks, but doesn’t wait for answer before disappearing back into the flat. Their flat.

“John?” he hears Sherlock yell. “Errr, there may have been an incident with your toaster. It looks worse than it is.”

Maybe this isn’t the continuation of a story at all. Maybe it’s the start of a new one.

“I’m coming, loves,” he says quietly, even though he knows they can’t hear him.

He takes the first step.

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littlegirlovhazz · 11 months

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Por favor, Delegado ❤️

Oioi minhas gostosinhas, essa demorou em? E eu sei que tinha prometido outras duas ones pra vocês, mas eu estava muito desanimada e meu tumblr tava horrível, sem chat, sem poder responder os posts e eu também estava triste. Escrevi essa com muito custo e talvez não esteja tãooo boa, mas espero que vocês gozem gostoso mesmo assim. Amo vocês 💚

Avisos: one tradicional, Delegado Tomlinson, Harry bandido, Louis fardado, uso de algemas, desuso de camisinha, spanking, submissão, palavras de baixo calão como: cuzinho, cacete, putinha etc.

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A sala estava quente, o pequeno ventilador não dava conta já que Louis estava usando a farda de policial, o relatório a sua frente dançava na tela e suancabeça estava explodindo de cansaço. A gravata azul parecia sufocar, o distintivo prateado era ridículo, ele só usava essa roupa pq a delegacia exigia, imbecis.

O tumulto do lado de fora se formou rapidamente, vários gritos e policiais se levantando, fazendo com que ele se levantasse e saísse da sala ajeitando o chapéu idiota em sua cabeça, 3 policiais seguram um homem sem camisa e tem sangue em seu rosto.

- Que porra é essa aqui? - Ele diz em um tom de voz alto e todos paralizam, o policial Mathias é o primeiro a falar.

- Delegado, esse babaca aqui estava repassando droga e bateu no Policial Fernandes. - Seus olhos reviram imediatamente, por que Fernandes é um imbecil.

- Manda ele pra interrogatório. - Quando Mathias tenta mover o homem, ele se debate.

- Me solta, caralho. Eu sei andar sozinho, seu Imbecil. - Mathias o arrasta mesmo assim, o jogando na cadeira, seus pulsos já estão algemados. - Como vocês são hospitaleiros, arrombados do caralho.

- Claro que é você, Styles. - Os olhos de Louis o analisam pela primeira vez o homem sentado na cadeira, o reconhecendo de imediato, ele já entrou na delegacia mais de uma vez, mas ele sempre se livra, sempre. - Coloca ele na minha sala.

- O Caralho! Todo mundo sabe que não tem câmeras, eu não vou entrar nessa merda. - Ele volta a se debater e os policiais o seguram, então algum deles fala “ta com medo?” - Medo devia ter você, filho da puta, me solta.

Geralmente Styles se mantém calmo, mas hoje sua camisa está arruinada pendendo na sua cintura, suas mãos estão cheias de seu próprio sangue e tem um corte em sua testa. Ele se debate o caminho inteiro até a sala, e quando ele é preso na cadeira enfrente a mesa do delegado, ele o olha com ódio ou muito mais que isso.

- Saiam. - Os policiais se mostram apreensivos. - Saiam, porra.

Eles saem apressados e Louis fecha as persianas em sua sala.

- Belo teatro, Senhor Styles. - O preso sorri sarcástico. - Pelo que me lembro eu falei que não queria você na minha delegacia de novo, você estava passando droga de propósito e insultando um policial.

O sangue está começando a estancar do corte em seus rosto e Louis pega um pano limpo dentro da gaveta, o pressionando na testa dele, até que pare de sangrar, limpando um pouco aquele rosto.

- Você me disse que se eu aparecesse na sua delegacia mais uma vez, ia me dar uma lição. - É claro que Tomlinsom se lembra disso, lembra de como chegou o rosto tão perto dele, nunca em todos os seus anos de delegado ele sentiu tanto ódio de alguém, Harry entrou pela delegacia pelo menos umas 6 vezes, antes apenas pelo policiais o acharem suspeito, mas nunca conseguiram provar absolutamente nada, ele não passava droga, nunca. Da última vez que ele esteve lá como investigado de participação de tráficos de drogas, ele estava em seu máximo de flerte e Louis o disse claramente que ia ensinar uma lição a ele, tão perto de seu rosto que seus lábios quase se encontravam. - Eu não podia perder a oportunidade, Delegado.

Seu sorriso é enorme. Ele era como Judas, como se Louis estivesse traindo a Jesus e seus princípios por querer ele, era óbvio que Styles não estava envolvido de forma pequena ao crime, o delegado sabia que ele era um traidor por estar aqui em sua sala, o provocando, sendo pego propositalmente, mas o de olhos azuis se sentia um desgraçado por sentir tanto tesão por ele, ele era um poço de perdição.

Bonito como inferno, suave como céu, delicioso como pecado.

- Achei que você era só mais um machão Styles. - O delgado contorna sua mesa pegando a ficha dele que jogaram na superfície. - Você quase bateu no Fernandes, xingou ele de vários nomes, mas agora você está tão quietinho, na verdade vocês sempre fica quieto na minha presença, Por que?

- Por que eu quero te agradar, Delegado Tomlinson. - Styles o olha com aqueles olhos verdes enormes e parece outra pessoa, e Louis não vê mais o homem imponente, por que antes de ser bandido, Harry styles era a maior vadia.

- Assim você parece só uma putinha desesperada, Styles. E você já pode parar de fingir que está preso a cadeira, quando sei que você já se livrou das algemas.

Harry bufa alto, trazendo as mãos pra frente as algemas pendendo em só uma mão e a chave que ele roubou de Mathias na outra. Então ele prende a outra mão novamente e estica a chave na direção do outro, fazendo um biquinho nos lábios vermelhos, limpando a mão no pano que Louis deixou em seu colo.

- Estava doendo um pouco meu pulso, desculpe. - O menor se aproxima para pegar a chave e assim que a pega, Harry faz o que sempre quis, o puxa pela gravata azul do uniforme. - Por favor, Delegado Tomlinson.

E o Delegado se desespera e simplesmente choca suas bocas, Harry tem gosto de cereja, sangue e nicotina, ele o levanta da cadeira percebendo que ele é tão alto que precisa ficar na ponta dos pés para o alcançar, joga os papéis no chão e o deita em sua mesa, e o maior geme pelo contato gelado em suas costas, a boca de Tomlinson é como mel, suave, a língua macia que implora por mais, como se ele fosse devorar casa pedacinho. Eles eram como material inflamável e fogo, eles se quiseram desde o primeiro olhar, por que não importava quem eram.

Louis e Harry queimavam.

Quando Louis segurou seus braços presos acima da cabeça, e chupou sua clavícula, onde ainda tinha um pouco de seu sangue, o maior gemeu deliciosamente.

- Você precisa ficar quietinho, minha vadiaizinha, ou eu vou ter que explicar pros meus policiais que não resisti em te comer fundo. - Harry gemeu de novo pelo apelido, dessa vez baixinho - Uma putinha tão obediente, Harry. O que será que diriam ao ver o machão lá de fora entregue pra mim? hm?

Ele sugou os mamilos rosados e beijou todas as tatuagens do peito, mamando nos biquinhos de Harry, o fazendo arquear a coluna e chamar pelo Delegado em um sussuro, mas foi quando ele chegou na barra de sua calça, que precisou se conter pra não gritar. A boca de Louis era macia, tão molhada. O gosto metálico de seu sangue estava deixando o de olhos verdes ainda mais tonto quando ele enfiou os dentes em seu lábio inferior ao que o Delegado abaixou sua calça e seu pau já molhado bateu em sua barriga.

- Oh querido, que delicia. Você tem um pau lindo. - A boca de Louis aguou de vontade, o pau na sua frente era rosa, cheio de veias, a cabeça lisa, pelos aparados e estava tão molhado, que ele apenas caiu de boca, lambendo da base até a ponta, sugando todo o pré-gozo doce, que enchia sua boca e o fazia chupar com fome, brincando com as bolas cheias e pesadas, dava para sentir cada textura em sua boca, a enchendo tão bem, o menor se sentia no céu.

- Delegado T-Tomlinson, ohh, caralho, que boca gostosa. - A boca era tão macia, molhada, e chupava seu pau como ele nunca havia sentido, parecia que Louis estava faminto, querendo o matar de tanto tesão, suas pernas tremiam, o suor vertia até mesmo de seus braços, sua mente só pensava no calor envolta de seu cacete, no som obsceno que ele fazia ao chupar cheio de baba e nos olhos azuis brilhantes que o veneravam como ele o pertencesse, Harry arrancou aquele chapéu ridículo e segurou nos cabelos castanhos. - Caralho, isso Senhor, sua boca é deliciosa, continua me mamando gostoso assim que eu vou dar toda minha porra.

Louis deu um tapa forte na lateral da coxa gostosa, fazendo Harry arquear as costas e morder o braço enquanto gozava em jatos doces e quentes naquela boca. Sentindo seu corpo tremer e sua cabeça quase apagar de tanto tesão, sentindo seu leite passar por seu pau, suas veias bombearem, seu membro pulsar e Louis beber cada gota dele, ele olha em seus olhos azuis, com cílios molhados e a boca rosinha com lábios finos pingando a sua porra.

O maior se levanta e joga o delegado na cadeira, arrancando sua própria calça e subindo em cima de Louis, beijando a boca com seu gosto e sentindo as mãos cheias de veias segurando sua bunda e passando um dedo em sua entrada, sentindo o volume enorme enquanto roça em seu colo, era como se estivesse descontrolado ao levar as duas mãos na camisa da farda e passando os dedos pelo distintivo prateado de Delegado e abrindo a camisa em um só puxão, os botões voam e Harry finalmente tem a visão daquele peito, com tatuagens ainda mais deliciosas e aquela barriga bronzeada molhada em suor.

- Caralho Harry! - O menor segurou os cabelos em uma mão, e segurando aquele rosto perfeito na outra.- Você acha que é quem, hm. - O tapa foi certeiro, fazendo um barulho alto, fazendo a entrada de Harry se contrair. - Vou ter que te lembrar quem manda aqui? Quem é o seu Senhor?

Puxando o cabelo macio, Louis faz com que o maior se ajoelhe, batendo naquele rostinho mais uma vez, só para ver os olhos verdes arderem em fúria.

- Isso minha putinha, me chupa com ódio, mas baba todo meu pau bem gostoso, por que eu não vou abrir esse cuzinho, eu vou te comer sem preparação. - Louis diz abrindo a calça de alfaiataria azul que aperta suas coxas gostosas e tira o pau pra fora, é enorme, longo, com a cabeça arroxeada, a gota de pré-gozo brilha na cabecinha e aquele cacete é pesado na língua de Harry quando o delegado o apoia ali.

O gosto de Louis preenche o paladar de Harry, deixando sua boca cheia só com a cabecinha e ele chupa com vontade, babando, sentido cada centímetro entrar e aquelas veias pulsarem enquanto a língua rodeia o comprimento, ele chupa com raiva, lembrando de todas as vezes que o outro o ameaçou, leva as mãos presas até as bolas cheias, vendo o delegado relaxado na cadeira, as pernas abertas e o rosto cheio de prazer, a cabeça pendendo pra trás em um gemido baixo e seu nome saindo daqueles lábios, e Louis estava tão entregue que até mesmo deixou Harry apertar seu períneo e passar aqueles dedos em sua entrada, só massagem e era tão gostosinho.

- Oh Harry, claro que você seria profissional nisso, com essa boquinha que implora por um pau, desde que entrou aqui pela primeira vez eu imaginei essa boca deliciosa mamando. - Louis sabia que ia gozar se continuasse ali, e ele não queria, sua vontade era encher o bandido de leite, então ele tira seu pau do calor molhado daquela boca olhando aquele rosto.

- Que pau gostoso Senhor, me deixa chupar mais, por favor. - Os olhos era tão grandes e pidões, mas ele não cede, beijando a boca com gosto do seu caralho, levantando ele pelo cabelo sem descolar suas bocas, passando a mão por aquele corpo, batendo naquela bunda e chupando aquele pescoço cheiroso, já se sentindo viciado.

Ele jogou Harry na mesa novamente, dessa vez de bruços, fazendo o criminoso segurar na borda da mesa com as mãos presas, era uma puta visão, aquela bunda empinhadinha, marcada pelo seus dedos de tanto apertar e não resistiu ao acertar outro tapa. Provocou o outro passando seu pau na fenda, cuspindo um pouco antes de alinhar a cabecinha com o cuzinho apertado e se forçou pra dentro de uma única vez, fazendo o maior gritar. Ele se debruçou e o puxou pelos cabelos.

- Cala boca, puta do caralho, não queria o meu cacete, hm? - Ele disse dando uma tapa em seu rosto e tampando a boca de Harry com a mão. - Quer que alguém entre aqui e me pegue assim? Arrombando essa entradinha apertada? Mostrando o quão macho você é? Ou é isso que quer Styles, mostrar como você é uma vadia pra mim?

Ele passou a estocar com brutalidade, a mesa balançando, o barulho das peles se chocando enquanto Harry tinha seus gemidos e suplicas abafadas pela mão de Louis, suas peles suavam e a entrada do maior era tão apertada e quente, suas paredes apertavam aquele pau, fazendo com que Tomlinson gemesse em seu ouvido.

- Porra de bunda gostosa, você ta me engolindo tão bem, eu quero te foder pra sempre. - E Harry queria, ele queria Louis lá dentro e bem fundo, mas ele sentiu o pau saindo dele e suas costas colidindo na mesa, o menor agarrou seus pulsos e abriu as algemas, ele queria àquelas mãos em seu corpo e voltou para dentro com ainda mais força.

Ele sentiu o pau tão fundo, seu pau roçava na barriga do delegado que bateu mais um vez em sua cara só pra logo depois cuspir em sua boca e chegar com aqueles olhos bem perto de seu rosto, falando enquanto roçava seus lábios.

- Quem é o seu delegado, Harry?

- Você, Louis Tomlinson, Meu Delegado Tomlinson. - Louis sorriu em satisfação, fodendo a próstata do outro. - Fode sua putinha, me enche de leite.

- Vem minha vadia, goza comigo, deixa a gente todo sujo. - Harry arranhava as costas colocando a mão por dentro da camisa aberta, a gravata já caída pelo chão, mas o resto da farda naquele corpo, aquela pele macia, os lábios nos seus e o bandido sabia, sabia que estava perdido, ele queria o Delegado muito mais vezes.

- Oh Louis! - Ele gritou sendo abafado pela boca do outro, mas a delegacia inteira sabia o que estava acontecendo naquela sala, as janelas suadas, os gritos e batidas, até o cheiro de sexo.

Então o caralho de Louis foi apertado quando outro gozou, sentindo o melhor orgasmo de sua vida tremer seu corpo todo, gemendo para o outro, e enchendo aquele cuzinho, derramando cada gota de seu leite enquanto Harry se perdia em prazer, sentindo o pau pulsando em seu interior e as lágrimas caírem de seus olhos verdes, chorando de prazer.

- Você é meu, Delegado, entendeu? - E Louis só pode concordar, implorando pra que fizessem dar certo e ele pudesse ter seu bandido pra sempre.

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"Era isso que Louis queria. Ele gostaria de morrer e renascer como algo novo. Ao lado do único ser em sua vida no qual valia a pena almejar longevidade.Ele implorou para que o vampiro o transformasse, e Harry não viu motivos para negar tal pedido tentador."

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Os dedos de Louis criam ritmo pela insistência das batidas contra a madeira lisa da cadeira. Seu braço direito repousa contra o braço do assento, enquanto o esquerdo se dobra de modo que o cotovelo toque a madeira permitindo que a mão sirva de apoio para que seu queixo se firme imóvel ao contrário de suas pupilas se movem de um lado para outro acompanhando os movimentos sincronizados a sua frente.

Demônio.

É a palavra que Louis atribuí a Harry em certo momento de sua vida, ou da ausência dela, onde percebe que aquele que mantinha o costume de endeusar não é quem imaginava ser, é a palavra que Louis atribuí a ele ali, observando sua pele alva brilhar sob a luz artificial, e apenas nela, a luz natural do sol transformaria aquela delicada e pálida seda em cinzas, mas sob a luz de um lustre de cristais ela é deslumbrante.

Harry é deslumbrante, ele sempre foi, e é onde seu triunfo começa, pois ele tem total consciência sobre isso, sobre o seu poder e, obviamente, o usa ao seu favor. Ele sorri como um demônio porque sabe que isso não afasta os seres mortais, apenas os atrai ainda mais para o seu domínio.

Louis tem pena daquele pobre homem sobre o corpo sutilmente curvilíneo, no auge de seus vinte e sete anos, ele se sente o máximo, ter um homem como Harry sob si, obedecendo aos seus comandos, arfando à suas invertidas, o faz sentir como se pudesse conquistar o mundo inteiro. Louis sabe de tudo isso porque é o que consegue ler em sua mente.

Harry geme tão alto e manhoso que se Louis não escutasse há anos aquele tipo de som, poderia acreditar que ele está no ápice de seu prazer como nunca antes chegou perto de alcançar.

Entretanto, é tudo parte do seu jogo, sua intenção é sempre hipnotizar aquele que o toma, anestesia-lo para chegar ao momento que anseia, e se Louis não estiver enganado, já não demorará tanto.

⸺ Tem certeza que o seu namorado prefere ficar só olhando? ⸺ O homem de cabelos e olhos castanhos ofega no ouvido de Harry ao lembrar da presença de Louis na suíte de paredes brancas e móveis de madeira, mais especificamente ao olhar para o lado esquerdo e ver o homem bem vestido em um terno preto observando-os. Deus, o achava tão quente quanto o homem embaixo de seu corpo.

⸺ Não imagina o quanto ele adora observar ⸺ Harry responde para ele, mas não com seus olhos nele, as írises verdes mescladas em um azul acinzentado estão ocupadas encarando Louis, e ainda assim tem disposição o suficiente para segurar o homem pelos ombros virando-o na cama grande, trocando suas posições.

Agora Harry está por cima e toda a sanidade do homem por baixo vai para o espaço, ele fecha os olhos e firma suas unhas nas coxas torneadas, sentindo Harry pular em seu colo como se sua existência dependesse daquilo, os músculos de suas coxas se contraem e todo seu corpo desnudo sua.

No segundo de mais êxtase, entre um inspirar e expirar, as presas afiadas cravam na veia mais saltada do pescoço desprotegido do homem que agora se debate contra o peito alheio, ele tenta afastar inutilmente Harry de seu corpo, mas a cada segundo suas forças diminuem até o instante que sequer consegue se mover. Ele parece aceitar em certo momento que aquele é seu destino, de seus olhos correm lágrimas de dor por sentir sua pele rasgar do início do pescoço a clavícula enquanto o demônio ainda em cima de seu corpo admira suas expressões e seu sangue escorrendo sem qualquer intenção de suga-lo de uma vez para acabar com sua dor, só ali Louis levanta de onde está e se junta ao seu amante na cama.

Harry deita ao lado do corpo mutilado após lamber algumas faixas de sangue espalhadas pelo peito de sua vítima e deixa que Louis desfrute de seu banquete sem precisar fazer muito esforço.

O vampiro suga o sangue enquanto ele ainda está quente, pois antes que o coração pare, ele precisa se afastar do corpo sem utilidade. Assim que isso acontece, ele se deita ao lado de Harry, que continua nu, mas sua pele antes pálida está pintada de vermelho desde sua boca à metade de seu abdômen, os cachos castanhos espalhados sobre o travesseiro manchado combinam com a tonalidade das sobrancelhas franzidas ao reclamar sobre sua situação.

⸺ Que sacrifício eu não faço para desfrutar de um bom banquete ao lado de meu amado companheiro ⸺ Harry murmura, esticando-se sobre os lençóis sem qualquer intenção de levantar dali.

⸺ Não finja que não gosta de aumentar seu ego ao ser tomado com tanta devoção por cada um deles. ⸺ Louis responde, e Harry sorri com seu sorriso de demônio, suas feições angelicais contrastam com a cena perturbadora ao ser vista com distância, mais tarde eles se livrarão daquele corpo, como fazem com todos os outros há mais de um século, mas por enquanto Louis fita as pupilas dilatadas de Harry sob a luz clara do lustre e isso faz sua pele arrepiar, sua pele gelada e sem vida se arrepia com memórias da primeira vez que viu aqueles olhos sob um lustre de cristais como aquele, bem menos eficiente em dar atenção todos os detalhes do rosto esculpido, mas iluminado o suficiente para destacá-lo na multidão em uma época bem diferente daquela.

Louis era o filho homem mais novo dentre os seis filhos da prestigiada família Tomlinson, seu pai era um burguês que recebia tratamento de nobreza pela sua influência e seus contatos dentro da corte inglesa. A virada do século XIX para o século XX se aproximava, as festas eram comuns e na da vez se festejava a apresentação à sociedade da única filha mulher da família, um lindo baile havia sido planejado para a comemoração dos quinze anos da garota que provavelmente se casaria antes de seu irmão Louis por mais que ele fosse oito anos mais velho. Louis não compactuava com os costumes e leis da sociedade que vivia, mas também não questionava tanto sobre.

A aquela altura todos os seus outros irmãos já haviam se casado, por mais que dois deles ainda vivessem ali com suas esposas e frequentemente realizassem piadas sobre sua falta de pretendentes, Louis não se importava com nada disso, ele preferia viver na perspectiva dos livros que lia e dos cadernos que desenhava.

A noite do baile foi tomada por todos como um evento, mulheres e donzelas chegavam o tempo inteiro com seus cabelos à moda da época, jóias preciosas brilhando em seus pescoços, pulsos e orelhas, e o que falar dos vestidos, um mais chamativo que o outro com detalhes por toda a estrutura. Louis sentia vontade de buscar seu caderno de desenhos em seu quarto e traçar os detalhes em bordado e brilhantes em uma folha branca, mas aparentemente, ao invés disso, precisava tirar uma das moças que trajavam as saias bordadas para dançar.

Ele não sentia vontade alguma de realizar aquela ação, porém escutou por tanto tempo tantas bocas diferentes o ordenando a fazer aquilo que decidiu acatar a ordem. Ele tentou por um momento, parou em um canto estratégico do salão e passou a observar os trajes e os rostos das pessoas dançando ou timidamente tentando se manter naturais ao estarem paradas na multidão. Admirou os traços puros nos rostos delicados, mas um rosto que expressava o contrário do que deveria buscar foi o que prendeu toda a sua atenção.

Dentre os corpos rodopiando e deslizando no salão ao som da música lenta que alcançava todo o ambiente, Louis observou um corpo parado no meio de todos eles, a mão pálida segurava uma taça de vinho, o ponto inicial de foco para o garoto subir seus olhos pelo braço coberto pelo terno azul marinho de botões abertos expondo a camisa branca por baixo da peça. Muitos homens se vestiam de azul e branco aquela noite, mas esse era diferente, o terno azul possuía bordados dourados, a cor brilhava tanto como se a linha que o bordou tivesse sido banhada em ouro, a camisa também se destacava com seus babados por toda a região da gola ao peito.

Era claro que não havia sido os trajes daquele homem de aparência jovem que chamaram a total atenção de Louis de maneira que ele parecia hipnotizado, estático em seu lugar olhando para sua direção, as ondas esvoaçantes no cabelo alheio o fazia imaginar como poderia passar horas gravando o detalhe de cada fio castanho, e como enquanto descansava de sua observação fixa, admiraria seus olhos tentando desvendar a cor deles, pois eles pareciam estranhamente um dia terem sido de um verde intenso, mas que foi tomado por um azul quase acinzentado, se aquilo fizesse o mínimo esforço para ter sentido.

Louis não se importava com o que as pessoas achariam, seus pés quase andaram sozinhos em direção ao rapaz misterioso, mas por precaução virou o rosto rapidamente para ver se alguns de seus irmãos ou seu pai o olhava, ao ver que ninguém prestava atenção em sua figura, voltou-se outra vez ao rapaz que não já não estava mais no mesmo local.

Seus olhos correram eufóricos por todo o salão, caçando sem sucesso aquele que o impressionou, queria torturar a si mesmo por tê-lo perdido de vista.

Por um segundo de sorte em que conferiu os corredores que levavam para fora, o encontrou entrando no corredor que levava em direção ao jardim. Dessa vez não o perderia tão fácil de novo.

⸺ Quem é você? ⸺ Louis soltou a pergunta em um tom de voz mais agudo que o necessário no instante que seu pé direito tocou a grama do jardim, o rapaz de seu interesse estava a mais de dois metros de distância e continuava a andar rápido até escutar a pergunta deferida para si, na ausência de outra pessoa no jardim extenso e mal iluminado, seu corpo parou e após um pequeno inspirar se virou de frente aquele que o abordou.

⸺ Não é educado deferir perguntas sem um cumprimento antes.

Louis sentiu seu rosto corar instantaneamente, não sabia dizer se foi pela devolutiva rápida e esperta de sua pergunta, pela voz rouca e aveludada que a pronunciou, ou pelo sorriso quase angelical estampado no rosto ainda mais bonito visto de perto.

⸺ Me d-desculpe ⸺ Louis se recompôs e refez sua fala. ⸺ Boa noite, eu sou Louis Tomlinson... e você, quem é?

O sorriso, que Louis então teve completa certeza de ser digno apenas de um anjo pelos lábios rosados tão bem desenhados e com direito a uma covinha de cada lado da bochecha, se iluminou no rosto gracioso e enfim obteve sua resposta.

⸺ Pode me chamar pelo meu primeiro nome Harry, mas meu sobrenome é Styles.

⸺ Acho que não conheço a família Styles.

O sorriso se tornou mais contido no rosto do rapaz misterioso que Louis descobriu se chamar Harry, suas mãos se cruzaram atrás do corpo, destacando os ombros largos e o formato perfeito de seu peitoral, que Louis tentou não encarar por muito tempo, mas Harry voltou a sorrir abertamente somente por perceber que ele o fez.

⸺ Um integrante da família Styles não pisa os pés sobre o solo dessa cidade há um bom tempo, Louis Tomlinson.

⸺ Por favor, me chame apenas de Louis ⸺ mal viu quando seus pés fizeram os passos que o separavam de Harry, seu rosto voltou a corar ao ver a proximidade que deixou seus corpos e voltou a se afastar fingindo uma tosse e continuando o assunto. ⸺ São de outra cidade, então? Está por aqui de passagem?

⸺ É, digamos que não sou da cidade, Louis, mas moro aqui há bastante tempo. ⸺ Explicou refazendo os passos que Louis deu para trás, passeou seus olhos claros por todo o seu rosto corado, tão averso ao seu pálido, e passou ao seu lado, encostando seus ombros ao trocar as posições que estavam de início.

⸺ Deve ter saído de casa muito cedo, então, se já mora aqui há um bom tempo e ainda parece ser tão jovem.

Harry admirava a forma espontânea que Louis formulava suas frases, mas não poderia deixar passar sua última fala sem ressaltá-la.

⸺ Jovem? ⸺ Questionou com um sorriso. ⸺ Quantos anos acha que tenho?

⸺ Vinte ou vinte e um anos, pode ter a minha idade, eu tenho vinte e três. ⸺ Louis sorriu cortez.

⸺ Chegou bem perto ⸺ Harry apontou, após crispar os lábios e se demorar a responder.

Louis estava encantado, sua admiração quase não dava espaço para perceber o quão nervoso estava na presença do outro homem, nunca sentiu suas mãos suarem nem suas bochechas esquentarem ao estar próximo de ninguém, perto de Harry essas reações vergonhosas se manifestavam em demasia, mas Louis não desejava que ele fosse embora tão cedo.

Como se lesse seus pensamentos, Harry não foi a lugar algum por um bom tempo, também não trocaram muitas informações, ao fim daquele momento, Harry perguntou se Louis poderia concedê-lo um "passeio turístico" pelo grande jardim que rodeava a propriedade e ele obviamente não tinha razão para negar.

Seguiram lado a lado, com seus braços tocando-se vez ou outra, porventura ou propositalmente. Algo dentro de Louis esquentava quando isso acontecia e seu coração acelerava por um instante.

Quis acreditar que existia a possibilidade de Harry sentir algo parecido quando ao final do passeio ele o questionou quase sem jeito se poderia voltar na outra noite para visitá-lo por ter apreciado sua companhia. Louis não possuía motivos para não confirmar que sim, poderia, não achava que o homem fosse mesmo aparecer, mas assegurou que poderia vir se desejasse.

Na noite seguinte, Harry estava lá. Sentado de pernas cruzadas sobre um banco de madeira que podia ser visto da janela do quarto de Louis e apenas dela, sabia que ele observaria de lá e sabia que mesmo sem esperanças que aparecesse, o esperaria.

Ele desceu ao seu encontro naquela noite, na noite após aquela e em sua sucessora.

Com o passar dos dias, o jardim havia se tornado um ponto fixo para os encontros que duravam horas entre diálogos curtos, olhares intensos e toques sutis quase inexistentes de suas mãos quando ambas se encontravam repousadas uma ao lado da outra sobre o banco.

Certa noite, após algumas semanas de encontros diários, Louis caminhou pelo jardim segurando duas taças de vinho, ofereceu uma a Harry assim que sentou ao seu lado e se surpreendeu quando ele não aceitou.

⸺ Eu não bebo, querido ⸺ ele disse.

⸺ Que estranho, lembro-me de tê-lo visto segurando uma taça na noite do baile.

⸺ Não me deixou terminar ⸺ Harry riu penteando com os dedos a franja bagunçada de Louis. ⸺ bebo apenas formalmente em eventos como aquele, mas beba, querido, adoraria admirar suas feições enquanto desfruta de um bom vinho como imagino que este seja.

⸺ Eu também não bebo, não gosto, iria beber apenas para acompanhá-lo. ⸺ Louis assumiu.

⸺ Pois que bom que eu dei valor a sinceridade e não a educação e não aceitei o vinho. Não gostaria de vê-lo fazer nada que não quisesse. ⸺ Harry comentou, parando de tocar nas mechas lisas do cabelo alheio. Sentiu que mesmo que tivesse passado um bom tempo o acariciando, Louis ainda desejava seu toque, decidiu testar até onde poderia ir, deslizando seus dedos pelo rosto corado e macio, tocando suas bochechas e sentindo sua quentura, seu queixo bem delineado e enfim seu pescoço.

Contornou o formato das veias que corriam o sangue que permitia que seu corpo continuasse vivo, no entanto não se demorou ali, admirou de fato os lábios finos, rosados e bonitos, mas antes que tomasse qualquer ação foi Louis a eliminar a distância entre seus corpos e rouba-lhe um beijo.

Louis tremeu em um leve susto ao sentir as mãos de Harry ao redor de sua nuca, elas eram frias como se não houvesse calor em mais uma noite quente de verão, mas não demorou prestando atenção nesse detalhe, se Harry segurou em sua nuca e o puxou para mais perto, significava que ele queria seu beijo, o correspondia.

Em uma carga de coragem que não duraria por muito tempo, Louis subiu sua mão pelo braço coberto apenas por uma camisa branca de tecido fino, tentou ignorar a frieza em sua pele quando tocou seu pescoço e parou de explorar seu toque ao chegar na bochecha, sua pele era lisa como seda e macia como algodão, mas seus lábios não pediam nesse deleite, Louis sentia-se no céu.

Sentia-se como se estivesse no paraíso, mas rapidamente foi derrubado de volta, caindo no inferno.

Ao se afastar de Harry para tomar fôlego, olhou em direção a porta que conectava o jardim à cozinha e viu uma de suas criadas, estática, encarando a cena assustada e claramente enojada.

Louis se afastou minimamente de Harry e olhando para a empregada pronunciou seu nome de forma gaguejada, se levantou para tentar impedi-la de sair do jardim e correr para o escritório de seu pai para dedura-lo, mas já era tarde demais, a mulher deu meia volta e deu passos longos na intenção de voltar para dentro.

Com olhos marejados, Louis criou coragem de olhar para Harry e ver sua reação diante aquele deslize, mas ao fitar o banco não o encontrou. De cenho franzido, mirou de volta a porta, encontrando o garoto encostado contra a madeira da porta impedindo que a mulher passasse.

Ela pediu baixo e rígida que ele a desse licença e a cena que se deu a seguir Louis só conseguiria digeri-la e descrevê-la anos depois do que de fato aconteceu. Em um segundo a mulher pedia passagem para entrar, Louis abaixou a cabeça porque não queria aceitar o que seria o início do fim do que poderia ter com Harry, mas tudo o que escutou em seguida foi um grito agudo e assustado, seu corpo soltou um espasmo pelo susto do som e ao voltar a olhar para frente viu a mulher de olhos arregalados sendo sustentada pelo braço de Harry que tinha os dentes fincados em seu pescoço.

A criada aos poucos foi fechando os olhos e antes que ela parasse por completo de se mover, Harry a jogou no chão, Louis permitiu que as lágrimas que segurava descessem por suas bochechas ao encarar o corpo sem vida sobre a grama com um corte gigantesco no pescoço. Completamente ofegante, Louis olhou para Harry e viu a frente inteira de sua camisa branca manchada de vermelho, vermelho do sangue da mulher que ele acabou de matar, a parte pior foi reservada ao seu rosto, o sangue se espalhava da boca ao pescoço, mas tinha um destaque maior nas grandes presas ao lado de seus dentes superiores.

Louis não conseguia raciocinar coisa alguma nem entender absolutamente nada, mas ele permaneceu ali, ele não correu com medo de ser o próximo, na verdade ele não conseguia sentir medo algum de Harry.

⸺ Você a matou ⸺ Louis falou em voz alta a única coisa que passava em sua mente.

⸺ Não importava o que tentássemos dizer ou explicar, muito menos subornar, ela iria contar ao seu pai o que viu. ⸺ Foi o que disse, secando a boca e as mãos na parte ainda limpa da camisa como se estivessem molhadas com água.

⸺ Como sabe? ⸺ Louis chorou.

⸺ Foi o que li na mente dela.

Louis se sentiu ainda mais desolado, tampou o rosto com as mãos e fechou os olhos em desespero, escutou Harry começar a dar passos que ficaram cada vez mais altos, sinalizando que ele caminhava em sua direção, no entanto não se afastou.

⸺ Sei o que se passa na sua cabeça, querido, e nem preciso lê-la para saber disso ⸺ Harry disse ao chegar em sua frente e tocar seu pulso. A princípio, Louis rejeitou o toque, mas Harry o tocou outra vez, fazendo um pequeno carinho em sua pele e acabou deixando que ele retirasse suas mãos de seu rosto. Harry colocou suas próprias mãos sobre o queixo de Louis erguendo-o para que ele olhasse para si, e passou seus dedos em suas bochechas enquanto voltava a falar. ⸺ Entenderei se decidir se afastar por não entender o que acabou de acontecer ou o que eu sou.

Louis chegou a se afastar, por mais torturante que fosse ver aquele por quem estava perdidamente apaixonado aparecer todas as noites para encontrá-lo, mas não ter coragem de descer de sua janela para lhe encarar.

Louis chegou a se afastar, mas não conseguiu se manter distante por muito tempo.

⸺ Quantos anos você realmente tem? ⸺ Louis perguntou na noite em que se reconciliaram. Estavam sentados sobre a grama em um ponto no jardim afastado da casa.

Harry riu por antecipação ao imaginar a reação que Louis teria.

⸺ Eu tenho cento e quarenta e dois anos.

Louis abriu a boca em um perfeito O e quase sentiu sua respiração faltar.

⸺ Vampiros são imortais?

⸺ Apenas os que são inteligentes o suficiente, querido. ⸺ Harry sorriu encostando seu nariz no de Louis antes de tentar chegar em seus lábios, mas o garoto recuou ao seu toque.

⸺ O que o aflige agora? ⸺ Harry perguntou em um tom sussurrado, levando seus dedos à bochecha rosada de Louis.

⸺ Você precisa mesmo matar as pessoas para se alimentar? ⸺ Perguntou e viu o amante o olhar como se fizesse uma pergunta idiota. ⸺ Eu sei que pode parecer uma pergunta idiota, eu só não consigo tirar a imagem de você matando aquela pobre mulher no jardim aquele dia, era uma vida, que teve fim porque você… a matou.

Harry passou alguns bons segundos refletindo sobre o que responder, continuou a fazer seu pequeno carinho no rosto alheio, enquanto mordia de vez em quando seus próprios lábios.

⸺ Lembra que naquela noite você chegou me oferecendo vinho e eu não aceitei? ⸺ Perguntou calmamente, e Louis assentiu. ⸺ A imortalidade é um presente divino, querido, mas tem seus malefícios, minha pele delicada e pálida pode se desmanchar em cinzas se eu me atrever a me expor na luz do sol, assim como posso estar diante das mais deliciosas comidas e bebidas e não posso desfrutar de seus sabores, porque dependo de sangue quente para continuar de pé, sangue é o único gosto que posso sentir sob meu palato, é a forma que sobrevivo. Você entende, querido? ⸺ Voltou a questionar ao fim de sua explicação, Louis assentiu, voltando a se aproximar deixando que seus lábios enfim se tocassem.

O verão que tomou a Inglaterra foi embora permitindo que a primavera chegasse, no entanto a paixão que se formou naquela estação permaneceu firme e estabelecida. Louis estava cada dia mais perdidamente apaixonado por Harry, atraído pela sua imagem inebriante como uma mariposa se atraia pelo fogo.

O vampiro se tornou seu amado e seu porto de fuga da realidade que contribuía para que sua dependência se intensificasse ainda mais. Antes do fim do verão, sua irmã havia sido obrigada a se casar com um nobre de histórico problemático com o dobro de sua idade, Louis foi obrigado a vê-la aceitar o seu destino sem poder fazer nada a respeito, ele não tinha qualquer poder ou voz, mas foi a si que a garota confiou suas últimas esperanças. Em seus quartos vizinhos, Louis a escutou chorar todas as noites, mas o limite chegou quando na noite anterior a cerimônia, ela chorou copiosamente em seus pés implorando para que impedisse seu casamento.

Louis não conseguiu fazer nada e se sentiu culpado por isso, mas chorou sendo acolhido nos braços de Harry, que deslizou os dedos por seus cabelos lisos, convencendo-o que não podia ter controle sobre nada daquilo e contando como a sociedade em que viviam era cruel e injusta, mas que nada poderiam fazer para mudá-la além de esperar que o tempo o fizesse.

Ao relembrar daquele tempo, Louis percebia como Harry o encontrou por meses, mas pareceu querer dar um passo à frente no momento em que estava mais fragilizado para ter menos chance de recusa. Na mesma noite em que acontecia a festa do casamento, Harry convidou Louis para fugir com ele.

Na época não achou motivos para recusar, sua relação com sua família estava em conflito e a única pessoa com quem mantinha uma boa relação havia sido tirada de sua vida sem mais nem menos.

Louis aceitou fugir, mas com uma condição.

Que Harry o transformasse em um vampiro.

Para Louis, o motivo do pedido era simples, estava apaixonado por Harry, sentiu seu coração se encher de alegria com seu convite, mas sabia que por onde corresse seu passado o perseguiria, sua fraqueza faria parte de sua vida, se a vida continuasse a ser a mesma. Em alguns de seus questionamentos sobre vampiros, Louis questionou a Harry se ele lembrava como havia sido sua transformação, o vampiro negou contar, mas ao receber essa devolutiva negativa, o pediu para detalhar apenas como era a sensação, ele lhe descreveu a forma como aquele que passava pelo processo de transformação precisava estar em um estado de equilíbrio entre a vida e morte e ao beber o sangue esse conceito simplesmente deixaria de existir dando lugar ao poder da imortalidade.

Era isso que Louis queria. Ele gostaria de morrer e renascer como algo novo.

Ao lado do único ser em sua vida no qual valia a pena almejar longevidade.

Ele implorou para que o vampiro o transformasse, e Harry não viu motivos para negar tal pedido tentador.

Louis nunca se tornou sabedor do real passado de seu amado, por mais que perguntasse várias vezes, Harry nunca o contou como havia sido sua transformação.

"Não pude contar com o prazer de ter uma escolha, querido, e é por não ter conseguido uma experiência agradável que farei de sua transformação um grande ato."

Foi o máximo que conseguiu em uma de suas tentativas de descobrir como tudo ocorrera.

E ele nunca mais abriu a boca para falar sobre esse assunto, mas sem dúvidas cumpriu com sua promessa de fazer da transformação de Louis uma experiência inesquecível.

Louis apertava seus dedos contra os cachos bagunçados de Harry, seus corpos não usufruíam de vestes em uma noite fria que congelava as flores desabrochadas no jardim, pois aquele quarto de motel nunca esteve tão quente. Louis gemeu alto quando o vampiro rebolou lentamente em seu colo, esfregando-se contra a região mais sensível e suscetível a prazer do corpo que estava há horas sendo estimulado sem receber um alívio.

Quando Louis suspirou leve ao sentir seu ápice se aproximar como nunca, apenas sentiu o baque de seu corpo sendo jogado contra os lençóis e não teve tempo de reagir quando as presas afiadas romperam sua pele em um choque de êxtase.

Em momento algum se debateu sob o outro corpo ou gemeu dolorido, por mais que sentisse uma dor incomparável. Sentia a vida deixar seu corpo lentamente e quanto mais a morte se aproximava, simplesmente apertava com mais força os dedos ressecados e pálidos contra os cachos castanhos e macios.

Harry continuou a suga-lo, e Louis acompanhou sua visão começar a escurecer, até que tudo parou, tanto a dor quanto a drenagem de seu sangue, seus olhos voltaram a enxergar e seu sistema nervoso sentiu as mãos frias de Harry abertas em suas costas fazendo seu corpo mole e gelado voltar a se sentar.

Louis se tornou um mero observador, mirou as presas afiadas junto ao contraste da pele extremamente pálida com o vermelho de seu sangue espalhado por uma boa extensão dela. Assistiu Harry levantar um de seus próprios pulsos na altura do rosto de morder a área onde suas veias eram mais ressaltadas, o sangue do vampiro começou a se espalhar pelos lençóis brancos, até chegar nos lábios de Louis, que o sugou como se se tratasse de um líquido vital e essencial e naquele momento realmente era.

E tudo virou uma grande mistura de sensações, Louis sentiu sua pele esquentar junto a cada gota de sangue que sugava para dentro de seu corpo, a cada segundo achava que precisava de mais, até Harry afastá-lo avisando-lhe que era o suficiente. Ah, Harry, Louis acreditava com toda certeza que não poderia haver ser mais divino para ter ao seu lado, para tê-lo transformado, lhe presenteado como um Deus com o dom da vida eterna.

Louis não soube em que momento parou de admirar cada detalhe de Harry, para ter seus lábios selados nos dele, o gosto de seus sangues se misturando em suas línguas só não conseguiu ser mais gostoso que a sensação de Harry o montando sem aviso segundos depois, seus cabelos longos acompanharam seus movimentos de subir e descer, e seus lábios vermelhos produziram os sons mais deleitosos que Louis escutou em toda a sua vida.

Naquela noite, Harry então se tornou algo além de um amante para Louis, ele era seu mentor, seu criador, ele o ensinaria como viver em sua nova forma.

Vinte e quatro horas haviam se passado após a transformação e Louis sentia uma fome que quase o debilitava, suas pupilas quase tomavam o azul, que se tornou ainda mais claro em suas irises, Harry disse que era hora da caçada. Ele os vestiu como se fossem dois nobres fugidos no castelo real, e pelas suas aparências límpidas e os sotaques pertencentes a cidade do rei, não era tão difícil assim acreditar.

Os dois andaram juntos pelas ruas da cidade que escolheram se mudar, sendo ela a capital francesa, até adentrarem um bordel caindo aos pedaços por fora, mas devidamente aconchegante por dentro, Harry chegou no dono do estabelecimento pedindo para eles um quarto e sua garota mais bonita, o homem deu um sorriso aprovador e cúmplice para Harry, chamando uma bela jovem loira de olhos claros vestida em trajes brancos que incluíam um charmoso corset.

⸺ A sua pele é tão fria ⸺ A moça comentou inocentemente, beijando a pele do pescoço descoberto de Harry. Louis acompanhava a cena sentado sobre uma poltrona, Harry estava em pé a alguns metros de distância, segurando sutilmente a cintura da garota quase pendurada em seu pescoço, ela sorriu levando os lábios em direção aos de Harry na tentativa de beijá-lo, mas o vampiro a segurou pelo queixo inclinando-o para cima, silenciosamente pedindo permissão para ser sua vez de explorar seu pescoço.

A loira gemeu alto quando Harry começou a chupar a região, mas seu grito foi mudo quando ele cravou as presas em sua pele, enquanto puxava sua pequena adaga de estimação de seu bolso, afastou-se sem sugar uma gota sequer e fez um corte horizontal na pele delicada, seu vestido antes branco em segundos se banhou de vermelho, Harry a deixou cair no chão debatendo-se de dor e tentando falhamente estancar seu próprio sangue colocando as mãos sobre o corte profundo e extenso, quando o vampiro achou que foi o suficiente, pegou a moça ainda viva nos braços e a jogou contra o sofá.

⸺ Venha desfrutar de seu primeiro banquete, querido, aproveite enquanto ela ainda tem vida, pois sua lição número um é: nunca sugue dos mortos. ⸺ Harry falou, e Louis tratou de levantar, obedecendo o que lhe foi mandado.

Cenas como essa se seguram nos dias seguintes, por anos e décadas, Louis nunca finalizou uma vida sequer deixando que esse trabalho fosse feito pelo seu amado, não que não tivesse coragem de capturar uma presa e sugar sua vida para fora, mas Harry gostava de fazer isso. E apenas décadas após aquela primeira noite, Louis entendeu o quanto.

⸺ Vocês realmente têm uma bela casa ⸺ O homem elogiou ao adentrar a sala de estar da mansão que Harry e Louis adquiriram quando voltaram para Londres no final da década passada.

Era verão em 1960 e eles haviam feito uma ótima escolha para aquela época do ano, as janelas de vidro com certeza eram práticas no controle do clima quente, no entanto ameno.

⸺ Deixe-me ver se entendi, vocês são bonitos, elegantes e ainda por cima ricos, tem certeza que não possuem nenhum parentesco com a rainha?

Louis riu contido pela chuva de elogios que recebia do homem desde o momento que o buscou em seu apartamento caído na região decadente de Londres. Eles o conheceram em um bar na noite antecessora àquela, o homem, Ryan ⸺ como falou que gostava de ser chamado ⸺ se encantou por seus rostos joviais e as roupas de grife, e com mais um pequeno empurrãozinho da boa lábia de Harry, Ryan aceitou encontrá-los de forma privada na noite seguinte.

⸺ Você está apenas sendo gentil ⸺ Louis disse com um sorriso ensaiado no rosto. ⸺ Posso lhe servir uma taça de vinho? ⸺ Ofereceu, Ryan assentiu seguindo Louis pela extensa sala de estar, até chegar a um sofá de frente uma parede com prateleiras de garrafas de vinho. ⸺ Safra de 1899, este com certeza foi um grande ano. ⸺ Louis apresentou, entregando a taça pela metade ao homem com lábios entreabertos sentado no sofá pensando como era mais fácil ganhar na loteria do que ter acesso a um vinho tão antigo, aquela com certeza era uma noite de sorte.

⸺ Não vai tomar também? ⸺ Ryan perguntou antes de levar a taça aos lábios.

⸺ Não gosto de beber entre as refeições.

O homem assentiu em entendimento. ⸺ Seria esse o segredo para ter um corpo tão bonito? ⸺ Não perdeu tempo em elogiar novamente, fitando o corpo magro marcado dentro de uma camisa preta de mangas longas e gola alta e uma calça social justa, Louis sorriu dizendo que "talvez". ⸺ Onde está Harry? ⸺ Ele perguntou em seguida.

⸺ Oh, Harry está lá em cima a nossa espera. ⸺ Louis disse, começando a dar passos lentos em direção a escada sem olhar para trás, não precisava, sabia que Ryan o seguiria sem hesitar. Chegava a ser ridículo a maneira como aquilo era fácil.

Ao chegarem à porta do quarto, Louis a abriu com um pequeno sorriso no rosto esperando ver Harry sentado sobre a cama pronto para atacar, mas franziu as sobrancelhas ao não encontrar ninguém.

⸺ Harry? ⸺ Chamou incerto.

⸺ Estou aqui ⸺ Escutou sua voz rouca sair de dentro do banheiro, ouvindo seus passos se aproximarem até estar no mesmo cômodo que o homem e o outro vampiro. Ryan ofegou com a imagem a sua frente, e Louis permaneceu estatístico, sem saber exatamente como deveria reagir.

Harry estava completamente nu, seu corpo pálido coberto pelos respingos de água indicavam o banho decente, fora seu cabelo molhado, era covardia como ele ficava mais lindo longo pela ação da água, que fazia com que as ondas das mechas se desfizessem deixando-o liso. O vampiro desfilou até ficar de frente a Ryan, ergueu seu queixo com as duas mãos e o beijou.

Uma hora havia se passado desde o início da estúpida cena, na opinião do vampiro de olhos azuis. Harry transou com Ryan, ele sentou Louis em um lado da cama deixando o homem no outro e o montou encarando o rosto do outro vampiro, depois da ceninha ridícula, Harry os levou para a sala e amarrou as mãos de Ryan com a fita que amarrava o robe que ele vestia de maneira que imobilizasse o movimento de seus membros superiores e que cada vez que se mexesse tentando se soltar, o nó se apertasse mais. Harry subiu em seu colo, mas dessa vez não para iniciar outra sessão de ciúmes em Louis sentando do lado oposto do sofá e sim para iniciar sua tortura.

Louis assumiu que no início gostou, gostou de ver Harry mutilando com uma lâmina afiada o homem que tomou o corpo que deveria ser tomado apenas por si, sentiu vontade sufoca-lo com suas próprias mãos cada vez que ele apertou a pele de Harry ou investiu nele, Louis não era ingênuo, sabia que o amante já havia tido outros homens antes dele e que em todas as caçadas usava de seu charme para atrair as vítimas, mas nunca achou que chegaria onde aquilo escalou.

Gostou de ver Harry o mutilando, provava que tudo o que acontecera minutos atrás no quarto não passou de uma cena como todas as outras, continuou admirando Harry fazer o que fazia, até que começou a achar que aquilo estava se estendendo mais que o necessário.

Harry abriu o robe de Ryan, expondo sua pernas e fez inúmeros cortes profundos em suas coxas, fazendo-o sangrar, sem sugar uma gota sequer de todo o sangue derramado e não estancado, Louis viu o homem começar a chorar, e entre seus gritos por misericórdia pedia que Harry o matasse de uma vez, mas o vampiro não parecia nem um pouco preocupado em se preparar para fazer isso, apenas permanecia com o sorriso sádico nos lábios.

⸺ Porque não o morde de uma vez? ⸺ Louis preferiu intervir, todo aquele sangue estava o deixando louco, suas presas começavam a doer, mas ele nunca sugava uma vítima antes de Harry o fazer. ⸺ Ou o mate.

Harry deixou a atividade que fazia um pouco de lado, encarou Louis nos olhos e o questionou sorrindo. ⸺ E que graça isso teria?

O vampiro de cabelos longos se ergueu em direção a mesa de centro para pegar uma tesoura de ponta afiada, mas antes que ele retornasse com ela para cima de Ryan, Louis cerrou os dentes, puxando o corpo do homem em direção a suas presas e sugou o sangue de seu pescoço até achar que fosse o suficiente para tirá-lo a vida.

O sorriso grande de Harry morreu aos poucos quando se virou e viu que Louis havia matado Ryan, logo, acabado com a sua diversão.

⸺ Como você é estraga prazeres, querido. ⸺ Harry revirou os olhos e sorriu sem humor, deixando o amante sozinho na sala.

Louis se sentia estúpido, um completo idiota por ter demorado sessenta anos para perceber que Harry nunca matou apenas pela necessidade de sobrevivência, ele matava pelo prazer que sentia em fazer isso.

Ele era um demônio, o que tirava Louis da razão porque acreditou e disse por todos esses anos que o vampiro era a mais pura personificação de um anjo.

⸺ Não finja que não gosta de aumentar seu ego ao ser tomado com tanta devoção por cada um deles. ⸺ Louis responde, e Harry sorri como o demônio que é, demorando alguns segundos para sentar na cama, porque Louis o encara em seus olhos como a muito tempo não é de seu feitio fazer.

⸺ Vai querer se livrar do corpo agora ou deixará para mais tarde? ⸺ Louis pergunta ao sair de seu transe.

⸺ Você poderia fazer as honras, querido? ⸺ Pergunta Harry, sorrindo falsamente meigo. Louis concorda, e o vampiro de cabelos ondulados sorri ainda maior como agradecimento e tenta encostar seus lábios no do outro vampiro, que recua. ⸺ Encontro você na sala de estar depois?

⸺ Claro. ⸺ Louis responde e espera que Harry saia para poder começar seu trabalho.

Ele remove o corpo sem vida de cima da cama com naturalidade, retira os lençóis como se estivessem sujos de vinho e os troca por novos lençóis limpos.

Louis senta na colcha branca e nova, e novamente é tomado por devaneios, ele reflete sobre suas memórias como se antes não tivesse poder sobre ela, como se estivessem adormecidas, presas, e agora estavam livres para tomar conta da razão.

Ter estado com Harry por todos esses anos com certeza foi um erro. Louis não nega que precisou do vampiro nos primeiros anos para aprender a viver sua nova realidade, nem se martiriza por ter demorado tanto tempo para perceber que precisava seguir sem Harry o mais breve possível, pois para quem vive o castigo da eternidade, nunca é tarde para recomeços.

Precisava deixar Harry.

Louis troca suas vestes ensanguentadas por novas peças limpas de tonalidade escura. Acaba por seguir em direção a sala de estar após tudo, está decidido de partir na noite seguinte, já que aquela chegará ao fim em poucas horas e não faria sentido partir sem ter o último momento na companhia daquele que por mais cruel que fosse, o criou.

Harry admira o luar sob a vidraça da janela, seus cachos estão presos em uma trança volumosa e seu corpo coberto por um longo sobretudo azul, ele escuta os passos nem um pouco discretos de Louis, maa só se vira em sua direção quando ele senta em uma poltrona alguns metros de distância da janela.

⸺ Louis ⸺ Harry o chama, seus olhos parecem ainda mais claros pela luz da luz.

⸺ Harry.

⸺ Não imagina como em noites frias como essa, eu adoraria tomar um vinho quente servido por você ⸺ Harry comenta em sentença, sem muita pretensão aparentemente. ⸺ Como o que você me ofereceu na noite que descobriu o que eu era.

⸺ Quem me dera ter descoberto o que você realmente era naquela época.

Harry senta sobre o apoio de mãos da janela e sorri para Louis que permanece com a expressão fechada.

⸺ Você está ainda mais bonito do que no dia que eu o transformei. ⸺ suspira, abraçando seus braços com suas mãos quando parece lembrar de algo interessante para dizer. ⸺ Eu já o contei como fui transformado?

Louis quis rir, se não sentisse raiva em lembrar de todas as tentativas falhas de tirar uma informação sequer do outro vampiro sobre esse assunto.

⸺ Tenho tentado há cento e vinte e quatro anos fazer você contar sua história, mas nunca consegui conquistar tal feito.

Harry morde os lábios e desvia rapidamente o olhar, Louis se acomoda melhor em sua poltrona, está curioso para ver aonde isso tudo vai chegar.

⸺ Meus pais biológicos morreram em um incêndio causado acidentalmente por eles mesmos em uma pequena casa nos arredores de Londres. Eu tinha três anos e fui levado para um orfanato na cidade e por sorte, ou por olhos verdes e cachos naturalmente enrolados, fui adotado pelos Styles, um casal que não podia ter filhos e era dono de inúmeros hectares de terras na região rural ao sul de Londres.

Nós vivíamos em uma fazenda devidamente afastada da cidade, minha mãe costumava se recolher cedo da noite e sair de seus aposentos quando o sol raiava no céu, poucos meses foram o suficiente para ela descobrir que eu não seria capaz de preencher o vazio que ela sentia por não poder gerar seus próprios filhos, sentávamos em salas silenciosas e trocavamos algumas poucas palavras durante o horário das refeições e no dia do meu aniversário.

Possuía uma boa relação com meu pai, no entanto. Caçavamos juntos todo final de tarde, eu adorava caçar, existia algo sobre ter poder sobre a vida daqueles animais selvagens, sobre poder escolher entre deixá-los viver ou morrer sem ter noção do que os acertou, normalmente eu sempre escolhia a segunda opção e era dono de uma pontaria impecável. Meu pai espantava os pássaros com os gritos altos que dava em comemoração a cada animal que eu matava.

Vinte e um anos era a minha idade quando meu pai estava no auge das festas que gostava de dar para seus amigos, ele sempre gostou de convidar alguns amigos para almoçar, caçar e até mesmo dormir nos inúmeros quartos de hóspedes que tínhamos no casarão. Eu estava acostumado, meu pai adorava exibir minhas habilidades de caçador quando seus convidados apareciam pela tarde, mas uma ocasião em específico se destacou entre as outras.

Meu pai ordenou que toda a casa fosse revirada na faxina e colocada de volta no lugar sem nada em desordem, mandou passar os uniformes das empregadas, comprou um vestido e joias novas para minha mãe e pediu que eu me arrumasse bem.

Apesar de manter um hobby que andava longe de ser delicado, eu adorava me arrumar com tais trejeitos, meus cabelos eram longos apenas para trança-los ou modelar os cachos ao meu gosto, naquela noite vesti minha melhor calça preta de corte reto, uma camisa branca de mangas bufantes e um colete justo e deixei meus cabelos soltos em ondas perfeitamente enroladas.

Desci as escadas e alguns amigos do meu pai estavam na sala de estar enquanto outro entrava pela porta principal. Senti um arrepio tomar minha espinha quando meus olhos verdes encontraram o azul quase branco do homem que passou pela porta, sua pele era tão pálida que sua imagem era incômoda de se ver, seu terno preto se esticava em sua coluna curvada ao mesmo tempo que as mangas se dobravam em seus braços finos, e enrugados, levando em conta a aspereza e a flacidez que senti em suas mãos quando meu pai nos apresentou e me faz dar um aperto de mão no senhor que descobri se chamar March Chomsky.

⸺ É um prazer conhecê-lo, senhor Chomsky. ⸺ Falei por educação, não recebendo uma devolutiva também educada.

O jantar correu relativamente bem, meu pai como sempre tirou risadas de todos os seus convidados e achou assunto para conversar durante todo o banquete, eu senti vez ou outra o olhar de March queimando sobre mim, ele não tocou em um talher sequer, disse que não estava com fome e que acompanharia a mesa apenas por educação.

Senti que minha respiração poderia correr livre após o jantar, a maioria dos convidados foi embora, restando para passar a noite somente três homens, um deles sendo March, me senti apreensivo em saber que dormiria no mesmo teto que aquele homem, sentia calafrios, mas tentei ignorar, fui para meu quarto decidido de sair no outro dia quando March fosse embora e tudo voltasse ao normal.

Algumas horas se passaram tranquilamente, estava quase cochilando quando escutei batidas em minha porta, tentei fingir que estava em um sono profundo, mas as batidas insistiram e eu acabei cedendo.

Era minha mãe, ela segurava uma bandeja com algumas fatias de pães, geleia, um copo d'água e algumas frutas. Perguntei para quem era tudo aquilo, ela quis me entregar a bandeja dizendo que eu a levasse para o quarto em que o senhor Chomsky repousava, "ele não comeu nada" ela disse, deveria oferecê-lo uma última refeição por hospitalidade e que deveria ser eu para que houvesse menos chance de recusa, pois segundo ela, March havia gostado de mim.

Me vi encurralado, acatei a sua ordem e caminhei com a bandeja em direção ao quarto de hóspedes, dei algumas batidas na porta, quando não recebi uma resposta, girei a maçaneta e me espantei por ela estar destrancada.

Vi March deitado sobre a cama com os lençóis cobrindo seu corpo até abaixo de seu peito, desejei boa noite e me impressionei quando recebi um "boa noite" de volta.

⸺ Minha mãe pediu que eu trouxesse um lanche para o senhor, já que não comeu nada durante o jantar. ⸺ Expliquei, agradecendo mentalmente por ter conseguido falar sem gaguejar.

⸺ Agradeço a gentileza, querido ⸺ ele disse, e eu senti minha pele arrepiar pelo tom suave de sua voz, e claro, pelo pronome de tratamento que ele usou. ⸺ mas não estou com fome, somente com um pouco de sede.

⸺ Eu trouxe água ⸺ disse e me aproximei a passos lentos de sua cama, deixei a bandeja na mesa encostada ao lado da cama, e dei um pequeno salto assustado quando me afastei para sair e senti a mão calejada e estranhamente gelada segurar meu pulso.

Pensei que March fosse me falar algo ou pedir por alguma coisa, mas ele simplesmente passou alguns bons segundos com os dedos firmes em minha pele até começar a massageá-la levantando uma curta parte da manga de minha camisa folgada, apenas para me tocar.

⸺ Sua pele é tão macia ⸺ ele disse, fiquei na dúvida se agradecia pelo "elogio" ou me afastava de uma vez, contrariando as duas opções óbvias, eu permaneci estático no mesmo lugar. ⸺ Há muito tempo eu não sentia a maciez de uma pele tão sedosa, se assemelha a uma pétala de rosa. Ah, as dádivas da juventude.

⸺ O que quer dizer com isso? ⸺ O questionei, não estava entendendo onde sua fala queria chegar.

⸺ Não me entenda mal, lindo príncipe, é dono de uma beleza natural raramente dada de mão beijada para alguém, a pele de suas mãos é macia, mas a de seus braços, seu pescoço e principalmente de seu rosto deve ser ainda mais ⸺ não fazia a menor ideia de onde ele queria chegar falando tudo aquilo, mas estava gostando de receber elogios, não acontecia com muita frequência, vivíamos isolados do resto do mundo, as únicas pessoas diferentes que via era algum amigo de meu pai que não nos visitava com frequência ou quando alguma prima de minha mãe vinha vê-la. Meu declínio começou quando me deixei levar pelas palavras bonitas, March se sentou com dificuldade na cama e puxou meu braço devagar para que eu sentasse em sua frente, eu obedeci.

⸺ Como eu dizia, sua beleza é natural, mas totalmente temporária ⸺ ele falou, e eu franzi o cenho. ⸺ uma dia franzirá as sobrancelhas dessa mesma maneira e as marcas de expressão que se formarão denunciarão sua idade ⸺ ele aproximou seus dedos longos de meus rosto e por um instante eu recuei, mas por fim deixei que ele me tocasse. ⸺ um dia essa pele tão macia se tornará flácida e seca, os belos cachos cor de chocolate ficarão brancos e ressecados, eles são tão macios hoje, querido ⸺ tomou um pequeno cacho entre os dedos e o esticou ao redor de seu indicador, sorrindo ao ver que ele se moldou da forma que enrolou. ⸺ e todos que um dia desejaram possuir seu corpo já não sentirão atração nenhuma pelas marcas que restarão para contar a beleza que um dia já teve.

Senti estupidamente meus olhos lacrimejarem com suas palavras, sabia que tudo o que ele dizia estava em um futuro distante, muito distante, eu só tinha vinte e um anos, mas era um futuro certo, triste e real, não queria chegar no futuro em o que o ele contou fosse concreto, mas iria chegar e não poderia fazer nada para impedir, impedir a cruel e natural ação do tempo.

⸺ Eu sinto que não posso deixar que isso aconteça.

March sussurrou aquela sentença, e eu não entendi absolutamente nada do que ele quis dizer, iria levantar a cabeça para olhá-lo e perguntar, mas tudo o que fiz foi sentir a força de seu corpo contra o meu, ele me jogou contra a cama, ficando por cima de meu corpo e antes que eu pudesse reagir de alguma maneira, senti as lágrimas que segurava descerem por minhas bochechas quando ele enfiou suas presas em meu pescoço.

Me debati sem forças contra seu peito, quando senti que ele drenava todo o sangue de meu corpo, de repente ele se afastou, ficou na altura de meu rosto e eu senti vontade de chorar novamente, dessa vez de ver o horror que eram suas presas enormes e todos seus outros dentes e pele ao redor dos lábios sujos de sangue, meu sangue. March acariciou minha bochecha úmida com as costas de sua mão e escutei quando ele disse uma única frase que ficou em minha mente para sempre.

⸺ Sua beleza precisa ser eternizada.

March rasgou o próprio pulso com os dentes e pressionou sua pele ensanguentada contra meus lábios, tentei mantê-los fechados, mas me forcei a abri-los, quando a primeira gota desceu por minha garganta, senti sede, e comecei a beber seu sangue como se tomasse vinho.

Os minutos seguintes foram os mais torturantes de minha vida, meu corpo inteiro fervia, sentia como se todos os meus ossos tivessem sido quebrados, porque a dor era insuportável.

O ar que entrava para meus pulmões descia queimando pela minha garganta, respirar se tornou um ato doloroso, eu acabei desmaiando por não aguentar.

As cortinas cobriam a entrada do sol pela janela no dia seguinte, quis acreditar que tudo o que aconteceu não passou de um pesadelo, mas acordei na cama do quarto de hóspedes e quando me virei para o lado dei um salto ao ver as extensas manchas de sangue no edredom, olhei para baixo olhando minhas roupas e elas estavam tão sujas quanto os lençóis. Iria tentar resolver esse problema andando pelo quarto à procura de March Chomsky, mas de repente senti um cheiro de fumaça vindo do andar de baixo e escutei o grito de minha mãe.

Corri em direção às escadas e o que eu temia se materializou. O fogo tomava tudo, pouco se via entre as chamas, mas eu vi tudo o que precisava ver, March entre os corpos carbonizados de meus pais, senti um ódio surreal subir pelo meu corpo e corri na intenção de matá-lo com minhas próprias mãos, mas antes que eu chegasse até o desgraçado, o vi acender um fósforo e incinerar o próprio corpo.

O teto da casa caía ao meu redor, e quem eu queria me vingar já tinha selado seu destino por conta própria, eu iria morrer como ele se permanecesse ali dentro, por isso corri para porta e sai.

O fogo talvez doesse menos que a queimação que senti quando os raios de sol tocaram minha pele, pensei que não teria forças para me mover e ficaria ali parado esperando meu corpo virar cinzas, por sorte a pequena casa que os empregados dormiam era a poucos metros do casarão e estava intacta, corri para baixo do seu teto, o lá permaneci até a chegada da noite.

Quando o sol se pôs no horizonte, voltei para casa, ou para o que sobrou dela, não existia sequer ossos para enterrar, mas sabia que tinham morrido meus pais, os dois amigos de meu pai que passaram a noite, as cozinheiras e as arrumadeiras e claro, March Chomsky.

Após a passagem de alguns dias e do sangue quente de alguns capatazes, aquele lugar não tinha mais nada para mim.

Vaguei por meses pelos arredores Londres até decidir me aventurar pela cidade, matei mais pessoas por noite do que tinha de idade quando fui transformado, o que eu mais sentia saudade da fazenda era de poder caçar, quando vi que existia uma grande semelhança no momento da escolha da pessoa que iria sangrar, acabei tomando um verdadeiro gosto pela coisa.

Passei as décadas seguintes viajando pelo continente, fui a Roma, Paris, Madrid, Lisboa, estive sozinho na passagem de todas elas e então decidi voltar para Londres, a cidade havia mudado, as pessoas também, ainda cheias de pudores e conservadoras, mas davam ótimos bailes, dancei sozinho em muitos até ir em um que desejei ter companhia.

Harry olha para Louis com um sorriso singelo no rosto, relembrar é viver, por mais que viver seja uma dádiva que já não o pertence há quase trezentos anos.

⸺ Quem garante que você não inventou tudo isso? ⸺ É a única resposta que Louis dá a longa história que escutou.

Harry rosna e toma a frente de Louis quando ele ameaça levantar da poltrona.

⸺ Saia da minha frente Harry, você não pode me impedir de ir embora. ⸺ Louis disse, seus rostos estão tão próximos que podem sentir o ritmo da respiração um do outro.

⸺ Você não vai a lugar nenhum, querido. ⸺ Harry solta um beijo no ar para Louis e é pego desprevenido quando o outro vampiro o arremessa do outro lado da sala, batendo seu corpo contra a parede a ponto de rachar-la.

Louis anda em direção a porta principal, é melhor não esperar até a noite seguinte, ele pensa, por mais que doa, a ida é necessária, já a despedida nem tanto.

O vampiro de olhos azuis vira a chave na fechadura e gira a maçaneta para abrir a porta, mas antes que consiga completar o feito, seu corpo é segurado por mãos pesadas com unhas afiadas e jogado contra o chão metros de distância da saída. Suas costas batem com tanta força contra o piso que é possível escutar o som de ossos quebrando, só não é tão doloroso quanto a pontada que sente em seu coração e o desespero que toma todo o seu corpo quando observa o cabo da adaga de Harry firme sob a mão do vampiro em seu peito esquerdo.

Harry consegue tomar a ação rápida de apunhalar Louis, por ser vampiro, sabe que ele tem o poder de regeneração, mas não se dá ao trabalho de retirar a lâmina do órgão para que as células façam seu trabalho.

⸺ Ah, querido ⸺ Harry sorri como o psicopata que é. ⸺ será que por algum momento você acreditou mesmo que poderia me enfrentar? ⸺ ri abertamente ao ponto de deixar suas presas a mostra. ⸺ você achou que poderia lutar contra mim? Logo contra mim, o seu criador? Não consigo crer que achou que poderia me desafiar.

⸺ Harry… ⸺ Louis bate contra a mão de Harry para afastá-lo, mas ela permanece imóvel. Louis sente o sangue começar a molhar sua língua.

Harry retira com cuidado sua adaga do peito de Louis e se deita ao lado de seu amado.

⸺ Minha história é verdadeira. ⸺ Harry diz, ele abre seu sobretudo revelando seu peito desnudo com pequenas manchas acinzentadas no mesmo formato que sardas costumam ter. Volta a sentar e expõe as manchas para Louis, que sente o corte em seu peito aos poucos cicatrizar. ⸺ Falei que essas marcas eram de nascença quando me mostrei nu em sua frente pela primeira vez, mas na verdade são as marcas do que um dia foi uma pele tão macia quanto a que cobre o resto do meu corpo, mas que se desfez em cinzas quando me expus no sol.

Louis toca as marcas no peito de Harry, e o vampiro de cabelos longos deixa que seus olhos se encham de lágrimas antes de deitar no braço estendido Louis no chão, com a mão sobre seu peito.

⸺ Você não gostaria de ir naquele motel que gostamos, querido? ⸺ Harry pergunta com o nariz pressionado contra o pescoço de Louis. ⸺ Não gostaria de me abraçar forte e dizer que me ama? Porque posso nunca ter contado, mas eu nunca, nunca amei ninguém como amo você.

Harry abraça forte o corpo alheio, no entanto relaxa seus músculos quando tem seu abraço retribuído em conjunto a seus lábios tomados em um doce selar.

⸺ Podemos ir aonde você quiser.

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