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[godnectar]

My love! it took me forever to find you! I had to make a new Tumblr account because I lost the password and email with my apple ID.

How have you been? What have I missed? I've missed you so much!

-Hazel

[thebrookesnook]

Hi, hey, hello, maayong buntag sA TANAN 🙌🙌

IM AWAKE (yes i know i slept for an hour sue me) AND WITH MANY THINGS I WISH I SHARED LAST NIGHT ABOUT THE STUDIES AND ITS ONLY ABOUT SHITARA.

I'll post another one about my thought process on the others' design elements I included mayhaps after part 2 is out (which i assure u is not as extensive as part 1, its a one per person package deal). Like their body hair or whatnot (yes, takiishi's lack of a happy trail was intentional).

(p.s. this is a vent for me but if u want to watch me simp haphazardly, then u're in the right place)

This was my reference for shitara and let me tell u this was more than i needed but my fingers kept screenshoting more and moreee.. .

Hes so silly and funny, and hes a dilf so hes already checks out more of my ideal type sksk. HIS SCRUFF, I LOVED DRAWING HIS SCRUFF AND HIS BODY HAIRR. I HAVENT POSTED ANY DRAWINGS PUBLICLY WITH BODY HAIR BUT FOR YOU SIR, ANYTHING FOR YOUU.

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QnA Time:

"Whats up with the dad bod Brooke/Eve?"

Hear me out: I wanted him to have a beer belly and then I went oKAY maybe lets give him MORE chonk aND I DID AND HES LITERALLY EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED ICANT- *slams fist against the table*

"Was shitara the reason why-?"

Yes, yes. I got hit with the sudden urge to draw him topless and i decided to extend the graces to umemiya (thats his son in all but blood so ofc) and togame (no. 3 on my list). But ig four sounded better than 3 but i didnt know who to pick so i let y'all pick for me. Now takiishi's there, with messly drawn up left hand on the handstand sksk. The reference photo wasnt any better, who knew people could have such large fingers.

"Why did you make it a torso study instead of drawing him topless once like a normal person?"

Because im insane thats why and what is normal, dont know her. Also i thought it would be a good way to learn how the torso anatomy and how the muscles work u know? And i chose quite the variety to characters that canonically have different body types that i can play around. So now i know which muscles go where and how light plays with it skks.

"Is Shitara your no. 1?"

No, that belongs to Ales 🫶. The absolute rock they were the entire time i was sharing her wips. He's no. 2 tho, that's why my OTP (and OT3) for windbre is Ales/Me/Shitara. It was never gonna be anything else but SuoSakuNire is a close second. Highkey in love with both of them sksks.

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Back to silly thoughts:

sirrr keep me warm in this cold ass weather bagyo seasonn~

Speaking of, u know i had to play "Big Boys" by SZA on that SNL show or whatever AND "big boys x streets" mashup because the wayyy i feltt a lot of thingsss in my heart when that song was on. Very yummy. OH YEAH AND "CANDY" BY DOJA CAT AND "AUSSIE AUSSIE O SIGE" BY ANDREW E!!

I will patiently await the day we see current timeline Shitara looking as handsome and gorgeous as ever. I WILL PATIENTLY AWAIT THE DAY HE GETS A SEIYUU. I HAVE A LIST ON POTENTIAL VA OPTIONS SKSK.

anyways, i think thats all. kissing his scruffy chin in my head before i skiddadle to uni 🏃🏃

[magicaldreamfox1]

Hello ! I love your gifs and I'm interesting in trying to make some myself. Any tips on making my own gifs ?

hi !

first of all thank u so much im glad u enjoy my gifs 💞 im happy i inspired u !

personally i learned the basics of making gifs from this post (if ur gif is too big don't use the website they list for lossy just delete a few frames until it's the right size, if u do wanna use lossy photoshop does it just fine) and kind of figuring out the rest myself? wouldn't recommend the figuring it out method tho so my first tip would be if u have any questions ask someone who'll know the answer. most gifmakers don't mind questions!

as for me im always happy to help u can send asks or dm me any time !

also i have a sideblog @dreamyslibrary where i collect all my giffing resources i would definitely recommend having a look through that there's a lot of very good and comprehensive tutorials on various things! (the blog is shadowbanned atm tumblr staff refuses to get to it so if anything is weird don't mind that)

as for some basics:

i use photoshop, photopea is a good free alternative but i don't think it's good? it never worked well for me and most tutorials will assume that u have photoshop so i would recommend that over photopea. i got mine here (altho that stopped working for me so idk how well it'd work nowadays)

once u've kind of got the hang of it learn abt photoshop actions. they'll make ur life so much easier

now this is my personal opinion but. unless u're giffing 4k files (where u Have to do it) screencapping is overrated, no one can tell the difference if u don't do it. i use mpv player which i downloaded following this tutorial but some other people who tried it have had problems with it so i can't really help with that. but as i said unless u have 4k files a screenrecording and some prayers have always served me well

on that note 4k is good but 1080p and good sharpening will do the job just as well u don't have to break ur back and sell ur credit card information for 4k files

and last but not least good blending means u have to sell ur soul to the devil and start practicing black magic. but there's harder things in the world for example rocket science so don't be scared of it

also tumblr is a liar the image size limit is 9.5mb </3

[woozi]

MA YZAAAA <3 (hehehe)

first of all,, hello <33 how have you been? and what have you been up to? <3 i hope classes and uni in general are not getting to you that much.

also the drama i told you about "doom at your service", after finishing it my opinion has changed a little, it was a nice drama overall but after the first 8, the story seemed like it was being stretched for no reason </3 i have nothing to watch these days hdksekks this time last year i had 2521 and business proposal to keep myself entertained but this year there is nothing 😭 even gose isn't here </3, did you find something interesting to watch? or read? i haven't had time and will to read hsjsksjs </3

but today i did go out of my comfort zone and watched a movie called medianeras (sidewalls), it's pretty melancholic but i liked it, ( idk why google or some reviews are saying it's funny or rom com 😭, it was actually sad and reflective but had a good ending imo) it's about how urban and internet lifestyle have had the opposite effect on people and have made them feel lonely despite having everything in one click. it was,, different. probably something what i was expecting from chunking express jshdjsjsnns

but in midst of all this i love love how booseoksoon came through 🥺 they brought back the spark hdjddj i love all the songs ( tho just like you, i love fighting and 7pm a little bit more than lunch ), it was so wholesome to see them have fun performing 😭 also youngji's feature fits so well <3 i can't stop talking about it hskdks it felt so natural <3 i haven't been this satisfied with a feature song in a long while ( same with 7pm ). if there was anything else fighting! needed it was definitely her. it made me so happy to see bss performing with her and peder <33

they made my feb for real.

( also something about leader seok gets me fr, he's been extra glowing these days <33 love that )

also the carat day live 😭 they all looked so good 😭😭😭 i missed seeing our sebongs together <3 the teddy bear scenes are still running in my mind lmao

i actually got mild cold and cough last week so at the moment that's what i have been up to : recovering from it and trying to read a book dhdjsj, seasons changing got me this time. it'll be summer now here and i'm already tired of it tbh 😭 how is the weather treating you? i hope it's good

omg also, i've become obsessed with checkers on plato btw! ( i've understood the basics of it but the difference between the original and the international rules is still slightly confusing for me udkgsd )

hope you're doing great yza 🥺🤍 sending you lots of good energy and clear sky days

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THAT GAVE ME GRIEF U ARE SO CUTE </3 MA CHERIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

i've been so so busy the past two months so it's like life's on 3x speed for me dfjkfdjkfdjkfd but it's my last semester anyway so <33 JKFDJKFDJK HOW ABOUT U <333333 HOW HAVE U BEEN WHAT HAVE U BEEN UP TO!! 😋😋😋

ALSO NOOOOOOO THAT SUCKS </3 maybe the writers didnt think they'd get that far lmfao 😭 AND I KNOW </3 that was such a good era for dramas, i hope they come out w really good ones </3 i heard the glory's v good? but i personally haven't checked it out yet and i'm not really into revenge type dramas so dfjkffd but i've been watching movies more these days!! i've been trying to watch cult faves/classics that people always talk about and that i've never had time to watch heheh ALSO SO TRUE ABT NOT HAVING THE WILL TO READ 😭 idk why it's also so hard for me to get back to it, i used to read like, 2 books a week at a leisurely pace

JUST CHECKED OUT THE POSTER FOR IT AND IT LOOKS SO GOOD OMG????/ thank u for adding to my reco list <3 ok but your review… felt tbh 😭 AND NOT CHUNGKING AGAIN FDKJDFJKFDJK I'M HAVING WAR FLASHBACKS FROM IT

EXACTLY <3333333 bss really came at the perfect time!! and u're so valid for that <33 i'm really glad they had the chance to collab more w/ other artists, esp peder!! not only was the song so fucking good, their interactions were also so sweet to witness 🥺 he seems like such a nice guy to hang out w LMFAOOO AND WAIT URE SO RIGHT??????????????????????????????????????? leader seok >>>>>>>>>>>>

i'm ngl i haven't even watched it yet i just skipped to the teddy bear part 😭😭😭 i only got to see clips of them, and REALLLL it feels like it's been forever since we last saw them tgt 😭

ALSO NAURRRRRRRRRRRRRR </3 that's such a pain in the ass :/ i hope you're feeling much better now and that you won't get sick any time soon!! there's only 2 types of weather where i'm from since i'm in the tropics, so u dont need to worry abt me <33

AND PLATO FJKFDJKFDJKF I COULD NEVER THANK U ENOUGH FOR IT i've avoided so many awkward moments in uni bc of it JKFDJKFDJKF also didn't know they had different rules 👁👄👁 what i do know though is that other ludos have different rules as well w the 1s and 6s which i only figured out when i played w someone else at another platform DJFDJFDJKFDJK let's play some time again if u're free!! <3 or we can also watch a movie 😋

hoping u're even better and that the days are endlessly kind to u as u have always been to me <33 love u thank u for always checking up on my disappearing ass 🥺🥺🥺 MWAH

[jakesangel]

Princess!!!💕 baby how are you? Have u eaten today? Had your rest yet?

I'm curious how to you feel about jake w reader (his gf) who is the same height or taller than him? 🩷

hai anon bby <3 i think u're the first anon calling me bby i got happy >____< i did eat n rested wellᵎᵎ wby ? did you have good day ?

i think jake wouldnt care how is partner is like physically. as long as there is an emotional bond and that she is attractive then he would date her. i think he would like a taller gf if he is looking for someone more on a sexy side, almost older than him ? his puppy side mostly showing, like he is partner who wants his beloved's attention n validation, i think someone taller will trigger if that make sense. i think he will also enjoy being on a smaller side, so he can also feel protected by you, tho he won't voice it out, he was the youngest before joining enhypen, so i think it would reminds him of when he was back in australia ᵎ

[1111jenx]

WHY I LOVE LIBRA VENUS BOY?! HE IS FUCKING NICE BUT HE'S TOO NICE, PLS JUST SAY U'RE GOOD BCUZ U WANNA BE A COOL IMPRESSION BUT PLS DONT MAKE ME A SMILE, HE'S FLIRTY BIG SHIT. I'LL BE SCARLED IF HE KEEPING NICE FIGURE. - SAG VENUS WHO MORE SMILE THAN U LIBRA, KNOW?! OK SAD LIBRA ;)

BTW, SAINTJZENX I DONT MISS OUT THE TUMBLR APPLICATION BCUZ U, DONT BE A SKEPTICAL ASTROLOGY CUZ I'LL KEEP WAITING FOR YOUUUU, OH YES, IF THERE'S A NEW IDEAS FOR THE BLOG U CAN BE EXPLAINED TO UR FOLLOWERS, I'M SURE IT'LL BE SO MUCH LIT OMGGG. 😤💑🌹💖😍

hi beautiful!!

HAHAHAHAHA ITS LIBRA VENUS IS DISEASE🤣 I'm so serious except for Libra Mars/Rising I don't see myself dating men of any Libra placements💀 In a way, Leo Venus and Libra Venus are waaaay too similar!!

I like people who challenge me and gosh those Libra Venus are such pleasers😭 They're so charming and great with people it just comes so naturally for them HAHAHAH. I grew up with a lot of air placements so I'm almost unfazed with their flirtatious bs now,, but once a while I'd see some simpy fire venus or water venus falling bad for Libra Venus💀💀

Remember, Libra = Love, Venus is in its home sign hence it is HELLA happy and extra joyful, Taurus Venus is sensual and romantic but Libra Venus is playful and people smart, air is very intellectual so banters with them and back to back flirting is hella fun🤣 I recalled before I was with a Libra Venus guy and omg he was wayyyy too dreamy for me:D

I love you guys but y'all be so adorable I just don't feel secure enough bye💀 My Leo fixed as at the end of the day will always require some kind of stability and loyalty. But Libra Venus just wanna make love to 18 by One Direction all day and indulge in romance so I can't y'all.

But, Sag Venus x Libra Venus is HELLA SCARY BUT FUN. My close friend is a Libra Venus and he settled down for a Sag Venus, literally two hoes really come together for once huh. They understand one another really well and both ground one another, while giving enough space and fire into the relationship.

So ignore my skeptical ass, follow your heart baddie, go for that flighty ass Libra Venus and let your Sag Venus runs free, just don't indulge in the adrenaline and the thrill of competition too much💀 Live no regrets baby let it hurt you bad but it will also push you to grow <3 Proud of u.

HAHAHAH I LOVE THIS THO. Literally someone remind me to include this in my next observation please how come I never wrote this down!!! Sag x Libra is superior, the tears and hate sex also is but we don't talk abt that🥰

Alsoooo, thank you for ur kind words ILY GUYS. I'm so lazy these days but you guys are my biggest motivation on god🥲🥲

love,

saint jenx🖤

[aqqleshiqqing-archive]

hi so i finally got back into my tord addiction after so long. i am thinking abt him DAILY my friend, school was suspended today and all i could think about was “mmm tord picking me up from school <33”. however, i have gained 2 new f/os…again…from childhood fandoms…the narrator from stanley parable and fucking grillby? from undertale? aksel and august will be making a comeback because i love them more than anything <33 i just need prompts

but yeah i picked myself up out of hiatus because i’m me. how’s tom by the way? any new hcs for maybe edd,matt and tord also? 👀

- ave!!! your moot who makes bad decisions (at ang traffic today…like talaga)

avery yo!!!!!! missed seeing u pop up hehe but I'm glad u're doing alright 🥺 damn walang pasok ha sanaol joke lang AHAHSGDHAHEH i already got like a quiz and report in just the first week of actual classes help me /lh lh but I love everyone in there so haha

my goodness tho yes <3 everyone else is so jealous cuz ooooo u got ur handsome bf picking u up so true so true <3

dude........ i need to touch on stanley parable again oh mAN I heard amazing stuff abt the new update and.... that's like peak 2015 shit for me I gotta go back to it some time!!! also undertale ayOoo I'm suddenly seeing a resurface of ut faves 🥺🥺🥺💚💚💚

HOW PERFECT i genuinely like aksel and august's character, you know actually they suddenly remind me of kel and hero omg SHSHHSHSBSHSHAJAJSJ FR THO AAAAA

no worries on the hiatus! we're all busy now. classes go brrrr orz

oh MAN i still have him on my mind, but it's now balancing with hero/p and tom/r because they just sit there and do their magic and make me happy that's like therapy ayo 🥺 /jjj pos

I guess if there's a big hc I can drop for all the 3 boys, it's that I finally thought about MY idea on their heights, I'm too lazy to look at my gallery for the screenshot DPFOJTOROR but basically edd-matt-tord-tom from tallest to shortest and jesse sits at the very last hehe 🤸

[taegularities]

Riddd!!!!!.. my angel I missed you🥺🥺..how u been..How's you feeling lately...are you taking care of your self?? Idk if you noticed but I've been away for a while..and I really needed to ask how you was doin🥺...( also I think I mi8 start writing...its just a thought, tho a few tips from the fic queen would help alot 😚)

OMG HI !!!! i missed u too omfg i hope u've been doing well and taking care of urself !! 🥺 it's so so damn cute that u're checking up on me omg i'm doing okay !!! been having a few downs lately, but i hope to fix things soon :)

and writing ?! oh my gosh, that's so exciting 😭 i'm happy for u !!!! AHHH FIC QUEEN PLS u are too kind, my heart can't take this :') but yes i can try and give u a few tips !! <3

planning. if you're someone who likes to plan, try to make an outline for your fic. as in, what do you want to happen? what are the main scenes, who's in those scenes, what feelings do you want to convey?

take breaks. don't forget to hydrate and eat something – when we get into something, we sometimes forget those things... remember to take care of yourself

work on what inspires you. if a wip isn't working for you anymore, close the doc for a while. come back to it when you feel inspired again, because chances are that you might ruin your hobby in the progress and not be able to write out a scene properly

ask for opinions. if you're unsure about a scene or dialogue or feel like you might need help with something, don't hesitate to ask for help. join nets if you'd like to! a writing community who gives you tips is amazing.

let a beta read your work. beta readers are so damn talented and kind – especially if it's your first work, it helps to let someone read through it and give you constructive feedback. you'll know where and how to improve and what to do differently the next time

plagiarism. okay, now i know you wouldn't do this on purpose, but always keep in mind that we often get inspired by work we've read at some point. it's okay to have similarities with someone else's work, but try not to use dialogues or scenes word for word that you've seen somewhere. be careful when it comes to plagiarism!!!

have fun, believe in yourself. believe in your abilities and enjoy what you're writing. don't let anyone discourage you, write the member, trope, genre etc that you want to. it's your work, your brain, do whatever you'd like with it <3

omfg ok i rambled, but i hope this helps !!! if i can think of more, i'll add it to the list, but for now, i wish you all the best love <33

[134340am]

i just woke up!! hi yuna!! it’s finals season and ive been avoiding all my academic responsibilities and texting back and forth with this boy 😳 he just moved away tho so the timing is atrocious but AAA this year i came to the realization that i am in fact a pretty attractive person 😳 when he said he liked me tho i went INCLUDING MY PERSONALITY to which he smiled and said yeah so its been interesting HE PUT HIS HAND ON MY THIGH WHILE HE DROVE WHICH IS JUST THE DREAM I CAN NOT HANDLE THINGS LIKE THAT. HELD ME BACK SO HE COULD KISS ME ONE MORE TIME WHILE OUR FRIENDS WERE DISTRACTED yuna i think i’ve caught feelings idk how coherent this is considering i am still sleepy but i will consume some left over rice while watching tiktoks and then getting some studying done! have a nice night yuna!! ily!! - :)

ELLIE BABY FMURJHFGJGHFN

i m LIVING for ur boy updates!!!!!!!! and i'm also living vicariously through you because i have the Worst luck with love LOL so this is all very exciting and i'm so happy for u bubs <3

LIKE PLS the hand on the thigh while driving and did he kiss you in plain sight??? while ur friends weren't looking??? omfg and i'm still thinking about the lip gloss story u told me the other day UGH

and OF COURSE U R ATTRACTIVE u r so sweet, kind, and interesting!!! i adore u and i adore seeing u in my inbox ; ; u r literally the prettiest inside and out and i'm so glad people are starting to see that <3

best of luck for finals and don't get too distracted okay! you got this (as always) and i'll be rooting for you (☆▽☆) tell me more about ur boy when u're ready i love listening to love stories...!!!

i love u lots ellie beans and i hope u have the bestest day ever

[eijispumpkin]

good lord this is long i apologize, but hi hello, lovely human with a heart of gold, sweet creature who's full of love, i cannot thank u enough for being u! for sharing your amazing works and bringing comfort to so many people, everything u write is so magical and re-reading your stuff always makes me feel like i'm receiving a warm hug it's the best feeling out there, ik u're taking a break rn and i'm glad to see u taking time for urself, as cool as the internet is it can also be very shitty at times unf, pls take care of urself nd ur health qt ! plus ik we r going thru some rly scary times this year with the pandemic and all that too, ik it's rough, but i hope u're okay, and i wish u loots of happiness mwahh

if u're not accepting asks right now i'm rly sry! pls ignore this i hope u have an amazing day ♡ but if it's not too much trouble, how did u start posting online? bc god, the way my brain keeps convincing me it's stupid even tho ik it would bring me joy :c i see all the drafts and ideas i've had for years now but never got the courage to post or develop bc i always convinced myself that it's too late now, or like it only works if u've already done it for at least a couple years? and that i suck anw and "wanting to write what i'd like to see/read" doesnt really work when i haven't practiced much, sigh even if i gather enough courage smhow, idk wut i'd have to tackle first

you never have to apologize to me for saying long things, no worries my friend!! i am long-winded and rambly by nature, so i totally get it <3 and ahh thank you so much for your kind and lovely words, i appreciate it a lot!!!! i'm very glad to hear that you like my writing so much ♥

how i started posting... man, honestly? i first started posting fic on a tumblr account whose password i have long since forgotten, like eight or nine years ago at this point. it was an rp blog for a very obscure tolkien elf, and i was lucky enough as a young teen to find people who were really kind and encouraging about my writing, both in rp and as little side-ficlets and whatnot! that's how i first got into actual writing at all. tiny ficlets prompted by rp stuff were the first things i ever posted at all - in fact, my first fic posted on ff.net way back when was just one of those lil tumblr rp ficlets i crossposted!

as for your conundrum, i def hear you :( insecurity and anxiety brain can be a HUGE bitch, and i know it's easy to tell yourself that numbers like comments and kudos don't matter, but it still feels really bad when you really want validation and you don't get any. (though i will say, it is true that the numbers don't matter! it's totally a game of luck. some of my favorites of my own fics don't have nearly as many kudos or comments as the ones i personally didn't even like as much/didn't put as much work into. it's not that those fics aren't as good; it's just that popularity is kind of a roulette wheel. it's easy to internalize it as being your fault if something doesn't fly, but it honestly really isn't in your control at all.)

but heres the thing! everyone starts somewhere. when i first started posting fics, i can promise you i was nowhere near as good as i am today! i didn't pay attention to sentence variation, i hardly ever used any imagery, my character voices were underdeveloped, etc etc etc. that doesn't mean that no one liked to see my post, or that i shouldn't have posted! it just means that i was a beginner. and so are you! there's no shame in being new at something. it just means you have a lot to learn, and there's nothing wrong with that at all! in fact i would say there's a lot of joy in discovering your voice and how you like to write. the fear of peoples expectations can weigh you down, but you should write for yourself first, not for others, or else you'll just burn out, you know?

as for what you'd have to tackle first: i could give you a bunch of technical mumbo jumbo if you wanted, but really i think it is about writing what you'd like to see! not in the way that you seem to mean here though (and forgive me if i misinterpreted! i don't mean to put words in your mouth). i first started writing just by describing little daydreams i had about the characters. first and foremost, your creation process should be fun for you!! if you enjoy writing something, your readers will be able to tell, and it adds to the piece. but more important than that is the fact that you'll have had fun creating something. finding what makes writing fun for you is, in my opinion, the most important place to start!!

[tayegi]

HI LU!!! You really thought you would escape my THEORIES!? I'll actually try to not send you so many asks like last time bc it's kinda creepy and I don't think u have time to read all that nonsense anyway.. WELL FIRST OF ALL, JESUS TAKE THE FUCKING WHEEL!! THAT CHAPTER WAS SUCH A FUCKING SLAP AND I FUCKING LOVE EVERY SINGLE WORD OF IT DAMMIT! I understand from what's been going on that this chapter is like a link between ch7 and ch9(prolly) it was very much needed to clear things up (1/?)—❄️🐰

I also understand that shit is getting real tho, and what JK confessed is fucking heavy, but I can see his coward ass telling OC in the morning that he meant nothing and he was just drunk and all that jazz.. but I also feel like HS is.. like he told JK that "u n OC are not together remember?" And if u look at it, the last time he's ever heard shit about JK n OC was when MJ kicked JK and OC said that they ain't tgth, but later on they went exclusive n HS dsnt know (2/?)—❄️🐰

What makes me think it's a problem is when he went to her after the meeting to swear that "he and Somin only slept once and there's nothing btwn them" it felt like he was trying to make the matter sound as small as possible for some reason, and I assumed that it's bc he thinks that she won't like it but where would he get this idea from if he didn't feel that way too (idk if I'm making sense) (3/?)—❄️🐰

Also, it always seems to me that it's HS that's trying to impress OC.. first when he decided to go for a date auction too after she told him, to help her or idk, but he didn't think of it as deeply as JK did.. second, in that meeting after the event, I felt like he suggested the P.R just to impress her, while JK really was saying that bc it was what he really believed in, then that fight with Jin when he ws more fighting for himself than For OC, (4/?)—❄️🐰

And when his fight with Jin was over, he was like 'dw we will win' while tbh, nobody cares about that game honey we are having deeper issues here. And actually only JK cared enough to go ask her if she was feeling alright, heck he basically won the game by himself but he wasn't feeling it bc he ain't got no hug afterwards.. (also like, Jin really gave me the creeps he seemed so intimidating fuck) (5/?)—❄️🐰

And like, I understand why tf JK would get all frustrated like that, I mean he clearly likes OC and it's really so painful to try your best but still not get the attention of that person u like, cz JK spent so much money for her show for HER bc she was feeling sad On stage and got her the bread he promised even when SHE didn't remember, he was so happy to see her but she was like 'hi..' and hugged HS and was super happy and even sat next to him and avoided JK (6/?)—❄️🐰Even after the game when JK did all them goals back there and OC was like 'hi. Was cool.' And HS be spinning her around and she be like YOU WERE FABULOUS while wearing his jersey-AAALLL right in front of JK's salad. Damn.. even if I never knew that person and they do me like that I'd feel sad.. (7/?)—❄️🐰

WELL THATS ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT FOR NOW!! Thank you so much for that chapter Lu!! Even when u wr so busy u still found time to write and I respect this so much!!! I hope u'r having a great day! Please take care of yourself and good luck with your finals and papers! Do your best!I love you so much💕💕 also.. I hope you won't mind if I send you more asks when I get new thoughts about this chapter later on, bc I don't want to spam u while you're so busy.. TYSM AGAIN ILYYYY!! (8/8)—❄️🐰

THIS IS THE GREATEST THING EVER!!! please please please NEVER feel like youre creepy or too much, bc i fucking LIVE FOR THIS!!! anyone who has read new rules, PLEASE READ SNOW BUNNY’S ANALYSES!!!!!!! IT’S SO FUCKING LEGIT!!! i can’t tell you if youre completely right or not, but ill just say that this is so insightful and accurate that im even getting nervous as the author herself!!! 

i srsly appreciate this so much, and even tho i cant respond to your points w/o giving away the plot, just know that im reading and rereading your asks over and over w/ happiness!!! i love you!!!

[normalayasstuff]

Hey. It's okay Blues. Really.

I have a bit of long response to this, so feel free to see them under this cut, cuz I don't want to intimidate u with the long response:

I understand that this is what u choose for ur life, and it's different for each person. For u, this is the best outcome u will ever ask.

I and Walker currently are having different life too. Maybe the 3 of us starting out in this rabbit hole at the wrong moment, disillusioned us into thinking more than what this place might be. I'm sure it's different for each of us.

(✿◡‿◡)

For u, this is it. It's the end for now. And I respect very much what u decided. Since I trust u know what's the best for urself.

Even the collab fic, we can continue them anytime. No need to feel pressured to do it again, we can just hit each other up if we want to gather and write something once in a while.

（￣︶￣）↗　

I'm having my life changing too, not to mention I'm about to go to college. My high school degree is out, and I'm just several steps away from walking down the path in the career I'm aiming for.

Walker tho? We can bet she's doing something right now. How busy she's been is not better or worse than any of us, she probably busy with school right now. I hope she got breaks from time to time ^^'

I hope u'll find a better life and more and more great experience that the world could ever offer!

o(*°▽°*)o

How we recuperate from our darkest time is something commendable, because I know, how much u've been through. And Walker too. All of us really have gone through a lot.

I'm grateful to have both of u whenever I'm having a very bad day. And I'm also happy to be there when any of u are feeling blue (no, don't laugh- don't u dare-! ┗|｀O′|┛)

At least, I'm glad to hear how healthy u are now, and how good ur life has been lately. It's sad to have u leave so fast, but I'm so glad u're there with us, on each step we took along the path, and I will never exchange our encounter for anything, our meeting is one of the most precious moments I could ever ask for.

.

.

Dear Blues. I dunno how long I'll be in this fandom, but if u ever come back to pay a visit, and if I'm still here, feel free to hit me up! Even on discord, don't be shy to message me or Walker whenever u want ^^

We'll always, absolutely, miss you. Always, my friend.

For my lovely sweetest bun and Queen of Fluff,

With Love and Respect,

Normalaya (^^ゞ

Been a while huh?

Hey Twinkies it's been while since a last update and I just want to fill you in before I forget or don't got time too.

I haven't updated anything because to be honest I have lost alot of interest in Undertale. Which honestly breaks my heart.

When I first found out about the game 3 years ago it intrigued me at first. But then my interest started to grow.

I was isolated from the world even before the Covid pandemic, the circumstances of that wasn't abuse or anything just we lived out in the country and moved to a new state. To top it all off I was homeschooled... So you can imagine how lonely I felt.

I am a social person since so maybe it took more of a toll on me then some others.

Yes I had my siblings and my parents who I love dearly but there was no one else to talk too. It became so bad I uh started saying all my thoughts outloud just too hear a different voice and to feel less lonely.

I had no one to turn too, but UnderTale. It really did help me! At first it was the comic videos on YouTube, heh then finding Sans and Frisk as a cute couple, then thats when I learned about fanfiction.

Oh the glorious fanfics out there!! Undetale ones! And I fell happily into the fandom with my arms stretched out, just jumping into that big hole.

I don't regret jumping in blindly, I made amazing friends and just had pleasant conversations with people. It felt so lovely, I know that sounds cringy, but it was! Then I got inspired by so many wonderful fanfics to finally write my own, heh or 5 XD!

I was on the track for a good year and a half until... I found the exit to the hole I jumped into.

But just like Frisk, heh I didn't want to leave. I didn't want this feeling of having this freedom, having this certain type of happiness be gone. My escape from reality to be gone!

So I avoided it, I couldn't get it out of my mind but I just let it go. For awhile I just forgot about it, until one day it got bigger. The exit got bigger? Why?

Turns out it wasn't the exit getting bigger but my hole, my save haven, was becoming smaller.

My inspiration, my creative thinking, my ideas, my fics to read, and my online friends all were shrinking and I didn't even notice...

I hated it so much. So I walked out of my hole to just prove that I am better off in it then out.

I had all intentions of coming back.

I really did.

But life is funny that way, you don't truly have control of your life. For me God does.

Before I knew it, I had a job... I was scared.

I thought I knew what life would be like wants I got back. But I felt so vulnerable, so stupid.

Boys weren't what I thought they were, work at first wasn't what I thought it was. I know I was stupid and naive to think it would all be good.

And right now, it is!

But I was just so caught up in this fantasy world of Undertale that I was missing so much of life.

I was back in the real world. I was older, finding out more about myself and the type of person I wanted to be. I was also crushed deep down.

I went back to my hole, and just stood infront of it.

I didn't move. Why though? Why!?

I thought I would be so happy to go back, to get lost in my new ideas for stories and read as much as I wanted...

That isn't reality

I stood there stareing at the hole. Was it always this small? This closed up? How did I ever fit in it?

Then I realized how unhealthy it was for me to be in there.

It was depriving me of the real world. It was clogging up my thoughts too much. To the point when I first got out I couldn't think of anything else. Anyone else, I was being selfish and didn't care about anyone else but myself and Undertale.

I watched that hole close up along with everything with it. As the tears streamed down my face and bittersweet moments flashed my mind. I knew I had to let the undertale fandom go...

Which means my stories as well...

That was the one that hit me the hardest. My online friends I can still talk too but... My fans, I may not have that much but every. Single. One. Mattered so much to me. You guys still do.

So I let the hole close up and let a flower grow in it's place. Heh I think buttercups are appropriate, don't you?

Right now I am doing so much better, I haven't wrote a thing in 2 months and I feel better but I still feel this want to write.

But I know too that I probably won't be writing anytime soon. Who knows maybe this is it. Maybe it's not.

But I know that I have no true interest in Undertale. Not anymore. As much as I am grateful for it helping me in my hard times. I let it go.

Now that my life is rolling I don't rely on it anymore to steady me. I shouldn't have done that in the first place, but I got something better. My salvation.

I do pray that I will write another chapter. Just not for awhile. Hopefully it will be for fun and in a good place.

I won't say how long cause I don't know.

Until then, bye Undertale and Thanks Toby for making that game! Bye Twinkies and hope to see you again!

Wow that was um, alot, if ya skipped thats fine! Probably bored ya anyway, (¬^¬)

I will still post and talk and answer questions if you want!?!

This was also supposed to be a HUGE thank you for the 200 followers!!! Which I really don't deserve. I will think of something, until then see ya next time Twinkies!

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{--Everybody in this stream was fucking HIGH.--}

He's either also cold or he's going through withdrawals, one of the two.

No he's having a seizure

STOP BOUNCING DEAK

All those burnt corpses look like bacon to me

Crispy dragon-charred bacon

Human jerky

I’d love some jerky rn

Id push you

BACKFLIP BACK FLIP

you're a COWARD. GO TO THE TOP

NO

EMBRACE THE JUMP

EAGLE JUMP

jfc

theres a hay pile at the bottom waiting to catch you. youll be fine

because physics works for you in this game

t his isn't assasin's c r e ed

yes it is. right?

Wrong game

that's what we're watching?

theres is clearly hay

i see parkor

hay and parkour= ass creed

exact

HRDCORE PARKOR

lavi looks like a hobbit ngl. i mean deak

hes gonna steal the ring from gollum

can u see the eye of mordor

hes carrying it

it is

jump. you'll live

Holy shit I survived

TOLD U

the eye of mordor is mobile now

it was great

7/10

TOLD U UR IL CHILD BEARING BONES WOULD CATCH YOU - THEYRE SPRINGY AND RESILIENT

U did it

congrdeurtions

am i having a stroke

Ashdjsjdk

idk - were all varying seconds behind of each other. so mavbe

Who keeps a deer pelt with bread smh

makes sense

That’s why they all sick in Skyrim

the deer pelt is surprisingly sterile

can't have the babes

its the most sterile thing in thie fucking game

you're right

i cant believe deak is aa hobbit

idk if its gonna keep your bread all spongy tho

just wrap it tight. it'll be fine

I mean it was stale so probably not

and your breads gonna tste kinda funny

tHTAT'S PRETTY

SKYRIM IS PRETTY

Noice

AESHTETIC

I CAN TYPE I SWEAR

straight up

r U havin' a stroke?

mE VISION KEEPS BLURRING

I wanna go somepe similar to skyrim, take up residency in n bandoned castle. spruce it up

go to europe

and then pretend im a ghost haunting it when visitor come

they have random "castles"

tHAT SKY THO

SCREEN SHOTS. NICE. GOOD CHOICE

I dont want [castles] I want C A S T L E S

we all have dreams

sweet dreams are made of thiiissss

My dream is to be able to spell astetic

who am i to disagree

you men bees

Asthmatic

mean*

travel the world and the seven seas

Jesus Christ

aesthetic?

Yes that one!

antsthetic

I wanna lick the sugar candy in the sky

Aesthetic !!

antstetic?antstatic?ant static

aunt stacy

A e s t h e t I c

that sounds like something Ant-Man would say

sunnylantern gets it = w=

DUN DUN DUN DUN DUND UN DUN DUN ANT MAAAAANNN H A

Why is that corpse thiccer then I am

duran duran hungry like the wolf

wait, I missed the corpse

we have to go back for the corpse

go back for the corpse, tho

leave NO man behind

you mean jeky

jerky*

no it's jeky

nO

okay, I thought I saw a shadow back there and it looked like a werewolf

we do not waste jerky

Bacon

Mmmmm Bacon....

bc u cannibals wanna eat them

it might have been

don't waste good meat

jfc

Meat is meat

meat is meat. yes

they dead they don't care

exactly

bacon is delicious as hell

MEAT MEAT MEAT

HEATHENS

sos jerky

ALL OF U

U'R A HEATHEN 2 DON'T PLAY COY

scuse you - were pagan

i'm an angel

sounds fake

idk what ur talking about

wOW

it does sound fake

Im pure so I mean

We're all heathens

sounds fake

we're all heathens yes

all my friends are heathens

take it slow

take it slow

(twenty one pilots voice) all my friends are heathens-GDI

TOO SLOW.

TAKE IT SLOW

LMAO

wait for them to ask u who u kno

please don't make

i forgot the damn lyrics

any sudden moves

any sudden moves

AAYY

pfffbbbbt

u don't know the half of the abuse

Y’all remember all that smh

XD

hell yeah man

it catchy

Can’t even remember my middle name

s AM E

same

adopt a child. it's time

tbh - replace remembering our names with more important infrmation, like musical lyrics...people use those alot

my middle name is simple as heck. it's only 3 letters

adopting children usually doesn't go well; just look at doug

dic

Hige. No.

ann

but

No

Mine is four and yet :->

dick:smiley:

mine is 5 letters

NO. Dicks.

mINE IS FOUR

yep, that's my middle name. u caught me

mines four too

Ahsjdjdjd

Maybe we all have the same middle name

i'm Liz Dick now

LMAO

Liz dick taylor

'cause we all have the same middle name

has a nice flow

it does doesn't it?

not me

i'm proud of my name

mine is 3 letters

naw. it's Dick now

its four now

Nope, it three

FINE. Dic

ass

U CAN BE THE HALF SSED DIC

there u go

Hjssjjs

oh yeaaaa

sounds like that's yours, isa

OOOHHH

wow

DANG

: )

SNAP

isa ass

isass

has a ring

ees ass

isa sass

Eat a ss

thees assthesis

isa's ass

prometheous

you're all terrible

w he e z e s

WHERE DO U GET THAT. FROM ISA ASS.

rhymes with thesis

prometheass

that name makes me uncomfortable

I want that as my new name

hahahahahah

Prod the a sa

i blame the movie and all the movies that's connected to that one. I get nightmares

don't worry i'll protect you

really tho, me middle name means darling in french so

aren't u special

i'm an angel

meanie

all of u can fight me

u'r an angle, isa

ur no angel, isa

My middle name is from my great grandmother

I was named aftar a slutty country singer. and a car

PHHHHTTTT

i was named after *no one*

a car and a country singer. fuck me

my middle name is Spanish

lucky

QUESO

i'm hispanic and my middle name ain't hispanic :confused:

UR MIDDLE NAME IS QUESO

THREE LETTERS, HIGE

KSO

3 LETTERS, HIGE

osHIT

I'm hispanic and all my names be hispanic

THAT HAPPENED

the kink cavern

the falling cavern

u and deak gonna kink it up in here

WHy

wait ....still children in this. nvm

because it's expected

Looks like stds grow there ngl

deak is a child. cover his eyes

WH A T. WHERE DID THAT GO TO. WHY IT COLLAPSE JUST NOW

See that’s the stds falling from the roof

you guys are behind me, my gosh. that happened like 10 seconds ago

too much sex in this ramshackle place

No one cleans that place

no one needs to. don't get paid enough for that shit

its the jizz....it gets between the cracks and degrades the foundation

between teh /cracks/

KEK

Can’t people f uck in the bed like normal humans

naw son. too vanilla, they get bored

i

omg

wow

Back in my day we used beds and called it woohoo

this is not SIMS

back in my day, we got in bed and wrestled

i'M CR YGIN

AGSHDJSJ that’s where all my sex ed comes from shdjsjd

Back in my day we fucked on the floor like REAL MEN

WHOA NOW. CALM URSELF

COVER THINE EYES, CHILDREN

Crying my lord

I'M TOO ACE FOR THIS

YOU BETTER BE PRAYIN TO UR LORD AND NOT CRYIN

back in my day, we walked 4 miles with ONE FUCKIN' SHOE

relatable

and we shared between 5 of us

Through the snow

ok but same

bc I ate the other shoe

gdi hige

hige thought it was jerky

I did

it was jerky

Must of burnt it

Anything chewy nd tough is jerky

ye bro. learn from hige

...skin?

def

ye

n o

y e

skin is the jerkiest of all

And I’m the one that needs to pray

and the people are jerky, too 'cause they're jerks sometimes

Take the pot

smoke the pot

^^^^to both

I mean-cogh

dO NOT SMOKE THE POT. JFC HIGE

taste the pot

smell the pot

be the pot

BE the pot, yep

be the pot

It’s pn legal now

why are you HERE

smoke that khajiit drug thing

why did you come back to the kink dungeon

DO IT

we're all pots now

i'm a potu'r a pot

we're all pots

or drink it, i don't remember what it is

moonshine

Does the room smell like pot?

I put a pot on me head and nw im a pot head

. . .

IT'S ALL OGRE NOW

I...

y did u make me read that with my own 2 eyes

wait wrong reference

NO

-leaves-

That’s a bad ref

i h8 isa

whe ez e s

Nasty

i'ms or ry

Talk about HEATHEN

go sit in the corner and think about what u've done

u'r no angel

they cant, the corners are mine. all of them

fuckin' share

u already knew this, liz

i did

I Still remember that video like tbwas uesterdyayb

lucifer was an angel too

Was

yesterday

T'was

luifer is still pretty hot I hear

Gdi

SHUT UP

-eye brow wiggle-

omg

hoNHON

EIFFEL TOWER

ur banned from my next stream, hige

BAGUETTE

NO TEW2 FOR YOU

EIFFEL TOWER

NO. PLS. ILL BE GOOD

BAGUETTE

The Eiffel Tower reminds me of something else but idk why

B A N N E D

ILL CALL YOU MASTER AND WEAR A SHOCK COLLAR AND EVERYTHING

goodbye hige

PLS

doug's got that eiffel tower dick. bye

-pBFT

that pill dick

Hm.

i'll see myself out

more like

Wait was there an anime with an Eiffel Tower :thinking:

there was a show with an eiffel tower. and a lady bug,and a cat, and moths

chaat noir

it was cray

Miraculous Ladybug

Nah thinking of something ten times as traumatizing

wow u guys got it

sCREAMS

y that

o 3 o

sCREAMS TOO

But it might of just been a Tower

I watch it every now and then

are u sacrificing deak to the old gods

and the new

the new season?

gotta go fast. gotta go fast

Are u making jerky

OH new gods

gOTTA GO FASTER FASTER FF -FF-F-F-F-F-FASTER

honey you've got a big storm comin'

SANIC X

I was singing that during one of my streams

u didnt stutter over the Faster part. it doesnt count

I did tho

i have to go make jerky

this music still makes me think of South Park Stick of Truth

pats gently

Sleep is for the weak

And i. Am v weak

whimps. sleep is for the dead

grnted. we are all very dead inside already so....

Guess y’all better get me a coffin then cause imma be sleep in an hour probs. Maybe two. Depends on how much my dog wants to piss me off tonight

SCREAMS THO I FINALLY GOT A FIRE STARTED AND IT CRASHED

LMAO

Rip fire

RIP KIT

no fire

It burned too bright

only suffering

tiger tiger burning bright

Face the dark and cold like a dragon

fuckin capitilism

U can do it kit. Build that fire

How do u skill up in camping ?

Desk looks short.

Deak*

no. hes desk now

he's always been desk

your kindling loks like dog turds

They do I know my dog turds

ive stepped in enough dog shit to know my turds

I’ve picked up enough dog crap to know mine

baaah

Except those look like old ones. All cold and dried out

why do u need the fire anyway

Warmth, light, happiness

DEAK WAS STRANGLING A RAT BEFORE IT CRASHED

Yuh oh

I HEARD ITS LIL ANGRY RAT SOUNDS

The rat crashed the game to live

Rat god

rat ruh raggy

Why kill a werewolf when u can date kne

This little meter shows wet and cold. Gotta keep em down.

thats bswe all know lavis always wet bc hes a horny rabbit

IAHSJSJSJS

I mean u know rabbits...

Wear a coat and u will be warm

gotta hump like theres no tomorrow

Sex keeps u warm..I think

Actually I don’t know:thinking:

id imagine to bodies that sit at 98 degrees F while doing nthing get pretty hot when pressed together and doing activities that raise your blod pressure

thats like a 400 degree sauna right there if my maths right. pretty toasty

....that makes me wanna never do anything cause Thats HOT

goodsex is bad - its how babies are made and we dont want none of that

Condoms are a thing

so are holes and accidents

Ajsjsjsj being gay means no babies

Why do u think Im here

W o w

U

bruh

They’re happy accidents

Tru, Hays where the other half of my sex ed comes in. One half is sims the other is p orn

they are good teachers. pornhub is good to us

Yeah on what not to do I found some kessed up stuff. That’s where I found that shrek video

Spongeknob squarenuts

I can honestly say I have seen worse. Anime p orn is another layer of hell

And then there were three

Wow what a cool dog

THE THREE AMIGOS. THE THREE MUSKETEERS. NOW WITH LESS BLACK SPOTS. or was that treasure island-squints-

That was treasure island

Wood looks so crunchy

I read moby dick, the three musketeers, treasure island, huckleberry fin, tom sawyer and a few others but. fuck me if I remember them in their entirety

I read that as “I read my dick” and I was very concerned

wood - the original forbidden fruit

DEAK GT TURBERCULOSIS

Is that a naked man

prbsi mean this is sex dungeon

My god. Worst kink

why two lil kids re crwling around it giving themselves aids is beyound me

This is the least sexy sex dungeon let’s be real here. No mood lighting, cold. No r and b music. Where’s the pizzazz

maybe they played music on the bones

Yeah cause that’s sexy//

it is if ur a skeleton fucker in the undertale fandom

Do NOT. I have nightmares about that fandom

I can no longer look at a naked anatomical skeleton in all casual and comfort anymore

Wow really just moved the money for that gold

Honestly seeing them with dicks that are blue and glowing is just. V bad. I have seen so many things. and every time I see an actual factual human skeleton now. its all I see

I’m glad are the men here in this dungeon are napping so well

and I am very uncomfortable with naked skeletons

Aren’t all.:.skeletons naked ?

Guess they are wearing skin...

Deaks hair is Cheeto colored which is honest such a look:tm: you rub your hand through deaks hair. your fingers come back stained with neon orange dust

Cheeto dandruff

whose playin the meat sticks again

what

i heard the meaty slaps

i still hear them

alright. go gather your quotes you quote whore