#godsp1te

[ayahimes]

Is there any fandom you regret exploring?

questions for the mun

this contradicts what i said in essek's ask but ... jjk . iykyk

[deathleadsarc]

@godsp1te | s.c

―  🜛  ―  " Yes indeed, if only one could fly these skies alone. " 

[auburniivenus-archive2]

✨💛 This is the Amazing Person Award! 🏆Once you are given this award you are supposed to paste it in the ask of eight different people, who, in your opinion, deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it is sweet to know someone thinks you're amazing inside and out 💛

ooc; i could go one by one and send this to my mutuals but i prefer tag some. starting with you @mythoustales . you guys are precious to me because you make my life here a bliss. i have so much fun! i thought that i would never rp like this again. you are pivotal, you are important! never forget that. sometimes i'm ultra slow with things, or forget but that doesn't mean i am ignoring you. i just have short attention spawn and real life gets tricky sometimes. thank you for being amazing and to stay with me.

Awarded: @zankokukami , @ofpersistence , @bishonenprince, @vancreux , @bonescribes , @hiircgi , @majidog , @shininginyourlight , @dcjimadragcn , @fairfallcn, @wild-pineapple-butt , @bellsliturgy , @papillionsoul , @godsp1te , @monterraverde , @soulxfragments @ichimru , @hainekc , @lanzaverde , @vxmpirehunterd , @baiika , @poeticphoenix @chidoricry @tempestforged @burdenedreverance and every single one of you that i forgot to mention! This award is for you too, for being here, for being brave. Don't let negativity impact your life, you're amazing, brilliant and you matter.

[generalzelgius]

where should you be kissed? ( ♡ )

knuckles

it feels as though you have fought every day of your life. sometimes, you cannot even tell how much of the blood on your hands is your own... and how much comes from those who've tried to hurt those you defend. you deserve the gentleness of a kiss to your bruised knuckles and broken skin, a reminder that you are not only made of violence.

tagged by: @meowtlaw

tagging: @abyssleapt, @never-surrender ( for suk-ja ), @unforestalledreturn, @of-invisible-ties ( for sephiran ), @shearubik, @valionce, @endurble, @annjiru, @nobilismare ( for nailah ), @omniterror ( for james and wesker ), @godsp1te

[sansloii]

What's the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise? | would u like salt with ur fries?

i only have one "worst thing" that has happened rp wise and i'm just gonna take it from my archived blog because like..... i'm not typing it out again

uuuuuuuuuuhhhhh there was this one dude that legit tried to monopolize one of my old muses on another blog, got upset when i set a main ship for said muse, complained to me nonstop, was trying to use me to get back into rping with my friend group ( which he called “the popular group” for a reason I don’t understand to this day ), only wanted to ship, got pissy over a fucking pokemon au ( if you ever wanna hear about this, lemme know ), tried to insert a ship into every au we made automatically, tried to tell me how to write smut for no reason ( said he would read it and give me tips and everything ffs ), was an asshole to my sister ( who rped way back when but doesn’t anymore ), made several friends of mine uncomfortable to the point of leaving the rp scene for a bit, blamed other people for issues that he honestly had a part in causing, and a bunch of other things that i’m forgetting right now.

i figure that’s the worst because nothing has topped that. nothing. that happened years ago, though, so i’m good now.

i've had a bunch of mildly annoying things that have happened to me since then but this isn't about that. i laugh about this now but at the time, it stressed me out a LOT. like we were friends and i think i stuck it out because of that. but i honestly don't think i should've and i wished put my foot down earlier.

@godsp1te

[ayahimes]

❝ you sleep like a baby, you know that right ? ❞

𝒉𝒆'𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒖𝒑 . the princess stirs awake , stray strands of hair sticking to her cheek as she looks around the room . at first she doesn't notice noctis sitting at her desk , his eyes pinned on the book in his hand and his posture relaxed . he looks rather comfy , but she wouldn't know until he speaks . ayaka perks up and her eyes widen at the intrusion of her space . apart from the maids no one else was allowed inside of her room . however , her brother gets a pass . she bristles at the sound of his voice but keeps her even tempered poise as she sits up in bed . with the upcoming ball approaching she had been given the responsibilities of how it would be set up . despite the grandeur that would soon grace the halls of the castle , little knew of the work that went behind it . she'd been in contact with a multitude of vendors and had become socially worn out from the various conversations she held and the decisions she had to make . to say she was exhausted was an understatement .

❛ i am well - aware , ❜ she replies exaggeratedly , her arms stretching out then plopping over the covers . ❛ i know you're too busy doing other things but planning a ball to debut your husbands is actually quite exhausting . maybe if you got them to help then it would go by much faster , ❜ ayaka says pointedly , that hushed innocence in her voice mirroring the innocent look she keeps on her face . in fairness her new brothers - in - law were busy with their own affairs ; plus she didn't know them well enough to gauge whether or not they were able to shoulder such responsibilities just yet . ayaka leans back into the pillows until her back rests against the headboard . ❛ why are you here anyways ? hiding ? ❜

[auburniivenus-archive2]

ooc; so far i made @ichimru , @godsp1te , @kisumshi , @penetrantswiftweaver starters. gonna do a small break to eat before resuming.

[ayahimes]

❛   sit .   gesture  for  my  muse  to  sit  down .

𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒂 𝒔𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒈𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒖𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒂 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 . there's a million things for her to do and she's not sure where to start . there's books she has yet to read , dance routines she has to practice , and music she still must learn . ayaka feels stretched thin ; she has too many things to do and it feels utterly overwhelming . while being a princess may have seemed like a leisurely title , it was still stressful in many ways . as she walks past noctis she feels her attention caught by the simple gesture for her to join him . there's a book in his other hand , his eyes still on it as he offers her a place by his side . he looks so calm in comparison , his demeanor relaxed . it's then that she feels all of the stress dissipate and her appreciation for him surface . somehow he knew how to read her ; to be honest she believed that noctis knew her better than she knew herself .

she sits to join him , her back sagging against the bench he's on as she takes a breather . it feels nice to just sit . however , it's even nicer with company ( his in particular ! ) ayaka scoots closer to him , the small of her using him as a crutch to hold herself up . her eyes thin out , the cool blue lost to a sea of darkness as she focuses on the sounds of the castle and life outside its walls . ❛ i have too many places to be today , ❜ she says quietly , an exhausted sigh escaping her lips as she presses her temple against the top of his shoulder . noctis doesn't seem to mind . she feels him shift in his seat , his long dark hair draping over her and tickling her cheeks as she smiles . it would be easy to tug on the dark strands , to catch his attention that way . ayaka had done it when she was younger , but after some reprimand from their father she had stopped ... well in public . as her eyes open again she reaches for a strand and gives it a light tug . ❛ thank you , brother . i needed this . ❜

[ayahimes]

ilu ❤️

ilu most <3

[ayahimes]

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[ayahimes]

What is your favorite fandom in which you write?

questions for the mun

ESSEK PLEASE . I AM LAUGHING SO HARD AT THIS BECAUSE YOU'RE GONNA FIND IT SO FUNNY AND BAFFLING AFTER EVERYTHING . now that a year has passed i admit that my favorite fandom truly was jujutsu kaisen despite all the insanity over there . if you cut out all the problematic stuff that has happened there with the vast majority of the rpc ( and trust me that list is hella long ) , i found some of my favorite people in that fandom who i continue to write with today , yourself included . i would say that the experience itself was an interesting one , but the reason i enjoyed it so much was because of the genuine people i met there and the friendships i made . to be honest , if you don't include the trauma from the ff rpc , then i'd say that was an amazing experience too . the people there were so sweet and welcoming and it made me enjoy writing tifa . i think what helped was that a bunch of us from j/jk rpc went there and allowed our creative outlets to go buck wild . we were all familiar with each other and bonded even more and it just added to my adoration for everyone . shoutout to you , @yearsofwar , @pydru , @medemorphosis , @godsp1te + blogless fel and em for being some of the realest people .

[auburniivenus-archive2]

➤ @godsp1te || is healed ❋

━━━━━━━✾✾✾    ❝    Healing    isn’t    always    about    putting    yourself    back    together    the    way    you    were.    It’s    about    making    something    new    out    of    the    pieces    that    are    left.    ❞    Winsome    damsel    utters,    presenting    a    faded    smile.    In    life’s    voyage,    one    is    appended    to    experience    occasions    of    bristliness.    Whether    it    be    from    heartache,    trauma,    or    defeat.    Pieces    can    seem    scattered    &    irreparable,    but    perhaps    resurgence    isn’t    simply    about    encountering    a    way    to    put    oneself    back    together    precisely    as    they    were    before.    Instead,    it    could    be    asserted    that    accurate    healing    involves    the    creation    of    something    exquisite    from    the    segments    that    remain.    One    may    come    upon    elements    of    themselves    that    were    heretofore    obfuscated    or    uncharted.    They    may    find    a    newfound    perseverance,    resilience,    wisdom    that    comes    from    surmounting    misfortune.

[deathleadsarc]

―  🜛  ―   " Naturally. Just because a person has not flown in the sky before, does not mean it's impossible. I ought to have been far more explicit in my meaning. I had only meant as a bird. But if I could retain my appearance, I'd certainly do that instead. You may be comfortable, but are you free? "

❝ you act as if it's impossible. there are ways to fly in the sky. ⸻ though I prefer to stay on the ground where I'm comfortable. ❞