#god he needs the comfort rn
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Why do I always manage to simp for characters that don’t have a lot of /reader fics on AO3??
#it’s becoming a pattern#and I don’t like it#*me rolling up my sleeves*#fine i’ll do it myself#lmk mk#Bilbo Baggins#mari muses#LMFAO#I am this 🤏 close to writing fanfics for MK/Reader#god he needs the comfort rn#sfw#lego monkie kid#lmk#the hobbit#ao3 funny
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i know the hunger games isnt about romance i know it isnt a love story but. theres just something so beautiful in the way peeta is the personification of what it means to heal and he /is/ the dandelion and the bread and the hope that things can be better even if they wont be fixed. even if the nightmares dont stop he will still hold her. wake her up and tell her shes alive. shes safe. and when its over and done and theres no more saving or protecting or trying their absolute hardest to die if it means keeping the other alive, the horrors dont stop. but katniss will still find that comfort in peetas arms.
#and peeta Goes Through It too but hes there!!!!!!!! hes always there and hes kind and artistic and peaceful and good and everything that#the games could never destroy (the hijacking couldve but he found his way back. he still wonders whats real sometimes but he knows. he know#who he is. a painter a baker and a boy who loves. she reminds him of that love too)#anyways :( katniss longs for peetas arms and nobodys been this gentle with her since her father died and she stopped letting her mother#hold her. and peeta does#something about the way he holds her so so gently with so much love and care despite all the destruction and how peeta counteracts the fire#in katniss. the one that tells her she needs to protect and defend and prioritize keeping her family alive and keep her guard up. but hes#there to comfort her and hold her and protect her and those r all the things katniss doesnt get the privilege of thinking about because she#always thinking about who she needs to protect#its so personal to me. god i am Not okay rn#i have a rehearsal before school tmr and i am sooooo sleepy but. insane thoughts can never wait#everlark#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#peeniss#< the real ship name#the hunger games#thg#late night thoughts & all that jazz#🫀
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We'll be alright.
#micas art#twst#twisted wonderland#book 7 spoilers#twst spoilers#lilia vanrouge#silver vanrouge#twst silver#it's been so long since i shared some art my gods. hi#this piece is inspired by my need for some comfort after all the agony that silver has been through#when lilia eventually wakes up from his dream i hope he'll comfort silver and tell him just how brave he's been facing everything#theyll obviously need to talk some things out later. things wont be okay immediately but theres nothing they cant work through together#i just feel like silver could use some serious reassurance rn and i want lilia to give it to him oTL#they make me so weak#i love them
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do you ever just cry while thinking about how tender creature is with lisa or are you normal?
#something about that peach ring proposal scene just gets me and the way he just looks at her with so much love#granted it could be because i’m really depressed rn but damn does that scene in particular get me#i’m so mad the site i usually use isn’t working for me for some reason rn#and i could go to my local theatre since they’re still showing it but god i’d have to get out#but also god i REALLY need to watch this film rn bdcause it unfortunately is my current comfort film/hyperfixation#and i can’t justify paying the digital price for it while i already preordered the physical copy#save me lisa frankenstein save me#somehow gotta make it to fucking sunday when i’m going to see it again#until then i’m just gonna stare at gifs and cry about how sweet they are#lisa frankenstein#meaghan rambles
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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Seasonal asthma whooping my ass again
Where's my sexy old man to come and fuck me till I'm cross eyed
#kiss#kiss band#gene simmons#kissblr#pookie bear#celebrity crush#god i want him so bad#just quirky things#i keep getting down with the sickness#revenge era gene#revenge era#dr love where u at bby#i need to fuck that old man nasty style#i need him fr#i could be slobbering on it rn😮💨#asthmatic hot girl#asthma#i want daddy i want his milk i want to be held i want to be comforted#daddy gene#daddy af#dr love#its just one of those days#chronic illness#god hes so hot#hes so teddy bear coded too#can i get an amen#genes number one nastiest fangirl
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NAUU NO NONFHUFHVYXBG SOBBING CRYING SHITTING MYSELF RIPTIDE IS GETTING DELAYED UNTIL AUGUST 😭 genuinely upset but fuck it we ball
#god. my comfort media being delayed is HORRID#esp because i’m in such a shitty place rn……….#but like. grizz can take all the time he needs seriously /srs#just upsetting for me o(-(
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note to self sometimes watching something ironically and for the curiosity of top fandoms of yesteryear ends with *looks at smudged writing on palm* "crying over a snake/dragon/born? were-bitch?, Idk his eyes were fucking blue but I guess that doesn't mean shit cause scott's eyes were red and now they're yellow again but this ain't about him, you never really liked but that cute smart strawberry blonde girl still loved him" god it's so smudged, he's not even dead.
#three guesses to what I'm talking about?#teen wolf#it's about teen wolf#she loved him so god damn much she saved him from losing his identity completely and becoming a monster#while the boy who's loved her for her since the third fucking grade gets his jeep scratched by that mf orphan#also im so confused about scott this season but this ain't about him rn#this is about#lydia martin#lydia martin my beloved#and#stiles stilinski#stiles stolinski my beloved as i spent the entire past two episodes being like he's gonna get his girl! thats my boy!#i love them but#this slow burn 'strangers' to friends to i hope lovers is killing me actually i need him to comfort her and them to kiss
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no but thinking of violante's manic state following her murder of ruven and that sick game of association-replacement played by gortash where he acts just like ruven did, picks up some of his behaviours and mannerisms and speech patterns he specifically used with violante and that he knows of well bc he observed and studied them interact, so that he can fill up the now empty spot left by ruven's death.
#rena.txt#LIKE THE LAYERS. vio is visibly not. alright. it's all about 'i'm alone without him' so he plays a role. takes advantage of the weakness so#to devote her to him like she was devoted to ruven. vio could've killed for ruven and now more than ever she's a powerful asset to have on#your side. plus she showed she can and will kill. she took out the only person she cared for (in their twisted ways) in the world so she's#useful but dangerous. a double edged blade. no better moment than now that vio is so unstable and lacks purpose and a sense of community#to lure her on his side for his future plans. there's smth about the manipulation in it that makes me lose it like#i know this is what you desperately need rn and i know you know you will never have it back so what if i showed you i can be that thing#you're missing? that sense of loneliness is what he's pressing on the most. and the loss too. and vio notices ofc she recognises when he#speaks or acts in a certain way. she's aware but willingly letting his plan work bc god. she does miss ruven so sickly much and the comfort#in a lie is preferable to what's going on in her mind in that moment.#there's exploitation and there's a lil touch of loneliness on his side too and it's bitter to pretend to be someone else to convince her to#stay but he won't ever admit it. genuinely think that if vio didn't leave without saying a word his plan would've worked. she'd willingly#pretend he could replace ruven. it would hurt less probably#that devotion that could lead her to do great horrors...both her weakness and strength 👍 the illusion of free choice 👍#it's past 3am if i could elaborate better i would but i feel like i'm having visions at this point.hit me with a giant hammer so i can slee#i 🫶 toxicity in my characters dynamics btw
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anyways. holding linebeck gently
#some assorted untagged linebeck thoughts tonight cuz hey why not its been a Day of ups and downs and he’s been there in my mind#sometime this month i do want to make some images of him w/ the pride flags of my hcs so general gay and then mlm and then intersex#general post ph crew rundown theres linebeck and then damien is bi and trans and bellum doesnt fucking care and link is figuring it out#so its half we got it and half man i have other things to worry about#i feel like you put linebeck and midna in a room and they are gay/lesbian buddies mlm/wlw solidarity thats what they are to me#anyways. revisited my post abt possession aftermath effects. you can probably tell i enjoy hurt/comfort/whump#smth darkly funny to me abt extremely sick and delirious linebeck and worried link kinda hanging out in his room#with link being like i bet youll be fine!!! you’re recover youre fine. and linebeck just saying kid i have rabies symptoms#anyways he lives hes fine he survives the magic squid rabies. to calm the characters nerves and my own ive decided that once hes well enoug#linebeck and link decide to visit the fairy queen to get some kinda divine checkup and to get the closure of. linebeck is fine he’s fine#nothing malicious is lingering youre good just. get some more bed rest#i do like the idea that when hes got some minor injury to the degree of some little papercur linebeck is incredibly bitchy and whatnot#and then when he’s in genuine danger of dying he’s eerily chill abt it. while recovering from possession one day when he can walk he just#chills on the deck when theres no breeze just smoking. ofc hes terrified inside but fuck if hes going to be obvious abt it (when lucid)#could tie that to his trauma n whatever ig but rn i dont have the energy to really think on it idk hes had enough bad injuries#and has found that when hes actively distressed crying out and whatnot didnt really get people to help#like its smth he learned early on his brother was there and there was just enough but like yknow. wasnt ingrained ig#thats a different thing to be lumped into the idea of him learning that its fine to be more vulnerable abt what you feel n need n want#prob smth he practices with link i mean damien is good but he needs to learn to listen instead of assume for that first bit#uhhh. earlier today i almost made a vent post but didnt but i think the gist was god i need to stop comparing other loz things to my iwn#bc it never never ends well. anyways. uhhh. came up with a possible post ph story arc for bellum n link#and decided to revive an older one with link and linebeck. post ph is really really just its own thing tbh#ofc meant to be a sorta fan sequel thing but between the disregarding of canon sequel stuff and not really adhering to the feeling n whatno#its just its own thing and i like it. ill prob delete this later
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I miss my dad.
#Cade.vnt#Closer it gets to Christmas the more it gets real and the more i hate it.#keep feeling like he's back on the road in his truck but i know he's Not and he's not coming home ever#N idk if its pathetic because me and him didn't get along and yada yada but i always expected him to outlive me#he was supposed to outlive me and he didn't and its Fucked Up and wasn't supposed to be like this.#old fuck was supposed to outlive all of us and he ended up dying in a hospital bed hooked up to machines and i didn't even get to say#goodbye#he didn't even eake back up#and i think thats what fucks me up the most that he didn't get to die here ay home- comfortable in his bed#or didn't get to make some stupid fucking joke that he Reall y shouldn't of said but still would make us laugh-#he left too quietly. he should of gone laughing#it isnt fair. it isn't fucking fair and i hate it and everyone keeps telling me its okay he's 'with god' now#and i dont want him to be i just want him back here. was suppoed to be a xonstant in my life and now#there's this fucking absence and i hate it so fucking much#we still dont even know what happened.#they kept throwing shit around and never said anything for certain.#anyways. my mom cut up a bunch of his shirts this evening- she sais she's gonna make a qult with them#she let me keep his pink floyd shirt though. crying and getting snot all over it rn#i just kind of need 2023 to be kinder to me. and my family. please i cant take anymore loss or pain#it feels like the universe hates me and wnts me dead.
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i desperately need ryan kisses rn :-c
#tape entry circa 1980#f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸#i miss him soo so so much and my dream last night teased me by showing cute little drawings of ryan on the covers of random movies/games#i need him to hold me in his arms rn tbh he loves to hold me and i need to be comforted rn#i just feel so fucked up rn ngl and i barely ate anything yesterday and havent eaten today yet#god. i tried to draw me and ryan being in love and cute but i just. hate how i draw#i just think everything outside of my fake screenshots fucking suck#i just dont feel like i have a style.#and i just love ryan so so much and want to make something for him for our love but i just cant :-c#i just feel so fucking worthless rn ngl i feel like im such a fuckup in everything#i even feel like a disappointment to my husbands...#ik they would hate that im thinking like that. but i cant help it#i just wish they were here to tell me otherwise... and make me feel loved#particularly i want ryan rn i just know i could relax in his warm arms as he says dumb little things to make me laugh#sighhh... i miss him... him and min...
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Hi I decided to do some hcs for point(s): There's a bunch of them, Fuka's hang out in his basement and they're like a little hivemind basically? Basically they're an experimental therapy-animal-thing that was scrapped due to loss of budget for the project. They were first tested on Fukase modules so they generally just swarm around the first one they find after tracking them. (1/?) -🌟
WAIT I REALLY LIKE THESE... please i love this... fuuuuck yes therapy creature point 🥺💖 AND MULTIPLE POINTS!!! MANY 😭😭😭💖💖💖
#ask#i dont have art skill rn but GOD id kill to draw this. obsessed. SO MANY POINTS... 😭💖🥺#pls... little pillsbury doughboy creatures i love em..#its always interesting hearing people's thoughts on what point sounds like (idk how tf id even describe what i usually imagine)#but each fukase having different comprehension levels of the point language is v interesting...#please let all these points comfort fuka... pls 🥺🙏 he needs it#star anon ollie
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I may be just a little bit in love with him which sucks for me actually
#isabel talks#I know he was just drunk but he was on tinder at the party I know that means he isn’t interested in anyone else rn#so what was it with the sitting right next to me which his leg touching mine? it was just a little really just my foot against his leg but#he’s comfortable around me he wants to be friends#but he’s on dating apps and I guess tinder is just for hooking up but#the thought of him hooking up with another girl makes me wanna die just a little#he just. god#he’ll never know how I feel or how much this is affecting me#I don’t think anyone noticed that when he showed the tinder screen#I immediately got up and walked out of the room to get my coat to leave#with my roommate picking up on me needing to get the hell out of there immediately#funny how you can just sober up so quickly#I think I’m in love with him (I know) and that word was scary but I think it’s the one that applies#I need to stop trying to hold onto hope it’s just going to keep bringing me back here
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please excuse me 😭🙏
#I'm having a moment please excuse my degenerate ranting#Baby fever has hit me HARD and FAST#A real life baby would basically ruin me rn but the demons 😩#I would be such a good mother I know it in my heart and soul and mind#I have incredible role models and support and I would do and be everything in my power to make sure it's healthy#Is this evolution??? Like innate????? Idk it feels like it#The demons........ 😈#Idk but I've wanted kids since I realised I could#I had a wonderful sweet safe happy childhood and I know I'm biased (?) but still#I'm also committed to dressing them comfortably (not femininely) bcs god KNOWS that kids wanna romp#Idk the idea of starting a family makes me want to live my life to the absolute fullest so that they#(2 kids max I know my limits)#Can have a mother who's well-rounded and prepared and happy and educated and stable#I also want to be a teacher so my affinity for kids extends to that#I think they're neat!#I'm EXTREMELY empathetic and a quick thinker and I just love the creativity and knowledge and patience that's needed for dealing with them#The demons 😩😫#No kids until my boyfriend has fucking PROVEN himself to hell and back tho#I think I'll be vetting him until the day I die tbh#He's done very well so far and wants kids as much as me#Luckily he's sensible too so. None for now#And after being ill for about 5 years now I finally feel like I have a future again and this is part of it#If I want it badly enough then I'm going to make my health happen for my future children#🫡💪
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God, I was getting annoyed with some choices the writers started making a bit after the halfway point of Batgirl (2000), only to be informed that this was pretty much exactly when Kelley Puckett stopped writing.
#i see what you guys meant when you said he did it best agsjdk#to be fair i really enjoyed testline. which was right after puckett left but that may also be my bad case of the stephs#i am still reading. its not like end of the world stuff. theyre just kinda making bruce worse & have been focusing *hard* on her & boys#like issues 39-45 have on some level themes regarding her relationship with either superboy or this one random villain or guys in general#she feels hella lesbian coded for a lot of it tbh like she does not seem comfortable with dudes checking her out ever shdkjdk#but thats just making it more annoying because im like 'free her or make this an actual exploration of comphet (never gonna happen)'#i have a feeling the problems with bruce are gonna be resolved with them kicking each others asses which normally im all for but not rn#i just feel hes being written worse than the writers think he is which just makes things frustrating#especially when his level of shittiness up to now felt pretty ideal. but theyre also making her dad worse. ig to make bruce look better :/#batgirl (2000)#mae reads comics#edit: it is looking like 48-50 will be bruce problems. 51-52 is horny. and then we hit robin!steph which will make me hate bruce more oh god#hopefully theres some interesting parts in the bruce problems section i genuinely dont hate them having conflict. but RIP#after that is like two events shdjdk i might need to take a break from batgirl for a min#its been my go to fun comic for a while but i do have to pace myself with those anyway#and ill ruin the good stuff im sure *will* show up later if i go into it grumpy because of change
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