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From Lego monkies, to weirdly attractive Hunter aliens, british morbid puppets
And now,
Rugged military men from a reboot version of a game (that’s still thriving, don’t come at me, I don’t play much games I’m sorry-) and was popular when I was a kid-
Yeah anyways uhhhh,
*shuffles through a messy table full of papers covered in sketches of Ghost and/or Soap
Yeah :)
#blu babbles#i don’t even-#how did I go from non-humans to#humans??#it’s the men innit#god I have so many mixed feelings#I literally have a whole post in my drafts dedicated to one character from CoD MW2 2022#and the whole thing is just to justify w h y I like em but#I’m too shy to post it (but maybe I will if I wanna clear out my drafts one day)#and plus#it’s basically just gonna be like a drop of water into the ocean#because we all have the same opinion about this dude#I think some people don’t even have to guess who I’m talking about
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Can you talk about trans!Curly a little bit more? I'm curios if you have any headcanons and the like
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It's just such a thing in my mind because it adds a truthful sadness and differing aspect to mouthwashing.
If Curly was trans it adds the horror of the horribly selfish thought he could have easily been in Anya's situation. It could've been him but it wasn't and he so conflicted on the pit it put in his stomach that brings and the shameful relief it wasn't. In this scenario he is friends with Jimmy for a long time still. Jimmy likely knew him pretransition. Maybe he gave Curly weird looks then, maybe they never stopped after, maybe they seemed meaner. They are guys now, bros, both of them are. He doesn't really have to worry what those looks mean anymore, Jimmy just has that face with him sometimes. It's recontextualizing a lot of things for him that he was in denial about or too ashamed to admit. How naive he was being and how he let that get another person hurt.
Specifically with Anya, it's he knows the dread and fear she's feeling. He can understand it because he had to live with it for a good portion of his life, he knows it cause he still does, just in a slightly different way. It makes him think of all the times he's been alone with Jimmy, all the times he's been way more drunk off his ass and not remember the night, Jimmy was always with him the next day. Makes him think of the comments he would laugh off both because that's what guys do but because that part of being a girl says to laugh so Jimmy doesn't do something. It's the selfish realization that he was never safe and he's uncertain now too. Mad at himself for forgeting that feeling, espcially since for a long time he would've been considered the only woman on a crew (with all that implies) for a long time.
He should've taken those blinders off, step back into that position for just a moment and it's so much more painful that Anya likely came to him because he should've gotten it. Those thoughts don't leave his mind after the crash when he's in an even more vulnerable position than she was...
#this is less headcanons and more my thoughts of the intersectional horror this brings to mouthwashing which is also a thing it#already has but more directly in the mix vs just the class gender and positional struggle. like the idea he waited to confront Jimmy becaus#he could conceptualize the crime better because of experience with womanhood and also how it would've destroyed him in terms of being trans#like its weird to word as a comparison but thats kinda how empathy works as in an understanding and ability to project through aspects#like you found out your friend who has always had weird feelings about and relating to you is a rapist and got one of your other friend#pregnant and is now being openly hostile and aggressive towards you. You have only a few days to really think on all of this all the years#with him and how many oppurtunites he had that you blame yourself for giving him both in life and to do to you. You are starting to#realize that he may have done what he did to Anya because it was no longer viable with him or because of weird transphobia/homophobia#from Jimmy and god its so much and he should've know better and what did Jimmy do then - c r a s h#he is at such a small amount of mercy to Jimmy now and he can't protect Anya and it's terrifying because i know and you know that Jimmy is#giving him those weird looks again...#like it adds another layer of horror to things and while I don't think Jimmy would do anything to Curly it's heavily implied he targeted he#because of relatively more important position and getting Curly to have doubts about him as a power play and Curly knows Jimmy well enough#that him immediately exerting his authority and power would set him off after already having been mad about it and even when doing#damage control it still set him off. like its the horror of accidenlty siding with your oppresser and hurting other like you only to then b#stabbed in the back again by the person who took advantage of your nature like its so complext but my actual trans curly headcanons#are just a little bit happier like i imagine he was the first on the boys soccer team and a star player. maybe he and jimmy even picked ou#his first offical “boy” clothes and Jimmy picked most so he looked like the grungiest white boy but she was a boy so it didn't matter cause#it was with his friend who accepted him and I bet on the bed he looks back at all those moments and notices the little details that his#friend wasnt actually so happy but he can't be certain when he started looking so bitter or hes just imagining out of paranoia cause he jus#cant know and even if he could he wouldn't want to ask like god thinking about Anya and probably being a little glad if not heartbroken#that she did get out of it in the end like trans curly and anya destroy me even more its so upsetting like he didn't realize how much he go#you girl and waited to act like it was cowardice but then would she not realize what hes realizing? should that be a grace or more of a#condemnation in her mind like what are her thoughts? espically during the scene Jimmy hits Curly like she had to hear and what did she thin#they are tormented in a similar hells with the same demon and its fascinating#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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world's most well-adjusted daughter
#mizuki okiura#okiura mizuki#aitsf#ok now spoilies for that game in the next tags. if u do not tag aini spoilers and aitsf i guess then thats on u#aitsf spoilers#aini spoilers#ai the somnium files#aini#mizuki date#u ever think abt how little time mizuki got to be mizuki date with her dad before everything in aini went to shit#i can acknowledge it follows the res route without being happy that its like BAM ok now mizuki's lost her parent AGAIN#anyways thinking abt how messed up itd feel to lose the same eye date lost but now ofc he's lost so like. salt in the wound#and ik u/ch/////iko///shi said she stays w others who help her get back on her feet but like god i imagine she's resentful that it ended up#that shes stuck in a situation like this#maybe take it as a redesign too idk i have so many overwhelming thoughts abt a mizuki that did Not cope with it as 'well' as she did in ain#hence covering her eye. a more date inspired look still mixed w her old design too#my art#yea nvm the more i think abt it the more this is less redesign and more post-explosion route in aini#shes got her backpack..... her missing eye......... girls gone thru it all
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Okay, on the one hand Lucius x Snape would be so incredibly toxic and abusive, Lucius would have literally groomed him in school and is obviously the main person who sucked Severus into the Death Eaters ring otherwise why else did Jkrita Skeeter have Lucius be the one who welcomed Snape to the table and then Sirius called Snape Lucius's lapdog, and it's not impossible to think Lucius abused and manipulated little Severus like that's probably exactly what happened, and even as adults they'd still have that weird dynamic, where Lucius would still have power over him, and so on, like I can imagine the worst possible things about them that Lucius has done.
On the other hand something in me gets new life whenever I think of Lucius actually taking care of Severus, and then Narcissa, and them both in a small part of their hearts think of him as their first baby, and Draco their second, and Narcissa can only see the little 12 year old who came crying to her because her cousin Sirius pushed him down the moving stairs whenever she talks to him, and Lucius secretly enjoys that Severus is still not quite as tall as him, it makes him feel protective and he knows Severus needs protection, even from himself. But at the same time Lucius did groom Severus into the Death Eaters, he groomed him like he groomed Draco, and yet he loves them both. Oh, and Severus is the one actually concerned about Draco, he's the one doing the worrying that's supposed to be Lucius's job, but Lucius says he used up his Worry Quota on Severus when Severus was small, and Severus just rolls his eyes because of course he's the one who got adopted by a human peacock and the only man more insufferable and self absorbed than Lockhart.
#can you tell i have mixed feelings lmao#on the one hand that's how i see it#and i would punch lucius in the face because he's a piece of shit#but also#he's iconic and so funny and you can use him in so many fun ways#that i enjoy him#and the fandom god y'all#you all make me enjoy snape and lucius in a good relationship#that's only a lil toxic#severus snape#lucius malfoy#narcissa malfoy
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hate that we’re getting ANOTHER friend type care bear…
love their design but…
dawg.
you could’ve been something so much more 😭😭
#having very mix feelings about true friend bear rn#I hate that they’re literally “TRUE FRIEND bear” but I also really love their design… aaauagghhhh#we have so many damn friend type care bears god damn 😭😭😭#ALSO… true friend bear..? true heart bear..? Bros what if… FAMILY…… that’s gonna be my headcanon now.#☆ (it’s time to make history!)#care bears#true friend bear
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(follow-up to this)
having grown up in atlas, weiss is very familiar with the academy's team anti-frat policy and gets very hung up on just how much trouble they could get in if anyone thinks they're dating.
(which they're definitely not doing. no, sir. absolutely not, sir.)
so better safe than sorry.
(except winter has eyes. and also doesn't care.)
#snowstorm vampire au#weiss schnee#nora valkyrie#nordic winter#rwby#rwby au#winter schnee#this may have been an excuse to draw winter okay don't @ me i've neevr drawn her before and once i realized this fit the sitch i had to#weiss (upon being properly lucid): wait they saw?? PENNY SAW?!?!?! we are going to be in SO MUCH TROUBLE OH MY GODS#(they're not. honey. you are riding so many exceptions right now this barely registers)#heavens forgive me im shitposting about my own fic aksbskdbsnsdn#kina draws#ssvau future spoilers#though they're probably not too bad there's just a lot a details thart raise a lot of questions i cannot answer right now#ignore the mix of volume hairstyles and stuff i had to choose practicality over spoilers assume nothing is canon until proven otherwise#*shrugs* i mean its a military academy thry probably have anti frat rules im running with it#did i spend too much time thinking about the initial comic to the point where is't baaaaasically canon. maybe hush now.#also like. weiss has already broken so many rules why would she hang on to this one specific one?#well you see when you're repressing your feelings for the girl who's save your life a million times you'll take whatever wall you can build#arc ii hiatus
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save me old flipnote studio MVs.......
#im going thru old flipnotes i used to watch years ago and ouggghhg so many good ones#is twenty one pilots still popular.... do people still remember the TRNDSTTER and marble soda meme.........#its like im unlocking some sort of primal part of my brain and everything is coming back to me. one of my biggest inspirations as a kid#i still remember thinking the final transmission lyrics were the coolest thing and watching =TopHat= Bee and Melissa over and over#theres a very specific feeling of longing and nostalgia looking back and watching these again years later#especially when there isnt anything genshin or mcyt and instead its either fnaf undertale eddsworld or another obscure#interest... and not even fnaf sister location its like fnaf 3 and 2. its THAT old. and a lot of oc MVs especially pokemon ocs and furries..#god but they were so creative u know. i still find it amazing ppl took this little lightbox animation on the fucking NINTENDO DS and#cranked it all the way to 11.. like if u look at the transitions and movement its so fucking fluid its insane..!! HOW DO YOU MAKE THE#CHARACTERS SPIN??? AND CHANGING CAMERA ANGLES??? and keep in mind youre doing this all with a shitty stylus#on a THREE BY TWO INCH SCREEN. you only get two layers you can go up to 29FPS and you only have 999 slides to work with#and 24FPS eats up a lot of that. absolutely insane it literally boggles my mind every time i think about it. AND SOME ARE EVEN FULL COLOR#i forgot how popular EDM was back then too...they were really good for timing beats though so you get a lot of MVs with#strobe last and marble soda. porter robinsons goodbye to a world was also popular with undertale and oc MVs. also a lot of vocaloid#someone made a flipnote abt the warner bros fnaf movie being announced EIGHT FUCKING YEARS AGO. it even used the stay calm audio from#the office.... i wonder how theyre doing now... i love you shitty grainy MV audio.. but i have mixed feelings abt the flashing colors#ppl LOVED animating the sans vs frisk fight. aishite and primadonna were also big ones they were SICK AS FUCK#lots of these inspired my old oc designs.. a lot of my characters had side bangs with one eye covered. animal ears and simple eyes too#now i kinda wanna try my hand at the marble soda meme cause i loved it as a kid lol.. i wonder if i should compare my old and new art here#UGHHHH IM SO NORMAL ABOUT NOSTALGIA. IM SO NORMAL ABT MY SCHOOL BOOK DRAWINGS WITH SHIBA BROWS#yapping#nostalgia
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GUESS WHO JUST FUCKING FINISHED HOMESTUCK!!!!
#GOD#I can't actually belive i'm done#FINALLY#Like It was not at all what the internet had let me to belive#I was shock at how long it took for the trolls to show up I was led to belive they were like the main characters#Overall I have VERY mixed feelings about it#I don't want to say it's bad#I would actually say like 70% or so it's really enjoyable#But that 30% is so boooooooring and bad#Like ACT 6 for as many highs as it has it also has some incredibly low lows that almost made me give up#Like it got to a point where me not reading text and just going on from the images and random phrases stoped being an exception and started#to become the norm#AND I READ IT DURING THE DURATION OF THE WHOLE SUMER HOW THE HECK THERE'S PEOPLE WHO READ THROUGH IT IN UNDER A MONTH??#I don't regret reading through it but I doubt I will go for a second run anythime soon...#I also doubt I will read the epiloges or Homestuck2#Maybe I will play the Friendsim/Pesterquest games one day since I've alredy played (and enjoyed) Hiveswap#Who knows#But for the time being I think im burned out on Homestuck
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sometimes researching for avatar redesigns has you 6 layers deep into the Japan's Meiji era allies wiki
#im trying to mess with some of the stuff that feels weird about the ways the fire nation is depicted idk#like i do not feel optically it is good for like them to be so heavily based on japan's imperialist actions#while dressed in clothes that come from places japan colonized#but i dont want it to just be solely japanese though i did draw zuko and azula in hakama but its largely cause i wanted to draw hakama#and like the only place with strong japanese influence being kiyoshi island and my own frustration with the modern day samurai depiction#i think fundamentally it isnt a choice that had as much thought as i am putting in put into it but it does raise an eyebrow for me#anyway i think keeping the thai influence is fine despite the brief invasion japan had into thailand due to thailand then allying with japa#and further allying with the axis due to allying with japan#ugh and ive been told not to think this much about it because its fiction but its also fiction so so so heavily based on real places#and when you base fiction on real cultures you fall into some unintentional pitfalls#i also fucking hate the royal fire nation robes they look so meh and the most costumey out of everything in the show#they look like heavy blankets despite being a supposedly hot nation#theres ways to have heavy robes (heian era japan) but they look like i make them out of fleece and velvet blankets#back to kiyoshi island i think the really only aesthetically japanese reference in the show being an island of noble warriors is lame#plus over done#it feels like nowadays theres a lot of people who get all whiney about people saying fire nation is based off japan#but like dude the creators in the comics and korra like go even more into the japanese influence and clearly it was the original intentions#also i do think you could do some pretty interesting world building by having say there be an older cultural influence on kiyoshi island#from the fire nation especially if the place is established as a central port area then you tie in some okinawan or even hawaiian reference#and gives an explanation that makes sense to why kiyoshi stands out from the rest of the earth kingdom you have long term cultural trading#and it establishes interesting relationships even pre kiyoshi time thereby drawing back onto some real historic references#cause for awhile ryukyu china and japan used to be this trading triangle which could explain some of these various influences going on#i think you can get a really interesting harmony when you create the fire nation out of a mix of japan and thailand#i mean both have these floating buildings due to living on some pretty wet lands and theres harmony in that mix#god i did see one person go like “fire nation is more based on china because theres a lot of red and red is important in china”#my brother in christ red is also important in japan#red is important in like many many asian cultures#i mean of course a lot of that importance stems from china and cultural exchange with china but idk kinda silly to say with your whole ches#like if you want to bring china in then the dragons are the biggest thing like sure some mythos has dragons in japan#but a lot of those comes from china in some way
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I was just listening to a song I used to love while we were friends. I listened to it so often, we talked so often, it became the background music to our relationship.
I'm listening to it while I knit. I often forget that I started knitting because of you. I remembered tonight. It's strange, I never knitted anything for you. I've knitted for other loved ones, rarely for myself, but never for you. I remembered you showing me the amazing things you made, and I wished I could get to that level of skill. But at that time, you had to explain to me how to purl because I couldn't get it.
Everything reminds me of you in a terrible way. Everything I do is an echo of you. I started painting so that I could paint for you. I started knitting to bond with you. I hear your voice in the music I listen to. You're haunting the things that I love. Will I ever make a brush stroke or stitch without you on my mind?
#i should be able to block all music i listened to on Spotify from 2018-2020. i was not doing well and i dont need the reminders pls#im fine this was just kinda reflective#so much of what i do was inspired by her. i havent spoken to her in three years. we havent been friends for five#but my first painting was a gift to her. i started knitting because she knitted. i got so much music from her#we bonded heavily over music. and i used it to cope after she left. so unfortunately shes mixed into so much of it#she got me into dnd which got me into a different ttrpg im playing now (unknown armies)#shes a big reason i applied to the summer camp i worked at for six years#and a big reason i took the position i had the last two years. and the reason i told our camp legend (long story)#she was in my christmas in july gift i gave and received this year#i dont think ill ever be able to forget her. on good nights thats a good thing. its reassuring. she'll always be with me#but on bad nights. i feel like im never going to stop missing her#i was knitting tonight while listening to music. as the post suggests. and i was just overcome with her#this is the bed i was in when she called and left me. this is the bedroom we used to video call to practice sign language in#oh theres another one. i was going to be an asl interpreter. years ago in another life. i always practiced with her#we're both autistic and asl is easier than speaking a lot of the time#fuck. it reminds me of the ship of theseus. its 2:30am so i wont be able to explain well but#no actually i tried and i cannot explain. youll just have to understand. some days i wish i ciuld replace all the parts that were her#and sometimes im so afraid to lose the parts that were her because thatll feel like losing her#if i ever consciously decided to stop knitting (which i may have to do soon) it will feel like im replacing a board that was hers#how many of my boards are hers? are any of hers mine anymore? how many of hers can i lose before shes gone?#that last one was asked with fear and hope. and fear. depending on the day#god im tired. goodnight
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Fin.
#darktalks#well i fucking got what i wanted. huh. that sure was a modular armor system#overall i liked it a bunch! kassandra is very fun as a character#i liked the mystery of the cult and i really enjoyed the friendship dynamic with barnabas and herodotos. coupla pals goin on a ship#Speaking of! i liked the adrestia. i liked sailing around and i liked ship battles#i think it's because it's scaled back in comparison to Those Other 3 in terms of weaponry and addons and what have you#so it didn't feel like if i was falling behind if i wasn't dedicating ALL of my resources to the ship all the time idk#the maps id say were right on the border of excessively bighuge but i liked how varied the scenery was#not just between greece and the dlc2 areas but between different regions of greece#and the mythical beast/monster encounters were a nice level of challenging that broke up the monotony of fighting other humans#more on the story i like how personal they've made the plots of orig and odys. it really gets you feeling for the protags right away#it's something that also happened with ezio and connor for example. but syndicate and black flag (especially black flag) are kinda lol lmao#even still in AC2 the motive was ''hunting assassins'' not ''hunting YOU specifically'' so to some degree it was still impersonal#it was cool seeing darius in action but dlc1 parts 1 and 2 felt a bit more eh to me#i think it was just because fast travel in makedonia and achaia was a bit of a pain#dlc2-1 also felt a bit overlong because of how many factions you're helping. 2-2 by comparison is super short (but sweet).#2-3 made me want to kill aita all over again. i have mixed feelings on the isu :thumbsup: Aletheia can hang#this is not the games' fault of course but after Hades (game) seeing all these ''gods'' just look like taller humans is a bit of a flop#(let's not get on how much of an idiot they made hermes of all people)#the further rpgfication of equipment and abilities felt like a chore. what the fuck do you mean ''+17% assassin damage''. be serious.#from what ive heard that's something very much still present in valhalla BUT ALSO there's a stamina bar?????? wherefore dost thou do this.#i will say i missed having an animus database. which was also missing in origins? like ik there's the discovery tour but it's Not the same.#i liked the RW segments well enough. something something blonde woman and protagonist with isu artifact smth smth two nickels#kind of a flop moment to not finish off the literal Biggest Problem for the assassins when you had the chance Layla :/#to valhalla we go
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sometimes i really want to forget that dsmp existed
#i hope people unfollow me for this#understand that i dont mean this in a way of 'it's so cringe' or 'i cant believe people still care about this' because it's not that at all#but just. the fucking bitterness i feel towards so many people who were at the center of it#sorry to be a downer but my god. it honestly made my life worse under the guise of making it better#and sometimes i resent the creators for that#that being said. i still have fondness for select characters albeit a very mixed bag#but the only definitively good thing that came out of this for me personally was meeting people in the community#those people made it worth it. but now i want to forget the rest happened#anyways. i've thought a lot about this. and i'm really just kinda tired of thinking about it anymore lmao#so i need to get it out of my system. no hard feelings or passive aggressive bullshit (hopefully)
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AO 2024 • Doubles • R1 • Miscellaneous
#many mixed feelings in the last 24hours so i kinda needed to make a post about it#First I would like to thank the A team for saving my birthday by both advancing to R2#Andrea ended 2023 on two titles back to back and i'm so happy he carried that energy with him this season🥺#And Andreas having a great start with JP. Really hoping they'll stick together#( but only up to the grass season. Because grass season is Andi and Demo season. Yes i make doubles tennis schedules now)#Now off to the bitter sweet stuff...#Demo and Marcus being back together for the first time since 2021...#...just to lose their first match on Demo's birthday after rain delays dragged the whole thing for almost five hours 💀#Matty and Bopi advancing to R2...#...beating Johnny Mill in the process who played his last professionnal match before retiring from tennis#look at the way Matty looks at Johnny i'm sobbing 😭😭😭#why do retiring players always have to lose against their bestie?#the tennis Gods have no mercy#Rafa and Luisa went from winning the AO last year to needing a wild card to make it to the main draw this year and exiting after R1#rafa comforting Luisa was so soft i love them so much 🥺#i just want the doubles kittens to be happy#is that too much to ask?#thank you for coming to my therapy session#doubles trouble collection
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But Also i do think. Expecting Crisp Ironed Clothes of someone in a fucking job interview is Unhinged. I think most professional dress standards are Stupid.
#toy txt post#i value the labor it to knownhow to do that. but i really queation Why the labor is required for so much low stakes shit#even high stakes shit?#its good to know how ti do and can be used to elevate an outfit. AND. a stupid arbitrary standard of fashion to uphold#especially as a judgement of like class /professionalism / i think professionalism is Largely Stupid. thats what im saying#good god who are you the fucking military? the god damn marines? you gonna drill sarge on me about wrinkles? fuck off#depending on the construction of the shirt and the material i think you can Get Away With a Lot of Not Ironing. but i suppose. obviously#getting away with can also require privilege! which sucks and is stupid#i think i could probably haphazardly figure out ironing based on figuring out how to hang shirts to dry to avoid wrinkles and#watching dad do it occasionally. might struggle with pants cos i dont think ive ever needed to iron pants OR bother with methods to avoid#wrinkling too much? would they look Better? yea probably i guess but i aint doin all that#anyway. while i have you hear i also despise menswear rules i think theyre all stupid arbitrary shit and i cannot imagine#thinking the menswear guy on twitters dunks are worth any salt even if hes dunking on ppl u hate ♡ thats my hot take#none of those guys suck bc they dont dress well they suck bc theyre fucking fascists and going teehee their suits are untailored!#doesnt fucking land for me actually#its giving 'well. all trump voters are fat' like???????? same energy#yes i know one of the critiques is about shit thats easier to change and not intrinsic to that persons appearance#but i still think it sucks for similar reasons#+ it really feels like it downplays the issue of the guys hes dunking on being like. fascists. idk. not to mention so many of those#menswear fashion rules are SO fucking conformative and stupid. do whatever you want forever. be unfashionable. mix leather colors.#idk. ig its valid to Know the fashion rules and Then break them on purpose but the tone always annoys the shit out of me too
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i recognize the irony of punkposting while my icon is a fictional character who is literally a cop in some continuities and in others a tool of a fascist regime. im sorry. optimus prettyboy prime just looks nice in the corner of my screen
#some day i should be open about my intense mixed feelings about optimus prime#on one hand politically i despise him#personally if i were megatron i would also resort to murder#but like have i mentioned hes pretty and sad and god's chosen weapon#srsly i have so many thoughts about oppy from a character standpoint#but sometimes i think about what he fucking did to megatron and the decepticon movement and i wanna THROTTLE HIM#alv posts#transformers#punk#optimus prime
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IVE NEVER FELT THIS PERPLEXED OVER THE EUROVISION RESULTS BEFORE
#first of all holy shit that was intense#I HATE HOW THEY DRAG THE VOTES ON SO MUCH BUT I ALSO LIKE THE DRAMA OF IT#secondly i have so many mixed emotions about the results cause like#im a swede and eurovision really brings out my swedish loyalty#so like FUCK YEAH WE WON#LETS GO LOREEN WOOOOOOOOOOOOH#but also OH MY GOD FINLAND WAS SO ROBBED#LIKE ASTRONOMICALLY#its okay we all know that the jurys votes dont count and finland is the actual winner of this years eurovision#BUT MAN. MAAAAAAN#THEIR SONG WAS SO FUCKING GOOD LIKE#I WAS AVOIDING LISTENING TO IT SINCE TUESDAY CAUSE I WANTED IT TO FEEL FRESH TONIGHT#AND I GOT WITHDRAWLS I SWEAR TO GOD#now i can finally listen to it on repeat until next years eurovision#you know whats a real shame tho?#norway could have been 3rd if it wasnt for israel and italy which means we could have had a nordic top 3#im also really surprised that serbia didnt get more votes from the public they were SO good#okay but whether youre disappointed that sweden won or not.... you gotta admit its a good thing it was loreen and no one else#and were so obsessed with måns zelmerlöw still so hes probably definitely gonna show up next year and you know it#ITS A GOOD DAY TO BE A NORDIC#CHA CHA CHA CHA CHA CHA#seriously käärijä just screams finland what an icon#this is already so jumbled but i have to add one last thing#ONE MORE WIN AND SWEDEN BEATS IRELAND ON MOST EUROVISION WINS#LEEEEETS GOOOOOOOOO#delete later
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