#fr years n years on end n shes like well i triiiiied to helllp u these few times but u didnt waaant it like. ma'am. u are a parent.
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i feel like ppl either like. underestimate or misunderstand what neglect looks like and how harmful it is and wht the effects of it are nd stuff
#shut up sombre#abuse ment /#its like. if u dont look like a walking corpse from being fed nothing but crumbs and being physically chained in ur room u werent neglected#whn thts not how it works at all#im like. yea my mom pays bills and theres food in the house tht i can eat sumtimes and i got like a computer n game consoles or w.e#n everyones like then whaaaats the proooblem u clearly arent/couldnt be neglected!!! as if tht stuff isnt either bare bones necessities#or completely superficial and not at all a replacement fr actual like. attention and care frm a parent n shit??#liek yea i got Stuff bt i also got my mom fear mongering and guilting me over shit i did whn i was like 12??? and being rlly dismissive#abt my feelings n shit like im just being dramatic or no things didnt happen like THAT dummy ur remembering wrong!!#n then leaving me to sit in a room w no positive physical human contact n no support frm her or my siblings feelin like a big burden#fr years n years on end n shes like well i triiiiied to helllp u these few times but u didnt waaant it like. ma'am. u are a parent.#i was a traumatized child grappling w emotions i didnt understand and u got all scawed umu and decided its easier to leave me alone#i have v complicated feelings abt my mom n the shit she has and has not done its a complicated situation#but th point of this post is i was neglected even if i like. ate n had games n ppl r v like dismissive abt neglect if its not sum fantasticl#rendition of it or w/e ykno???#n its frustrating and makes me go into states of likke. dissociation?? depersonalization?? tht kinda stuff ig#cus my brains just like. oh boy! time to feel gaslit! and i go into a weird void head state where i start questioning my own existence#hate tha litchrally hate tha xoxo#none of this makes sense im sure jsjshjfnkfg
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