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#by the way the labyrinth in the background it can be resolved#i spent like 20 minutes doing it#i was listening to some songs while drawing it#i just kinda felt like this these days i dunno ...about loving ur self and accepting ur self#nothingbizzare art#mp100#artist on tumblr#mob psycho 100#mp100 fanart#mob psycho fanart#kageyama shigeo#shigeo kageyama
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In Stars And Time? More like In Ace And Gender
+ some alts
#in stars and time#isat#siffrin#josh art tag#happy pride yall!#getting to play as a nonbinary protag who is also ace was just so so cool#im hoping to draw the main 6 with their flags for pride#cuz this game and its lgbt-ness makes me so happy and its awesome that its canon!#i also really love the varied relevancy of the lgbt themes#cuz its certainly not the plot of the story#but some characters lgbt-ness is quite important to their backstory or their current struggles!#while for others its just kinda there!!#and i think thats great#its a good reflection of real life and how different people have different experiences being lgbt and how it affects their lives differently#and works well with the story#it doesnt get in the way at all while still being important to the characters#and it even fits into the worldbuilding so well????#truly if there were no mentions of the Gender Themes i think the worldbuilding wouldnt have been quite as good#mirabelle specifically really gets to me...#prolly cuz im. yknow. aroace too#but seeing how she felt she was betraying her religion? how she fept she needed to change to fit other peoples expectations?#and how earlier in the game she does actually say breaking traditions is also a part of the change belief#but she doesnt realize that can extend to her#it all hits really hard for me
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My whole digital sketch/doddle spread of Holm. Aka me figuring out how to draw him while I am also having fun with it. He’s also my favourite minor character from dungeon Meshi. :3c He is just so adorable to me and I love this goofy 28-30 year old gnome.
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#holm kranom#dungeon meshi holm#dunmeshi#I have finally gotten the courage to show my Holm doddles. Also because I was felt like I was done with little doddle spread of mine.#Ha ha I kinda treated this spread like an actual sketchbook ha ha..because it mixture drawings done thoughout a week and a half. OvO’)#You have no idea no doddles and sketches I have of this gnome this just what I had done on my iPad.#I have way more traditional sketch’s of him maybe I will show some of them but we shall see.#Also if you’re wondering why is Holm hair colour so inconsistent I don’t ask me ask the author who can’t decide on Holm hair colour.#Not that I mind because I find it very amusing but I think I will lean towards strawberry type of hair for him in the future maybe.#Anyway enough of my silly ramblings I hope the Holm fans/nations enjoy my little doddles of him. ^v^)#my art
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i'm having hyperfixation drought so i did what i did best and created a crossover episode
#trafficblr#life series#hermitcraft#qsmp#the drought's been crazy i had to make qsmp x life series/hermitcraft you don't understand i literally had to#i literally cannot tag all of the cubitos without going over the limit so i'm gonna use them to rant about these doodles instead#when i tell you that i think dl!pearl would've loved tilín i'm telling you i think she would've LOVED them like.#something about just wanting to find love at every turn but feeling unwanted spdihgpisadhfpa. and also tilín's name is similar to tilly LOL#the jelly egg is just like if the double life jelly pandas were just an egg that scar loves with all his heart and grian reluctantly accept#i think out of all the duos in qsmp. the one i would want to see in the dl soumate premise the most is slimeriana. it's the dysfunctionalit#i made a post in the past about pac and tango being my fav cubitos bcs they were both crazy cartoonish and like scientists#but it kinda felt like a disservice to leave mike and zedaph out because to me they're argubly crazier and more cartoonish#missa and tim are paired bcs i just really wanted an excuse to draw the wet cats and it just so happened they both have relations to death#skizz and jaiden as the lawyers who were SHOCKINGLY good at their jobs like they cooked with that one#(was also gonna draw joe and roier as bad lawyers but i was running outta steam)#someone's already made a post about grian and (el) quackity and their eye entities so not much elaboration needed there#fit and etho just give the same vibe to be as a dude who has a reputation and is well-known and seems intimidating#i also made fit's arms way too skinny and i don't like it...but i'm not gonna go back and change it now i spent embarassingly long on this#but then his silliness is brought out by The Narrative#foolish and bdubs is one of my favorite drawings because i just knew i wanted to highlight the silly height difference#just realized they're also both god-like figures at least at some point#cellbit and rendog. cat and dog and lore. enough said about their connection.#i couldn't decide who fit etoiles combat hungry anime protagonist vibe best bcs martyn was originally paired with him#but i wanted martyn with phil so i went with my second options: joel and gem#i couldn't draw them mid rage but essentially the title is derived from “WHO KILLED EMPANADA” and “do me a favor. die for me.”#philza minecraft and martyn inthelittlewood. they feel like twins but one is evil (it's martyn)#SOMETHING I FORGOT THAT I WISH I ADDED: BBH AND BIGB AS THE ENTITIES WHO LIE. I HATE MYSELF HOW COULD I FORGET THAT#if i were to pair impulse with someone it would be tubbo? either him or scar would've been with tubbo#and then lizzie i just did not know who i wanted to pair her with. no one really does it like her in my opinion#scott's someone i also had no idea who to put him with he's just so...him...
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My piece for day one of WLWeek 2024: favorite style/aesthetic 🫶💖🫶
my self insert is an alternative rock troll and doesn't typically dress very loudly, so I figured Barb would really like seeing her decked out in something a little more punky! > u <
Taglist♡: @me-myself-and-my-fos @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @sunstar-of-the-north @dearly-beeloved @adoredbyalatus @changeling-selfship @crushes-georg @miutonium @cherry-bomb-ships @rosieaurora @rejaytionships @sunflawyer @in-true-blue-love @cupiidzbow @carnival-of-love (I hope its ok I tagged u!! I just know ur a trolls self shipper and wanted u to see 😁)
#artfarts#self insert#self ship#self shipping community#self insert community#self insert x canon#oc x canon#wlw art#lesbian#trolls#trolls world tour#queen barb#🎸 hard rock hearts 🎸#RISEEEE#LETS GO LESBIANS#i kicked art block's ASS to draw this and tbhhh i really like the way it turned out > w <#i feel like i dont exactly have a consistent trolls style but thats ok i follow my heart and do what i thinks cute#also not to mention i tried doing like...a messy lineart kinda thing almost??#it was ONCE AGAIN the result of me using the wrong pen 😂#i keep mixing them up for some reason#but this one felt rly good!!#so i went w it and ill probably be drawing with that for a while just cause :]
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i think the reason why im so drawn to spirit tracks and pkmn scarvi is that having the legendary/princess as a companion rather than a goal that marks the games completion makes me feel satisfied the way i would after helping a friend
my brother always teases me about how I still havent finished botw after almost 7 years bc "id rather be out picking flowers" which i wont say is untrue. and yes i know Zeldas been holding off ganon for 100 years, yes i can get some sort of idea what her relationship with link was like by recalling memories and going through her diary. ive always loved botw for its unique storytelling and setting which makes it stand out, because it lets you get to know who you're saving.
but because theyre memories, it only works if theres something for the player to investigate that already happened. its retroactive (but effective nonetheless)
on the other hand, spirit tracks does something similar but instead of having the player try to piece together memories and interpret them as a spectator, you actually have an opportunity to get to know zelda yourself by talking to her and working together. besides making it a gameplay mechanic, giving the player control over how they interact with zelda makes it so much more personable.
and I find that making the goal feel personal instead of an obligation gives me more of a reason to work towards it. I know what kind of person botw zelda was but as the player, shes still very much a stranger to me. but spirit tracks zelda? thats my friend!!!! she invited me to go to the beach after we get her body back!!! i dont want to whip her to make her move faster thats mean :(
you know how hostage negotiators are trained to introduce themselves and get to know the person theyre negotiating with because its harder to hurt someone when you know what their favorite food is? its kinda like that, because it feels like im helping a friend than being told or led to do smth
and although i havent played scarvi myself, i feel an attachment to koraidon and miraidon even just watching playthrough clips because its like!! thats my weird scaly dog!! it loves sandwiches and we're friends!!! you know!!!!!!
#i dont normally write long posts like this but i think ive been trying to put this into words for a long time and it finally happened#my cloth mother spirit tracks zelda and my wire mother lttp zelda#ACTUALLY ANOTHER THING when i was a kid i always felt guilty when i had to catch the legendary at the end of the game#because to me it was like 'i know none of this is real but if i capture you and have you under my thumb am i robbing the world of something#normal thoughts for a 10 year old to have#when i talked to my brother abt this he was like 'i mean yeah the point is to dunk on the NPCs what were you expecting' and i mean i think#i get that its supposed to feel rewarding because the legendary is THE reward. but it doesnt feel right and i dislike he feeling of pushing#others down to get ahead. i guess u can argue sun/moon does smth similar where you have nebby with lillie#but lillie still ends up handing nebby over to the player and i STILL feel bad because im like shit man you raised that little guy#and koraidon/miraidon feels less like a reward but more like overpowered motorcycle lizard that is just so oupydog. and i love him#and in spirit tracks i went out of my way doing some of the side quests bc zelda asked nicely and honestly that was enough for me#i think all of this boils down to.. i feel very protective abt things i care abt so stories that give me a reason to care hits harder#this can also go the other way bc i CRIED when i finished links awakening because i KNEW every person and im responsible for#literally the end of their world. like. there was a family with 5 kids. marin loved singing and cared about me. she was my FRIEND#i just. ugh. i have too many feelings rn. i kinda wanna draw more spirit tracks link and zelda i think that wld make me feel better#yapping#diary#loz#pokemon
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sandwing garbo
#wings of fire#wof#sandwing#my art#theyre not like ocs or anything just designs i pulled out of my ass#i was thinking abt it and i was like what if sandwing sails r kinda like big hard feathers#meaning theyd have some type of barbicel#n i used to have silkies and the reason they look the way they do is the absence of barbicels in their feathers#so i was like the way i draw sails i like halfway between canon n silkie mode#thus the Sail Chart was born#i like how i made the canon one kinda boring inadvertedly#inadvertently?#advertently .#i felt guilty just copy n pasting the same head n drawing a new sail i felt so lazyyyy#my designs#concepts
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Toska, the Elemental Spirit of Solitude
The draft and sketch has been sitting as a wip for MONTHS and only now I managed to draw Atropa's soulally!!!!! He went through tons of changes from the early draft because I was so lost but at the end I did it✨
His element is darkness btw
Also lore tidbits under the read more!!
Toska, the Elemental Spirit of Solitude, oddly enough was attracted to the anomaly known as "Miss Lebedeva" (how odd, he knows her name, the old name, yet it never managed to be vocalized nor thought about). A mess of a soul, he would say. It was colorless, soundless, and most especially not attuned to any elements of Lore. It was just ... empty.
But there's something residing deep within her soul. Tied to a bound, it seems. But how whoever that being is harmonized with the lady that currently known as "Commander Atropa", Toska was left in awe.
Maybe it's the fact that she doesn't fit in. Maybe it's the fact that she seems to be just a lone, empty soul. Maybe it's the fact that she was what Toska would thought as "solitude" itself.
Who knows.
Toska still adores this lady known as the Vessel of Misfortune.
#dragonfable#df#original character#oc#oc: atropa#oc: toska#yes i am heavily inspired by some sky cotl elder spirits#both forest elder and vault elder#also while drawing and designing him I kept remember what dove said#corruption is not always a bad thing#that stuff#so toska is kinda corrupted thanks to atropa#tbh atropa felt guilty as hell#so she tried her best to treat him or find a way to revert him back
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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog#didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move#across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s#so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help#with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the#location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright#colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird#like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the#southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December#it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but#i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and#jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen#im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and#the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier#for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy#but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked#up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents#r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes#better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book#like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭#so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-]#unrelated
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yup. it's a hound. in this blog. do you know i draw hound? because i do. in case you never knew that.
#gosh they are hard to draw#i mean probably harder to draw than some warframes wtf#especially dragonhound and velahound#did i get myself into some of the hardest to draw characters when i started this drawing thingy?#maybe my skill just haven't grown much at all idk#or im just half-assing all the warframes i've drawn. if i actually need to draw them properly down to the little bumps and details-#-i would end up copying a screenshot because that is way easier to do and my brain can't handle too much geometry anyways#maybe after i developed a way to draw houndy i just don't change much of that at all later on#and now i draw houndy like how i did a year ago#like literally#okay now im looking at my art from a year ago#idk how but i kinda draw them cuter now#(which is good i guess but i don't actually specifically aim and strive for this direction so hmmmmmm)#also the proportion is a little bit better now#like i can actually see what went wrong in those art. that's what i call progress#because i stared at them for like a week after i drew them and felt completely normal and didn't think anything went wrong#so that's a difference#okay that's all the ramble today i just haven't drawn them three properly for too long and idk what to think about this#oh well#my art#ramble
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Meg (my half elf druid dnd char), distraught over not being able to save his teammate Thia from the ruthless acid slime cube in the abandoned dwarven mines...
#robin's art adventures#dnd#tbh i was actually kinda upset about thia's death. even more than over my grandma's death earlier this month#like meg was all the way in the back. only able to use frostbite to do some damage to the slime#thokk and nadarr almost lost their weapons and their fists to the slime while they tried to save thia#but the acid damage ultimately knocked her out. and nadarr could only rescue her lifeless body...#the dice were not on our side that round lmao#the slime had MAX HITPOINTS which was like 140. we could've never beat that at level 4 lmao#but thia's death was kinda preplanned. new better fitting character joining our little group next round :')#anyway felt like drawing sad meg lol
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"madness" but it's just me violently kicking my prompt list around a room like a box of clattering dishware. there's 112+ ideas now. every day i add handfuls more. what do you mean the brake line has been cut?
#cannibal-nightmares rambles#this irks me in a way i cant explain accurately enough#it's not annoyance cause it brings me a genuine particular kind of joy i have not felt in a good while#emphasis on the “particular” part in that like#when i was in middle school and high school there were blocks or waves of time where#ALL I would want to do is come home and draw for hours and hours and hours#it's that.#i've missed it and yet it's also kinda like holding embers#or grabbing a live wire#it's hard to explain what this feeling is#it pisses me off. it makes me so happy. it destroys me. its the only thing keeping me going. its my safe haven. its torture.#i love it. i hate it. i love it some more.#“its just art” then you dont get it.
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God I love how you draw your orca characters
Thank you so much!!! Orcas have been my childhood passion all my life, they were the first things I ever drew! I started my whole art journey drawing orcas back on DeviantArt but as time went on and they weren't a very lucrative subject I got into other things (but also just naturally finding other muses lol) and relatively recently- within the past couple years, got back into drawing them more regularly! That's where my Orcafolk, and Wolf by extension, came from because I wanted an orca race for one of my headworlds!
I actually have a lot of orca ocs I've just had sitting around in private for a while but with posting Wolf today I'd love to start posting more of them as well! <3
#Ask Matsu#[ I was drawing orcas for years and years on DA lol#they've been my favorite animal my whole life I'm so happy to be drawing them again ;;#I felt kinda cringe about it for as I started getting older for some reason#the way the internet tends to make people who draw animals feel#so I put them down for a bit but man i'd missed them so much! ]
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#ack …… it’s way too obvious that i felt like drawing this piece was a chore ………..#hhhnghgh not much i could do about it now bc i dont have much time left to finish it o(~<#solar-talks#kinda disappointed bc i really wanted to do this and i like my idea a lot .. i guess it’s just hard for me to actually draw something when#i Have to draw something yk#its just frustrating that i Know what’s wrong and i Know how to fix it but i can’t start back from scratch bc again it’s . due soon#urrrghgh.. welp ! it’s fine ! i’m glad i joined and did this in the first place !#it may be ugly right now but it won’t when i try redrawing it at some point 💥💥💥💥💥#and i wanna finish this piece as soon as possible so i could finally draw other shit#postepilogue yhk transgenderisms im coming for u …………….
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'if your feeling non-confident or unsure of your art you should do studies!' is genuine sound art advice that absolutely works and is provably true.
That said;
Yeah. Sure. I'll get right on that next time i feel like having a Complete Emotional Breakdown.
#monster noises#i'm in the low phase right now with my art where i need to being my skill up to my eye again#and it could possibly be helpful to do some style studies#some more life drawings#focus in on some of the things i find tricky#but last time i tried this#(and everytime before)#i was angry crying basically the whole time#and had to take frequent breaks to walk around because i was just getting so frustrated i felt like i was going to Explode#and it's like!!!! the drawing weren't bad!!!! some of them were Good even! many of them were good!#but I just....#it's a bad cocktail#for me#because of my issues connecting information -> action#i don't Feel like it's making any difference and like i'm actively getting Worse and i'm not Learning anything#and it just kinda spirals from there and.. idk#idk how to Not Do That#and i feel like if i try to bite my tongue and just Do it#over and over whenever i get the urge to do a study#i'll be on a one-way train to long-term art burnout/giving up Real Fast#like it'll just.. make me not want to draw ever again#ug..#and it's also like! i know How to use a refrence - do a study - do a lifedrawing#i've been through enough art school to know this#but i A) can't apply it well#and B) can't do it without breakingdown during the process#so if anyone has advice on Not Doing That i'd appreciate it#...I also just hate doing studies cause it's Boring (ADHD Says No)#and reminds me of unplesant chunks of my art journey and that certainly Doesn't Help
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who up seeing their disorder in a fictional character but feel like its not their place to put a name on it
#id have to be waterboarded before i can talk abt how i see a lot of my adhd and personality in mitsumi iwakura let alone post it#idk how to talk abt this without feeling like im talking over or invalidating ppls experiences relating with a character#someone was talking abt how ppl tie laios' autism to special interest and social difficulties but not much else which kinda flattens it#and then went into a respectful in depth analysis of other autistic behaviour that laios exhibits and it wasnt phrased meanly#its fascinating and important to me to hear someone explain a little bit abt traits that they recognized and often go overlooked#because it does help me learn more about it. but i think thats also where hesitancy kicks in when it comes to depicting it accurately#like i have adhd and some of my adhd symptoms overlap with autism (time blindness and pattern seeking behaviour) but that only means#it feels familiar to me even without having autism. on top of that traits arent always cleanly determined as being /caused/ by#a disorder. to understand my environment i compare it to something unrelated but similar to make it more familiar and for the longest time#i thought that was a personality thing and not an information processing thing since i loved playing pretend in my head as a kid#so if you make a character who experiences that hoping to reach people that also experience that and tell them its not weird or#smth youre making up like. thats the goal. ppl who dont get it arent expected to it just means it doesnt cater to them but it helps them#become familiar to it yk? since i dont have autism myself i dont feel confident i can depict it properly or explain it in my own words#but that doesnt mean im trying to dismiss it or try and cut it out completely.. ill just leave the floor open to someone who /can/#a lot of issues around fanon depictions are when smth is baselessly popularized or a characters personality and behavior is flattened#especially to fit them into a trending meme. its harmless and its supposed to be for fun but it gets tricky when you drag things that#need to be carefully explained beforehand or else it gets lost in translation. like that tweet abt 'hyperfixating' on cooking pasta#once it becomes popular language usually the original meaning is left out for the sake of simplifying it for everyone that when it#circles back theres a sort of hesitancy like. am i using it the way it was intended or am i unknowingly using the popularized version of it#actually thats probably why i felt wrongfooted during diagnosis bc it felt like i was misusing the words i heard to describe what i felt#i /know/ i see a lot of myself in mitsumi because our minds are always somewhere else and we tend to put good faith first and for me#that personal connection is enough. but idk it feels like its always gonna have to be 'palatable' first before i can talk abt it openly#mad respect to writers and creators who stick to their story even if theres the looming fear of ppl misinterpreting it and letting them#have it.. its been almost 2 weeks and i am so close to deleting that m3 dunmeshi drawing bc ppl keep saying chilchuck wouldnt have 200 HP#IT LITERALLY SAYS I MADE IT WHILE WATCHING EP 1. I USED EARTHBOUND LOGIC AND I WASNT EVEN TAKING IT SERIOUSLY CHILL#yapping
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