#feeling really sorry for myself tonight fellas but its hard not to when your adhd is not the

[fallowtail]

i'm glad i gave up on ever having access to adhd meds like everyone else gets to have because i just know i'll go on them and then they won't work at all and it'll be revealed it was just genuinely brain damage this entire time and there's nothing that can be done for me lol. like at least this way i can be bitter and jealous and stew over the fact that there's this magical cure that i just don't have access to because i'm too poor and nobody takes me seriously instead of knowing for a fact that the magical cure everyone else gets to have fundamentally won't work