#extremelt uncool and i will be so uncomfortable i feel sick and start. reliving shit.
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I hate when I have the symptoms disorder and that means i have to have symptoms. because of the disorder.
#i would love to be having fun anf being cool but instead i am.#melting into abpuddle on the floor because 1 person making an innocent joke made me break down#head in hands#i dont know whats wrongfggg with meeeeeeerr#like sometimes its fine. sometimes its cool and i can laugh and be silly and whatever#but then like. with NO WARNING whatsoever. suddenly it will just be.#extremelt uncool and i will be so uncomfortable i feel sick and start. reliving shit.#would be REALLY cool if i could figure that out maybe. bc not even knowing the trigger for it sucks bigtime#and has already put me in like. MULTIPLE awkward situayions. fuckign hell#anwyay. i dont want to be with family today -_-#especially when its like. fuckin. family i never talk to and know nothing about me whicu means i will be getting#harry pote and Girly Things for christmas. and i eill have to smile and be like cool thanks! because there will be 30.people with eyes on me#fuckin. baby ass complaint i know. but it feelsnbad
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