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skunkes · 1 year ago

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Hope it doesn't come off insensitive but its rlly comforting to me to see im not alone in being unable to start transition and feeling a lotta feelings about it. Shits really hard and its harder when ur alone yk... heres to hoping maybe its in the future i guess?

Yaaa the immediate tear starter that is "in 5 years i still wont be on T" has only gotten more devastating with every year that has passed since I was 11. Its hawrd! I dont know if I'll ever have it, hoping its in the near future of someone else though

#anonymous #skunk mail #nothing had me more in shambles than those ''did anyone else realize they were trans and then start transitioning 3 months later during #the pandemic lockdowns lol'' people like. i would have given anything.#id've given anything years ago id give anything nowww #except not apparently bc im lazy and i cant move my ass enough to find a career that will let me move out and do it.#recent events has me wondering if being a failure is an inescapable part of my dna.#i know being a cute boy isnt the point but i really wanted a few years of being a cute boy before i aged further.#i wont get to though

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