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i’m sorry but even if your personal version of mormonism excludes all the “if you’re a good mormon your skin will turn white when you die, no matter your race” and “dark skin is a sign of the devil” bs, your religion is still racist.
the idea that israelites sailed across the atlantic ocean and formed a population in north america that could be attributed to native americans is racist.
the idea that jesus christ appeared to native americans and converted them to christianity pre-colonial times is racist.
the idea that the arrival of christianity to north america with european colonialism was a prophesied “reintroduction” of christianity is racist.
the foundations of your religion are racist.
the foundations of your religion are historical negationism.
the foundations of your religion justify american colonialism as the will of god.
try as hard as you want, it’s impossible to remove racism from mormonism. it’s racist by nature.
#|| the disciple ||#ex mormon#exmo#ex lds#exvangelical#ex christian#ex catholic#lamanites#nephites#ex cult#apostate#ex fundie#deconversion#atheist#religious trauma#ex religious#apostasy#deconvert#leaving the church#losing my religion#ex fundamentalist#deconstruction
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CALLING ALL EXMORMONS/PIMOS
i have a proposition- lets all write the nastiest, most unhinged, atrocious mormon themed smut that we possibly can. It was honestly weirdly healing for me to read wild ass smut on ao3 that was themed around the religion and not the musical, and i want it to become such a popular trend for exmos and pimos to start doing that they have to start vagueing about it in general conference. It doesnt have to be good. It just needs to *be.*
Once im done writing my Ammon×Lamoni smut fic I'm absolutely reblogging this post with the link added, please join me in this unhinged rebellion
#look those two always had something homoerotic going on alright#even before i knew what homoeroticism was#just like. the inherent dom sub dynamics of willingly and happily listening to everything the king says?#asking for more duties just so you can spend time around him?#fighting an entire rampaging group of men intent on harming your b̶o̶y̶f̶r̶i̶e̶n̶d̶s̶ I mean king's sheep?#cutting off said enemies arms to show him how devoted you are?#and on lamoni's side--#giving up your kingdom for your “best friend” so he can be safe??#protecting him from anyone who disagrees with you and thinks he shouldnt be here?#the tldr of this i guess is that if joe smith wrote smut instead of the book of mormon and making it into a cult i would have less trauma#exmo#exmormon#ex lds#ex mormon#pimo#calling all exmos
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this unlocked some memories omg
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My sister: it’s so weird that Mormons can just spot another Mormon out in the wild even those who’ve left. Like in high school we got clocked as Mormon and we could tell who was too.
It’s essentially social isolation, you mirror the behaviors of those around you growing up, if everyone around you isolates themselves from the outside world then you’re all gonna start to be a little weird to the outside world making it harder to leave, it’s subtle mannerisms we learned for sure
It’s that and Mormon Face!
#former mormon#exmo#lds#exmormon#mormon#ex mormon#apostake#apostate#mormons#church#mormon missionaries#ex mo#exlds#ex cult#ex lds#former lds#former mormons#formermormon#fomo#mormon face
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While I'm on the topic, can we talk about how bullshit bishop's interviews are? Like specifically for temple recommends.
Consider: you do something that, in the eyes of the church, is a sin. Say, you share a gay kiss with someone or read smut on your iPad in the dark. Now you're in the bishop's office being interviewed for your recommend. You need this recommend, because if you don't have it, your parents are going to want to know why, and under no circumstances can you tell them what you did to make yourself unworthy.
So you lie. You've been a model Mormon child. You have no interest in homosexuality or pornography or masturbation or fornication, you're sexually pure. And the bishop says Okay and gives you your recommend. Yay! You're safe!
Now I can't help but ask: if the church were true, how would this be possible? Isn't the bishop meant to have a connection to God? Shouldn't he know that I'm lying? I mean, this is the TEMPLE we're talking about! God's special holy place! I feel like he'd be a little more concerned with keeping unworthy people out of it, don't you think? I baptised sooooooooo many dead people before going home and fucking my partner, wouldn't that render all those baptisms invalid? Wouldn't they want to avoid that?
Of course! But what they use to avoid that outcome isn't any sort of genuine divine intervention, it's just plain old-fashioned guilt tripping. They make you feel bad, for sinning and lying about it and falsely baptising all those poor souls in spirit prison. Hopefully if you feel bad enough about it, you'll come clean, and they'll claim that the Holy Spirit must have impressed upon you to tell the truth.
It's all just bullshit.
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just found out there are actual mormons on this hellsite. like mormon people. who are currently mormon.
uh good for them i guess, hope they get radicalized by the internet and leave the church like i did <3
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Here's your biannual reminder to check in on your exmo moots and queerstake moots cause general conference is coming up (i believe it's this weekend?). Be extra gentle with them rn, they're probably going through a lot of emotions.
#byrd chirps#byrd is an exmo#exmo#exmormon#im feeling very exmo in this chilis tonight#ex mormon#exmo stuff#exvangelical#religious trauma#queerstake#i know exmos and queerstake folks might butt heads sometimes but i think we can all agree that general conference brings a lot of emotions#cw religion#cw religious trauma#exlds#ex lds#tumblrstake#apostake
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Every time I think I've sufficiently covered it, I remember something else that's just unhinged
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In case anyone wanted to know more about mormonism today
#get in we’re unpacking my cult trauma#personal.txt#ex mormon#cult survivor#exmormon#exmo stuff#exmo#ex lds
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Friendly reminder you don't have to prove your trauma to anyone.
Not to anyone online or in real life, not to those who are genuinely curious or those who want to debate you. Not to religious leaders, former friends, parents, siblings or doctors.
How much you share and who you share it with is your own business.
#apostate#reminders#felix speaks#ex christian#apostasy#ex religious#ex mormon#ex lds#ex jw#ex muslim#exvangelical#ex catholic#trauma
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The more I think about it, the more I realize that I was legitimately raised in a fucking cult. Baptisms for the dead? Secret rituals done in specially set apart grounds to unite families for eternity? Forcing children to make a decision that will impact the rest of their lives when they're eight years old and indoctrinated? What the fuck even was that?
#exmo#exmormon#ex mormon#ex lds#religion cw#religious trauma#ex cult#that shit is wack#condemnhim rambles
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you were taught to hate yourself when you needed love the most.
#|| the disciple ||#ex catholic#ex christian#exvangelical#religious trauma#deconversion#apostate#ex religious#religious deconstruction#deconstructing christianity#ex lds#ex jw#exmo#ex mormon#extian#ex cath#ex cult#ex fundie#catholic guilt#leaving the church#leaving islam#apostasy#losing my religion
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Jesus fuckinng christ how is it that my little pony has the most accurate representatiom of cults that ive ever seen in a piece of media? I have to take a break from this episode (s5e1) because I am genuinely getting kind of triggered by it because its so fucking accurate to the way I grew up. Anyway watch mlp and believe cult survivors
#thats a good embroidery phrase lmao#“watch my little pony and believe cult survivors”#exmo#exmormon#ex lds#my little pony#my litte pony friendship is magic#mlp fim#cw cults#ex cult
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idk but when I was a kid I would read constantly as a form of escapism and then when I was finally yanked from my fantasy world and into the real one I had dissociated so hard that there was a cognitive dissonance that made me try to rationalize that the real world was wrong and that I belonged in the fantasy world.
my parents would take away my book and put me on a church pew and I would become genuinely distressed because I was trying to remember what fantastical thing was happening to me.
idk, something something cults and not feeling safe in your real life.
#parker talks#parker is an exmo#exmo#exmormon#apostake#ex cult#cult survivor#ex lds#religious trauma
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I hate when people say to me “just put it out of your mind” when it comes to the church, this shit formed my mind, every association I have is embedded in it. That’s why it’s so hard to leave, it’s worth leaving, but to put it out of my mind I would need a new brain
#former mormon#lds#exmo#exmormon#mormon#ex mormon#ex lds#ex cult#fomo#ex mo#ex mormons#formerlds#formermormon#former lds#growing up Mormon#religous trauma#trauma
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I find it so funny when mormons try to say “I hate gay people” without actually saying it
#It makes me feel so powerful knowing my mere existence makes them so uncomfortable#“Those who uhhh experience same sex attraction” just say gay people coward#“We have to uhhhhh tell them about gods standards while also being loving”#Homophobia#exmormon#exmo#ex lds#Mormonism
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