#erikxblackreader

[wakandascrystal]

"I'm trying to find a home in all these other different niggas. If only you loved me right Erik, we both would be so happy and satisfied. So now, because of you, we will always have to settle for people that will never be enough for us."

[wakandascrystal]

Sunday night

Erik x blackreader

A/N: I miss yall. Miss Rona has been such a pain and school has been pulling me by my 2 front teeth. I hope yall are well. Mentally, physically and spiritually. 

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”It's the beard not connecting for me.” Erik sat back on the couch.

“Really its like that?“ You nodded while taking sip of your wine.

“Okay. It's the getting played by a nigga that weighs less than you for me?“ You choked thinking of your ex.

Game on you thought.

“It's the almost getting killed in Africa..for me“ You took another sip paired with a piece of chocolate from the box he had bought for you.

“Its the having no friends for me?“ He tried to take a piece as well but you smacked his hand away.

“It's the forgetting our 3rd anniversary for me?“ 

“Im sorry” he said under his breath

“Okay...that's fair.” He also took a sip of his henny 

“Its the cumming quickly for me?“ The pillow you threw meet his face.

“....and who’s fault is that nigga.“ His laughter filled the room

“I plead guilty your honour“

“...Its the flirting with the waitress in front of me....for me.“

“Stop playing. That shit never happened.“ 

“It's the expired drivers license for me.”

“Erik i said i'm going to get it done next week.“

He rolled his eyes

“Ïts the-“ You stopped him.

“Its my turn....Its pushing 30 with no wife for me.“

Erik didn't respond for a long moment. He finished his drink and looked at you. You wanted to apologize. He looked sad, you really didn't mean to hurt his feelings  

“...Its ....its my girl...the only woman i've ever loved..Saying she's scared of marrying me...for me“

Your heart dropped. You knew he must have over head you when were talking about marriage to your sister.

“Erik...“

“Nah its cool I-“ You cut him off.

“That is not what I meant at all. Erik you should have said something that is not what I meant. I'm not scared of marrying you. I'm scared of marriage perod.“

His face soften up but it was still stern. He wanted you to carry on explaining.

“....just...just looking at everybody in my life who got married. Shit sucks for them. Debt and arguments...they fight and cheat like crazy. They stop loving each other when they get married. I cant explain it but all I'm saying is I dont want that for us and what if it happens when we get married.“

“Y/N. This what you think about when i'm not around.....That's them ...and I can't guarantee that bad shit won't happen to us but no matter what craziness comes out ....Im never leaving you. I'm your Captain, Captain hook....now fuck I look like abandoning ship.... This is it for me. You are it for me baby girl.“

Tears had slowly walled up. You left your warm sit to give him a hug.

“That was the most beautiful and ....corniest shit your ever said.“

He giggled into your hair.

“Now do me a favour....Go to that drawer and get me the white box inside.“

“...what you gonna propose now?“

“No. Its a cigar. I want to smoke it...the henny is hitting right.“ He rubbed his chest and you smacked your teeth and walked of. 

“He's back yall. Goofy Erik is back.” 

You pulled out the white box and went to the kitchen to get him a lighter.

“Here you will need this...but please take it outside on the balcony or something. I dont want it to smell in here.“

As you turned your back on him he got down on one knee. You turn back wondering why he went all quite.

“Y/N would you do me the honor of being my wife?“

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