#endo friendly blog

[silly-goofy-behavior]

This has become a system blog now

Changed it this way so I can learn more about myself and everyone living in my noggin

About us and the number of members we/I have now:

(note: sometimes we switch between I/me and we/us self-pronouns)

We aren't sure what our dni is, but honestly, anyone can interact as long as you don't have a... hateful motive, I guess?

Not really sure what else to say, but have a good morning/afternoon/night!

[tommyssupercoolblog]

So if I try to remember something I don't already remember I will not remember it and get a headache because of memory walls, but also sometimes a memory will surface temporarily and then leave and chasing it will also hurt, and other times I will randomly get smacked with a memory I did not have 5 seconds ago and it won't disappear or whizz by and I will just. Have it. And then I just gotta like, cope?? Like....ok then.... Thanksies....

[thepatchworksys]

actually you know what . appreciation post bc as a traumagenic system who splits involuntarily, frequently, and with a lot of less developed alters, i look up tulpamancy and willogenic practices and it helps US !!! it helps those nondeveloped headmates to feel more like people!!! so!!!!! thank you for that!!!

NO SYSCOURSE ON THIS POST ILL KILLLL YOUUUU

[princessofendos]

endogenic systems will not be seperated from the system experience, ever. they are systems too. please welcome them in as if you would a good neighbor in the same apartment complex as you.

[banesberry-anomoly]

LockHost

Ive been looking for a system term to describe myself for a while, and decided fuck it we ball and made one myself

A lockhost is an alter in a system that seems to be the 'main' host, and is almost always fronting. They may also decribe themself as 'front-locked' or 'front sticky,' but this may not always be the case. They may be able to leave front or the front area, but are usually aware of whats going on with front anyways, and they are quite often pulled back to front within a short period of time. Because of this, they usually become the bodies 'main identity' in a system.

Other alters may use the identity of the lockhost as a mask in the case that they do not want to show themself, and may also interact with or control the body via the lockhost. In the case of a lockhost being an introject, it would not be uncommon for several doubles of the lockhosts source to also be present in the system.

Lockhosts may also act similarly to 'Observers,' in that they are always aware of the body to some degree, and can quickly be pulled to front in the case that they happen to not be fronting in the traditional sense. The lockhost may also serve many other roles in the system, but not always.

In the case of a lockhost also being part of a subsystem or side system, they may or may not be a lockhost of those as well.

!!!THIS CREATOR OF THIS TERM IS PRO ENDO. I CANNOT STOP ANTI-ENDOS FROM USING IT BUT DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME OR MY POSTS OR I WILL BLOCK. ENDO NEURTALS ARE FINE TO INTERACT. PLEASE RESPECT OUR BOUNDARIES!!!

We are aware that there is a similar term to this that was made by an anti endo, however this term was coined without knowledge of the post existing. Do with that info what you will, keep us out of discourse. And like we said before, we don't care who uses this term, but we ask that anti endos not reblogged so we don't get dragged into discourse.

[paranormalbadges]

Badges in Order: Lesboy, Gaybian, Turigirl, Bi Lesbian, Bi Lesbian, Bi Gay, Bi Gay, Bi Straight, Multisexuality

All of these are F2U (free to use) with or without credit! Made with SimplyPlural in mind, but can be used for anything the user sees fit.

[ghosting-plural-userboxes]

“This [BLANK] hates syscourse” userboxes !

these are pretty self indulgent :D!

emoji by @ghosting-emojis

requests are open !!

[meeb-motes]

Could you possibly make basic system emotes like blurry,, switching,, co-front,, split,, etc? ^_^

Switching, Blurry, Co-front, and Dissociating emojis!

we based the co-front emojis on how it is when we confront hopefully that’s ok! also we didn’t do split emojis since we didn’t rlly know how to represent that bc atleast for us it’s kinda a abstract thing lol ^.^

requests are open!

[dragonofendos]

i think its funny that we all looked at astro and queenofproendos + a whole lot of the pro endo community decided to start a fucking roleplay empire. chaotic good movement honestly /pos

-syntax (the dragon) and natasha/angel (the princess)

[dooblebugreblogs]

anti radqueer build a headmate blogs!

(if anyone wants to be added just lmk!)

@tba-bah

@pumpkinpacks

@eclipian

@alter-soup (not specifically states as anti rq but doesn’t do trans ids or paras

@headmate-cafe

@bluestar-bah

@headmates-from-outer-space

@audiocassette-bah

@silken-threads-bah

@web-created-packs

@faraway-cafe

@headmate-ideas

@tsel-bas

@greys-headm8-summoner

@dreamscape-glow

@the-covens-headmate-inspo

@roroleine

@bah-convenience-store

@headmatesrus

@free-willowmates

@badger-bah

@sapphires-snowfall

@headmate-packages

@infwctednyacifier

@solarz-headmates

@woolys-bah

@rotary-bah

@the-treehouse-creates

@dooblebuggy (my account :3)

[boxx-town]

"This [blank] is always opento making friends!"

[curekirin]

PRO PLURAL / PRO ENDO FLAG

A flag for anyone who is pro plural or pro endo! Feel free to use this for whatever! I couldn’t find a pro endo flag i really liked so made my own! ^_^ If you use it in anything please mention me in the post! i’d love to see!

— plus, enjoy a pfp frame for all your pro endo pfp needs.

[tommyssupercoolblog]

vent abt ableism w DID/general plurality stuff under cut

to be honest i thought when we started going to meetups and stuff that we should be honest about our plurality upfront, because i don't like having to pretend i'm someone i'm not.

but it's been months and i've realized that a lot of people think you telling them you have a disability or disorder or are just plain weird counts as truamadumping and is "uncomfosrtable" and needs to be censored, like this is something i'm only allowed to tell my therapist and closest friends. something that happens sometimes with autism or ADHD, but not nearly as consistent as with DID.

i say, "hi, we have DID, my name is tommy :)" and people look at me like i just flashed them nudes without consent. it's really dehumanizing to be treated with disgust and discomfort for just...my life??? the way I am- the way we are??? my entire identity has to be kept a secret??? fuck no!!! you get to introduce yourself, so do fucking I.

but it doesn't work that way. for a lot of people, it doesn't work that way. and they will treat you very, very badly about it. I even had folks shower me in questions; i spent over an hour talking to this girl about how plurality works and what headspace is and everything, only to text her the next morning and find out the movie she invited me to was now not an option. She pretended to not have invited me even though she told me in plain english i could tag along and it's the only reason she gave me her fucking number.

But when she invited me to come, she apparently didn't know what DID was, and later at dinner I made a comment about another alter and at the group's confusion had to clarify, "DID, disosiative identity disorder, we have multiple identities/people in one body," and i watched everyone else IMMEDIATELY shrink away in discomfort and get quiet and nervous around me the rest of the 6 hours i was out with them. so when i contacted her after she'd found out we had DID, she didn't want me to come anymore. It was a very clear before and after. before, i was welcome. after, she made me explain it to her, and then gaslit me about the invitation.

my existence isn't gross or disturbing. my life isn't gross or disturbing. my consciousness, my sense of self, my identity, my being alive, isn't something you get to gawk and mutter and get disgusted about. get over yourself!!!!!!

...but of course they don't.

I've already experienced so much ableism for everyhting else we have. It's starting to get really disheartening, and last time i just....lied. i didn't introduce myself, and i let strangers assume my pronouns (they got them wrong btw. and no, they didn't even ask, although i'm not sure what i'd say if they did) and talk to me like i was someone else the whole night, and I cried after while i waited to be picked up. it felt horrible.

I wanted to scream. it's so, so unfair. I hate it.

[desirdaejunker]

Desirlove

a desirdae term for those that desire/yearn/want love; to be in love and/or feel love. not exclusive to romance :3

Reasons might include :

Being aspec and not experiencing romantic/platonic/etc attraction

Exomemories related to love

Being hyperromantic

Idk :P Just 4 Fun

this term is strictly anti-rq and supports ethical transition

@desirdae-archive

[princessofendos]

lets normalize people, beings, creatures, etc. with psychosis/psychotic symptoms !

lets normalize plurals and systems with psychosis/psychotic symptoms !

lets normalize plurals and systems who formed due to their psychosis/psychotic symptoms !

lets normalize talking about psychosis/psychotic symptoms in a positive manner !

lets normalize not seeing psychosis/psychotic symptoms as making someone "scary" !

lets normalize not being ableist towards those with psychosis/psychotic symptoms !

lets normalize not demonizing psychosis/psychotic symptoms or using it in the context as an insult !

we love you, fellow beings with psychosis !

[mogayis-socool]

🍀 Clingy tboy

― a flag for tboys who are clingy/connected to clingy-ness, or a clingy-themed tboy flag.

Inspired by @floretspell's clingy tgirl flag.