#emily tag🦋

[moonchild-in-blue]

*ahem*

I'm

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaack

💙🌙🌷🍊🦋💫🥺🍓🌧️🐸💖🌈🍷🌝☔🌊

Hello hello hello hi hello I'm here I'm back no longer on timeout helloooooooo 🥹💃🤸‍♀️

I've missed you all sooooo much muwah muwah how is everyone doing babes??

I'm gonna be going through my tags and stuff today so bear with me. Let me know if I've missed anything important or funny or silly or whatever. Or idk, say hi if you wanna 🥺👉👈

IN THE MEANTIME, I have at last gone through my ask box! There was a lot! Wow, am I bad at this!! At least you'll get plenty of doodles from me (most of them are sky/moon pictures because of course they are).

I don't want to spam you all babes, so I have scheduled them to be posted* throughout this week starting tomorrow 💙 queue will also be back on tomorrow

* (there are about 2 or 3 or so that I will be hoarding for a little longer, but with all of this done, I can at last spend a little extra focus on them 🥹 if there's anything I missed I apologise 🩷)

NOW, I have quite a few drafts I made during these past 2 weeks. They are weird and cringe and highly specific. I'm gonna post them all today / tomorrow because I don't want to deal with them any longer. Sorry but also not sorry 😌✌️

I'm giving them a "Timeout Drafts" tag so you know these don't necessarily reflect my mood for today (most likely they do - i stand by my opinions lmaoo).

Uhhhhhhhh and that's that I guess? Happy Halloween and all! 🎃🍂🍁 Today is hot as balls (damn heatwave), and I'm not having a wonderful time (also on my mensies 🥺) but hey. At least it's for a short time, I'm very looking forward to hoa hoa hoa weather.

Hmmmm what else, what else. I changed my blog a little, it looks cute! My ukulele arrived and SONGS are being LEARNT (learned? meh).

Hmmm, I catched up on a lot of shows. I've already posted my reviews on TUA S4 (🤢🥴💔💀🥲) and KAOS (🥹💖😚🥰❤️‍🔥) (i am indeed re-watching it), but I also finished Emily In Paris (LOVE the Italian guy, second part was much better than the 1st), and FINALLY watched S2 of Fleabag (oh my GOD YOU GUYS!!! I AM IN SHAMBLES!!! WOAH!!! PAIN AND AGONY!!! 🥺💔).

Uhhhhhhhhhh I think that's it. I need to cut my hair and bangs. Hope everyone has been eating good and drinking water and missing me a lot 😤🫵

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🌱 forest friends having a delicious picnic 🌱

[bau-drabbles]

masterlist/faq 💗

hi, i'm lia :) i really hope you enjoy reading these!! some of these might not make sense (written mainly at 12am lmao) so i do apologise if there's any mistakes/rushed. it will constantly updated so if there are any mistakes please don't hesitate to let me know 🤍

i'm always down to make new friends, please don't be shy to say hi or message!! :") i'd love to make new cm mutuals here ✨

requests/asks/drabbles/concepts are open!

i currently write for spencer reid and aaron hotchner but i'm not opposed to writing for the others, please feel free to ask. and if you'd like to be tagged for something specific or just in general, let me know <3 :)

mdni with any smut posts!! this blog is 18+ :)

spencer reid 🧸

best friends: fluff

meeting each other for the first time but he's completely entranced by you. much to your displeasure

say it again: fluff

being sick on a plane is never fun but your boyfriend is there to comfort you every step of the way

baby steps: fluff

the stars are beautiful but so is spencer reid, you have a hard time hiding the latter

keep me in your orbit, you'll know you drag me under: angst

it's simply much safer not to feel, not to let the world touch you at all. especially him

safety net: fluff

being in love is hard but spencer makes it all worthwhile

dancing with your ghost: angst

maeve's death affected spencer relationship with you more than realised, he just didn't know the true extent of it until jj points it out

whispered promises: angst

change is never easy, especially saying goodbye

request/asks:

do you like how i look? or just how i look on you?: angst

it's not easy having having relationship problems, especially when it stems from a woman he's loved for so long

only 1: angst

break ups are hard when you know deep down, you're not his one.

are you ashamed of me?: angst

loving spencer from afar is much easier than seeing him as he is.

insecurities: angsty fluff

spencer makes a comment a little too hurtful and it takes everything in you not to break down

soft moments with spencer: fluff

you find out your boyfriend is extra prone to accidents when he's away from you

struggles after prison: angsty fluff

prison was extremely rough, especially with self love and confidence but he's so lucky to have you by his side throughout it all

aaron hotchner 🦋

haunted, part 2: angst

emily, one of your close friends in the bau, comes back and after months of crying over her death you're not sure how to feel. it hurts the most when the deception also comes from aaron, the man you've loved for so long

the night we met, part 2: angst

what if haley never died that day? but what if your love for hotchner had to?

change your mind: angst

leaving the bau was difficult but leaving the man who holds your heart is even more worse.

goodnight n go: fluff/implied smut

drunk reader with oblivious/love struck aaron, the best type of mix

love me harder: smut

jealousy look good on hotch, so you've learned

requests/asks:

too many nights: angst

hotch loosing you because he's too stubborn, only realising how much you mean when you walk out of his life

you can tell me anything: fluff

having a sugar rush before bed is never a good idea. but your darling boyfriend will always entertain you

written in the stars: angst

being unable to be with hotch because of enemies but hotch is only complete and whole when he's with you

valentines day: fluff

spoiling aaron on valentines day <3

anxiety: fluff

hotch teaching you it's okay to be anxious, you're not alone anymore. you have him and the team

greedy for love: smut

your man is very stubborn but it's not an issue, you're an equal tease

making sounds: smut

aarons many sounds he makes in bed ;)

tender kisses: nsfw/fluff

small kisses with our beloved unit chief

saying goodbye: smut/angst

angsty emotional smut with aaron, clinging on to the reader before saying goodbye

hand in hand: fluff

running on a field hand in hand with your beautiful man, carefree and happy

picnics: fluff

a sweet picnic with the hotchner boys

soft hotch picnics: fluff

another picnic date with the hotch boys :)

aftercare: smut

how would aftercare look like with aaron hotchner? ;)

soft moments with hotch: fluff

staying back at the office and spending your evening in his company is a beautiful way to end the day

sweetest oblivion: angst

maybe hotchner isn't meant for you in this life

falling apart: angst. tw: implied suicide

you feel like you're falling into pieces and hotch can't quite save you in time.

dangerous love: angst

hotch can toxic with his work and it sucks to be on the receiving end of it all the time

3 + 1: fluff

3 times hotch pines for you and the 1 time the team do something about it

choosing between you and jack: angst

the choice is hard but it's one that has to be made

break ups: angst

its hard to leave a man you love with the entirety of your heart

nightmares: angsty fluff

hotch has a nightmare and you're the one he seeks

denying orgasms: smut

it's no surprise hotch denies your orgasms ;)

hotch cuddles: fluff

sweet sweet hugs with hotch <3

hurt/comfort: fluff

having a bad mental health day but hotch makes it all better <3

other 💌

spencer reid and his awkward smiles

your insta but you're dating aaron hotchner, part 1, part 2, part 3

[yoohyeon]

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[eclipian]

Emotion Neutralizer Headmate

pt: emotion neutralizer headmate

reminder beings will almost definitely not turn out exactly as described, and these can be edited and changed as needed.

divider credit

" One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain. "

Name: Anini , Ame , Belle , Cherie , Daisy , Poppy , Lilly , Sam , Amy , Scarlet , Victoria , Emma , Emily

Age: 126

Pronouns: She/Her , Shy/Hyr , Shu/Hur , Shx/Hxr , They/Them , Thy/Thym , Thuy/Thum , Thxy/Thxm , Strum/Strums , Ryth/Rythum , Tune/Tunes , Flutt/Flutter , Buttter/Butterfly , 🦋/🦋s , 🎸/🎸s , 🎶/🎶s , 🎼/🎼s , 🎵/🎵s

Gender: Rosetoric , Chemme , -Songic , Papilmorsic , Mollifaeric , Lepidoverueic , Butteruptica , 🦋emojic , Acousolfloric , Elvencorgender , Femprettyboy , Prettyboypenamic

Attraction: Straight , Guitarum

Other IDs: Dissotattooed/Dissotatted , Dissopiercing , Dissoguitarist , Dissoslitpupil , Dissocrearthesist , ABAB , Alderpapillon , Alderpetalou , Miscelven , Pretty Boy Archetrope

Species: Elf + Butterfly Therian

Role: Emotion Neutralizer , Calmer , Soother , Comforter

Aesthetic: Naturecore , Neo-Celtic , Plant Mom , Warmcore , Wanderlust

pt: name , age , pronouns , gender , attraction , other ids , species , role , aesthetics

tags: @bahtive , @drowntowns , & @galaxy-starshine

Disclaimer: Middle image is made with the use of AI. This blog does not condone or promote putting AI over real artist. This post is using it as a way to middle finger those w who try to claim AI creations as actual pieces of art. I mod music am not making prompts for the images.

[graciehart]

because to live, you have to love.

🌷 🦋 ⊹ ・ emily ・ she/her ・ mid 20s ・ therapist

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[nowimyurdaisy]

Emily's 700 followers celebration! May 23 - June 10

🦋 - cym

🌱 - fmk

💌 - blog compliment

🫧 - my road trip playlist with you

💿 - first 10 songs when I shuffle my favorite playlist

🪴 - ask me anything

🪻- blurb ↓

who I write for:

charles leclerc, arthur leclerc, daniel ricciardo, lando norris, jeremiah fisher, jess mariano, logan hunzburger

prompt lists: 1 2 3

tagging some of my moots 💗

@bigassnocash @sourcherryandsprinkles @spidernerdsblog @itsapeterthing @bradleybeachbabe @sapphireplums

[daydreamsandcaffeine]

🦋 tag nine people you wanna get to know better / know more about 🦋

🎀 I was tagged by @katnissmellarkkk 🎀 (thanks bestie, and I'm keeping the cute emojis you used cause I love)

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🫶🏻 three ships 🫶🏻 : everlark, literati (rory x jess), roy x keeley

🐣 first ship 🐣 : oh gosh, my brain is drawing a blank. mary and robbie in 7th heaven is the earliest I can think of but it could've been another

✨ last song ✨ : lost without you by kygo with dean lewis

💋 last movie 💋 : a walk to remember (one of my comfort films)

🧸 currently reading 🧸 : nothing atm but happy place by emily henry is next on my list

🪞 currently watching 🪞: newest season of queer eye

💈 currently consuming 💈: ace guava cider

🎈 currently craving 🎈 : ice cream

idk who's been tagged or has done this but tagging: @safeinpeetasarms, @jenniferiawrence, @rosegardeninwinter, @oakfarmer, @jhsgf82, @jlalafics, @endlessnightlock and whoever else wants to play.

[choism]

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Hello! This is essentially just a breakdown of how to properly navigate my blog! This is mostly just the tags that I use <3

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[spencers-renaissance]

AHHHHH emily I'm just so in love with it 😢 the emotion I feel when I read through these gifs is just too much honestly

here's a link to my fic that goes hand in hand with emily's edit if you fancy checking that out too!

credit: please let him be happy by @pencap

part one of three

everyone make sure you go check out @spencers-renaissance fic that is posting at the same time this is, it’s right here! we followed the same poem so this as an extension of that!

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[pandapupremade]

Could I please ask 2 and 7 (with the competition for 2 being a video game, if it’s okay to specify) for Maria??

(from this ask meme i made!!)

tysm for sending!! thats absolutely ok to specify and maria is good!!

2. Who would they beat at certain competition? Who would they absolutely crush in the competition? Is there anyone they’d be pretty equally matched with? What makes these outcomes possible, and how does everyone feel about it? (These competitions can be anything you’d like, whether a fight or a video game, etc.)

Maria is absolutely a super smash bros master. in reality, she’s weak, but in the game she’s able to defeat any opponent. the exception is allen, on whom she goes easy on because allen deserves to be gone easy on. she also goes easy on her mom, Emily, but quickly regrets that because Emily quickly picks up speed and beats her. I think everyone’s thoughts are just “hehe wow maria beat me” but then theres roy who is roy and gets pissy. also the reason she’s good at it is because she’s got fast fingers. fast movements. strong button mashing. me too baby

7. Who has impacted your character most in their life? How did that person (or people) shape your character? Does your character wish the impact had never happened, or was it a change they appreciate? Are they indifferent entirely to the concept?

I think there’s been a good amount of characters who have impacted Maria, but I think one of the most profound has been Allen. Allen took care of Roy and Maria when emily passed and Edgar was very often too busy with his job to take care of them himself. maria appreciates the impact, the knowing compassion and knowing safety. she often acts indifferent, as if this is to be expected of ANY family, but she knows shes fortunate to have Allen.

[yoohyeon]

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[graciehart]

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[ssa-sapphic]

Tastes Like Sugar (ch. 12)

Summary: India Mae, or Indi, is a music major, struggling to pay bills, tuition, work, and make good grades.  Emily Prentiss is a BAU profiler, as well as a DC socialite thanks to her huge family fortune.  The two enter into a mutually beneficial arrangement: Emily will pay for Indi's school if Indi accompanies Emily to her social functions for a few months, posing as her girlfriend.  As weeks go by, the lines between their arrangement and their true feelings start to blur.  But money can't buy love, right?

Pairing: India Mae Banks x Emily Prentiss; OC x Emily Prentiss

Warnings: eventual smut; sugar baby relationships; age gap (16 years - but all over 18)

Word Count: 2.2k

Read on Wattpad | Ao3 | Previous Chapters

Taglist: @ssa-sapphic 🧸; @5raysofsunshine 🌮; @reidselle 🦭; @milfprotector 🐝💚; @gaelic-symphony 🎻 ; @scargarcia-magshotchner 💜; @sadgirlml 🌻💌; @hotchs-bitch ; @multiverse-mxdness ; @spencersendgame

Chapter 12 - Make You Feel My Love

I peeked up over my book surreptitiously once again.  I couldn't help it.  Emily looked so cute at the other end of the couch completely engrossed in her own book.  I wished I could get into mine, but after five minutes of reading the same page over and over again, I deemed it a lost cause.  How could I keep my eyes on my book when she looked that precious?  I loved Emily in a suit, but there was something so carefree and adorable about her in jeans and a tank top with her hair piled on top of her head.  Not to mention those damn reading glasses perched on her nose.  Those did it for me every time.

No matter how long I stared at her over the top of my book, she didn't seem to notice.  So I stared unabashedly.  With my eyes, I traced the lines of her lips, her jaw, the slope of her nose.  She was so pretty it hurt.  Without looking up, she asked, "Play for me?"  I froze.  "Since apparently you aren't going to read," she teased.  I shoved her thigh with my foot from across the couch.  I should have been embarrassed, but I couldn't really find it in me.

"How did you know?!"

"Profiler, remember?" she asked, pointing to herself, her mouth twisting up into a smirk.  I got lost looking at her sweet smile.  "So?" she asked again, tickling the bottom of my foot. 

I screeched and wrenched it back.  "So what?"

"Are you going to play for me?  It's been over a week since I've heard you play."

I chuckled.  "I can't help it if you're always leaving to go on a case, Em," I said hopping up from the couch.  I needed to work on my recital piece anyway.  I crossed the room, pulled the bench out, and sat down to play.  It was unnerving to feel Emily's eyes on me.  As I warmed up with some classics, I felt self-conscious about my every movement.  Emily had never watched me play.  She was often home when I played, but she had never been in the same room.  What would she think?  Why was I so hung up on this?

I started in on my recital piece.  I needed it to be perfect by next week.  The pressure was increasingly weighing down on me.  It didn't help that Emily was watching.

When I finished the song, I heard her softly ask, "Do you sing too?"

I looked down, embarrassed.  "Yes," I whispered.  I was hoping she wouldn't hear.

"Sing for me."  It wasn't a question.  "Please," she said softly.

I drummed my fingers over the keys frantically trying to come up with a song to sing for Emily.  I was sure it was no coincidence that the first one that came to mind was Adele's version of "Make You Feel My Love" by Bob Dylan.  As I started singing the lyrics, I knew this had been a mistake.  It was too telling.  Surely she would understand my feelings after I finished.  I had made a grave error choosing this song; everything would change after this.

As I got to the last verse, something in my heart shifted.  I couldn't do this anymore.  I needed her to know.  I just needed her.  She had changed my life completely.  I wished I could look in her eyes as I sang the last bit, but I was too much of a coward.  My choice in lyrics would have to suffice for now.  "I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.  Nothing that I wouldn't do, go to the ends of the Earth for you, to make you feel my love."

I let the last notes hang in the air, the gravity of the moment pressing down on me.  I didn't know if it was just me or if she felt it too.

"Indi," she gasped reverently.  I stood up, about to leave the room, too embarrassed to stay.  "Hey wait!  Where are you going?"  She snagged my arm and pulled me down next to her on the couch.  "That was so beautiful, Indi.  You're so talented, I am constantly in awe of you."

Me?  Surely I had heard her wrong.  Her hand softly brushed my hair away from my face, her thumb brushing over my cheekbone.  "I mean it, India Mae.  You are something else."

"Thank you," I said shyly.

Sensing my discomfort, she changed the subject.  "Look, I know it isn't on the schedule, so you don't have to say yes, but will you go to this dinner at the country club with me next week?  It's going to be dreadful – so many of those insufferable women there.  I don't want to go alone."

You make it sound so appealing, Em, I thought dryly.  "What day is it?"

"Next Friday night."  She looked so hopeful; I was sorry I had to decline her request.

"I can't that night.  I have a recital," I responded.

"Why didn't you tell me??" she asked, genuinely upset I hadn't told her.  I suddenly was nervous I had done something wrong.

"I'm sorry, Emily.  It slipped my mind until recently.  And I saw the schedule was empty, so I didn't think-"

"You misunderstand," she interrupted.  "I'd like…I'd like to come to stuff like that," she said nervously.  I sat back, shocked.  Just last week I had been lamenting the fact that Emily wouldn't be there to support me.  I was upset with myself for even wanting that, because she wasn't my girlfriend, and I wasn't entitled to her support.  "That is, if you want me there…"  She seemed nervous, as well.

I don't know what emboldened me – the song, her closeness – but I grabbed her hand and said, "I didn't ask, because I didn't think you would want to come.  It's just a boring, old piano recital."

"Are you going to be performing?" she asked softly.

"Yes…?"

"Then it isn't a boring old anything," she said firmly.  My breath caught in my throat at the feel of her finger lifting my chin.  I stopped breathing.  "So can I come?"

"What about your dinner?" I asked breathlessly.

"This is way more important.  I can always reschedule."

"You really want to?" I asked trying to tamp down the hope blooming in my chest.

"I wouldn't miss it for the world," she said softly.

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I stared up at the ceiling, willing myself to fall asleep.  The recital was tomorrow night, and I couldn't sleep.  My bed felt huge, empty, and cold.  I was anxious about tomorrow, and my usual calming remedies weren't working.  Normally, on a night like this, I would beg Penelope for a cuddle during a movie night.  But she wasn't here.  I was all alone.

I threw the covers back with a huff.  There was no hope of sleeping any time soon, so I sneaked downstairs to read or watch TV.  I laid down on the couch, anxiety swimming through me.  It was completely ridiculous to be this anxious.  This was my third year in school, and I'd had a million recitals before this, often for much higher stakes.  Entrance and scholarship auditions were far more important than this mid-semester recital.  This should mean nothing to me.

But it wasn't nothing.  Because Emily had never been to one of my recitals before.  I cared about her opinion more than I should.  But I couldn't lie to myself and say this recital wasn't important.   It would be my first performance with her.  I wanted to be perfect for her.

I squirmed around on the couch, not quite sure what it was I was missing.  I was craving something, but I couldn't put my finger on it.  I wrapped my arms around myself in an attempt to hold myself together.  How could I be craving something I couldn't name? 

This was insane.  I needed to get a grip.  I flopped on my side and groaned.  I guess a little too loudly because I heard Emily call out, "Indi?"  She popped her head around the corner.  I sat up in shock.  I drooled at the sight of Emily in tight leggings and a tight pullover as she walked in the living room.  Her outfit left little to the imagination.  It was the perfect distraction from the chaos in my mind.  "What are you doing up?" she asked coming to sit down next to me.

My heart rate increased by her close proximity, as it always did.  She smelled incredible, even at the end of the day.  "Uhh what are YOU doing up?" I hedged.

"I asked you first."

I sighed.  "I couldn't sleep," I admitted softly.  She flopped her arm over the back of the couch, enclosing me in her space.  My breathing increased.  I needed her even closer – when had I gotten so needy?

"Why's that?" she asked, her brow furrowed in concern.

"I don't know, just normal jitters," I downplayed my feelings.

"Jitters for what, baby?"  I melted at her pet name.  Why was she using them so much recently?  It was playing games with my head.

"It's nothing important, Em.  Honest," I dismissed.

"Indi," she said disappointed.  "It's not nothing.  I want to be here for you."

My heart swelled.  I smiled softly.  "It's stupid."

She cupped my face and stared deep into my eyes.  "Nothing keeping you up could be stupid.  Let me help."

"I-" I swallowed thickly.  I had never really expressed my fears with anyone but my mom and Penelope before.  This felt incredibly personal and vulnerable.  "I'm just nervous."

"For what, baby?"  Her thumb started tracing over my cheekbone, and I closed my eyes at the comfort.  Now that she was touching me, I felt safe and at home.  I never wanted it to end.

"I'm nervous about tomorrow.  Which is so stupid because I've done a hundred recitals before.  Some with even harder pieces.  This piece is easy!  This recital shouldn't be any different than the others!" I ranted.

"Hey!"  Her other hand lifted to my cheek to sandwich my face between her hands.  "Look at me.   It's not stupid to be nervous, but you have no reason to be.  You are incredibly talented.  I know you are going to blow everyone away, tomorrow.  And I'm really looking forward to it."

"Thank you."  I felt better just hearing her reassurances.

"Of course, angel."  Her hand fell and tickled my side.  I shrieked loudly, trying to move away from her, but her arm circled around my waist and pulled me closer.  I was trapped between her and the couch.  And her fingers were relentless.  "I like seeing you smile like that," she admitted quietly.

The air shifted; it charged into something intense.  Her fingers stilled.  She was looking at me so intently.  And it clicked for me: the yearning I had felt earlier that I couldn't identify was a yearning for Emily, for her touch.  I was addicted to Emily, and I needed her. 

She leaned in, closing the gap between us.  The electricity sparked between us, nearly scorching me.  "Em," I gasped breathlessly.  And her lips were on mine.  If I thought the electricity between us was strong before, it was nothing compared to now.  Involuntarily, I leaned forward to deepen the kiss.  All kisses before this were nothing.  Emily felt like heaven.  Emily's lips were divine.

Her tongue sneaked out to trace the edge of my lower lip.  I opened my mouth, and her tongue caressed my own.  Before I could hold it back, I moaned into her mouth.  Emily's kiss was magic.  I was frantic for her, desperate.  Her hand dug into my hip, drawing me closer.  I swung a leg over her lap and straddled her, tightening my hand in her hair.  I pulled back, gasping for air, "Emily."  Her lips never left my skin, falling instead to my neck where she continued her barrage of kisses.

I felt her hot tongue trail up from my collarbone to behind my ear.  "Fuck, Em," I gasped again.  I had never been this vocal before, but I couldn't be embarrassed.  I was too lost in the moment.  She felt incredible below me.  I had never wanted someone so badly.  I rocked my hips into hers and reclaimed her lips.  Her hand fell to my ass, pulling me closer, helping me grind into her faster.  "Em, please!" I begged, though I couldn't identify for what.

"India, my god," she said just as breathless.  I rested my head against her forehead.  Her thumb traced patterns into my hip.  I shuddered at the feel.  She reached up to peck me once again on the lips. 

I stared into her eyes, my chest still heaving from her kisses.  "Em, what are we doing?"

"I don't know," she said with earnest eyes.  "All I know is that I need you.  And I'm tired of ignoring it."

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