TBH I'm really just procrastinating. Not even 50% in a commission I'm already stuck on a part and it's been days now. (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) Just wanna turn away from that for a bit.
I’m having a day today where I deeply, deeply miss my store. I think to this day, that was one of the greatest things I’ve accomplished and I’m just really sad it had to end the way it did. (With the promise of it being bought and taken over by someone else only for them to ghost a month before we were set to move out of the country so we had no choice but to close it forever)
I really miss the atmosphere, and I liked that it forced me out of my introvert comfort zone. I had locals tell me all the time it was their safe space to hang out and a place where they really felt like they could be themselves without judgement. That meant sooo much to me 😭 I’m so so happy I got to have this experience, but today I seriously miss it.
I love you my Big Bear shop, I’ll never forget you 😭😭
I really hope to be able to do something like this again here in Austria but it’s just so expensive to open a store here, especially something comparable.
"Who am I now in this world without her?
Petty and dull, with the nerve to doubt her
What does it matter? It's already done
Now I've got to be there for her son"
"You won, and she chose you
And she loved you and she's gone
It's over, isn't it?
Why can't I move on?"
I actually think that the name of this method is a symbol because rose quartz is the stone of love, confidence, etc.
This method is usually used to manifest a person, but you can use it to manifest events.
This method is really simple to do, and it is one of those methods where you have to visualize it carefully and then let it go.
All you have to do is write a list:
For example, if you have to manifest a person, you can write what they look like, how you feel around them, how you two meet, what their personality is, how they act around you, etc.
If you have to manifest an event or something else, write a list of how you felt when that happened, what the action was that made it happen, etc.
Again, this is a really simple method; you simply have to write a list and visualize it. Once you are done with your list, let it go and act as if it were already yours.
As always, if you have any lovely questions, I will be more than happy to answer them. All the love to you, blessed be.
One wants Skidad to be a chaotic evil irredeemable villain that kills kids for his immortality cult and only married Lila and has Skid for the cult
The other wants Skidad to have done terrible no good very bad things for the cult but then died and has been trapped in the mannequin and forced to reflect on all the shit he's done for years until by episode 10 he's a completely different person and he still cracks jokes all the time
I woke up feeling like I was crying to sleep when I wasn't??? And my dream was about Mei from Turning Red riding a snow sleigh. Um There's nothing sad about that??? Lol
Anyway, the warm up sketches. The colors were added in Medibang. It was pretty fun, might do that technique some other time. My body still refused to recover from being bummed out throughout the day so I did house chores instead of commissions. 😅 Will try again tomorrow.