#draw whatever makes you happy tbh that's why it's so cool

[iamhereinthebg]

I was wondering if you had any favorite artwork you did and why? I love your art a lot!

Oh man that's such a hard question

I will only stay on the ones from tbhk because otherwise I will die but hmmm

It's probably the Anemoia one. And mostly for the meanings/ideas behind it :00

(please bear with me I am terrible at explaining my own things)

Anemoia means 'Nostalgia for a time or a place one has never known'

This was my main idea when chapter 112 dropped and showed the new timeline and the Time Limit (3 days) for the characters' memories. It was with the idea that akane would probably be the only one being able to remember at the end

The paintings in the background showed each Boundary of the Seven Mysteries (expect 1 and 7). Each of them are empty, since something/someone is missing (Anemoia is a concept that is really close to the effect of Liminal spaces etc etc) The others things on the wall are random items of the mysteries.

Each yorishiro are in a cabinet behind Akane who blocks the way to it. ( Sumire's and Tsukasa's head are present too :')) (only the top of it and I absolutely fcked up the proportions lol) Sumire's being directly behind Akane's legs you can't see her)

Little butterfly for the butterfly effect and one onto a miniature version of the clock keepers' clock. Akane has the clock keeper's yorishiro in his right hand. The key also reminding of the locks on the drawers.

Akane has black eyes on this which is something that is associated A LOT with supernaturals in the manga. (I got really happy we got the confirmation he thinks it's a really supernatural thing to do in the chapter just after) And his smile doesn't really reach his eyes, the stain from Teru's punch still visible on his cheek.

Teru and Nene are not having a good time™ Nene is turned toward Hanako's portrait too, and it wasn't fully confirmed if she would have her memories left, so I kinda played on the idea that she remembers stuff but only someparts. Like a feeling that something is deeply wrong like in chap 112 (which is why she is crying rip girl) Teru is the only one fully remembering here too, not facing entirely because he will forget in 3 days.

This is all over the place but I had fun with this one :DD

I also still like the Killing Time one

I will not explained all my thoughts process for this one (because it absolutely breaks my brain rip) But the present is an interesting representation in time that can't be observed or counted as easily as the future or the past. Stopping Time would be the same as killing it in this example. (I will not go in a rant on Time stuff bc I clearly don't have the competence too but it's funny to read about)

This was done just after we learned what was Akane's ''role'' as the clock keeper of the present :00 He has been one since he is 12, and Time really did pass in the blink of an eye.

I still really like the idea behind the 'Will to love' too :00

Little Aoi finally losing her crown, and she never looked happier u.u

I don't consider a lot of what I do 'finished' but If we're talking about finished artworks to me I kinda still like those three too :00

I cheated a lot for this ask but thanks for it it was really funny :DD

[courtmartialme]

Hey! Sorry in advance if this is word vomit-y and a mess im literally crying rn lol

Ok so i found u for ur trans riza art and at first i was like yo cool explicitly trans art! Then i went thru ur blog and found there was so much here and it made me so fucking happy. Like we (trans mascs) domt get as much representation so its really meaningful when u find it in the wild but then when its genuinely good A+ quality content too and theres just so much of it? Words cant describe how fucking happy and seen i felt.

Ive been following u for a while now and just like. Youre so inspiring to me? Like your art is goals its so fucking good, when i see your art it makes me want to draw and improve my own art. Your brainrot and like willingness to do your own thing in regards to trans riza and ur AU art is also just so inspiring to me. And like as a trans masc creator i guess its so inspiring to see you succeed if that makes sense.

As to why im crying rn, i just found ur trans riza comic and its Unlocking things in me its making me cry so hard rn dhddhddnbdjdbdfbnffb like it just makes me feel sm hope for my own future? And idk its just really nice to see such good content and representation that really understands and gets the "trans experience" if that makes sense. So like yeah dhdjdjf just thank you so much for being so inspiring to me and (others bc im sure its not just me that feels like this) and for sharing your art!

that's a very sweet message thank you !!! i'm glad my trans riza art resonates with you ^_^

though anon, i don't think we are "under represented" at all. maybe in big media? sure, idk, i don't pay attention tbh. but anon there are a lot of transmasc artists making transmasc art out there you just have to pay attention :] and i think this kind of art is better appreciated when you stop using words such as "content" and "representation" to describe art made by artists in the wild and save it for big tv shows lol. ofc i get the trans experience, i'm trans. but maybe my trans experience isn't the same as yours. who gets to decide if something so personal is bad or good content? or representation? i think by applying those standards you're only limiting yourself and others

of course, i know you only meant well with your message! but i took the opportunity to ramble about something i think about a lot <3 i'm honored you find my art inspiring bc i honestly mostly draw whatever i feel like drawing lol even though trans riza au isn't very deep or personal or anything, it's important to me so i draw it. i hope all of us can forever create more art about our experiences without worrying if it's good representation or whatnot because that's a silly word to describe the feelings of real people :]

[nqmonarch]

Valentines Day w/ HSR Characters!

Doing Calc homework and am very stressed, i can feel it everywhere in my body. the math is just not mathing mentally today (i looked at trigonometric identities today so maybe thats why)

Just writing out some messy ideas to take a break

Btw if u sent in a request and I haven't answered it yet I am working on it thank you for your uh question ask thingy i appreciate it, i like to know what people like to read bcus tbh i like to write anything altho jingyuan gets like +10 points cus he fluffy

Valentines Day With Some HSR Characters (Jing Yuan, Blade, Dan Heng, Stelle)

Jing Yuan

Jing Yuan is old school romantic. You cannot tell me he wouldn't arrive home with a big bouquet of roses (does HSR even have roses?) and 20 other gifts, including but not limiting to boxes of chocolate, teddy bears, and at least one gag gift. There's gotta be at least one, he'd make a dad joke out of it too.

Then he'd reserve one of the best restaurants on the Luofu and bring you there. He'd probably have booked a private room, thank goodness because no one wants to hear the general continuously compliment you until you're a puddle on the floor. What he is best at is attacks. But if he gets a compliment in return he'll freeze up for a moment before playfully returning it.

Jing Yuan doesn't put on his normal coy facade today, instead he just embraces how much he loves you because he's happy to still have you in his life.

Blade

Blade does not know it's Valentine's Day. It's not his fault, cut him some slack. Anyway Kafka probably reminds him that it's Valentine's Day about half way through the day to which he goes into a silent panic. You can't tell he's panicking he's just staring at the wall with a blank face, he actually looks like he wants to murder someone.

The two of you end up celebrating though! He... pulls something together, it really is something. Sure he smells like blood and the waiters are scared, and taking over this restaurant for a Valentine's Day dinner was definitely not in the script but... It could be worse. He's trying his best, really.

Afterwards you and Blade share lots of cuddles! Something he's pretty good at! Holding you just tight enough, and keeping you close to his side-- you just won't be able to get up if you want to get water or anything. He doesn't say too much but you can feel the love in each caress.

Dan Heng

Dan Heng doesn't really like going out, why would he when all he needs is right by his side? So the two of you stay on the express in the archives. What matters isn't where you are but the company. He'd probably get you a few trinkets from different places he's collected over the years, a necklace, a sick looking compass, whatever fits your vibe.

Dan Heng would probably also write you a love poem, and make you read it or awkwardly recite it in front of you. If you read it out loud though he will get unbelievably embarrassed and snatch it away from you. He'd give it back but he'd take some coaxing, be nice okay? His face is already red.

Then when the night draws to a close the two of you would curl up together on that sorry excuse of what he calls a bed. The majority of your body would be on Dan Heng's using him as a pillow, and his arms would be wrapped around your body keeping you still and warm.

Dan Heng's bed is not it man. Personally, I'd get back problems.

Stelle

"You are the one who deserves the golden trash the most," Truly romantic words from Stelle as she hands you a golden trashbag. That is just the first of the gifts she gives you tonight, and the one that's most valuable to her. It's the thought that counts right? You still have no idea what she's talking about when she mentions fighting Sampo as a trashcan...

The two of you spend a romantic night together, walking down the quiet streets of Belobog, and-- did Stelle just investigate a trashcan again? You should be used to this. On the bright side, every time she gets something cool she comes up to you with the biggest smile on her face, it's beyond adorable. Sometimes the trashcans even have good stuff, like a scarf Stelle lets you wear that thankfully doesn't smell like trash.

It's just good to spend time with the person you love. She spends her time catching you up on everything new from her adventures, and when it's too cold to stay out any longer the two of you head to the Astral Express. Where you shower together and then doze off on one of the Express' couch cushions while playing games. Your head rests against Stelle's reminding you, you're never alone.

Okay I need to get back to homework, fun break thanks guys. Imagine being alone on Valentines Day couldn't be me, I have my Calc Homework. It told me I was integral to it <3 legit peak partner material.

[micahulrichdraws]

I don't think self-deprecation or concern for the person's well-being is ever going to come across well to someone saying they like what you do. Maybe I'm missing something, but there are reasons to like your art besides being miserable. Even if only the truly miserable liked your work, responding to them by pointing out how miserable they must be wouldn't feel great for them. Your art isn't giving them depression, and it's not like you're contributing to net suffering by making art with ~themes~, so it seems unnecessary to bring up. You suggested that if you struggle to enjoy life, and you make something, anyone who resonates will also struggle to enjoy life. I disagree. Some people will like it for completely shallow reasons. Some people have empathy for others' suffering. You can have a decent life and no mental illness and probably still appreciate a well-drawn skeleton. I don't know what kind of art a perfect world would produce, but any world where people are mortal is going to have sadness, and some art will reflect that. Yours isn't uniquely dark.

Sorry if you've gotten 100 asks saying this same thing. I wasn't sure based on the ones you responded to, and I just found your blog. I know it's sort of a joke, bc you do still sell art prints and stuff, so you clearly are okay with people liking your art. Tbh, I /had/ depression for a few years, so I'm not exactly proof against the theory that your art somolehow only appeals to depressed people. It seems unlikely, though. And the way you talk about your art as "garbage" kind of gave me flashbacks to the sort of self-deprecating humor I'd use when I hated myself. I don't know you or how you're doing, but that feeling made me want to say something.

You didn't just miss something, you missed like, everything I've ever said on my blog about like, everything to the point I'm not even sure this was intended for me? Like I'd break it down, point by point and be like 'no what are you smoking' but that'd be a waste of time after the 'why do you think my art gives people depression!?' part of whatever this is. Like, this is offensive levels of trying to make me be someone I'm not for the sake of a hypothetical argument against a strawman. So if, you want to take offense to who I am in case you misclick and end up here again here's an asshole enough of a response to give you a legitimate reason to find me intolerable:

Welcome to my page! I make art, jokes, and bullshit with folks to make people happy. I started doing this when I was big sad, because cheering people up cheers me up. Now, here's the crazy part: some people are very sad, and sometimes they tell me it makes them a small amount of happy, which gives me dopamine and makes me do it again. The word 'some' means 'not everyone', or even 'a fraction of a percentage'. For example, in this case, it means 'most people just like my drawings but some people get an extra lil bit out of it'. I don't take myself seriously because I know that the art world is insanely intimidating to those outside of it, and sometimes artists tend to be egotistical and condescending, a word that means 'having or showing a feeling of patronizing superiority'. Naturally, I do everything in my power to avoid that, because I'm a very 'gates open' kinda person.

So, here's the WILD part: in my perfect world I would've never had depression. Now, I know, that would have been inconvenient for you as someone who passed by my page one time, and I do apologize. I also apologize that I don't make 'dark art', because I like frogs and mice doing cool shit. Finally, I apologize for my art having -~*themes and concepts*~-, I know good art only comes from ChatGPT and that was my bad.

Sike, I didn't apologize, my fingers were crossed behind my back when I said that. Fuck you for thinking me not wanting to be around for a decade is 'worth' because I drew a mediocre skeleton, and because somehow sadness is necessary. That line of thinking is so awful, here's a video explaining it:

PS: the reason my friends and I in these parts call my art 'art garbage' is because that's what my professors called it back in school for like 4 years, back when I started this shitshow. Much love.

[kroosluvr]

sorry i feel bad for ranting on """Main"" i guess though i kinda keep this more of apersonal blog than a very polished art blog thing. under the cut

things wld be easier if i was just an oc-centric artist (which i kinda am but only to myself in my head) but it Is how it is at this point (i want to draw my ocs more but they never turn out the way i want) and theres just so much i want to draw for the silly little media franchises that happen to capture my stupid little heart and etc.

ahhhhhhhhhhhh ifeel stupid for loving too much or whatever. i dont want to throw a pity party over this either because in the end its just "who cares LOVE WHAT U LOVE DRAW WHAT U WANT" right but in the moment i feel stupid and it sucks and i hate it actually!!!!!!! and i WILL in fact keep drawing hwat i want and what makes me happy but like idkidkdidkgkhw

sometimes i cant help thinking if i was a better artist.,, like more artistically skilled........ would people really say the things they do about the things i draw

^ (Authors note: no one has been mean about the stuff i draw just. side comments i guess lol. from my friends though and not random people . so its harder to just brush off i guess)

like maybe im just not good enough yet. which is fine. spite is actually a really good drawing proponent. but its also just like . when will it be enough to be worth it? will it be worth being my friend now if im a good artist? if i draw what you want? ...........................

its obviously not discounting the people who really enjoy my art style adn what i draw regardless (which im soooo so grateful for bc i never like expect anyone to stick around sicne my fixations change like the wind) but its like... these r the people i spend the most time with . and it sucks. i have to. second guess what i say and what i type and just. ok like i know its not that serious either but i hate it i really dont like it (<- im also just socially anxious if u cant tell)

and its also like i cant just extract myself from my friend group for a while to kinda cool off (read: muster the courage to be an idiot in front of them again) bc ummmmm um i dont have many friends . they are kind of all i got. (which is nice i like small circles(?) im not good at opening up to people.) and i do admire and like them very much but then i just feel like i get bit in the ass all the time (This past month) with shit like this i guess

and honestly like. well half the reason i keep switching fixations is BECAUSE of stuff like this where i feel self conscious of """"Being obsessed"""" over One thing so much so i just immediately switch tracks so fast but its just a cycle (Which i dont see as a bad thing tbh? it keeps my art moving and things fresh so like.)

And honestly i dont really try to . be too vocal about. fandom? stuff? when im with my friends? unless they bring it up first? i got burnt so many times with my vtuber interests so like lol ive Learned. but maybe it slips out too much? bruh. my bad i guess

i have to stop thinking abt this man.., why has this happened to me so many times this past month lol its kind of ridiculous

(Im sure they dont like. mean it. right? ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, if they actually meant it and want me to shut up then they should just actually say so right.,

i just want to draw . its not going to stop me from drawing but damn does it really like rain on my parade or put a dent in my fender or whatever other sayings that i cant think of right now

in the end i really REALLY appreciate frm the very very bottom of my heart everyone that even remotely likes/appreciates my art (especially the persona stuff nowadays bc thats what im mainly pouring all my mental and physical and emotional into) like i really really mean it. because this stuff like my silly comics and stuff is really stuff i make for purely my own heart and just what i want to see kinda. and so it just makes me feel really warm that people also want to see it and keep seeing it and love it and everything like that. and, with all this kind of negative stuff going on i just go back and reread tags and comments and stuff and i feel encouraged to keep going and draw more and everything like that. so like really, truly, thank you. i really never thought so many people would like the stuff i make. even if its not really artistically good, or really deeply interesting, im really happy it could be something special to people out there

[firstdivisiongirl]

OH MY GAH HIIII !! I SAW THAT YOU DO MATCHUPS SO I WAS WONDERING IF I COULD A REQ FOR THAT BUT W TOKREV CHARACTERS ??? :DDDD i dont mind anyone tbh so dw abt choosing :33

ok i'll just drop some background info abt myself here :33

i'm aromantic + nonbinary, i am an entp 7w6 and i'm a pisces !! i like to draw, listen to music (either metal or just mainstream music i listen to whatever atp) and dance in my freetime !! :3

based on my personality ::

my friends tend to tell me that i'm the embodiment of the quote "dont judge a book by its' cover" cuz on the outside i act like a full on metalhead and really passive aggressive but at home i sleep next to a whole tower of plushies 💀🙏 and i collect stickers of silly little cats and otters (not my fault that they're so cute oml) i'm usually the clown of the group !! i tend to be hyperactive but my emotions change a lot- one second talking to me is like trying to get a toddler to pay attention to your teacher and the other is like trying not to get bitten by a rabid dog (my friend's words not mine). i tend to be a loud mouth srry . . . i do try to be quiet if necessary but if i get excited when talking i am a walking speaker . . . i get rlly excited if my favorite things are mentioned ?! like i would get rlly happy, smiley and would talk about it until i forget to breathe !! i like to consume horror media ?? idk if i can say that without sounding like an edgelord sobsob im sorry . . . i just love consuming those types of media (as a former kid w unsupervised access to the internet-) and i tend to ramble abt them along w other philosophical topics !! i like to discuss abt meaning of life, whether there are other universes, abt the capabilities of the human mind, etc. they're just so interesting!!! :] i guess im proud to say that my best trait is my humor 😋 maybe im overconfident abt this one cuz i just have pretty dumb sense of humor if im being honest frfr i tend to say things out of context . . . i like terrorizing my friends by saying the most outrageous things and overexaggerating them for the fun of it :333 though sometimes i kinda mean what i say

for my ideal partner ::

i'd say i would like someone who's fun to be around but at the same time they gotta be interesting for me to find them fun . . . like they gonna have smth to them that makes me wanna observe them like they're a lab rat being experimented on and being put under observation :33 ppl like that make me wanna see whats inside them and how they see the world around them !! i just love those kinds of ppl aaaaa ik im overdramatic for this one but like . . . i need someone who can handle me- as in my emotions and sometimes my way of loving . . . cuz if i did love someone, i would obsess over them and would dream of dying w them out of euphoria cuz being w my partner is the only thing that keeps me alive and human 😞 i wanna feel genuine happiness and pure bliss w my partner so thats why after that i think we should die together, that way we both know that finally we lived our life to the fullest (in my pov, 'the fullest' means you finally reach the climax of ur happiness/u live to the moment where you're the happiest you've ever been) (idk if that makes sense but that has always been my fantasy LAWD IM RAMBLING) need someone whos as crazy as i am :333 if he aint insane i dont want him fr i need to make him worse /j

i think thats all abt me :333 pls take ur time and make sure to put urself first btw !! aside from that, its ok if you ignore this one cuz at the end of the day its up to u <333 have a wonderful day/night mwah you're super cool

Hello! Of course you can have a matchup. Thank you for the kindness. I would like to warn you that I picked a somewhat controversial character. I hope you like it!

You Got...

Tetta Kisaki!!!

If boy can handle the chaos the is Shuji Hanma, he can handle you!

You wanted crazy...

Would love to see you smile when you get super excited about something! His favorite thing is to see the person he loves happy.

He is really really smart. So you would have very intellectual and philosophical discussions.

Would love that you aren't all you seem. Because he is the same way. You two can be badasses when out, but totally different when it is just the two of you (and Hanma sometimes when he is being Hanma and not leaving you all alone.)

Movie date nights. He'd let you pick it. If you're happy, he's happy.

[ragana62]

what fandoms are you currently writing fic for? and why? :)

First off, you are my first real proper ask for an ask game, so thank you for that! You get a nice long answer as a result, because I am very excited to talk to people on the internet, even anon asks!

That is a very good question, and one with an ever changing answer based on whatever I’m reading/watching tbh. Right now, I’ve got WIPs with actual words written instead of just existing in my head going for the below though:

Harry Potter: First off, FUCK TERFS. We don’t abide by JK’s bullshit here. My official take is, she doesn’t make a dime off me playing with her characters and giving them more to do than she did (especially for some of my beloved side characters), and this was my comfort series when I was a little kid and looking for an escape from my abusive home life, so I will always have a bit of an attachment to it. If she gains nothing from me declaring that actually, from one autistic queer human to another, I see you Tonks, I will keep writing/drawing for it. Besides, there were so many aspects that just never got explored, so many characters we never really met, and it’s admittedly a fun world to play with.

House of the Dragon: So, I have a lot of mixed feelings on this as well. I have a hard time watching the show, because I have a hard time getting into media that feels like it might be a little too into the suffering of the women in it, and it really front loads a lot of that. That said, the setting is interesting to me, there are a lot of characters I find interesting as well (book AND show canon tbh, though I will almost certainly never not do something that’s at least a little AU for it and fully understand a lot of complaints other people have about certain changes from the show), and I will always have a soft spot for the variety of fix it fic where we let our high fantasy women be happy and successful AND do cool political badassery with swords and dragons. Plus, if my blog hasn’t made it abundantly clear, Eve Best could release a 20 hour film of her sitting in an empty room watching paint dry, and I would be glued to my seat and take time off work to watch it the day it dropped.

Fate: The Winx Saga: Same deal as above, there is very little I would not watch and engage with featuring my current fave. I also think the show itself threw a lot of ideas at the wall but didn’t develop them all as much as they could have, and that’s a really ripe area for more exploration, particularly when there are so many interesting avenues left so open ended.

Marvel: This one I am slightly reluctant to name, because I am mostly writing it for the sake of a few specific characters. Looking at you Wanda, Agatha, and Natasha (there are other characters I like, but there’s something in their stories in particular that scratches my brain in just the right way). But I do like a lot of it, even if I don’t always like what is done with a lot of it all the time, and in the case of Wanda and Natasha in particular, there will always be room in my ex-soviet client state diaspora heart for all the ways their stories could have been told together or separately. Don’t even get me started on the way I had to turn the TV off and glare into the middle distance after that fight scene in Falcon and Winter Soldier started trashing a UNESCO World Heritage Site in my home country (not that it was even remotely the point of the show, but it pissed me off so badly that I couldn’t finish season 1 for months).

Doctor Odyssey: This one is entirely because I have a very good internet friend who is in love with Sean Teale (who found me ironically after I used him as a fancast for Harry Potter), and who has me watching the show with her. She wants smut scenes staring Tristan, I am happy to oblige, because I love it when people talk to me on here, and I wouldn’t have fancast with him if I didn’t enjoy his work.

Rosaline: What can I say, I love a good “historically inaccurate because the fem characters can call the local monarch/lord of whatever a fuckhead to his face and not be immediately executed or shipped off to a sanatorium/nunnery for being insane, period pieces with fantastic anachronistic soundtracks and gorgeous sets/costumes”. I’m maybe on my 8th rewatch, and I will inevitably go back.

My Lady Jane: This one I have no idea if I will ever actually publish anytime soon, because I love the series so much, but I am still in mourning for the lack of Season 2. But same deal as above, and also, who doesn’t love Tudor Animorphs as a concept.

Grishaverse: It may also never be published, but I find the setting interesting, and I love seeing anything even tangentially related to my culture (even if it’s mostly just our neighbors in this instance there are still familiar bits and bits that feel close enough) reflected in fantasy settings, so I will always have love for it and a little something cooking in the back of my head.

John Tucker Must Die: Full disclosure, this is exactly one fic, and it’s peak why choose, all the main four girls are queer and wind up getting with each other instead of John after bonding over trying to ruin his life, toxic yuri crack. Call it one too many late nights watching the movie back to back with Cruel Intentions and Jennifer’s Body back in high school, but it is what it is, and what it is is a perpetual WIP I should just bite the bullet and publish even if I feel like I’m the only one who wants it.

There are others, I’ve kicked around ideas for Buffy, for Addam’s Family (the 90’s/early 2000’s movies with Raul Julia as Gomez specifically), for Hacks, for Legends of Korra, for about half a million other shows/books/movies as well, that just don’t have words written for them yet, and a few fandoms I’m not sure there even is anyone to read whatever I write (anyone else read Kiki Strike as a kid? If you did, find me, I’m still obsessed with those books) so I haven’t gotten around to them. But that’s about where I’m at at the moment!

[akaakeis]

oh nooooo i tripped and fell for u into ur ask box

eating ny ice cream rn ;; strawberry is such a weird flavour like if i had to choose and get one i would not get strawberry but if irs rhere at home im finishinf ALL of it

ALSO, DRAWING ON PEOPLE'S HANDS 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

anyways about the iwa smau!!! genuinely have no motivation rn #tweaks BUT i would like to say that the yn is shamelessly based off me like i have consumed acrylic paint on multiple occasions (today) (with ice cream)

ILYT!!!!! IM WRITING THIS RN SO I CANT RESPOND (CRIES)

lost a mark in my chem test today im tweaking

BUT THE FREAKY ENGLISH TEACHER SAID IM ON THE RIGHT TRACK AND DOING GOOD AND AN ATTENTIVE STUDENT AND LIKR????????? ERMMMM SHES INSANE BUT FHE ACADEMIC VALIDATION GOES SOOO HARD

also like lowkey icl i was hanging around ur blog again rn and thats why i decided to send an ask !! ur blog is so pretty rrrrr

I ALSO BASICALLY JUST PEAKED IN HS CUZ THE LIBRARIAN RECOGNISED ME AND GAVE ME A BOOK RECOMMENDATION AND LET ME TAKE IT EVEN THOUGH IT DIDN'T HAVE THE PROPER STUFF TO BE FILED AS BORROWED (like each book has a code and this one didnt and she STILL gave it to me) SO LIKE BASICALLY SHE TRUSTS ME BC IVE BEEN OVER HERE FOR LIKE A YESR AT LEADT TAKING A BOOK THEN COMING BACK 1-2 DAYS LATER CUZ I FINISHED IT LOLOLS

also about OUR iwa fic i was js thinking like,, fake dating this dumbass b word ushiwaka and hes like ?? why me ??? "ur names rhyme kind of" ?? wth ??

lowkey think im immune to anything thats in acrylic paint now bc i have Eaten So Much Of It

anyways the book is lowkey good i havent finished it YET but irs called the girl on the train and like woahhhhhh smth like that at our super conservative school is iNsane

i hope u feel better soon!!! if u dont ill fly over and idk. magic

i have a maths test tmr rjejsjskssk the topic is fun but I Don't Know what if i Fail

OSHIT I WAS SUPPOSED TO LOCK IN AND DO HW OOPS ERM HRU TELL ME AB UR DAY ETC ETC and also any sav x yaku tidbits youd like to drop <- forgot the ship name AND AND AND THE ANONS THINF IS SO REAK KMFG

ok byebye ily xx

ah thats a shame 😞😞 hope your knee or whatever u banged on the way in heals up well lina 😞

yum yum yum ice cream!! i hope ur enjoying it!! also thats so real i feel like strawberry ice cream is just an odd flavor... but true that i always eat the strawberry ice cream in the freezer just to spite my other roommate (with love!!!) LMAO

also real 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ i adore when people draw on me or let me draw on them it js makes me so happy <3

DONT FEEL PRESSURED TO WORK ON IT!! BE SPORADIC!! DO IT WHENEVER YOU GET IDEAS!!! WE WILL STICK AROUND TO READ WHENEVER U DECIDE TO WRITE

NOOO NOT THE CHEM TEST IM SORRY LINA :((( ITLL ALL WORK OUT THO

NOT THE ENGLISH TEACHER. IM SORRY SHES MY OPP FROM WHAT IVE HEARD ABOUT HER SHES FREAKY I FEAR. BUT FOR THE ACADEMIC VALIDATION I SUPPOSE I GET IT...

HELP i didnt ever realize how much time you spent on my blog like genuinely 😭 BUT THANK YOU SM!! im super proud of this theme even tho its not the most intricate <3

WOOOW THE LIBRARIAN RECOGNIZED YOU AND TRUSTED YOU W AN UNFILED BOOK??? i aspire to be you but i never step foot into my school library i much prefer my public library... there's sm more books that i read there!!! BUT THATS GENUINELY SO COOL WTF

bro that fic will genuinely be so funny 😭 like the quote we were yapping ab earlier "ushijima?? the hell?? you don't even go to the same school as him?? 😨" iwa would be more confused than anything at first AND I THINK THATS HILARIOUS!! and pls ushijima just AGREEING hes a closeted himbo i swear i swear i swear

alina im genuinely concerned over the fact that you CONSUME acrylic paint? but whatever? i guess? please dont eat too much that's definitely not meant to be consumed 🧍‍♀️

im gonna add that book to my tbr list!! i read the synopsis and it sounds pretty good tbh

THANK YOU!! my roomie is taking care of me so i'll probably be fine within the next few days 🙂‍↕️

AND GOOD LUCK!! im sure you'll do amazing dont even play w me rn alina YOU WILL DO SO SO SO WELL YOU LITTLE MATH NERD (affectionate)

OH YEAH GO DO HOMEWORK WTF 😭 IM GOOD! I FEEL BETTER TODAY <3 IVE BEEN IN BED SINCE I WOKE UP SO THERE ISNT MUCH TO TELL YOU ABOUT BUT UHHHH LAST NIGHT I WATCHED HOWLS MOVING CASTLE WITH MY ROOMMATE!! SAV X YAKU IS SAVORI!!! COURTESY OF BAKERY ANON MY LOVE 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ UMM I DONT HAVE TIDBITS RN BUT ILL DM YOU WITH RANDOM ONES SOMETIME DURING THE DAY TRUST!!

bye bye!! ily ily <3

[unintentionaloracle]

Okay decided to do another "rounding up my quick fire thoughts on stuff from Raw having seen it on Hulu" thing (I think I actually got like, most of the matches this time and Sami's segment, but missed whatever thing occurred with Liv and Dom/any other backstage segments that might've happened that didn't make YouTube [though I did see Becky's awesome pre-match promo on YouTube but they cut what came before she started talking], and I think they cut the middle chunk of the Women's Battle Royal out which is boo.)

-Jey and Damian's segment was great, we're gonna eat with that. Also Jey telling Damian to tell Rhea he said hi was for me and I love it.

-JD, my least favorite Judgey Boy tbh, y'all are on the thinnest of ice with the screwups, Damian in charge, and Finn MIA this week. You aren't even on the merch after all these months, man, you're expendable.

-Darn it I don't want DIY drama I want my boy Johnny to thrive. (Their match with Awesome Truth was really good though I'm happy with it)

-Also it was just tag team/faction drama/breakups(?) season Monday, dang with The Imperium stuff.

-Although rip to Vinci but Alpha Academy hurts me more ESPECIALLY CHAD BEING MEAN TO OTIS HE'S YOUR NUMBER ONE GUY!😭 I could excuse suplexing Sami out of his wife's arms in his hometown but I draw the line at insulting your former co-tag champ and your other teammates.

-Also I like their explanation for why Gunther isn't going for the title for a while/focusing on King of the Ring first. It's nice that he's not falling into the old "This Random Guy Was Slightly Mean To Me, Forget Any Title Ambitions I Need To Beat Him Up" trap.

-Drew was on fire as usual but yeah I agree the burger line was a no from me. Did like Sheamus's comeback and their "longtime friends" convo. I'm down to see what The Once And Future Banger Bros Bring Baby.

-And The King of the Ring bracket is looking stacked already. I do also want Xavier to get a proper reign after the last one he deserves it but my heart still belongs to the hypothetical Jimmysweep.

-Not too surprised they focused mainly on Sami's title woes but I do admit I was hoping for a "yeah, Chad sucks, Cathy. Listen, I'm kinda stuck on my boy Kev nearly getting MURDERED three days ago..."

-I found it a little funny Ricochet and Santos matched despite being on opposite teams. (Also oooh Damian you wanna turn face or tweener so bad oooh.)

-I did see Becky's promo on YouTube (love her getting a walk and talk like Sami and Kevin. That's squad goals). Thought it was cool and I loved her encouraging Maxxine. Lord knows that girl needs it between the Chad stuff and Candice's bullying.

-Hulu didn't show me Chelsea getting eliminated but slipping back in because officials didn't see. Heaven forbid women do anything.

-Really thought Liv was gonna take it (her gear was cute too). But I think this might be the last straw before she super officially snaps for realsies.

-I'm definitely in the camp of "Becky doesn't really need another title reign, she's almost done it all and what she hasn't (like Queen or Ms. MITB) she doesn't really need at this point either" (love her though)...

...but I also felt her last two solo title reigns managed to show some love to some of the women who don't usually get shots at the gold (Pre-beating Ronda!Liv and Doudrop!Piper getting shots on PPV against her while Bianca was kept from the title, using the NXT Women's Title like it was Raw's unofficial women's midcard belt), so who knows? Heck, we don't even know if she's gonna have a long reign, so... *Shrug*

[picnokinesis]

15 Questions / 15 Mutuals 

Got tagged by @eldritch-ace - hello there!! Thank you for the tag :D

1) Are you named after anyone? Hm I mean, technically ‘Taka’ is a nickname that the fabulous @archervale gave me, and it’s a reference to Hawkeye from the Avengers. So....yes? Irl name wise, I believe my name is both biblical and runs in my family, which is why my parents picked it. 

2) When was the last time you cried? Honestly not completely sure lol. Hmm I definitely cried watching the end of episode 8 of The Last of Us, so maybe then? That feels like it was a while ago though, so maybe some other time in between then. I don’t remember though rip

3) Do you have kids? Biological kids? No. Original characters? Yes. They are my kids

4) Do you use sarcasm a lot? I try to, and sometimes I nail it, sometimes I don’t hahah

5) What sports do you play/have played? I mean, I don’t intentionally do any sports, other than what I was made to do at school, but I do run around frequently out of choice, mostly during my job haha. And I used to do cycling. I also do a reasonable amount of walking, actually! 

6) What's the first thing you notice about other people? Whether or not they’re wearing Doctor Who merch

7) What's your eye color? Brown

8) Scary movies or happy endings? Angst. (But real talk - happy endings. I can’t do scary movies hahah and I generally do love my angst with a happy ending, or at least a hopeful/cathartic one)

9) Any special talents? I’m unbelievably good at being unable to shut up about whatever I’m obsessed with at that current moment. I also do this ‘teleporting’ thing where I move quickly or people don’t notice me take a more efficient route (usually, this happens at work) and I seem to suddenly ‘appear’ in places. I often use this for evil to unnerve visitors on tours by going from the back to the front without anyone seeing me move, and it brings me great joy

10) Where were you born? In a hospital. Fun fact, when I was born, the nurses didn’t write down the time of birth, and my mum was just like ‘at some point in the morning’ so like. I don’t actually know what time I was born haha. I guess you could say I’m....I’m a....timeless ch- *gets shot*

11) What are your hobbies? I draw, I write, I play percussion in an orchestra (currently learning glock and xylo which are haaaard), I sing in my church choir and I also like writing music! I mainly do electronic music, using samples I’ve recorded irl (like a squeaking gate) and turning them into synthesisers! I’ve actually got a whole album/EP’s worth of music and I want to put it up somewhere on the internet soon

12) Do you have any pets? Do the grasshoppers in my garden count

13) How tall are you? Uhhhhhhh 5′7″ i believe but i don’t remember

14) Favourite subject in school? English

15) Dream job? Would love to be a tv script writer and/or documentary presenter tbh. Like, getting to write cool stories and someone else makes them for me? And then get to talk excitedly about cool stuff?? Sign me up

 No pressure ofc, but here are some tags!

@archervale ; @chaoticacecryptid ; @sunshinedaysforever ; @gabeorelse ; @southernlynxx ; @novantinuum ; @kasterborous-constellation ; @emptyofdust ; @strikingtwelves ; @puffins-studio ; @echo84 ; @theoreticalabsurdity ; @krebkrebkreb ; @1-of-those-things ; @sadgician

[quinloki]

Idk why Marco and Jinbe specifically are my favorite. Tbh they both show up so late in the manga but I don't even remember who my favorites were before them. I just saw them and it was an immediate latching on, my brain just went YUP THEMS THE ONE. (At least for Jinbe, with Marco it didn't happen until Marineford.) But where do I even begin. I'm head over heels for those men. I would bear their children if they wanted (and I don't want kids so much that I got sterilized, but if I weren't and they were real and asked- yes, anything for you, absolutely.)

Marco is just. Ugh, so cool, the moment he transformed I knew it was over (I am weak for animal-shifter characters or chars with animal traits.) But beyond the coolest zoan fruit ever he's just so loyal and fun and sweet. I think about Marco frequently. I don't generally use this phrase because it's a bit after my time, but I could consider him a comfort character. When I cook I think of Sanji standing by encouraging me. When I do difficult mental health stuff or taking care of myself I think of Marco. I know he would care so much it hurt. I just feel it. If I need reassurance falling asleep, bam, I just picture him with me. And things are better because someone I think is amazing cares.

Currently have a Marco/Reader longfic planned. The Google doc for it is 18k words of just notes/scene ideas. It's the longest doc of all my planned longfics. Speaking of which, I really need to read Birds of a Feather.

As for Jinbe... he's so genuinely kind and honest. I love his laugh. I love how badass he is. I love knowing how strong he is but knowing he would be SO gentle. He's a pillar in the communities he's in. He knows when he's made mistakes and apologizes sincerely (i.e. Arlong). He's determined and headstrong in a good way. I love how he shows that pride can be a beautiful, just thing.

Also I love how god dang BIG he is and I love his pointy teeth and big mouth and cute round nose. I'm terrified of whale sharks IRL (the thought of being in the water with anything big scares me but especially things with huge mouths like whales, like, just a picture of a basking shark feeding gives me the creeps) but I know Jinbe would take me swimming and introduce me to one all gently and show me there's nothing to be afraid of even as I have a death grip on his hand.

Marco is not Jinbe big but he's still stupidly tall compared to me and that makes me kinda swoon. I love my big faves. I love how happy thinking about them makes me.

I need to finish plotting a Jinbe fic. Shameful I've never put out any solo works with wither fave in them. Idk why!!! Brain weird.

Thanks for listening to my rambles!!

(Also, speaking of poly stuff, Ace keeps creeping into the Marco fic wanting to be included and at this point I'm starting to cave in...)

\o/ I love everything about this. I had to read it twice because my "I just woke up for the day" brain wasn't picking it all up the first time.

I will, without shame, say, yes, you should read Birds of a Feather. I'm quite proud of how it's turning out and it might become my personal favorite at this rate.

I've noticed that it can actually be harder to write about your faves. I think there's a paralysis in there of wanting to get it PERFECT, because your feelings for them are so strong that anything less than PERFECT isn't good enough. But, we don't love them cause they're perfect, and thus perfection isn't a requirement - it's never a requirement, it's a trap, honestly.

Getting words and lines on paper is all that's needed. The intent will be there, the skill will follow, but the EFFORT, that's the important part. The effort to just type or draw or whatever. That attempt, that time, that result - no matter how it turns out, that's the important part. That's the love.

To try and fail is more a sign of appreciation and love than to stay still waiting perfection.

BUT I HAVE DIGRESSED A BIT.

If Ace wants to be included, I wouldn't stop him. /nod nod/. More than that though, when you start posting these, tag me, or DM me or send an ask with a link.

I look forward to reading them ^_^

[pakioki]

What a lovely start to your response, I'm happy I've cleared your misery!!! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

Ahh fair fair, *almost* any cake is good cake! Mm why choco cake specifically? Oh also what kind of cheese cake? The bit about terumatsu cake is genuinely so sweet, what a lovely little tradition. (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) mwah to you as well Kio!! Also you have a sister? Is she you're only sibling? Oh! Are you older or younger? I'd assume since you used past tense when talking about studying she's older but it never hurts to ask! You don't have to share ofc! Privacy is important after all!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و

Oh dorms! Do you room with someone? How was it settling in? ahh also wow 6am-8pm sounds. . horrid for lack of a better word, ha. Also! Computer science. . . I looked into it and woah. It seems like a daunting subject, had your parents not wanted you to get into it what would you have chosen? Why did they want you in comp. sci. specifically?

Ahh so you like intricate designs! How cool! Is there s sort of theme henna designs follow? Please, tell me about it! (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) Truth be told I know next to nothing about henna aside from the fact it stains the skin with whatever design was piped onto it. What's the longest you've taken with a design? To answer your question it's not a lot, ha. I'm just clumsy and rough with most things so my hands are almost always scraped up!

Mm, I do like the idea of running my hands through your hair though. (≧∇≦) Speaking of, what's your hair like? Thick, thin, wavy, straight, coily? Oh! Have you dyed it before?

It's good to have things you're passionate about!! Also attractive! ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ) What kind of movies do you watch? Oh also! what kind of games do you play on Roblox? It's been forever since I've been on there haha.

Oh!! Was/are there any animals &/or landscapes you particularly enjoyed drawing? Also that's completely understandable, people are quite tricky to draw ha. The shape of them can be. . a little hard to grasp or make look right at times. I'm happy to hear you've seen improvement!!! Good job!! ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧

Ahh I'm certainly not opposed to that!! I'd love to bake together! Haha I saw you mentioned the double sink when talking to another anon, what about that specifically are you so hooked on? Admittingly I do think it's cute, also it's. . far more convenient to have a double sink because that'd mean more room to clean dishes! Oh you cook for your family? Do you have any go-to dish?

Haha I'd have to agree on the making friends bit! If it's of any comfort I also have struggled to make friends, especially over the last couple years. (¬_¬") Traveling together would be lovely!! Where would you want to go? I'm more than happy to tag along, tbh I think its the company that makes the experience enjoyable. Whether that be through travel companion or the people you meet, y'know? Ahh though seeing new places is also cool!! Not to discount that it's just, eushh, look at me, floundering over my words ha. I'll end that there before I talk (type?) myself into circles.

Ahh lately I've been playing Sun Haven !!! It's a very cute and cozy game! (๑>◡<๑) Though outside of that I really like puzzle, adventure, & horror games! The first that comes to mind being dinner with an owl. I believe it's classed as horror? Though it's a puzzle game as well.

I've heard people talk about Genshin! Personally I could never get into it but I am curious, what aspect of it do you enjoy? How'd you get into it?

Awe I hope you find the time to get into crocheting!!!! It seems like such a fun hobby!! Oh also, maybe we could do pottery together one day, I think that'd be fun. ( 'ヮ' )

Ragdolls are adorable ohmygoodness you have the best taste !!!! I adore them !! ahh such cuties !!! Mm I have no type in mind! Personally I was planning on going to a shelter and adopting the oldest one there, haha. I'd like to give him/her the best life and once he/she passes I'd just repeat the process. I just think if I were a cat I'd appreciate it if someone made my last years good, y'know?

You make that sound so tempting but I wouldn't want you to overwork yourself!! I'd be more than happy to pick up a part time job, plus it wouldn't hurt if we had a healthy amount of money to put in savings !! Long term we might even be able to retire early but I'm getting ahead of myself. ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝) Ahh anyway the title of housewife doesn't sound too bad.

Mm that is true! I wonder how our views compare and contrast with one another? I'm excited to find out!!

Thank you!! Mm pink is also fitting for you, it's a bright and energetic color. Lot's of enthusiasm. ( •̀ ᗜ •́ ) pff keep complimenting me and we may as well be getting married. Thank you again! Ahh Jam is a hit or miss for me, sometimes it's just. . too sweet, y'know? Also yes!! The stains are a struggle to get out.

Mhm I'm fine! It's inconvenient at worst. If you're offering I'll gladly accept!!! Ahh how do you unwind after an exhausting day? If you're not buried under school work maybe you could just, relax? Take a bit of time to yourself? Oh also! (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) it seems we're at much different ends of the spectrum! I'm quite a introverted person, haha. Socializing after a bit becomes quite the chore for me so I gotta say it's cool to meet someone on the opposite end! Regardless, everyone has their limits and it sounds like yours was reached today. I hope tomorrow is more forgiving and lax for you!! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

A bad lollipop? Euhshs, how awful. Also! Yes, cuddling!! Personally I adore the thought of holding someone and just enjoying the quite with them, y'know? Letting them lay their head on my chest and lull them to sleep, it's a special kind of intimate, if that makes sense? It just feels special in a way. Ahh I love the cold but it brings it's own slew of problems. </3 Haha going without a jacket because it didn't work with your outfit? I can't say anything because I've done the same but pff. I hope you've warmed up now at least!

Oh, thank you!! Actually I am curious, what got you into the yandere community? How long have you been in it for? Ah also! How do you deal with obsession?

No no I also dislike black coffee !! I don't understand how people don't add sugar and milk, euhsjs.

Ahh I see! Your ideal morning sounds pleasant, I hope you're able to make it a reality soon!! You deserve a break and a chance to take care of yourself!! ♡ Mm your day to day as is sounds productive, albite like it's lacking in time to yourself to decompress.

Cats are adorable !! Also I'll have to give that song a listen!! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ I don't think I have one? I don't usually play favorites because I get kind of nervous at the thought, if that makes sense? But! A song I really enjoy is 'blond hair - black lungs' by sorority noise. I always go back to it when I'm not feeling great and it's nice to feel heard or like seen, y'know? Yes!! Please listen to it!! Mm my favorite animal? I also really like cats as well !!! It's probably because I grew up with them, plus I like how self assured they are, y'know? Like I trust that if I died they could fend for and take care of themselves.

Ohh your English reads really well!! Your sentences are coherent so you're doing great!! Mhm, it's no problem Kio!! Also I'm happy to hear that!!

Oh I use She/They pronouns and I prefer feminine terms of endearment!! What about you? Any soft of preferance in masc/fem petnames?

Sincerely, 🍰.

Chocolate cake because I absolutely LOVE chocolate, buy me a really good chocolate and I’ll literally beg and kneel for it. I likeee raspberry cheesecake, I eat it the most often. Sometimes if I travel to the city somewhere and it’s available I’ll get basque cheesecake. Both are really good!

I have 2 sisters! One is older and graduated college and is off to find a job. The other sister is even older. I have no idea what happened to her, I don’t really remember her. I think she left around the time I was 4? She kinda just disappeared..? Nobody talks about her in my family so I rather just not ask questions about her. I hope she’s doing well now.

No I have my own personally dorm, very grateful for that.. (oh my goodness I had an entire paragraph here AND IT DIDNT SAVE UFHFHD) Settling in wasn’t too hard, I don’t have that much furniture, just basic necessities. My neighbors are fairly quiet and nice so that’s good. You mentioned your neighbors before in the cat conversation, how are they like?

Yes 6am-8pm is a quite hard even for me who’s going through it every single day. I do get breaks here and there so at least I’m not studying or working 24/7. I sometimes think it might be helpful in the future to be used to very long hours especially with jobs and whatnot.. I know you don’t have anything right now but what would your ideal timings be? Like 9am-5pm? Or something similar?

Hmm I could’ve chosen an art degree and pursue my life in art, or in literature and writing. I wanted to be an English teacher growing up, or like a teacher that taught you how to write. I had such amazing English teachers in high school, they motivated me so much. I won’t ramble about them for now, otherwise it’ll get very long but if you want to hear more about them, tell me! I’d love to talk about them. The path of being a teacher is too far from me now though. :(

Probably one of my regrets is that I never asked. I think the biggest problem with me is that I just blindly trust the people I love, especially my parents.. I was always taught the mindset of “always trust your parents! They know what’s best for you always and don’t doubt them at all!” for my entire life and I kinda just stick with it. now that I’m writing/texting this down I realize how dumb I sound now, why did I not ask them? Of course I don’t exactly believe in it as much, I was always the “good kid” to my parents, did whatever they wanted without question. One of my biggest regrets and problems in life. You have just learned one of the bad personality traits about me! Congratulations! why am I congratulating you on this? I have no idea..

I’ll try to explain “theme!” Henna normally involves types of flower shapes (ex: roses, lotuses) the most common flower you’ll find on henna is a spiral one with petals, I don’t think it has a name though.. I could show a picture if you want! Also leaves and vines are common. The basic structure of henna is based on lines, chains and humps normally (of course this depends on what design your doing, some may have more chains, lines than others) There are different types of henna styles that include more themes than others like Arabic mehndi, Floral mehndi, bridal etc. The longest I’ve taken on a design was at least 3 days. I regret never taking a picture of it cause it was really pretty. I do have henna on my hand right now! It’s a bit faded but I can still send a picture if you want! Scraped up? Now you worry me, do I need to wrap bandages around them for you and kiss them?

My hair is black and wavy, it’s mostly in braids or out cause most of the time I’m too lazy to style my hair.. it’s fairly long and reaches my thighs. My parents were always against dying my hair so I never did it, but I’m willing to try highlights or something similar! What about your hair? Did you dye it? What type of hair texture is it?

I don’t think I mentioned anything about movies? Did I? But I don’t watch too many movies, it’s difficult to find time to watch a full 1-2 hour movie sometimes.. do you have any recommendations for movies? On Roblox sometimes I play dti (that game got everyone on a chokehold) Cake off was also one of my favorite games, if you check my Pinterest you’d see all my past cake designs! Story games are always fun to play, I love choosing my own actions and finding new endings. I also play horror games here and there.. sometimes it’s really fun or just confusing, boring cause I don’t know what the hell to do. Some horror games need some actual directions cause I’m just a lost soul wandering sometimes.. :( my favorite one on Roblox right now has to be the “Mimic” though. It’s popular for a very good reason! Interliminality is a close call too.

I drew birds mainly I think, they were always pretty to me. But I also drew all type of animals like lions, sharks, dolphins, elephants etc. it’s a large spectrum! I enjoyed grassy fields or like fields with a river? Also sunsets were very enjoyable to draw, gave the painting a bit more of a spark! They are difficult.. thank you for your praises though! Were you ever good at art/tried in art?

Ooo..? What would we bake together I wonder.. definitely cake obviously, brownies? I think cupcakes go in the category of cakes? Am I wrong? No clue. Washing dishes together in double sinks are just so fricken romantic!! Like I’d love to wash dishes with the one I love! Let’s put some music in the background and peacefully wash dishes together.. a dream honestly! It is more convenient though as you said. Yes I do cook for myself and family sometimes! I tend to cook halwa w/naan or just something similar, I prefer to eat my traditional childhood dishes since they give so many good memories. Do you have any childhood dishes?

Friends are fairly difficult make especially considering how busy everyone is.. I’d want to go tooo… Greece, Iceland, Costa Rica honestly I’m down to go anywhere! Expect France.. I once did travel there with family for fun and it was absolutely horrible. The view was amazing but the people were shitty… I think I was 7 at the time so it’s a bit of a blurry memory now, but I clearly remember some natives spitting on my mom’s dress and face.. disgusting. It could be I just went at a very bad place and at a very wrong time? Who knows but I’m probably not going there for a while. You’re right about that! Company is so SOO much better than traveling alone! cries as a lonely traveler.. Let’s hold hands and walk the streets!! ^^ I do miss traveling with my family since it always felt like I had a guide or some support. Wish I had friends to travel with, willing to be my partner for travel my dearest cake? *kneels on one knee and kisses your hand* It’s adorable when you start talking in circles, I wouldn’t mind if you did!

Sun haven? I have to search that one up I’ve never heard of it before.. care to help me when if I do ever try playing? Also care to explain why the first thing that came up when I search sun haven was “sun haven romantic options??” I also enjoy puzzle and horror games.. though sometimes I struggle with solving them cause I’m slightlyy dumb.. I do prefer horror games with more storyline driven. Ah! I know Dinner with an Owl! I think someone recommended it to me once, I searched it up but I never actually did try it. Is it hard?

I found Genshin through a specific YouTuber, I tried playing it and got absolutely hooked, I love visual games and the story was super fun. I kept going with it for a good while (started in March 2021). I did eventually take a break around February 2022 cause I got older, workload was increasing and didnt really have time for it. Now I’m not as dedicated as I used to be but still a really fun game. Why do you think you wouldn’t get into it? That’s an interesting opinion I haven’t heard in a while.

Pottery or crocheting would be fun together, anything really with you would be fun no matter what the subject. ^^

Thank you for the compliments! You make my heart flutter! Hmm yeah I see your vision, if I were also a cat, I’d love someone to treat me the best during my last years. I feel like I’d want to make more memories with my cats and watch them grow up so I’d probably get a young maybe new born cat? I want to take pictures of their growth and make colleges out of it. I honestly want to stay dedicated and devoted to only one cat but unfortunately they don’t last forever..

I try not to overwork myself.. can’t help it sometimes. Well isn’t that cute? You thinking about our future together? I adore thoughts like that. Retiring early and just resting home sounds so peaceful to me.. it’ll take a lot of hard work and energy but it would be useful for the future! I could also take title of housewife, I’d say I clean pretty well and I can cook! Two housewives are better than one <3

Ah? You find me bright and energetic? Most people do so I’m not surprised, but it’s sweet getting those types of compliments here and there. Who says I don’t want to marry you? We’ll just have to find out and see for the future! ^^

Jam is sometimes too sweet, too clumpy, or just not appealing to me.. I hate food stain whether it’s jam or something else. I absolutely hate honey filled things too, also too sweet and overly sticky.

Currently I’m just unwinding by responding to asks! It’s a fun way to let all my feelings out, doing henna is also fun, most of the time I just take a very long nap, I’m normally really tired after school and work, so sleeping is my best choice. My breaks are pretty short timespans so reading is also relaxing. Taking care of myself of myself would just be me cooking a yummy meal, do some skincare, take care of hair and actually maybe style it for once? I don’t relax often in long time periods so I’m not used to thinking this type of way… it’s fun to meet people who are opposite of me! Yet we’re so similar in other ways too. Considering I’m writing this as it is “tomorrow” yes today was way more lax! I didn’t have troubles this time and I got along talking with classmates, made some valuable memories today.

aahhh.. I’d absolutely love that.. let me sleep on your chest and we’ll watch the stars together outside the window at night.. I agree, it’s a very special kind of intimate, very comforting and warm.

The cold is honestly really romantic.. and aesthetically pleasing. Like let’s share jackets together when we’re cold and huddle up like penguins, or when it snows let’s dance together and make snowmen. When we can’t go outside, let’s sleep peacefully in our home together cuddled up in a blanket with hot chocolate.. wouldn’t that be cute? Really? What type of outfits do you wear often? Is it like normal shirt and pants or do you have a specific style?

I’ve always known the term “yandere” for a good while but I’d never looked into it. I think it was 2 years ago that I actually searched about it and it felt comforting? Like I felt like I somehow related to some of the things. I never really interacted with the community until recently, I think around the middle of October? I deal with obsession with work, hobbies, interests etc. Every time I obsess over someone it feels so.. uncomfortable and far. It hurted me a lot especially if they weren’t giving me attention. Work actually helps a lot considering I have a lot of things to get done, lot of things to think about, etc. I did get into soccer to get over my obsessions in high school over somebody and it worked really well! I also ended up being a pretty good soccer player, unfortunately my skills are pretty rusty now. What about you? What made you into this community in the first place?

Good to know, I also don’t understand people who drink absolute bitter coffee.. do you like tea? Any other drinks? Some people I know are obsessed with boba, tried it a few times and I think I need to get used to the tapioca balls before being able to properly enjoy it..

That ideal morning seems very far honestly… Whats your ideal morning? I’m assuming it’s similar to mines. I mean I do find my days productive but there are times where I start tweaking and losing brain cells throughout the day. Whats your day to day like? Also “albite?” I searched the word up and I’m getting results for a type of mineral.. did you accidentally misspell it?

Oooo that sounds like such an interesting title, I’ll put it in my reminders to listen to it for you! :D I never thought about that. I always preferred cats since they’re more quiet, have longer life spans, and really therapeutic. I never got to mention this but my cousin does have an orange cat! Her name is dolly! She’s really fun to play with and sometimes bites my ankles, it’s all good intentions though! at least I hope?

Ahaha.. thank you for the compliments again. I try hard in English so I appreciate when someone notices it. It took like an hour to write this whole thing (and some of it deleted and didn’t save for some reason criess)

I prefer she/her but I’m honestly fine with anything. I use feminine terms! Well my dear I’ll be replying to everything else now have a wonderful day!

Love ya!

[shinxeysartgallery]

Why do you have so many ocs btw? I'm not asking you to get rid of any so I hope this doesn't come off that way but I am legit curious. You've got what 200 of them? I'm sure you have your favorites of those but does it ever get hard giving them all the proper attention?

Making OCs gives me funny happy brain chemicals.

For a more serious answer, honestly I just think it's fun. I enjoy coming up with ideas and then trying to make them into an actual thing with writing or whatever. In some cases, their creation was seen as a fun challenge for me. For example, Dr. Xenon was based off the idea of me trying to theme a character off an element and I thought xenon would be a fun one to play with. Another example is Calssie. I needed a character to do what she does in the story, but the idea to make her a living skeleton came from me not only thinking it would be cool, but also as a way to push myself out of my comfort zone a bit. I'm REALLY bad at drawing skeletons, so I thought maybe if I had a character I actually cared about be a skeleton, it would make me do better? She was a fun challenge!

Most of my OCs are not meant to be more than NPCs/background characters, so there's not that much worry in regards to not giving them enough attention. Sometimes I suppose it's more of a challenge regarding my favorites since I tend to get fixated on one/a few in particular and they get most of my attention until the fixation goes away. I'd still say I give my mains and secondaries the proper amount of focus in their respective actual writing stuff. Drawings? Ehh, that tends to be skewed more towards whoever I'm fixated on at the time, tbh. lmao

[dav3katz]

Hello ! Nice to see a new homestuck blog. This fandom dead as shit lol. Do you have any just general hcs for what it’s like to date dave or dirk?

Dave relationship hcs

- Dave is pretty new to relationships, but he tries to be as cliche and romantic as he is able without letting his cool guy act be sabotaged.

- but at the same time .. he is like.. a huge fuckin dork lmao like overly sappy and just .. my god this boy is actually a mess

- he makes raps for you, yeah how original OP. Listen..!!! I know.

- but seriously yeah makes you raps and then wants your opinion.. he’s dying inside waiting for your reaction to it, but he’s happy when you say you like them :))

- he craves validation, especially for his raps tho.

- but sometimes he gets up in his feelings and wants you to validate him as a whole

- which he will deny getting up in said feelings

- teases you a lot

- he’s also always blushy around you .. blushy boy ..

- so like any affection he gives .. big blush on his face

- likes holding your hand a lot (and kissing them)

- likes sitting in your lap as well, doesn’t matter if he’s bigger than you or not

- goes “mwah mwah mwah” everytime he kisses you

- draws dicks on you while you’re minding your own business . He does it to karkat too tho

- doesn’t matter if he’s taller, when you kiss he wraps his arms around your neck, with your hands on his waist

- he likes his hair being played with but he won’t tell you that ;p

- likes you wearing his shades btw . He thinks it’s cute he dies inside whenever you do

- rambles to you a lot.. big surprise .. but he will ramble to you about anything and everything and appreciates you listening to him

- he rambles about you to rose a lot, well just anyone really? But mostly does it to rose, John, karkat, and kanaya.

- are you actually strong enough to carry him? Or is he just floating? The world may never know..

- he’s clingy and is always with you. On the off chance he isn’t you’re send a million “mwah” “love u or whatever” “<3”

- he can only keep the cool guy act for so long okay .. but he can be lame and sappy… just for you..

- but at first he’s awkward about his feelings he has so much he wants to let out but he’s trying so hard not to be a complete dorky loser in front of you so he’s so weird at first about affection and just.. a lot of things.. when he finally lets loose he’s fine

- he’s annoying and likes annoying you >=)

- “babebabebabebabebabebabebabebabe” “WHAT” “hi”

- the only reason he confessed is rose ? Like tbh . I think he would repress his feelings for the rest of his goddamn life . Especially if you’re a dude cuz holy shit

- but yea he spends so much time trying to not let his whole heart out, he can’t help but wanna express himself with you (when he’s more comfortable).

- kanaya and rose find it funny to just make you nice outfits so that Dave has like a heart attack <33

- “Dave look at this new outfit kanaya made me!” “Dave your face is redder than usual are you ok” “yes just having a heart attack is all.”

- the first time you you kissed him, he’s red in the face and just starts randomly beatboxing bc he cannot handle how cute you are and how great that was

- likes just chillin and listening to music with you

- loves cuddling you to sleep!! Usually likes being the big spoon . He likes the idea that you’re safe in his arms

- but like? Also likes being the smaller one when he’s just tired and sad and just .. needs to feel safe for once

- but if you try to enforce being the big spoon it takes some getting used to but he likes it so =)

- you guys got your own language at this point, communicating random shit with your hands.

“WHAT THE HELL ARE THEY SAYING NOW. IS THAT HUMAN SIGN LANGAUGE?” “Definitely not.” “Yes I’m Not Sure What They’re Saying Either” “oh! They’re saying how karkat is really fuckin stupid! Haha!” “John why do you even know that” “WHAT THE ACTUAL SHIT. WHAT.”

- carries you bridal style while he’s like flying.. just like.. looking down at nice views with him and shit.. so long as you trust him enough for that lmao

- he’s a dork and gets you flowers when you go on dates =) he refused to when you started dating so now he uses every opportunity he can

- also he’s very chill, like goes wherever you want to and it’s very hard for you to upset him

- likes neck kisses of any kind . Receiving or giving

- just stares at you .. a lot .. usually you can’t tell because of the shades but if you pay attention to the way he smiles you would be able to.. he gets this warm smile when he looks at you

- he just loves looking at you.. all the time… in a non creepy way ..

- he does worry a lot, so he does get a bit protective at times. Given everything he’s gone through, naturally he fears something could happen to you.

- he wants to be able to keep you safe and he fears he can’t do that. + he just fears the day you’ll die . He’s just . Rlly scared for all of that and thinks about it a lot and sometimes just needs some reassurance

Dirk relationship hcs

- oh boy

- well, he’s extremely grateful you’re dating him, he’s pretty self aware that he’s not dating material. Or at least, thinks he isn’t.

- of course, there will be some problems to work through in your relationship, he needs somebody who can get him to open up and talk about his emotions. It’s hard but he can succeed if he tries at it.

- he would hesitate for a long time to tell you how he felt about you, but I think his friends would be really encouraging about it.

- plus yknow… Hal … would probably do something

- speaking of, Hal does a lot of things to embarrass dirk and expose him for his affections to you, even while you’re dating.

- “he totally lovesssss you” “no I don’t” “he wants to kisssss youuu” “shut up”

- it takes awhile for him to be affectionate, and to truly express emotions very freely. However, when he does, he does.

- he won’t get too sappy on you, but he’s a lot better at expressing himself than at the beginning of your relationship. If you say “I love you” he says it back, and may even say it first on days he’s feeling particularly softer than usual

- he typically likes buying you things, it’s mainly how he shows affection

- he gets awkward at first with physical affections, but he grows to love it. Never initiates it though, even though he wants to.

- just kinda acts all tsundere abt it tbh

- but he loves it :)

- usually the most cuddly when you’re both sleepy and tired

- he likes being picked up, wrapping his legs around your waist and his arms around your neck :D

- that goes for while kissing too

- likes touching your face

- speaking of touching loves being touched now and is low key clingy af he just doesn’t wanna show it. Cant blame him tho he hasn’t been touched like almost his entire life

- he also teases you a lot, more than dave would though

- it’s how he shows affection <3

- you play with this hair and he goes >:( he takes too long to do it everyday ok . Don’t play with his hair unless he’s gonna sleep

- usually likes control in what you guys do for dates, but doesn’t care if you come up with plans sometimes

- he likes watching anime with you

- he gets kinda blushy and flustered.. quite a bit.. especially when you’re being touchy

- likes wearing your clothes, or you wearing his but it usually leads to more NSFW thoughts so I will not go too into that LOL

- big on cuddles, number one way to get him to be very touchy with you and affectionate

- likes putting his face in your neck when you cuddle, or when he’s feeling cuddly and affectionate in general

- when you cuddle he clings onto you like some koala

- when cuddling he tends to be more open and vulnerable so sometimes just vents about shit

- or like mumbles in your neck about how much he loves you and he’s sorry he doesn’t tell you it enough

- when you text him he gets all giddy and shit . All excited like “Omg haha what do they want”

- likes just listening to music with you and vibing

- cursed hc but he listens to blink-182 with you

- also . Yes bad at expressing himself at times but do not doubt his affections for you . You are quite literally his world and he will defend you through thick and thin

- touch is his love language now BTW . Kinda your fault tho :)

- tends to pay close attention to you, just little things he notices about you that even you don’t notice about yourself

- he’s not trying to be creepy promise he just likes looking at you

- which means though that he noticed your behaviors and habits

- and tends to copy them without meaning to

- like if you tend to say “like” a lot, guess what he says it a lot now.

- do you make specific hand movements when you talk? Well .. so does he now

- roxy is your guys number 1 shipper btw . They think you guys are just the cutest

- but absolutely teases tf out of dirk

- also Jane is the fucking “lesbian bullies gay man” meme but with you she’s like “hello sweetie honey baby Angel”

- Jake loves you guys too =)) he always asks dirk how you’re doin

- imagine a double date with John and Roxy. “I’m cold” “here you go Roxy! :)” “I’m cold too.” “Well damn y/n I can’t control the weather.”

- he is a good bf tho . Promise .

[cobrakaisb]

hi bestie! i’ve had this idea for a while, but i haven’t seen it. can you do like a head cannon of what miguel, robby, and eli/hawk would be like as an older brother? it can be totally based off what you think :) thank you <3

of course! sorry it took me a while but i needed to to be perfect. i also added two bonus boys at the end (hope you don’t mind). little note: i wrote this with a fem reader in mind because of the mentions of periods. 

Having the Cobra Kai boys as older brothers

miguel:

you and miguel are so close

the age difference does not affect him at all

he is very protective of you before cobra kai

but once he joins cobra kai that over protectiveness 📈📈📈

let’s just say that this kid is bothering you

miguel definitely notices and scares them off

you act annoyed about it, but you’re highkey grateful that he did that

“my brother is the all valley champ so back the fuck off”

you were so excited for him at the all valley

you wore one of his cobra kai shirts and everything

miguel is so supportive of whatever extra curricular you do

karate? yes he stans, theater? you bet he’s at all your shows, dance? you know he’s bringing you some flowers, another sport? he’s at every game cheering for you

miguel knows about periods, and he has no shame in buying you tampons/pads

“hey y/n, i noticed you were running low so i got you some more” 🥺🥺 

you wear his hoodies all the time

they are very big on you, but very comfy

you help him with sam

“i punched her in the face” “what why?”

“y/n what do you think about this?” “it looks great miguel. sam will love it”

when he dates tory you're a little on edge about it

“miguel, weren’t you like trying to win sam back two days ago?” “i like tory now” “okayy” 

johnny loves you as much as he loves miguel

y’all hang out together

his friends are your friends and vice versa

your friends definitely think that miguel is cute but “eww that’s my brother”

when miguel is in the coma you blame johnny

“he showed mercy because of you! you did this!”

but then you cry into his chest

when miguel wakes up you’re at school

you don’t find out until after school when carmen picks you up

you hug him so tight, rambling about how much you love him

“i love you too y/n now get off me”

you can’t keep up with his love life

“y/n i’m with sam again” “what?” 

overall your bond is amazing and you couldn’t ask for a better brother

robby:

you and robby both live with your mother (because we aren’t basic here)

you’re the odd one out (your mom does drugs and robby sells them)

“you got caught with molly? i thought you and sara were hooking up?” “the drug y/n”

when robby starts being friends with those punk kids, the two of you start to drift

you actually go to school, unlike him

“just skip y/n” “no robby”

it isn’t until he gets back on track because of daniel that you two start getting close again

“i’m gonna get back on track y/n i promise” and you believe him

you go to the skatepark with him

he skates while you read or draw or skate (whatever you’re into tbh)

when you’re on your period robby will buy you stuff, but he doesn’t like to

he feels so awkward about it

“um are these the right ones?” “yes thank you”

robby gives the best hugs (idk why he just does)

i feel like robby is also really good at reading emotions

like he knows when you’ve had a bad day at school or when you’re stressed about something

he also knows how to cheer you up :)))

“i know you did not just eat cereal with water???” “and what about it?”

when your mom comes back after being gone for days robby pulls you behind him

because he really doesn’t want you to be exposed to that

you cry into robby’s chest once she leaves

“why can’t she just be our mom?”

when daniel asks robby to move in with him he denies

but quickly explains that he can’t leave you

daniel tells robby that you can come too

“thanks for helping my brother mr.larusso, i really appreciate it”

you definitely walk in on robby and sam making out at some point

“hey robby- oh my god i’m so sorry” slaps hand over eyes and immediately leaves the room

when robby pushes miguel off the balcony it's the first time you’re genuinely scared of him

you visit him in jail, but it takes awhile for you to go

“i’m sorry y/n” “i know robby”

you just understand each other

when robby joins cobra kai he tries to get you in too

you agree to one lesson, and know it’s not for you

you have many arguments about this

“he’s brainwashing you!” “he knows what’s best for me, for us!”

robby feels so betrayed when he finds out you’re staying with johnny

the two of you definitely drift after that, but you find your way back to each other, you always do

eli/hawk:

okay so before he flips the script you defend eli, no matter what

you cry with him about the bullies and definitely try to fight kyler more than once

you wear his sweaters (fight me on it)

you encourage him to do karate

when he flips the script you’re very happy for him he finally feels confident in himself and you love that for him

now the roles are reversed

hawk protects you now

no one even dares to look at you because they are scared of him

i feel like he has a tattoo for you, whether that's your name or your favorite flower idk but he gets one for you

“um wow okay we’re doing that now” “do you like it or not?” “yeah but i wasn’t expecting it”

sometimes he’ll let you pick his hair color “how about purple” “maybe” 😉

he definitely flirts with your friends “hello ladies!” “hi hawk!” “get out!”

you’re the only one that is allowed to call him eli

“eli i need ten dollars?” “for what?” “a snack” *hands over the money*

“eli can i have your sweatshirt? i’m cold” “yeah take it”

“i can’t, me and eli are going to the movies today”

one day you’re sitting with him and his minions (you refuse to call them friends) at lunch

“so eli” -one of the cobra kais “shut the fuck up! you can’t call him that!” -you

hawk has a proud brother moment

anything that you do hawk is like “fuck yeah that’s my sibling!”

his friends are not allowed to look at you, talk to you, have a crush on you, or even think about you

“woah dude she’s hot” “that’s my fucking sister! stay away from her!”

“eli who’s your friend-” “NO!” 

as eli he will buy you period products but is very shy about it

as hawk he will not be caught dead in that isle of cvs

“eli i need them!” “i don’t care! i’ll drive you there and you can run in and get them”

when hawk breaks demetri’s arm you don't speak to him for weeks

you confront him about his new behavior

“this is who i am!” “no it’s not! you’re not my brother!” 

you’re crying and then storm off to your room

that breaks him

is highkey the start of his redemption

when he’s at the fight at the larusso house, and he sees demetri about to get his arm broken, he thinks of your words: “you're not my brother!”

literally motivates him to fix things

you see hawk and demitri and just know that your brother is back

you hug him so tight

“you were right y/n. i’m sorry” “of course i was. i’m always right” “gee thanks” “love you”  

bonus demetri:

he is a nerd, you are a nerd

the two of you watch star wars, marvel, harry potter, etc. together 

“daddy anakin” “please shut the fuck up”

you want to punch him in the face because he is so sarcastic 

it gets on your nerves 

bust out laughing when johnny makes fun of his pi shirt 

“stop laughing” “if it’s funny i'm gonna laugh”

even though you’re a nerd you’re cool 

like you have a lot of friends in your grade 

“demetri if i don’t talk to you at the halloween party that’s why” gestures to his costume 

listen to his rants about how eli’s changed 

you try to give him advice, but it doesn’t work out

so proud of him when he joins miyagi-do

“i'm glad you’re stepping out of your comfort zone” 

demetri tries to get you to join miyagi-do

if you do join great more sibling bonding

if you don’t join no biggie y’all are still besties

y’all go to the comic book store together

its sibling bonding time

you threaten to fight hawk after the laser tag thing 

“hey asshole you leave my brother alone!” 

you sign his cast first

you definitely write some inside joke that only the two of you understand

you see him kissing yas and do a whole 🤮

“so you dating yas?” “idk why” “just checking”

very obvious about your distaste for her

when him and hawk become friends again you’re very wary

“he broke your arm” “he apologized” “he broke your arm!!!”

eventually you and hawk are on semi decent terms

“demetri forgave you and that’s fine but i’m still not over it”

your relationship = the perfect mix of love and teasing  

bonus bonus king bert 🙌🏻:

you are older than him by like a year

but you’re still besties for life 

you’re very proud of him when he joins cobra kai

“im joining a karate dojo” “period pop off”

you always ruffle his hair 

cheer for him at the all valley

“yeah bert!”

but also like you can’t watch 

when he gets eliminated you cringe 

he’s sad about it 

“i just wanted to impress you” “im very impressed bert, you did great” 

your opinion matters so much to him

he’s such a small cinnamon roll 🥺🥺

seeing him with the older cobra kai boys makes you soft

“y/n i’m going out with hawk and miguel can you drive me?” 

bert admires you a lot, like you are his hero

y’all are the best sibling duo and that’s on period

[divinefireangel]

Hey there!!! Can you please write a smut on SF9 finding out their partner reading smuts 🥺🌝 (I want to see how dirty they can go🌝) And if you don't want to write for all of them then maybe you can just do it for any member you're comfortable to write on. Literally, ANY MEMBER WOULD WORK. I really want to read something like this haha🤭

Also, I genuinely love your writings! I'm new to Tumblr but I'm literally binge reading your posts. Gosh you're talented as fuck😫💗✨

Lots of love, and thank youuuu💕

OMG YES YES YES YES

TMI: Not gonna lie, I was thinking about this when my mom came into my room to talk to me, and my recent story was literally right there just open and I was panicking. Although she doesn't know anything 💀. She's cute like that, my mom.

You are so sweet anon 🥺🥺. Go on make me cry with your lovely words 😭. I will try my best to write more and sorry this took so long 💞💖 LOVE YOU 💓

S/O reads Smuts 🤭

Disclaimer: This is just a work of fiction. If this piece of fan fiction is offensive to any celebrity, fandom or culture please let me know so I can take it down. Also note that this is my version of a character or celeb, which will vary from person to person.

Copyright: Please note that this is my work and if you want to publish this on any other platform, take my permission before doing so. Taking an author's work and posting it somewhere else without any intimation is just disrespectful. I readily welcome suggestions and criticisms. That being said, Happy reading! 🤍

Warnings: 18+ ages and all readers (nothing specified with respect to gender, appearance, etc of reader). Rough sex (YB). Thigh riding (IS). Dick riding (JY). Marking. Biting. Humping. Dining table sex (DW). Low key strength kink? Idk (RW). Biting using teeth (ZH). Exhibitionism. Terrace sex (TY). Slight voyeurism. Oral - reader receiving (HY). Somehow I end up writing the filthiest things for Hwi. Cockwarming to sex (CH). It's really difficult to think of 9 different things for 9 different people😤. Also some may be unprotected sex, don't do it unless you want kids. Lmk if I need to add more!

Word Count: HAH jokes 😂

All members under the cut!

Youngbin

Doesn't understand at first 💀

But he isn't scared to ask so he'll just ask you

The panic on your face makes him panic

Apologizes 🥺

Then you explain that it's no big deal and that it's just a story

But he saw his name 💀💀💀

So he's curious and so he does research aka Googles it

Has a mixed reaction, doesn't know what to think

On one hand, he's flattered...?

Like, oh sweet, you are reading a story about him probably railing you to death

On the other hand, why are you reading it?

Did he not satisfy you enough? Should he do more? He wants to

So he will pick a random one, read it and be like, Okay. This is how it's gonna play tonight

So determined 🥺

Picks you up for your date and stuff

Timeskip to the bedroom by a steamed dumpling Dawon

So touchy and observant

Tries his best to remember what was in the story

Forgets but that's okay tho cause now he knows what you want

More Dom than usual

More vocal than usual

His grip on your skin leaves so many bruises and literal fingerprint shaped marks

Bites your neck a lot

Doesn't hold back one bit

Secretly satisfies his wishes too

Teases you for being so ready

Teases you for every reaction

Pulls your hair

Overstimulates you

Until you're tired and can't take it anymore

He could go for a round more

So he does

It's also like, he's lowkey angry at himself cause you were reading smut which made him think, maybe you thought he was too vanilla

But after you've both cooled down you ask him what happened and why he was so rough, not that you had a problem

Expresses his concerns and you tell him that you read those only cause you wanted to know what the fandom thinks of him and the way they think he likes to have sex

Blushy babyyyy

So cute 🥺

Inseong

Bro

Do I even need to 😂

He's probably written a few 💀

He seems like he's into roleplay ��

So when he does find a tab open on your phone about literal PORN, in words

He doesn't think much of it tbh

But is curious

He'll tease you like you are both high schoolers

Holds you phone up high so you can't reach it

Satisfied when you whine and pout

Tucks your phone in his back pocket and grabs your face

" I think it's hot "

Peck's your lips and slaps your butt leaving you wide eyed

You need a minute to process what just happened lol

Running after him you pull him down on the couch, sitting on hids lap

Bite you lip and grab his face pls

Now he's wide eyed 😂

Kiss his neck and talk to him sexily

" Do you really like that I read smut? "

You look so innocent he would cum right there

Poor man is dumbfolded

So much that he doesn't even realize you were grinding down on his thigh the whole while

Grabbing your hips he nudges your hips to continue their movement

Loves having you so close

Especially after discovering your secret

Suck him off after and he'll do any and everything for you 😉

Jaeyoon

Oo this one is fun

He won't confront you immediately

He'll just think about it a lot

" How are they so cute when they read such things for fun? "

Stares at you from across the room

Smirks at your cute smiles

Timeskip this time by Baek Huru

Surprises you by kissing your neck

Humps your butt

Pecks you neck

Rolls your nipples in his fingers

Moans in your ear, deeply and hoarsely

Pulls away dragging you to the bed

Sits near the headboard

Beckons you to come closer and naked 👀

Forces your dick in you, slowly tho, don't worry

Doesn't give you a lot of time to react

But, all this seems familiar

Then you realize that he's trying to recreate the imagine you were reading before

The whole idea made you hot

Istg you've never finished so soon

He tells you that you don't need to read those stories when you have the real deal right there

Sanghyuk

Smug bastard

He's happy that you're thinking and reading about him even when he isn't with you

He will actually read the warnings and is mildly surprised lol

Wow you really into all that?

He has no shame so he will ask you directly

You stop doing what you're doing and just slowly turn towards him

He's scared lmao

Then explains himself and says sorry

Tbh, you're more shocked that he isn't angry

Blinking you slowly make him sit on the dining table chair

Pacing you start to think of and explanation now

Is there any explanation for reading smut? Idk 😂

Honestly, he asked you so that you could actually do what the warnings said in real life

Gets up, takes your hand pulling you close and lifts you, making you sit on the dining table

Removes his shirt before kissing you intensely

Tells you that he wants to fuck you on the table like in the smut

Nodding you let him take over

Makes you cum twice easily

It's more romantic than rough

Passionate, very passionate

Kisses you a lot

Hands on you all over you

Pulls you closer and closer by your thighs

Lays you down and fucks you till your back is no where on the table

Sweet reassuring smooches when you're done

Tells you to talk to him about such ideas rather than just reading them

Seokwoo

He is shocked™

Listen okay

He's tall

He's scared that he'll hurt you if he does what he wants without thinking

Reads multiple smuts 💀

Only the ones you've liked so far tho

Fuckin uses your account so yeah obviously

Now he'll be ready to talk to you about it

So shy omg

Stutters words out cause he's so flustered

You need to read his mind, literally

Once, somehow you are finally clear about what he was talking about

You'd just laugh at his cuteness

Boy is confused ??

Pushing him down on the bed you climb on top of him

Yes climb

Needy but still shy and shocked

Wastes no time in getting naked

Allows you to do whatever you want to him

No, really

Let's you take charge that is only until you tease him

Flips you and thrusts into you so hard the bed is shaking and you feel like it might break

Strong grips on your thighs and hips and belly and arms

Definitely sore for a few many days 💀

Juho

I'm not sure tbh

Either he won't care at all like

" Oh yeah this is just their thing "

Or he'd be so into it like hed wonder why you were reading it, was it for ideas?

He already has those so you don't need them from someone else

He won't ask you about it tho

But you will bring up an idea that was in one of them

And he's down

Or up, whichever you want

Asks you what you want more times than usual

But it doesn't make sense cause you're literally going crazy with the way his cock feels inside you and he asks you what you want?

Starts moving before you answer

Asks you again and again till all you can say out loud is " More "

He's fine with that answer

Hands above your head

Teeth scraping your the front of your throat drawing so many sounds from you

He's driving his dick in you so fast that you're moving away from him

Praises you with his deep ass voice

Gives you his Vampire stare™

That's all you need to cum undone

Keeps it a secret, won't ask you unless you bring up your little extracurricular activity 😌

Yoo Taeyang

SHY BABYYYYY

So pink when he realizes what you're reading lol

But he's so mesmerised that he goes on reading it 😂

You catch him looking at your phone, no big deal

But he's looking at it as though he saw a ghost

He's turned on but at the same time he's appalled

Do people see him like that? Do you want him to be that?

He's gonna need a lot of time to process the information

When you reassure him that he doesn't need to change anything at all, he's more calm then

But on a fine ass blue moon, his fine ass is gonna decide that he's gonna try something new

So there you are, on the terrace talking to someone on the phone. After ending the call he'll come and hug you from behind

It's all aww so cute till you feel his dick press into your butt

Forces your head back to rest on hius shoulder slowly but hotly

Unbuttons your jeans and pulls them down in one swift motion and his hands are all over you

Somehow the idea of having sex in the open night sky is so exciting

Stops just before you reach your high so that he can fuck you

You're leaning on the terrace wall

Face pressed slightly on it as your butt sticks out for him

Giving him permission to do anything to you

The orgasm hits you so fast but it's so fulfilling 🤤

And your pants are being pulled up even faster 💀

Maybe you should leave smut laying around

Youngkyun

You've found the saucuest lil smut about your boyfriend

He's sitting at the table, on his laptop composing and writing songs while you are here on the bed, blanket over your legs

Now see, you aren't really one to get off of smut but this particular one was so realistic

The description

The reaction

The dialogues

Reading it made you body move on instinct

Lower lip getting stck in your teeth

Hand travelling down to your privates

Your hips thrusting forward into your hand and fingers

Your breathy moans, that you tried your best to stick to, were louyd enough for him to hear

At first he thought you were doing a breathing practice or something

That is until he recognized the pattern

Lifting his blank phone up, he moved it to look at you through it

Boy is so shocked

It's like his own private porn show

Placing it back on the table gently, he moves the blanket slowly, getting under it

Licking his lips, he tucks his tongue out, licking the area that your fingers just slid over

Gasping at the sudden feeling you drop your phone and move your blanket off

You inevitably moan at the sinful sight below you

Your lovely boyfriend, looking up at you through his lashes, tongue coated with his saliva and your leaking juices

Holding your wrist, he nudges you to continue what you were doing, with his tongue never leaving you

Gripping your thighs, he bites your inner thigh as you work yourself closer to your high

After you cum, he'll lick off all your juices

Then he'll be all sweet asking you what you were reading

Round 2? 😉

Chanhee

He'll find it funny 💀

Why do people write these things

Why do people read these things

What is the use?

He is partly curious lol

When you tell him it stimulates the necessary regions, boy is shook

Then he's like nah

So you make him read one

He can't even make it halfway through lol

The foreplay itself made him hard enough to want you and to want to be in you

Grabs the phone and sits next to you

" I'm hard "

You look at him like boy what

Then he tell you that he now understood why people read them and that he's happy that people read them too help themselves

And you're like okay and what's the point

Pulls you on his lap

Whines at the feeling of to your butt on his arousal

Makes you stand now lol

Pulls his pants to his thighs and even yours

Places himself in you so that now when you sit on his lap again, not only is your back to his chest

Also his dick is in you

Somehow finishes the rest of the fic and just thrusts up into you

Cause you feel so heavently around him

Goes on and on and on till you're bouncing on his lap

Cums in you and just stays there till you finish your work

Still has mixed feeling now tho

Cause if reads them he wants you to be there near him and he wants to read more cause these fics are very addicting