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ilistentogirlinred · 5 months

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there isn't a fucking accelerando when they say accelerando and there isn't a crescendo when they say crescendo

why

#woozi my guy where is your logic #as a fellow clarinetist i have no words #this is a joke pls don't take me too seriously #im gonna tag this just cause i think other people could find it a bit funny?#it's not hate at all i do like a lot of their songs #the acellerando/crescendo thing annoys me a bit tho #seventeen #svt #does anyone else feel my pain

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imaybe5tupid · 4 months

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Why bother? (Why bother?) It's gonna hurt me. (It's gonna hurt me.) It's gonna kill when- (Why bother!) -You desert me! (Gonna hurt me!)

Set after Nightmare. Laios is reminiscing and contemplating.

#laishuro #laios touden #i make a lot of jokes on here since part of the fun of this blog for me is limiting myself to only expressing ideas via drawings #as much as I can to try to see what I can try to convey in the limited time I have to draw each day which is sometimes like 15minutes #but laios idea of who shuro was to him and who he continues to be and how it ties into his own feelings of self worth and self hatred #not to mention being so thoroughly defined by having never been indulged before by the men in his life #are so compelling to me #and then of course you mix in toshiros own mind prisons #and their established dynamic of him begrudgingly putting up with him because he feels he has to and bc hes cursed with obedience #whilst laios genuinely thinks shuro does it because he likes it and likes laios because why else would anyone act like that #when everyone else in his life has not hesitated to Let Him Know #this is what is so fun about relationships like this…forever passing by each other’s true feelings like ships in the night #sometimes i get embarassed how deep i get for some of the characters in this series it really is that deep sometimes but not always #but WHATEVER #i never even engaged in or was interested in shipping the several years i read dunmeshi EXCEPT laishuro lol #which i sadistically wanted to stay one sided and miserable forever. I rarely get fed such genuinely fraught dynamics as their one in manga #so i became obsessed #and walked through the desert alone for 40 years and then checked in as anime started airing that other people ship this and gaf #and decided to unleash the jokes and ideas that my like 2 friend who like anime previously suffered alone as though they were jesus christ #now tho as much as I still enjoy tragedy and pain and emotional suffering I’ve let love and peace and requited fulfilled yaoi into my life #with laishuro. and its great!#my comics

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raionmimi · 1 month

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Mom said his siblings could come on his date with Satya

#Symweaver #symmetra #overwatch 2 #overwatch #satya vaswani #lifeweaver #niran pruksamanee #average day at the PruksaManee household #he HATES having to share Satya with his siblings #he tries so hard to not let them know when she's coming over or going on family trips with them #At first he'd deny that he liked Satya but his sister pried it out of him so she makes it her mission to be a pain in the ass about it #but she genuinely does act as a wingman even though Satya is oblivious to it all #She gives satya a lot of hand me downs (aka she wore something MAYBE once and already wants daddy to buy her a new dress)#his little brother has a puppy crush on Satya so he always bugs Niran about wanting to play with them. He denies this when he's older #His parents (esp mom) think its cute that they all like Satya so much and theyre fully prepared for Niran to marry her when they're of age #Satya just likes being included even though his whole family can be pushy at times and have blatant rich people mentalities on everything #Niran is her special person so she focuses on him a LOT but its not obvious to anyone else so no one's actually sure how exactly she feels #When Lifeweaver leaves Vishkar they still keep in contact with Satya and his sister drops by on campus a lot to check in on her #Blizzard can pry this headcanon from my cold dead hands Satya deserves this okay

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blazingstar400 · 6 months

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I really want to draw Kieran and make silly comics with him and the other sv characters but I don’t know how to draw!! 😓

#pokemon #pokemon kieran #trainer kieran #rival kieran #pokemon sv #pokemon scarlet and violet #does anyone else feel my pain?#if i could i would make a whole bunch of drawings with the characters i really like #though if I ever tried they’d probably end up looking like stick figures #well at least i can write fanfics

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stellacadente · 2 months

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i've been feeling pretty bad about trans things these past few days and it's so disheartening that even after years and years i still have to feel like this

#truth is this world my world is not built to make us feel safe and happy and loved #which we deserve just like anyone else #even if i catch myself thinking maybe i deserve being miserable #i just... almost 8 years since i came out and my parents still misgender me. even in front of other people who don't know #and i wish it didn't hurt i really do. but it does. every time it still fucking hurts.#and yet i can never say anything i just take it and let it add to my pain

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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#no but i actually hate that i made this blog to vent freely bc i have no other place to talk abt anything or my feelings or thoughts #and im a very isolated person and a shut in and i dont have a job or go to school successfully and i dont know anyone #like blah blah. i have struggled and im drowning in them all. like why the fuck cant ppl just comprehend that we all have different views o #life and the world? like 'wallowing' is .. i have heavy anxiety which is completely untreated and it gives me real bad suicidal ideation #if me complaining on a blog that im btw not forcing anyone to read helps me to stay alive and get my pain out... why does that matter to #other ppl?????? like why does other ppl get so mad seeing someone they dont know vent??#also this goes for everyone but u can literally have no idea abt all of a person's life #esp on here where all u see is like my text posts where i vent abt how i FEEL. bc i want to. ??? i want to do that so i do #u dont know the context u dont know my experiences or what has happened in my life or context #u dont know what has transpired between me and other ppl i vent abt #like u know fuck all. u dont have the right to pass judgement onto a stranger that doesnt even know u exist #and even if i complain on here bc i dont have a real life but i want to #u have no idea what im doing with the rest of my time???? im making lists im trying to look up info abt school and programs #im trying to read abt my mental health issues and im doing mindfulness and im going to the gym #i am trying!!! and u dont have any idea what i do or how i try and u dont have any right to judge me bc all u see is one part that is me #complaining bc this is what i use this blog for. genuinely i do not get why this is even a big deal or why anyone would follow or read smth #makes them irritated???????#idk.. i dont wanna disable anons and stuff (bc funnily enough no one ever says this stuff with their url 🤨) bc i dont wanna miss out on the #stuff but it is infuriating that i have nowhere to go no friends no therapist etc etc to talk #and this is all i have bc i want to vent !!!!!!! and then i have to be like ok now other ppl i dont even know #and who dont actually give a fuck abt me are gonna judge me and tell me im living incorrectly #and ive never gotten more such things than now? why do y'all hate that i vent abt losing out on my 1st love #and feeling heartbroken?????? what the fuck? that has nothing to do with anyone else but me? like genuinely wtf #i just wanna vent bc i feel like im drowning but now i feel like i cant bc ppl just judge and like ugh

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onlyymirknows · 1 month

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This song gives me Reiner after Bertholdt dies energy 😭 I’m such a sucker for angsty Reiner in grief over Bertholdt. (lyrics below cut)

Stitch up this heart And hide it away I keep it somewhere dark and safe Watch it fade to grey

I still feel this way When light catches your face You open these stitches again When I see your face When I see your face

I guess what I'm saying is I don't wanna die alone Keep looking around and there's nowhere left for me to roam I can't keep my head up, there's nowhere left to go a-low Please, take me home

And now, we're standing here with blood on our hands You tear me open and dig through my chest I'm so sad and cold with the spaces you left I stitch up my heart again and lay this to rest To rest

#reibert #in my still unpublished post canon fic Reiner does NOT talk about Bert to anyone #he never properly grieved bert and just shoves down the pain like with everything else in his life #the only person he can talk to about bert without feeling guilty for his betrayal of the 104th is annie but she’s still distant with him #my fic is a decade after the rumbling so bert has been dead for 14 years and reiner is oblivious to just how much he loved bert 💔#anyway ignore me rambling in the tags lol

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syrips · 3 months

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i really wanna make my trich pc. i have a wig-wearing pc but i wanna make a trich/hair one. aaa-

anyways below cw warning

cw: trichotillomania coping/meme

how it feels to pluck for 5 hours: wow, time sure flies, huh!

how it feels to not pluck for 5 minutes: AAAAAAAAAAA-

#cw: sh #my hands are numb from nerve pain help #IM DOING GOOD THOUGH #IM DOING IT #AAAAH gonna reward myself with sodie pop and foodies ohgoughg #cw: food #trichotillomania #trichophagia #syrips lore #bfrb #cw: bfrb #does anyone else feel like a vampire or other cool creature that has to suppress The Urge :tm: to pick #and its like kinda cheesy but also SUPER relatable #like UGH. DONT GIVE INN.. UHGOGHGUH- -holds hands together/wraps arms around self-#AAAAAAAAAA_#anyways ohoughngh #reminding myself that if i cannot control the trich then i can focus on what i can control #like aftercare and being gentle to myself because i deserve to be gentle to myself #and so do u!!

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cameronsprincess · 3 months

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when carl gets his eye shot out…😣😣😣 pain…

#₊˚ෆ yappin #my eye hurts now…#does anyone else feel pain when they see something painful?

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simelune · 1 year

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cant wait to stop sabotaging my own happiness one day 💃 in other news, im cuddling w my cat 🫶

#i miss playing sims!!!! i miss odette!!! i miss bowie!!!!#i self sabotage so much its kind of insane!!!!#it’s rly bizarre to me how i wouldnt wish how i feel upon anyone else but i constantly inflict this pain on myself #how does that make sense?#im aware of how unhealthy and bad it is and yet i do it to myself over and over again #im coping but 💃 idk #i cant wait!!!! to feel better!!#im also sleepy so maybe thats my tired mentally ill brain talking #personal

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non-un-topo · 1 year

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The irony of trying to start a "pain journal" but being too fatigued and having too much brain fog from said pain to start one

#is that irony? idk. i can't think.#i try so hard not to get crabby when i'm in pain like i genuinely try so so hard to be kind and patient #posting this on fb not to make my parents feel bad but also maybe to show them how bad this is #far as i know i don't have scoliosis like my dad. i was checked growing up. but there has to be some kind of curve #and at this point i will not tolerate anyone telling me it's just posture because it canNOT be just posture now.#i wake up in pain now. at the moment it's so bad i was just crying and waddling and pacing #it's my spine right in my mid-back. like where my bottom ribs connect to my spine #trying to stretch. took some naproxen 3 hours ago and it genuinely did nothing. put some tiger balm on #does tiger balm make anyone else drowsy??? or is that just brain fog from the pain?#fatigue and brain fog are things i literally just realized. like this whole time i thought i was just a lazy person #needing to lie down for most of the day unable to concentrate on even fucking reading.#but no it turns out when you're in pain every day all day for at least 11 years it makes you foggy and exhausted.#the more you know #literally drag me by the hair to a doctor because i cannot do it. i cannot be told to just Do yOgA and go on birth control or w/e #if you're afab it's always gotta be your period huh. that's a physician's only answer.

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cherrysnax · 4 months

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yapping

#I feel like rn I could choose to die #not in the im suicidal way #but I feel like im holding on with one hand and I feel like if chose so I could choose to like #let go #and it’s weird #I feel very weak. tired. In pain rn #and I can feel myself slipping in and out of like #idk consciousness but on a big level #I can just choose to stop breathing #it’s a lot of power #either way im not going to and I think that’s a testament to how much I want to live truly #does anyone else feel like that?? or am I being legit delusional rn #because i really do feel like I can will it atp #once again I’m not #but I feel like I have my heart in my hands and if I wanted to I could crush it

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anthromimicry · 4 months

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sorry, halsey — hopeless fountain kingdom.

#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.#it kind of surprises me just how much content there is out there about being afraid of intimacy but then again-#i have heard that that is supposedly one of the most common fears that people have apparently. so yeahhh but of course i do mean emotional-#intimacy here and oh my goshhh. i never realized just how sad parts of this song were until i listened to it again.#'i run away when thing's are good and never really understood the way you laid your eyes on me in ways that no one ever could #i hate to say it BUT that is so misao. she really does feel sooo unlovable sometimes and she has this 'leave them before they leave you'-#mentality that is so saddening to have TBH but i understand why she has it. her childhood kind of left her broken in a way i think-#in ways that can't be easily explained as it was very nuanced and complicated. but GAHHH that doesn't stop me from wanting misao-#to find at least some kind of love from people 😭 like she needs at least one friend or something that she can depend on bc i feel like-#that would really help her and being in a house alone all the time whenever she's not at work can not be good for her psyche.#so petition to get misao a friend or two? JSJSJ nahhh but i am legitimately being serious at this point #she needs someone who'll stick with her through thick and thin and will be understanding of the fact that she's got unresolved trauma so-#that partially causes her to be hyperindependent but i firmly believe that she needs people just as much as anyone else.#maybe more in fact but IDK #and the fact that in this song halsey says that she still knows facts about them even though she hasn't talked to them-#in forever? i'm WEEPING AHHH #that is so like misao as well sadly. she would literally take little notes as to what thing's people like to reference later if she had a-#friend because she 'doesn't want to get it wrong' whenever she gets them a present she says but it's really so that she doesn't forget-#how precious this person is to her and how she wrote down all of their favorite things as a result.

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aropride · 11 months

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ok. snack then maybe shower then lie in bed time. yayy

#text #if i think abt my health problems too much i get a little bit sad #does it feel horribly dystopian to anyone else to have to decide not to find the source of pain thats keeping u from living ur life #bc u know it'll cost too much. does that feel bad to anyone else.

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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#i feel the way i feel and i dont owe it to anyone to hide my sadness </3333 #also i just have bpd and even somewhere many ppl have that u cant even say anything but im just having a breakdown now 🤷🏻‍♀️#anyway what i wanted to say is that i AM sensitive and emotional and stupid #and it does hurt so much when the person i want and love doesnt feel that way for me #and i feel bad saying stuff like this bc ppl dont really understand but #i dont feel..: a whole lot... for anyone but him thats just how it is #so he IS a loss he IS so hard to lose and thats just how i feel #and it hurts sm bc hes the only one i wanna talk to but i cant #i know this is smth most ppl deal with in life and like it's just part of being a human #i just everyday keep thinking of things that remind me of him or i read a book i wanna tell him abt and then the pain comes back #bc the thing is i kinda only want to talk to him abt it all bc i just dont /feel/ a lot talking to others #that doesnt mean i dont appreciate it or care i just dont know how to explain #maybe it's my avpd? but i just dont feel happy or nice or good or comfortable or excited or interested in the same way :((((#i dont know i barely know what im talking or thinking about #and i keep saying the same things over and over again im just so sad and it feels like i always will be #bc i have bpd and then the pain feels all consuming and like it will never end and its just so hard to deal with #and even if it might be true when ppl say stuff like u deserve love or you're gonna find someone else etc #im not ready to receive it bc i only want this specific person and i get that many ppl deal with unrequited love and its part of life #but i AM scared bc im 25 and i've never ever met anyone i feel even a fraction for what i feel for him #what if im someone who doesnt get many chances w ppl? what if im cursed to be alone and never find anyone i have a mutual connection to????#so therefore i just wanted thought believed and hoped it would be him #and yes i acknowledge that a lot of it was just me wanting that and not realizing reality but its still how i felt #and as a bpd girlie my emotions are all consuming 🥴#so bottom line is i kinda just wanna die bc i wanna talk to him every second bc im crazy and mentally ill and since i cant do that im in sm #pain hahahah :D #and i will complain abt it bc it hurts so much idk what to do!!!!! ☺️

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boltlightning · 1 year

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curse of the black pearl is an incredible theater experience i cannot believe anyone saw this in 2003 and walked out of the viewing normal. like the lighting and action look amazing at home but in the darkness of a theater. good god brother

#bolt watches potc #there was no advertisement or even a poster to take a pic with!!!!! but i had a bandana and a single earring for will #my main takeaways are like #1) that music hits like nothing else #when the surround sound hits i feel no pain at all #and this one is completely on brand but #2) james norrington really is not a talker huh #i guess the film IS 2.5 hours of his heart getting skewered but he speaks very little!#and then nothing good happens to him for the rest of the franchise and he dies ❤️#does anyone wanna go see it with me again on saturday x

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