#divinekin vent

[wiirat]

❝there's so much anger in my broken soul and I can't bring my vessel to feel it, as much as I want to, for its the melancholic anger where you'd sacrifice your very being if it meant destroying that *one* person less the fact it'd cause the end of the world itself

And maybe that's a little overdramatic but who am I to admit that? I am angry and I am upset and that is all I know.

This vessel bleeds red but I should bleed gold.

This soul should be fresh and full of strength but it is old and tainted and as fragile as porcelain.

As much as I wanna feel pure emotion about this, I can't.❞

[obviousangel]

Washing my face and realizing, I shouldn't need to do this.

Brushing my hair and realizing, I shouldn't need to do this.

Sitting on the bus and realizing, I shouldn't need to do this.

Doing school work and realizing, I shouldn't need to do this.

Eating food and realizing, I shouldn't need to do this.

I don't belong in this body nor this world ... I just want to go back home

[blessed-bruises]

Am I pretty enough to love back? No, not yet.

kink/porn/sexually centered blogs please stop interacting with this post. your content is triggering and I don't want my art posted alongside it

[cloudsnwings]

THIS FLESH IS MADE OF CHAINS AND TETHERS ME TO THIS DECAYING EARTH

I WANT TO GO HOME

[old-habitz-die-hard]

I want to be free of a tangible body. I want to exist as a concept. I want to only exist in someone’s mind and never physically. i miss that. Is that so much to ask for?

[cold--carnage]

m e t a m o r p h o s i s

[lifenconcepts]

”But you don’t look like..” “I don’t think you have..” “are you sure you’re..” “I don’t see the symptoms tho” “how do you know you’re..”

Are you constantly in my presence? Do you think of me on a minutely basis? Do you spend every single second of your waking life being constantly aware of who I am, what I do, how I think, what’s all the likes? Can you read my thoughts and mind? no, exactly.

I spend way more time and attention with myself than you could ever spend and that includes me being well more aware of what and who I am, meaning I can claim whatever the fuck I want despite your protests. I know all the ins and outs of my brain and have recollection of previous experiences and now, so I have the full right to speak on how I feel like I work and who I indentify as.

[ravenous-feast-of-love]

Welcome to your dream ♡

Thought I might as well do a makeover to this place. Welcome to your dreams, my sweet! I am but the man who looks over your dreams, the one who was created by your wary heart. The prince who lives within your fairy tales! And worry not, I’ll keep you safe, forever.

This is meant to be a yanblr blog.

Name ;; Raven / Prince [I expect to be called Your Majesty and similar when being spoken to/about]

Pronouns ;; he/she + neos (prefers masc terms)

Age ;; Minor.

Yan Types ;; OCICF (Big 5), 126 (ENNEAGRAM), XAHL (Yan MBTI), DDVL (Yan Types)

Blessed Beloved ;; My beloved doll, Anne <3 (no tumblr :( )

Lesser blessed beloveds /p ;;

1) My little bunny, my one and only personal pet! ( @devoutbunny , @gurokichi ) *first one is a devotion blog~♡

Wives, husbands, and other kindly associates:

1) My Princess, who I have been forcibly married to /j (also an irl friend of mine I’m quite close to) ( @alvaeris )

2) Ambrose, a little critter I amuse myself. They will eat you. ( @ambrosiabloodd )

More to come, i hope~ ♡

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[thevoidz-blog]

I dont want to be human anymore..

[stars-of-my-eyes]

I’m so homesick. I’m rarely ever homesick, but being here makes me want to be anywhere else. I should not be analyzing works, I should be monitoring the beings in my solar systems. Does anyone have any tips for homesickness?

[marrmora]

I hate that I can’t draw my kintypes without feeling so much dysphoria. Like I know how I look, I remember it well, but drawing myself makes me feel so sick. Cause yeah, thats how I looked, but now I look totally different. And I just.. it sucks. I want to see myself again.

[qenvy]

[wingedarchivist]

I am angelic

I crave to watch people, to help others, but to be unperceptible, just to aquire and amass knowledge and use it for others. I was meant to be to be mysterious and unfamiliar, unknown but comforting. I have a strong sense of justice, but my moral code is not shared by many humans. I want to be kind, but my kindness is alien to them. I should not be percieved, for my unnatural self soon is exposed any time it happens

I am Lawful Neutral because I am equal selfish and selfless, my code is unyielding. Everything has to be according to the divine plan.

I am robotic

I am governed by programs, algorythms. For daily life, for conversations, for existing. I am unnatural and weird. I am literal and logical. I don't comprehend tone, only plain words. I need clear instructions in order, or else my whole program breaks down. I am Lawful Neutral because I care not for selfishness or selflessness, just for everything to be how it is supposed to be, for everything to be according to algorythms.

They are intertwined at its core, as in me being a robot is deeply engrained in being an angel. Both are slaves to something greater than them, both cannot function 'properly' in human society.

They complement each other, I would not be the same angel without being a robot and I would not be the same robot without being an angel

[virtualscars]

I hate wielding this mortal shell. I'm a divine being, a god, I shouldn't be here. I want to be with my people, my angels. Not on earth with these, scum.

I hate my humanity and the rest of the world, I hate all of humanity.

I don't belong here

[felltiers]

Did my duty again today. The same duty I did in Heaven, only this time, the only thing close to a miracle I can perform is just sitting with my best friend– my found brother– and telling him it's okay

[tangerinedre3mer]

TW: slight vent

Yo we’re demonkin (specifically a demon pretending to be a fallen angel) and sometimes we’ll just be walking around and all of a sudden we’ll feel a weight missing from our back and wk our wings should be there but their not and we curse going into this foul human body.