#did they get cursed and their dad go missing while reversing the curse ?? whom can say. not me.

[daisyachain]

Kiran’s name was/is? held by the WHALE? Ahab’s whale? And they’re talking to the Morning Star. How could this possibly go wrong

[ellana-ravenwood]

“Wanna join ?” 1/2 - Jason Todd x Reader x Roy Harper (Erotica)

Well. Well well well. At first I wrote this story much like the other polyamory one I have (Batman x Reader x Superman, you can find it there :Three parts of a whole , it’s also EROTICA), where it was cute and all and then I was like...”Wait, this doesn’t fit all that at all, it’s not that easy, not that sweet”, and ended up writing this instead. Which ended up being SO FUCKING LONG that I divided it into two parts...I’m very unsure about this story, so I’m hope you’ll like it, and as usual, feedbacks are very welcomed : 

FINISHED SERIES : PART 2

IMPORTANT WARNING : THIS IS EROTICA ! THIS IS NOT FOR YOU IF YOU ARE UNDERAGED, I GODDAMN MEAN IT. Like there’s cute and sweet feelings in the mix, but also...smut, so if you’re not 18 or more, or if you’re not comfortable with that sort of things etc etc, this story ain’t for you. I have tons of other very SFW story, for averyone to read, and if you wanna check those out instead, it’s right here, on My masterlist blog : @ella-ravenwood-archives.

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At first...At first it was just fun.

Nothing serious.

He was used to purely physical relationships. In fact, this kind of relationships always been his kind of relationship !! 

Just some fun, no string attach. Just pleasure.

Yup. 

Only, it was all fun and game...Until someone got hurt. 

“It started as a bit of fun, how did it end up like this ?”

It was hard for him not to quote that famous The Killers’ song, because oh man was he full of jealousy, and oh man was it...complicated. 

Because he wanted her. 

Because he wanted him. 

But he could never have neither of them, at least not the way he truly wanted. 

Not the way his heart craved. 

He couldn’t fall asleep with them. Hold their hands. Tell them he loved them when he felt like it. Cuddle whenever he wanted to. Kiss them freely...

Oh for fuck’s sake, why did he have to fall in love with two people at the same time ?! Two people who, furthermore, were actually in love with each others, dating seriously for the past three years ?! 

Two people who were his best friends ? Best friends who were DATING EACH OTHERS !

And what was his place in all that ? 

Well sometimes, he just happened to fuck them. 

But there was no further feelings (except for a deep friendship). It was just fun for them. He was adding some spice to their relationship, nothing more. 

And it felt comfortable, because he was their best friend, you know ? 

They felt safe, sharing with him all their kinks, and inviting him into it, but again, only to spice things up. To max out the pleasure. 

It was all fun and game until someone got hurt...And why did said someone always had to be him ?! 

Jason Todd sighed, “Mr. Brightside” by The Killers stuck in his head. Even if his case wasn’t quite the same than the one in the song. 

Because him ? He wasn’t jealous of just one person, but two. 

His two best friends, whom his stupid ass fell for. The both of them ! At the same time ! 

But he could never have her. 

And he could never have him. 

Her and him. 

You and Roy. 

Who had been dating for over three years. Who were genuinely in love. And who happened, sometimes, to let him join in when you were having sex...

But for you, it was just fun. 

He was almost just a sex toy really, there to please you physically, but never having the after care. Never having...the warmth. 

It was all fun and game until someone got hurt. 

************

It happened kinda suddenly, one day. 

It was around 7 pm and you all had had an awful day. 

Literally nothing went your way. 

Jason fought with his dad again, and it always upsetter him to no end, when it happened. Despite what he liked to claim loud and clear, his father was actually extremely important for him, and fighting with him always tore a hole in his heart. And turned him into an angsty teenager...

Roy fought with Oliver again too...And was down for quite the same reason Jay was. 

And you ? You had the shittiest day at work, your boss being King of the Assholes (Jay and Roy made you laugh when they asked if you wanted them to beat his ass). You spilled your coffee, you forgot your umbrella while it was pouring outside, you missed your bus...You didn’t fight with any of your loved one, but your mood wasn’t any better than the two men. 

Usually, when one of you didn’t feel too good, you’d cheer him or her up by going out somewhere. Watching a stupid horror movie while eating snacks perhaps. Or anything really, to take their mind off of it. 

But if all three of you felt bad ? 

Well no matter the time, you’d get shit faced ! 

And here you were, all three of you, drunk out of your mind, whining about your day and taking shots whenever you did so. 

-I love you guys ! 

Roy blurted out after complaining about his “ex”-mentor for ten minutes straight, while you and Jason listened, downing shots of Jagërbombs every time the phrase “Oliver is an asshole” dropped. 

Roy continued : 

-At least I know what to expect with you ! I know you won’t betray me ! I know you’ll always be there ! 

The archer threw his arms around yours and Jason’s shoulders, and repeated a heartfelt “I love you guys !” which made both of you smile widely...

Furthermore, it always made Jay’s day when you or Roy said things like that. 

Even though you had been dating for a long time now...things (almost) didn’t change. Of course, sometimes you kissed in front of him, and nowadays, you held hands while walking HOWEVER, most of the time, you made sure to include Jason. 

He was your best friend to you both, he was important, oh so important, and you’d never EVER make him feel like he was third wheeling. Like he wasn’t “part of the group” anymore. 

Whenever you guys hung out, whenever you went the three of you somewhere together...you acted just as before. Just best friends hanging out with each other, and so Jason always felt like he belonged. 

...Maybe the problem started there. Before anything more even happened. You were almost always together, Jay was in someway part of this relationship...

No. This was just, already at that time, wishful thinking on Jason’s part ! He knew it. You were just...Two amazing friends who would never leave him alone because now, you were dating each other. 

That was it. 

You two were just fucking amazing friends ! 

Friends that it would be amazing to fuck...Jason shook his head. He always had weird thoughts when he was drunk ! But still, he would love to just turn you around and...

Roy gave him a good way to change his dangerous train of thoughts as he, after kissing you deeply and saying a heartfelt “I love you so much (Y/N)”, landed a noisy kiss on his lips. 

Roy had the terrible habit to kiss his close friends on the lips, when he was drunk...at first, it made you incredibly jealous, until you realized he always kissed you deeply when he landed just quick pecks on others...until you realized he kissed them much in the same way you use to kiss your parents on the lips when you were a small kid, it was just affectionate, with no further intent behind than showing said affection in its purest form. Like a toddler would kiss his mom and dad...

Jay kissed back for the fraction of second Roy’s lips were on his, and felt a little tang in his heart as the archer pulled away too quickly (where the fuck did this thought come from ?! He swore his drunk mind was just so weird sometimes...). 

Roy, a stupid drunken smile on his face, said to Jay (while you were finishing your drink on his other side) : 

-I really love you man. 

Jason smiled too, of that hazy and pure smile you have when you’re drunk, and answered : 

-I know. I do too. 

Roy kept going :

-Nah, you don’t get it ! I really, REALLY love you ! 

-I knooooow ! I do tooooooo !

There was a few seconds of silence where the two men just stared at each others quite intensely, and Jason suddenly felt the urge to kiss his friend again, and felt himself lean forward, and Roy wasn’t pulling back and he was really going to kiss him...just as you spilled a drink on yourself and yelled a loud “Fucking fuck !” that attracted both their attention. 

They turned to you, and were met with the cute sight of your pouting, and being covered in...What was it ? Roy sniffed...Vodka and coke ? Where you trying to make yourself a little cocktail ? 

In any case, you failed miserably and spilled everywhere and were now cursing like a sailor. Like a very angry sailor. 

Only the loud laughter of Roy and Jay stopped your string of profanities. You turned to them menacingly, and removed your boyfriend’s arm that was still around your shoulder. 

You were about to sternly scold them, because it wasn’t nice to mock a friend in need, and lifted your hand to threateningly point at them...but this action made your shirt move, and before you knew it, you were pouting again, grimacing, and whining : 

-Ewwwwww ! I’m so stickyyyyyyy !! 

You looked like a kid (alcohol always tend to reverse you back into childhood a little bit), and as you were shaking your body as if trying to get rid of the liquid you poured on you, the boys couldn’t stop but laugh again. Their laughter surely increased by the amount of alcohol running in their veins right now...

-Guyyyyyyys ! Don’t be such meanies ! 

As their laugh subsided, Roy gave you a look that he reserved only for you, a look full of fondness and love that made Jason’s heart tighten (damn drunk thoughts again !). 

Roy lifted your chin and kissed you sweetly. Just the way Jay wanted to kiss you, too (why was he thinking that ?! But...your lips looked so soft). 

Roy said : 

-You should go change sweatheart, and maybe get some sleep. You had a tough day...

You looked deeply in Roy’s eyes, and kissed him again (and Jason would have given anything he owned to be kissed by you like that...). 

-I’m not tired. 

You said, still a bit pouty, and obviously not wanting to leave them. You turned to Jay for support, but he just looked at you fondly and shook his head. Him too, thought you should go to bed (and damn he wished he could tuck you in).  

You sighed. And moved to put your glass back on the floor (the three of you were sitting on the floor, back against the couch), and this movement alone made you cringe once more, as you felt your sticky shirt cling to you. 

Your tongue darted out of your lips on its own, in disgust (and Jason had to use all the strength in him not to jump on you and chase after said tongue). 

Yes. Ok. It was all gross. 

Maybe you did need a shower and then some sleep. But as you got to your feet...your entire being tipped forward and only thanks to Roy and Jason’s incredible reflexes were you saved from landing heavily on the glass table. 

Jason sighed in relief (had had been so afraid you were about to get seriously hurt) as he slowly let go of you to leave you in Roy’s arm, albeit his heart was screaming to never let go of you...

With a soft smile that, again, he only reserved to you, and that made Jason so jealous...Roy said : 

-Need some help, maybe, princess ? 

You nodded carefully, feeling a little light headed. Maybe you drank too much...

************

Jason watched you and Roy leave with a longing look. Even if his friend told him he’d come back in a few minutes, the Red Hood couldn’t stop his heart from beating painfully. 

And watching you and Roy leave reminded him of two particular moments in his life, that he wished he had listened to said heart.  

The first time was years ago, when Roy saved him and they almost kissed. Jay couldn’t take out of his head that if he had make that little step forward, he would have been the one in your place right now. 

The second time was three years ago, just before you got with Roy. The three of you had been friends for a long time by that time, and you and Jay were watching a film while Roy was away on some Arrow affairs. If he had make a move that night, he knew...He just knew he would be in Roy’s position right now. 

Only he didn’t, did he ? He never dared to kiss any of you and risk this friendship that was so important to him. In a way...In a way he knew it was better like that. Because if he had gotten with Roy, or with you, what would he have done about all this pent up desire he had for the other one ?! 

...Jason sighed. 

As far as he remembered, he always knew he was bisexual. When he asked Bruce if it was normal, if he wasn’t a freak, the man answered that it was completely natural. 

That it happened. Some people just liked to have more options...Jason remembered Bruce said that with a chuckle, and then proceeded to tell him that he too, was bisexual. 

The good old days where Jason didn’t die yet, and him and Bruce were close, oh so close...Close enough for his adopted father to explain to him that nothing was wrong with him. That he was just like that, and that was it. That he wasn’t a freak and anyone who said otherwise was just an ass and that... 

Jason shook his head. His bisexuality, and the way his father handled it was another story, for another time. His problem right now, wasn’t his sexual orientation...Or rather, it kind of was. 

Because only when he met you and Roy did he discover that he wasn’t just bisexual, but that he might be what the internet called “polyamory”...Because what were those strong feelings he had for the BOTH of you ? The jealousy he always felt when seeing you ? The...He shook his head again. 

It was his drunk mind talking once more. 

Jason chuckled to himself. It was often like that. When he was drunk, his libido went through the roof (which apparently was unusual), and every single secret desire he ever had got out and swam all around his brain. 

He didn’t ACTUALLY want to be with Roy or you. His drunk self just wanted to...fuck you guys’ brains out, to put it simply. 

He didn’t ACTUALLY wanna be stuck in a relationship, oh no. That wasn’t Jason Todd’s style. Jason liked to be free, and to do whatever (and whoever) he wanted. He could never be in a steady relationship. 

And in a way, he really was polyamory, he guessed. Because fuck, he couldn’t just love one person for the rest of his life. Two though...two...special people...

No. 

Jason wasn’t in love with his best friends. 

He was just confusing love and a deep friendship. After all, they were really close. And he loved them, but not in that “I wanna get married and have babies with you, and live just with you for the rest of my life” way. No. In that “I’d die for you, because you’re all I’ve got sometimes” way. 

Deep friendship. Love, but not love love. 

It was just a bit confusing because he also wanted to sleep with them. After all, you and Roy were both incredibly attractive, at least to him. Plus,he knew you two. You were great. Funny. Caring. Loving...Who wouldn’t wanna fuck y’all ? 

Chuckling to himself again, he downed his last drink for the day and got on his feet. Enough thinking frustrating thoughts for today...

He was about to go to his bedroom but for that, he had to walk in front of yours and Roy’s and...sounds coming from it attracted his attention. 

He stopped in front of it and...How long has he been thinking about this all wanting to fuck his best friends thing ? Apparently, long enough that you both had time to take a shower, and now where enjoying each other. 

Were enjoying each other very much, actually. 

Jason couldn’t tell if it was the alcohol, or his most recent thoughts that pushed him to do what he was about to do...but what was sure is that he did it. 

In his foggy mind at the time, he wanted to prank you. 

Open your door suddenly, jumping in and scaring you two. 

Only things didn’t quite happen like he thought it would. 

He did kick in your door, and you and Roy did jump in surprise but...Then, he didn’t go out of the room like he initially planned, and just stared at you and Roy for a few seconds. 

He couldn’t tear his eyes away. 

Roy was sitting on the side of your bed, and you were straddling him...his manhood very clearly entirely inside you. And before you two jumped in surprise, Jason had had a glimpse at you vigorously bouncing on him...

And here he was, stuck. Not able to move. Holding his breath.

Your arms were around Roy’s neck, and his hands were laid on your hips, marks of his fingers and tongue and mouth already appearing in small bruises on your thighs and whatnot. 

You and Roy were so stunned that you didn’t do anything either, and all your minds were still so hazy because of the alcohol...

Besides, there was a strangely extremely attractive and arousing thing in the way Jason was staring at you two. You felt Roy twitch inside you, and knew it was for the same reason that you got suddenly even wetter...

It lasted only literally a few seconds, a glimpse of an instant...but things happened. 

Your eyes travelled down to Jason’s crotch, as his boner was getting impossible to miss, and then finally, went back to Roy. 

Your boyfriend was staring at his friends with a weird spark in his eyes, and you knew that right now, if you asked...if you asked then they’d both say yes. 

You turned to Jason and, unable to hide a mischievous and sultry smile, and not really understanding why you were doing it, you said, sensually : 

-Wanna join ? 

Jason knew it was a fucking bad idea. Because right now, you two were very clearly completely fogged by your drunken mind and arousal. You two were too much into it to actually mean it. 

Jason knew it was a fucking bad idea, that if he did that right now, with you two...things would never be the same. At least for him. 

Jason knew it was a fucking bad idea, but faced with both your hungry faces...Well, didn’t his father always say he had a knack for always having bad fucking ideas ? 

Roy was gently pushing his hips upward again as Jason slowly approached you and him. Pushing himself in and out of you with slow languid movement, so that you could feel everything, as his best friend walked towards the two of you... 

There was something, deep inside the archer, that was unfolding. He knew he should say something. Stop this while he still could. Not allow Jason to come in...But he couldn’t. 

Because he wanted this. He thought it was extremely hot. After all, him and Jason talked multiple times about their bisexuality and who wouldn’t want to fuck a guy like Jason Todd ? He was a total stud. 

It would all have been fine if...If it weren’t for you. 

Because he loves you, so much it hurt. He loves you with all his being, and he knew you and Jason were almost a thing once, before he swept you away. 

And this...this thing that was happening, it could be fucking dangerous. It could mean he would loose you, and Jason at the same time, because...Because Roy loves you too much to ever forgive Jason if he stole you away from him. 

And yet. Yet he couldn’t stop it, as he thrusted in and out of you. He couldn’t stop himself from looking at Jason walking ever so slowly toward you...

He wanted it. He wanted Jason to join, and the alcohol inhibited his fear of loosing you. Of loosing Jay. 

The alcohol and his desire right now...made him forget that what was about to happen could ruin your friendship forever. 

As for you...Well you, you couldn’t think straight. 

Your amazingly skilled boyfriend was fucking into you with expert movements, and the man you used to have a MASSIVE crush on was walking slowly towards you with a MASSIVE boner. 

Plus, you were super drunk, and really needed to forget about your awful day...

You all needed to forget about your awful day. 

And maybe this, plus the alcohol, plus the intense arousal and every pent up secret feelings during all those years (that none of you were actually aware of)...Maybe this is why it happened the first time. 

************

And Jason was next to you now, unsure of what to do...Which was alright, because you took matter in your own hands. Quite literally. 

Roy was kissing your neck and fucking you slowly as to leave a tiny bit of sense into you still. As to not completely make you black out with pleasure, so you could take care of Jason, maybe ? 

Roy was kissing your neck but his eyes were on Jason. On your hands reaching slowly to the zipper of his pant. 

Automatically, Jason lifted his shirt with one hand, revealing a well tone stomach and damn the man was in shape. But you knew that already...His other hand was left to just stay there, on the side of his body, limp. 

Jason’s eyes, just like Roy’s, were now fixed on your hands. And even if he desperately wanted to, he didn’t dare reaching for your cheek and brushing tender fingers of that free hand on them. 

Just...Just in case Roy changed his mind. 

Jason didn’t dare being too affectionate with you, or with Roy for that matter, afraid one of you would tell him to get the fuck out because he went too far. 

This all thing was obviously just sexual. Nothing more. 

And Jason didn’t want to have an inappropriate gesture towards any of you, and get kicked out before the fun could truly happen. 

Still bouncing softly on Roy, you opened Jason’s pants and slowly pulled his dick free...All of your actions were slow and careful. 

Yours. Roy’s. Jason’s. 

You weren’t too sure about all this, but you all knew you wanted it. And so you were more careful than you ever been with partners before. 

Jason had plenty of threesomes. With two women. A man and a woman. Two men. Hell, he even had more than threesomes sometimes but this...Was different. 

He had been invited to something intimate, even if he still felt it was just sex. 

But it wasn’t just sex was it ? Because it was sex with his best friends, who he had been lusting after for years. At least for him, and probably for him only, this meant something...Which is why the moan he let out when you wrapped a hand around his shaft was so intense. Was coming from deep within him. 

Said moan, gruffed out in his deep and sexy voice, made Roy twitch inside you again, and filled you with a desire you never knew even existed. With dirty thoughts that would have make you blush if you weren't too full of needs. 

You slowly jerked Jason off, with your soft finger that drove him completely nuts. He took in a sharp intake of air, and his head fell backward. 

He felt silly. Embarrassed. You were just giving him a stupid hand job, it shouldn’t make him feel such intense things ! He had thousands of hand jobs, and they weren’t a thing he liked particularly that much...

He lifted his shirt all the way to his mouth, and bit it so he wouldn’t moan that loudly again, hand clutched on the fabric of the shirt...His other hand still staying limply on his side. 

You picked up the pace, just as Roy picked it up too as he lifted his hips faster to reach deep into you.

It was now your turn to moan, and man, you were never known to hold back. The sound of your voice made Roy smile, and Jason's dick jolt in your hand. 

Roy exchanged a look with Jay, and they both smirked. It was intimate, in a way. Two friends sharing something important. Two friends knowing how the other felt...

But did they truly know ? Right now, nothing was sure. 

Except for the fact that Roy was fucking you harder and harder, that your hand tightened around Jason’s shaft, and that Jason was just going completely crazy over a stupid hand job. 

Roy grunted as he pushed you down on his length with more force, and it was too much for you...your hands let go of Jason and dig into your boyfriend’s shoulder, as you cried out loudly. 

But even if Jason’s pleasure was cut short all of a sudden, he didn’t feel frustrated one bit, looking at your face as Roy fucked into you. 

The archer was gripping your hair, and his hand on your thigh was making marks, and your short breath and his growls, and...and...Jason’s dick twitched in the air once more, and it caught your eyes. 

You couldn’t leave him like that. And through your pleasure, you still thought about your best friend, about this man so important to you...

You wrapped one hand around his length once more, and let the power of Roy’s thrust do the rest. It was enough that it made your hand move on its own. And once again, Jason bit hard on his shirt and his head fell backward as a guttural moan was stuck in his throat. 

Roy too, couldn’t help but being vocal by now, as his dick went in and out of you and...soon enough he made you come. Oh he made you come so hard, as he knew you so well and knew exactly which spot to hit each time. 

You bit his shoulder so you wouldn’t scream too loudly, and your neighbor wouldn’t call the police on you (again, after all, you weren’t really living in a nice neighborhood and your screams could be suspicious). 

This made Roy groan in pleasure, a sound that drove Jason wild. And the way your pussy tightened around Roy...the way Jason bit on his shirt while holding his gaze...The way your hand was jerking Jay off furiously...It send Roy over the edge quickly. 

You guys had sex since long enough that you both knew it was safe to not use protection, and as Roy’s warm seed sprayed inside you, coating your walls, you mewled again as he prolonged your orgasm...

Jason decided that mewls from you were now his favorite sound, and a hazy looked filled his eyes as you didn’t stop massaging him.

It felt so right right now. You and Roy had a fucked out look on your face, and seemed so satisfied. And you looked at him in such a way, and your hand felt so fucking good and... 

Without even realizing it, making it impossible for him to warn you, Jason came. 

Hard. 

Harder than ever before for a simple hand job. 

His stomach muscles tightened, giving you and Roy an amazing view of said muscles, and his dick twitched twice in your hand as his own sperm bursted out on your face in warm spurt, as he moaned sexily, deeply. 

...

Jason froze. 

Your face was covered in his semen. Roy’s face was unreadable. Your hand was still wrapped around his now limp dick. His own hands were frozen on the side of his body, not knowing what to do...

Fuck. He couldn’t believe he just did that. That he just came in your fucking face. Without any warnings. So rude...

He finally dared to look down on you, with an apologetic look and...You were licking around your mouth. A thoughtful expression on your face as if you were trying to determine if he tasted good or not. 

And Roy...Roy’s eyes were still fixed on him, and then on you, travelling back and forth with still this unreadable expression...until he finally broke the silence by saying : 

-That was...Too hot. I’m...hard again. Let’s do it again ? 

This took Jason by utter surprise. He was sure that Roy was going to kick him out of the room for cumming in your face...But he was now proposing to “keep going” ? This made Jason hard again too, and you smiled hazily. 

Oh yes. Yes let’s not stop there. 

And this is how it happened. 

How your little friendS with benefit things started. 

On a drunken night...But if you were all honest, as soon as you all came that first time, you were all sober again, and the way you kept fucking each other all through the night was a total conscious choice. 

************

After that, Jason kept convincing himself that this was just like any other sexual relations he had. Just fun. Nothing more. 

And yet...Yet he found himself only having sex with you two nowadays. 

You guys didn’t set any rules in the bedroom. Actually, the only rule that existed, was that anything happening in the bedroom...Stayed in the bedroom. 

At day, you all acted as if nothing ever happened. Still acting like best friends. Totally normal. As if you never slept all together. 

But when you reached the bedroom...oh. There really was no rules. A safe word, yes (watermelon), in case one of you felt uncomfortable but...it was never used. No matter what. 

In the bedroom, Jason was allowed to kiss you, on the lips and anywhere else. To make out with you, and to take you guys in any way he wanted. You’d let him (he was often the most dominant one). 

You wanted him to. But every time it was over, and you’d all be spend...Jason “had to” go. You never actually talked about it but..You and Roy were dating. And you were having fun with Jason, but nothing more. 

It was just fun. 

Jason felt like he had no right to be there for the aftercare...because he wasn’t...This wasn’t...

It wasn’t love. It was just sex. 

************

And yet. Yet over the months of this little friendS with benefit thing going on, Jason started to feel things. 

Things he never felt before, or that he always ignored (which is why he wasn’t the one dating you, or Roy). 

Things that scared the hell out of him, but that were harder and harder to ignore. 

Things that...hurt him. 

Because it was all fun and game until someone got hurt. 

It was fun, to have contest to know which one out of him and Roy were eating you out the best (it was a tied, you were too out of your mind with the two orgasms they gave you to choose). Which one sucked dick the best, too (you won there). 

Or how far you could go. What crazy position you could try. How to all be pleased at the same time. To not forget one. 

It was fun, to take you two however he wanted. That you’d let him but...The more things happened, the more he realized that what he ended up liking more during those sex sessions, were your kisses. Your touch. 

When Roy dig his nails in his back, when you tangle your hands in his hair, when he kisses your neck, when his tongue wraps around yours, when Roy caresses his thighs....More than sex, he craved your presence, for the semblance of love it gave him. For the fake affection. 

Of course, you both loved him. You were his best friends...But you didn’t care for him as much as he started to care for you two. 

You weren’t like him. You were...exclusive. And sure, you let him enter your sex life, but it didn’t mean anything further than that. 

Sex. 

You were both monogamous, he knew because you talked about it a few times...All this, for you two, was really just fun. And who to do it with better than with your best friend ? Whom you trusted fully and utterly ? 

And there were those nights, when you were both in a romantic mood, both lovey dovey where...You wouldn’t invite Jason to join you. 

And oh he hated himself whenever he waited expectantly for you to say those words that became precious to him : “wanna join ?”. 

He felt so stupid, hoping for more each time. And yet leaving every time you all couldn’t go further anymore, leaving when you were all spend. 

Leaving on shaky legs because he just had the most mind blowing sex of his life, even if what he was doing with you, he did before...

And through all those new feelings and sensations he had...He just couldn’t hide anymore. Couldn’t hold it in. 

It was too much. He couldn’t go on. And even if he might loose you two...anything was better than all this frustration and pain. All this love he couldn’t actually give you, and had to settle with giving you briefly during sex. 

Actually, at this point, in his mind, he wasn’t fucking you two anymore. He was making love to you. And you didn’t even notice the difference in his actions...How would you notice anyway ? For you, it was just sex with him. 

You were making love to each other. 

You were fucking him. 

But he couldn't handle it anymore...He just couldn’t. He had to say something. He would risk it all right now, because it became so unbearable. 

************

He thought that you would be the most understanding out of the two of you. 

Not that Roy wasn’t an understanding man but...He just felt like maybe you would get him better. You wouldn’t push him away right away, you’d have more tact and such. You’d be nicer. 

And so he started with you. 

Roy was suppose to come home soon, which was perfect. It allowed Jason to prepare for everything. 

You and him were sitting at the kitchen’s table, drinking some coffee when he finally dove in. He started carefully by saying : 

-Hey, (Y/N), if I...if I told you a secret I never told anyone before, would you hate me ? 

You looked up from your coffee cup, a bit surprised as it wasn’t Jason’s style to say something like that...He usually never really cared about what people thought of him. With a smile you wanted reassuring, you said : 

-Oh Jay, I could never hate you no matter what. Except if you’re about to tell me you don’t like Harry Potter. You know we can’t be friend if you don’t like Harry Potter..

Jason felt a bit more relaxed...You always had that effect on him. He always felt safe with you. Which is probably why he kept going : 

-No it’s not about that it’s...It’s actually about you. 

-About me ? 

You were now curious. 

And this look on you...Jason always loved it. 

It made you look even more beautiful than usual. The way your eyebrows would lift, and your mouth would turn in that shape...It made him want to kiss you, and before he could stop himself, his lips were on yours. 

This wasn’t how he wanted things to unfold. It wasn’t how he wanted to tell you but...Since you kissed back, maybe it was the right way to do things ? 

He had had a plan, where he would explain his feelings to you first, then to Roy, in the hope you’d understand. In the crazy hope that maybe you’d feel the same, or at least help him figuring everything out. 

He had a plan but it all went away as he saw that curious look on your face. It made him weak int he knees, that face...and he just had to kiss you. 

He pulled away, and smiled at your cute shocked (but not angry) expression as he whispered : 

-I love you. 

-J...Jay ? What do you mean ? What are you...What ?

-I mean I love you. You and...

But he was never able to finish his sentence, as a fist violently encountered his face. He flew backward and fell heavily on the floor. His vision blurry by the sheer force of the punch, he tried to figure out what just happened...

-How dare you ?! 

Roy. That was Roy’s voice. Was he home already ? Jason couldn’t think, that right hook really messed his head up...

-I trusted you ! I fucking trusted you with everything I had ! 

What was he talking about ? Jason tried to stand up, but he couldn’t. He faintly heard your voice in the background, but mainly heard what Roy said. 

-I was afraid it might happened, but always felt guilty I’d have such thought because...I trusted you. You were the only one I trusted. The one I was so sure would never...would never...

The way Roy’s voice broke made Jason’s heart break. The archer continued : 

-I never thought you’d do that to me. How could you ? HOW COULD YOU JAY ?! You know what I feel for her, you know I’d rather die than...than...How could you ? ...I...I trusted you...

Roy’s voice ended in a whisper, and Jason still couldn’t stand up, still couldn’t explain himself. His mouth felt weird, the taste of copper filling it. Blood. His blood...

He’d never thought Roy would ever draw his blood on purpose. And yet...Yet here they were. 

But even if Jason’s mind was blurry with pain and confusion, a little voice in his head resonated and understood. Of course. 

He walked in on Jason kissing you. On him telling you he loved you. And didn’t hear the end. Didn’t hear that he was about to say “I love you and Roy”, and to try and explain the mess of his feelings. 

All Roy saw, was him kissing you, and saying he loved you. 

All Roy felt, was the utter betrayal of his best friend trying to steal the love of his life away...

Jason didn’t understand everything that happened next, but he heard you call out to Roy. He felt you kneel beside him and tell him you’d be right back, but that you had to run after your boyfriend. 

For some reason, Jason’s eyes filled with tears...He was half-unconscious because of the punch, and his brain didn’t want  to work properly, but he understood one thing. 

He just ruined the one good thing in his life. He just ruined his relationship with Roy, and with you. 

And when you came back in your shared apartment, and you said : “He’s gone. I don’t know where he went...” and you went to lock yourself in your room, without even checking on Jason further than that, checking if he was alright...

Jason knew he fucked up. 

Why didn’t he just followed his plan ? Why didn’t he just explained his feelings instead of kissing you in the spur of the moment, and blurting out he loved you ? Why didn’t he calmly explained everything instead of having such a poor self-control ? Why ? 

************

After that episode, you guys don’t see each other for months. 

All too heartbroken to talk. All too angry to listen to an explanation. 

After that episode, you all move out of that apartment you shared for years, and you don’t talk or see each other for months. 

After that episode, you’re just a third of what you used to be...

To be continued...

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Hope you liked this. I can’t re-read it without cringing so...yeah. Hope it was alright, and it’s just my insecurities kicking in. Thanks very much for reading, as usual, feedbacks = life. And...Yup, see you soon with part two of this, with even more filth. Like an actual full on sex scene, not just what was above. I had to reserve some extra dirtiness for later ya know. 

[emmelfish]

So, it looks like the roaring success of a wedding party added to Brandi’s reputation. You sure you don’t wanna roundhouse kick your BFF Dina there for smooching your firstborn son?

(John Burb – lover of drama, sitter of fences, gossip extraordinaire and never met a dirty joke he doesn’t like – glides by without a word but a mental note to regale his wife with all the sordid details.)

I still don’t know which of the two of them initiated that, but I guess this is what happens when you combine cute blond Fortune sims, one of whom has recently reached an... eligible age?... and our old friend ACR.

Darren had at least five of those six beers, so this doesn’t surprise me in the least. Dreamer, I’m cutting you off!

Time to celebrate the transition of the terrible twins, the perfect ending to this... interesting wedding.

Growing up next to a rain puddle, is it everything you ever dreamed of Skip Jr?

Sadly, it’s also time to say goodbye to the Mortimer Goth cosplay and the buzzcut...

... and hello to... this! I’m pretty sure given he’s Sloppy and Playful, SJ’ll be a Nature sim, so it’s not even like this is hobby-appropriate costuming (it’d be better for his sister, she’s bound to be Sports or Fitness with her personality points).

There’s something so ritualistic about the way they stand around cheering somebody aging, I love it. It’s even better in weddingwear.

I’m also a big fan of how different Skip Jr looks to his older brothers. And this genetic correctness! I’m not sure how we ever put up with the gender-reversed Brandi clone EAxis stuck in the vanilla game. THANK YOU @meetmetotheriver 💟

I’m excited that he grew up well, but scared of what kind of child he’ll be. Nowhere near as terrified as I am re: Suse though.

Darren finally told one dirty joke too many? And in front of A CHILD?! No wonder he and John Burb get along so well.

Beau: Hey I’m gonna be a teenager in like a day, I can take it.

We’ll be the judge of that.

Oh god, I don’t know if I even really want to do this, but here we go.

Yo Bran, when did you change into your afterparty gear? (Seriously, I had no idea she had that maternity formalwear lurking in her wardrobe.)

Susie: *stares at fire* Yes, yes, consume the souls of my nemeses...

Skip Jr: Uh, Mr Dad, I think you’re supposed to put her down.

Beau: This is gold.

Skip Jr: Seriously DreamerDaddy, I really think she’s meant to be on the floor...?

Skip Jr: I can’t watch.

(Legitimately though, at this point I was hiding from the screen and peeping through my fingers to take these screenshots. I love a good glitch, but this was beyond terrifying.)

OH MY GOD.

THEY’VE MERGED INTO SOME KIND OF MONSTER.

Oh thank heavens. I just had Darren do the ‘put Susie here’ action and while her arms did get stuck like this for a while, everything went back to normal and she was a child and not some warped giant baby. Good bloody lord! Darren, had you forgotten how to transition a toddler? Dirk’s not that old!

Hey Suse, you’d better not be hunting bugs just to set fire to them.

Susie: Well I won’t be setting fire to anything if my stupid jar stays this empty.

While I’m kind of loving Susie’s blazer and jeans, gotta get those twins into the colors they were in as tots. It’s my rule! (When feasible.)

Yeah we get it guys, you love each other because you’re both pretty awful. Had enough of this yet Beau?

Beau: Urgh. I’m disappearing into a place where I can control everything, thank you very much. This here dollhouse.

That sounds like a strangely familiar concept.

Ah, back to some semblance of a (relatively) normal life! Skip Jr’s already making good use of those Playful Grouchy traits by beating Beau to death with a pillow, and Susie’s slyly charming her way into an older brother’s affections just as she did with Dustin.

This loading screen will look rather different... imminently. Room for two more?

Oh yeah! Remember Dustin’s strange schoolfriend who marched brazenly into the Broke trailer and randomly picked up and snuggled the twins when they were but babes? Skip Jr clearly does, and now that he can articulate this experience, is telling Beau just how traumatic it was.

Back to plate-making, you! Yes I know you want a vacay, and you’ll get one when you sell several more of these. Also what’s that ‘get caught cheating’ fear? Why is cheating even crossing your mind? You literally just got married and it upped your chem with Daz by one whole bolt – three is the magic number, don’t mess with perfection!

With Susie being an active-grouchy sports lover, I got her a nice Goal of Paul to play with. Of course the first thing she does is stand in it and jeer her brother.

Skip Jr: Listen sis, this is your game not mine.

I’m fine with whatever happens as long as that ball doesn’t hit poor Darleen’s gravestone.

Susie: So what we got going here.

Beau: Well we have this whole saga, see. Shirley here has been struggling with her feelings towards Muriel for quite some time now –

Susie: So she sets fire to Muriel’s hair in a passionate fury and then these two ladies over here come and chop her good with samurai swords to avenge Muriel?

Beau: Uh, no –

Susie: ‘I curse the day Shirley was born!’ ‘As do I, we will demand blood for blood!’

Beau: *sighs* Not really what I was going for. How exactly are we related again?

Susie: This is great! Do you have any of those little green army men? Let’s have them explode the house in an act of WAR.

Oh hi! Tinkering Lady is COOL! Dirk finally bagged the elusive invite to go play with cars and trains and robots. I think he’s our first too.

I am going to aggressively marry her into one of the families at some point, I have to. Boho style, badass purple streak in her hair and pink eyes too? She has it all!

Brandi, that is not acceptable. You have a pottery badge for crying out loud.

Oh okay, you’re going into labor. I suppose that’s a fair excuse.

Even cool Tinkering Lady is running to see the miracle of life!

Darren: Oh, you’re having the babies, love? That’s nice.

THE MOTHERFUDGING VERTICAL RING GLITCH IS BACK AGAIN ON HIS SECOND FRIGGING MARRIAGE

Susie?

Susie: Astarte and Proserpine are busy avenging Muriel and fending off acts of terror, god, leave me alone.

Dirk looks like he’s singing a power ballad and I’m loving it. Meanwhile Beau is like, this ain’t my first rodeo.

Here we go... again. AGAIN.

The cramming into the doorway while Brandi gives birth in the narrowest place in the whole house is a treat tbh.

And here they are! We gots two gals. Not saying they’re not lovely, call me a picky sim breeder but I was expecting them to be... at least S3? The genetics in this game confuse me sometimes.

Speaking of genetics, look at this brown-eyed babe! Take your pick, they could be from Brandi’s dad or either or Darren’s parents. I’ve named them after surrealist artists (because I figured their parents’d be into that), so we have little Frida here...

... and mere seconds younger, her sister Remedios!

As per usual everybody cheers the firstborn twin and poor Remy doesn’t get a look-in. Even Susie dragged herself away from her macabre soap opera to say hi.

Susie: Who run the world? GIRLS! Who run the world?

Skip Jr: Bang bang!

Beau: No. I only have three Playful points. I refuse to engage in your nonsense.

And here are the twin ladies in their matching rubberbabybuggybumpers. Next up, we have our dearest Beau hitting teenhood! I’m gonna miss him as a kid.

[agreateryesterday]

Wincest - ABO fics

Omega!Sam

Happy birthday, Sammy by amberandmetal

*Finished* One Shot

Sam presents as an omega 2 weeks before his fifteenth birthday. John comes home, finds out and acts like John does. Cue big brother Dean and his Cheer Sam up masterplan.

To Give You Want You Want by littlefirefly31

*Finished* One Shot

Sam and Dean were content, but they really wanted something more. They wanted a child. So Dean knew he was going to try everything to breed his omega and give them what they wanted.

Black Eyed Alpha by BabyBat (BabyBatsCreations)

*Finished* One Shot

Dean is Sam's alpha. When he saw Dean's eyes turn black, he thought he could change that by running away. He thought he could fix him. But once Sam's heat strikes there's no denying his alpha.

Right and Wrong Don't Mean Nothing by littlefirefly31

*Finished* One Shot

Dean knew the mark would change him. He knew that something bad could come from it. But he didn’t know the extent of the evil, and he never imagined what he would do when the evil infected him. And quite frankly, he just didn’t care.

Back Alley Tech Support by orphan_account

*Finished* One Shot

Dean's been turned down by Sam for weeks. He finally figures out why.

You're Gone And I've Got To Stay High by Prettypornybarbie

*Finished* One Shot

Dean misses Sam, only when he goes to find his brother he realises just how much he's really been missing and why.

Looking For Home

Baby Blues by Katlover98

*Finished* One Shot, One Shot

Sam hides his true status as an Omega from his family.

Sam and Dean had been mated for a while and Sam wants pups. Unfortunately, because of all the suppressants he took when he was younger that will be harder than he hoped.

Uncollared by orphan_account

(Last updated July 28, 2014) 9 chapters

Separated from birth and undesired for being an omega, Sam is adopted by with two equal rights activists, Ellen and Jody while Dean goes on to be a successful police man never knowing he had a brother. Sam meets Dean after he was stopped for being an unregistered omega, but a relationship blooms after Dean decides to scrap the report.

Baby o' Mine by lightbringer666

(Last updated July 26, 2017) 4 chapters

Sam held the test with shaky hands. Hoping maybe he was wrong. That his heat was just late due to travel and nothing will change. Maybe he doesn't have to tell Dean or Dad. Won't have to buy new clothes. Won't have to get judged for being pregnant so you- The test beeped. Sam looked down to see two lines.

Full Moon Rising by shotgun

*Finished* 2 chapters

Werewolf!Dean just got some new neighbors, but there's something about their son...

Roses in Montana by bellecat

(Last updated April 26, 2014) 6 chapters

It wasn't that he didn't love his children. He did. But he had to keep them safe, hidden away so that the creature who killed their mother could never find them, never consume them in a blaze of fire. So he secreted them away to a small cabin in the wilderness, warded with every protection symbol he could find. Just until he killed the demon. But days turned to months turned to years, and Sam and Dean and their twin sisters wait in their harsh and helpless world, forming a new family of their own. Adult desires blossom and grow, withstanding the hunger and the cold, just like the hardy roses in Montana.

Ain't No Me by Stormsong

*Finished* One Shot

John notices Dean has pining sickness and tells Dean to go to Sam. Turns out Sam’s not any better off.

I Need You! by o0kaymawn0o

*Finished* One Shot

Sam goes into heat during the time that he and his Alpha, Dean aren't talking to each other, due to Dean's betrayal for allowing an angel to use Sam. Hes's trying to work on the problem on his own, but he knows that he needs his Alpha! Dean senses his Omega's heat and drives to the lair to check on his little brother. The sight before him has him hard on the spot, and he gives Sam the knot he needs.

Decoction by ArchOfImagine

*Finished* One Shot

As Sam draws closer to the end of his pregnancy, his focus remains solely on curing Dean of the Mark of Cain.

Take Control by bellaaanovak

*Finished* One Shot

Dean has been a werewolf for much longer than Sam has, and Sam misses Dean. They don't mess around as often as before they were turned, and they resolve it.

Tameless by storyspinner70

*Finished* 7 chapters

Dean presented as an Alpha at a young age, but Sam took longer, and to his father's horror, he presented as a omega. He sold Sam (told Dean Sam ran away). Dean's never stopped looking for his baby brother, and when, after he's grown, he learns John lied to him, he doubles his efforts. He takes out newspaper ads, does TV interviews... anything he can think of. After 15 years of searching, Dean's Alpha friends Benny & Cas get a good, solid lead. A badly abused omega was found at the front door of a hospital four states over. When Benny and Cas get proof (someone sends them a photo), they take it to Dean and the three of them go get Sam. But nothing is easy - Sam is terrified, hasn't let any of the doctors near him. He's pretty much feral- he scratches and tries to bite anyone who comes near...until he smells Dean.

Take Your Medicine by Mnemophobia

(Last updated Nov 2, 2013) 2 chapters

John was vague about Sam’s actual diagnosis, saying only that it was a ‘blood disorder’, but it must have been serious because Sam wasn't even allowed visitors during his three days in the hospital. Sam’s illness wasn't something they talked about after that, except when it came to his medication.

Between You and I by cyncyn1110

*Finished* 23 chapters

Dean and Sam meet at a music festival and are instantly drawn to each other. After a great weekend spent together there are more than just memories tying them together.

Home For Now by saltandbyrne

*Finished* One Shot

Sam might be away at Stanford, but there's still one thing only Dean can take care of.

Pretty Princess by orphan_account

*Finished* One Shot

Sam is excited to go to a Halloween Party… And then his first heat hits.

When Sam was... by mznaughty01

*Finished* One Shot

When Sam is 8, Dean changes from a pup to an Alpha. When Sam is 12, he himself also experiences the change, but his isn't anywhere near the same as Dean's. In a world where Hunters are all Alphas and are also all the werewolf descendants of the god Odin, Sam is a rare and prized childbearing Omega. And this is Sam's story throughout the years as he discovers what it truly means to be an Omega. And as he discovers what it means specifically to be an Omega in his family. This is also Sam's story of how he comes to the single most important realization of his life. The only Alpha he'll ever want is Dean.

To Whom We Belong by thedropoutandthejunkie (iaintafraidofnoghostbear)

*Finished* One Shot

At 22, Sam’s too old for a mentor, too old for his father or brother holding him through his heats to be enough.

Pictures of You by pushkin666

(Last updated Feb 13, 2010) 2 chapters

Dean's way of dealing with John's death is to ensure Sam cannot leave him.

Flesh And Blood by Charlie_Waits

(Last updated May 2, 2020) 6 chapters

Infant Sam was taken away during the night of the fire and grew up knowing neither about his birth family nor about monsters, until he meets someone akin to both: Dean.

Battle for Everything by Fragile_Porcelain

*Finished* 10 chapters

Dean wondered, truly wondered, if the fighting and dying was worth it. He had watched thousands of men die. He held them, watched the light drain from their eyes. They had been his soldiers, and enemy soldiers, but in the end it didn’t matter. They were all just men. They were fighting and dying, for what they believed was right. But Dean soon realized, he didn’t know what they were fighting for.

The Curse

The Blessing

A New Chapter

Changes

Realizations and Revelations

New Addition

And Then There Were Three by ghost_writer26 (kinksock22)

*Finished* 7 Parts

Fuck or die with a twist: Sam who had been an alpha for his entire life is cursed into turning into an Omega permanently. Unfortunately, what the boys don't realize during researching to reverse the curse was that Sam needed to be claimed/mated by an alpha till they have only a few days to find someone suitable.

Earning His Trust by Katlover98

*Finished* One Shot

Dean finds Sam before Ruby does in The Levee Breaks. He proceeds to reclaim Sam as his Omega and nothing will stop him.

Anything I Can Do by orphan_account

*Finished* One Shot

Sam is an unmated Omega, Dean is a very unmated Alpha (who's got it in his head that he doesn't want a mate). But Sam knows the truth that Dean is ignoring. And he's willing to do anything he can to get his brother to see.

the midnight parts inside your heart by lovetincture

*Finished* One Shot

Sam goes through his first heat, and Dean’s the only one who can help.

After All by kinksock22

*Finished* One Shot

Both brothers are alphas, but they love each others so much, that Sam allow Dean turned him into an omega so they can mates and have a baby together.

Please Tell Me Who I Am by orphan_account

*Finished* 2 chapters

As a beta, Sam shouldn’t even be attracted to his alpha brother (much less be yearning for Dean to finally take that last step into claiming him officially) but, a few compatibility issues aside, they’re happy with the pseudo-mateship they’ve got going on. At least, until a hunt-gone-wrong ends up with Sam being cursed into an omega. He and Dean race to find a way to reverse the spell before it’s too late…but now Sam’s not entirely sure if he even wants to be cured.

Speak Softly by castielsstarr

*Finished* One Shot

First couple argument, Sam is truly upset at Dean because Dean promised earlier he would not use his alpha voice on Sam and here he was losing his temper (no thanks to ruby) Really hurt crying Sam, Dean trying to comfort his now omega mate.

Trust and Obey by rosworms

(Last updated Jan 28, 2016) 18 chapters

Sam could understand why Dean got so protective of him when it got close to Sam’s heat, but that didn’t mean he was happy about it. He hated feeling like he was incapable of taking care of himself. Biology made Sam it’s bitch every cycle, even if he didn’t see it that way while it was happening.

Sam’s Protector

Sam’s Little Problem by TammyRenH

*Finished* 6 chapters, 7 chapters

When he was 13 and a newly presented Omega, Sam fell for the teenaged Alpha next door. He was determined to give this Alpha all his firsts, but then Dean and his father moved overnight, leaving without so much as a goodbye. Six years later Sam is at Stanford where four Omegas have disappeared, leaving Sam in need of a Protector. Enter Dean. And Sam still has all his firsts to give.

Sequel to Sam’s Protector (but can probably be understood without reading that first). Dean is Sam’s Protector and they are newly in love and figuring things out.

True by wickedthoughts

*Finished* One Shot

Sam hates everything about being turned Omega and tries to fight against the changes to his body and mind, but Dean makes that an impossibility.

No Room for Wilting Flowers Here by ADeedWithoutaName

*Finished* One Shot

They said they'd never do anything like this. For all intents and purposes, in day to day life, Sam's a beta. But the money situation's gotten desperate, Sam's at least striking, if not traditional, and so long as you win...omega shows pay really, really well.

Chosen by orphan_account

*Finished* One Shot

Sam and Dean will do anything to become mates.

Electric Love by brotherlysoulmates (swrites)

*Finished* One Shot

Sam is an omega at Stanford University, living with his alpha girlfriend Jessica. He loves her, and he thought that when his next heat came around that he would want to be mated with her, but he finds himself preferring to spend it alone instead. That is, until he finds a letter Dean wrote for him before he left for Stanford. He can't get his mind off of how Dean used to take care of him when his heats came up as a kid, but would never take advantage. And so he calls his brother. Dean comes running, like he always does.

A Different Trial

To Wake Alone by castielsstarr

*Finished* One Shot, One Shot

"When the vomiting started, Sam thought it was just another side effect of the trials. First, he was coughing up blood, it only seemed that this was a logical next step."

Sam takes on a basic ghost hunt by himself. It goes all right, but Dean is a worried wreck when Sam gets home.

Begins with Blood, Ends with Family by professorandre1228

*Finished* 12 chapters

Four way battle between the FBI (Dean's an agent now), John Winchester (Military survivalist leader with a dark agenda), Lucifer's "Fallen Angels" drug cartel, and Crowley's "Legion" mob gang. And caught in the middle? Sam Winchester. Brother to Dean, son of John, secretly watched by Lucifer, and kidnapped by Crowley. Who will make it out?

What'd You Do That For?! by LarryPhanGirl

*Finished* 6 chapters

Dean looks after his little brother, Sam who is an Omega. Sam has some trouble with some suppressants...

Spontaneous Lubrication by castielsstarr (Not actually Alpha/Omega)

*Finished* One Shot

While on a hunt, a witch hits Sam and Dean with a spell that causes them to take on the qualities of an alpha and omega. Needless to say, they don’t quite know what the heck is going on.

A New Era Begins by artemis1967

*Finished* One Shot

Both are alphas, but only one of them will continue with that status.

Sam's Hidden Talent by erratrus

*Finished* One Shot

Sam is taking Dean to a club and has quite a surprise for his brother and the alpha he longs to have claim him. Dean is about to learn that his brother did more than geek out at Stanford. When the lights go out, the music starts, Deans inner turmoil ensues over just how coordinated and seductive 6'4" can be and just how possessively jealous he really is.

Educated Fleas by Spn_kink_sock

*Finished* One Shot

Dean teaches Sam about the birds and the bees.

Just know that I did it out of love by IsabellaStarsAreEverywhere

(Last updated Jan 29, 2017) 8 chapters

An abandoned pup is almost unheard of within the werewolf community. So imagine the surprise when John Winchester finds a lonely pup in an abandoned house in the middle of the woods. John brings the pup home with him, and his family welcome the newest addition with open arms. But the happiness is short-lived. According to the law, the Winchesters cannot keep the pup forever. The pup is an omega, rare and precious, and when the council find out, they see an opportunity to make a lot of money. Many alphas are interested in buying an omega, and they are all willing to pay a fortune. The council decide that the Winchesters can only keep Sam until he’s 18, and after that the council will find Sam a suitable mate. The Winchesters raise Sam as their own biological son. Their plan is to let Sam have a normal childhood, and then smuggle him out of their region before his eighteenth birthday. Dean loved his little brother from the start. But as Dean got older, he realized that he might love Sammy more than just a brother. But how could that be? Wolves who shared the same DNA couldn't be mates.

King Small Penis by darkroses

*Finished* One Shot

Sam kneeled like a dog next to his father while they waited to speak with the king. The alpha of this land didn’t call himself President, Prime Minister, Commander, or whatever. He went for the most egotistical title ever, King. Sam figured this alpha probably had a small penis. Hence, the reason for the egotistical title. When the king stepped into the room, Sam smelled apple pie. He never scented an alpha that smelled of apple pie. Perhaps alphas with small dicks smelled like apple pie. Sam raised his head to glare at King Small Penis.

Jericho by cyncitymojo

*Finished* One Shot

The world thinks she is the one with all the brilliant new age designs and flawless couture, but there is a man behind the scenes, and he will lead an entire movement…

A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More "Touch Me" by gothpandaotaku

*Finished* One Shot

Sam Winchester, the jaded new kid at school. Dean Winchester, the school badass who rides a motorcycle to school every morning. When they collide, sparks fly- the wrong kind. It's hate at first sight. But over time they find they have a lot more in common than they thought...

Teachable Moments

Moment of Truth by TookMeASecond

*Finished* One Shot, One Shot

A few mispronounced words and all of a sudden there's a demon in cherub class. What could go wrong?

Hell is starting to look good on Sam. And somehow, combining their strength has made them both more powerful.

Rush decision by Winmance

*Finished* One Shot

He didn’t present on his 13 birthday. Nor on his 14, or the year after, and the year after that. That’s why he didn’t understand at first, when he started feeling sick at school, not until his brother is beside him and his body reacts at his alpha presence.

Dreams are Where I'll Find You by Katlover98

(Last updated March 21, 2018) 11 chapters

In the distant future humans have evolved to ABO dynamics due to a catastrophe that had happened in the past and a decline in female fertility. In the future that is all but a distant memory. King John of Winchesters has lost his wife, then his eldest and his youngest is in a coma. He goes insane trying to avenge his family against the man who is responsible for his lost, Lucifer. He dies unable to fulfill his need for vengeance. In a neighboring country a boy woke up with no memory of his past life and of who he is with only his name on his lips, Dean. He is taken in by the group Righteous that makes sure evil doesn't spread into the world. Dean became one of there greatest soldiers and lives for the group that has taken him in. But there is something that bothers him. At night, he dreams of a beautiful boy with long chestnut hair and warm hazel eyes. He knows Dean and Dean knows him. Everyday he can't wait to dream about the boy. It's not until they secure a strategic outpost that Dean finds a mysterious unconscious young man who can’t be waken.Who is he and can he be the key to Dean's past? Dean is determine to unravel the mystery for the unconscious man is the key to his own troubling dreams.

Home is Wherever I'm With You by sammichgirl

*Finished* One Shot

Just the sight of him and he's hooked, and maybe he's got this wonderful scent that, when he's close, Sam can smell under his cologne...

a map without landmarks

slipping through the minutes by sci_fis

*Finished* 2 chapters, One Shot

“A map without landmarks is useless. Science dreams its dreams of knowledge—names it, pokes it with equations.”- Richard Siken

Omega Sam (16) and Alpha Dean have been in a relationship for a couple of years, but Dean refuses to mate with Sam until he turns 18, insisting that Sam should be old enough to give informed consent first. But when young unmated omegas start going missing, things may change.

Stranger then strange by Vampire_goth_girl

*Finished* One Shot

While on a case Sam presents finally though it's not what either of them expected, he becomes an omega a complete contrast to the alpha they expected. First heat hits him with a strong scent that even dean finds hard to ignore with his alpha rearing it's head to lay claim to his younger brother

Flower in the Snow by foam_memory

(Last updated Jan 28, 2018) 7 chapters

It was Dean’s fault. Although at first, his intention was completely innocent. Yet, it’s him that dragged his brother out of their motel room in that late evening. Everything was straight down to hell after that. Sam unexpectedly turned out to be an Omega, and he was in heat. It was all Dean’s fault. He was the one to blame for ruining everything. And He couldn’t feel guiltier than he already did for his actions had caused. Maybe a bullet to the head would be the best choice to make up for his sins. He wished he could die that winter. He couldn’t bear it anymore...However, Sam had other stories to tell.

a rose by any other name by Another_Freak1258 (merpeople)

*Finished* 10 chapters

A chance meeting between a young mer named Sam and a shark named Dean—(courtesy of pretty seashells and an octo-bitch)—challenges the confines of the food chain.

Presented Late by belovedhell (orphan_account)

*Finished* One Shot

"Sam, what's wrong?" He could imagine Dean narrowing his eyes and frowning at his cellphone. "I-I presented today..."

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim by Hela_Dreamer

*Finished* One Shot

When Dean showed up as an Alpha, at 12, John really hoped that his other son, Sam, would show as an Alpha too. [...] The fact is, he always knew that if Sam showed up as an Omega, he and Dean would have been mates. [...] When Sam turned out to be an Omega, at 14, John wasn’t impressed. He already knew it. What he didn’t knew, though, was how their lives would have changed from now on.

All in the Timing by C_aura (Coragyps)

*Finished* One Shot

Sam hasn’t had a heat in ten years. Dean may not be his mate, but he’s past waiting patiently and decides it’s time to take a more hands-on approach.

Brother Mine (Gonna Be All Right) by outoftheashes

*Finished* One Shot

Sam goes to a sex club by himself. Dean decides to stake his claim.

Transformation by littlefirefly31

*Finished* One Shot

Sam and Dean are both Alphas in this world, more civilized and can control their ABO abilities. They weren’t kidding when they say Purgatory can change a person. Dean came back more feral and all his Alpha strength, speed, sight, hearing, smell, intuition are awoken- it was the only way he could survive purgatory it also makes him territorial and what he wants more than anything when he gets back is his Sammy. Sammy has always been his since he was born. He had notice something since Sam been a child there was always a certain sweet smell on his baby brother, Dean being too young to know what it was, just assumed it was Sam original sweet smell and when Sam presented as an alpha at 15 Dean could still smell it just underneath Sam’s alpha woodsy scent. He won’t deny he had hoped Sam would present as an Omega because of that sweet smell, so it did not make sense. But now as a full fledge Alpha; his inner Alpha knew what it meant now, Sammy was his true-mate and does have that Omega gene which can be turn on by his true mate. Which is what Dean intends to do….

Full Moon Prince by TookMeASecond

*Finished* 6 chapters

Sam isn't so sure about the new Alpha his father promised him too. Dean seemed a bit rowdy and insincere. But their meeting left both feeling things the had never known before. Is it fate? Or a mistake?

Walking The Line by WhispersInTheWing

(Last updated Feb 18, 2018) 12 chapters

Dean has finally found his brother again after being separated nearly a decade ago, but what he never expected was to find his true mate in Sam. Now in the midst of a newly formed relationship, how will Dean react to finding out that Sam is pregnant? And will Sam ever be able to move forward from his dark past and learn to trust again?

Just What the Doctor Ordered by orphan_account

*Finished* One Shot

Sam has been neglecting his Omega side, so Dean has to forcefully take care of Sam in order to make sure he gets better.

Post: Part 2

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my mirai nikki liveblog notes from last night

yandere is a gross and creepy fandom trope beloved by gross and creepy fandom dudes but I really like Mirai Nikki and personally Gasai Yuno, and I hope she finds some stability in her mind orrr she could kill either herself or Yukki to get the other to be the god of time and space and I'm honestly not sure which of those would be a healthier decision or more fascinating to watch. but i dont want this ending bc of the cop )= (my taste in anime is impeccable)

I like how Yukki is still majorly creeped out by Yuno, even if making out with her is no longer even a Big Thing for him

WHY DID THIS THING JUST HAPPEN THIS IS LIKE THE WORST POSSIBLE SCENARIO HONESTLY WHAT THE FUCK I like the girl just snapping photos of everything I aspire to be this chill

Yuno if you fuck up Yukki's friendships because you are jealous I'm going to be very cross with you that's exactly what you're going to do isn't it I mean you've been 100% right about Tsubasa and you've been actually very charismatic with Yukki's mom but I can just feel the trainwreck coming

huh, they all end up just hanging out together, that's surprisingly nice I'm glad things other than blood and carnage are allowed to happen in this anime it won't last long will it

shine shine shine wow Yuno maybe chill

Mao and Hinata, I swear I'm going to remember this

HINATA PLEASE OH PLEASE DON'T GET MURDERED BY A SERIAL KILLER WHAT THE FUCK ANIME WHY ARE YOU GIVING ME THESE THOUGHTS DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE HAVE ME BE RIGHT ABOUT THE FORESHADOWING

okay what followed was teeth snapping not blood from a bitten throat so maybe she won't die after all thank god

NO HINATA WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TRYING TO GET EATEN ON PURPOSE YOU ARE THE PUREST CREATURE IN THIS ENTIRE ANIME PLEASE DONT DIE

guys you are discussing it with them walking right behind you how well have you thought this through I guess they were further behind?

I SURE HOPE RUNNING CHANGED THE FUTURE AND SHE IS STILL ALIVE

Akise is another Diary owner isn't he

I feel Yukki on his Definite Overload With Everything

I sure hope those are not Akise's dogs that Akise deliberately set on them to engineer this situation

hm well at least this is not personally Akise, doesn't mean he's not affiliated with this guy at the very least they seem to share hair color

I love Mary tho

hmmm this might actually not be the guy with the flesh eating dogs, these look different okay I'm holding off on further speculation right now and giving it a tentative 50/50, as well as to Akise turning out to have been behind the attack

okay what the FUCK that looks like Hinata

fuuuck i am SO tempted to like Akise but that would also come with a sore wish to have him Join The Team and I hoped that for Tsubasa too >_> my heart can't take it

...that feeling when Yuno is being the Voice of Reason

aaand it's gone

shit I hope Yukki figures out what to do about this shit situation because I'm out of ideas HEY NICE PUTTING THAT DIARY TO WORK I SURE AS SHIT HOPE THERE WON'T BE AS MANY DEAD BODIES AS WITH THE SIXTH THO TO BE FAIR THEY WERENT NAMED CHARACTERS I HOPE THESE KIDS' PLOT PURPOSE IS NOT TO DIE POINTLESSLY HINATA WAS ENOUGH OF A SACRIFICE WHICH I WAS RIGHT ABOUT BTW DEPRESSINGLY ENOUGH STILL DIDN'T EXPECT THIS THO this anime just kind of keeps escalating in ways I fail to expect time after time

please Yukki don't tell them about your diary there's nothing about that that's not a bad idea don't drag them into this aaand of course that's what you're doing and once again, Yuno is me

aaand there's Mao isn't there fuck not the one I was expecting at least thank you Akase for it not being you

okay Hinata is alive that's fair enough except she won't be for long will she why must you take away Pure things from me anime why ugggghhhh

a Breeder's diary??? oh right dogs whew

oh my god Akise too????? okay this is kind of hilarious now I hope they go for a reverse of the temple thing and he actually gets to join the squad I guess the girls were doomed because of Yuno anyway but he has a chance

so I think Deus rigged this whole game specifically for Yukki his random observations diary made the future diary a very interesting idea and a very powerful tool but then Deus threw a bunch of various... interesting characters into it, and I imagine physical proximity (or ability and willingness to get around fast) and, ah, interestingness of character were the main criteria, and he went for ANY kind of diary at all, which made most of theirs much less potent

another thing I'm thinking is I've been noticing the small child holding hands with ?parents? in the end credits for a while, and it looks like Hinata, and she might be an important character

maybe this anime just burned through a few expendable characters at the beginning to set up the situation and create the athmosphere, and the main plot is going to be about a bunch of high schoolers after all, because that's just how anime rolls - high schoolers would be the major characters out of the whole bunch of diary owners

so maybe they're not all dying next episode is what i'm trying to say

Murmur is amazing btw

hum so Akise got his diary late? or does he not have one after all oh my god I love Akise so much already his expression here like 'i can't believe i'm going along with this' and yet he's going along with this like sure ok

aaand SUDDEN DORK MODE oh no I have a new favorite character please don't turn out to secretly be a mass murderer that's all I ask ;~; hum might he not actually have a diary after all dammit these are supposed to be post credit scenes not revealing plot twists I'm just confusing myself at this point aren't I

lol oh my god they thought Akise was a diary owner but he's just a guy who's good at investigation isn't he

or is he??? godfuckingdammit I need to stop doing this to myself theorizing is a bad habit that I get way too into I don't like bumpy rides of plot twists I like being able to follow what the fuck is going on )=

yeah he does not have a diary nor any idea what's going on does he lol I called it seconds before Yuno caught on it's kind of interesting how it seems her job is to be the genre savvy one, whose usefulness is however kind of fucked up by her brain cockroaches

Yuno??????? why are you doing this HE IS TRYING TO WIN BACK YUKKI'S DIARY WHY WHY WHY HE IS ON YOUR SIDE DOn'T FUCK UP HIS GAME

I guess she caught on that he was bluffing but??? ??? ???

and Akise's just going nuts and laughing because what else is left to do honestly

Akise why are you so fucking likable how dare you I'm actually angry at this development HAVE A FLAW DAMN YOU I CANNOT RELAX BECAUSE OF THIS SHIT I CANNOT TRUST WHAT I AM SEEING THIS FUCKING ANIME

oh man I thought they were lesbians when Mao first brought up that she's taken, but this is V Cute

oh my fucking god Akise have you MISSED Yuno's thing in your investigation or are you doing this ON PURPOSE

wait what just happened was that yandere on yandere combat or what

Mao what the fuck were you doing

Yuno you are an ASSHOLE I hope everyone other than Yukki keeps just ignoring everything you say and do

I love this one normal guy who's kind of a dick and just reacts normally to things and his contrast to Akise whom I love

honestly Yukki I agree I think I DON'T WANT TO is the only argument Yuno can be receptive to

oooor that only makes things worse huh Yuno honey please settle down believe in Yukki a little more than that

oh hey good solution even if it's just getting yourself deeper in I guess in a BLOOD DEATH situation it's kind of the best available option

"You don't want me to hate you, do you?" A+ game Yukki hit her where it hurts aka explain basic facts of human relationships >_>

aaand yep he's freaking out because he doesn't even like her that way and he's getting deeper and deeper in )=

oh my god Hinata's dad do you realize you've GIVEN HER YOUR DIARY YOU DUMB FUCK ALL ANYONE PRESENT NEEDS TO DO TO KILL YOU IS BREAK IT

uuunless that was a lie huh can't deny that possibility

lol Akise also has voice of reason tendencies <3

hum okay dammit I liked the cop a lot then again Akise is like him+ as far as having an Awesome detective character goes and Yukki has a Squad his age now I'm surprised by how well this went actually

another episode and I'm going to sleep (yes i'm aware these are Cursed Words but what if I'm lucky)

Yuno? Uh, are you okay?...

see the thing is I really can't find a way to apply to this anime the standards of 'healthy relationship with a mentally ill person' because PEOPLE ARE DYING AND EVERYTHING IS TERRIBLE LET'S PUT THAT OFF UNTIL THE FUCKING GAME IS OVER like Yukki can't just ditch Yuno because she keeps fucking saving his life??? and Yuno can't just resolve to Not Murder because that keeps fucking saving both of their lives??? they can't do what would have been the Reasonable Thing To Do under normal circumstances because these SURE AS FUCK AREN'T NORMAL CIRCUMSTANCES

oh please girl are you sure anyone's MAKING you do anything

wait what the fuck is going on here oh it's Murmur fucking around isn't it yep there it is

hum

okay I'm not sure what's happening like, what? seriously? what the fuck

okay so that's what happened huh that still leaves a lot of holes but okay

uh Akise why what makes you think this is a good idea I mean I've noticed you don't exactly have conventional emotional responses to fucked up stuff either but like seriously

oh Yukki you're starting to become more OK with murder that's just the world you live in huh

awww he cares about her when they are one on one as much as he cares about EVERYONE which he does because he is wonderful and I love him it's just in mixed company that Yuno's stalkerish shit gets lower priority to everyone else's normal shit and Yukki is 100% right in that

aha I'd been wondering whose last name I forgot

ahhh so that's what he was doing that makes more sense than him being a shipper on deck -_- just throwing Yukki under the bus for the sake of investigation that's p much normal... by this anime's standards...

also holy damn Yuno you can work when you try hum self-induced amnesia or something? that's almost a sensible coping mechanism I'm glad the anime is actually paying attention to that

augh what the fuck Kurusu why do you gotta hum and there's that other detective uuugh this anime has way too much going on I guess it IS 11 pm and I HAD decided to go to sleep after this