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grouse769402 · 2 years

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woe so in my head about writing this essay I always feel like I’m putting too much personality in them but I want to write it like that so bad and its so exhausting trying to get myself to write it in a super formal way but also its alreadyy so formal because of the language im using but then cause I put in the little asides with personality then it feels like I’m being pretentious but I also feel like its important to the essay to have that stuff like it wouldnt be a good essay without it but also I feel like I have autism and I don’t know how much stuff like that I’m allowed to put in also what if I take it out and it makes my essay worse also its so dependent on whether my professor likes me like imagine if he hates me and he just reads my essay and he’s like god this bitch but on the other hand what if he reads it and hes like hell yeah this is a good essay. Dies

#I feel like if I was a professor I would get so bored reading essays because people are afraid of writing like I write and I feel like its #good writing but I feel like theres a rule I don't know about that means I can''t write like this #and this is why I dropped out of high school cause essays stressed me out so bad cause. writing a lot but its supposed to be like math #doesn't make sense to me I have one mode #but maybe I made up that rule I DON'T KNOW #butalso I'm enjoying writing it like this and let me make it clear it's not a bad essay like we had to read each others essays and mine is #definitley on the good side but its just so scary bro #also I don't like how this post is written but I had to write it like this because I'm wrote out..#also maybe I just have to wait till tomorrow when I can be writing during the good part of my medicine again and not the bad part (this is #the bad part)#but also also I have such a long history of misunderstanding teachers and professors and I feel like everytime it happens they get so mad #and idk why but also also also I think I have been doing a good job in this class and he respects me and I really like him #WOE #and so I want my essay to be good I ant him to like it!!! and also what if it seems like I'm being a tryhard writing like this GOD HELP SCR #EAM

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