#deeply deeply deeply think i am touchstarved and i do not know how to fix it now i am just gnawing my arm off

[pawbeanies]

actually criminal that i am not crawling underneath the covers with someone and snuggling up to them and burying my face in their chest and listening to their heartbeat and their breathing and

[justicereversed]

more cuddling hcs bc i think it would fix them. also tell me if i'm bothering you but i may be insane so just. remember you can stop me from plaguing your askbox anytime

es: the most avoidant of physical contact, yet the most needy. again, they'll avoid it like the plague but give them a hug and they start crying haha this has never happened before trust oh wait. they would protest against everything but nnot try to break free bc. well. haha es my favorite touch-starved 15 year old ever. I think it would be interesting if their hands are freezing cold to be like. inhuman or something. that would be cool.

mu: the most giving of physical contact (to es, mostly, though. she's scared of kotoko before discovering how pathetic she is as well). es lost their hat to kotoko? oh boy they're getting headpats. kotoko looking off guard? a shoulder tap and a teasing remark. es having an identity crisis? try to give them a hug or some sort of push. haha this has never happened x2 OH WAIT. i think it would be cute if she tried to play with kotoko's or es' hair but then it's too short so she convinces es to grow out their hair (and it's symbolistic to their people pleasing thingy)

kotoko: would give to es, would be neutral to mu. bc she IS a sinner, but also... a weakling. She would enjoy having them lean on her shoulder, maybe a head in the lap, just leaning ON her in general bc symbolism. but, she wouldn't appreciate receiving affection, just giving yk yk

unrelated but you should also tag in your pinned post 000410 so you can Let The People Know.

no worries, i love reading others thoughts.

absolutely, absolutely. es is clearly very affected by. well. affection. they cried when mahiru told them they were doing a good job. they almost relented to kotoko when she hugged them. i like them being inhuman and being naturally cold and this freaks them out... they seek out warmth kind of like yuno.

muus idea of friendship is giving people things and people listening to her and showing her affection. so shes frustrated when es and kotoko arent enthusiastic with her. of course if she can get es on the same page as her (we are Not talking about clone theory right now) then she can be happy.

we all already know about kotoko and es. kotoko is also very touchstarved because of her self admitted isolation. muu and kotoko... im not sure. i am so so into the idea of muu becoming kotokos new Weakling To Save (before muus bday tl made the girls fight but im not giving up) so i think muu could get kotokos affection if she tried hard enough. now that theyre both so deeply in "i never did anything wrong trust me" headspace i think it could happen.

(that is a good idea i should edit that image to put muu in it)