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thinking about Solomon with scars
scars from before he became immortal, when he was as every bit of a reckless youth that would deal with the consequences when they come
scars from magic-related accidents, spells gone wrong or potions having violent reactions
scars from experiments on himself, his impatience getting the better of him instead of finding a willing subject
scars from people and demons, having believed all those conflated stories and not trusting him despite his honesty
scars from living through one millenia after another
The pacts and tattoos and scars layer over each other and Solomon has forgotten how his body looked like before the marks. He could imagine it. He could use his magic to cover it all up and make his skin look like a clean slate but he can't bear to do so. He simply won't. He's not ashamed. Those are proof of his existence and struggles. Why should he hide them?
#shrimpy rambling#I THINK IT'S NEAT YK???!!!#look me in the eye and tell me he has flawless skin i dare you#ya boi's been around the block for a loooong time now#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me swd#obey me headcanons#obey me solomon#🦐:ramblings
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~ Batman: Detective Comics (2016)
The way he runs to her and hold her, ready to hunch over and protect her with his body... For him, she is his daughter.
#stephanie brown#the spoiler#batman#bruce wayne#dc comics#my ramblings#this run in detective comics is really good at showing how Bruce loves those kids and cares for them#and in the next issue Steph dares saying he doesn’t care about her and only keeps her around because he is afraid she will become a vilain#girl are you blind?!#accept that Steph cannot be your child or draw 25 cards | bruce: *draws 25 cards*
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do you ever think about the last night you spend together with satoru holding you in his arms before he goes off to fight sukuna and then never comes back
#— ai rambles#:’’’’’’’)#sometimes i can’t help it but hurt myself a little bit thinking about this#and you just don’t know what to do in that house anymore. wherever you look he’s there#you can still smell his scent around the house in your bed on your clothes and everywhere literally but when you look around you don’t see#him…you don’t dare touch the things he’s laid his hands on last#his shirt is hanging on the chair he tossed it there in the morning and his mug is still sitting on the table even weeks later#you haven’t changed the bedsheets to savor his scent until it’s gone completely#why do i do this to myself#:’)
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Fuck ugly ftm transitions. I’m handsome as fuck no matter what the TERFs say. When I grow up everyone is gonna look at me and say “oh HE’s that guy.” I am that guy. And I’m hotter than any transphobe will ever be.
#ftm#adam rambles#transblr#mine#radical feminists interact I fucking dare you#very cool#transgender#trans man#trans masc#nonbinary#trans#transgender community#transmasc#trans pride#transfem#transgirl#trans woman#trans is beautiful#trans community#trans boy#Demi boy#like damn it the only thing keeping me around is being the hottest#most arrogant#guy to ever exist#lgbtq community#lgbt pride#lgbtq#lgbtqia#2slgbtqia+#agender
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I'll have these moments where I am calm, collected, and feel like I can, in fact, complete all of the tasks I've set out for myself, and then I'll get home and completely lose all that motivation.
#I'm not sure why that is though ... is it the chores? being around other people? the clutter?#I am going to go home and work on cleaning up a bit of my room though ... that's my plan#also I need to pick out a dinner to make next week--and also maybe we'll watch the show we missed yesterday#and give Plushcliff a kissie#I have some things I want to do but maybe I should focus on improving my personal space (my room) first ...#I actually started eating an apple every day and that has helped a lot--crazy how fruits and veggies improve mental health /lh#and if you get this far ... the funniest thing is I used to HATE apples#absolutely loathed them#and then I headcanoned that Heathcliff cuts up fruit (I wrote about it a lot in an unreleased fic I was writing for myself)#and I decided he really likes apples for some reason ... so recently I actually ate an entire serving of an apple dessert I HATED#and was just steaming internally because THIS FICTIONAL MAN HAS ME EATING A FRUIT I HATE#AND I LIKE IT#AND IT'S MAKING ME HAPPY#HOW *DARE* HE#/lh /lh#I don't talk a lot about how he helps me but maybe I should ... he's made food a lot easier for me#ALSO I have opinions about him and food that are very special to me#I just get shy because. Heathcliff is the character I project onto the most and I see him having a lot of the struggles I do#in things like food and stuff--also my opinions on his gender/orientation would get me flamed /lh /lh#well. that may just be my past experiences talking. just know those areas are very important to me when it comes to him#anyway!!#got very rambly near the end of this ... eat fruit okay? it'll help you#scattered pages
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earliest they can look at my car is on tuesday 😪 looks like ya gurl ain’t going nowhere for a while in this rain LOL (as if i don’t already stay home most of the time anyway)
i was planning to try and use my day off to write some more today but grrrrrr i already have a headache lmao tho i may try in a bit after meds kick in and i eat something!!! think i just need to chill and play video games for a bit first and lurk around on dash
#rambles.#why did life decide to start kicking my ass around this time last year too?#am i not allowed to enjoy fall and winter my favorite seasons???#GURL BYE i’m kicking life’s ass right back. bitch i dare you to ruin my vibe#i’ve worked too hard to get my pussy up and we’re not stopping now
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uuuughhgghh i have to record video TODAY on a topic i hate uuhghuhvgg
#i hate it so mucj im gonna ramble and be passive aggresice i know it#i know it bc i've already been pacing around my room trying to get in order what im gonna say#the worst part is the teacher wants to “hear different opinions” on the subject when all she's gonna do is point and laugh at-#the poor soul who dared give their genuine opinion#every single person in that class has to lick the teacher's boots clean in hopes of getting a passing grade. god i hate her so much#sigh... my saturday.........
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mmmnnother idea too
#sneak peek#hyperfixation says esau cast in dnd style- but i don't think i'll do em the way i did nezha's doodle cuz that was a horrible way of shading#at least for me personally KEKW-#emelin rambles#to bed i go#i wanna try sleepin early for once#also i find it funny how as a dental tech i know why my jaw is hurting rn#muscle stress would be my guess cuz it's just the side of my jaw around the area of my left mandibular condyle#so i'm currently tryna force myself to physically relax more to try get rid of it quicker cuz it's annoying when tryna eat at times#also i was at an info meeting about a study some university students wanna do with autists regarding noise cancelling headphones#was hilarious considering i immediately began to critique the way the meeting went by telling my psychologist about#how they had the audacity to give a full group of diagnosed autists the OPTION to pick between showing up on a monday or tuesday#cuz we were all fuckin confused and one girl even had to ask like 2-3 times about how tf this would work and when we're supposed to come in#like how dare you tell us we can pick a day- that sparked so much lowkey panic and i could tell by the confusion of all- including myself#just give us a solid day DHFNDFHNDHFGNHDGH
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I miss when books were made fucking TINY
I know for folks who have a hard time reading the small text this possibly wouldn't be great but my grandma has a bunch of these old books, as she was an English/Literature Teacher, that were printed back in the 50s-60s and the books themselves are really small.
They're like 4in/11cm wide and 7in/18cm long and I can carry them easily in a big pocket or a small bag. They don't necessarily have a pretty cover but they have my story and that's all I need. I want travel-sized books dammit!!!
#I love pretty covers too but I also wanna carry them freely#literature#books#book#idk#I have my “baby” Odyssey translation by A.V. Reiu and I love having it with me.#I literally have an old “Catcher in the Rye” that is just RED with the title in orange on the very top and NOTHING else. It still has my#story :D#A tiny lord of the flies. A Tiny Moby Dick. Lots of little tiny books I can carry around!!!#I want more of that!!! >:( AND DON'T YOU DARE SAY “Your phone”. I'm going to eat your phone.#Mad rambles
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Ash and M.uarim are literally that picture of the cat and D.rew McIntyre LMAAOOO
#ash rambles 💚#i wouldn't dare raise a claw 💚#ofc ash is the cat. you know. cat laguz and all. she likes having her paws on his chest teehee#BUT ALSO. HAVE YOU SEEN D.REW MCINTYRE??? I WISH I WAS THAT CAT#ahem sorry. i really like professional wrestling 😭 ofc im not like. shipping with any of them or their in-ring characters because I'm not#comfortable with that. but i am a massive wwe fan!#anyways. yeah. ash and m.uarim! thats so them!#someone who can draw please draw it as them /MASSIVE J NO PRESSURE I'M JUST FUCKING AROUND#m.uarim loves his catgirl gf!!! meow meow meow
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today is such a stark contrast to yesterday in how much i fucking hate today (vent/rant in tags bc i forgor to do it on my vent one)
#[🔮] rambles ~#lmfao you speak up in this household? WRONG. MISTAKE. HOW DARE YOU OPEN YOUR MOUTH.#expressing your thoughts? fucking blasphemy#“oh you do know you can tell me anything anytime right? ” what a joke#gods#fuck this shit#you know what i need to learn properly? keeping my mouth fucking shut. keeping my thoughts to myself.#why do i even bother#I LITERALLY DIDNT EVEN SAY ANYTHING#just you know spoke the truth which is apparently forbidden or smth#its not my fault shes a hypocrite????? cant accept the truth thats her fucking problem#honestly i genuinely cant think of an adult around me who isnt a hypocrite but im sure there hopefully is#and then she comes again all sweet sickly smiles expecting me to shower her with love the next moment after being fucking scolded like hell#for saying ome single fucking line of my thoughts that she so encourages me to “express”#as if everything is my fucking fault#atp i hate myself as much too bc why do i let myself get affected i should have grown used to this shit years ago#i should know better than to let her get to me yet look at me being a sentimental lil bitch#god i just wanna get out of here please#anyways shit this didnt go to my vent blog fuck im sorry yall had to read that guys please feel free to ignore lmao#but yk i had to get my feelings out somewhere bc wwll i bottle up enough already lol#tw vent
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I would love, even if its just its just brief summaries, to know the different thoughts going through bills head throughout the last smut. (mainly when he got the text and when dipper starts just blurting out thoughts and ideas bc i think those moments would be fun to see)
Imagine you're having the shittiest day at work. You're gritting your teeth and hanging onto it by your fingernails, knowing that eventually dealing with this absolutely idiotic, waffling, overstuffed, condescending dipshit of a client will be done with, you'll charge him out the nose for your services - which will probably be, like a hundred dollars, the way this is going! What bullshit. At least afterwards, you can collapse onto the bed and complain to your spouse about it. Which you have been doing, actually, waiting for a decent excuse to bail or check out early.
Then you get a text. And it's your partner saying they got you a brand new console, your favorite pizza - Oh! And a million bucks in untraceable cash - but you might have to kick your shitty client in the nuts so hard his eyes pop out. Does that sound... okay? No pressure or anything.
The reason Bill was a minute later than expected is because even he needed a moment. It was the sheer whiplash from going from Shit to Fucking Amazing.
#answers#Bill went from full on eeueuughhh about his day to practically having hearts floating around him#Perhaps literally depending on the magic situation in the place he was in#In my head Bill was 'hired' by a (shitty) villain and he got out of it by doing a quick betrayal and demanding to be cast out by the 'heros#“I Got THIS to get back to!! You think I wanna keep him waiting???”#He already hovers in his normal triangle form but this man was practically floating with delight heading back to Dipper#A graph of Bill's mood would start out super low then spike sharply at the pic#It then stays super high up with more spikes during all the shenanigans#After the smut they likely get cleaned up. Cuddle. And talk shit about idiots they've had to deal with#Bill Cipher has gone from doing his evil deeds and playing piano to an empty bedroom while raiding his own bar for distraction#To coming home to someone who'll listen to him bitch about his day and absolutely bicker with him about it#Calling him the worst thing in the universe. A scourge upon reality.#The most clever awful bastard. How *dare* he be handsome that's a crime -and frankly Dipper basically did it for him so he can't take credi#And sometimes even saying 'yeah you didn't *entirely* deserve to be screwed over that way. I could have done that *way* better.'#While Bill rests his head in his lap. Having someone listen to him ramble while he gets his hair played with. Lots of really good kisses#Warm. Close. Grossly domestic. But hey! Even *sex* can seem gross if you phrase it weird and *that's* a normal demonic pleasure#Sometimes fun things are just fuckin' FUN y'know?? Even if this one seems weird to other demons#It's. Nice. REALLY nice.#There's absolute no goddamn way he's going back to NOT having this#Even death won't pry it out of his greedy little mitts
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All my life I've been told by all kinds of people that they can never really tell what I'm feeling or what's going through my mind because apparently I'm always just hiding everything behind a smile so that I've become rather unreadable. And then he just. Takes one look at me and goes 'Yeah. I know that face, oh here we go again, she's about to unleash her thoughts. She's gonna bash that theory I just showed her so hard. Where's my popcorn?' I hadn't even said anything yet and he was already laughing.
And to be honest. It's quite nice to be known, actually.
#i only went to his office to ask if he wants to join me for lunch he didn't have time and yet i still somehow ended up staying for 1.5 hours#'thanks for the conversation' he said when i left. 'and thanks for keeping me from my work'#as if HE hadn't kept me from lunch when he kept our conversation going on and on with his 'wait i still wanted to show you this'#talking to him always feels like wellness for my brain somehow. like. we're different people but we think the same way.#i don't have to translate my thoughts to be understood he already gets my point before i've even finished my train of thought#every time work tires me out so much that it feels like i can't think straight anymore then i talk to him and suddenly my brain works again#and i like how he calls me out on my nonsense when i lose myself in a contradiction or don't say what i want to say or say what i don't mea#and he lets me go on extensive rants about statistics despite not knowing anything about it and doesn't even complain#he just always says 'i'll pretend i know what that means' and says i should learn it well so he can ask me for my help with it later#recently he came to me right after teaching saying 'you won't believe how much i just messed up. let me show you how i failed'#and then proceeded to recreate the entire situation and his thought process at that moment and i just#there is a very big word running around in my mind that i dare not speak of but maybe one day#i don't even know if he even sees me as much as a friend maybe i'm just some co-worker he likes talking to occasionally you know#what does it mean what does it all mean#ramblings
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i need to meet daniel solely to yell at him for completely ruining other guys for me
#daniel ricciardo#like how dare you be all sunshine dork dumbass himbo#this is a joke but also not bc at the end of the day are you danny ric? no? yeah okay im good#(I am joking please i don’t go around bitching like that ahdjsjs)#or do I? ahdjdj na na na I wish lol#joey rambles#shitpost
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raises my hand i actually like the concept of a shitty parent getting better i just hate when its used to be like "im good now so you should forgive me."
people grow and change and hurt people!!! and those hurt people deserve to move on without having to forgive their abuser!!!
#this is why i get defensive when ppl make all sorts of reasons why rhinedottir did what she did#if she killed dorian for being imperfect then whatever!! i hate her for that but you dont have to#not only does it go with her little mental break that she 100% had lets be honest#it also fits the “Perfectionist” thing that the sinners were trying so hard to achieve#it MAKES SENSE#even if its nuanced that doesnt make it ok!!! but at the same time i dont think shes 100% stuck to being a terrible person nor do i think++#shes always been a bad mother#i think she was a great mother before everything went downhill and honestly if she gained a sense of apathy towards her kids itd MAKE SENSE#ofc im not saying this is true. im just saying its possible and it doesnt take away from her as a character#elynas is just as reliable a source as albedo dare i say!!! he was not in a strange mindset bc he wasnt corrupt like durin#the way he described her was valid. so was albedos when he said she threatened to leave him.#if the trauma from the cataclysm is what caused everything#that makes sense#but its not an excuse and it doenst mean she had some extra hidden reason for what she did. sometimes people are bad people!!! clearly she+#did SOMETHING right with albedo because he has a sense of morality. but even so you can TELL shes not a good mom EVEN TO HIM#i dont know where im going with this im getting turned around UHM#TLDR; shes a terrible mother. and a pretty bad person. but that doesnt mean im saying shes evil without nuance#it just means what it sounds like#plenty of parents fucking SUCK without meaning to. whether she cared or not she was still a pretty bad mother. thats all im saying#im willing ot talk about her but im NOT willing to have people argue that any of her children deserved what they got.#not albedo and NOT dorian.#elynas to dorian to albedo is a great pipeline for her as a character. which is why i like to believe elynas came first;#alfisol and dorian came close to last#and then albedo came last long after the others#every character has nuance however i am allowed to dislike them despite that#tzu rambles#that said i understand how it comes off as biased when i only talk about her children but unfortunately her children are the only reason i+#know about her at all. thye are my favorites and my content centers around them </3
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#dare rambles#been mindlessly scrolling tiktok#probably the worst thing i could be doing right now but hey#ive found a couple funny lighthearted things intermixed with the world going go hell in a handbasket#but what i also saw was a trend going around#alongside women joining the 4b movement because the risk of pregnancy is too dangerous now#they're sharing the names of their future children that they've been holding on to#names of the children they might never meet now#now me and my girlfriend in the 6 1/2 years we've been together rarely talk about children#mostly because of the hoops we'd have to jump through to even make it a possibility for us#but honestly theres been a thought in the back of my head for years now about what it could be like if we managed it#and now that we might not even be able to get married#im also faced with the reality of knowing the names of people i will most like never meet#so#to Cygnus and Lyra#im sorry my stardust#maybe in another life i know the sound of your laugh
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